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the-magnusinstitute · 3 months ago

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All staff and visitors,

So. Hello. Um. Long story short? Yellow door.

#UH.#I KNOW ITS BEEN MONTHS. BUT. UH.#IN MY DEFENCE I WAS SUICIDAL??#hey listen though fr i’m so glad that yall stayed around and i’ll be hopefully back to this over the next few weeks #magposting #tmagpod #the magnus archives #tma #tmagp #the magnus institute

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liauditore · 1 year ago

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cw// implied character death, double life nonsense

because you are love itself.

#my art #trafficblr #double life #divorce quartet #<-- insane about how scott killed pearl in limlife.#this comic has been sitting unfinished in my files for a good month its def not finished to my usual quality but god it needed to be done #so uh scott... yeah. i like villain scott but not pure evil scott. i like a scott whos scared of being loved and manipulates others to spar #himself the pain. i like a scott who ditched pearl because their friendship was actually becoming real and when the server gods confirmed i #with DL he freaked out a bit and ran off.#ofc u can interpret this comic however u want but i was just thinking way too hard abt smajhor #i feel like often ppl get divided into scott did nothing wrong vs scott is pure evil alot of the time #which is understandable cus like i said with fanart/fic u only have so much space to show someones personality #but idk i like him all angsty. like i know im a bad person but to keep myself safe i need to keep being like this.#hes so blorbo *puts him in a blender*#i hate him *wraps him up in a blanket and takes him home*#cw implied death #cw implied violence #scott #pearl

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rbtlvr · 8 months ago

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'Is this like an Alice in Wonderland thing?' Leo called out, paddling towards Sensei and trying not to swallow water as he moved. 'Did you cry all these tears?' 'The mindscape does love a good metaphor.' Sensei called back, and he sounded fucking wrecked.

old dead bones that don't get theirs (death wish sidefic by @remedyturtles) was written to kill me, specifically, personally, actually. i still think about it Constantly

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #future leo #little kid with a big death wish #death wish #tries to get back into the groove of doing art. Does This #i will say i did take some artistic liberties ajfkldsjfkldj #NOT sure how well it comes across bc this shit is Hard to draw but. points. at all the leaves fallen off the tree. teehee #i missed drawing that fucking tree btw. god #i missed doing the mindscape effects!!!!!!!!#ohh hh i just had a thought . cleaned up version of this as a tarot card #probably will not actually get around to doing that but. smth smth the tower maybe. or the hanged man idk #id have to look up the Exact meanings of each of them but #anyway. yes its been like six months yes ii still think abt it. mindscape shit my fucking beloved #i think abt the mindscape shit in firefight DAILY as well its .awuauwguaguahghgh #ok god enough ramblign. what other tags #uhhhh . uh #sibling death cw #<- implied if you know the context but just to be safe #my art #i almost. forgor thatone i cannot BELIEVE lmao #anyway. posts this at almost fuckginh midnight its ok <3

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im-smart-i-swear · 7 months ago

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kuron voice do i look like i was born yesterday

#no. he was born AT LEAST a month ago #kuron vld #vld kuron #clone shiro #vld #my art #a few hours ago i uh. was overcome by the sudden urge to draw him w a bit more effort than usual...... this is the result:]#guess this doubles as perspective practice? dunno #im not sure whether or not this is wonky bc ive been staring at it for too long #anyway im pretty proud of how this turned out!!!! i am starting to notice a pattern in what lighing i choose #for literally every of my kuron pieces lol.#.its purple .just a shit ton of purple and also black. thats it thats all i can think of for him. some pinks in there too ig #not many ppl know this but he actually wasnt made to infiltrate voltron! his life mission is just to stand menacingly in dark rooms

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pa-pa-plasma · 1 year ago

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#polls #tumblr polls #fanfiction #fanfic #archive of our own #ao3 #believe it or not this isn't actually for like. me needing to know about hiatuses #this is just a sneaky way of finding out. something else #Danny Phantom #;)#on an unrelated note how do you feel about waiting somewhere between 2-9 months for a fic to continue on its original course?#it's probably closer to 2 if i actually do it #i mean the fic would still be updating but it would be. uh. spoiler alert cant say it'd just be 2~ months til the main storyline continues #i've been given the go ahead from someone who knows about it all but i need to know how people feel about rereading #it wouldnt be rereading but there would be an element of things repeating. it would seem to be repeating at first but isnt #oh my.... wait no.... i think i just realized where i got this idea from & it's killing me how i failed to see this sooner #literally listening to the soundtrack & watching all versions of it bro. i'm an ADHD stereotype #anyway the reason i want to know this is that. this part of the fic can be skipped. you dont NEED to read it #but you would need to wait for the rest of the fic to continue if you choose not to read it #it IS kinda important. it's just. A Lot #okay saying it's skippable but also important seems weird but trust me it's all in the name of beating this kid to the ground #''character development'' no. character deterioration #how can i make him better if he isn't super fucked up #he can't have a mental breakdown if he's happy. & i need him to have a mental breakdown #yeah im going the psychological torture route #also this isnt about timeloops btw. it might sound like it but it's not

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strawglicks · 6 months ago

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u dont get how crazy i am about the new trailer for the firesetter plushies .

the animation is so cool it makes me so giddy and happy i absolutely adore the animations in this game tbh they look so great and expressive and theyve gotten so good in recent times, esp with that new update a couple months back

ANYWAY i like a lot of the little details . like how graham perks up seeing flint and then turning around to let his BF have the spotlight .. FLINT SLIDING INTO FRAME HAS REARRANGED MY WHOLE BRAIN i assure you ive forgotten important life facts bc flint sliding into frame is taking up that space in my mind . i adore it sm they actually look bold and confident for once . i am so used to their nervous and timid characterization that it makes me so happy to see them genuinely confident. and graham being confident the whole time and enjoying himself in the spotlight but then moving aside to make room for flint . AUGHH.

ALSO. this is the first time we're really seeing flint with his bass in ACTION, in ANIMATION. the only thing we had before this was that one image Mailman (a crew member) made and now we really get to see it in action .

i assume the trailer isnt like. a canon event. but its still all cool and i like the details :] its fun to look way deeper than what it actually is. which is. just a trailer LMAO

#finally got to lay out my thoughts !#ive been insane abt it all day but i got overwhelmed bc it made me too excited earlier that i didnt know what to do with myself #my morning was a bigass nothing burger i did NOTHING bc i was too eager w this trailer/plushie release #yes it makes me SOOO happy but to the point i get overwhelmed and it kinda drains my energy #i truly wish i could just be normal abt these things .#anytime ttcc updates part of me is excited and the other part is bracing for impact bc im gonna get overwhelmed and then #do nothing for like 2 days #ANYWAY. yay pride month yay plushie release! i bought em both already :]#toontown #ttcc #toontown corporate clash #flint bonpyre #firestarter #graham payser #graham ness payser #pacesetter #firesetter #uh .. im not tagging this with my analysis tag its not big or serious enough . its just me being not normal

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stiffyck · 3 months ago

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I just now realized that I may or may not have made a mistake. Um. If I made a mistake I am quite possibly fucked for like a year lmfao

#uhhh i may or may not have signed something i did not read properly. i thought it was just an info thingy #but it may have been the fucking JOB CONTRACT. WHICH I SHOULD SIGN AFTER MY 3RD MONTH TRIAL PERIOF #PERIOD*#if it was the actual contract then i dont know what to do actually?#because like. im still in the 3 moth period. in that time i should br allowed to quit the job at any point #however if its already signed can i still quit???? or am i gonna have to actually resign and wait 3 months till i can quit #MAYBE THIS WONT MATTER EJTHER WAY BUT IF I GET INTO COLLEGE ID LIKE TO LEAVE THIS JOB-#if i dont get in im staying lmao but now im STRESSING OUT #and i left the god damn paper at WORK. so i have to read it properly tomorrow when i come into work #but uh anyeay #excuse me not understanding how any of this shit works lmao #stiff talk #k rant over

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biohazard-inevitable · 5 months ago

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See, like- I want polyam, but I dont want the sex.

But like- theres so much sex focused talk and stuff in society that its like- well how do I even find people?

Like sure, maybe theres going to a queer bar, but like- when people hit on you at a bar, they’re mostly looking for sex first, maybe romance later, like- a funky little thing.

But like- i dont want that? I dont really trust people like that, nor am I comfortable with sex.

So like- how the fuck do I find people to maybe see?

Cause whats WORSE is I also dont feel comfortable dating someone I barely know, like- if i’m gonna date someone, I have to have known them for a while! It just makes SENSE! As cute as love at first sight is, i dont… experience that???? Its like- something so foreign to my brain that someone can look at someone and then without EVER have spoken to them go “hey, man, they seem awesome i wanna spend my entire existence with them” like????? You dont even know them???

Like sure, yeah, someone can be REALLY pretty and i can totally understand the IDEA of wanting like- sex or something with them, but romance???? Looking at someone and going ‘wow i want to hold their hand and see them smile and go on lunch dates and wake up next to their smiling face’ like- for me to even START having thsoe thoughts i gotta have known them for a while, i currently only feel that sorta way towards two people, one of which is kinda new and im still tryin to figure out where WE’RE at regarding all that because of THEIR current partner

Idk- i used to not be as comfortable saying that kinda stuff as i am now cause i didnt want to thing i was on the aro spectrum for a very long time for whatever personal insecurity was there, but now i know that it was an irrational insecurity I am and im more comfortable with it.

I just- i want to be able to find and date people who are open to polyam but don’t immediately expect sex or super deep romance out of it and thats SO INCREDIBLY HARD TO FIND

So in the meantime i kissa my single boyfriend on the mouf even if hes a thousand miles away

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skrrtscree · 1 year ago

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Akishinji to me feels like being in love with your best friend in middle school, finally admitting those feelings in your first year at highschool, never feeling so right before everything is wrong again. He disappears afterwards and doesn't even say goodbye, or say your over. Even when you find him, he's distant. Of course he would be, he believes he's a murderer, that he'll hurt anyone that comes too close. You wish he'd come back home with you and ask for your help but he doesn't.

You're stubborn so you keep coming back but he's equally stubborn so he continues you push you away. You're both stuck in this cycle, neither of you want to give in to what the other says so there's not much you can do. You both don't mention what you ha(d)ve, it never comes up. You both stay like this, no new teammate enticing him back until him.

He's still plagued with gulit, he knows this won't help him but the least he can do is protect the kid he unintentionally orphaned. And all of a sudden, you have him back. And it's like he never left. Sure, there is some awkwardness, some things left unsaid between you, he still has problems problems you don't even know about at first and he refuses to elaborate on them but you don't care too much for now. You have him back and you won't lose him again. You can't lose him again.

But the universe isn't kind, you've known this for a long time yet you keep standing strong, you can't falter because then everyone else will.

But he slips away, and you crumble.

#persona #persona 3 #p3 #akishinji #akihiko sanada #shinjiro aragaki #me again hi #sorry for dropping off the face of the earth for most of the month ive been on the art grind #ryomina week is next week and ive actually like half way done i think with my pieces for them #its been a month since i posted anything art related hopefully i can get back soon😭#but anyways i basically had thoughts abt akishinji and decided to write them down #uh note: im not an akishinji/akihiko expert or anything thats mirus ballpark #im also not obessed with akishinji unlike other ppl in the p3 fandom theyre kinda in the same space as akeshu for me #but i do like the idea of akishinji being ex boyfriends who mever relaly broke up still want eachother but circumstances never let them #like ooh doomed yaoi.. maybe somedayill make one of these posts for every p3 ship who knows😭#i do have quite a few thoughts on souyos dynamic along with my werid feelings toward the ship itself #anyway byyeee see ya in like 7 dayss #minnitalks

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crescentfool · 1 year ago

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saw this fun challenge on twitter by @/sapgoon_... had to do it because im a lover of experimentation! blank version under the cut!

#persona 3 #minato arisato #makoto yuki #lizzy does art #this is like my greatest hits tbh truly a testament to how much i love to change my style like every 6 months or so #anyway this is my birthday present to myself since my birthdays today :D #so kind of future me to have invented time travel to get 2018 and 2020 lizz to draw minato for my birthday...#haha yeah i've totally been into p3 for five years! uh huh! (2018 me didnt know what a minato was.)#2020 me knew what a persona was and thought that minato was pretty mass destruction boy #and since its my birthday it marks 2 years since i watched the p3 movies :D oh how time flies....#this is not what i originally intended to post today but like... yeah... yeah.... the minatoverse #also i miss lineless style from 2022... i GOTTA get back on that lineless grind frl frl it still slaps tbh

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ratatatastic · 7 days ago

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do you write fic on ao3?

unfortunately for everyone involved i do!

#ask #and if youre wondering about my handle i write on anon so its doesnt particularly matter (shrugs)#and also i think its pretty easy to figure out which fics ive written because i want to makeout mad sloppy style with an em dash #anyways (waves offhandely) it doesnt really matter much because i have like posted an ss on here before so you know #its not like im trying to hide it like eh #but also because of my disposition that would put a tranced rabbit to shame i dont exactly yell it from the hilltops either #the moral of the story is if you ask me what im working on ill yap about it maybe like post an excerpt #and months later youll find something posted on anon and youll be like oh! so they finally posted it!#so to spare you all (lies on my tummy like we're at a sleepover and giggles) you wanna hear what im working on #haha of course you do youre a prisoner in my yap box #and i want an excuse to talk about it hidden in the tags so people skim over it and not read it <3 #SO the earliest wip is from like early october about a magical realism au because i rewatched lwa as i usually do and well theres this one #ep about a magical animal if you will... and you can kinda guess what it is from that lol its sashaforsyekky #because the dreaded @/tungpin infected me with the brainworms about this trio specifically #and it really is ekky going 🥺 at whatever sashaforsy have (persumably) got going on woe is him its at 5k rn but uh ive stalled progress #because puppyekky has consumed my every thought which leads me to my second wip that ive been labouring over since the start of october #that also just broke 5k and not even remotely done lol whoops but its puppy ekky in a team environment with a heavy emphasis on the euros #rn there are scenes scrabbled out with sasha (multiple) mikksy luosty lundy and forsy. i know i have an idea for bobby.#and really lets see where the muse takes us i have vague ideas that are mmmhmm but we'll see when we get there!#the third one isnt the most likely to get finished but uh it is sashamaffhew global series stuff because it stemmed from #“it really is funny that sasha is treating the finland trip like he knocked up a girl #and is trying to make her meet his parents so it doesnt feel like a shotgun wedding when he you know marries her to take responsibility“#and i just think a maffhew pov with that thought in mind because of the whole touchy at e11even thing is funny to me like think mundane #slice of life oh i feel like im being wined and dined i hope i dont fuck it up jfc i think im fucking it up oh god this feels romantic #anyways it feels remotely ooc to me and it really was more of like a writing break from the wips stated above so (shrugs)#might not see the light of day but its 2k as of now so i do feel its a shame if i dont /try/ to finish it you know? its just low priority #anyways thats my writing check in and i am a prisoner to my own mind i will go insane haha these wont be published anytime soon #because i am slow and get distracted soooo easily so you know <3

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the-leyline-directory · 2 months ago

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[Com Wip;; it's involves gore/violence so the uncensored wip is under the cut] So you all know what I've been up too beyond irl things \o/.

It's a mess but I don't often share darker work content cause I'm scared to do so from folks thinkin its gross/too much/etc so I'm dipping my toes into posting things here....

----- I don't often get to draw things like this for work so I'm having a wonderful time :D

If posting this doesn't get me throttled by asks / anons again thinkin' I'm a bad person for drawing gore then I'll post the finished thing once it's done \o/ then slap that link in the replies of this post [as I've learned to start doing that cause sometimes folk reblog wips and lose the finished one gjfdiogdjgids]

#tw: gore #tw: blood #tw: death #[though technially the character lives idk dnd things]#tw: violent death #[I hope those tags work??? idk]#[Its still a big big mess sorry but I uh wished to share!]#[Been workin on this for a few months off and on now - was ordered last sept - but I couldn't finish it before my surgery]#[then I spent 3 months studying as I was confined to bed - so then I couldn't wrangle the original drawing cause fucking EW so I restarted]#[didn't charge them anything else ofc it's my choice so no worries there!!]#[still got much more to do for it but the client is super nice and chill and likes it thus far!]#[if you've ever commed me you know I send updates like candy I love sending updates]#[rambling but yeah! work things]#mun art

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hwsforeignrelations · 2 months ago

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RANT