#and they sooo shouldve done that in the show

[cthulhum]

i lied theres no sex. were gonna sit down and watch supernatural while we analyze the way almost every character is queer coded especially dean

[spector]

sad to announce that i am feeling better and that i fully finished my the boys (2019-) binge, complete with gen v s1 and its suuuuch a mid show but like damn i liked it a lot lmfao. and i cant even use the excuse of having a fever to soften the blow to my pretentiousness. fuck im sorry everyone im coming out as an enjoyer of a tv show made by the supernatural guys.... granted its literally the power of one blorbo fueling my interest atm but i rly do like the show in general, i like a lot of the other characters, not just homelander.

not butcher tho like jesus christ hes SHOOO boring. i love karl urban and i guess i cant say that he's doing something Wrong (other than his accent. they shouldve adapted the guy to a kiwi instead of a boring brit) but butcher is just soooosososos repetitive to me. every single fucking season is like "oi cunt i dont care about my friends i will do anything to kill homelander" and the friends are like "please care about us" "ahhhh hehe okay :)" ITS SO BORING!!!! ITS SO BORING!!!!! THIS GUY IS SO BORING!!! the worst episode of the whole show to me was that one ep in s3 when he was having flashbacks to his shitty childhood and not a single actor on screen could do a normal british accent like are you fucking kidding me LMFAO . its like revenge on british actors coming over and stealing american roles

also goooood im not a fan of the whole ryan storyline. i understand the whole show hinges on it but that was a wrong call bc a). they cant write for kids b). they got a kid actor whos . not giving that much . also ryan plotline goes in circles as well. just like homelanders.

i was watching this show and thinking this is just a soap opera for men bc theres like zero concrete plot progression and zero character development but theyre not ready for this conversation

anyways theres this blond bitch im thinking about now.

[merlinmerlot]

I could play one of the most beautiful well crafted video games on the planet and it will never be as appealing to me as one that kind of sucks shit but has soooo much potential

[quillkiller]

wait what is ur opinion on yung royals??

i really liked the first season!! a lot!! it was genuinely well done and i enjoyed it. i think they fucked up big time (quality wise) renewing it for more seasons and they just didnt know what to do with the character or how to move the plot forward. like oh my god season 2 had some of the laziest writing in the world….. throwing in a third love interest just to create a badly done love triangle ?? 😭 and this boy came from nowehere ?? out in the MIDDLE of nowhere ?? 😭 the first season was sooo carefully and beautifully done and then they just didnt know how to continue from there. it was just so lazy and very obvious that they didnt know how to keep things interesting so they just. opened the book of Tropes. as if a working class kid and the crown prince wasn’t interesting enough on its own….. ?? LIKE… ??

also…. if they had to continue with more seasons i personally think they shouldve dropped simon after s1. they should’ve focused on wilhelm and his story and turned it into a coming of age thing with maybe even some timeskips. <- ive thought about this a lot avdhfjsjd. wilhelm is genuinely such a well written character and he deserved more than to be stuck in y/a fanfiction tropey tv show. again, i loved s1. the first season is so different from the other seasons imo. but yeah. then it just turned into a y/a fanfic show, which made me a little sad:/ wilhelm deserved more than that…

speaking of wilhelm deserving more. simon is my nr 1 enemy oh my God. he could live a THOUSAND !! lifetimes and never ever deserve that boy. they should’ve broken up by the end and instead wilhelm ABDICATES ?? AT 17 ?? HELLO ? simon is constantly so disrespectful and childish when it comes to wilhelms upbringing and responsibilities like THAT BOY IS THE CROWN PRINCE !!! AND YOU KNOW THAT !! simon went into that relationship Knowing wilhelm was a prince. and then his brother dies and he becomes crown prince. and simon is like. wahh why do we have to live in secret 😔😔 why can’t i post whatever i want 😔😔 why this why that why bla bla bla 😔 and breaks up with wilhelm on his birthday. you do NOT deserve him. EVER !! and like yeah im anti monarchy too. which is why i wouldnt fucking date a princess and then complain about her being a princess and how woe is me. if simon has no haters im dead..

i wouldve loved a coming of age thing with timeskips and we got to follow wilhelms character through the years, his secret romances with other repressed aristocratic men, trying to cover up the years old photo of him and a classmate, his anxiety and panic attacks, taking over the role as heir, how it takes a toll on him slowly but surely, etc etc. so YEAH.

that’s my opinion on yr 🤍

[celestie0]

i dont really feel gojos death was a cop out because there were already signs of gege hinting at his return, hence the theories (which were actually pretty strong and convincing) and those who were dedicated to those despite how much time passing since his death. idk despite everything, whether geges writing is objectively good or not, gege always was intentional with his writing and probs one of the least fanservicey manga writers rn.

idk his death would be such a waste of potential outcomes if it was just that, like its plot armor, yes, but justified plot armor. why have a character as grand as gojo and the pay off be so unfulfilling. especially in comparison to chosos death, chosos death felt like a development of his character while as gojos just felt like oh he died so we can remove his ass and move on and have the world be more in peril. like that just treats gojos purpose more to be some type of weapon, than him being an actual character striving for something greater. you can argue that his death is an irony of him being the strongest and getting clapped was like a break of that notion, but idk that just seems like such a waste of gojos maturation and development after geto. like i want to see that type of development or enlightenment when hes alive and without geto to actually feel a sense of satisfaction and pride for him.

maybe im biased because i am an avid enjoyer of the reincarnation and gojo being a parallel to buddha theories, but idk for a manga like jjk it deserves some whimsical and crazy imagination yk

THIS ISNT TO BE RUDE OR ANYTHING IM SORRY IF IT COMES OUT THAT WAY 😭 i just have impassioned opinions on his death and i really love him and he deserves a chance of fulfillment cus hes been going through it despite being the strongest

hi babe! yea i think gege is most certainly one of the least fan servicey manga writers for sure i don’t think anyone questions that 💀 and yeahhh i see that, he HAS hinted gojo’s return a lot n i think we all just thought he was fucking w us LOL but maybe it was intentional to give more of a smooth comeback for gojo should he choose to bring him back

gojo’s death was most definitely unfulfilling, and imo it was done for shock factor and i imagine gege just became tired of his own character. but i still think bringing him back would feel odd n def plot armor 😅 kind of like, oh if we wanted his fulfilled character arc, then gege shouldve given that to us without killing him off senselessly (and honestly? off screen? i’d argue that’s borderline disrespectful to such a beloved character) in the first place…like in my opinion, no matter how he brings gojo back if at all, it’s still gonna feel a bit off and, once again, done for shock value? but i totally agree w you, i could bypass those feelings if he at least does gojo RIGHT this time 😭🙏🏼 because above all else, i just wanna see some justice for his character

oh 100% i don’t think there was anything charming about the notion of gege killing off gojo just for the sake of showing that a strong character can die too loool. idk what his specific narrative intentions were for killing off gojo, but it would be sooo shallow n honestly unoriginal if that was really what he was going for 💀 but idk i know some jjk fans might feel differently

nooo my love not rude at all <333 i love how passionate u are haha. thansk sm for sharing!! yea i didnt think ab all the clues n hints gege set up to make a gojo retun a bit more seamless, that def makes it feel less fan servicey in my head now. i guess we’ll just have to see if he really is back or not LOL

[alukaforyou]

hooooly fcking shit i have to tell yall smth nuts, WARNING there r semi detailed mentions AND A PIC of HUGE SYRINGES / NEEDLES

oookay so last month nyc got a heat wave and it was SO hot i was a sweaty gorl and not happy abt it, like hate summer too?? and then i remembered watching korean tv and these celebs were talking abt how they got underarm BOTOX cuz that stops you from sweating??? and i was like huh should i try that? but after doing some research, its not permanent. like hello im not gonna spend $ and have needles in my PITS for it to last a few months u kno?? but then i found this laser thing called miradry which is permanent, like its mainly used to treat hyperhydrosis which i dont even have so i thought the results would be stellar for regular ol' me right?? and they make it sound soo painless like "u can do it in ur lunchbreak and go back to work!" bruh u absolutely cannot go back to work after this LMFAO so i went to this veteran nyc med dude to do it today and HOLY SHIT IT HURT LIKE A MF-ER LIKE ACTUALLY WTF

so before they can go in w the laser they have to numb ur whole ass pit by injecting numbing fluid(?) which also protects ur nerves ok got it. i was expecting like. a normal shot right? hell no. so first i think they prelim numb u with a normal syringe shot business it was fine. BUT THEN THEY TAKE OUT THIS SHIT?

i swear to GOD it was the biggest mfing syringe i have ever seen in my LIFE i wish i took a pic so u guys can believe me, the needle was THICK AS FCK and also like TWICE as long as the pic above like for real it was at least a 4 inch needle i wish i was exaggerating but it was comically long & big i was like what the f? obvs i couldnt SEE what was going on but it FELT LIKE the whole 4 inches was going INTO my skin over and over again cuz u have to inject that fluid all over everywhere it was sooo crazy, the doc was basically f*king my armpits with this needle, AND!!!!! THEY PUT 3 FRICKIN SYRINGES WORTH OF FLUID!!! ON EACH SIDE??? HELLOOOO!!!!!!! from a scale of 1 to 10 that was a solid 15 😐😐😐 the actual lasering part wasnt bad, it felt like a crazy hard pinch with HEAT in some parts but i was so taken aback by that needle action, the laser part was negligible. i was such a champ for it tho like didnt even bat an eye outwardly, the tech was like wow ur the first person i've done that didnt even flinch. yes i didnt show it naruto ninja style but that was nuts yall u guys rly Did That LOL

needless to say, since a FCKTON of fluid is in my damb PITS they are sooo swollen, like the upper inner arm, the pit itself, underneath it nxt to ur b00b its frickin whack over there 😐 like tell me how my armpits have jiggle physics. thats full of water babey!!!! oh my god they are sooo sore and painful kms the hubris of it all i shouldve been ok w a normal amount of sweat LOLOL like appropriate levels for the heat but dambbb i rly tried it🤣🤣🤣🤣💀💀💀💀 yall there needs to be a disclaimer do NOT get this shit done UNLESS u ACTUALLY have excess sweating that is actively ruining ur daily life because rn it feels like my armpits are in LABOR :) i just paid 2.3k to torture myself, but since its done & all, i hope im an armpit-sweatless bitch for the rest of my life

[kingjasnah]

i didn't mind the gorn eps in s1 of snw so much bc i thought they might be doing smth with like how la'an had very bad experiences w them and let that completely influence her perspective/how the crew had only her word to take about their nature and even with this most recent ep doubling down on some very serious flaws in starfleet's structure/mentality but w the end stinger i was like hmm maybe i overestimated the writers...

ack i still personally think they shouldve made up another alien for la'an's backstory like it was sooo hard for me to recontextualize the guy from Arena with planets and planets of human hunting grounds.......i think it might have been ok if they didn't decide to make gorn society more as opposed to less animalistic. if they had done what tng's era did for the klingons (or ds9 with the ferengi) that would've been something. but this.....yeah. also idk if it was just me but it was also weirdly reminiscent of the trandoshans in STAR WARS and anything being reminiscent of star wars imo is a bad move for this show in particular. i see ur point and i really like la'an's whole deal still but to me it couldve been another guy.

as for 2x02. the conclusions and ideals they spouted out were sooooooooooooooo tos/tng era liberalism that i didnt even blink. it was annoying but im like more annoyed that snw maintains that era of starfleet idealism but slipped up on something as big as black and white alien xenophobia when the guy happens to look like a lizard

[bhaalble]

Overall I think the show works for what it is but couldve really used an extra episode or two for the sake of setting up Miriam. We're TOLD a great deal about her, that she's damaged, she's running from the past, she's close with Roland and in love with Hira. But we never really slow down to SHOW it and it makes him come off as a little obnoxiously Brooding Antihero for the first half of the series. She also speedruns into trusting these people and being willing to retraumatize herself for them sooo quickly. The early episodes are so marred by her having Big Protag Moment after Big Protag Moment that it gets kind of absurd. Legitimately laughed out loud when she had two back to back "I shouldve known....no one could ever get me...all anyone wants is to use me" moments in the first episode. I think a full episode dedicated to her life inbetween the heist and Hira leaving couldve done really good things for her and Roland's character, as well as more than a montage dedicated to the full party bonding

The side characters stole the show early on, Qwydion especially I hope we see more from in Dreadwolf. Roland and Lacklon had me kicking my heels and giggling. The dynamic between Neb Rezaren and Miriam is genuinely one of the best things Bioware has ever done with blood magic. It felt like for the first time I actually got what makes it so intrinsically horrifying to people in Thedas (beyond murder scary etc)

Also for the record I called Hira's betrayal from like the first ten minutes of the series and I don't know at this point if that's a sign of sloppy foreshadowing or me being way too deep into this genre.

[kakujis]

hey, it's touchstarved anon! er, i think i forgot to answer one of your question in my last ask, so all my posters are a3 sizes because i use this app call freeprints that let you print off photos for free, you'll just pay for shipping.

the only catch is that there's a limit that you can order per months but it's 40+ prints so it's a pretty good deal. i recommend downloading/using it, i promise it's not a scam!

so the photos can be anything so i just took off random manga covers, official art and anime posters from google images. i have one blue and tr one featuring draken along with many other shows/manga!

anyways, i hope that you use the app! Shipping was under 2.00 for me so probably 3-4 in your currency? anyways, i hope your dentist appointment goes well!

hewwooo, i keep seeing these while im in the car and being like 'lets respond when i get home' and then i forget KNDSAKJFNKSNFKSDF MB LOL. anyways, ahhh i see! i see! do you frame them or anythin? that's interesting, i'll look into it! also thank youuu, i actually have to go back next month eeughhg and theyre like 'u need to get ur wisdom teeth out. u shouldve done this when u were 18-20' and i was like HUH?? sooo idk whats goin on from there -_-!!

[icyfox17]

Chapter Three

YIPPEEE CHAPTER THREEEE and then bed time i think (catch me binging the rest of the fic all tonight /j i have work tomorrow...bUT ALSO I CAN SLEEP IN STILL SOOO)

That summary is scaring me jdjfjffkkdkskdjgjsshfhsjs aaaaaa

I LOVE CARLA!!!! I LOVE HER 😭😭😭 I LOVE HER ❤️❤️❤️

Wait.

HDFKDVSKFHSKFDJSKSBDN IS BUCK GOING TO MEET CHIMNEY??KDKFSKSHJDDD

Well im assumING THEY ALREADY KNOW EACH OTHER WHAT I MEANT WAS LIKE DHAKSJDDKD OH DEAR SIDLSJFFKS OHMHGOD SHDKSJSKFJFJFJ AAAAAA AHFKDKSHFKFKDNSJD IM SCARED SHDKDKDKSKS

Oh

Oh wait, is this just a place that chimney chose for themndkfksd

NVM HES FYCKINH HERE SHDKSJDKFJSBFJFJDNSKDBSKSFNKSJDKFHSJFKDJBFFKBSNGNDBFKGHDGKFJDBFBDJFKFJFNJGJGNDNGK

*high pitched inhuman noises*

IM LOSING MY SHITTJGNGNF

wAITFBOBBBYSANDNATHENAWARETHERETOO??????????????

SHDKFLSDKDKKFLDS?????

THIS ISNT HOW IT GETS REVEALED.....IS IT

KAREN !!!!!!

THE TENSION IS KILLING ME BRODKDDKD

IMSOSCAREDDJDKF

Now... Am i overreacting is buck not going to show up...

Awwwweeee found familyyfhfhsnm❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

OOHHH thats why he was acting weird about club okay no buck jumpscare here PHEW

HELP

Oh my god

Does buck get those kinks from athenahshdjDJFJD THAT FEELS SO CURSED TO SAY ALOUD HELP

Like mother like son AYE

HDKGKGZNSNFNCMD

STOPFFPFKZJSNDNSJDJFJDKDJDJSDK

IM TOO ACE FOR THISDJDKDKDKDKD

Hehehehfhhdhdhehehehehhehrhdhdhheheeheehdgdgdgdghdhdhshshehehehehehrhehhe if only u knew bobby... STOPFOFJD HES GONANDBDJDSJKDF BOBBYS GONAN FIND OUTNFDNDNDKD AND RHENNDJDKDDK GET FLASHBACKSJFNFDJF TO THIS CONVERSATIODJFKFKD

Oh well he deserves it after making buck see him and athena like THAT tbh

HDJFKDKD

OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW. OW . OW. OW. OWWWWWW

INDONTLIKETHISJDKSD

Maannnnnnn

MANNNNNNNNMMM

HE IS NOT GOING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT BUCK BEING A FIREFIGHTER. YIKES.

THIS IS EVEN WORSE THAN I ORIGINALLY EXPECTED GOING INTO THIS FIC OH MY LORD OH DEAAARRR

DDJFKSHFJDJS OKAYOKAY GOING UNDER THE COVERS FOR THIS. GETTING EXTRA SNUGGLY. TURNING ON MY FAIRY LIGHTS. should i put on angsty music? Hmmmmm efforttjtkf

Uh ohhhh

Snfmfnsmd

Dnfkdksjfncms

Ixkdjasjdnmd

Sndksbskdjdjff

Shdkdshdjsbmdd

OHDKXGAODHSOSGFKZHSOFHSKSHDKXJAGDJFJDBSKSGDKFHSJSGKDDHSLDHKFHFKSHSLFJSGDDKDHFKFHDKDHDKFHDKDHDKFJDLSHFKFJDKFHDKFHDKDJKFHDKSDHFKEIRHCICJDNDKDJDJFBFKFKFNCKFNKDKDNFKDJDNFJFKDJDNFKDKDNFKKFKDNDJDSJDJFJFKFKDJDJDJFJFJDJFJDJDJDJJFJFJFJSJSHDJSHSJFKFJFJSJSJDJFJFJDJJDJDD

OH MY GODDDDD

SJDHFKHDSJNDNFNS

OHMYFUCJINGODODJDKD

AAAAAAAAAAA

HOKYFUCJKFKDKS

OHMYFODJDJSKSJD

OUWWWWW

OW OW OW OW OWWW

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

OOOFFFJGJGGKF OWWWW WHDKDKSGDKDS OHKYGODJDJDKDJF

HOLYFUCKKK

OHMYGODDD

THIS ANGST IS GONNA BE BADDJDJFJD OHMYGODJDJDK

HDJFJDKDKFD NOT THE PULMONARY EMBOLISMSJDKDKDKD

And this man wants to be a firefighter 😭😭😭 oh my fucking god

Uh ohhhh

HSFJDKSKD JUST WHEN I THOUGHT WE HAD A BREAK FROM THE ANGST

BOBBY PLEASEJEJFJFF

HDHFJSKDJKDKF

JEDKDKFKJKFLG

SHFJFKKDSLS

Sjfjzjdjfjdjdd i love him so much dhskdkfkd this fic is so good amber dhdkdkss im going insane dhfjskdkfjdksjsjsj i cant do this dhdkfkdkss idk what im gonna do when its done but like theres 300k so that should last me a while dhdksksd and by awhile i mean. A week but HEYY better than nothing

STOPPPPP ILL CRYDHSHSJDJFJSJSJDJD WHATEHFHCUCKKDKFHKD

Okay. Yknow what Amber. ✋ Please stop

SJFNFKDNEKRNRNTMCKCNFMF

Ohmygodddjdjsjss he cares about him so much holyfuckingshithtfjfjf im actually so not okaydhhfjfjf whathehrcuckkjdnfnsjsd how am i supposed to go onndjfjdkd 😭😭

OH MY GOD IM GOING TO FYCKING CRY I CANT HANDLE THIS

I shouldve put angst music on

OKAY FINE ILL DO ITJGKFKDL

AAAAANDDD INSTANT TEARS LETS GOOOO

JSFNFJJDJSJDJFKDKSDHFKF

Ow

Ow

Okay

Maybe i shouldn't have put on the angst playlisr

HOLYRUCIFKDKSKAJSD

BROOOOOO 😭😭😭😭

WHAT THE FUCJFJDJSJAAJDFD

I CANTJRTHSJD I CANT DO THSISDJFKDD OHMYGODHFJDKDD OUWWWW OWWWW DJSJSJDJF TEARS TJDKFKFJD TEARS IN MY EYES DHDJDKSKDND OHMYFUCKIGNGODKDBDJFJFKFJD AAAAAAAA

NOOOOOOOOOO

BROOOO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Im literally laughing and crying rn

The build uppo djdksjsksnddmwjejd

Dbfkslskfflsld

Captain roberts hasnt sent that info huhhhd dhsjsksbdnds

Djsldjflsd

Sjflskskfjfndls

SHFOSJSOFJDJSHFKFHSNDFHKSHDDJSHDJFJDJDJFJFJFJFKSHSJDFHKDHDKSJDLFHSDKFJDLDHDKDHDKFHFKDHDKFDHDKDHKDFHDKDHDKDHFKFHDJFJFKDHFKJFKFD

STOP THE IDENTITY SHENANIGANS ARE TOO GOODHFJDKSHDJS

Ah now my angst playlist is not matching the vibes but i like this song too much to skip...

Screaming

I. CANT. DO. THIS.

BRO.

Ooihdhhfjhs lordd dhsksdjdkd

😭😭😭😭😭😭

Ohdfhsjsd fuck fhskskdkds

NEVERMIND ANGST SONG WORKING PERFECTLY

AAAAAAAAA

Roberts is the only one who knows everything lordddhdjdjd

DHFJFKDKDKFKDKDKF

STOPPPPP YOU DIDNTNTNTMTTKT STOPPP

YOU DIDNTNTJTMTTJTKT

STOPSTOPSTOPPP HE KNOWS HIM SO WELLIMKILLINGMYDLRFJDFJFKDKD SOSBSOSHSS

AWEEHRFJSJJDD THEYRE SO SWEET HES SO HAPPY IM GOING TO CRYDHSHSJDJ SOBSSKDBDSNS

THISISSOSWEETIMEXPLODINGJFKFKF SOSBSOSBSOSBSIDBS

UH OH

HRJFKDKFKF I KNEW IT WASNT GOING TO LASTDHFKFKD

MY ANGST PLAYLIST IS STILL PLAYING IN PREPARATION IM FUCKIGN SCARED BRO SHDKDS

Oh god.

My first thought was the fire academy but after that chapter opening... And the squeak..... I have a feeling this might be BONDAGE or he'll use that as an excuse at leastdhfjfkd

Screaming

Ohmyfucjkgkgk

OH MY GOD HES SO BAD AT LYINGJGFK😭😭😭 HOW HAS BRO KEPT THIS A SECRET FOR SO LONG FHSKDFKSKSD IM ENDING ITTJTKFD

Awwweehejshsjdjdd i love this man so much PLEASE ADOPT MEEEE I DONT WANNA BE A FIREFIGHTER!!! YOULL HAVE NO HEART ATTACKS W ME!! jk i work at a vet and have several scars bc of that... But surely thats still better than a firefighter right bobby?? Right??? 🥺

Ohmyfoddjd food being their love language im gonna kms i cant dO THIS!!!

DHFJFKFKGKG

THIS CANT BE THE REVEALDHFKD

Brosdjjjdjssk im on the edge of my seat

Im assuming the reveals gonna be the climax of the fic so very evidentky NOT chapter 3 BUT IM SO SCARED I DONT KNOWEHDKKD

Awweejdjds ohmgfuckingododjdd im going to be sickfjfkdjs IM GOING TO BE SICK

THERES A PREQUEL HERE RIGTT?? OF BOBBY RAISING BUCK?? OHMMGIMGOINGTOKILLMYSLRF

I WONT BE ABLE TO HANDLE IY

IM SORRY AMBER THE REVIEWS WERE LOVELY WHILE I COUKD DO THEM BUT THAT FIC MIGHT VERY WELL END ME

My fav trope from the dsmp fandom was phil and smol wilbur... That'll be the 911 version of this trope... ImgoingtoENDNITTTTTYJGJDKDS

Ohmygos hes so fatherly i cant do this

You know what playlist this calls for??? BOBBY AND BUCK FATHER SON PLAYLIST YASSSSS

Dancing in thr dark 💖💖💖❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥

HELPSKFJFF

I LOVE THEMDMDKSKS

Sobbingngtncyingwaaikingngngg

The next step to me and my stepmom becoming buck snd bobby is for me to actually COOK

Shes taught me sm and i . Do not use it bc im scared of the stove ❤️ anywsys thats off topic back to sobbing over them

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Oh dont make this ANGSTY!!!!

Awwehrjdjsjsjdsjdnfnfksajshdjdjs STOPPPPDOFKDJSSJJDKZSK

😭😭😭😭😭

Oh mandbdjds yeah no buck hes going to be absolutely LIVID bro😭😭😭

HELLOOOOSIFJFJSK THATS HOW THE ANGSTY BACKSTORY CAME ABOUT???😭😭😭 thats si good

Welp

Chapter three done WOOHOO i should sleep butntjfkfkgkvkvkvckckvkvkvkvkckxkxksjsjssjdjjddk (we'll see) (i wanan read more so badly omfg)

ITS TIME BOIS. IMA BE LIVEBLOGGING MY REACTION TO THIS ENTIRE SERIES BY THE LOVELY @the-amber-raven

Im about to go to work so idk why im starting now but yknow :D better now than never !! YIPPEEEE

Be prepared for a long ass post... I tend to scream a LOT

And this series is LONG

But i am EXCITEDDDD (and scared, very scared. Tsunami arc im staring at you)

Chapter One

I havent read many aus for this fandom (despite only having read aus for dsmp fandom LMAOO)

OHMYGODHFKFJ YHR DRAMATIC IRONY IS GOING TO KILL ME 😭😭 DBFNFMDKFMGD I CANT HANDLE THIS ALREADYDHFJ

I am so scared for when bobby finds out bro ohmhgod 😭😭😭

OHMUGODHDJDJFJF AAAAA AHFJDKFKG AAAA DHFKDKFJFKDKD BOBBY AND BUCK BOBBY AND BUCK BOBBY AND BUCK BOBBY AND BUCK AAAA DHFKD

HES SO FATHERLY I'M GONNA KMS DHFKSJFKDND SOSBSOSBSOBSOSBS

SGFJDKDKD OHMYGODDD HE DIDNT TELL BOBBY HES BECOMJNG A FIREFIGHTER??? DHFNFNFKDKGKFJF OH DEAR

Buck Buckley, love it

Shfkfkdd

STOP LYINGGFJDJDJD

OHMGFOD HES SO FATHERLY STOPPPDKFKFKFKFKFLFKFKFK I CANT HANDLE THISSS OHMYFJCKJFJDJDHFJDJFJF

He called him sunshine IMKILLINGMYSLDF who needs more proof that buck is literally ctommy COUGHS sorry anyways

CAN HE ADOPT ME CAN HE LITERALLY ADOPT ME PLEASE IMNGONANSNJVLEHDLFKDD

ATHENAAA!!! MOTHER!!!!!

SCREAMING NOT THE RHDOSDJKFJDD NOT THE DHSKDJDJDJD NOOO NOY THE KITCHEN BATHENA SCENE DHDLDJDLGJDKDJFKFF

AWEEEEFJJFFKDKKDKFKGDK THEYRE ALL SO SWEEETETESYDHFKF EXPLODINGNGKGG

Buck did WHAT??DHRJFKFKDKR

IM CRYINGNGNGNGNGF HOW STUBBORN WAS BUCK LMFAODJFKFKFKF

Buck is so sweet i cant do this

AWEEEJFJFKSKFKFPD

Im staring at this leg mention, is this the firetruck bombing...

OHMYFODJDKDKFJF THEYRESOCUTEHEJDJF I'M EXPLODING AND IRS ONLY BEEN FIVE SECONDS DHAKDJDKD

Ah, im getting flashbacks to meeting my dads wife

They kissed and i was SHOCKED lmfao i was like THIS EARLY?? dhfkdksld

Oh my god this is so CUTE DHFKDKDKFKFKF BUCK IS SO GOOD WITH HIM I CANT 😭😭😭

Ohnygod I CANT I CANT AMBER I CANT DO THISSSJFKDKDKDF I CANT HANDLE THISSHDKFK

Ur so clever at keeping them from finding out the identity reveal naturally dfndkdkfkfjdkskd

I CANT DO THISHDDJD

IM FANNING MY FACE RN THEYRE SO CUTE AAAAA DHFKSKD

OH GODHDKDKD NOT BOBBY ASKIGN ABOUT BUCKS FIRE TRAINGINGNDJDKDHAOFHDKJDKFHSKFJFKDKDJFKSHFKFKF

OH GODDDDDDD

OH GODFFJFKSJSLFJDKD

BUCK IS IN DANGER

UH OHHH SHFKSKDJFLD

IM GIGGLING LIKE A MAD MAN ON THE BUS RIGHT NOW FUCJFJDJFKDKD

OHMYGODJDJDKD BOBBYS GONNA BE PISSED HES GONNA BE PISSED OH NOOOO HDKXKSJSK OH FUCK DHDKSKFLF

Okay why was bobby being sus that couldn't just be him being protective fatherly could it?? Is there some secret trauma OHMYGOD IS. IS BOBBY LIKE. SCARED OF BUCK BECOMING A FIREFIGHTER BC ONE TIME HE BROUGHT HIM ALONG ON CALL AND THATS WHEN THE BOMBER THING HAPPENED AND HIS LEG GOT CRUSHED AND SO THATS WHY THEY KEEP MENTIONING HIS LEG AND WHY HE GOT WEIRD ABOUT CHRIS BEING INVITED TO STAY AT THE FIREHALL AND AWAY FROM THE ENGINES OH MY GODDDD

OHMYGODDDDDDJDJSKAKKLL

Okay chapter 1 done AND JUST IN TIME FOR WORK TOO YIPPPEEEE

AMBER THIS FIC IS SO GOOD IT'S GONNA DESTROY ME IM SO NOT OKAY AAAAAA

[mobtism]

😐 okay they didnt handle it right. but it couldve been worse

[transmasc-wizard]

Lol not sorry u take too long to wake up

mama we all go to hell

mamaa we allll go to hellll

so im writingg this letterr and wishingg you welll

mama we all go to hell

oh well now mama we're all gonna die :)

mama we're all gonna die

stop asking ! me questions ! i hate to see you cry

mama we're all gonna die

AND WHEN WE GOO DONT BLAAME USS

WE'LL LET THE FIRES JUST BAAATHEE USSS YEAAH

YOU MADE US OHH SOO FAMOUUSSS

WE'LL NEEEVER LET YOU GOOOOOOOOooooooooooOOOOOOOO

and when you go don't returnnn to mee my love </3

.

mama we're all full of lies

mama we're meant for the flies

and right now. they're building. a coffin. your size

mama we're alll full of lies

wellmotherlookwhatthewardidtomylegsandtomytongue

YOU SHOULDVE RAISED! A BABYGIRL! I SHOULDVE BEEN A BETTER SON!

if you could coddle the infection they can amputate at once

YOU. SHOULD. HAVE. BEEN. A. BETTER. SON.

AND WHEN WE GOOO DONT BLAAAAAAAME USS

WE'LL LET THE FIRES JUST BAAAAATHEE USSSS YEAHHH

YOU MADE US OHH SOOO FAMMOUUUSSS WE'LL NEEEEEEVER LET YOU GOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooOOOOOO

.

she said you aint no son of mine

for what you've done they're gonna find a place for you

gonna find it for you

and just you mind your manners when you go

and when you go don't return to me my love </3

thats right

.

MAMA WE ALL GO TO HELL

MAMA WE ALL GO TO HELL

ITS REALLY. QUITE PLEASANT. EXCEPT FOR THE SMELL.

MAMA WE ALL GO TO HELL!!!

MAAAAAMAAAAAAAA

MAAAAAAAMAAAAAA

MAAAMAAA OHHHHH

MAAAMAAAA

MAAAAAAAAMAAAAAA

MAAAAAAAAAAAAMMAAA OHHHH

and if you would call me a sweetheart

i'd maybe then sing you a song

but there's SHIT THAT IVE DONE with this FUCK OF A GUN

you would cry out your eyes all alooooooooooooong

wwweeee're DAAAMNED after aaaaaaaalll

through the fortune and flaame we faaaaalll

and if you can say then i'll show you the way

to return from the ashes you call

we aaaalll caaarry oooooonn

through our broothers in aaarms are gooooooonee

so RAAISE YOUR GLASS HIGH fooooooor TOMORROW YOU DIE

and return from the ashes you CAAALLL

MAMA

MA

MA

<3

[thickest-antivirus-programs]

i will keep posting about cuphead btw

season two left off king dice seemingly living in hell as one of the demons, after losing his above ground job, yet season 3 we find him living above ground AND you want me to believe he had nowhere to go as a famous person that people easily recognised later the same episode? how convenient for the writers. what they shouldve done (and it wouldnt require many changes) is have dice be kicked out by the devil following the events of the season two episode, and be told he is not allowed to perform again (just as a punishment that isnt even useful to devil but he knows thats dices one thing so it would mess him up), only for dice to be convinced by cuphead to start perfrming at the barn THINKING he wouldnt get recognised at a small place like that and the devil wont know he is performing like he wasnt supposed to, only for his amazing performances to quickly amass an audience and the devil to find him (that part also doesnt change) and then the devil sees his potential or whatever and offers him to get his show back and promises even better things than before and dice falls for it. Alternatively devil could be written to just own dices soul and be able to force dice to go back down, as soon as he finds him at the barn. But thats like not cute and messes with me trying to ship them sooo💅🤔

also another thing that bothers me is they sort of use the devil as a punching bag and dare i say, fetishize him? when he could just be a campy villain without all the degrading weird shit. i know its a cartoon and most of the characters get that treatment but not to the same degree. just to be clear i adore devil acting queer and i wouldnt mind all the weird shit thats happening to him but the show does everything in its power to constantly remind us its supposed to be humiliating and uncomfortable

its all expected from this show but the animation budget and very brief cool moments make me want to hold it to a higher standard. in conclusion this show is so cruel to me personally and i will continue to make gifs of it and watch it on illegal websites

[thelivingmemegod]

you were so nice on my oc outfit post 🥺🥺 tho i totally agree which is why i did a bright transformation outfit on the winx one when i couldve done a dusty fate-verse outfit (i assume you were referencing the winx live action, if not COMPLETELY ignore this lol)

like did they look at the original winx at all?? everything was purely black and grey and earth tones to the point it washed out what shouldve been lighter colors (bloom and aishas clothes were the brightest things i saw which is sooo sad), as if they deliberately wanted to make it as desaturated as possible…. i mean i didnt see a SINGLE speck of glitter in that whole show and i will be eternally angry about it

SERIOUSLY. WINX WAS ALLLL BRIGHT AND GLITTER, Even the TECHNO Fair had a sparky glittery transformation-

All they made was Riverdale with a magic overlay I hate it here- that show should be the most candy colored thing since Powerpuff girls Z-

I always be upset about Fate and it doesn’t exist in my mind-

[honeybeekao]

the moment i saw you said you liked talking about theatre my first thought was "ask dino to talk about theatre" so

talk about it!!! i wanna hear <3 i know basically nothing but pls. talk about something you love!!!!

hmnjdhjdhd WAAA youre so sweet

okay OKAY so i was in 4 musicals (+1 in middle school but that one barely counts.. i miss it tho) and they were All so fucking cool ! i really wanted to be an actor for like 4 years that was my passion for awhiiile

i got to be in ensemble for newsies and oh my GOD newsies is like the best musical ever i adore it. broadway musical i could watch over and over and over the music gets stuck in my head easily AND OKAY SO. my gender was rlly difficult for me freshman year, but being able to dress up as a boy for that show felt really validating. and just the way the script Is... accidental gender affirmation everytime us as a group got refered to as boys despite the all gender cast. this was also during my "i wear flannels for gender euphoria" moment of my life so my newsies outfit was just...clothes i already wore plus a vest and hat HDKDGDKD

then we did into the woods and.... my god. okay so i dont think i ever got all the lyrics right for the amount of songs with the same melody but Different words... but thats okay. i got to play one of cinderella's stepsisters THE FUCKING DRESS FOR THAT SHOW WAS SO PRETTY only time ive gotten to wear a real princess dress <33 HORRIBLE TO DANCE IN THOUGH. i almost tripped and fell every show (which wouldve been funny i was evil sooo i mean. i shouldve)

then. then we did les miserables and . that musical is hell to work on it's a fucking opera and it's So emotionally taxing but SO good. like i had the time of my life but i barely slept. best show ever best show ever. i played gavroche (an 8 year old boy who just lives on his own.... and joins the revolution) and i successfully made people cry! i really really hope my mom can find the camcorder her bf used to record the whole show because.. i think i'd cry if i got to watch it as audience. the music is terrifying to learn i sung in soprano (for reference on how difficult it is, check the song one day more. the chorus sections are insane)

i also tripped in the audience during a full solo and my ONLY concern at the time was "please let my mic not be broken Please let my mic not be broken." i cried backstage for like 5 minutes after bc of the adrenaline. THEN I HAD TO GO ONSTAGE AGAIN ALONE so i couldnt cry long GDKSHDJ

les mis is like my best life experience that show means everything to me i miss it so much..it went by too fast

the last show i was in was called urinetown (sounds weird but it's a satirical comedy about how capitalism will kill off all of humanity it's fun) and the dancing for it was the most difficult thing ive ever had to learn!

the music is also like. Yikes i was struggling probably just as much as les mis because i switched to alto (i attempted soprano for it but it Hurt me. so i switched. and harmonies are a pain but i got em eventually) i had more lines in this show than les mis but i didnt really care much for my character?? it was similar to newsies except i had some one off lines because comedies with a group of characters are like that. gfjdhdj THE DANCING. we had 2 choreographers helping us, and i hated it so much <3 i hate learning choreo in dimly lit rooms because i Cant see anything. i needed to take videos and learn on my own and had like 1 friend who could kinda help but it was still like aushajha Why

WE DIDNT GET TO PERFORM THAT SHOW. our opening night was march 13th 2020 so . we just had to fucking mourn everything. but i mean the experience was still great and theatre was my escape. idk what i would've done without it, the theatre kept me focused on things i enjoyed and meant i wasnt just wallowing

tysm for asking i love theatre and musicals and i think everyone should watch newsies

[tfw-no-tennis]

hunty movie 1

sooo ruth and i watched the first hxh movie holla

me as soon as we’re done w/the yorknew arc: OH FUCKY ITS ANIME MOVIE TIME

i love anime movies. theyre so often Entertaining As Hell, and also Not Very Good. its a very fun intersection 

overall this movie slots pretty easily into that category. it was a good time but nothing revolutionary. which is ok! and that makes sense bc its not canon apparently 

this movie was basically the ‘killua and kurapika have Trauma(tm)’ movie lmao 

we open w/killua having a trauma dream abt illumi, rehashing the stuff we saw in the hunter exam arc....we see this a few more times in the movie, and it really drives home how killua is still rlly scared of illumi and kinda just goes into a dissociative trauma state whenever illumi is around (even fake doll illumi or dream illumi, in this movie). poor kid :( :( 

regrettably tho ruth and i agree that illumis outfit in this movie was pretty sexy 

ok that whole beginning part where kurapikas eyes get stolen happens SO fast hvbfhdjshfsk its like ok guess thats the status quo for this movie!

jesus poor kurapika. they cant catch a fuckgin break huh

also that kid was totally the kid that was alluded to by kurapika at the end of the yorknew arc...so i guess that was included in the anime as a setup for this movie? 

also apparently that stuff was based off of a short story thing the author did a while ago which is p cool

leorios terrible drawing skills is hvhbjsdfbsdfngsjkdf

also leorio is so tender w/kurapika hhhhhhh im gonna die. im gonna gay die

and gon and killua are just. tiny soulmate boyfriends ok 

ah yes i see the obligatory movie original character who befriends the protag

it kinda cracks me up how hostile killua is to retz like vhbhskhdfbaj i get that its bc of Trauma and his fear of betrayal/betraying but it also reads as killua being a Jealous Gay which is kinda hilarious 

ruth and i when hisoka shows up: [prolonged annoyed groaning and dismayed yelling]

hisoka literally just shows up to sow chaos and throw around information to stir shit up huh

of COURSE the villain is the former 4th spider thats like. easy choice lmao 

it might just be the fansubs but i feel like there were strong implications that hisoka and 4th spider guy fucked bhjdfashfdjnakn

the most unbelievable thing abt this whole thing is that hisoka didnt kill that doll guy lmao 

ohhh shit its uvo

OHHH SHIT NOBUNGA AND MACHI....its so bad but i really like the troupe members and when they show up im like !!!!!!!

machi is so cooooool

aughhhh its like....i feel bad for nobunga for having to face down uvo like this....and THEN when pakunoda shows up too :( and nobunga tells her doll ‘rest in peace now’ or something when he cuts her down....oof. but also like theyre evil murderers so im!?! conflicted?!?!

also the shadow beast guys that uvo killed showing up and then proceeding to do LITERALLY NOTHING was kinda hilarious

and damn so technically the troupe is on the same side as the main crew, what with all of them wanting to wreck omokages shit

also omokage looks like sephiroth lmaoooo 

ill be honest i barely know what sephiroth looks like but ruth said this and i felt in my bones that its true 

ok i gotta talk abt the kurapika backstory stuff bc OUUGHGHGHGHGH my fucking UWUS BITCH!!!!

seeing a bunch of kurta was sad....and seeing baby-er kurapika OUGH and also pairo is sooo cute and him and kurapikas friendship is so pure 

kurapika is so different :( theyre like, so much more innocent and excitable....thats so damn sad bro wtf 

pairo pulling some slick moves swapping that little potion thing - all while using his blindness as a cover - was so good...no wonder he and kurapika get along so well 

also gotta say its even more brutal that one of the main reasons kurapika didnt get Big Murdered w/the rest of the kurta is bc pairo pulled this stunt - if he hadnt, kurapika wouldve failed the test and never would have left 

also kurapika saying theyre gonna find someone who can help w/pairos eyes ;_; the similarities w/leorios backstory/motivation makes me die 

and seriously im still caught up at how innocent and pure kp is oooof ough 

tho still defs the kurapika we know....theyve seemingly always had a temper, what with the reaction to the dudes in the market 

like, kurapika did NOT hold back...even after finding out that they were just part of the test! tho i do get it bc they insulted pairo...kurapika’s love for their friends/stalwart need to defend their friends is clearly a big thing 

also the market people’s reaction to seeing kp’s red eyes is rlly interesting to me...are the kurta like, known to anybody? or are they more of a vaguely talked-about group that like, ‘probably exists’? or is it that people know abt them but not the red eyes thing? it seems like these people, if any, would know, bc this market is seemingly a day’s travel from where the kurta live....i want more kurta lore bro!!

i big love pairo helping kurapika cheat like that....such an interesting twist, and makes it obvious that theirs is a friendship of equals 

anyways i loved that flashback stuff and it just drives home how absolutely fucked up and horribly sad kurapikas whole existence is, especially in this movie w/pairo’s doll being used against them

n e ways back to the non flashback stuff

i love that gon’s super nose returned for this movie omg 

im just auhghghghgh gon and killua know each other so well uwu....

aaaand illumi (well, doll illumi) is back to fuck shit up for poor killua

ugh it still gets me how clearly terrified of illumi killua is...we dont really see him act like this any other time :( and the fact that doll-illumi was able to scare killua enough to get him to run away and leave gon behind (albeit briefly) was oof 

gon jumping in front of killua and getting his eyes stolen instead....baby boyyyy oughhh

also can i just say thank fuck they didnt replace illumis eyes w/gons bc THAT wouldve been some serious nightmare fuel lmao 

cant believe killua then ran away again and walked emo-ly on the train tracks 

and THEN he saw a train coming and was like oh well :( guess ill die :/ JESUS KID 

but gon w/his Big Sniff Powers comes to the rescue!!

it was so cute how gon told killua that killua didnt run and abandon him - they were working together to fight :’) gon understands killua so well 

i love how the squad then squads up to fight omokage...with half of them being blind lmao 

and in the half that isnt blind is leorio, who STILL doesnt know nen, and literally brings a knife to a nen fight 

i totally saw the whole ‘retz is a doll and her older brother is omokage, and retz actually died a while ago’ thing coming lol but still, not bad

all omokage does is talk abt the beauty of his dolls or w/e like ENOUGH bro 

kurapika fighting pairo and killua fighting illumi (AGAIN) was all so fucked up they shouldve switched opponents for less trauma oof 

and poor leorio is literally no help vhhvdijfhjbashkj he just gets throw around this whole time

kurapikas fight against pairo was sad bc it was such a fucked up situation...kp did gr8 tho, i liked them saying that this isnt the real pairo, cause pairo would never say/do these things. still and extremely sucky situation to be in! 

meanwhile its the gon and killua vs doll-illumi rematch...and this illumi is like, a version of illumi drawn from killuas mind/heart (or something idk, it was kinda glossed over which i understand), which means that hes extra scary and focused on telling killua how much hes just a mindless killing machine who cant have friends 

but luckily we have gon here to help snap killua out of his trauma haze, which certaintly wasnt the case at the hunter exam - so it was kinda nice to see how things went w/gon around :’) they work so well together oughhhhh....and they love each other so much broo gay preteen love real 

hisoka just fuckgin materializing in the house place to help sow more chaos....unbelievable 

me: i bet hisoka wont want to fight doll chrollo bc its not The Same as real chrollo 

ruth: no i think he will bc hes a whore 

hisoka: [fights doll chrollo] 

me: oh shit u right 

kurapika: ok omogake its time for you to FUCKING DIE- 

and then killua stops them and says that he’ll do it, be he doesnt want kurapika to kill anymore :( :( :( bro im sooo fucking sad. killua rlly b out here thinking that hes already too far gone to matter when it comes to murder, but he doesnt want his friends to end up like that, so he might as well take on that burden, because whats one more person’s death on his hands? (EVEN THO HE SAID HE DIDNT WANT TO KILL ANY MORE...but theres exceptions when it comes to saving your friend’s souls and whatnot) :( :( AUGHHH

but luckily retz comes THRU with some good ole fratricide

killua: [takes notes]

the fact that the phantom troupe just fuckgin shows up and is like oh hey its you guys. this casual enemy stuff kills me lmao i love it 

then they just fuckgin LEAVE and theyre like welllll we cant rlly fight u bc of chrollo’s state so by i guess. its NOT On Sight but someday it will be! YOU TOO HISOKA DONT THINK WE FUCKIGN FORGOT ABOUT YOU. 

dramatic house burning! and rip retz, saw that one comin tho 

when they all went thru and said their life goals and then killua was like shit i dont have a cool definitive anime goal LMAOOOO

but THEN gon said his goals should be to stay by gon’s side UHMMM???? baby gays AUGHHHHH and killua is just like lovestruck AUGHHHH 

Gays Win 

then they all peace out to resume the next arc lmaoooo

and then we see flashes of other characters, like the blonde girl (who ruth and i totally thought retz was, seeing thumbnails from this movie....we were like w8 hasnt that girl not been introduced yet??? lmao)

we also see some dude w/long hair and a hat who ive never seen before but ruth went OHHH ITS SCYTHE GUY!!! so i guess hes gonna b important?? lol 

and then we saw chrollo....still in the same place the squad left him vbhajfdjkahsbfkdjabhsukfdj CAN HE NOT GET DOWN FROM THERE W/OUT NEN OR AN AIRSHIP??? THATS SO FUCKING FUNNYYYYYY ARE YOU KIDDING ME 

general thots:

so this was very much an Anime Movie, in that they cant like, advance to plot or develop the characters much, bc its a movie. and this one is non canon

it was enjoyable but i do feel like it was much more typical shounen then hxh usually is...like, i feel like this was made by the same people who make like, the naruto movies or w/e, and w/the same sort of approach/attitude 

this isnt necessarily bad - i LIKE shounen for a reason - but it was a bit noticeable bc it wasnt quite as smart as hxh is usually, and it rehashed a lot of stuff weve already seen in this show itself 

but still i think it did a good job w/what it had, and it had some good angst, and everyone was very gay which is good

the art style was SLIGHTLY wack but it wasnt as bad as i thought itd be 

overall a fun time like most anime movies. didnt reinvent the wheel but i had a good time. im excited for the greed island arc, and im also disproportionately excited to watch the hxh musical bc that is a thing that exists and i MUST see it asap bc that sounds like the kind of hilarious wackiness that appeals to me specifically

so thats it...later!