#I am going to absolutely destroy him.
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This just in:
Absolute wreck of an oc has been revived after years.
Attack on Titan Oc, Amida Cross. Stay tuned for eventual design posting.
#aot oc#attack on titan oc#oh#ohho#ohhohoho#this poor poor man#I am going to absolutely destroy him.
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Thinking many many thoughts about how Jean was Riko's partner for a YEAR and was still rooming with Goon #3. Because that was how unwilling Riko was to let go of Kevin. And how that implies that Jean was placed as his partner both because of the practicality of Kevin being gone AND as a punishment for letting him go in the first place. Being partners with Jean could actually slow Riko down depending on how often he's hurt (because I don't think Riko was all that exempt from the rules to the point where his partner's performance would completely not matter) and he was still placed there. Riko was just THAT angry at him over Kevin's escape. And all the while he was keeping Kevin's side of room like an altar, even back when he didn't even think Kevin could PLAY, because of an injury he caused.
#'average aftg fan thinks about Kevins side of the room once a day.' factoid. headboard georg (me) is thinking on it at all times#everything about the perfect court makes me so absolutely insane i am chewing on glass#do you guys think that Jean would still have distracted Riko if he knew Kevin was going to leave?#moreover. do you guys REALLY think Jean didn't at least suspect he was leaving#because tsc is probably going to prove me wrong but I think he would and he knew#anyway. i said it before and i will say it again#the kevriko toxic teen girl homoerotic friendship rizz is unparalleled#riko moriyama the man that you are. they could never make me think you're uninteresting I want to use your brain as a saltshaker#I don't think Riko (or Tetsuji for that matter since he prompted it) ever actually realised what Kevin's injury MEANT. like for real#it wasn't putting him in his place it was destroying the very idea of the perfect court. it was DONE#if Kevin hadn't recovered. if the plot of AFTG hadn't happened. how long would it have taken for Riko to realize#that HE killed the very thing he built his life around and was just dragging it behind him like a corpse (Jean)#kevin day#riko moriyama#jean moreau#the sunshine court#all for the game#the perfect court
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The ship takes off and Anakin and Quinlan sit there very politely and as soon as it clears Coruscant they try to kill each other
lmao they’re like two scrappy kids who are taken to the principal’s office because they got into a fight and then the moment you close the door and leave them alone they’re fighting again just as viciously as before.
#asks#hanahaki au#obikin#i do think they may never be able#to get along even when this whole#misunderstanding is fixed#it’s over for them that ship has sailed and caught on fire in the harbor#but see anakin would totally kill vos given the barest slimmest excuse#but vos couldn’t ever kill anakin really cause yeah sure the hanahaki would go away#and he would absolutely deserve it#but he also knows obi-wan would be devastated beyond reason#that losing anakin would#destroy parts of obi-wan in untold ways#meanwhile anakin is like 1) obi-wan would#forgive me for anything.#im planning to murder his friend and also his love interest#but I am not terribly worried because he will be ok because he will have me.#at most anakin entertains obi-wan not forgiving him as an option but not like what he really#thinks will happen
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Just remembered that this was probably bound to be he highlight for Robby because of some comments from Tanner and I had to take a deep breath to avoid screaming. Never dropped a show before cause I am a sunk cost victim but I might with this one. The way he was crucified through all the season for evertything with no support from anyone, made to repeat the SAME FUCKING MISTAKE all the time and then get SAd in a way that makes him victim blamed; all that for the "payoff" to be a 3 minute fight with a dude who will have no further role going forward. It's just... why did I even bother with this shit?
God, how fucked up is part 3 going to be for Robby if Tanner called this the highlight of the season
#we know the sekai taikai resumes at the avt arena from the inside the dojo sneak peek#and we know specifically robby fights axel again so i am absolutely expecting him to destroy robby#silvers going to go kk1 kreese and have him take robby out illegally#and that will just be. it for robby. hell be out and they’ll probably fucking have miguel take his place or some shot#ahhshshshhcbabhshcjshchjskdnndnans#its so over#ck spoilers#cobra kai spoilers#asks#anonymous
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stoic illiterate unwilling assassin deeply in love with unfailingly kind rich sad gay man almost stabs his crush's brother because the brother cares so much and so genuinely for the gay man that he searched assassin's room out of worry and found knives and a mysterious letter before being interrupted by the assassin who then does not want to show him the letter which seems incredibly suspicious, only for a later scene (after the gay man interrupts them and thus stops any escalation from happening) to quietly reveal that the very sus letter in possession of this illiterate assassin is not in fact a sign he's lying about being illiterate.... it's just two pages of him practicing the gay man's name over and over in neatly spaced lines...... a reveal which he was going to STAB a man over because he doesn't know that the gay man's brother knows the man is gay and loves him with his whole heart and would never ever do anything to hurt him........ i will never get over this, how could i ever get over this, everything else ever is going to be downhill from here
#yeah HI. if you are WONDERING. i am still being absolutely destroyed. utterly torn to pieces. smashed into a million happy little bits. by#to sir with love#it's not even the romance. though the romance is excellent and only getting better (and also hilarious. THE CHONBURI SCENES???)#but the siblings!!!! these brothers!!!!! everything in the world is trying to turn them against each other and every time i hold my breath#and every time!! without fail!!!! without hesitation even!!!!!! they go no. i love him and i trust him and he would never hurt me or i him.#and i CANNOT TELL YOU. how hard that's fucking me up. in the best of ways#it would be SO easy in a hiiiigh drama messy family show like this to go the easy route and just have the two sides of the family#actually fully at war with each other. or to have one of these brothers betray the other / let some misunderstanding fester#and 🤞🤞🤞 because i still have a good deal of show to go but so far. oh my goddddd. they choose each other. they choose each other always#anyway. if anyone reads this and is looking for some very high quality actually good soap melodrama. to sir with love is free on youtube
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haven't been this fucking insanely furious at Williams since they fired Damon Hill halfway through 1996
#this is SUCH a horrible decision for them both#while i think there is a short term chance that Alex may produce a better race result#the car is pretty naff so the chances are low#and now alex has enormous pressure on his shoulders#if he makes another mistake and tbh that's likely because the car is not ideal and he's now in a high pressure situation which he#historically speaking#does not do well in#(also despite the heroics in the first year at williams he actually doesn't get on with Melbourne very well)#but if he does that he looks like an arsehole and the team look like arseholes and the press will call alex a villain#and meanwhile in the medium to long term#logan's just been told the team has so little confidence in him they believe a driver who destroyed his car will do better#which is going to knock anyone for absolutely fuckin six#like if you empathised with alex at red bull you have to empathise with logan here#mr vowles i am booking a fight i am coming to fight you
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i want to see izzy suffer SO badly, i want to see him hurt, put that man through hell
#nothing brings me greater joy in life than to torment my boy#(and then kiss his little head and wrap him in a blanket......)#s2 arc where my boy gets tortured <3#literally there is nothing better than absolutely destroying him (and then gently nursing him back to health)#fndkdkkd sorry im thinking about him and im going to make it yalls problem <3#sometimes... i want him to have a soft life only...... and sometimes i still want him to have softness in his life but it to be given after#he has suffered SO MUCH. break him down so he can accept love + kindness.....#nyxtalks#ofmd#izzy hands#israel hands#why yes i am IMMEDIATELY using my tone indicator banners to post dumb shit what did u expect from me <3
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My brain just hit an old hyperfixation (is this what it's called? I hope I used the word right) and oh dear am I losing my mind now. I need to write a story I think. About this one old guy. He's unhinged. There's so much information about him and yet not enough. I want to explore his character so much. He's definitely a criminal - at least he was one - and I'm 95% sure he can do actual real magic, and he's a musician and an artist and an actor and a magician and a philosopher and a traveler and a conman and so much more and also I think he's some kind of immortal. Maybe he just has a VERY long life. It's strongly implied he was a pirate at some point of his life. He started a cult by accident several times. My conspiracy theories about him include him being a secret god.
He's also a freaking round blue raven. Someone save me from my mind.
#seriously why is he so cool#he's like. a ball.#he's ROUND#if no one stops me I'm gonna make an au and introduce all my mutuals to a russian cartoon that lives in my head rent-free#it has an obviously mysterious old man and an old woman who seems to be very normal but actually has some weird past as well#and they're in love you can fight me on this THEY. ARE. IN LOVE.#there's a disastrous scientist who keeps forgetting to sleep and is kinda cute in a nerdy way#there's a mechanic guy who lives a bit away from everyone surrounded by tech and he's actually unhinged#he's a single father btw. he made a robot baby because he was lonely. it's very important for his character.#I WILL ship the scientist and the mechanic because no one can stop me <3#there's a local farmer who was a famous disco dancer an archeologist and a VERY famous actor in the past. he doesn't care about it anymore.#he was like. Captain America actor kind of famous. or Superman.#and then he just committed a bunch of crimes for his new friends and left to live in a village far away from big cities#all those people with very suspicious past raise a bunch of children together#absolutely inseparable adhd and autism best friends boys who I think are capable of destroying the world#and toxic teenagers couple:#a girl who honestly needs to figure herself out first before dating anyone and a poet boy who is SO deeply in love with her it's not okay#the farmer dude also has a rebellious teenager niece who visits him sometimes#and the mechanic's kid is usually in space but sometimes returns and I am not ashamed to admit that I cried during some of those episodes#I am going to think about them. they are so important to me.#I am going insane.#also yes they are all round animals. if you're wondering.#someone just tranquillise me already or something. it's 5 a.m. and I am losing my sanity
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just realized after sophomore year's article class swap riz would 100% have assassins after him
#not art#fh class quangle#holds head. yeah no it fully makes sense in my brain now. that the kid would be like if you make me deal with typical teenager problems#I am going to Kill you. like that attitude will make him so absolutely insufferable in junior year coupled with the :D#but nobody will be able to say shit bc kid literally has snipers on his ass for whistleblowing#well. nobody except for sklonda and pok who are like. ohhhh. ohh man.#sklonda is destroying every cushion in the flat bc of course she blames herself for saying anything abt tuition#while pok is like hey kiddo. I thought you didn't wanna die like me and leave ur mom alone. what's this#tho to be fair riz would 100% not give a shit abt the assassins hes fully confident in his friends and his own capability as an adventurer#of course this breaks awful for him when the junior year evil plot turns out to be fully Teenager Problems The Plot lmao#all right under his nose as he is too busy contributing child labour to 17 different publications to know anything abt his classmates#tbh I see a potential senior year plot for him too lmao. taking a break from journalism to try fiction writing
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replaying dragon age inquisition is just an exercise in “the rebel mages would not fucking do that”
#da#my posts#specifically the hostile ones hanging out in the hinterlands for no good reason.#at least they gave the crazy hostile templars a motivation. a really weak one but still. At least they have a goal.#‘kill at mages. don’t gaf about anyone else’ ok. fine.#‘kill everyone you see for some reason. we need to steal their belongings I guess????’ insane. what the hell.#the could have at least done some blood magic about it. it would have been a boring repeat of da2 themes but at least there would be themes?#it’s just so STUPID. especially coming off of a fresh da2 playthrough.#like there’s some dumb stuff in da2 to give you an excuse to fight both mages and templars as generic npcs don’t get me wrong.#but not this much. and unlike da2 you and your companions comment on it as if it makes any sort of sense lol#also I hate that they decided that the chantry explosion killed a bunch of people (which is not supported at all by either the environments#or dialogue of da2 btw. the game is mainly concerned about anders murdering elthina not randos lol)#but that will come in later.#anyway. every note I find in the game from the mages is so insane. just found the area where the templars burned down a house with mages#locked inside. but because both sides have to be bad for dai plot reasons#the mages killed the peasants that lived in the house for damn reason lmao. AFTER robbing them on the road earlier.#insane choices from the writing team on this one.#what were you trying to SAYYYY#like I’m ok with the mages being a bit brutal. that happens in war. but there’s like. reasons? usually?#like as much as orsino turning himself into a flesh beast is insane and weird both-sides-ism plot device.#at least they tried to give him a reason (even if it didn’t make sense in the context of hawke and co absolutely destroying the templars he#was so convinced were going to kill them all)#the hinterlands mages genuinely have no reason to attack random passersby.#ESPECIALLY SINCE IM PLAYING A MAGE.#like?????? hello I am one of you. how the hell do you even know I’m not one of the rebels.#sorry anyway I’m upsetti spaghetti.
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it’s 3 am and i’m running on zero sleep but i’m thinking about the post-awakening epilogue slide in the zevran romance where the warden runs off after zevran in antiva to help him against his fight against the crows. ouuughhhh ouaaaaghhhh……. it’s real to Me
#they also said some other things in that slide which i will be happily ignoring ❤️#i do think there was a period where nothing was happening and he was like well since i’m finished here for now might as well go to him#it would be his very first time seeing antiva too……. ouuughhh#and the fact that he would be sooo supportive of taking down the crows too like yeah absolutely destroy them#it’s such a good thing he’s doing and he’d help him in any way he can if he needs him#i think they would be long distance most of the time but there would be a lot of letter-writing#runs my hands down my face. romance is so real#sorry my mind is all over the place i can’t fucking sleep so i’m thinking about soooo many ppl rn#i have so many feelings about zevwarden……. specifically zev + warden surana i’m sorry for the person i am#mage + rogue pairings my beloved#re: zevran.
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#this is what I get for hyperfocusing on a currently airing canon queer ship to cope with life stress#instead of decades-old queerbait/non-canon#i want so badly to be able to focus on Oliver’s quote about wanting a bi hoe Buck phase if Buck and Tommy were ‘on a break’#bc I’m pretty sure that was the interview he said they were filming masks so he should’ve already known?#and it was also the one where he talked about overcoming obstacles in their relationship#and bi hoe Buck phase before getting back together would be#i don’t want to say the only good outcome. I’ll get over the shock and it’ll hurt less and I’ll see other okay options#but it would certainly be the best#but the things Lou is saying. and the way it feels so shoehorned in.#i am not insane (coughs. definitely not vagueing any section of fandom.)#and I’ve also been destroyed by hope twice in three days now. one obviously more globally significant than the other but.#yeah.#sometimes Ted lasso was wrong and it is the hope that kills you#i want to cling to that possibility but in the face of the episode itself I don’t think I can#it was obviously a last-minute thing for absolutely no narrative reason#and there’s no reason to shoehorn that in to create a getting together arc. there’s no reason to do that suddenly and impromptu#from either a narrative or a network perspective#honestly it’s not even entirely the breakup itself for me#i mean don’t get me wrong that sucks so bad on so many levels#but it’s the implication in Lou’s interviews that Tommy’s just gonna disappear now#he was fully enmeshed in the firefam and getting more and more so. he’s Eddie’s good friend!#that was a big part of what made it a good relationship but it was also just. really nice for Tommy#and I love him and I will be particularly devastated if the show just cuts him cold now#and everything Lou said like. makes it make SENSE from his perspective. in a way he obviously had to work for to be able to do it#but it still doesn’t make it a good or narratively satisfying breakup#or rather a good or narratively satisfying conclusion#specifically for Tommy!!! it makes it a decent and justifiable midpoint to a character arc about learning to be vulnerable#which is a really interesting arc you could do with Tommy! actually based on what we know about him!#if you hadn’t told Lou to go back to SWAT!#started typing these in an attempt to get the emotions out and instead I’ve just added irritation
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absolutely going the fuck through it rn (:
#haha I'm going to be cheated out of the only future i ever gave enough of a shit about to want!!!! haha 😃#so fucking funny of the world to make me want to die for the first 18 years of my life#and then give me a TASTE of what it feels like to live in color. with my fiancee#give me a preview of what I'd have missed out on if i killed myself#and then after 4 years give me cancer and take it all away (: haha I'm laughing!!#can't miss what you never had you know!! very funny way of mocking me here (:#“man this kid actually wants a future!! he's planning it for the very first time!! make him stop.''#real talk I'm absolutely heartbroken. devastated. i can't even find the words to describe how viscerally destroyed i am.#there's no language that captures it. i just want to wail and scream at curse at god.#if a god exists it fucking sucks and i hope it dies.#IT'S NOT FUCKING FAIR MAN. NONE OF IT IS FAIR.#i don't even know what else to say.#negative#death#audio#Spotify#round 2
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man.
#we have better things to do than send hateful anons to you#we havent looked at your shit for months. we only know the current situation because we got anons telling us to stop harassing you.#which. you 1. have no proof of#and 2. is a batshit conclusion to come to#what makes you think we have been thinking about you at ALL these past months. Do you blame us every time you trip on the sidewalk too???#like think for two seconds. WHY would we continue to contact someone that we absolutely despise talking to.#He traumatized us. Why would we EVER want to even KNOW what he's doing. Sending anons would just send him after US.#I know me saying this won't make a difference because you're going to believe whatever you want regardless of the facts#but man. Are you really that gullible? BOTH groups are getting hateful anons that slightly incriminate the other group#Does that not seem like. Super suspicious to you? Like. I have a pretty good guess for who's stirring this shit up#Think real hard about who would be immature and bitter enough to attempt to destroy both our groups. I have a guess right off the bat.#In any case. I genuinely wish you happiness for your group. I want everyone to be able to sing without conflict.#Singing is a beautiful thing and it has brought me some valuable friendships. Focus on the good#We want you to thrive and sing and have fun. genuinely. It sucks that someone is trying to hurt you for it.#But it's unacceptable to drag us into it just because you have a suspicion that it might maybe be us. We have bigger things to worry about.#So i am BEGGING for the LAST TIME. Leeeave uuuss aloooone.
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For consideration—
Danny is many things. Student, hero, teenager, tired. Teenager and tired are shared, student is what he wants, and hero is what he has to be.
So when he’s fighting Val—Red Huntress, as dubbed by the general populace—and they get interrupted from their highly dangerous not-quite game of hide and seek by the Justice League offering her all of the training and support any hero could ever want… well.
It’s a good thing he’s already hidden, because he has no idea what to feel and ghost faces are significantly more stretchy and allow for frankly horrifying face journeys. He could just be a kid. He wanted to have mentorship. He wanted Valerie to be a great hero. He hopes she’s not getting dragged into it. He’s been given an out, possibly.
Or at the least, as Jazz would put in during the video call later that night, he could take a vacation.
Her reasons were fairly pure. He overworked himself by necessity, and he deserved time and rest and the ability to go for his own hobbies.
Danny’s were very much in the petty revenge territory. Blob ghost populations would be outright swarms in about two weeks, and that’s if the ectopi didn’t start hunting them as prey, sending them into a tizzy. Any bigger threats—well. Red Huntress was the hero, the only hero, as Superman said in his little ‘join us’ speech. Clearly, she’d been handling it so far. She’d be fine. There was even Justice League backing and support for her.
He still hid during ghost attacks. Everyone always thought he was scared of ghosts anyways and the rogue gallery had no qualms about kidnapping or otherwise targeting him as a regular teen.
Things… quickly spiral.
For Red Huntress, that is.
Suddenly, her new ghost alarm system that Batman helped her build is going off constantly. She expected an uptick, but she’s gotten maybe five hours of sleep in about as many days. It was a good thing that one of the support benefits was a paycheck, because if she hadn’t quit Nasty Burger they certainly would have fired her by then. Her grades were slipping, even with her best efforts, and her mentors who were supposed to help weren’t listening to her.
It wasn’t them ‘challenging her beliefs’ and asking her to ‘really consider if ghosts are always your enemy’ that made her fights suddenly harder. It wasn’t some adjustment period to her new training. There was just ghosts, all the time, constantly, and she didn’t even know what to do with all of them. She always just ran them off, and she had assumed they went home. She hadn’t realized the reason Phantom always captured them was because otherwise they just would not leave.
And Phantom. He was one of her rogues, play acting as hero for people he’d just put into danger. Sometimes he did—kind of—help, but it seemed more coincidental. A giant bobcat in the yard keeping the bears away sort of situation. Still dangerous, still unknown, no matter how similar he looked to something or someone friendly.
But. He’d been MIA since their last fight. And she didn’t know why.
Sure, she could guess that maybe he had heard the whole acceptance into the Junior League, or whatever it was called, that had happened. And with his whole ‘hero’ shtick, he’d maybe be a little weird about it. Not emotional, ghosts didn’t have true emotions. No matter what Black Canary was currently researching on the topic, Valerie was sure of it.
Just like she’d been sure that she was actually helping Amity Park.
If she heard one more property damage assessment, she’d strap one of her ecto guns to the lecturer and let them have a crack at it. Ghosts didn’t care about material things that mattered to other people. They might have attachments to certain types of objects or things they considered ‘theirs’, but if that thing was a living human’s… it didn’t matter, it’d be taken or broken just the same.
Sam was, of course, leading a small protest asking for Phantom’s return. She and Danny had at least three fights about it, and it wasn’t pretty.
Paulina had a different approach to the same issue, asking for recognition of her ghost boy.
Tucker was egging both on, mostly to distract Sam from actually bothering Danny, but also because he loved a good cat fight.
Danny was getting so much sleep, and he’s getting caught up in school. Sure, the school is usually at least a little on fire these days, but he actually read the assignment book for Lancer’s class. That hadn’t happened like, ever! And his Doom stats were getting pretty high, since the only grinding he had to do now was against virtual enemies that didn’t try to snap his spine… Technus notwithstanding.
As these things usually happen, Valerie blames Phantom for all of her woes, again. The Fenton Parents, being thoroughly exhausted at this point as well, completely back her.
And Danny has had a lot of time to rest and think on the actions of himself and others.
He’s been declared a menace, again. And he’s kind of tired of people not realizing that if he WANTED to be a villain, he could be. He wanted his town safe, and honestly, the ghost populace explosion was getting annoying. Red Huntress’s last “big fight” had nearly killed someone.
… He wouldn’t be Dan, oh no. He wouldn’t cause damage, he’d prevent those from being hurt, and he would generally look at the Hero Guideline Handbook he had… temporarily borrowed and copied from Val’s backpack. He’d be campy and totally not serious to anyone who didn’t realize he actually was just playing around. And him actually taking on ‘big fish’ persona in Amity Park’s ‘little pond’ should help get rid of at least some of the lower level guys.
It’s not like it’s be hard, honestly. He’d get to make his own hours, at least. And since Valerie saw Fenton as someone to protect, someone that he well knew she broke up with to ‘keep him safe’, she wouldn’t think of him twice as being Phantom. Danny wouldn’t use their friendship against her, but he could easily admit that it was a little scummy to do. But. Well. He’d always fought a bit dirty, and she had literally tried to kill him. Multiple times.
If Red Huntress was going to be a villain-like Hero, then it was simple.
Phantom just had to be a hero-like Villain.
Prompt
The justice league FINALLY investigates Amity, and realizes that they’ve made a grave mistake by letting a burgeoning hero shoulder a large problem without any training or support. They rectify this immediately by offering a position in the JL along with an assortment of mentors and other teen heroes to bond with.
Red Huntress receives this invitation in front of Phantom, while actively trying to hunt him down.
#it’s like 1 am idk if this even made SENSE#but I kinda wanted to bridge a bit between the crack fic vibes and the straight up ANGST#he won’t be Dan. he won’t destroy the timeline.#whether that’s because he has morals or because he knows that if he does he’ll be STOPPED is up to you#will he be campy? will he be serious? will there be a cape?#up to you!#although I argue for cape. like. fuck it right#Sam is. mm. mixed feelings on this#Tucker is going with the flow because welp. he never wanted to be a super villain so like Danny can have this#Paulina’s mildly obsessed with her ghost boy’s dark era and absolutely does not take his supposed threat seriously.#to be fair his rates are great lol#low property damage except maybe against things he actually doesn’t care about. fuck Dalv Co.#no one gets hurt and he actively guides the fights to less populated areas#he protects the children#think redeemed villain is now a hero but it’s backwards and also a fucking seesaw#will he help? will he hinder? will the Justice league loose their minds? probably#Danny buys off Constantine as his first villain act to not fucking rat him out#Constantine now has One Good Summon Circle for a#… extremely OP get of jail free card a la Phantom#he should probably save that for a world ending threat just saying#they LITERALLY made him a villain so Danny went lol bet#Jazz is loosing her mind but is stuck at college#and honestly? still beats some of the stupider things he’s done#Vlad is like. probably scheming. is maybe mad that HE didn’t cause the turncoat and that Danny is objectively Bad At Villainy#he hasn’t even robbed a bank or overshadowed someone to gain all their business assets!! the nerve!!#so yeah lol Phantom’s fights with Plasmius are basically the same but Plasmius is poutier about it
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Idk I just have no patience for trans men/masculine people who refuse to acknowledge transmisogyny. Like. The worst experience I ever had with transphobia was when I was mistaken for a trans women. In a culinary program, I was cutting bell peppers, and one of the other students, a really big dude in a student leadership position, walks in and accusatory goes "so are you trying to be a woman, or something?" And I'm like. Well I'm trying to small dice these peppers. And I tell him I'm not a she and he says something to the effect of "Yeah I know that much." He makes some comment abt how whatever I'm doing doesn't make sense and he doesn't get it and when I tell him he doesn't have to, that he just has to respect it, he says "I don't have to do shit!" And gets real mad! Like actual threats mad! Tells me he could bash my skull in and to meet him outside for a fight and yeah it was fucking scary! The entire interaction I'm reminding myself that I'm the one currently holding a knife, if he tries anything.
Fast forward a few days later and my period is kicking my ass. Just absolutely destroying me. I'm in the dish pit, and I am visibly struggling, I'm nauseous, I'm in pain and bracing myself against walls. I'm not walking straight. And the same student leadership guy who was so aggressive with me when he thought I was transfem?
He tells me I look like I'm going to pass out. He says it's obvious I'm in pain, I shouldn't be in class, I can go sit down and if nobody can replace me he'll do the dishes himself.
Like. Do you get it yet. It's not just that he felt comfortable openly threatening me in a room full of other people when he thought I was a trans woman. It's that he did a complete 180 and was not only willing to support me, but actually pick up my slack once he knew I wasn't "that kind" of transgender. As soon as one of our classmates confirmed to him that I wasn't the wrong type of trans person I suddenly became someone who actually deserved care and compassion in his eyes. The "bigots think we're all the same and hate all of is equally" rhetoric isn't fucking true. It's just peddled to deny the privilege we have over other members of our community so it's easier to ignore how inhospitable supposedly trans-centric spaces are for TMA people.
#transmisogyny#everyone says solidarity but actual solidarity requires acknowledging intercommunity issues. A lot of you would rather die it seems
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