#I HATE THIS MOODBOARD WITH MY LIFE
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the pain of being Grizelda Agriche ;
❝ we'll never be those kids again. ❞
❝ they made me into a weapon and then told me to find peace. ❞
tagging ; @elychee, @mysticmeena, @loekas, @d10nsaint, @parkykwho, @rouecentric, @giyuus0nlywife, @sidra-29, @dxmoness, @nxccolo, and @that-one-pretty-bitch.
#꒰ ⟡ ꒱ — auricula.#I HATE THIS MOODBOARD WITH MY LIFE#IT'S SO MESSY#AND IT DOESN'T EVEN FIT HER#hhhh i really tried with this one#but it didn't work#the way to protect the female lead's older brother#roxana#twtptflob grizelda#grizelda agriche
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Its the daddy issues in me I swear
#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#im just a girl#girlhood#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#female rage#just girly things#coquette#girl interrupted#hell is a teenage girl#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#playing dangerous#lana unreleased#day in a life of a pretty girl#daddy issues#hayden christensen#jake gyllenhaal#buffalo 66#layla buffalo 66#the virgin suicides moodboard#the virgin suicides#sensitive era#i hate my dad#vintage americana#coquette dollete#dollette
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Light of my life, fire of my loins ⋆˚✿˖° 𐙚 ₊
#coquette symbols#dollcore#lizzy grant#moodboard#lana del ray moodboard#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#girl interrupted#lolita fashion#sweet lolita#lolita1997#dolores haze#light of my life#fire of my loins#just girly posts#just girly things#this is what makes us girls#girlblogging#girlblog#manic pixie dream girl#daddy's good girl#the feminine urge#female manipulator#female rage#female hysteria#dominique swain#hate men#i love old men#coquette#sweet little nymph
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War of Souls
Ô love, you don't know what you got yourself into
Be aware of my love, it is sweeter than cinnamon
therefore you wouldn't even notice that it is poisonous
I can love you more than anything and that is passion
And I can kill you with my affection
Because I've never loved losing
My fury is more passionate than my mercy
It would be best if you were afraid of me,
Or from any heartbroken women
So don't betray me cause betrayal wouldn't be the end of my love
However, I'm so good at hating when I love someone
Don't start this war of our souls
Because even though you built an empire inside me
I can make this empire fall, even harder than the Roman empire.
#art aesthetic#poem#poetsandwriters#poetry#dark academia#litterature#dark aesthetic#my poem#art#poems on tumblr#love language#love quotes#black love#love#lovers#love life#feelings#relationship#i love you#love hate relationship#passion#intimacy#desire#intimate#affection#daily poem#dark acadamia aesthetic#dark academia moodboard#dark academia quotes#dark romanticism
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instagram: cheri.png
#I’m back!#this photo alone bring me so much happiness and nice nostalgia#it was my escape from shit school experience#and my welcome into the design world bc I hated the clothes so I downloaded paint shop pro to redesign them at age 9 haha#but also I wish my life is a simulation bc I still can’t comprehend things that happened to me#the sims 2#the sims#sims#cybercore#y2k#old internet#old web#cyber y2k#00s#2000s#moodboard#tech#cyber core#tech blog
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my og trio: cherry, cinnamon girl, tulsa jesus freak
#lana del rey#lana del rey songs#lana del rey moodboards#cherry#lust for life#cinnamon girl#norman fucking rockwell#tulsa jesus freak#chemtrails over the country club#my edit#cherry-interlude#not my pictures#mine#i hate the quality#some of the pictures have bad quality
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🎵 ORIGINAL CHARACTER PLAYLISTS — IMOGEN KOL
[inspiration]
tag list (ask to be added or removed!): @adelaidedrubman @florbelles @marivenah @simonxriley @shegetsburned @voidika @kyber-infinitygems @v0idbuggy @inafieldofdaisies @statichvm @socially-awkward-skeleton @aceghosts @jillvalentinesday @risingsh0t @unholymilf @thedeadthree
#oc insp: imogen kol#as you can see i am unwell#I made moodboards but they felt too busy on this post so I went for more simplistic versions#I’ll probably post the boards separately eventually#FINALLY figured out how to rearrange the song order on spotify playlists#and immediately jumped on Imogen's cause I'm the most proud of hers tbh#and most of my other ones don't necessarily have a specific order like hers does#phases of her life rlly be: hate it here might go postal / villain era / fuck I fell in love now what#also imogen and bix do have a separate ship playlist but there is a bit of overlap so who knows if I'll make a post for that too#I'll pretend I'm happy with just this lol
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#so glad my life is chaotic otherwise id have nothing to make art about#my art#collage#upload#mine#emo blog#emo art#indie artist#traditional art#my photography#2014 tumblr#black and white#words#artists on tumblr#female rage#i hate men#vent art#moodboard#dark aesthetic#emo aesthetic
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"I was the first to break your skin, the first to mend it. I know my way best around you. Give me your hand. Tell me where it hurts."
@vilestblood
#you fashioned out of me a temple of need - vilestblood ║ nikodemus & antonin#lifts this to you in my shaking hands#im love them#saw some moodboards on the dash today so I decided resolutely that They need one :3#don't mind the little smiley emoticon i am actually weeping inside at how stupidly cute and heart rending modern verse gets by the day#they rot my brain#NOT TO ME NOT IF ITS YOU but said in every intonation imaginable#what if you met the love of your life when you were 10 and hated him immediatelly?#what if you grew to love every single thing that made you hate him#would your ten year old self laugh at you missing all his horrible habits when you're away#he wants to save the world. you want to save him. you each dangle over a precipice holding each other's hand. one of you falls you both do
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I tell myself I don’t care.
On the nights I don’t hear your voice.
On the days they look at me and see a woman, and not a scientist.
On the evenings I lose count of the days it has been since I felt loved.
I tell myself I don’t care.
There’s always plenty to do.
Plenty of things to learn.
Plenty of places to go.
Plenty of people to meet who hopefully would erase the faces I actually want to see.
I tell myself I don’t care.
This country is burning, and so is this world.
The mad people in this cage have gone wild.
They are screaming for death, they are screaming for shame, they are screaming for help.
I tell myself I don’t care.
Drugs are there in nature, on phones.
They get rid of the voices in my head.
They get rid of the monsters in my bed.
I tell myself I don’t care.
That I don’t feel this life being sucked out of me with the destructive forces of nature.
That I don’t hear the mad men screaming for help in this asylum.
That I don’t see the blood flow through the rivers and clog up puny systems of puny humans.
I tell myself I don’t care.
That I don’t know whether tomorrow would be exactly as soul-wrenching as today.
That I don’t get how existence is a fight, and we are all war criminals.
That evil ways of doing things are more sustainable. They maximize the entropy of the universe.
I tell myself I don’t care.
That I can deal with what today was, and tomorrow is, and what yesterday will be.
That I can construct a chimera and call it meaning, before it gets swept by sands of time.
That I can tell myself something a thousand times, and tune in to the mass delusion, or create one of my own.
#poetry#i hate my existence#existentialism#existential musings#existential thoughts#depressing life#dark academia moodboard#literature#musings#text post#dark academia#poems and poetry#spilled poetry#poem
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hey girls who up thinking about someone has to leave first this is a very old story there is no other version of this story
#RARRRRRGRRGRGGRGRGGRR SCREAM BITE CRY BITE SCREAM CRY SOME MORE#events that have happened this week. long week ever. online life terrible real life great i love my friends i also hate romance#wait hold on i'm going to make a moodboard
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so maybe i do like my work. only a little bit.
(i still can't wait to stop working full-time though. also i'm probably changing bakery on monday - it's a net and i rarely stay in one for more than a week - and then i'll probably come back to complaining)
#diaryblr#daily life#bakery#studentblr#students life#aesthetic#my pics#moodboard#sunrise#waking up at 4am for work is so silly#i hate it but i like it too#workblr#i guess
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What have I actually done make U feel so sad😢
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#Blood Harmony#WIP#Writblr#Mavis Baird#moodboard#can't remember if I'd done a WIP into for this#but given that it's now in it's first draft form#i might be too late for a WIP into#avoidance behaviour#i should be editing#but I hate it#editing is the bane of my life
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[TEASER] THE LOVE PROGNOSIS (m) — JJK.
for as long as you can remember, you’ve always been a hopeless romantic.
the girl who’s always dreamt of cheesy encounters with her soulmate, grand love declarations, and a cute little beach wedding to boot. the kind of girl who thought her high school jock boyfriend would make good on his promise of keeping contact until college. that girl who thought the guy she met at 19 at some sleazy frat party wanted more than just sex. the girl who thought that her boyfriend at 21 would finally be The One after he introduced her to his parents on New Year’s Eve. you’re the kind of girl who thought that it was smart to get a boyfriend in her first year of med school and get proposed to in fourth year.
but reality pretty much slaps you hard right on the face, because love, unfortunately, doesn’t come grand — it’s simple and it’s quiet, but it is quite painful, especially when the love that you’ve been seeking for all your adult life has just been right under your nose all this time.
PAIRING jungkook x female reader // mingyu x female reader
GENRE r18+ (fluff, angst, smut) MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
WORD COUNT 1.2k words for this teaser but the fic currently is at 22k words (heavily unedited). the final estimate is around 30-35k 🤓
WARNINGS/MISC medical!au, roommates!au, surgeon!jk, surgeon!reader (they are both 4th year residents and are co-workers), corporate lawyer!mingyu, oc and jk are bffs since med school but their love language is fighting each other <3, jk and mingyu are bffs during undergrad, jk sluts it out quite often😞, hopeless romantic!oc, weddings and engagement themes, the angst is a bit extreme (medium level tbh) on this one, it’s the… yearning? one sided-love?, the surgeons gang: jk, oc, nayeon, doyeon, taehyung <3, multiple sex scenes (will specify once the fic comes out), i personally have only acquired a degree on Bingewatching Grey’s Anatomy so my medical knowledge is.. you see.. greys anatomy 💔 BUT! i did a lot of research for this pls dont crucify me. the full list of warnings will be indicated when the full fic comes out 🙏🏼 anyways warnings particularly for this teaser: drunk oc, implied alcohol consumption, germaphobe jk lol
NOTES hello awrkive nation!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanted to do something for jk’s birthday this september and this is what i came up with 😭 i am so soooo so incredibly excited to announce this fic to you guys 😵💫 ive been working on this on and off since the last week of july and its currently at 20k words so its coming along really well 🫂 its gonna be a HUGEE HUGEEE fic since its estimated to be around 30k words which will be a first for me hehe <3 pls look forward to it and REPLY TO THE COMMENT SECTION IF YOU WANT TO BE ON THE TAGLIST (pls do not send an ask for taglist request 🫶🏼) LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS THINK!!!!! I WANNA HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS <33333
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“Hey, swing me.”
You tell Jungkook, situating yourself more comfortably on the wooden platform attached to the chains.
“A dollar per minute.” He says, standing up from his own seat and placing himself behind you.
“I thought you hate capitalism? What is this?”
“This is forced labor.” Jungkook says with a groan that you think is a feigned exasperation, since you begin to feel movement right after it.
“You broke my hairdryer the other day. Consider this your compensation.” You look up at him to give him a smarmy smile.
Fom where you’re seated, you realize just how… big his presence is. It’s not the looming, ominous type, though – it’s quite the opposite. When Jungkook surrounds you, you find a bit of comfort in it. A huge one if you want to be honest to yourself.
“And I already bought you a new one. We’re even.” Jungkook squints his eyes at you.
You laugh.
“You’re gonna borrow and break it again.”
He visibly winces. “Touché.”
Jungkook swings you while you talk about your day, just like usual. He asks you about your laparoscopy that kept you from having lunch with the rest of your friends at the hospital earlier that day, about your new scrub cap, and you gossip a little about the new lab tech having a crush on the scrub nurse you both know.
For all his complaints earlier, Jungkook seemingly doesn’t seem to mind having swung you for the past ten minutes now. He’s relaxed and gentle with his movements, and his voice is quaint and soft as he talks to you.
But then you start to feel bad for him so you tell him to stop, standing up from the swing.
“Okay, your turn.”
Jungkook gives you a big grin.
“Nice.”
You chuckle at his enthusiasm when he sits on the swing chair this time around. But when you attempt a push, he barely moves, prompting him to laugh.
“What weak ass push was that?” He says incredulously, looking at you.
You jut your bottom lip out. “You’re heavy and I’m drunk.”
The second time you push him is more forceful but then Jungkook voices out a complaint after the third, fourth, and every single time you do it. You roll your eyes at his tantrums, but then suddenly, you think of a much better idea.
You push him off the swing with all your remaining strength even though your body feels like jelly from all the alcohol you consumed an hour ago.
“What the fuck, __?”
You burst out in boisterous laughter at Jungkook’s state, his hands and knees planted on the ground. He then sits on it, clapping his palms together to get rid of some dust that gathered on his skin.
Without thinking too much about it, you make quick steps over to his direction and situate yourself beside him.
Jungkook looks at you, confused, but you only give him a grin.
“Let’s lie on the ground.”
“What? No!” Jungkook immediately opposes it. As you expected.
You scrunch your face. ���Oh! Look at me! I’m Jeon Jungkook and I’m a germaphobe and I’m afraid of dirt!” You say, intentionally making your voice a pitch higher.
Jungkook deadpans. “Pathogens can kill your cells’ metabolic machinery, so, yeah? I’m afraid of dirt.”
You roll your eyes at him and while he goes off about how they can also cause a toxic massive immune reaction, you push his chest forcefully which catches him off guard, prompting him to lay on the ground. Before he can say anything, you take his arm out to spread beside you and you use it to rest your head on.
Jungkook stops his rambling after that.
“See, shut up.” You say, backhanding him slightly on the chest. You fix your gaze at the skies. “The sky is beautiful tonight. Worry about your pathogens next time.”
Jungkook chuckles, and you feel the vibration of his body as he does so, being so close to him. As you peer up to look at him, you see him folding his other arm to lie his head on it.
You smile, going back to looking at the sky.
“This is like in The Notebook.” Jungkook says after a beat of silence.
“Right?” You grin. “And with the pathogens, too.” You tease.
Jungkook laughs, pinching your arm in his reach. “God, shut up about your pathogens.”
You chuckle at the irony.
“That’s me,” you point upwards, referring to a big twinkling light in the sky. Then, you move your finger towards the star beside it. “And then that’s you, ‘cause I’m a bigger star than you.”
You feel Jungkook look at you from his position. “You are so drunk.”
That causes you to giggle, clutching your stomach because you can’t stop laughing at pretty much everything tonight.
“I feel like I'm not anymore. My head just feels like it’s floating but no, definitely not drunk.”
“Whatever you say.” Jungkook says, chest vibrating from laughing at you.
“Hm. Race you to sleep, Jungkook.” You snuggle on his armpit. As you do, you smell a waft of your water lily springs body wash from Bath and Body Works. “Can you stop using my body wash?”
“What?” You can hear Jungkook say, but as he calls your name and more, his voice starts fading. “__? Hey, don’t sleep on me.”
You hum, eyes still closed.
“__, hey!” Jungkook grazes your arms. You can feel your head moving as Jungkook starts to sit, guiding your back to sit upright. He calls you again, gently tapping your cheek to wake you up.
The truth is, you’re really sleepy, but not so much that you can’t hear him anymore or move on your own.
Jungkook gives up trying to wake you up, though, convinced by your acting. Soon, he goes over in front of you, reaching for your arms and placing them around his neck.
“Just put your legs around me, yeah?” He whispers against your hair once you’re glued against his back.
You hum, intending it to sound like a mumble so Jungkook thinks you don’t actually understand.
Jungkook fixes your legs around him, standing up, bouncing a little to get you nice and snug in his back. You smile at the prospect of a piggyback ride.
“I know you’re awake, silly,” He says suddenly, his voice painted with amusement.
You stifle your laughter against his neck, breaking your supposed to be convincing act.
“Race you to the car, Kook.” you whisper into his ear.
Jungkook scoffs, but he doesn’t say anything more until you reach his car. He wears your seatbelt for you, though, and tells you to drink more water from his tumbler.
You fall asleep easily mid-drive.
In the morning, you wake up with a banging headache, your eyes catching the sight of a post-it note on your desk with one tab of Advil.
morning/afternoon stinky i made porridge before i left for my shift just heat it up again when you wake up
ps: your medical bill from my personal care will be discussed later when i get back home. no friends discount allowed
— your angelic friend, kookie
You chuckle at the (annoyingly elaborate) sketch of an angry bunny on the side.
© 𝐀𝐖𝐑𝐊𝐈𝐕𝐄 2024. all rights reserved. copying, editing, reposting and translating any of my works are not allowed.
#jungkook fluff#jungkook smut#jungkook angst#jungkook scenarios#jungkook imagines#jungkook fanfic#jungkook ff#jungkook x reader#jeon jungkook x reader#jungkook x you#bts fluff#bts smut#bts angst#bts fanfic#awrkive
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pornstar!rafe hate fucking you during your first collab (based off my moodboard)
m.lists ⟡ taglist
pairing: pornstar!rafe x pornstar!reader warnings: fingering, spit kink, bondage, gagging, oral (m receiving), degrading, creampie, 18+ word count: 1.1k (this was supposed to be a short concept but i got carried away)
After moving from Kildare, you started working in the porn industry and have been in the industry for a little over a year. You have been trying to make your name more known, and you’ve been successful in doing so. About a week ago, your agent informed you about collaborating with another fan favorite, but you never expected to see Rafe Cameron walking into the room alongside his agent.
The pair of you immediately said no to working with each other, after all, this was the same Rafe Cameron who made your life a living hell when you lived in Kildare, it was safe to say that the two of you hated each other for years.
Although you and Rafe said no, you both knew your agents were right, this was an opportunity that the two of you couldn’t pass up. Especially after hearing how much you’ll be paid just to collaborate.
Grudgingly, you and Rafe agreed and signed the contract, which is what led to the two of you in a hotel room, camera in one of his hands while two of his thick digits are thrusting in and out of your slick cunt, “You know, it’s a bit pathetic how wet you are f’me”. You bite back a moan when he curls his fingers, “Don’t flatter yourself”.
“Keep it up and I’ll put that mouth of yours to better use” he spat, which only makes you spur him on, making him withdraw his fingers. “After all these years, you still like pissin’ me off, huh?” he scoffs, pushing you onto your knees. You gasp when he harshly tugs on your hair and he doesn’t hesitate for a second as he roughly shoves his length into your mouth, making you gag when he hits the back of your throat.
He’s gripping your hair, harshly thrusting into your warm, wet mouth as he watches through the screen of the camera, “Always wondered what that bratty little mouth could do”. Your saliva is pooling out the side of your mouth, dripping onto your bare tits and you look up into the camera, batting your lashes up at him with mascara smudged under your eyes.
He pushes your head down further, holding your head still. Your nose nudges against his pelvis, causing you to gag more, “Shit, that’s right, choke on my fuckin’ dick”.
You gasp for air when he pulls you back, his cock slipping out of your mouth with a wet pop. Your throat burns and you barely have time to recover as he’s pulling you up off the floor, spinning you around before shoving you onto the plush bed with your ass in the air.
Rafe is pulling your wrists behind your back, wrapping his belt around them, binding them together tightly. His hand finds the back of your neck, pushing your face further into the mattress. You yelp when his large hand comes down on your ass, “Gonna fuckin’ ruin this pretty little cunt, it’s just beggin’ to be used”. He gathers his saliva in his mouth, fingers spreading you open before spitting onto your aching cunt, watching the way it runs down your folds.
You whine when he teasingly rubs the head of his cock up and down your slit, “Quit whining or I’ll give you somethin’ to whine about” he warns. “I’ll quit when you stop teasing me” you bite back, “God, I still can’t fuckin’ stand you” he snorts. Your response was cut short by a sharp gasp when he pushes into you in one harsh thrust, slamming his hips into yours. He leans back, one hand grabbing your bound wrists, using it as leverage to hold you still as he pounds into you at a relentless pace, his other hand holding the camera, making sure to film every second.
“You feel so fuckin’ good” he grits his teeth, his eyes landing on the ‘Heaven Sent’ chain jewelry around your waist, watching it bounce with each thrust, “Shit, you may be right about one thing, think your sweet little pussy is heaven sent”. His eyes are drifting down to watch the way your cunt swallows him, “Goddamn, pussy is just as needy as you are, huh? She’s suckin’ me in so well”.
His thrusts are brutal and all you can do is lay there, writhing and taking what he’s giving you. “R-Rafe” you moan out, “R-Rafe” he mimics, “Use your words”. You try to respond but you’re too focused on how good he’s making you feel, “Fuckin’ you so well that you turned into a brainless little slut, huh?” he chuckles. “Uh huh,” you moan, the squelching noises from the way his cock pistons into you fill the room.
Rafe leans forward, his chest flush against your back, allowing him to plunder deeper into you. He reaches around, practically pushing the camera in your face as he shoves his thick fingers in your mouth, muffling your moans. He slides his fingers further down your throat, making you gag, “You like that shit? Gagging on my fingers while takin’ my cock like the little cockslut you are?”.
“Keep your eyes on the camera, gotta show them how much you love my big cock stretchin’ your tight cunt out” he grunts in your ear. He removes his spit-coated fingers from your mouth, trailing them down your body to between your legs, finding your clit and rubbing circles. “You’re nothing but a tight, warm hole for me to use, yeah?” he taunts, making you clench around him. “Go on, tell ‘em or I won’t let you cum” he commands, referring to the camera that he has shoved in your face.
His tip repeatedly hits your g-spot, and your legs start to tremble as you feel your orgasm approaching, “I-I’m nothing but a tight, warm hole for you to use” you sob out. “Atta girl, gonna cum f’me? Show the camera how fuckin’ pretty you look when you’re creaming all over my cock and I’ll fill this pretty pussy up so fuckin’ good”.
Your walls flutter around him, eyes rolling back, crying out his name as you cum around his cock. Rafe pulls himself off your back, his large, calloused hand pressing down on the small of your back as he continues pumping into you, knocking the air out of your lungs. His cock twitches inside of you, moaning as he paints your walls with his hot, thick cum.
He slowly pulls out, grabbing the camera as he spreads your folds further apart to capture his cum spilling out of your pussy, “Look how pretty your little hole looks stuffed with my cum” he murmurs, his finger moving up your slit, collecting his cum before pushing it back into your cunt.
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