#I MEAN IM SURE THERE'S SOME DARKNESS
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(some) r1999 charas but i assign them entities from the magnus archives
#reverse 1999#r1999#tma#the magnus archives#i hope someone out there Understands#ok to be honest there are a bunch of these placements that im not 100% set on#such as click#i mean he's already deceased so perhaps end came to mind for that reason#slaughter came to mind but he's only a war PHOTOGRAPHER so i can't see him being that#desolation regulus would be so funny can you imagine#the vast ones are mostly the space-themed characters#except eternity who is deep sea/ocean themed of course#also i wonder if there's better options for an an lee and horrorpedia#dark just feels like a Classic fear so i picked that out for them#also i think vertin should absolutely be an avatar#but i'm not sure of what yet#the vast? something to do with the vastness of time n whatnot#or maybe even the end? i don't know#tma entities#might as well tag some (but not all) characters#horropedia#necrologist#tooth fairy#matilda bouanich#regulus#dikke#druvis iii#pavia#balloon party#tennant
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I love how the bats are known for having a million gadgets and being overprepared for anything meanwhile dick doesn’t have pockets
#leo says shit#batfam#nightwing#dick grayson#i mean im sure he does but bros out their in a skintight catsuit with no utlitity belt. how#hot take but nightwing has the worst costume of the entire fam#everyone else has some sort of swag meanwhile he's just a dude in a mask with a stick#i bird on your chest does not make you look like a superhero you're still just Some Guy#if you dont want to wear a cape you either have to have an excessive amount of armor or tactical gear or be spiderman#i miss discowing.#i miss the dark blue costume with the gold across his chest and shoulders.#he looks so stupid when he's around people in the daytime#least he could do is add something around his waist. like a blue lighting design or a skirt.#something to jazz it up cuz he looks so lame.
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Steve got the Cat Valentine treatment from the fandom. 😐
#cat went from being pretty alt with dark dyed red hair#a vague background that made her seem super mysterious#AND she just genuinely had a bit of a darker vibe#but by the time she was in Sam and Cat she was wearing only pastel fluffy dresses and long wave red hair#like they fucking lobotomized her#and i mean steve didnt have the same alt style as her but he's always been a bit of a bitch#and knows what he wants and how to get it#but the fandom treats him like he's a dumb little puppy who wears pastels and need eddie or robin to guide him through the world#just...#its kinda weird how people baby him#especially wjen he's one of the older and more mature characters#im like 99% sure its to make eddie or robin looker cooler and better next to him and its genuinely annoying#like sure he and cat were pretty dumb at times but that is NOT their only character traits#he's actually really strategic and caring as hell but all people write him as is some sumb pretty jock!#alright im done#steve harrington#eddie munson#robin buckley#steddie#cat valentine#victorious#sam and cat#also i didnt realize how shitty my spelling was in these tags very sorry
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I hate to say it but a lot of the fucked up stuff in Berserk is what makes it good actually
#and i do not mean this in an edgelord way but just like#the darkness of the world makes the light parts shine harder in contrast#makes the struggle of the characters attempting to salvage their humanity and hope and relationships and happiness more impressive to watch#not to mention just how much of the worldbuilding and art style and themes are only able to be fully expressed#by including much of the more cruel and horrific and darker more imaginative stuff#i am thinking about this because of watching the berserk 97 anime btw#like im not sure i would even want to watch some of the worst parts of the berserk manga animated bc its hard to stomach#but ALSO seeing the story toned down and made a bit more run of the mill and tame and less fantastical and intense#isnt really doing it for me either?#definitely glad i was first introduced to it with the manga i just dont think any adaptation#will quite be able to compare#berserk#p
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real talk i actually do put like. an unreasonable amount of effort into my textpost memes behind the scenes so it's actually really rewarding to get to share them thanks for putting up with my antics
#zanna talks#like first off i'm always doing my best to make sure they are not only in character but actually over a frame that makes SENSE in context#(many of my memes are incredibly situationally specific bc of this)#but on top of that i want them all to be consistently formatted so i have to track down the og textpost to get my own screenshot if#the one i have on hand is too low quality/weirdly formatted/in one of the tumblr color palettes other than classic#which adds a lot of extra work. but i want them to be nice and consistent and i want ppl to be able to screenshot the textpost for their#OWN textpost memes and have it look nice bc how i started out was by doing that and it's HARD to find non-crunchy ones sometimes#and THEN i have all the extra work of getting 1080p screenshots (forgive me. some are 720p and you can TELL. my wifi is bad) which#(bc of bad wifi) takes HOURS. and then i have to format them all so they're the same pixel ratio without weird white lines anywhere.#and THEN i have to put the textpost on top and arrange it so it looks nice graphically#and THEN i have to arrange them all in sets in chronological order but without too many from one movie or scene or of one character#(this is bc i am a freak)#so like. by the time u see these things i have put HOURS of work and careful consideration and curation into them#i do not do this lightly im deeply unwell#so yeah um. this has been a Post. explaining my unhinged process.#did i mention ive made over 200 for narnia hahahhahahah anyway#(and yes the fact that the tumnus one i made is on dark mode means i spent A FULL HOUR trying to find the og or a different screenshot#and could not and that KILLS ME.)
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Ok so the person I had for my driving test was really nice, actually. I mentioned how I do have glasses but it's a light prescription so I might be able to do the sight test without them & I'd like to try. And he was chill with it, just said that whatever I did in the place I had to do during the test too. Which apparently I don't need 20/20, I just need at least one eye to pass it. So I did!!! My left eye definitely didn't see good enough lol but my right eye managed it. Which means I don't have a glasses restriction on my license. I just need to have mirrors on both sides, which pretty much all cars do these days.
So I drove without my glasses. It went fine! Just made me a little more nervous about reading speed limit signs, but I managed. I didn't even have to do parallel parking for it lol. He just had me drive thru some residential areas, thru a school zone, etc etc. I was very careful to not speed at All and to fully stop at every stop sign. Etc etc.
Got out of the car and he was like "now that we're out of the car, congratulations! You passed!!" And I was so keyed up on nerves that it didn't fully sink in immediately hdkshfks but it's sinking in I think
I passed my driving skills test!!! I have my license!!!!! Smth I've been so nervous about for TEN. YEARS. I finally did it!!!! And then I'll get my own car, and I'll be much more independent, and I can DO THINGS....!!!! Like go to the mall on a whim!!!!! Exciting!!!!!
#speculation nation#need my therapist to sort out her stuff so we can have sessions again so i can tell her!!!!!#she'll be so excited to hear ive gotten my license hfkshfk bc i sure am too#i have. turtle decal stickers. for my car. i got them some months back in the hopes of getting my license before too long.#im not gonna go over the top with stickers bc i dont wanna put a spotlight on myself.#but... a few cute turles in unobstructive spots of my windows.... yes 🥺🥺🥺🥺#hope i can find a nice car color. not white. dont want white. but maybe black or grey or smth#dont rly want red or a dark blue. but i mean if it's otherwise the perfect car maybe i'd get that#and then maybe get it painted?? idk. still dont want anything too loud. but also. it'll be my Baby...!!!!!!!#im going to be one of those ppl who loves their car way too much#i cant help it. i have longed for her for so long... and she is almost within my grasp...#ABSOLUTELY gonna name her btw. i'll come up with something good. guaranteed.
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i think for the shitty scorpion family, their entire dynamic is definitely toxic (heh) but also neither dusk nor bruno is an inherently terrible person? its just that they’re a) horrible together longterm as they are and b) people who should not have had kids.
#last art was definitely more of a dark humor vibe but one thing that i thiiink kinda comes through is that like.#both of them are projecting their own bullshit onto their kids. bruno has an extremely toxic idea of what it means to be an alpha#and its really just a way hes excused his own semi-suicidal tendencies and horrible self worth. but bc castor is like him he tries to make#him the same way#while dusk is incredibly emotionally stunted and was always punished for wanting intimacy. shes not gonna be affectionate with her kids#at least coming IMMEDIATELY out of her bad situation. shes been given zero time to process her trauma and now shes a mom#and shes just not emotionally suited for that#none of this is an excuse for their actions obviously. both castor and cecil suffer for years to come over thid#this#and this is all castor backstory. hes the most important player here no matter what#part of his arc is about unlearning all of this and breaking the cycle#and yknow im well aware the audience is likely gonna hate these guys and thats completely understandable. but their shittiness fascinates me#like. its specific shittiness. its shittiness that couldve been helped if those two werent at the literal worst point of their lives#castor never sees his bio family again but. i always figured that if he met his parents again as an adult. hed be pissed at them ofc#and give em a piece of his mind. but theyd probably done some introspection by then and they could probably somewhat repair their rel#relationship#<- not canon info jsyk but idk…#yeah though. also dw i have other shitty parents that dont get redeemed at all LMAO#i am very anti ‘’you need to forgive blood family no matter what’’. hell castor still doesnt. i am doing au musing rn#starfall lore#<- sure#would anyone be open to more character rambling stuff like this btw…
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THE BLOG HAS BEEN BLOGGATED
Was stede in a cunty coat. Now am a flying rat. Life is good
#It looks like dog shit but at least im not pretending to be an exclusively ofmd blog now#i mean#what does a rat even like#you cannot know#rats are unpredictable#this fucked up rat with dark angel wings could be posting anything from very cool pictures cheese#to like.#reader X snoopy fics#you just don't know#and I think thats beautiful#ALSO im not saying that im abandoning ofmd or anything#tbh i think thats impossible#i just want my blog to reflect my interests#and those interests aren't solely OFMD anymore#i don't even know WHAT they are rn#probably some very weird mixture of x-men. 911. OFMD. Good Omens. Disco Elysium and god knows what more#throw some stardew valley in there too#why tf not#anyway. i have a new face now! which im not sure i like! it might change in a week! who knows!#my posts#random stuff#the rattening
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Do u not ship tatum and brown 💔

#ur answer#LMFAO TO BE SRS THO#i do ship them but i also dont#like i like the ship i think it's rlly cute#i just dont feel the urge to write for it myself or comment on it#ill see pics of them and be like aww!! the cuties!! married !#but like thats all tbh#i dont have the personal compulsion to explore their relationship in depth on my own time#now that dowsnt mean i know nothing abt them. i know bits n pieces but only from moots#not from research done on my own accord#and bcs i dont have that solid backbone to play off of#i dont feel comfortable personally to write stuff for them if what im mainly playing off of are small bits#to make a big whole thing#then ill feel like it's a disservice to those that DO know the whole thing so i just leave it to the more experienced ya feel?#theres a lot of blogs who DO do that research and thats awesome! i do research too! judt on other things#everyone has their own cups of tea they like to sip and they like to down#i like to sip on some ships but ull Know when i down a ship bcs . ya. ill be the iceberg baby#it's like my opinion on favs like zach lavine#hes pretty and i can see the reason for being a fan but personally im just a fan of other things !#a bigger fan* i mean. i like him. but do i LIKE like him? cant say for sure bcs i havent made the effort to get to know him fr#and i dont feel the need to bcs i just dont and thats ok! no need to make any violent defense up when theres none needed#altho i do feel like sometimes a ship like jt and jb can run the risk of the curry lebron thing where#a lot of ppl jump into writing it bcs pretty light man paired with powerful seeming/looking dark man = wowziezowa#and thats all it ever is to them#so i Do tend to avoid Some media of it. but again. unforch. this follows a Lot of the popular ships between a light complex&dark one#do i think theyre super cute ? yes! do i find their found family adorbs! ofc! in a way i ship them and in a way i dont#i am just a creature at the end of the day#soggy :(
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#sorry im thinking abt death again#because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died#that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from#time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed#i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she#died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way#my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today#for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days#and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt#future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her#last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that#and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving.#sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless#others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club#i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her#stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i#dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my#family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters#probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno.#i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity.#again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a#full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length#unrelated
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trying not to say anything accidentally vulgar or offensive in a foreign language you dont yet master:
#i enjoy when the dictionary tries to help you with it by adding big warnings on words#like 'fag - faggot (PEJORATIVE. OFFENSIVE!!!!!!!)'#especially enjoy that some words get 1 exclamation mark on offensive and others 2#anyway learning a language is like stumbling through a dark house trying to find light switches while tripping over furniture#and walking into walkings left and right and behind every other door you open theres sex happening#i dont remember this from learning english but that mightve been bc i learnt at school where they mightve like just. steered us Around that#this is my biggest fear in writing french tbh that i write a sentene and someone is gonna be like oh boy thats suggestive#i didnt mean toooo#in english you can be sure i meant to#it mightve been an accident but all the same i meant to#in french im trying to turn everything as tame and clear as possible#even though it's a little boring#stages of language learning: a1 - a2 - b1 - b2 - being suggestive - making mistakes on purpose - puns
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i dont remember why i made this
#pers#khux#khdr#dark road#<- i forgot which tag i use. oops#im sure i made it for some reason but im cleaning up my desktop and i was like. i mean real but what was it for
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Sits in shambles I didn't read maybe Jorge's id correctly in the mysterious hermit logs the first god knows how many times I read them and only just now realized that it's the same id as the scientist that speaks in the agricultural notes log why must I be so bad at reading
#rat rambles#oni posting#on the bright side thats one mystery id kind of solved#by kind of I mean its most likely jorge but theres no way to comfirm it#this does make me feel like there might be some other b363 thing I missed but Im not sure if I doubt myself enough to go check rn#they are another character seen in story trait logs alongside an in game lifeform origin log just with critters this time#Ive made baseless speculation on who b363 could be based on what named characters we have without ids but its nowhere near confirmed#at least from what I remember but again Im starting to doubt myself a lil so I might double check at some point#the only idless characters we have fully marked off is nikola Im pretty sure#although based on the characters we do know anything abt itd most likely be either ada or liam but thats not saying much#ada is a fairly high probability tho since we basically 100% know that shes a part of the bioengineering department#liam possibly is too but thats more of a educated guess then smth particularly implied#Im glad I've finally realized who our lovely plant guy is tho#alas even if I find some hidden b363 content that still leaves I believe 3 ids unidentified#well we do know that at least one of them is steve but we don't know which one#and while we can take shots in the dark at who the scientist is theres also a second guard#and out of everyone we know bits and pieces abt theres no one who fits that bill or at least not anyone Im remembering#every other mentioned character is some flavor of scientist or is implied to be#not counting quinn but they are also off the table on account of not being a gravitas employee#so basically unless I missed smth the only previously established character that we know for sure is in that log is steve and the other two#could easily be any of the currently unused guys#and the other guard basically has to be unless theres scientists here that also double as guards
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in my mind there r two majors spheres of interest ive accumulated over the last several years. one of them consists of cartoons & lighthearted comedic media, bright primary colors, clowns, rubber ducks, toys, etc and the other one consists of horror, red black and silver things, violent crime fiction, gore, symbolic cannibalism etc. and my brain wants to connect them SO bad but the only connection it allows is to get rly excited over the fact that bugs bunny is in skinamarink
#also horror clowns as a connection is NOT acceptable for me for some reason i just fucking hate horror clowns#like i dont find them scary i jus hate them n think they r lame. get that blood off that clown doll little guy needs a bath what r u doing#i feel a bit self conscious abt the 'edgy' stuff i like sometimes bcz i feel ppl might see as like. cringe#like woah edgelord over here sure likes weird dark stuff like the pg-13 anime death note and the most popular fictional cannibal of all tim#but then i realize how inherently funny it is that a guy who feels literally no shame whatsoever abt playing w wind-up toys and clown makeu#would b embarrassed to tell ppl that he likes silence of the lambs an shit#like somehow THATS the thing thats gonna make ppl think im lame an immature. like. girl. b urself or dont what is this#also if u dont know what im talking abt im talking abt how prest-o chang-o plays on the tv#an influences the demon/monster things actions bcz it copies proto-bugs#an yea ik he hasnt made his official debut yet but i mean ben hardaway had already drawn that guy. that's Bugs' Bunny. directed by chuck jo#ok no more#should i have a rambles tag#charlie words#hows that
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srry homie for what im boutta do
for the au[other colors] i thought it would be cool to have klugs parents show up for a couple scenes, but for the timeline of the major events i needed them GONE and UNRESPONSIVE.
hes smart so i think, even at a young age, he gets that they're busy with work and all, and he's not alone per say- his friends and teachers and everyone in primp would definitely look out for him, but ive just been thinking. because like, i thought itd be cool if it was almost like strange also helped raise klug. as a (malicious) mentor of sorts. after they made truce (that they both keep breaking)
i imagine klugs parents are probably good people, but are horrible as parents. like they just keep doing their own thing and just let the village raise him.
but then that got me thinking, in this setting, do you think he would unknowingly (or maybe knowingly but trying not to think about it) resent them for not being there for him growing up?
#click for some deranged ramblings below with almost zero context#its other colors tadaaaa-*.#like klugs mom is awesome dark wizard but is too busy doing deep dungeon dives for months at a time to be home#shes a field scholar if you will#and klugs dad is very awesome sought out healer or whatever that also does dungeon runs. but he also does traveling healer stuff#i also thought itd be cool if they were divorced but on good terms and klug's primary guardian is supposed to be his mom#hence the looking up to her lots#oh i think#im pretty sure i got the jobs idea from someones headcanon years ago#im like 95% sure thats not a me idea#not my original idea <_<#hold#hold on now i gotta find it#edit: i found it!!!!! from minun @/marisexmas from way back when!!#anyway!! yea#ive been thinking about this because i was thinking of a scene before bed where klugs dad came back home like 6 months ***after***#klug had left the hospital. and then duh duh; plot plot#klug sees his dad packing again one night (its been a week max) to leave and he went “your leaving...?”#and the “already..?” goes unsaid but its clear from the tone and his dads like yeah they need me back at [hospital some countries away]#and he's all “okay klug remember to rest some your not looking to good still” and he just leaves#but the only reason his dad came in the first place was because his mom couldnt since she was balls deep in some dungeon#in the buttfukc of who knows where#but it#the accident was MONTHS AGO so the cruel part of klugs brain is all#damn what if i died?? would it have taken months for yall to show up#then too; if you even come????#and i woke up instantly to Write That Shit Down#((ngl mostly because the scene in my head was *chefs kiss* artstyle wise i mean. the colors were nice))#anyway this started because i wanted klug to battle strange and red ami but for serious reasons and then i backtracked just a bit#other colors
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btw hi hello still not abt to fucking . Forget NOR Forgive what they called this dashing summonable mofo in the earliest version of the english beta (& when i say the potential lore implications here are fucking Massive If that initial desc wasnt just old ass outdated lore text and actually happens to have Anything at all to do with the storys current iteration and intended direction. i MEAN that shit) so like yeah actually . yes i did post abt it back then as it happened. but im gonna talk abt it again i literally Must . speak my Truth
readmore as usual if u dont want leaks (well. its literally the outdated beta text desc of a TCG summon but . Well .) but like. i am 100% serious when i say this shit has Literally been rent free since then and the fact that the next beta update removed it in favor of calling that dude a bland ass "dark shadow" is just Genuinely my villain origin arc i want to SCREAM
LIKE. WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK . IM GOING TO TEAR MY HAIR OUT I JUST . AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
IT KILLS ME. IT KILLS ME. IM DYING IRL
WHAT FUCKING NEMESIS!??!?!?!?!?!?
#and like i knoooow i knooooooooooow its not actual verifiable lore for now bc shit changes from beta to live#and esp on the lore front shit has had major changes . this could be an old fucking thing that bears no significance#on what the story is Actually going for now. with the narwhal#EXCEPT ITS STILL LIKE. BUT THEY WROTE THAT FOR A REASON.#THAT WAS THE INITIAL DRAFT FOR A REASON. SO WHAT DOES IT MEAN WHAT DOES IT MEANNN#did they remove it because its no longer accurate????? or bc its information we arent supposed to HAVE yet? out in the open this explicitly#Surely. Surely. Surely. Surely.#also like . i am kinda obsessed w the fact that im p sure im like#the only fucking person#whos so obsessed w the narwhal that i just fucking SPEEDRAN my way to the FIRST version of the TCG kit for my beloved#the SECOND it went up. bc this change came FAST. it was like only a DAY. maybe 2. from when i first screenshotted this like AYO???#and the CRIME of them removing it like.#i might just Actually be the only living proof in here of. thsi fucking desc ever existing for the dark shadow 💀💀💀💀#i remember shadow of the ancient nemesis pre-irminsul............................................................#anyway . lets just say i have many fucking thoughts abt this nemesis guy but uhhhh maybe some other day#or maybe never given its just. lore in limbo its schrödingers lore#but like. either its surtalogi in which case confirmed fucking beef and i do NOT trust that fucking guy at all anymore and have proof for i#or then its ajax' previous incarnation in which case. the levels of toxic dysfunctional destined soulmate shit these two are on i. HELP#fellas how bad is the situationship when youre the destiny of the other etched into the stars whose traces he carries with himself#and the shadow guarding your core and the birthplace of the world that will be created within your stomach is modeled in his image#but youre. STILL. fucking stuck maiming each other on sight what the hell what the fuck. potentially for multiple lifetimes. unreal#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#but like Dude why did they change it man.................#genshin#rambles#narwhalposting
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