#I HATE EVERYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!

[todostoast]

my tummy hurts (i want to feel loved so bad)

[dolcegbaby]

dear lord please make it better because im waiting and everyones telling me it will get better but nothings changing infact everythings getting worse!! 💖💖

[brookee202]

[psychiczn4]

Me when eat

Me when life

Me when people

Me when conversations

Me when emotions

Me when calories

Me when tiktok

Me when my class

Me when teachers

Me when school

Me when summer

Me when someone gave me sweets

Me when someone is looking at my phone

Me when someone asks about something I don't know about

Me when someone look at me

Me when my body

Me when my weight

Me when ME

[determinate-negation]

almost an entire year of reading the phrase 'airstrikes on refugee camps' every single day.

[pinkgelpen444]

[dol1isa]

It's not fair

[fangirlghost-19]

i need an excuse to get my shit together so here we go:

if this gets 50 notes i'll drink more water everyday

if this gets 100 notes i'll start cycling once a week and logging it

if this gets 200 notes i'll start eating more fruit

if this gets 500 notes i'll apply for a summer job

if this gets 1000 notes i'll actually make plans with my friends

if this gets 2000 notes i'll tidy my entire wardrobe

if this gets 5000 notes i'll get a better skincare routine

if this gets 10 000 notes i'll do something about my mental health

the numbers are intentionally high bc i really don't want to do any of this and yeah there is a deadline of the end of june

[m1stm3]

i feel like suguru never broke the habit of eating candy/drinking soda after eating curses.

like even as an adult with all the cult leader stuff, he still always carried around small candies or lollipops to stave off the nasty taste after eating a curse. especially after you came into his life.

it felt strange to eat a curse only to kiss you with those same lips without something to cleanse his palette. he didn’t want to associate the bitter taste of a curse with your lips, he’d much rather associate them with something sickly sweet.

the sound of crinkling wrappers and soft crunching had become customary, a sort of white noise after suguru had ingested a curse. he always, always leaned in for a kiss after, slipping his dyed tongue into your mouth as you hummed at the sweet flavor laving over your tastebuds, even playfully trying to guess the flavor from the remnants of the sugary treat.

that’s why you watched him expectantly as he finished the remnants of his lollipop, his tongue mindlessly fiddling with the stick for a moment before throwing it away. he raised an eyebrow when he noticed your stare, a smirk gracing his lips.

“is there something on my face?” he sounded too smug to be clueless. you only shook your head in response, that same wide eyed, expectant gaze fixed on his face.

he broke sooner than he would’ve liked, clicking his tongue with a small “c’mere.” he fought back a smile when you came closer, cupping your face in his hands before pressing his lips to yours in a heated kiss. you pulled him closer, a small gasp leaving him when you sucked on his tongue softly before pulling away completely with a thoughtful hum.

“is it peach?”

he gave you an incredulous look, a small laugh leaving him at your words. god, you were going to be the death of him.

(you were right.)

[bunnydoll777]

everything is becoming so annoying im fucking going crazy

[shuaaflower]

I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.

[todostoast]

every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

[blushaddict18]

I wish I could just overdose on sadness and just be gone, peacefully in my sleep.

[ayo-edebiri]

[molly-pocket]

[sanniolodio]

I don't want to wake up tomorrow morning