#I KNOW im not
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realising now while trying on my dipper cosplay for the first time that that "i want to he him" feeling i felt towards dipper when i first watched the show about 10 years ago was gender envy
#is anyone surprised#i know im not#gravity falls#gender envy#trans#transmasc#non binary#nonbinary#enby#dipper pines#gravity falls dipper
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just want you guys to know that whenever a new season drops, and we get all the fun bts and promo and so on and we always say “something shifted” like… we aren’t wrong.
every single time we say that something has indeed—shifted.
buck and eddie’s relationship is constantly changing and evolving in whatever way you may think, and just because it hasn’t gotten to the Obvious romance portion does Not mean that we’re “crazy” or “delusional” …
there is 100% something going on, and yea i see it as a slow burn. nothing makes more sense to me
(but also this is just my personal opinion, if you think otherwise; that is totally valid and i respect you but also please do not start a fight / argument about whether if i am wrong or not. this all just a bit of fun for me, i enjoy shipping them and i enjoy believing in them getting their happy ending! if you don’t that’s totally cool, and i absolutely get it)
#911 on abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#911 s7#like idk#i feel crazy sometimes saying it but#i know im not#because every time we have said this exact phrase#something HAS changed#the shooting#the will#the breakdown#the lightning strike#the graveyard scene#the couch of it all#i could go on
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yo..............
#NDSNDSJDSJD cant believe this. ok anyway. let me turn this into an acolyte only rp blog actually like#blog and url renovation underway. uno momento#hope everyone is doing well#i know im not
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#boink#me#im so sad#all i want to do is eat soup and cry but i have three essays due and a midterm and i still have to prep for class tomorrow#rehearsal was so shit today#i keep all the music binders and i was having trouble getting everything together#and everybody was waiting on me#so i told them to just like go ahead so i took the bus home#and it was empty and quiet except for a couple like half asleep leaning on each other talking about sushi#and it was very sweet#and i just want to cry#anyway im scared i might be in love with my friend#i know im not#but i cant articulate properly#how much i dont know how to deal with feelings like this#i want to get a tattoo#but im scared of committing to one#but i always feel so good with something on me#pen or paint or nail polish or whatever#i feel like it's filling something in#like a blank notebook page#like im highlighting something#drawing in the margins#my friend asked if i skinned my knee#she's wondeful. she asked if i wanted to get an apartment with her next year#i was scared that i wouldnt have anyone to live with again#but i have her#im very happy#i love her a lot
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I feel unwanted
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dawg i just KNOW dabi got that blue eyed stare. fuckin soulless lookin ass,,
#prove me wrong#i know im not#dabi#touya todoroki#mha dabi#bnha#boko no hero academia#my hero academia#mha
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Everyday I fight the urge to turn into a lunatic and keep individual diaries detailing personalities and traits of all the people around me
#Lisyen I love observing and analysing people don't. No#chatterbox#I cannot POSSIBLY be the only one#I KNOW im not
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I hate being anxious or antsy, it makes me feel like i'm being horrifically annoying
#i know im not#at least not like in a horrific way#maybe mildly#but like right now im so anxious that i could cry#because i've been having a bad time sleeping#mr beetle protects me but i think that this new medication is making me have vivid dreams#they are extremely emotionally taxing and i woke up crying this morning#I fucking hate that#idk im just having a hard time with a lot of things right now#idle chatter#dl
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id totally go by sonic if it wasnt such a character name. its not even a name. its like if i started going by fuhreaking spongebob. the best i can do is nicky, because its sonics alter ego in that one manga,. and my main reasoning is that its just really. ‘cringe’ NO offense to anyone that does go by sonic, because i really want to, but i kind of care about what people think. If i went by mario nobody would bat an eye, but if i went by a name like KIRBY, EVERYONE WOULD KNOW WHERE I GOT IT THERES NO SECRET!!!!!!!!!
and like i dressed up as sonic one time in roblox and now a few irls call me sonic and like that *does* make me really happy but its also like. a joke. a big joke 2 them. So im like “well ok i mean its not my actual name”
And its not like id legally change my name to sonic, id just like if it was a NICKNAME for like Friends and Online and stuff,. but its also really silly. and to those who actually read my stupid rants i apologize for my paranoia because i get so scared of doing stuff if i think someone will see it as “silly in a bad way”!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like ive felt like this for like a billion years but i just feel weirf about it! and tumblr, everyone like this is here so i feel better ranting about it on HERE!!!! even if like there will be only 1 person reading my rant Yk I like tumbtklr becau k Ok off topic but thats all
#and i dont think im him#i know im not#im not Delusional#<- and im saying this medically and geniunely#not ‘blegh delulu Ough’#seriously#oh and i had a sonic spam accoun on tiktok and people thought i was a rp account so they called me sonic and that made me Smile wide too
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WAHOOOOO I LOVE WHEN I GET AN ASSIGNMENT WHERE I CAN JUST BRAIN DUMP ON MY HYPERINTERESTS
#i get to write an essay about Promare!!!!#ive watched it so many times#sorry teach but i gotta imply that the cpr scene was kinda gay#and that all the burnish are gay#and talk about the shirt symbolism being kinda gay#the fire is gay#idk if she couldn't tell but i gotta tell her im a dude#like in the lio fotia way#but with an androgynous voice#she still calls me a she/her for some reason#ma'am i may be a fantastic femboy but im not a woman?#i know im not#questioned for a while but my gender is in the masculine territory#me lore ig
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Are you getting drunk alone?
Alone?!
Wdym alone?!
Nah tbh yes, technically, physically, I'm alone on my balcony having red wine and watching a raunchy show while talking to my friends on here and on discord.
And it. Feels. AMAZING.
After having spent almost 3 weeks on a deflating air mattress in someones living room with another person and the people who lived there just upstairs (no door), this is actual real life heaven on earth.
I am so fucking happy to be home. ��
#mandy answers#are we ever truly alone?#i know im not#despite wishing sometimes i was???#nah#not really#i love my friends#especially my internet friendos#they get me#also my daddies#hehehehe OOPS#shouldnt have mentioned that 🤭
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SHAKES YOU BACK AND FORTH
IM NOT NORMAL ABOUT MIME ANYMORE, I NEED TO BE HER NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
be honest with yourself king,, were you EVER normal about her to begin with??????
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Sometimes I feel like I am actually smart. fjsdsif
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filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^
#THIS TOOK ME FOREVER RAAHHHH#i had help from my mom with stuff like the parts of the traje de mestiza which is the outfit shes wearing#this trend looks so much fun and i wanted to join in.. im first gen canadian though so ive never been to the philippines and only#know thru stories of my parents growing up. im proud of my heritage but there are some things i didnt grow up with that#make me feel disconnected from my culture. so it was nice to talk to my mom abt it and ask for her help with this :3#the pleated tapis is meant to resemble her skirt.. i had no way of adding her stockings but i noticed the piano key design#so i used that for the saya. the bandana is meant to resemble her hairties and shes wearing bakya wooden slippers with embroidery#i kinda wanted to add the panuelo to resemble her tie as a finishing touch but i forgor ;w; just imagine it i guess#my mom really likes this. shes a little confused abt the blue hair and i had to explain her hair is like that but she thinks shes pretty#originally i wanted her holding the woven pamaypay and fanning herself because ITS HOT ITS 25 FUCKING DEGREES TODAY#but i couldnt get the pose right so i settled for this. i wanna draw her and brazilian miku high fiving ill do that tmrw#my art#myart#hatsune miku#miku worldwide#philippines#vocaloid#miku
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having viral posts is all fun and games until you have clowns in your mentions being like "well, op, i bet you also didn't know THIS" [haughtily explains something i absolutely would and do know] like add whatever to my posts that you think is informative just don't direct it at ME! i know! i just didn't include it in the post i made in 20 seconds because i didn't think 30,000 of you would see it!
#you dont have to tell me TSA didnt exist before 9/11. i know. im a milennial. i was alive then. thank you ❤️#🌲.txt
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