#I also need to make MingMing one!

[gingergofastboatsmojito]

The fairest creatures The Biyi love birds. The Sydcarmy legend that comes from the Far East and spoils their whole arc

In the heavens, we vow to be as two birds flying wingtip to wingtip,

On earth, we vow to be as two intertwined branches of a tree.

— Song of Everlasting Regret, by poet PO CHÜ-I 

Over the Nu River Grand Canyon, a pair of birds in white and black forms the shape of infinite. They are legendary bird(s), the “biyi bird” (biyi niao, birds flying wing to wing) — The biyi bird is a one-eyed, one-winged mythical creature in which each entity is half of a bird, such that only when a male and female pair up and fly together, can they become a whole bird. It later became a metaphor for a loving couple. There are many interpretations of this legendary bird(s), one of PO CHÜ-I the Fairy Poet’s most well-known works “Chang hen ge” (Song of Everlasting Regret), illustrates the immortal love story between Emperor Minghuang of Tang and his Imperial Consort Yang, making reference to this legendary bird(s) within four parts:

Falling in Love, The Inseparable Couple, Farewell to Lover, and finally Reunification in Fairyland.

According to legend, there are still flying bird people on both sides of the Nu River Grand Canyon. For these mysterious villagers, their lives are heaven-like and they lead an ideal existence in harmony with nature. As they live remotely outside from the world, that’s why they can fly, also find and join the legendary biyi bird. The wonderful sound of Kalavinka descends from the sky where the sun and the moon shine together.

Keepers of the wheather

Their marvellous sound from heaven passes through the biyi bird, and flows into a turbulent Nujiang on the ground.

There's more: The fable on Jivajivaka

The fable on Jivajivaka is returned primarily on Vinayavastu of the Mulasarvastivada Vinaya. in the Nirvana Sutra is called Mingming Niao, in the Pravara-deva-raja-pariprccha Sutra is called sheng sheng niao, in the Shorter Sukhavativyuha Sutra and the Miscellaneous Treasures Sutra is called gong ming niao.

The Jivajivaka fable is related to an entanglement of Dharma (the order that makes life and universe possible) and Adharma(disharmony, unnaturalness) life after life.

The fable says that the Jivajivaka bird has one body and two heads, one is called Dharma, and the other is called Adharma. One day, while the latter was asleep, Dharma saw a tasty-looking fruit and ate it, considering that, as their body was the same, it would be nourishing for both of them. When Adharma awoke, he smelt something good and criticized Dharma for eating it and not sharing it. Later, when Dharma was asleep, Adharma ate a poisonous fruit and thus, both of them died. On the verge of death, Adharma swore to harm Dharma in every future life, while Dharma wished to be his good friend forever.

The inner landscape – the eternal perplexity within the human psyche, and the real key to the self-liberation to attain eternal flourishing, is represented fully in this Jivajivaka fable.

Source: Dali Wu

The Jivajivaka fable in a Sydcarmy symbolic context

It can very well represent Carmy's and Syd's respective arcs.

They both need to do their inner evolutionary work to eventually be able to be together in a healthy way. The thing is that as they share their wings they can't do that work separately.

As I have been pointing out and elaborating on in multiple previous posts I suggest you read for context:

Let's put the ship in partnership

Her avoidance

Never apologize

His avoidance

Not fucked up enough

Once they learn to fly together without hurting each other, they are destined to be together for eternity, as the Fairest Creatures legend goes.

Bonus track: Storer has always been inspired by Eastern philosophy, especially in Syd's voice.

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[shiningdesignersreflections]

Chapter 2: Magic Training

Narrated by Yexiao.

Narrator: Despite it being the weekend, I'm already up when the early morning sun rises.

Narrator: The rehearsal room in the theater is brightly lit. Seems that someone had rehearsed all night.

Director: Hello, everyone!

Narrator: The director walks into the room and introduces himself straight away.

Director: It's a pleasure to meet you. Thank you so much for participating in December Troupe's training session.

Director: As previously mentioned, starting from today, we will provide free performance training for everyone.

Director: At the same time, we hope to find the lead actor for the play "Leah the Candy Witch" among you.

Narrator: While the director speaks, the candidates form a circle under the instruction of an assistant.

Director: The training will start with some self-introductions. If you're ready, please tell us about yourself.

Narrator: Many participants are eager to start. Some of them immediately take the initiative to get up and introduce themselves.

Girl A: Hi, everyone! Just call me Qi. I have always dreamed of standing on the stage and becoming a star!

Girl B: Hi, everyone. My name is Xinxin. I am a big fan of the December Troupe. I've seen every performance they put up! I feel very honored to be here today.

Girl C: Hello, everyone. I'm Mingming. I'd really like to play the Candy Witch. I love the character, and I like to design...

Narrator: I sit there and listen quietly until everyone is finished, then stand up to introduce myself.

Yexiao: Hi, everyone. My name is Yexiao. I like to raise cats and chickens. When the weather is nice, I like to buy groceries at the market or paint in the garden.

Yexiao: I'm here because I hope to be friends with everyone. If you want to eat hotpot together after rehearsal, feel free to invite me.

Narrator: After a brief silence, the candidates around me start to murmur to each other.

Qi: Hotpot? I don't want to get fat.

Xinxin: Are we having hotpot for dinner? I didn't even know!

Mingming: I... I hope it's not spicy...

Director: Okay. Thank you for your introductions. It is a pleasure to meet you all. Let's move on to the next segment, shall we? Please stand up. Let's get started.

Director: Every one of us can breathe. But the kind of breathing I am going to talk about now is different from normal breathing.

Director: I need you to make some simple movements to the rhythm of your breathing. Kind of like doing yoga.

Narrator: As the director speaks, some candidates have already started taking big breaths.

Director: Slowly, inhale into your abdomen. Do it as slowly as possible, and your movements should also slow down.

Director: Breathe in slowly... Breathe out slowly... Move slowly...

Narrator: After repeating this breathing exercise more than a dozen times, many candidates gradually begin to lose focus. Whispers can be heard throughout the rehearsal room.

Qi: My arms are tired. Can we hurry up?

Xinxin: What? Sorry, I almost fell asleep just now.

Narrator: I, however, don't find this way of breathing difficult. In fact, it's quite relaxing.

Choose "I think you can do it a hundred more times easily."

You: Duh, it's obviously not difficult for you. You can probably do it a hundred more times easily.

Narrator: Inhale... exhale... This pace is not too slow for me at all. Perhaps it's because I often sit for a long time when I sketch.

Director: How's everyone feeling? I know that breathing slowly while moving is not easy, but this activity really helps you focus.

Director: Hang in there a little longer. It will be over soon.

Chapter 1

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

[just-some-random-blogger]

good mooorning sunshine!! guess who?? love time to brighten you online classes (or playing lol)!! KITTIES GIF TT your boys are so>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> cuties TT such little sunshines i've learnt that genshin has a character with my name and was so ??? it was so confusing at first when i was... reading fanfics... 'people are dumb' true. god bless them and give them the littlest bit of smth like our big brains. i didn't experience that but suffered another problem. katya is a common name so there always were a lot of katyas. once we even had 5 (five) katyas in the class. that awkward silence when teacher asked katya to answer... now i'm the only one, though, and i feel lonely(( 'MY CUTIE KITTY' omg TT i cried. funfact: my mom says she named me katya bc she used to call me kitty/kitten when i was born. in russian we have a word meaning kitty 'kotya (kotyona)' which is literally 1 letter difference. 'nicknames that make 0 sense' hhhdjs they're cute. 'im just very confused' lol as a linguist i can confirm that etymology is VERY confusing so they all probably have some story. but boyet is so idk it makes me laugh out of cuteness. 'but the guy in supernatural' I DON'T KNOW. ok i've done some research and i still don't understand if misha is actually his second name or it's written everywhere as his nickname but!! i learned that his mother named him misha after her ex-bf who was dmitriy and probably was called mitya but she mistook it for misha... can't judge her. i really am amused by the fact his brother is sasha but the sisters have jewish names. it's also interesting how jewish names are more spread on the territory of america and most of names known as slavik are actually greek (my name means innocence and pureness in greek lol)... probably it has smth with the religions but ok it's already too long. 'i dont have any of that experience so' it's ok you'll get your big shining moment. it's never late to learn and you'll definately get all you need when needed. i believe in you. you're already big brained, though, they're just not as high leveled. no but how you added crying emoji to the row of angry ones😭 relatable really... i usually cry when im, too mad. not to be annoying but how are the writing life (lol idk how to call it)? how are you? how is genshing? tbh, i feel a little useless when i'm not commenting on anything/ telling you something really big and interesting. hope i'm brining your mood up at least!! luv u!! have a nice day, catmom!! good luck with the classes or whatever you do!! take care!! love you <з

Hello my baby 💗

Im actually in school right now so. pray for my ears we're doing a live sound check. That also means im going to be replying on my phone

nvm it was too hard to reply at school i waited til i came home

My kitties really be cutie huh 💗

Give them a bit of our big brains HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

i've learnt that genshin has a character with my name and was so ??? it was so confusing at first when i was... reading fanfics...

wait you read genshin fanfics? also i hat to look up katya genshin and SHE came up ew i hate her she's annoying af but her twin with the water even worse L

'people are dumb' true. god bless them and give them the littlest bit of smth like our big brains. i didn't experience that but suffered another problem. katya is a common name so there always were a lot of katyas. once we even had 5 (five) katyas in the class. that awkward silence when teacher asked katya to answer... now i'm the only one, though, and i feel lonely((

i mean T_T people have dumb tendencies. lol i can kinda realate. hannahs pretty basic and i have met a bunch of hannahs in college, but lol i dont feel lonely when im hannah by myself HAHAH

'MY CUTIE KITTY' omg TT i cried. funfact: my mom says she named me katya bc she used to call me kitty/kitten when i was born. in russian we have a word meaning kitty 'kotya (kotyona)' which is literally 1 letter difference.

my baby muning mingming (idk why but we all call kitties in the ph mingming or muning even though the filipino for cat is pusa HAHAHAHAHHA idk i think it has to do with the sound they make???? HAHHAHAHHA)

'nicknames that make 0 sense' hhhdjs they're cute. 'im just very confused' lol as a linguist i can confirm that etymology is VERY confusing so they all probably have some story. but boyet is so idk it makes me laugh out of cuteness.

HAHAHAHAHHAh FR MY GRUNKLES NAME IS SO ????? WILD WHERE DID IT COME FROM :ASHF:ASHF:ASF i love etymology people are weird.

'but the guy in supernatural' I DON'T KNOW. ok i've done some research and i still don't understand if misha is actually his second name or it's written everywhere as his nickname but!! i learned that his mother named him misha after her ex-bf who was dmitriy and probably was called mitya but she mistook it for misha...

💀💀💀💀💀����💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 so youre telling me misha collins isnt even really russian??? AAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH THE PLOT TWIST IS REAL AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH i mean that's what i get for assuming HAHAAH

can't judge her. i really am amused by the fact his brother is sasha but the sisters have jewish names. it's also interesting how jewish names are more spread on the territory of america and most of names known as slavik are actually greek (my name means innocence and pureness in greek lol)... probably it has smth with the religions but ok it's already too long.

yeah while i was looking through russian names i saw a lot of them were from hebrew and greek so very very interesting. there may be a widespread of jewish names because of the war/diasporas. i love that his brother's name is sasha <3 UGH CUTIE

'i dont have any of that experience so' it's ok you'll get your big shining moment. it's never late to learn and you'll definately get all you need when needed. i believe in you. you're already big brained, though, they're just not as high leveled.

thank you T_T

no but how you added crying emoji to the row of angry ones😭 relatable really... i usually cry when im, too mad.

LOL i accidentally pressed it HAHAHAH but no youre so real for that. i cry when i get angry/frustrated. i hate raising my voice. i hate getting angry. it is the ugliest emotion. i vowed never to get angry ever again and id like to say im doing a pretty good job at it, as in calming myself from feeling massive and real anger. i hate angriness so much.

not to be annoying but how are the writing life (lol idk how to call it)?

ive been writing p3 of waiting for a lifetime and it think im halfway through. T_T im so annoyed im making everything so long i hate it. (also ive been trying not to curse T_T HAHAHHAHHHAH but SHAMPOO its hard T_T)

how are you?

i was really tired when i got home from school. i actually woke up pretty early today, so when i left i was checking to see if you sent me a message and i was like 'oh i didnt get a message today' so when i was at school and saw your message <3 <3 <3 i was so excited.

yeah anyway i could only reply right now because yeah i was tried and i had stuff to do T_T im luv u ok pls dont forget i will always reply to you

how is genshing?

LOL i dont care much for genshin as i used to ???? lol did i ever care much for it? idk i honestly only downloaded it to play with my friends online but i had to rank up to lvl 20? i think. and idk i only play it to kill the enemies (called hillichurls) and to explore AND TO GET CHARACTERS

and OMG i was so lucky my bros were like OMG YOU GOT THE NEW CHARACTER

OMG YES I GOT THE NEW CHARACTER LOOK

he's so pretty he's my pretty boy but hes so weak T_T because im weak and i cannot be bothered to level him up and farm for him. RIP

tbh, i feel a little useless when i'm not commenting on anything/ telling you something really big and interesting. hope i'm brining your mood up at least!! luv u!! have a nice day, catmom!!

T_T i love you so much, im so honored to have you be so interested in me. pls pls tell me about the things you like too. oh whatever happened to your subscription to HBO? HAHHAHAHAHH was it hbo or some other online service HAHAHAH. you're not useless if you dont comment or tell me anything big. you always bring my mood up i love you so much.

good luck with the classes or whatever you do!! take care!! love you <з

i hope youre no longer sick. i have a bunch of homework now T_T i promised myself id do them tomorrow because im too tired rn T_T i love you baby <3 i hope youre doing well with your studies too and that youre taking care of yourself

xxx

[world-through-my-eyes]

Nyenyenye 😾

As much as I want to keep this short, I just know that I can’t. Please bare with me as you always do hehe

You messaged me on Reddit dala-dala yung baon mong chika. I thought it was just a one-time thing. It’s reddit bruh, you know the next day hindi na maguusap, but that wasn’t the case for you. You kept messaging me, updating me, spilling some chikas, and asking random questions.

I reached the point na napasabi na ako ng “Lord sana wag na siya magreply” That’s verbatim, ha. Ilang beses ko ’yang sinabi every time na magrereply ka during the early days. Minsan naman while typing sinasabi ko "shet pls wag kana mag-reply" It felt like too much, and I couldn't keep up with your energy. I could’ve ghosted you completely, pero for some unknown reason, I just couldn’t. I kept replying even if it took me so long to reply.

Fast Forward to February, I was on Reddit and naalala ko hindi pa pala ako nakakareply. I was debating so hard if magrereply pa ba ako or wag nalang. Ayoko nang humaba pa, but I felt bad kasi you greeted me on NYE so I replied. Wow, nagreply ka pa talaga tapos nagchika ka agad HAHAHAHA. It still took me days to reply to your messages but eventually, we followed ewch other on IG.

Then there’s the unforgettable concert ni Niall. Pagka-on ko ng data after the concert, ang chat mo agad ang bumungad. Down ka that time. Sabi ko, “Wait lang, nasa concert pa ako!” HAHAHAHAHA. Anyway, that was our first real encounter. Also, that’s the day I found out na bingi ka 😀

We kept talking sa Reddit kahit ang hirap mag-chat dun. At that time, I decided na okay na ako sa Reddit. I didn’t want to use my personal account because it felt like I’d be letting you into my life. Alam mo na, very private person si mhiema mo. Also, felt na hindi rin to tatagal, either ikaw ang hindi magrereply or ako. Dyahe naman for me mag-unfriend at unfollow.

But here we are, from Reddit to IG to Facebook, and now I’m sharing more than I thought I ever would. Surprise! 😭

Pebby,

I never thought I would pay attention to you as I do right now. Who would’ve thought that my “Lord sana wag na siyang magreply” phase would turn into “Everyday na kaming magka-chikahan”? May mga times na I’m having a bad day, and out of nowhere, may isesend kang Tiktok videos. A freakin Tiktok! Next thing I know, naka-smile na ako while watching mingmings and doggies. Sobrang game-changer ng mga videos. In ways you might not realize, you’re my reminder na it’s okay to take life one smile at a time.

When you got a your first job, I acually cried the moment I read your chat. I’ve seen the work you’ve put in eh. Sabi ko nga, ganito ba feeling? Para akong isang proud Ate even tho you don’t consider me as one. Mas excited pa nga ako sa first day mo sa work eh. Excited lang din akong makita ka na ma-achieve mo yung goals mo in life, the things you always talk about randomly bc I know you’re gonna go faaaaaar. I’m saying this kasi I know na capable ka, and I believe in youuu. Lagi mong sinasabi na ang laki ng tiwala ko sayo. Well, walang reason para hindi.

Thank you for showing me it’s okay to show affection to your friends or people around you because it's just who you are, and that’s why I’m writing this.

Did you know? Not yet? Okay? Here it goes.. You’re one of the people who shown me how powerful it is to “just be there” for someone (merely existing), in big or small ways. You’ve also become someone I actually look forward to hearing from. Parang everyday ka nang part ng routine ko, and I didn’t expect that.

Annnnnd I didn’t expect Sunday movie nights to become my new weekly highlight. I didn’t even know I needed a Sunday movie tradition, but here you are, making it happen. Salamat for giving me something to look forward to, kahit nung mga una tinatamad ako kasi bawal mag-skip hehe

Yung Vietnam trip? Totally unexpected. Nagpanic lang ako nung una kasi totoo pala talaga. But honestly, when you said you’d go with me, I was touched bc why would you even wanna go with me? Are you really sure? :<

Pagod ka na bang mag-basa? Sorry ang haba huhu kahit ako pagod na mag-type 😾

Thank you for making me feel seen, heard, and validated. I hope I was able to the same for you. If not, oh naur huhu. You have this special way of making people feel important and seen din kasi eh and sana makita mo rin yan sa sarili mo.

I always disgaree whenever you say “Dumating ako sa buhay mo para gabayan ka sa tamang landas” but somehow, you actually did. I’ve changed in so many ways that I’m not aware of. Thank you, I owe some of it to you!!!!!

I’m just some stranger you’ve never met, but you always make me feel important. Naappreciate ko lahat ng ginawa mo for me. Sometimes, hindi ako nagrereact or binabara lang kita pero deep down, naappreciate ko. Tbh, everything is new to me so I don't know how.

I can also see how you show up for your friends (rarely for yourself -- joke lang) and we all appreciate it. We appreciate not just your actions but you, as a person. But if you ever need help or whatevs, I gotchuuuuuu. That’s the least I can do for you.

Kaya pa ba? Eto malapit nang matapos hehe

I know I’m not the most vocal or affectionate type of friend. I haven’t even asked how’s your day or how are you in general. Minsan, feel ko down bad ka but I don’t have the guts to ask if you’re okay. I’m sorry. But, lemme take this moment:

How are you though? How are you holding up when things get tough?

Sure, you’ll say you’re fine or hit me with “it is what it is” but whever it is, know that I’m here. I know sobrang cliche ng “I’m just here for you blahblah” but I mean it.

“People come and go, and that’s okay.” For years, this has been my motto. If one day we grow apart (i know you'll say ang negative but I just want to be ready lang din and it's normal lang mag-grow apart but ik this one's gonna hurt), please know that I am grateful for the friendship and happy that, at some point in this lifetime, I got to experience a piece of you.

I will always be proud of you. :)

Osige, hanggang dito nalang. Ayoko nang pahabain pa. But before I end this...

I still have this question:

How can someone yap this much?

Pero alam mo, I wouldn’t have it any other way. Sige lang, yap lang nang yap, I’m here for it!

---- end ----

(I tried my best na ayusin ung punctuations at spellings pero feel ko dami paring hindi maayos. But it's not me if hindi magulo HAHAHAHAHA :D. Hindi na rin kita masyadong cinompliment baka hindi mo pa tanggapin hmp)

[numinously-yours]

Hello~~

I'm here for the free reading, I hope you're having a nice day!

I'm NBSB and would be moving away soon, can I ask what should I look for a guy when I decide to want a relationship? As well as what red flags in a guy/dating in general? Thank you~~~~

Mingming

Good morning! (Or afternoon by the time I post this)

I drew three cards for each question and they are listed below:

What type of person should you look for when you're ready? Seven of Swords, The Hanged Man, Three of Wands

First and foremost, someone who makes you think in different ways will be a great partner to look for. Someone who brings you new perspectives and makes you want to think outside the box. I also think a partner who has a good balance of self-care and caring for others. The seven of swords says that you can't be everything to everyone one and you must know when to put yourself first. I don't think this person would be doing it selfishly; I think they just know when and how to set appropriate boundaries. Why this will be good for you is because they will show you that YOU can be this way too. This is going to be a specific way in which they make you think differently. Lastly, I think someone who knows how to live in the moment. There is a place and time for strategy and future planning, but surrendering to the slow moments will make you appreciate the busy ones. This person should be someone who makes you want to grow and make each day better than the last - because you know you deserve it.

What red flags should you be most aware of? Two of Cups (clarified by the high priestess rev.), Ace of Wands rev., Ten of Swords rev.

I had to grab a clarifier for the two of cups because this is generally a happy card that indicates the flow of love and shared visions. Obviously, that's not a red flag lol with the high priestess in reverse, however, it adds the element of hidden agendas. Thinking of them together, I would say that something to be aware of are people who you feel may still have an "inappropriate" close relationship with a former partner. Personally, I don't think being friends with exes is a bad thing, but in this case, if there is anything in your gut saying that you feel uncomfortable with a person's relationship with a previous partner, believe that gut feeling. I don't think you need to look for it in people, I think it will be obvious. The Ace and Ten go together pretty well, actually. A major theme between the cards is stagnation and delays. Be aware of people who don't have some sort of future plan. It doesn't have to be "I want X job by this age" or "I need to be married with kids by this age" type plans. It can be any plans for the future "I am looking forward to doing X later in life," or "I'm going to school because I want to do X". You need someone who has an open mind about the future and is excited to see what it holds.

Have a great day!

D

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[mingi-bubu]

Scenario Updates~

KPop Scenarios

I've moved the Mingi birthday trilogy into one document, so that means I can make some headway into the rest of my Taehyung T.A. au, and get started on my Mark high school au.

I have my seventeen hockey au also sort of done. I need to take another look at it again, and finish talking about the members.

And speaking of hockey, I am going to redo/finish the NCT U hockey au I created because of the “90's Love” MV.

I have a sort-of follow-up to the fledgling vampire!tyong au I posted a while back that involves other members and the creatures they are. Yes, this is just an excuse for me to talk about selkie!Hendery and basilisk!Ten.

I, of course, still have my Doyoung and Mingyu university aus that I'm working on/super need to finish. Not to jinx myself, but I really think I might get either of them done this month. Probably Doie's bc his has a lot more written than Gyu's.

I have a Taeyong enemies to lovers university scenario started, and I'm kind of loving the #bants between Johnny and YN.

My VAV Jacob university au is also probably going to come back again. Because I miss talking about my guys. And also Cobi hot. a;ldfkjsdlk

I have changed the Younghoon x reader x Hongjoong into a Younghoon x reader x Mingi. …okay, well, in my mind it's been changed. I have to actually implement it in the story.

And then I have a Junhee uni au that I started in like. September of 2020 that I promptly forgot existed after I got five paragraphs in.

CPop Scenarios

I moved all the QCYNarios into one document, so it should be easier for me to start writing them again.

I am also going to be updating the ones that are already posted to fix grammar, mainly. But I am also going to be fixing parts of it that I think are weaker.

Out of all 20 QCYNarios, a strong majority are either in-progress or yet to be written.

In my Xunario alternate ending where YN chooses Mingming instead, I have four parts of it. Two and a half are done, but I'm waiting to finish all four before posting it sequentially each week. So, like, one per week until it's all posted. I'm enjoying going back into this universe where I'm focusing on it and not the threads that stem from it.

Both

Fictober22 & 76 Kisses are both still in progress

Fictober22 has only a few left that I haven't started. A majority of them, though, are all still in progress.

76 Kisses has so many that are open to be claimed. I have a feeling that a few of the last prompts are going to become fanfic prompts, not scenario ones..

[superkenankong]

omg who are you using in your social media edits? theyre so good!

Oh my god! thank you so much!

I am glad you like them it is honestly so fun to make them! For Baixi I am sorry to say I never did find out the model’s name but his photoshoots are soooo nice! they are for a brand called “The Pang”

Avery- Amber Liu 

Deilan- Ma Sichun 

Kenan- Jing Boran 

I know my face claims are older than the characters but tbh i really just went by looks first. As soon as I saw Jing Boran I couldn't NOT see kenan all over him!

I also try to keep in mind as many details as I can about the characters when looking but idk how well those efforts are being translated into the 'casting'

I am always open to suggestions/considerations tho!! 

[bee0bub]

・꒷꒦︶ 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐆𝐎 𝐓𝐎 𝐀 𝐂𝐀𝐓 𝐂𝐀𝐅𝐄 / JJK 𓂅◞

🧺﹗characters : yuuji itadori, megumi fushiguro, nobara kugisaki

‿︵ jujutsu kaisen headcanons + fluff

₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎🍵 : ur so cute when u reblog <3 will be making a part 2 with all the other characters cause i have a great excuse to be looking at cats

OO1. Yuuji Itadori

﹔He doesn’t go to a cat cafe against his will, babie INITIATES IT PLEASE- he drags megumi and nobara along with him !! He’s having the time of his life, petting cats back n forth.

﹔The cats, however, HATE his energy. Yuuji doesn’t notice it, but the cats try to distance themselves away from him because he radiates golden retriever energy😔 Has so much fun tho !! Will go back again, unfortunately for the cats.

﹔DEFINITELY NAMED ONE JENNIFER CAUSE YOU KNOW

OO2. Megumi Fushiguro

﹔Was forced by my boy Yuuji. One of his 7 shikigami are Divine Dogs so naturally, people would assume that he hates cats. In reality, he fawkin loves them so much because they’re quiet and super chill (most of them are grr i see u mingming jk ily my dear cat) which is a huge contrast from his two besties. Megumi needs to take a break from them once in a while😭

﹔Vibes quietly with the cats and honestly they woulda loved him if he didn’t smell like a dog LMAO

﹔The cat cafe owners definitely developed a huge crush on him and one of them asked for his number which he declined politely :> i mean come on I would’ve done the same tbh anywayz

OO3. Nobara Kugisaki

﹔OH MY GOD DUDE SHE’D FIT RIGHT IN WITH THE CATS!!!

﹔Except for one, she has developed a furry nemesis in the cat cafe. There’s this one ragdoll who just won’t warm up to her and she’s PISSED cause it’s the cutest one out of the entire cafe n also Yuuji and Megumi make fun of her for it😭

﹔She’d see the ragdoll curled up on Yuuji’s lap and she’d be fuming lemme tell you. Would shake those little cat toys thing and would even surrender to baby-talk; but the ragdoll just won’t go to her!!! Eventually she gives up and babies the other cats, like a big “fuck you” to the ragdoll. (LMAO AS IF IT’S GONNA RESPOND)

[ibijau]

I’ve sent you an ask like this before but like. reverse au where nhs’ goal is wrh instead of jgy - imagining little nhs with his father’s blood on his saber unable to stop bawling but insisting that he has to go on trial for the murder of his father - being furious when he’s not pronounced guilty because it has to be someone’s fault - little nmj crying sympathy tears and trying to guard huaisang against whatever’s making him cry -

lxc only starts to let go of his jealousy of how frivolous sect leader nhs is allowed to be when wrh attacks nhs in the middle of a cultivation conference and is bravely defeated by now-jgy and lxc sees nhs first realize through his tears that wrh may have been the one to kill his father - he lets go of it entirely as he begins to suspect the decimation of the main branch of the wen clan took a lot more hard work than chance

oops, I went for something centered around the Nie brothers with this orz

It was just the three of them in that room when it happened, and though Mingjue is quite young, he is brought to testify at that trial his da-ge insists on having. When the elders ask, he explains that he had closed his eyes and didn't see much. He doesn’t tell them that his da-ge had just ordered him to close them. If it’s relevant, his da-ge will say something.

But Huaisang stays silent, except for some quiet sobbing.

“You didn’t see, but you heard,” one elder insists. “So what did you hear?”

“A-die was angry,” Mingjue replies, eyes darting toward his brother. “He was shouting at us.” He hesitates. “It’s words da-ge says I’m not allowed to know and if I use them around grown-ups I’ll be in trouble.”

The elders smile weakly at this well-behaved boy of seven.

“Just for today, you can say it. We need to understand, er-gongzi.”

Mingjue glances again at his brother. He only speaks again when his da-ge nods at him through his tears.

“A-die said that I was just the son of a whore and he was tired of me scheming against da-ge,” Mingjue recites, the accusation branded onto his mind. He can still hear the exact tone of his father’s voice, feel the power of his unrestrained aura oppressing him to the point he nearly fainted. “A-die also said that da-ge was a disgrace anyway and he was going to get rid of both of us and have real sons, instead of a Wen and a bastard. Then I heard blades hitting, and A-die shouted a-die couldn't hurt me, and there was a fight, and then everything was very quiet and da-ge said I needed to go get help.”

The elders nod solemnly. Huaisang sobs harder, his face awash with tears. He presses both hands against his mouth in an effort to keep quiet, so he won’t disturb the trial too much, but it’s not very efficient. Their cousin Zonghui, standing next to him, pats Huaisang’s shoulder to try to calm him.

“What did you see, before you left the room?” one elder asks.

Mingjue doesn’t answer right away. It’s fine to take time to remember, they told him early on, so he does that. In truth though, it’s not like he could ever forget the sight of his brother, usually so soft and funny, standing over the still twitching corpse of their father. He hasn’t forgotten that their father was breathing and even moaning when he left. He recalls, also, how different his da-ge had looked with his bloody sabre in hand, that hard look on his face.

When Mingjue had returned with help, his father had stopped breathing, and there was no hardness left to Huaisang who had dropped his sabre and was sobbing in a corner.

“There was a lot of blood,” Mingjue says, which isn’t a lie.

His eyes catch Huaisang’s. His da-ge, who doesn’t let anyone insult him for his mother, who told Mingjue many nice stories about her, since he never got to meet her. His da-ge who encourages him even when others say that the son of a servant shouldn’t be given the education of a young master, shouldn't dare to be better than children of higher birth. His da-ge, lazy and spoiled, but always putting in the effort when he feels Mingjue needs protecting.

It’s Mingjue’s turn to protect him now.

“I onlyremember the blood, and that I was scared,” he claims.

This time, it’s a lie.

But he can’t let them hurt his da-ge.

-

At the issue of that trial, it is decided that Huaisang acted out of self defence, and cannot be too harshly punished for the murder of his father. He has to offer sacrifices to the heavens and make public penance, but there won’t be lasting consequences, and he still gets to be sect leader.

Uncle Wen would not allow for anything else, Mingjue hears some of the elders whisper.

Uncle Wen went through a lot of trouble to make sure Qinghe Nie stopped bothering him, they also say. And now his sister’s child is ruling the only sect that used to stand up to him.

Huaisang laughs when Mingjue repeats this to him one night, while his da-ge puts him to bed for the night. Everything else has changed, but not this: Huaisang makes the time to take care of his didi, and Mingjue worries for his da-ge. Making time is harder than it used to be, the worries have become bigger than before, but fundamentally it’s still the same.

“Don’t listen to what those old farts say,” Huaisang advises as he tucks Mingjue under his blanket. “And don’t let them catch you listening, either. They’ll think you’re going to repeat things to me.”

“I do repeat things to you,” Mingjue points out. “And they shouldn’t be saying things like that. It’s not right to speak about people behind their back. A-die said people should speak their grievance in the light, or not at all.”

Huaisang smiles, and pets his hair.

“A-die was a good man,” he says. “Don’t let anyone make you forget that. A-die was the best man in the world. The way he was at the end, that wasn’t him. He was kind, and he loved you, and he was the best man any of us will ever meet… but this isn’t a world for good men.”

Mingjue frowns. His da-ge has always said odd things, but it has gotten worse lately.

“Da-ge is good too,” he mutters, unable to express the worry starting to form in his chest.

What he means is this: if good men are struck down by a cruel world, then his da-ge, who is good, might be at risk of dying. The thought terrifies him, and he would do anything to keep his da-ge alive. He lied for him at the trial, and he can do it again.

Huaisang laughs again.

“Don’t you worry about me!” he snickers, ruffling his brother’s hair. “I’m not good at all. Haven’t you heard people complain how little good I am?”

“You’re lazy not good, not bad not good,” Mingjue corrects. "Not like uncle."

Da-ge's good humour is shattered, replaced by a severe frown which makes him look too much like he did, that night their father died. Mingjue doesn't like it.

"MingMing, you remember the rule about uncle, right?"

"I don't say anything bad about uncle where others can hear," Mingjue meekly recites. "Only da-ge can say if it's safe to talk about uncle. Sorry. I know you didn't say."

"It's fine this time, but be more careful. Uncle is dangerous. He killed a-die, he'll kill us too if he realises we're not on his side. And we're not. Whose side are we on?"

"Each other," Mingjue dutifully replies.

He knows it's the right answer, but only if they're alone. If there are sect elders, Mingjue must claim loyalty to the sect. If they are in front of Wen Ruohan, he must say family. But the truest of truth is that he'd do anything for his da-ge, and da-ge has proven more than once he'd do anything for Mingjue.

"You're a good boy," da-ge said, ruffling his hair once more. "Don't think too much about these things. Da-ge will take care of all the problems for you."

"But I can help!"

"Yes you can," Huaisang agreed, pinching his cheek. "You can help by doing as you're told. Can you do that?"

Past events prove that Mingjue, on the whole, isn't good at doing what he's told, not when he thinks he's told to do something stupid. Sometimes, he makes a big argument about that. He's young, not stupid, and he doesn't want to do things just because grown-ups have ideas about how things should be.

But da-ge looks really tired tonight, and Mingjue doesn't want to become yet another problem on his brother's mind. So he nods dutifully.

It makes da-ge smile, so it was probably okay to lie.

[woozi]

The Ult Group Tag!

thank you for tagging me on this, lee (@uriboogyu)! <3

my ult group: seventeen!

1. who was your first bias?

yao mingming dino!

2. who is your bias now?

i genuinely love all of the boys (aka i can’t choose one lol), but i find myself very fond of jeonghan, dino, mingyu, hoshi, and uji!

3. what was the first mv you watched by them?

i don’t actually remember, but i knew of them since pre-debut! i did not keep up with them until debut though because i had a kpop hiatus for a while, and when i came back aju nice was very big, so i’d just mention that, probably?

4. what’s your favorite mv?

HIT (literally a song and mv to touch the stove and crash your car to <3 i also love tech and sparkles so it was literally right up my alley lol)

5. if you could only listen to one of their songs for the rest of your life, which would it be?

first of all, why would u even do that; i had a small crisis while choosing songs. 💔 secondly, i have decided to cheat a little. (also i’m so tempted to choose for each unit as well but i will restrain myself) 😌 anyway, i’m gonna have to have two categories for this, lol. emo hours: simple regular yza hours: good to me

6. who would you want to see them collab with?

i would love to see them collab with SHINee or a live band! they’re known for being a dance group, but svt also has such a rich tone, which i especially enjoyed when i heard them with a live band (from dwc)! i’d also love to see them touch more indie/underground genres, so maybe khh/krnb artists too?

7. what (mv) concept do you want to see them do?

a surrealist or horror concept!! (we don’t get these fun concepts in kpop much :/)

8. have you ever had a dream with any of the members in it?

umm.... this question was meant for me i think <3 i often dream of jihoon for some reason (and they’re often tender ones?? 😩), then mingyu and hao once? i think i also dreamt of hoshi and another member as well, but i don’t remember quite clearly. i don’t have very vivid dreams often!

9. if you could spend the day with one member, who would it be and what would you do?

probably hoshi? the man has, like, 0 fears and i’m really into extreme stuff, so u can maybe catch us jumping off a plane or something similar!! we both run on adrenaline at times, so it would be really fun if we hung out. in contrast, i also remember him saying that he needed someone like vernon who can ground him, so i think our dynamic would work well as people tell me i tend to be very calm irl (an older family friend even referred to my demeanor as cool as a cucumber 😭) and i also have jeonghan’s physical energy some days, lol.

10. which member do you think you would get on with best?

i can’t exactly choose just a single person since i think i’d get along with them well on different forms, but to enumerate those i’d think i’d get along with best: 1. cheol is very bubbly and a bit rough, and often looks for people to get in on the joke with him which i absolutely would as i am the resident reaction-giver jhdsjjksjh 2. similar to cheol, hoshi loves attention and praise and i’m usually a support-role so yeah!! 3. seungkwan and dk have bestie vibes so it’s an immediate yes for me bc i’m also a bit shy (NOT SEUNGKWAN DJSSKJD) and tend to be clingy like them!! 4. i would also probably get long well with jihoon since we're eerily similar irl, but i think i would also get intimidated at the same time, lol.

11. which member do you think you would argue with?

i’m 100% fighting mingyu just because <3 (also to see him make the 😗 face when he’s upset)

12. if you had to let one member scroll through your tumblr, who would it be?

josh, but only because i know he’s already on here somewhere somehow anyway, lol. (josh if ur reading this it’s on sight 🏃)

in turn, i’m tagging @heartgyus, @xuseokgyu, @haniehae, @gotseventeens, @defgyus, @art-hao, @coupsnim, @wenjunhuiz, @ourseokmin, @vanillajoshh, @smallkore, @kyeomblr, @iiasha, @vernons, @julyprince, @tearsofsyrup​, and anyone who’s seeing this that would like to do it! as usual, no pressure on this! 🥰🌸💖

[snowydaffodils]

Underground

1473 words | Seventeen

Warnings: profanities, violence, mentions of character death, crime, and uh, its a mafia au so its dark. A bit angst too, because its uh, there's deaths and casualties. So we gon be sad about that.

a/n: This is a Seventeen Mafia!AU involving all members of Seventeen, including the ex-supposed-members, too. It includes everyone but the ones who appear is Seungcheol, Soonyoung and Jihoon. It's just a simple prompt I've thought of, and maybe would want to make continuous chapters but I'm still not sure. I hope you enjoy this one, though!

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Seungcheol sighed, looking at the last of what they had for the week. With that much, they could barely survive food for all thirteen of them, much less feed the survivors. He gripped the straps holding his bulletproof vest on him and dumped the heavy armor on the old couch behind him.

"Is this all we have?" Seungcheol didn't mean to raise his voice, but his frustration was hard to contain. Across him, who for once he was away from his computer screen, was Jihoon, who shared his look of concern.

"With a couple more part times from a few members maybe we can have enough for the survivors as well this week," Jihoon sighed. "But for how much longer do we have to do this, Cheol?"

Born from the Underground, it was difficult for them to work normally in society. They have burdens to carry, and while it was their choice to leave their main families and leave the gangs they were part of, it also became their anchor because they were marked as betrayers.

Resources were hard to get because they weren't only blocked from the open society because of their records, blood and pasts, but also because their previous families decided that they would make it hard for them to gain anything in the Underground. Imagine being blocked off even from the black market.

Soonyoung was on the other side of the table, his guns still attached to his body, his full gear still on, he didn't bother taking anything off because the next mission is in half an hour. His face was grim, as he had just came back from a mission. He had just taken captives away from being trafficked by the infamous Kim family and he succeeded his mission perfectly, but not without cost. Minghao was unconscious when they brought him in, which frightened him on the inside, but he couldn't let his concerns be in the way of the mission. He had carried his member back, Junhui on the other side and Chan clearing anything that was in their path, and Soonyoung had the darkest look on his face. As soon as Jeonghan claimed Minghao's vitals were unharmed and that he would leave, Soonyoung breathed relief, took a few seconds to himself, but immediately went back to work as if nothing happened.

They were literally fighting for their ideals and for their own values, but it certainly wasn't easily. Being outnumbered was one problem when it comes to these mafias, but cutting off resources was proving to make them suffer even more. They have been trying to slowly put the other survivors into society, managing their housing, their jobs, and their identities, but it costs a lot and they can only return so few, when the number of people needed saving was only growing.

"We can't keep doing this," Soonyoung breathed out. Soonyoung was the type to bring the happy atmosphere in the room, one of those who just make the world a little brighter. But once he's on edge, he'd just turn and blow up. The casualty of his member and the stress on necessities were more than enough reasons to push him there. "We can't manage, we can't live like this!"

On normal days, Jihoon would've the more rational one, the cool-headed one, but he, too, was on edge.

"What do you suggest we do, huh? Spit your shit, Soonyoung!" Jihoon retorted. Every single one of them was being too sensitive, they knew this. They wouldn't mean the things they'd say, but they needed to blow off steam anyways.

"I don't fucking know, Jihoon!" Soonyoung cried. "Quit being superheroes!? Get a job, blend to society?! Maybe then Minghao can actually lay on an actual hospital bed!"

"You think I don't want that?" Jihoon snapped back. "You think I haven't been trying for the past years, to put all of you into society, put you to proper jobs, give you new clean identities without having to worry about shit?"

"Well it's all for nothing, isn't it?" At this point Soonyoung didn't realize the words he was spouting. "Tell me, what kind of growth have we gone through the years, Jihoon? Seungcheol, what makes this so different than when we first started?!" Jihoon just glared at him, knowing full well Soonyoung was just on rampage mode, and he wasn't thinking, but every word still struck his heart like spears would've. "Well it's not any different!" Soonyoung cried.

"Shut up, both of you!" Seungcheol yelled. "Just," his hands made their way through his head as he tried to clear his mind and he lowered his voice as he spoke. "Shut up. The boys will hear. We can't have all thirteen of us raging at each other. We have missions to do. People to save."

When Seungcheol first gathered them, they were given a choice, just like any other runaways he had met. To join him, or to keep running. He had never once held them back against their choice. When MingMing chose to go back to China, live a normal life, Seungcheol only wished him luck and bid him goodbye after handing him a new passport Jihoon had managed to get. To both Dongjin and Samuel, he had urged to go back to society after they joined for a while. They were too young. They wanted to help, but when Seungcheol saw what trauma Samuel had to deal with, he asked Jihoon to prioritize the two and hand them their ticket back to society. It was easier, too, because they were young, and not much of a gap in their lives to be filled on paper.

"I'm not telling you to leave or stay," Seungcheol had said. "You can choose, but your ticket is right here, and I promise you'll be fine. You won't have to fight anyone ever again, nobody will touch you. We'll all be here for you, no matter what."

Both Dongjin and Samuel bawled, and Seungcheol had hugged them tightly. On weekends, he kept his promise and checked up on them routinely. He'd escape basecamp and watch them from afar. Only Soonyoung and Jihoon knew where he'd disappear after dark hours, as they sometimes joined him, and other times made the excuses for him. Seungcheol was proud of the two, and that was evident everytime he returned from his "lookout" trips. Once, Seungcheol came home with a rare smile on his face, and it was everything the world needed. "I saw Samuel audition in a company today. He's really talented," he had said, his eyes beaming.

At times like these, Soonyoung questioned why he had to lead this life. Why he had to be the responsible one and save everyone else and why he can't just run like any other person. He wanted to be like Samuel, given the clear way out, and Seungcheol would still have his back no matter what. In fact, they all would. Nobody would blame or judge him for it. But damn him and his pride; him and his conscience. The guilt he would've felt had he left just like that - he won't, couldn't, live through it. Not for the people who were just like him, who were unlucky enough to be born in the dark, not to those who were held against their will, victims of the Underground, and certainly not to those who he treated as brothers.

Soonyoung just screamed. He hated feeling so helpless.

"Soonyoung," Seungcheol called, the bags under his eyes became evidence of his tiredness. "Take a break. Have Jun lead close combat. I'll send Hansol to your team. I'll cover his position."

No. He couldn't rest now, not now when one of his members is already hurt. Soonyoung took a deep breath, and sighed. He shouldn't be hot-headed. Not now when they have mission after mission to complete.

"No, I'm sorry. I'll keep my cool. Minghao's down, I can't leave the team," Soonyoung resigned heavily.

"No," Seungcheol said firmly. "Not when you're emotional. If it bothers you, go get Seokmin and have him back your team up, too."

"I'll be calm, I prom-"

"You know very well I can't make decisions based on promises, Soonyoung. That's not how we work here."

The hurt in Seungcheol's eyes were evident, and both Soonyoung and Jihoon knew full well why. Seungcheol diverted his eyes away; he can't bear to see the eyes of his friends, his long time partners, both wallowing in pity to him and to themselves.

"You guard here - that's final. Jihoon, you make sure he stays. Soonyoung, unarm yourself and go get Seokmin."

Seungcheol didn't stay for more arguments. He left after he took back the bulletproof vest he threw on the couch and went to get his team.

Soonyoung cursed in frustrations, and Jihoon just held his head on his hands.

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[crisi-stown]

get to know me tag

tagged by: @doiedreams

tagging: @remtaeil @thegirlthatsdancingintherain @wonpeeler @in-my-neofeelings @dreamflrt and whoever wants to do it idk

name

le-ming but most ppl go w lele or mingming

birthday

oct 2

best friend

uh idk man my brain says that everyone hates me so i never considered if i have one

relationship status

i am pringle

# of piercings

2

meaning behind url

all my urls are related to the word crisis and it was around christmas when i changed it to this so yk 👁👁

favourite band at the moment

rolling quartz,,, ig idk

favourite movie

i do not like watching movies lmao but luca ig coz it's the one i watched last

face about my personality

ಥ_ಥ but more (-"-;)

what i love most about myself

idk so im gonna go w what my sister said about me,, which is that im good at lots of things but im sad and angry all the time lmao

what i hate most about myself

i get reaaalllllyyy moody and have a negative mindset like 98% of the time

what i want to be when i get older

music producer or music teacher

idea of a perfect date

arcade date or picnic date, ive also never been on a date so who knows what i actually like not me

things i hate the most

wet linen, not having basic manners, being bored, durians, breaking my lead again, eshays (minus chan and felix ily)

phobias

dogs and irrational fears of heights and octopus

what i hate the most about school

i dont have the options to do all the things im interested in and the school making kids in the smart classes do way more things than the mainstream classes and the school scheduling events and/or assessments poorly

things i find most attractive in a partner

uuuuhhhhhhhhh understanding that i dont mean half the things i say???????? im a babie idk what i want

biggest turn ons

doesnt belittle me, lets me ramble forever i cannot shut up

biggest turn offs

bad vibes (my brain works in vibes im so sorry sdfgsfdhfg)

something i need to get off my chest

i hate being in my irl friend group so much but i have like no other group to hang out w so im stuck there, like theyre not bad ppl i just personally feel left out and uncomfortable there like 60% of the time

last time i cried and why

like last night (????),, i was yawning too hard and it was like 12:30am on a school night (jk but last time i cried was a few days ago coz i felt really overwhelmed and my social battery died)

a description of a person i hate and why i hate them

normal sized, long brown hair, kinda two faced; i hate her coz she's been belittling me since i was born basically and continues to do it no matter how much i tell her

looks or personality

both???????? again,, my brain works in vibes so idk

[dragonrajafanfiction]

Norton and Constantine Pt 2

The following are translated excerpts from the novels regarding Norton and Constantine. I’ve only included portions where Norton and Constantine are together and have omitted the rest. 

Please enjoy.

-------------NORTON AND CONSTANTINE MEET-------------------

At the gate of the school, several students were armed with guns. When they heard the roar of the motorcycle, it was too late to get out of the way.

A dazzling silver light approached at an extremely high speed. It was a Harley motorcycle, twisting a thrilling lone line. It successfully dodged their barrage and cut past them. Some people say that the Mongols are a race that grows up on horseback, but this guy must have been born of a race that grows up on the back of a motorcycle.

“Hallelujah! God always favors the handsome!” No 13 shouted.

It went smoothly. After leaving the underground, he quickly found a silver Harley motorcycle, his dream ride! More incredibly, the key was still inserted in the ignition!

The unexpected mission is over here. He’ll go back and take his 5 million dollars and then he will go on vacation, roaming island nations with white sand, blue seas, and sexy ladies in the Pacific! No. 13 was full of joy. Turning his head though, he made a grimace. In the darkness behind him, those girls who were still wearing white dresses were holding high heels in one hand and strafing Uzis in the other but they couldn’t catch up to him.

He was suddenly shrouded by dazzling light from the side and he heard the roar of an engine.

“Ambush?” No 13 was shocked.

It was too late to dodge. He jumped off the motorcycle and relied on his excellent jumping ability to stop after hitting the ground, tumbling a few times in the dust.

The Harley turned into a silver light, flew over the roof of the car and hit the stone guardrail, flying off the cliff.

Lu Mingfei looked at the silver light in fear, jumped out of the car and walked to the victim’s side, rubbing his hands and speaking in plain English. “You’re not hurt are you? You came out so suddenly.”

“Hey, what are you doing?” Lu Mingfei thrust his hands in the air.

The dark barrel of the gun was pressed against Lu Mingfei’s head. No. 13 was furious.

“Stop him! He’s an intruder!” Gao Hu, a student, was running far behind.

“Are you here to ambush me?” No. 13 snarled viciously.

“I have nothing to do with them! I’m no one! I just drove out to buy hot dogs!” 

He didn’t know if he could fool this “Dragon Clan” member, but the appearance of this “Dragon Clan” member was beyond his expectation.

Lu Mingfei could understand if he had a dragon’s blue face with double horns, fangs and whiskers. But this guy looks too standard, just like Lu Mingfei is a standard human. A smiling face, a Chinese-style of black hair, and a pair of iconic bushy eyebrows... he looked so familiar?

Lu Mingfei’s pupils dilated, “Hey, aren’t you Old Tang?”

No. 13 froze for a moment, “You mean... You’re the guy with the big bear face?”

Lu Mingfei used a bear with a big head as his icon in that StarCraft Group. ‘Old Tang’ is Lu Mingfei’s only friend from the US, except for classmates and professors such as Nono and Fingel. He didn’t know how many nights they blasted on the StarCraft map. When interviewing Cassell Academy, Old Tang also used videos to help him correct his oral English. Because he met Old Tang, Lu Mingfei felt that he’d found a friendly place on the US map -- Brooklyn, NY

How could he meet Old Tang here? Why was he still holding a gun to him? Didn’t Old Tang live off government benefits in Brooklyn? Didn’t he say he wanted to tour the US with him on a Greyhound bus? The world turned upside down in Lu Mingfei’s mind.

“Acquaintances?” Nono also raised her hands in the car next to him.

“Old Tang... I am the bigheaded bear... and no, I am Mingming... Don’t shoot. Why are you here?” Lu Mingfei was shouting. “Mingming” was his ID in the group.

“I’ll tell you later, I’ll tell you later! I’m just here to do some work... Now that the work is over, I have to hurry and get out of here.” Old Tang looked over Lu Mingfei’s shoulders and looked at the Bugatti Veyron behind him again. He looked up and down at Nono. “Hey!  Hot girl! Let me use the car!”

“You already borrowed my boyfriend’s Harley.” Nono said. At the moment of the crash, she saw that Caesar’s favorite motorcycle was flying over her head.

Old Tang looked up and down at Lu Mingfei, “I underestimated you. I never thought that you would get a beautiful girl right after you went abroad. And not just a Bugatti Veyron but also Harley motorcycles? What world am I in?”

“That’s exactly what I want to ask!” Lu Mingfei held his hands up. “I’ll let you take the car. No need to return it!”

“I have to take you and your hot girl hostage!” Old Tang dragged Lu Mingfei to the Bugatti.

“Drive!” He turned his head and shouted at Nono.

“Old Tang, what are you going to do? Would you like to talk about friendship?” Lu Mingfei said loudly.

“Don’t talk nonsense! Just pretend to go down the mountain and let it go.” Old Tang said in a low voice, and shouted at the approaching soldiers, “Get any closer and I’ll kill him!”

He tried his best to put on a ferocious expression. His genteel face was sometimes his weakness. Often people thought he was not threatening but joking. But this time, he felt that his aura had taken effect, and the girls in white skirts with guns suddenly stopped, their expressions froze on their faces for a moment, and step by step they stood back.

“Hey, why are they looking at me like that?” Old Tang was a little surprised. The effect is good. Maybe too good.

This time, he felt the hot wind rolling behind him. As if there was a sun rising behind him. He turned his head trembling and looked at Nono, whose long hair was blown forward by the hot wind.

All three of them felt unable to breathe. It was not Tang that those girls feared, but something... standing behind them.

The huge force almost knocked them down.

Old Tang didn’t dare to turn his head, as if there was a wolf behind him that would bite his throat if he turned. He poked Lu Mingfei in the side. “You look back.”

“Don’t be silly. You’re the hero. Why don’t you turn around instead of telling me to turn around!” Lu Mingfei shivered.

“Don’t look back,” Nono’s voice trembled, “Look in the rearview mirror.”

In the rearview mirror, on the hood of the Bugatti’s rear engine, a burning figure stood, slowly leaning down with open arms as if to kiss either Old Tang or Lu Mingfei.

His face became clearer and clearer in the rearview mirror, his pupils were burning, glowing with brilliant gold. His face seemed to be cracked and there was lava flowing in the cracks. A terrifying face slowly opened up with a terrifying expression.

“Brother.” He said softly.

“Ghost!” Lu Mingfei and Old Tang hugged each other and screamed, their mouths open wide.

“Everyone! Stay out of danger! Stay out of danger!” Professor Schneider’s roar echoed in the campus radio.

The burning figure roared past a high-voltage transformer. The metal shell of the transformer melted in an instant. The brilliant fountain of sparks gushed up to the height of a person and then exploded, turning the surrounding lawn into scorched earth.

Gunshots were like thunderstorms and dense barrages came from all sides. The students trained in the battlefield hid behind buildings on either side of the lawn to make a perfect shooting gallery. Both groups are equipped with M4 style guns standard. 5.56 mm steel core bullets are fired at a rate of 900 rounds per minute empty magazines are immediately replaced and firing is resumed. The failure of the previous rounds of shooting made the person in charge allow them to fire at will without reservations. The Vice President of Lionheart, Lancelot, a third year student from France, directed the raid.

No bullet could hit the figure. When he was about two meters away, the bullets melted, as if there was an invisible dark fire. the hot molten steel formed a high speed flowing wall. It was like moths trying to fight a fire.

In the dull sound of shots, dozens of smoke trails moved towards the figure. They used a 40mm grendae launcher. This explosive power can eliminate an infantry vehicle in a direct hit.

the figure didn’t move but the molten steel swirling around him did, capturing all the grenades in the air. The explosive force was completely radiated outward.

Lancelot’s face was illuminated by the fire and he flinched. “President, bullets and grenades are useless against him.” He said into his cell phone.

In the ruined church, Chu Zihang and the other party looked at each other from a long distance. Under the attack of his Word Spirit ‘Royal Fire’ they had managed to keep their clothing intact. 

“Lancelot! Retreat! If he can order metal and flames, he belongs to the ethnic group of Norton, the king of Bronze and fire. Before he uses Royal Fire, retreat!”

----------- OLD TANG RUNNING FROM CONSTANTINE ----------------

“Old Tang, where did you get your bug units?” Lu Mingfei was already very calm, but that’s because he wanted to cry inside.

After joining this college, he hadn’t spent his days watching beautiful women in luxurious classrooms and libraries. He had encountered one life-threatening situation after another. And this time was really no fun.

“I really don’t.” Old Tang swallowed. “You know my tactical style has always been very cautious. If I knew it would be this dangerous, how could I have come.?”

“Can you stop talking about Starcraft right now?” Nono said.

The three people stood side by side in the narrow road where Lu Mingfei was hiding from bullets on “The Day of Liberty”. They were less than 50 meters away from the guy who was constantly on fire. The narrow road could allow the flames to pass by them and was like a pocket of shadow so that ghost-like dragons would find it difficult to locate them. If he found them, he would surely hunt them down.

They were all still alive because of Nono’s gut instincts. At the school gate, she slammed a foot on the Bugatti’s accelerator. The supercar accelerated to a speed of 100 kilometers per hour in 3 seconds, rushed into the campus, and threw the dragon off the car. At this moment, both Old Tang and Lu Mingfei thought that everything they saw was an illusion. They turned to look at the two melting footprints on the Bugatti aluminum rear hood, and then turned to look at the figure thrown from the car running after them and accepted reality.

“What should I do?” Lu Mingfei said, “We can’t keep hiding here. I can feel like it can smell us.”

“BS, what do you smell like? Sashimi?” Old Tang said, “You can’t go out there and die!”

“But I do feel like he is approaching?” Nono said.

“What’s on the other side of here?” Lu Mingfei lowered his voice and asked Nono.

“There is an open area without any cover. Do you want to be attacked by a napalm bomb out in the open?” Someone said in the dark.

The three of them realized that there was a fourth person in this narrow passage.

Nono reached into the darkness with one hand, grabbed the man by the collar and at the same time sealed his throat with her fingers so that he did not dare to struggle, and dragged him out

“Sister, your technique is so flawless... Fingel, you dog, why are you here?” Lu Mingfei widened his eyes.

What was dragged out was his waste of a senior brother Fingel, who was actually wearing pajamas and carrying a plastic bag in his hand.

“My dear grandma, why do you show up here with a chicken leg in your mouth? What is the use of your scraps? I would rather Caesar or Chu Zihang show up!” Being able to raise his leg high enough, Lu Mingfei wanted to kick Fingel in the face.

“Ohhhhh...” Fingel said.

“What are you trying to be a rooster?”

“I mean... I , I , I just ordered a late night snack in the cafeteria but they said that tonight the guard won’t deliver food... but students are not forbidden to go to the cafeteria to get it, so I came out...” Fingel took a bite of the drumstick, crying.

“We have got to go! I think he... is really approaching!” Old Tang whispered.

The sound of footsteps came from outside the narrow road, and it became brighter and brighter, as if someone was approaching with a giant lamp in the middle of the night. The four people shut up at the same time, all in cold sweat.

Lu Mingfei’s premonition seemed to be right. The dragon could smell them and even if he couldn’t see them, he could feel their position.

“Is there a way to escape? It’s a dead end wherever you go. If you hide anywhere, he will find you in a few minutes...” Nono said softly.

“Calm down!” Fingel said. “That thing is a dragon, right? A dragon is full of fire. So if he catches fire, let’s go to the place with the  most water. The swimming pool! Let’s go to the swimming pool in the gym. Fire’s biggest weakness in the Word Spirit system is water. As long as he temporarily has his power restrained, we might be able to destroy him with a single shot! On the way across from the Hall of Valor, I also grabbed a PPK. The modified one is enough to shoot a dragon. It’s a good gun.” Fingel pulled out a PPK from the waist of his pajamas. The shape was exactly the same as the cannon version shown by Masashi Toyama.

“You take a gun with you when you go out for dinner?” Lu Mingfei asked. “Is it reliable?”

“Self Defense! It is purely theoretically reliable. Water overcomes fire. I got an A in the advanced course of Linguistics.”

“There’s no other way then. Run!” Nono said loudly.

The four people jumped up at the same time and rushed toward the other side of the passage. The sound of footsteps approaching behind accelerated instantly, bright and dazzling, like a car behind with its headlights chasing. 

---- HIDING IN THE SWIMMING POOL ----

“Old Tang, why on earth did you come here?” Lu Mingfei asked.

“i told you that I am a bounty hunter, right? We have a website for our business. We specialize in taking some supernatural cases. Cases are announced there regularly by anonymous employers. People with sufficient ability have the right to check the details of the case and decide if they want to accept it. If the employer is satisfied with your resume, you’ll receive a letter. After you finish, the commission will automatically be credited to your account.”

“Wow, you actually have an amazing line of work.” Lu Mingfei said.

“Actually, I don’t have the ability to do anything else.” Old Tang was a little bit shy. “I just seem to be naturally resistant to supernatural things. For example, if some people go into an ancient tomb are affected, I will not be. Some rumors in the industry say that I can’t be cursed, so I’m quite high level. So I can accept a 5 million dollar bounty.”

“Five million?” Fingel’s eyes widened.

“But I didn’t expect this case would be so dangerous. It only said to come to this college to find this one thing. As a result... had I known what it was, I would not have come. I would still be asleep in New York. I don’t have enough money to take you on a greyhound tour of the US.” Old Tang said. “Brother, you’re loyal, I won’t forget you.”

“I want a bus tour of the US too...” Fingel said.

Old Tang’s expression suddenly changed. “I don’t know why... I think... he seems to be chasing me.”

“No?” Lu Mingfei pricked up his ears like a bunny. “I didn’t hear anything.”

He suddenly stopped and his face turned pale. At this moment there was the sound of footsteps echoing in the empty sports hall, from far and near, as if only separated by a layer of wall panels. A voice dully shouted. “Brother... Brother...”

“Ghost!... The Ghost has chased us here!” Lu Minfei shivered. “What do we do now?”

Fingel’s face was not relaxed any more, and he handed everyone a plastic bag. “Don’t be nervous. He’s walking around the pool because he realizes that we are nearby, but because of the water, he can’t get a read on our exact location. It’s not surprising that he guessed we were here. The sports hall is right outside the Hall of Valor. We don’t want to scare ourselves. He’ll find us if we appear now. Let’s each dive with a plastic bag of air. And if we we get scared, we can take a few breaths from it. If we’re underwater, the fire spirit won’t be able to find us at all. Once he loses our trail, he’ll leave. I think his mind is a bit unclear. Maybe he’s a brain damaged dragon.”

“Is he really a dragon? Why do dragons look like people?” Lu Mingfei asked.

“Nine kinds of dragons are born. I thought the beautiful woman fighting with Caesar (a.n. Mai Sakatoku) may still be a dragon. Last warning. Don’t get nervous. Tension will show signs of movement. Water will form a seal, covering your breath.  The Yangtze river formed a seal over the Bronze City for a long time. You have to believe that I was an ‘A’ grade.” Fingel finished, pressing the heads of the two of them into the water.

Lu Mingfei held his breath, buried his head in the water, not daring to open his yes. He swam very well, but he didn’t like to open his eyes while diving. Seeing himself surrounded by light blue made him feel like a person who had arrived on an alien planet. The water was not heated at all and soon he was shivering from the cold.

He didn’t know how long he was down there and nothing happened. The water in the swimming pool gradually began to warm up, as if the heating system were turned on. Lu Mingfei felt that at this temperature, as long as the air was not a problem, he was fine to stay under water. But the good times didn’t last long. Soon it became ridiculously hot. He didn’t know if Fingel set the wrong temperature but the swimming pool water was more suitable to take a shower in.

Lu Mingfei’s heart began to thump. There air in his bag was almost gone and the swimming pool was so hot. He hoped that the dragon had maybe collapsed somewhere so he could afford to go up and look. He tried to reach out and tap Fingel and Old Tang. He reached out, but didn’t feel anyone.

Horrified, he floated carefully above the water to look around. All he saw was white steam. The temperature of the swimming pool had risen by 40 degrees and had become like a hot spring. Lu Mingfei didn’t see Fingel and Old Tang. Maybe they got to hot and were already out of the water.

“Or... don't’ tell me that Old Tang and Fingel got eaten?” He thought. It seemed that the two of them were better than he was.

He climbed the stairs out of the pool and soon the water in the pool got hotter, steaming like soup. The whole area was like a sauna. It got very hard to see the exit. 

Lu Mingfei didn’t dare to call out as a figure swam to the edge of the pull and climbed out of the water.

“Who’s there?” Lu Mingfei backed away and hurried back toward the water. He was stunned for a moment as he saw neither Old Tang nor Fingel’s face but a delicate young man who was climbing the stairs out of the pool. He looked younger than Lu Mingfei, maybe only sixteen or seventeen years old. He has a small face, pale brows and even black eyes. But those eyes were empty. His naked body reveled a kind of paleness. He’s so thin his ribs were visible.

He stared at Lu Mingfei for a few seconds. 

“i didn’t come to see you, I came to see my brother. Have you seen him?” The boy asked, his voice drifting away.

“no.” Lu Mingfei shook his head, wondering who his brother was.

“Then I’m going to find him, goodbye. The boy and Lu Mingfei passed each other. The boy’s body was hot, and the heat hit Lu Mingfei in the face.

Lu Mingfei turned his head and watched the boy slowly walk away. “Brother... Brother...” The young man shouted, his voice getting farther and farther.

This sound seemed familiar... Lu Mingfei suddenly felt that goosebumps on his body were about to jump out of his skin. He remembered where he had heard this sound. The sound of the dragon shouting was exactly the same as this sound. Because it echoed off the walls, it seemed more erratic, like the cry of a ghost.

Did he talk to a dragon just now?

---------- THE DEATH OF CONSTANTINE ----------

Old Tang ran on the lawn, trying to leave this damn place as soon as possible. He felt a little guilty. Somehow, he was scared to deat just now. The sound of footsteps seemed to be ringing in his mind. He felt that it was impossible for him to hide in the water, so he couldn’t help but quietly get out of the pool.

He felt a bit sorry for Lu Mingfei, but the sense of fear was really terrible.

“Don’t run! Don’t run!” Fingel chased after him, “You can’t hide from him, he...”

Fingel turned his head to look at the top of the Hall of Valor, and was too frightened to speak Obviously the dragon had noticed their position, and the bones all over his body made an ear-splitting explosion. The skin on the back was split and the pair of membrane wings that had originally been attached to his back where opened, dripping with blood. 

It was too easy to catch him with the advantage of flight.

--------------------------

The dragon flashed its membrane wings, flying on the roof over the roof of the Hall of Valor, and pounced towards the sprinting Old Tang. Seeing the shadow that enveloped him, Old Tang sank to the ground in shock. 

“Replace your ammunition with live rounds!” The principal’s voice sounded in the communication channels of the students.

They don’t have time to think, nor do they have to. The principal is the absolute leader on the campus. Hundreds of guns had their ammunition replaced from Frigga Bullets to live rounds and this was aimed and the dragon gliding in the dark. They didn’t notice that there was a person like Old Tang also in the dark.

The dragon landed on the opposite side of Old Tang. Behind him, hundreds of bullets slid into the barrels of guns and the firing pins were primed.

Constantine realized what was going to happen next. he suddenly opened his wings, as if opening a huge barrier, wrapping Old Tang in it.

The gunfire ignited the entire campus in the dark, Thousands of rounds of live ammunition hit the dragon’s body.  He had lost the power to command the metal and he could only use his back and wings to block it. The students kept changing their magazines until they had emptied them all. They didn’t dare to stop. In such a violent barrage, the dragon stood still and didn’t fall down.

This was an different kind of lifeform!

The last bullet let the chamber and the campus was filled with the pungent smoke of gunpowder. Everyone looked at the figure standing with wings spread out like a god in the gunpowder smoke.

Old Tang also looked at him, looking at his face, The dragon was broken, like a corpse nailed to a cross, with countless bullet holes. No matter how flexible his dragon bones were, after he lost the power of this speech, it was only a durable material. All the bones and joints on the open wings dissolved into powder, falling apart, one by one.

He no longer flowed with radiance and turned a bleak, grayish white. He smiled wearily at Old Tang. “Brother...”

“No... don't’ chase me! I don’t know you!” Old Tang screamed and turned his head to run. Behind him, the dragon’s body collapsed.

Old Tang ran wildly on the winding road. He didn’t know what he was running from. He just wanted to escape. The dragon was dead, but there seemed to be something chasing him.

“Brother, there are many people outside.”

“We are going to die Constantine, but don’t be afraid.”

“I’m not afraid so long as I’m with you, brother. But why.... don’t you eat me? Eat me, brother, and you can break through any cage.”

“You are good food, but that would be too lonely. For thousands of years, its only been you and I together.

“But death is really sad, forever and ever in the pitch dark. You reach out your hand but you never touch anything.”

“The so-called destiny of the abandoned clan is to cross the wasteland, raise the battle flag again and return to our home. Death is not terrible, it is just a long sleep. Before you can swallow the world, it is better to sleep peacefully than to walk alone. We will still wake up.”

“Brother, if you raise the the battle flag and swallow the world, will you eat me?” 

“Yes, then you will be with me, as King over the world!”

He remembered it, and it was the memory that was chasing him.

He stopped, pulling at his hair in desperation, and yelling at the dark night sky.

“Little Brother!”

He remembered it. He remembered everything.

It turned out that in these two thousand years, whether he was sleeping or waking up, he just wanted to come to him, but when he found him, he had forgotten what he looked like.

But when he remembered what he looked like, he was dead.

Blazing flames surrounded his body and rose into the night sky, and the flames exploded high in the sky, as if there were wings spreading there.

“Dragon Bone Cross. Dragon King Norton, finally revealed his angry godship.” Principal Anjou drink a martini from his glass in the church bell tower. “You can hear his shouting, so many years of loneliness and pain. Ah... it was him. Completely resurrected, with the soul of a martyr.”

[zhenning]

Hey! I hope I’m not bothering you with this ask but I know nothing about cpop? Could you perhaps introduce me to your fav groups? I’ve listened to some Unine songs and wow it’s so good!!

you’re not bothering me at all! I always feel like the cop community is so small, so I’m always happy when more people show interest ^^ a lot of these groups have members that put out their own solo music as well, so if you ever want to know more I’d recommend searching up the members individually too. and I’m always here to help if you find yourself doing down a rabbit hole or need more sources!

some of my favorite groups/artists are:

unine — 9 member boy group formed through the survival program qing chun you ni (idol producer s2). also where my two favorite boys reside: li zhenning, yao mingming

mr. tyger — all their music is great and on spotify so I highly recommend you check them out! 

oner — bops, and then more bops! I really like there more chill songs. 

nine percent (miss them) also a 9 member boy group that was formed on the first season of idol producer. they’ve since disbanded after the contract term ended but we love them nonetheless. most of them either now promote within their own respective groups or are putting out solo music so I recommend checking out the individual members too: Lin Yanjun, xiagui, Chen Linong, Cai Xukun, fan chengcheng, Zhu Zhengting, huang Justin, you zhangjing, wang ziyi)

NEXT/NEX7 — our favorite yuehua boys

BlackACE — ummm no one talks about them and this makes me sad. they were also formed a survival program, a lesser known one called all for one

R1SE — speaking of groups formed on underrated survival programs…R1SE deserves so much more love. 11 membered boy group formed on the show Produce Camp 2019

WAYV — Chinese NCT subunit

core one — 4 membered boy group under SONY’s music label

MR-X — mavericks really just ditched them I swear, ugh I miss my babies. 

tangram — I don’t follow them closely but they have some bops

uniq — rip uniq, they haven’t had a group comeback in so long, but all their members are doing individual things or in different groups (from successful survival show appearances), they have a mix of both chinese (li wenhan, wang yibo, zhou yixuan) and korean members (cho seungyoun, kim sungjoo)

ok these two aren’t a group but I love them so I’m including them (they’re from the same company though): zhou yanchen (left) and zhu xingjie (right)

[wowed-by-ace]

Imma need a crash course on Yao MingMing and what I need to do to Stan forever

This is officially the most important ask I’ve ever gotten, so BUCKLE UP FOLKS

Who is Yao MingMing?

Yao MingMing is (currently) a member of Chinese group UNINE, formed from the Chinese idol production show titled “Qing Chun You Ni” which means “Youth Has You”. Most people just call it QCYN or Idol Producer Season Two lmao.

He debuted proper in UNINE’s MV and title track, “Bomba”.

UNINE is a temporary group akin to Wanna One or IOI, so the expiration date on this group does loom over everyone’s heads. But for now, we all love the UNINE debut EP, “Unlock”.

MingMing was born January 5th, 1997, making him fourth oldest in UNINE. He certainly acts younger though! In UNINE, MingMing is Main Dancer, Vocalist, and Sub Rapper. MingMing’s main passion in life is dance. Other talents include persistence, and imitating others.

But that’s the not the only place MingMing is from!!

He also participated in the Korean idol production show MIXNINE, where he came in tenth place, meaning he didn’t win. His ranking showed his popularity though since he was 1) a foreigner and 2) got no screentime.

While in Korea, MingMing was SUPPOSED to debut with a group called BLK. He would’ve been the maknae, a dancer, and a rapper. Due to his participation on MIXNINE however, he missed BLK’s debut with “HERO”.

After MIXNINE, MingMing consistently showed up in BLK’s Vlives and Instagram posts, even going with them to Japan KCON to perform. This was the “debut” he got with the members before all the members left their company due to internal issues. Including MingMing.

(All the BLK members that have Instagram still follow each other and leave encouraging comments on MingMing’s posts;;;;)

MingMing’s current company is One Cool Jasco in China, where he’s notably friends with Wen Yechen, a former JYP trainee. Yechen is basically MingMing’s little brother.

Fun fact: MingMing is famously known as an ex-Seventeen trainee member! That’s right, he was supposed to be one of THE original seventeen members! He left PLEDIS for personal reasons, but has stated he still talks to Seventeen, especially China Line.

MingMing was a trainee for 7 years and worked hard in two countries for his chance to finally debut with UNINE, so the best way to support him is to support UNINE! You can also follow MingMing’s personal Instagram, @____ymm! Or his WEIBO, which is a Chinese social media site UNINE mainly uses.

MingMing is a guy who looks serious at first, has a passion for dancing and performing, gets compared to a cat a lot, and he’s sweet and silly around people he likes. He’s a super hardworking guy I’ve wanted nothing more than to watch succeed.

I hope this guide was helpful! It’s more like a brief MingMing history lmao. Let it be known I’ve loved this dude since I found old Seventeen predebut videos. He’s been through a lot and deserves the best!

tl;dr: Follow MingMing’s ig @____ymm and WEIBO @ UNINE_姚明明 and keep up to date with UNINE! Stream Bomba! Love MingMing.

[yeaimfishboi]

A bitch has been writing on this hellsite for two years

I’m gonna start by saying thank you.

Thank you to my followers...

Whether you’ve been here since the beginning, fairly recently or somewhere in between. You have all listened to me when I lost my friends in a car accident after being on here a month. You have listened to me rant, scream, and cry. You’ve listened to my life stories countless times and you still are always there to comfort me. Maybe you send me little notes about the stuff I write or just read it idly, but still thank you. I love all 2,617 of you so so fucking much.

To my mutuals (I’m tagging you guys) thank you.

You’ve all heard me cry and rant, you’ve listened to me just vent my insecurities. You’ve beta read my fics, edited my fics, made edits for them, left reviews, done collabs with me, responded to my ask games when nobody else did, defended me, and have been there for me through thick and thin. To my mutuals as a whole I thank you. I love you all and truly consider you all my friends and family. (Now to the tagging)

To start off... the person who made this blog possible @flynnitup thank you

Without you convincing me to get off my ass and get my work out there, there would be no @yeaimfishboi. Thank you for always encouraging me and being my #1 supporter.

To the girls that have been there since the beginning @kpopstarsreact @kimjongdaely @ggukverse and Katie, thank you.

You guys were my first mutuals and you helped me integrate into tumblr writing and without you guys I wouldn’t have made it more than 4 months. You helped me establish my presence as a writer and beta read my earliest fics back when I had no clue what to do. You guys have still managed to stay my friends for two years. Thank you so so so much.

To The Real Hoes™️ @sondontdothat @emmaishere92 @justlovingkpop

You guys have managed to become my family. We talk almost every day, and exchange memes on a regular basis. You call me every nickname imaginable but I love every minute of it. You guys have talked me through panic attacks, mental breakdowns, relapses, and flashbacks. You’ve been there for me through every step of getting healthy again. We’ve joked, laughed, cried, and sniffled together. We’ve had calls that lasted hours and calls that lasted seconds. You’ve met my family and they all love you. Thank you so much girls I don’t know what I would do without you.

To the kids I met through the Beacon/Stay GC @felixthekoala @tinyjisung and ZD thank you.

You guys helped with story ideas, the fine tuning, and even pretending to be idols for me on kkt. You have listened to me scream about Woojin and Felix or scold you bc Chait isn’t real at all. You’ve made me laugh more times than I can count and I love it. Thank you guys so much.

To @changbeanie thank you.

You’ve inspired me to be an even better write than I am and inspire to always keep improving. You’re an idol to me. I also want to thank you for defending me in my times of need and helping me when I need it. You are such an amazing friend, thank you.

To mijita @felixmahdork, thank you.

You never fail to make my day. You make me smile and you make me proud every single day. You have been one of the biggest blessings to come from starting this blog and I can’t thank you enough (legit crying whilst writing this). You are amazing in every sense of the word Lou. Thank you for everything.

To the moots I’ve met through nets or random experiences @stantalentstansk @yeoldontknow @oh-beyond @baekwell--tart thank you.

You guys have helped me through so much, especially when it comes to my writing. You’ve made me want to strive to do so much more. You’ve made me smile and blush. You’ve made me happy. Thank you.

To my seester @channiechanchan thank you.

I don’t even know how to communicate into words how grateful I am for you. You’ve made me giggle, and you’ve had me at a loss for words. We’ve cried together and talked about our issues. You defended me when I defended you. You protected me when I protected you. We’ve sang together and dyed our hair at the same time. You are truly someone I consider a sister and I cannot think of someone (besides my blood sisters) better to call that. I have no clue what I would do without you Nessa, thank you.

To ReeRee and Dawn ( @butterfly948 @cold-eyes-made-ice ) thank you.

You two are two absolutely stellar human beings. You remind me that there is faith in humanity. You guys are so down to earth and kind. You’ve heard me rant for hours and stayed there for me even when I’m being an over dramatic bitch. I love our crazy antics and admiration for each other. Thank you, girlies.

To my wifey @cherryblossomchangbin thank you.

We’ve had our ups and downs (more ups than downs) and I couldn’t imagine a better person to have gone through it with. You’ve made me a tougher, stronger, and better person. You’ve helped me grow so much as a person. You’ve done things that made me question your sanity and vice versa. You’re never afraid to call me a hoe or a bitch and I love it. You make me laugh and smile almost every day. I thank you for everything you’ve ever done for me.

To the L.E.E in L.E.E.K ( @renjunsunflower @blk-mingming @gunpowder-writes) thank you.

Joining the blog with you girls was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made on this blog. You’ve read my work before it came out and you’ve listened to me be constantly unable to make any decisions on it. You guys have probably heard more of my sob stories than anyone and not once have I ever felt judged for it. You’ve heard me cry out in physical pain but not once did you make me feel diminished. I’m so thankful for you and I couldn’t imagine my life without you. So thank you.

And to the two people that have helped me more than anything, my two best friends @roadworkaheaduhyea and @justlovingkpop

To Hannah, I know you’re still reeling over your graduation (and I’m so freaking proud and I know I said I wasn’t going to get sappy on you but- well- I lied). I want to thank you for all the countless hours you’ve stayed up with me while I wrote. For the classes you’ve skipped to help me write reactions. To the ships you wrote with me whilst on the phone. I want to say thank you for the endless support and love you’ve given me. Thank you for all the inside jokes and amazing memories we’ve built together. Thank you for listening to me talk for fucking hours on end, and giving me cuddles when I desperately needed it. Thank you for being my rock.

To Amy, you are probably the person I am most open to. You know of all of my insecurities, all of my stories, all of my habits, and all of my happy moments. You always make sure to check on me bc you know I’m notorious for not taking care of myself. You always send me cute Spanish memes, and have inspired me to work so much harder on my Spanish. You’ve helped me with so many ideas and manage to get me out of creative lulls. You make me smile every time you laugh. You’ve listened to me while I was crying or whilst having a panic attack. You’re one of the first people I go to when I need to say something whether it be good or bad. I can’t thank you enough Amoo. I love you so so so fucking much.