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Weak Spot (Dad Sukuna)
(Part 1 of Cursed, Not Cute.)
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Tags: Dad Sukuna, OC Child, Mildly Out of Character?, I Mean I Tried, I Really Tried to Keep Him in Character, Given the Circumstances, But Just in Case, Sukuna's Daughter, And Yes She Has His Sass
Word Count: 1,021 words
Summary: After Ryomen Sukuna has complete control of Japan as the King of Curses, he has a child that he's determined to train into a vessel of villainy, just like him. Things don't exactly go according to plan.
Chapter 1: Weak Spot
Sukuna should have seen it coming the second the damned woman told him she was with child. A night of passion and lust had resulted in a child of his own. One that he knew would be hellbent on destruction, just like him.
âI will raise you to be stronger even than me.â Flames reflected in his red eyes as he glared over the crumbled city below. He rocked her in his arms to the cadence of screaming victims below. âYou cannot be weak if youâre going to inherit my legacy.â
A little girl with pink and brown hair looked up at him, babbling and cooing with a radiant smile. A smile reflecting paternal affection, dependence, and unyielding trust.
These were emotions heâd always thought heâd easily dismiss when the child was born. But truth be told? She wrapped him around her finger a little more with every passing day.
âWe will rule this world together, you and I.â He promised.
The moment he felt such buzzing warmth for her, he should have killed her. Hell, he should have killed Asuka as soon as sheâd said she was pregnant. Killed two birds with one stone.
But now, looking into his daughterâs eyes, his resolve crumbled. Her dark, pleading eyes squeezed a part of his soul that should have been dead long ago. He grit his teeth, raising his hand again to slice off her head. Sheâs just another obstacle in my reign of terror and misery! She has to go!
So what stopped him?
Those eyes. Those wide, loving eyes. Eyes that still stared at him with trust and adoration even as he held her life in the balance. A respect for her father that stood unshakeable even in the face of death.
âAre you going to kill me, Father?â Her lip quivered, though heâd long since taught her to be brave and keep her head high during her final moments.
Sukuna, for once, found himself speechless. With a roar, he threw his hands down before pacing across the balcony. Four sets of knuckles gripped the railing until they turned white, flattening metal with his great strength. This damn child. This. Damn. Child!
âI apologize, Father.â Her soft voice floated over to him. âI never intended for my weakness to cause you dishonor.â
âSilence.â Sukunaâs throat tightened in his fury.
The sound of crackling flames drowned out the silence between them as she listened obediently. Perhaps thatâs why Iâm so remiss to end her life. She's strong. Strong and obedient. Sukunaâs eyes met the gaze of a frantic woman clutching her child to her chest on the street as a curse cornered both of them. He flicked his wrist and the woman and her child dropped in a bloody mass without a second thought.
âI raised you to carry on my legacy,â He growled, slamming his fist down against the damaged metal and turning to her. For once, his brows wrinkled with pain, something he hadnât felt in years. âYet you stand before me, unwilling to follow the path of destruction Iâve set. Do you think I would just support your path of good fortune to others?!â
Her second set of hands always gave her away. While the bottom pair stayed by her side, she hid the top pair behind her back, fidgeting as her eyes glistened.
âNo, sir.â She whispered.
âDo you expect me to accept such weakness from my own flesh and blood?!â
âNo, sir.â
âThen what do you expect, Besu?!â He snapped, digging his nails into her cheeks as his frustration mounted.
âI donât know.â She admitted.
Blood marred the sides of her face as he tried one more time to use his great strength to bring her a swift end. But he could only watch the blood drip from her chin before he pulled his hand back.
âWell, I donât know either!â He huffed, raking two hands through his hair as the other two rested on his hips. With a heavy sigh, he responded as softly as the Curse King had ever dared. âI know what I should do.â
She didnât say anything, and neither of them needed to. Sukuna knew she was a brilliant child. She was his offspring, after all. So she knew he should kill her, as opposed to giving her a gentle ending. They both knew he lacked gentleness with everyone.
Everyone but her. Why her?! I killed Asuka as soon as Besu no longer needed her milk. So why? Why, why, why?!
âI love you.â
Those words. Those damned words! Only she had ever uttered them. Heâd never found a need for them from anyone else.
He whipped his hand around and bruised her cheek with the flat of his palm. She barely flinched and kept her back straight.
She knew not to say such things. She knew. Words had power. Those three little words already drove him to his knees as he rubbed a thumb over the growing welt, healing it in seconds.
âLove is weak.â He hissed, looking directly into her eyes. âIâve told you that time and time again, Besu. You know that love is weak andâŚandâŚâ He paused, waiting for the anger to pummel relentlessly into her before he broke. âAndâŚand dammit, I love you too!â He clutched her against his chest. âI love you and I hate it!â
For those few moments he could only hold her and wish she were a newborn again, reveling in the fallen world with him. He wished she were not this sweet and precious 7-year-old holding his heart in the palm of her hands as she told him she didnât want to be evil. He wished he did not feel this overwhelming urge to protect her until his dying breath. He wished he did not enjoy the relief that flooded him knowing she still breathed against his chest, trusting him with every inhale and exhale.
No. He wished he did not have a daughter at all. Because for the first time in history, Ryomen Sukuna had a weak spot.
And he knew it wouldnât take long for the world to notice.
Continue Reading -> Ch. 2
#jjk fanfiction#jujutsu kaisen#ryomen sukuna#child oc#Dad Sukuna#Angst#Ryomen Sukuna's Original Form#Mildly Out of Character?#I Mean I Tried#I Really Tried to Keep Him in Character#Given the Circumstances#But Just in Case#Ryomen Sukuna Has a Daughter#And Yes#She Inherited His Sass
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Don't Wormy About Me.
[First] Prev <â-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#yu ziyuan#Please allow me to make it clear how important I think the hug between YZY and JC is in regards to several aspects of their characters#For one - it is the resolution and reveal that behind all the harsh words and bitterness...She really did love her son.#A hug is a soft gesture that you would never expect from someone like YZY and the fact she shows JC this affection now -#-Tells us how she knows that this upcoming battle is a death sentence for her.#Her giving away Zidan is honestly overkill but another sign of her truly showing him how she loves him and wants him to survive.#The dread of knowing she's walking back to a fight without zidian and trying to keep up brave face one last time...chilling.#Zidian represents legacy and promises. And this is going to both save and destroy Jiang Cheng as he carries this weight alone.#Heartbreaking stuff! Didn't draw it in the comic because I wanted to draw a silly worm on a string!#WWX tried to help JC out of the knot but got stuck in it.#Those worm on a string tricks are harder than they look!#Also; it's been about a year since the last boat joke - but indeed this is the 11th boat of pd-mdzs. No need to do the math.
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Marvel Meow (2021), Nao Fuji | Professor X and Magneto
Bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus leshnerr#snap scans#i dont scan ever please forgive me for. Everything jvAE:KJ i tried my best to match the purple as how it looks in person#i love the purple used for this whole comic .. its really nice#all the comics have different colors its neat yall should check it out if youre able. its a lovely silly collection#BUT GIRL PLEAAAASSSEE IM CRYING#as a part of my Visiting My Family For The Weekend trip my bro and i went to the store#and i told him about the wolverine cat comic and the whole collection and he found it while we were browsing ....#naturally i got it. because i love the idea of cats being heinous freaks ESPECIALLY to my faves#this all did happen because of a cat. btw. phoenix possessed one while scott and jean were baking a cake#which had everyone trying to catch it. leading to. this. jWLRAKJAWRLKJKJ#this is 1000% has 'we'll be back by 8PM please keep the house clean' vibes i'm sobbing LIKE WHERE ARE THEY RETURNING FROM#also can i just say ... i love it when american comic book characters get the manga treatment#idk i just love it ... i esp love how wolverine's drawn in these comics but. this aint about him#i just wanted to gush about my favorite old people LIKE PLEASE CHARLES IS GOING TO HAVE A STROKE I SEE IT#the fact they still got that goofy lil 'welcome back charles and erik' banner im going to be sick. theyre the whole mansions dads#anyway i have an assignment to do. because my prof hates me Who The Fuck Makes An Assignment due At 12:59AM#bye bye hpoefully ill be back with my own doodles ajvlekjla
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donât you want me baby?
#love me. you have destroyed everything but if you love me it can come back in a greater form#INSANE THINGS HAPPENING W ARMAND. character of all time.#half-blank half-apocalyptic desperate for love that he is unable to feel. he seduced lestat tried to kill him then begged him to love him#the vampire armand#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire lestat#the vampire chronicles#interview with the vampire#lesmand#armandstat#<- not in the sense that i ship them but in the sense that. well look at them here#tried to capture the cherub look but keep aspects of assads armand bc i love him and he really gets it#my art#my art 2024
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Would love for them to bring up languages at some point.
Angel: "shit they're speaking French. Smiles! Translate!"
Alastor: "I'm not sure which is more insulting; assuming I can fluently speak and understand French because I'm Creole, or that you think French and French-Creole are the same thing."
#I was gonna have Husk say something in French but that is not of the 7 languages he knows#Alastor doesn't speak French fluently and only knows a bit!#In addition it'd most likely be French-Creole which is very much not the same as normal French!#French speaking Alastor is very nice but also very inaccurate#If not in the fluency it's the type of French#Though if his mom knows French-Creole perfectly and Alastor just had a hard time learning a second language#That would be relatable and very funny if the two met in show and Alastor just stands there not knowing what she's saying in her excitement#Alastor just nods awkwardly hoping she's not saying something he should not be nodding to.#Would be cute if he tried really hard to learn and practice it even after dying tho but sucked at it.#Give a bit more fun character to him gotta say. And also sad as he tries to keep one of the few connections he has to his mother.#Celtrist#cel rambles#hazbin hotel#hellaverse#alastor the radio demon#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin angel dust#hazbin hotel incorrect quotes
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I put them next to each other casually without much thought, but I've had to redraw them in this set up so many different times in the development of this project that I kinda ship them now??? like why are they always lookin at each other like that
#my art#vampire debutante#they dont even have names#but its funny in the very vague concept of these twos characters yellow is like the hunk that all their peers are kind of obsessed with#tiara and niamh even fight over him sometimes(for status reasons not cuz theyre into him)#but i was imagining red as like a bit dorky but sweet#girls arent into him really but they dont turn him down when he asks to dance or tries to make polite conversation#in an earlier draft i was gonna have a bit where Niamh and Tiara are both vying for red's attention and Niamh wins so they dance#Tiara's only other option then is red who isnt as hunky as yellow (L for her) as she needs a dancing partner to show up niamh with#but i didnt wanna animate the stupid little dance battle so i didnt do that#now the boys are just hanging#but the fact that i keep drawing yellow making eyes at red is so funny like thats just supposed to be his default expression but#do you think hes really into red and half of his showboating is just to try and get this dweebs attention but literally nothing works#meanwhile red's just sorta accepted his role as the dweeb that no one's into#oh my god
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Did Brambleclaw actually disown the Three when the secret is revealed? I don't remember this happening (then again, it's been a while) but it does bug me how all three go "Poor brambleclaw :(( He was such a good dad to us and he has to learn we're not even his biokits :(((( poor guy" while simultaneously shitting on Leafpool and Squirrelflight despite them showing them more care and affection before AND after the reveal. If he does disown them, then.... WOW is the double standard real here.
In-canon? It's something you have to approximate. They don't seem to have a concept of ""disowning"" because blood relation is taken as such an insurmountable, FUNDAMENTAL fact of life. He doesn't write them out of his little kitty will and testament, but his actions ARE disowning.
It's as if the fact he is not their biological father is an automatic disowning. From the reveal onwards, he is immediately cold, distant, and the "betrayal" is mentioned often. The Three also explicitly don't blame him for his behavior, like it's just to be expected that he's Not Their Dad anymore.
Lionblaze in particular stares longingly at him several times, really missing him. And like... that's kinda what gets my goat so much
I do believe Brambleclaw is entitled to his feelings of betrayal. I believe Squilf was ultimately in the right to lie, actually, but he's still allowed to be upset and angry that she didn't trust him enough to tell him something so important. THAT SAID, YOU ARE NEVER ENTITLED TO TREAT OTHERS POORLY.
And that's what GETS me. He isn't upset that it was all revealed in such a painful and embarassing way when this could have been avoided, or that his lover struggled with this lie for so long without him, or that he feels he's lost his children. Squilf points it out in The Last Hope-- He's so ANGRY at Squilf that he will THROW HIS FAMILY AWAY
Lionblaze seems desperate to be his son again. Hollyleaf is gone for months, and Brambleclaw is still huffing about the secret when she comes back from the dead. Squilf is fawning in the hopes it makes him talk to her again. Doesn't matter. Brambleclaw Is Upsetti Spaghetti so the narrative will never examine his role in hurting this family he apparently loved so much.
(Narrative seems to understand full well that when Squilf lies for a good reason, that doesn't invalidate the hurt Brambleclaw felt... but when Brambleclaw is upset for a good reason, it actually DOES validate what he put her and his kids through)
In BB it is explicitly a disowning. He cuts them off as his children, and they reciprocate. BB!Lionblaze does so in a ball of fury, vowing that he has ONLY a mother.
#It does start getting.... ''better'' after oots. On the disowning front#Lion seems to be fixing his relationship with him#Which... actually is something I dislike tbh#Can we pls get canon acknowledgement of the Little Pogchamp scene where he lets Ash beat his son#And downplays this to holly#Pls#Idk i just feel lion makes a better mama's boy#Really close to squilf and then like... tries to get close to Leafp too but it just. Cant click.#In this very sad but also kind of validating way#Leafp isnt his mom... she didn't raise him. But shes still his aunt. She still loves him as ferociously as she always did#The reveal changed nothing about his family. In the end.#It truly was just a reveal.#(And then he stares angrily and also forlornly at bramble)#Bramblestar is honestly a very interesting character if you choose to take him at face value#And wade through the writer favoritism#I keep coming back to him man.#Such an incredibly mundane and honest type of terrible#Always consumed by his pride and terrible lack of self esteem. Everyone wants you to be better. But you keep messing up#Your honor. I hate him. I have a picture of him in my heart shaped locket.#I am putting him in an exhibit. I am blasting him with a hose.
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TWST fic writers stop reducing Silverâs entire personality to just âsleepy boy who falls asleep all the time and is sooooo sleepy and tired and did i mention he sleeps a lot and also he loves his dadâ challenge (impossible) (gone wrong)
#also if u portray him as LIKING sleep i will personally bite you#and before u say âoh but he really doesnt have a personality besides those traitsâ that is incorrect#heâs blunt and honest to the point where he can come off as rude#heâs calm and collected and keeps a cool head even during an emergency#heâs a drama queen and often takes things too seriously#heâs not stupid exactly but can be very naive and doesnât understand relationships very well#heâs extremely passive and rarely stands up for himself#he finds ways to blame himself for things that arent his own fault#he deeply admires and respects people who are strong and protective of their loved ones#heâs selfless and always tries to do what he considers to be the ârightâ thing#he has a lot of trouble expressing his emotions and is insecure abt others not taking him seriously#he is so much more than just âprecious sleepy boi uwuâ#or atleast thats my interpretation of him idk u guys can do whatever you want#it just bugs me when ppl misinterpret his character so badly#this is what 2 years of hyperfixation will do to a person#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twst silver#twst analysis#diasomnia#character analysis
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Look, I just think it's VERY funny and on brand that I thought of an entire premise of colorful characters for half the cast and immediately drew the only one void of color.
#my characters#i will not bore you all too much in the main post but now its story time in the tags so yeefuckinghaw#noll is a fae and is distinctly the only one that just lacks colors#at first he was like well surely i can wear colorful stuff to make up for my dark hair and eyes !#and then he overhears some of the fae talking about how hes a blemish to the fae and hes like well fuck#guess its time to go all in baby! and decks himself out in all black and jagged clothing#and he tries to play it off as hes an idiot and a lot of the fae actually believe its not ALL an act#like they can tell he thinks about stuff but he normally does it staring into space so they dont care to ask#cause surely it isnt important enough to brood about hes just thinking about stuff#and he really REALLY has a lot of confidence issues and worries that more fae are disturbed by his darkness than let on#but then the other fae that like to hang out with him are like#YOOOOOO THATS OUR LIL VOID! THATS OUR LIL GUY! our lil black spot look at him hes so edgy and cute!#and treat him like a pet cat at times giving him head pats even if he bats their hands away#and the plot premise is that some of the fae are bored and decide they should go play with some humans! give THEM enrichment too!#and noll gets roped into it and The Game is basically go find a human partner and convince them to be an ally#then the fae give the humans cool lil toys (weapons) and are like GO FORTH MY CHAMPION!#so noll keeps like ... not picking anyone to participate because its not just A Game to him#if he can prove victorious in A Game with outside factors such as humans then he can prove hes not#an absolute disappointment to the fae like he has a lot riding on this in his mind#and his friends are just like buddy you cant even play if you dont pick a human you gotta#anyway here is noll and then i have ideas for two other fae and also a veeeery vague idea for two of the humans though not as sure yet#rae if you read all this you should know the cobalt is a fae thanks bye#i am so stressed posting ocs every single time and i am incredibly depressed and anxious#so good lord please let me not just delete all the tags in an hour bc im ashamed
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honestly i think a big reason why i could absolutely never stay invested in tri is that the character designs are such a massive downgrade from the original series. the original designs are so incredibly iconic and so incredibly 90s that putting them into normal streetwear makes the series lose so much of its visual identity (and it definitely doesn't help that all the promotional art has them in identical school uniforms...). i genuinely can't recognize mimi without a ridiculous pink outfit or tk without a stupid-ass hat and i am honest to god not even joking about that. everyone just looks so forgettable here.
#i haven't seen kizuna but in every screenshot i've seen of it matt is so Generic Anime Guy it hurts#at least tk gets a fedora#which is stupid enough for me to instantly recognize him#i think this is why the reboot worked so much more for me than tri did though#the character designs in that show are really good!#i absolutely love izzy's redesign in particular#they overall do a good job keeping as much of the original designs intact#while also tweaking them to fit a more modern aesthetic#sora kinda gets the short end of the stick#but hey what else is new#digimon#digimon adventure#digimon adventure tri#taichi yagami#taichi kamiya#yamato ishida#sora takenouchi#mimi tachikawa#koshiro izumi#joe kido#takeru takaishi#hikari yagami#hikari kamiya#digimon tai#digimon matt#digimon sora#digimon mimi#digimon izzy#digimon joe#digimon tk
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rotating the pub scene from 73 yards in my mind i think there is so much being said there about wales and welsh/english tension that is so interesting and is going so under discussed
#blahs#dw#dw spoilers#the whole thing about castles in wales being english torture centres. much to unpack#i think it's easy for most viewers to watch it and see that the characters are taking the piss and write it off#but what's interesting about it is i think rtd is basing that on real exaggerations of oppression by welsh people#most castles in wales WERE built by the english and they WERE designed to oppress the welsh. except that was like 800 years ago#and some people use this as an example of welsh oppression /now/ when it's like. not relevant to modern wales really#and 'torture chambers' is a wild exaggeration that dangerously tries to compare wales to much more recent human rights violations#i think rtd is trying to caution against a romanticised or sensationalised narrative of old wales that certain welsh nationalists have#this is also what he's doing with roger ap gwilliam#i keep seeing people say his character is 'just nukes' and i'm not gonna pretend it's The most complex politics ever#but it's also not just nukes. it's about specific political tensions and attitudes in wales.#rtd's viewpoint reminds me a lot of my dad#my dad's a proud welshman he's a native speaker he grew up in a welsh speaking community#but he doesn't really care about old welsh history about llewelyn ap gruffydd or owain glyndwr or anything like that#he doesn't see it as relevant. to him what's important is modern wales and the tensions of the 20th century#i'd wager rtd probably feels the same#and what with doctor who being produced in wales being rtd's doing i think he's enthusiastic about collaborating with england#rather than being like. isolationist about it. (that's the wrong word but i can't think of a better one)#WHICH INCIDENTALLY ties the political strand of the episode with the personal strand about ruby#who is also dealing with a self-fulfilling sense of isolation#anyway i think this episode is about wales in a very significant way. we need more welsh people writing think pieces about it#honest to god i don't think any analysis of it that doesn't talk about its welshness is quite Getting It
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I think I saw Vibrant Eyes by CG5 in there? I choose that. As a former DSMPer. I also like cg5. He's one of the top artists I listen to the most if not #1.
don't (tell them what you've done)
'vibrant eyes' by cg5
truman show au playlist
#asks#minute doodles#ask game#truman show au#fnaf moon#moon.ai#(moon and moon.ai are two separate characters here btw)#(i put this song on the playlist as a bit of a two birds with one stone scenario)#(because it covers both moon's guilt for everything he's done as a result of the virus)#(and moon.ai's slight discomfort and altering sun's reality against his will without telling him what really happened)#(moon.ai tries convincing itself that it's justified because its main directives are to keep sun happy at any cost)#(and why let a little thing like the truth stop that?)#but anyhow!~#thanks for stopping by!#ehehe#i love this au so much
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Listen. Swansea is great; he's a well-written character and I like him a lot. But it's weird to me how much fan content I see about him that seems to make him out to be a lot nicer than he's actually shown to be in the game, and nowhere is this more obvious than in how people depict his relationship with Anya.
I've seen other people address the whole "If Anya had told Swansea what happened he'd have killed Jimmy" thing (she did. he didn't.) but there's a larger issue where people act like Swansea cared a lot more about Anya and was a lot closer with her than is actually the case in canon. And sure, the game leaves a lot of room for differing interpretations of things and imaginings of what could have happened offscreen, but I've seen so many people act like this idea of Swansea and Anya being close is something actually depicted in canon which. It very much is not.
Like okay. Let's talk about this. What does the game itself actually show us about Anya and Swansea's relationship?
Well, we don't see much of their dynamic before the crash aside from them just being coworkers with some level of familiarity with each other. They do stand together at the birthday party, and Anya playfully tells Curly that âSwansea really likes that cake. Donât tell anyone,â to which Swansea only "hmph"s in response. From this we can gather that the two of them are friendly enough that Anya feels comfortable teasing him. Even so, she certainly isn't an exception to his characteristic harshness and brutal honesty â take an interaction later in the same scene, where a distressed Anya says she has no savings and asks if Pony Express can really fire them like this and Swansea, not cruelly but certainly bluntly, tells her that Pony Express going under has been a long time coming.
Of more importance, perhaps, is the game's first "2 months after the crash" segment, where we are first introduced to both of them â and where the game makes it quite apparent just how little Swansea respects Anya. The very first scene, in fact, features Swansea interrupting Anya and mocking her when she tries to explain why opening the cargo hold is a good idea. Later, when talking to Jimmy, Swansea calls Anya "our so-called nurse" and says that "it's in one ear and out the other" when talking about how she nearly got injured on the broken vent. And if you get the code scanner before talking to her Swansea will tell you to get her before opening the cargo hold but specifically with the justification that "even she couldn't make the situation worse with her presence." None of this is really uncharacteristic of Swansea, given he talks about Daisuke in much the same way, but it's not something that can just be swept under the rug â and yet, seemingly, everyone does. I hardly ever see anyone even mention Swansea insulting her here.
Of course, none of these scenes are where the idea that Swansea and Anya are particularly close comes from. No, that idea comes from a single scene: "3 months after", when Jimmy finds the two of them talking in the cockpit at night. We only see the end of this conversation, where Anya, apparently crying, is saying âNo. I understand completely. If thatâs how it has to beââ
The game never reveals exactly what the two of them were talking about; the two main theories I've seen are that Swansea was telling her that he was saving the cryopod for Daisuke or that she had told Swansea that Jimmy assaulted her and Swansea was saying she'd just have to put up with being around him for the time being. Personally, I think the latter is much more likely, but either way, the end result is the same: regardless of how much Swansea cares about Anya, her well-being is not his first priority.
We never see any follow-up on this conversation; if Anya and Swansea meet up behind Jimmy's back at any other point, we don't see it or hear it referenced. "4 months after" offers no interaction between the two of them at all, with Swansea busy dancing drunkenly while Anya, on the other side of the lounge, tells Jimmy about the extra medicine cabinet. "5 months after", Anya commits suicide in Medical while Swansea sits drunk and oblivious in front of Utility. The only reference to Anya and Swansea's conversation â and the closest we get to a confirmation of what it was about â comes after Daisuke's death, when Jimmy uses "telling Anya who knows what" as a sign of shady behavior from Swansea, and Swansea agrees that he did talk to Anya, "but it was her telling me all sorts of things instead, wasn't it?", the implication being that she told Swansea about Jimmy raping her.
This line is interesting. Swansea is referencing what Jimmy did to Anya here, and implicitly condemning him for it, and yet... well, Anya's already dead. Swansea isn't doing anything for her, really; he doesn't seem particularly emotional or angry about it, either. All it really is, when it comes down to it, is a spiteful jab at Jimmy â just Swansea, still angry over Daisuke's death, trying to get under Jimmy's skin.
We never see Swansea react to Anya's death. This isn't surprising; we aren't shown what happened when Daisuke got the door to Medical open, and afterwards Swansea is understandably preoccupied with Daisuke's fatal injuries. The first thing Swansea says about Anya after her death is the line about her telling him things. And, well... here's the problem.
That line? Is also the last thing Swansea says about Anya.
He never mentions her again. That one line, the one that doesn't even mention her death, the one that seems more about getting at Jimmy than mourning her â that's the last we hear of her from Swansea. And maybe he does care, maybe her death is just as much a catalyst for him trying to kill Jimmy as Daisuke's is. But he never says anything about her. He doesn't mention her in his death scene. Sure, that last portion of the game is largely filtered through Jimmy's mind, his disregard for Anya keeping her out of focus, but Swansea's death â a moment of sharp, simple clarity in which Swansea says all the things Jimmy doesn't want to hear â doesn't have that excuse. Swansea doesn't say a thing about her, because in the end, he's not focused on her either.
So that's what we have. They don't seem to be that close, before or after the crash, though they theoretically could be. Anya telling him specifically about what Jimmy did could be considered a notable show of trust, but then again she could have just wanted to tell someone and considered him her best option, and in any case if she was hoping for him to do anything about it, he didn't. And despite a large portion of the fandom believing it to be the case, there isn't actually anything indicating that he told Anya about the cryo pod â if anything, his assertion that it was Anya who told him things rather than the other way around is evidence against it. Technically, anything's possible â Swansea could have comforted Anya when she told him about Jimmy, he could have offered her the cryo pod, he could have grieved her just as much as Daisuke â but looking at what the game itself presents, the picture it paints is far different from the one typically seen in the fandom.
We don't know what's going on in Swansea's head. We don't know what happens in the time between the moments the game shows us. But what the game does show us is this: Swansea repeatedly is disrespectful and rude to or about Anya; Swansea doesn't do anything after she tells him what Jimmy did to her; Swansea doesn't have any real reaction to Anya's death. Does he care about her? Probably. I'd like to believe so. But she's not the one he decides to kill Jimmy over, she's not the one he has regrets for in his dying moments, she's not the one he's saving the cryo pod for.
Maybe Swansea cares about Anya, but she's not his first priority. And isn't that sort of the point? This is what the game has been showing us the whole time: Anya is no one's first priority, except her own.
#i am begging people to understand that just because swansea is anti-jimmy does Not mean he is pro-anya#mouthwashing#at this point the bulk of the fandom does seem to have a pretty good grasp on 'curly is part of the problem'#so i think we need to get started on accepting that swansea is also part of the problem in his own way#and. just to be clear before anyone tries to misunderstand me#this is not a swansea hate post i do not think swansea is like. an irredeemably awful person#but this is a game about nuanced characters with very human flaws and swansea is very much one of them#wait editing this to add a tag bc there is one thing i was going to mention which i forgot#which is that swansea's vaguely threatening 'oh i'm keeping it together' line he says to jimmy in the scene where he and anya are talking#can definitely be read as being a response to what anya's just told him#so that's something#we don't really get any evidence in the scenes afterwards that he hates jimmy for anya reasons rather than his usual reasons but still
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how do i turn qantoineâs spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoineâs vod: LâANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc itâs a a joke . but itâs also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . âdonât you want to get married?â#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he âdoesnât have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyoneâ#and antoine says âwell butâ just a marriageâ like itâs the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal â he getting betrayed by others and how#heâs fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that heâs gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesnât necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but itâs that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how heâs tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and thereâs an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesnât like secret keeping but doesnât seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman iâm not sure he understands what heâs doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesnât make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at armâs length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole âsecret keepingâ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles whoâs actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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Hi Beans, Iâm finally here. Diluting the sad with fun and very OOC.
I donât really have a lot of ideas about what to write, but I remembered that I shared my idea of Es with the chivalrous Argenti's personality. So. AU in a vacuum (maybe an actors AU, maybe not), where Es thought that it would be funny to surprise the prisoners with the behavior of a knight(maybe Jackalope came up with that idea, maybe just strange sense of humor). What about the prisoners' reactions? (gallantry and compliments to plants attached) I think Mahiru would have joined the drive even if she didnât really understand what happened. Fuuta would probably say "ugh, cringe" and that would make him a great target for the rest of the day.
YESS ahahaha, this is such a fun idea! I wrote a little scene with a few characters, but honestly it's hysterical picturing any of them trying to figure out how to react to this new and sparkling Es... I went for a version where not even Jackalope was prepared, but I can certainly see him suggesting something crazy like that to shake things up omg. Thank you so much for the request! The original meme was made by Mug, and I couldn't help but do a doodle myself â¨đš
Amane was the first to witness it. She fled as soon as possible, finding sanctuary in the common room. The others were surprised as she stumbled in, face pale and eyes wide. Very little could frighten the girl; it was not a good sign.
Yuno moved to comfort her. âWhatâs wrong?âÂ
Her eyes went distant with the harrowing memory. âItâs Es,â was all she said.Â
âDid they do something cruel?â
âNo. Worse.â Amane shivered. âThey were⌠nice.â
âThey were what?â
Amane opened her mouth, but paused at the sound of heels clicking down the hallway.Â
She stiffened. âIf you need me you can find me in my cell.â She disappeared as quickly as she came. The others, who had been listening in on the odd conversation, gaped after her. They tried to piece together what had been so unsettling. Still, Esâ boots approached.Â
All eyes landed on the doorway.Â
And Es appeared. They looked very normal. Jackalope hopped up behind them. All shoulders sagged in relief. Es surveyed the room, slightly surprised to find everyone staring.Â
Then, they smiled.Â
It was a genuine, bright smile. The blue-gray of their eyes sparkled with a new light. Their lips parted to release a lighthearted laugh, unlike anything the prisoners had heard from them before.
They glided through the room, heels clicking lightly behind them until they came to Muu. The others stood frozen in place.
Es swept their cape aside with a grand flourish of their arm. They held both her hand and her gaze with warmth.
âWhy, hello, Muu! Youâre looking as positively lovely as always. Has this fine morning treated you well?â
âUmâŚâ She looked to everyone, her face pleading for a little guidance. They were too busy looking eagerly to her in astonishment. âUh⌠yes?â
âIâm pleased to hear it.â They reached behind themself. The room let out a soft gasp as they produced a pale pink flower from underneath their cape.
âFor you, my dear.â
They didnât wait for her to finish stuttering a confused âthank youâ before they turned to whoever was standing closest. Mahiruâs own face lit up as Es turned their glimmering gaze her way. Fuuta scoffed, muttering something about this being the lamest, cringiest thing heâd witnessed. Es pretended not to hear.
âShiina Mahiru⌠a smile like yours is rare to find in a place like this. I thank you for it.â They pinched their chin and angled their head, thinking. âThe meaning of your name has to do with light, correct?âÂ
She nodded, unable to keep the giddiness from her face. The others watched as Es moved their glove behind once more. Surely there was no room for any more flowers hidden thereâŚ
Surely they were all mistaken â Es flicked their wrist to present a small gathering of yellow blooms.
âSomething radiant for someone as bright as you.â
She fell over herself with gratitude and giggles. She tried to tuck it into her hair, and Mikoto stepped over to help her. The pair raised their eyebrows at each other in disbelief.Â
This time, Es retrieved their gift before turning to their next victim. A classic red rose. They caught a prisonerâs gaze.Â
âOh, no. Nope. No way.â Fuuta held up his hands, as if it could ward them off. âI donât want your stupid-ass flowers.âÂ
âNow, now, I see youâre playing hard to get, as usual.â They brushed their thumb along the thorny stem. âYou know, the rose has a very similar approach.â
Fuutaâs face now matched the flowerâs color. âWhaââ He stumbled backward, then took off running to the door. âI donât know what weird mind games youâre trying to pull, but Iâm staying out of it!âÂ
Es only clicked their tongue gently when he disappeared. âAlways making things difficult, that one. All part of his charm, I suppose.âÂ
They followed to the entrance. Turning briefly, they flashed their smile once more.âIt was wonderful to see you all! I will await our next meeting eagerly.âÂ
With a fluttery wave, they vanished.Â
Everyoneâs attention shot to Jackalope, who had paused in the doorway. No one could understand his voice, but his little rabbit face seemed to say, Hey, don't look at me. I have no fucking idea.
#milgram#es#muu kusunoki#mahiru shiina#fuuta kajiyama#featuring others#asdfsadfs its so silly i love that for them đ#i hope i wrote them alright -- i dont usually analyze that character type for writing too much đ
#i think yuno and muu would be suspicious at first since theyre used to fake people but would see it was all harmless and accept es' kindnes#haruka and mahiru are super flattered all the time <3 mikoto enjoys it but doesnt really take the compliments to heart#fuuta is downright disgusted but YES it makes him the biggest target đ#shidou and kazui dont quite understand#but theyre both poetic guys and would probably nod along and muse on what es is saying about flowers and beauty#i wrote amane uncomfortable for the comedy but honestly i think shed enjoy it too after getting over her confusion#kotoko just tries to talk to es as normal#theyll give her a poetic speech complimenting her only to be met with#'yeah i know but thats not important. now as we were talking about...'#no one knows where they keep getting all these flowers from#asdfsdf the art had me cackling the whole time -- if you post yours lmk!!! it was so perfect omg#drabbles
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New haircut! I really like this design for him but im not sure ill keep it, probably not, but its nice for doodles
#my art#hermitcraft fanart#hermitcraft#mumbo jumbo fanart#mumbo jumbo#mumbo#mumbo fanart#pencil sketch#pen sketch#?#partially#I like making multiple designs for characters so I can take certain aspects of each design and mash them into one#for example I think ill keep the silly lines under this Mumbos eyes and add them to my usual design of him#I have a LOT of designs for Scar Grian and Mumbo its just that I dont really share them bc theyre not too noteworthy#ive been wanting to add a nose to Grian that ive had on an older design of him#and with Scar ive been wanting to add his lashes again that ive had for his first design#its Grians hair that im struggling with mostly at the moment#in my brain its very flat and that works for when I draw him as just some guy but ive been trying out designs for cuteguy lately and the-#-flat hair simply isnt doing him justice#I dont think hed have curly hair so I tried to make it slightly wavy but that looked wrong on him as well#i hope ill come up with something soon though#also i tried doing the thingy where you put your art utensils beside the art cuz i rlly like it when artists do that but idk if it works-#-for me? i think ill just stick with taking pictures of the art without the utensils idk
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