#I KNOW ITS WRONG

[tamagotchikgs]

last few days i have been So out of it i havent been able 2 think of anything right n im sitting here trying 2 experience 1 single thought and it feels like my brain is fulled w bread dough consistently rising and suffocating me

[lechatelierlaw]

Continuation of this:

Me a few minutes later: *committed now* KEEPS SINGING EVERYTHING WRONG BUT NOW AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS LIKE I'VE BEEN DOING IT ON PURPOSE AND IRONICALLY THE ENTIRE TIME.

LOOKING AT YOU "ON by BTS"

🎶Michaaaaaeeeeellll toooooolld meee

In the closeeeet.... 🎶

[hinamie]

mentor

[fynori]

skeletons have zero right to be that hard to draw

[gigantorcrushedmyballs]

This is My Melody. There are many like her, but this one is mine. Without me, My Melody is useless. Without My Melody, I am useless.

[doodledrawsthings]

got bugs on my brain recently

[souporsaladnatural]

Obsessed with the sudden shift in Cas' willingness to say insane romantic shit to dean in season 8. A couple of seasons ago, he would tell dean that they had a profound bond to his face. That everything he did, he did for Dean. Now? He's hesitating. He clenches his fists to avoid hugging Dean back in purgatory. He stutters and looks away before saying he stayed away from Dean to protect him. When asked what broke through heaven's brainwashing, he looks away and says he doesn't know. It's so interesting to me

[becauseheartsgetbroken-hs]

i will not listen to any of those, it's wrong and you all know it.

im not that strong okay? im sorry 😭

[coddda]

I wish we could have met in some other way.

Lawlight Week Day 2: Soulmates

If you saw me repost and re-edit this several times uh No you didn't </3

Still frames/Individual gifs:

If you know what every frame is from you get a free cookie. by the way

[all-my-ocs-are-evil]

[insert poetic title here]

fun fact: this did not start out as isat fanart

(rambling in tags)

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

"You and me, Ethan. Together we go save Rose, and then we can grind Miranda into paste!"

[cthulhum]

i lied theres no sex. were gonna sit down and watch supernatural while we analyze the way almost every character is queer coded especially dean

[hinamie]

big fan of panels where they look like they wld beat me up

[your-funky-human-companion]

ok but how the heck do people figure out what gender they are

like i know they start to hate their body and want to show themselves different

but like

i just dont feel anything

i dont love or hate my body other than my weight. and even that I've just decided that personally I dont think it's worth it for me to work at it

im not exactly happy as I am, but im not unhappy

[inkskinned]

at some point it's just like. do they even fucking like the thing they're asking AI to make? "oh we'll just use AI for all the scripts" "we'll just use AI for art" "no worries AI can write this book" "oh, AI could easily design this"

like... it's so clear they've never stood in the middle of an art museum and felt like crying, looking at a piece that somehow cuts into your marrow even though the artist and you are separated by space and time. they've never looked at a poem - once, twice, three times - just because the words feel like a fired gun, something too-close, clanging behind your eyes. they've never gotten to the end of the movie and had to arrive, blinking, back into their body, laughing a little because they were holding their breath without realizing.

"oh AI can mimic style" "AI can mimic emotion" "AI can mimic you and your job is almost gone, kid."

... how do i explain to you - you can make AI that does a perfect job of imitating me. you could disseminate it through the entire world and make so much money, using my works and my ideas and my everything.

and i'd still keep writing.

i don't know there's a word for it. in high school, we become aware that the way we feel about our artform is a cliche - it's like breathing. over and over, artists all feel the same thing. "i write because i need to" and "my music is how i speak" and "i make art because it's either that or i stop existing." it is such a common experience, the violence and immediacy we mean behind it is like breathing to me - comes out like a useless understatement. it's a cliche because we all feel it, not because the experience isn't actually persistent. so many of us have this ... fluttering urgency behind our ribs.

i'm not doing it for the money. for a star on the ground in some city i've never visited. i am doing it because when i was seven i started taking notebooks with me on walks. i am doing it because in second grade i wrote a poem and stood up in front of my whole class to read it out while i shook with nerves. i am doing it because i spent high school scribbling all my feelings down. i am doing it for the 16 year old me and the 18 year old me and the today-me, how we can never put the pen down. you can take me down to a subatomic layer, eviscerate me - and never find the source of it; it is of me. when i was 19 i named this blog inkskinned because i was dramatic and lonely and it felt like the only thing that was actually permanently-true about me was that this is what is inside of me, that the words come up over everything, coat everything, bloom their little twilight arias into every nook and corner and alley

"we're gonna replace you". that is okay. you think that i am writing to fill a space. that someone said JOB OPENING: Writer Needed, and i wrote to answer. you think one raindrop replaces another, and i think they're both just falling. you think art has a place, that is simply arrives on walls when it is needed, that is only ever on demand, perfect, easily requested. you see "audience spending" and "marketability" and "multi-line merch opportunity"

and i see a kid drowning. i am writing to make her a boat. i am writing because what used to be a river raft has long become a fully-rigged ship. i am writing because you can fucking rip this out of my cold dead clammy hands and i will still come back as a ghost and i will still be penning poems about it.

it isn't even love. the word we use the most i think is "passion". devotion, obsession, necessity. my favorite little fact about the magic of artists - "abracadabra" means i create as i speak. we make because it sluices out of us. because we look down and our hands are somehow already busy. because it was the first thing we knew and it is our backbone and heartbreak and everything. because we have given up well-paying jobs and a "real life" and the approval of our parents. we create because - the cliche again. it's like breathing. we create because we must.

you create because you're greedy.

[siverfanweedo]

Everything about the criminalization and war on drugs has been fueled by racism

And substance use is not something to be shamed and and toxic drug crisis isn't bad because drugs but because people are dying

Learn about substance use why its a thing we all use substances

Go learn how to use naloxone to save someones life

when i see english speakers say "marijuana"...looks like somebody isn't immune to propaganda