#I MEAN IM SURE THERE'S SOME DARKNESS
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I love how the bats are known for having a million gadgets and being overprepared for anything meanwhile dick doesn’t have pockets
#leo says shit#batfam#nightwing#dick grayson#i mean im sure he does but bros out their in a skintight catsuit with no utlitity belt. how#hot take but nightwing has the worst costume of the entire fam#everyone else has some sort of swag meanwhile he's just a dude in a mask with a stick#i bird on your chest does not make you look like a superhero you're still just Some Guy#if you dont want to wear a cape you either have to have an excessive amount of armor or tactical gear or be spiderman#i miss discowing.#i miss the dark blue costume with the gold across his chest and shoulders.#he looks so stupid when he's around people in the daytime#least he could do is add something around his waist. like a blue lighting design or a skirt.#something to jazz it up cuz he looks so lame.
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(some) r1999 charas but i assign them entities from the magnus archives
#reverse 1999#r1999#tma#the magnus archives#i hope someone out there Understands#ok to be honest there are a bunch of these placements that im not 100% set on#such as click#i mean he's already deceased so perhaps end came to mind for that reason#slaughter came to mind but he's only a war PHOTOGRAPHER so i can't see him being that#desolation regulus would be so funny can you imagine#the vast ones are mostly the space-themed characters#except eternity who is deep sea/ocean themed of course#also i wonder if there's better options for an an lee and horrorpedia#dark just feels like a Classic fear so i picked that out for them#also i think vertin should absolutely be an avatar#but i'm not sure of what yet#the vast? something to do with the vastness of time n whatnot#or maybe even the end? i don't know#tma entities#might as well tag some (but not all) characters#horropedia#necrologist#tooth fairy#matilda bouanich#regulus#dikke#druvis iii#pavia#balloon party#tennant
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Steve got the Cat Valentine treatment from the fandom. 😐
#cat went from being pretty alt with dark dyed red hair#a vague background that made her seem super mysterious#AND she just genuinely had a bit of a darker vibe#but by the time she was in Sam and Cat she was wearing only pastel fluffy dresses and long wave red hair#like they fucking lobotomized her#and i mean steve didnt have the same alt style as her but he's always been a bit of a bitch#and knows what he wants and how to get it#but the fandom treats him like he's a dumb little puppy who wears pastels and need eddie or robin to guide him through the world#just...#its kinda weird how people baby him#especially wjen he's one of the older and more mature characters#im like 99% sure its to make eddie or robin looker cooler and better next to him and its genuinely annoying#like sure he and cat were pretty dumb at times but that is NOT their only character traits#he's actually really strategic and caring as hell but all people write him as is some sumb pretty jock!#alright im done#steve harrington#eddie munson#robin buckley#steddie#cat valentine#victorious#sam and cat#also i didnt realize how shitty my spelling was in these tags very sorry
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real talk i actually do put like. an unreasonable amount of effort into my textpost memes behind the scenes so it's actually really rewarding to get to share them thanks for putting up with my antics
#zanna talks#like first off i'm always doing my best to make sure they are not only in character but actually over a frame that makes SENSE in context#(many of my memes are incredibly situationally specific bc of this)#but on top of that i want them all to be consistently formatted so i have to track down the og textpost to get my own screenshot if#the one i have on hand is too low quality/weirdly formatted/in one of the tumblr color palettes other than classic#which adds a lot of extra work. but i want them to be nice and consistent and i want ppl to be able to screenshot the textpost for their#OWN textpost memes and have it look nice bc how i started out was by doing that and it's HARD to find non-crunchy ones sometimes#and THEN i have all the extra work of getting 1080p screenshots (forgive me. some are 720p and you can TELL. my wifi is bad) which#(bc of bad wifi) takes HOURS. and then i have to format them all so they're the same pixel ratio without weird white lines anywhere.#and THEN i have to put the textpost on top and arrange it so it looks nice graphically#and THEN i have to arrange them all in sets in chronological order but without too many from one movie or scene or of one character#(this is bc i am a freak)#so like. by the time u see these things i have put HOURS of work and careful consideration and curation into them#i do not do this lightly im deeply unwell#so yeah um. this has been a Post. explaining my unhinged process.#did i mention ive made over 200 for narnia hahahhahahah anyway#(and yes the fact that the tumnus one i made is on dark mode means i spent A FULL HOUR trying to find the og or a different screenshot#and could not and that KILLS ME.)
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Ok so the person I had for my driving test was really nice, actually. I mentioned how I do have glasses but it's a light prescription so I might be able to do the sight test without them & I'd like to try. And he was chill with it, just said that whatever I did in the place I had to do during the test too. Which apparently I don't need 20/20, I just need at least one eye to pass it. So I did!!! My left eye definitely didn't see good enough lol but my right eye managed it. Which means I don't have a glasses restriction on my license. I just need to have mirrors on both sides, which pretty much all cars do these days.
So I drove without my glasses. It went fine! Just made me a little more nervous about reading speed limit signs, but I managed. I didn't even have to do parallel parking for it lol. He just had me drive thru some residential areas, thru a school zone, etc etc. I was very careful to not speed at All and to fully stop at every stop sign. Etc etc.
Got out of the car and he was like "now that we're out of the car, congratulations! You passed!!" And I was so keyed up on nerves that it didn't fully sink in immediately hdkshfks but it's sinking in I think
I passed my driving skills test!!! I have my license!!!!! Smth I've been so nervous about for TEN. YEARS. I finally did it!!!! And then I'll get my own car, and I'll be much more independent, and I can DO THINGS....!!!! Like go to the mall on a whim!!!!! Exciting!!!!!
#speculation nation#need my therapist to sort out her stuff so we can have sessions again so i can tell her!!!!!#she'll be so excited to hear ive gotten my license hfkshfk bc i sure am too#i have. turtle decal stickers. for my car. i got them some months back in the hopes of getting my license before too long.#im not gonna go over the top with stickers bc i dont wanna put a spotlight on myself.#but... a few cute turles in unobstructive spots of my windows.... yes 🥺🥺🥺🥺#hope i can find a nice car color. not white. dont want white. but maybe black or grey or smth#dont rly want red or a dark blue. but i mean if it's otherwise the perfect car maybe i'd get that#and then maybe get it painted?? idk. still dont want anything too loud. but also. it'll be my Baby...!!!!!!!#im going to be one of those ppl who loves their car way too much#i cant help it. i have longed for her for so long... and she is almost within my grasp...#ABSOLUTELY gonna name her btw. i'll come up with something good. guaranteed.
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the apartmentverse urge to make the assassins weird immortals due to interacting with the apple who all survive to the modern day and have to Deal with mundane things like public transport…
#they should have a support group about it#ezio would start it. im not sure how high attendance is. probably not very high or consistent.#but like they do have it. technically. they can find the few others who understand what the price of interacting with the pieces of eden was#they’re probably much more The Old Guard than apartmentverse technically but i do need to make altaïr and ezio just hang out. maybe go#through a mcdonalds drive through together. get some mcnuggets.#still covered in blood but it’s dark out so the employees don’t see as they hand their food off. and they climb on top of a warehouse to eat#together. i don’t think they’re… friends? in the way you’d think of friends normally but its more like. when you go to primary school with#someone and they become your friend because you have such a limited pool of options but they’re your friend for life because of that shared#experience. ezio & altaïr are that but for being forced into immortality when they both wish they could have left this fight a long long#time ago and now everyone else they’ve known and loved are gone and they’ve even lost track of their descendants because well. after a while#there’s just… so many.#the other assassins should go through this too. i genuineky dont remember if bayek found any eden artifacts but i like him so he should be#around. and maybe his wife. evie & jacob of course. and the ac3 protag i havent met yet.#also that pirate guy. i played ac4 for five minutes ten years ago but im claiming him he should be around#the point is. when you’ve been around this long. all the other disagreements pale in comparison to that shared weight.#and the point of THAT is. if the templars ever found out about this and kidnapped one of their group. suddenly like a dozen assassins with#hundreds of years of experience each descend on them to free their friend.#they may not be able to dismantle the templars completely even working together. but they can sure as hell protect what’s theirs.#the other point of this is desmond getting accepted into this weird little group.#they’re not *not* also a cult to be fair but-#ohhhhhh thinks about 16 year old fresh runaway desmond on ezio’s couch (he likes having his own place. so sue him. altaïr’s the one opposed#to settling down. like it’ll come back to bite him to choose a home. (and ezio’s in denial that having a home will always one day mean#leaving it.)) and *anyway* teenage desmond fresh off the farm and months without a home. probably *not* agreeing to be brought home with#ezio per say. and altaïr is there because ezio kidnapping children is *weird* and maybe altaïr is not technically the oldest assassin but#he sure does seem to take responsibility for all their actions like he is. anyway. he questions ezio. and all ezio has to say in his defense#is. is. ‘look at him.’#and for now. before they know *who* desmond is. for now he has a spot on ezio’s couch because he looks so much like a younger altaïr.#the end of the world and all the prophecy can come later and desmond *probably* gave ezio a fake name so he can also freak out when they#learn that little detail as well. BUT. but. you get it#ive rambled on too much here
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i think for the shitty scorpion family, their entire dynamic is definitely toxic (heh) but also neither dusk nor bruno is an inherently terrible person? its just that they’re a) horrible together longterm as they are and b) people who should not have had kids.
#last art was definitely more of a dark humor vibe but one thing that i thiiink kinda comes through is that like.#both of them are projecting their own bullshit onto their kids. bruno has an extremely toxic idea of what it means to be an alpha#and its really just a way hes excused his own semi-suicidal tendencies and horrible self worth. but bc castor is like him he tries to make#him the same way#while dusk is incredibly emotionally stunted and was always punished for wanting intimacy. shes not gonna be affectionate with her kids#at least coming IMMEDIATELY out of her bad situation. shes been given zero time to process her trauma and now shes a mom#and shes just not emotionally suited for that#none of this is an excuse for their actions obviously. both castor and cecil suffer for years to come over thid#this#and this is all castor backstory. hes the most important player here no matter what#part of his arc is about unlearning all of this and breaking the cycle#and yknow im well aware the audience is likely gonna hate these guys and thats completely understandable. but their shittiness fascinates me#like. its specific shittiness. its shittiness that couldve been helped if those two werent at the literal worst point of their lives#castor never sees his bio family again but. i always figured that if he met his parents again as an adult. hed be pissed at them ofc#and give em a piece of his mind. but theyd probably done some introspection by then and they could probably somewhat repair their rel#relationship#<- not canon info jsyk but idk…#yeah though. also dw i have other shitty parents that dont get redeemed at all LMAO#i am very anti ‘’you need to forgive blood family no matter what’’. hell castor still doesnt. i am doing au musing rn#starfall lore#<- sure#would anyone be open to more character rambling stuff like this btw…
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THE BLOG HAS BEEN BLOGGATED
Was stede in a cunty coat. Now am a flying rat. Life is good
#It looks like dog shit but at least im not pretending to be an exclusively ofmd blog now#i mean#what does a rat even like#you cannot know#rats are unpredictable#this fucked up rat with dark angel wings could be posting anything from very cool pictures cheese#to like.#reader X snoopy fics#you just don't know#and I think thats beautiful#ALSO im not saying that im abandoning ofmd or anything#tbh i think thats impossible#i just want my blog to reflect my interests#and those interests aren't solely OFMD anymore#i don't even know WHAT they are rn#probably some very weird mixture of x-men. 911. OFMD. Good Omens. Disco Elysium and god knows what more#throw some stardew valley in there too#why tf not#anyway. i have a new face now! which im not sure i like! it might change in a week! who knows!#my posts#random stuff#the rattening
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devastating how many books of ancient literature and history have been lost. it's so hard to imagine until you actually see a list and realise that those are the works we know to be lost, just how much of it is gone that we have no idea about?
#litchi.txt#Ive taken up a lot more reading over the last months#(by reading understand: I am venturing beyond the realm of ao3)#and I mean Ive mentioned that I am reading the alexander trilogy but Im doing some research on the side as well#since I forgot like 80% of the stuff I knew about my boy since I last looked into it#and I am just. so fucking devastated to know that I have the majority of surviving sources on him. right on my bookshelf#and then I look thru the historiography of alexander on wikipedia because surely that cant be it right?#and oh. oh the amount of lost works on him alone. just the amount of books on him that we know of that are lost#the accounts of ptolemy i and his own diaries#but what of the other generals? what of the other members of the court? just how much are we missing?#and that is a single man. a man that is so well known and admired#how many smaller things are we missing?#and don't even get me started of just how difficult it is to do research into the middle ages's dark ages#things after the fall of the roman empire before the rise of a new prominent kingdom#(I am so very bothered by how little we know of Samo's Empire there is a total of one paragraph we can say about him)
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do you ever think about right after v kisses kerry how he says w dazed disbelief he wants this gorgeous moment to last forever to a dying man and johnny’s remark about ‘kerry never did get it. only one thing worse than unfulfilled dreams— dreams that come true’ and how quietly gutted he sounds and then you think about how how kerry’s always wanted to get with johnny and how kerry only romances male v because it unconsciously or not fits into that fifty year old want for johnny or do you do yo u… do you
#cp 2077#johnny silverhand#kerry eurodyne#silverdyne#silvervdyne#‘johnnys talking about Kerry’s career’ TO YOU!!#i mean. ugh hes self-centered enough that even after all of Kerry’s confessions and admittance he likes the spotlight#sure. johnny can be like. hes lying lol he hates being famous.#this is a dream come true turned bad. which is. missing the plot of kerry exorcism of johnnys ghost#but truly kerry doesnt hate being famous#i think he hates certain parts but he likes people hearing him sing he likes the reach#and its far enough in the plot johnny has some empathy#and hes self centered but hes not stupid#and THEN taking into account those cut lines after v fucks kerry. oooooh boy.#if johnnys being self-centered its because his line is referring to himself because how long has HE been waiting to kiss kerry#and how horrible is this dream finally realized#as an engram in another mans body#anyway call me Pepe Silvia the way im making these baseless accusations and connections#im very close to being finished w my dark matter rewrite and replaying every iteration of the talk w kerry#made me feel things……..
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Do u not ship tatum and brown 💔
#ur answer#LMFAO TO BE SRS THO#i do ship them but i also dont#like i like the ship i think it's rlly cute#i just dont feel the urge to write for it myself or comment on it#ill see pics of them and be like aww!! the cuties!! married !#but like thats all tbh#i dont have the personal compulsion to explore their relationship in depth on my own time#now that dowsnt mean i know nothing abt them. i know bits n pieces but only from moots#not from research done on my own accord#and bcs i dont have that solid backbone to play off of#i dont feel comfortable personally to write stuff for them if what im mainly playing off of are small bits#to make a big whole thing#then ill feel like it's a disservice to those that DO know the whole thing so i just leave it to the more experienced ya feel?#theres a lot of blogs who DO do that research and thats awesome! i do research too! judt on other things#everyone has their own cups of tea they like to sip and they like to down#i like to sip on some ships but ull Know when i down a ship bcs . ya. ill be the iceberg baby#it's like my opinion on favs like zach lavine#hes pretty and i can see the reason for being a fan but personally im just a fan of other things !#a bigger fan* i mean. i like him. but do i LIKE like him? cant say for sure bcs i havent made the effort to get to know him fr#and i dont feel the need to bcs i just dont and thats ok! no need to make any violent defense up when theres none needed#altho i do feel like sometimes a ship like jt and jb can run the risk of the curry lebron thing where#a lot of ppl jump into writing it bcs pretty light man paired with powerful seeming/looking dark man = wowziezowa#and thats all it ever is to them#so i Do tend to avoid Some media of it. but again. unforch. this follows a Lot of the popular ships between a light complex&dark one#do i think theyre super cute ? yes! do i find their found family adorbs! ofc! in a way i ship them and in a way i dont#i am just a creature at the end of the day#soggy :(
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#sorry im thinking abt death again#because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died#that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from#time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed#i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she#died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way#my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today#for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days#and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt#future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her#last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that#and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving.#sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless#others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club#i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her#stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i#dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my#family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters#probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno.#i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity.#again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a#full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length#unrelated
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I hate to say it but a lot of the fucked up stuff in Berserk is what makes it good actually
#and i do not mean this in an edgelord way but just like#the darkness of the world makes the light parts shine harder in contrast#makes the struggle of the characters attempting to salvage their humanity and hope and relationships and happiness more impressive to watch#not to mention just how much of the worldbuilding and art style and themes are only able to be fully expressed#by including much of the more cruel and horrific and darker more imaginative stuff#i am thinking about this because of watching the berserk 97 anime btw#like im not sure i would even want to watch some of the worst parts of the berserk manga animated bc its hard to stomach#but ALSO seeing the story toned down and made a bit more run of the mill and tame and less fantastical and intense#isnt really doing it for me either?#definitely glad i was first introduced to it with the manga i just dont think any adaptation#will quite be able to compare#berserk#p
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trying not to say anything accidentally vulgar or offensive in a foreign language you dont yet master:
#i enjoy when the dictionary tries to help you with it by adding big warnings on words#like 'fag - faggot (PEJORATIVE. OFFENSIVE!!!!!!!)'#especially enjoy that some words get 1 exclamation mark on offensive and others 2#anyway learning a language is like stumbling through a dark house trying to find light switches while tripping over furniture#and walking into walkings left and right and behind every other door you open theres sex happening#i dont remember this from learning english but that mightve been bc i learnt at school where they mightve like just. steered us Around that#this is my biggest fear in writing french tbh that i write a sentene and someone is gonna be like oh boy thats suggestive#i didnt mean toooo#in english you can be sure i meant to#it mightve been an accident but all the same i meant to#in french im trying to turn everything as tame and clear as possible#even though it's a little boring#stages of language learning: a1 - a2 - b1 - b2 - being suggestive - making mistakes on purpose - puns
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"reblog for something lgbt to happen to you" at this point i'd be grateful if something straight happened to me
#bluebird.txt#i'd love to stop feeling like an unlikeable freak!!!#i get it i'm gay i look at least like a lesbian and at queerest as Some Thing I'm Not Sure How to Gender#but like. damn bro!#not even anyone? at all?#first of all i get no attention from girls and there's barely any thems (and im friends with most of the thems)#secondly not that i want the attention of cishet men but as i said before i'll take fucking anything to feel something#the most i get from cishet men has been laughing when i run because im late to class or a concert#like okay wow you find someone just running funny? i pity your entire brain#i think im just bored#its not like i understand romantic stuff any more really#i understand it on a logical level i think#but tell me why when i find a girl i have a huge crush on the SECOND i just need out platonically with someone else#the girl evaporates from my brain#and when i make the attempt to put myself out there and be like hey wanna go on a date?#all will to actually go on the date also evaporates?#she hasn't answered and that's an answer so im like alright even if you texted me late i actually do not care if i never see you again#not in a malicious way!!! just in a very bland you have not made a meaningful impact on my life way even though you seem cool!#which doesn't sound much better but trust me i mean these factually objectively not personally meanly#i have other friends mostly cis friends who have gotten guys after them and as much as like most of those guys are at best#a little annoying and at worst sort of creeps#like. THAT'S NEVER HAPPENED TO ME EITHER!!!#when i walk alone on campus esp when it's dark i do worry about assault and rape and stuff#but that's just the statistics and stuff#i know i'm not immune but in a weird way not being liked by anyone at all gives me reassurance that well#at least i'll probably never be assaulted at least not any time soon bc no one's ever looked at this (me) and had any kinds of#attracted thoughts#though that's definitely a false sense of security#after all someone could decide they hate transgenders and gender ambiguous people and assault me of course that could always happen!#i don't think it's likely to but. you never know!
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i dont remember why i made this
#pers#khux#khdr#dark road#<- i forgot which tag i use. oops#im sure i made it for some reason but im cleaning up my desktop and i was like. i mean real but what was it for
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