#I HATE CLASSMATE A I HATE THEM
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Hey guys pausing every other art project I have to make project sekai mizu5 event art cuz that event has me going INSANE hope y’all don’t mind
#I NEED HER TO BE OKAY#THIS EVENT HAS ME STRESSITN#I HATE CLASSMATE A I HATE THEM#HOW DARETHEY OUT HRR LIKE THAT NOT MY GIRL MIZUKI#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH WHY PROJECT SEKAI WHYYY
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i want jamiazu + idikei to go on a double date so badly i think the vibes would be So Very Turbulent
#twisted wonderland#twst#jamiazu#idikei#idicay#cereal tries to draw#i love any fanart of board game club and their bitch ass crushes jdslhffkjg teeheehee#cater and jamil can get along fine but board game club is incapable of behaving#they have to drop everything to bully the shit out of each other given the chance!!!#jamil does this with azul also. tbh i think it would be a war immediately and caters like HaHa Oh My GOd. ??!!?#cater actually it's hard to say bc sometimes hes like HUH!!!! CHILL OUT!! but other times hes a shady little freak of a guy and enables#things so like whose to say. maybe if hes in a silly mood he would join idia and jamil and it would be 3v1 rip azul it was nice knowing u#the rng of if they get peacekeeping caycay or mischievous caycay#it feels like it has been a While since ive really sat and drawn them...#i have had a lot going on <///3 and then all draw time is spent on art fight rn but. small break For Them#do u even understand me. do u see my vision. i want to put all four of them in an escape room#bundle them together and observe them under a microscope#god i just LOVE how any time someone in twst talks about another character it's always either like#yes this is a good respectable classmate of mine who i admire. or I HATE THAT BITCH HE FUCKING SUCKS ASS ACTUALLY!!!!#and then the haters are like best friends who hang out always jfdksljflkshg#but theyd rather DIE than ADMIT IT!!!#bitch boys who only respect each other when they dont know each other too well ig fjldksfh#board game club being god tier haters nonstop of each other is so fucking funny im literally obsessed with whatever they have going on#anyway!!! I WANT THEM TO HANG OUT MORE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i hope we continue to see more protests within the US military. i see a lot of leftists and folks who are anti-military who have such an open disdain for the people who are in the military, yet neglect to considering the conditions this country makes to produce ideology, poverty, and the illusion of choice to make all kinds of people choose to enlist in the military. You ever see those videos of ROTC kids recording each other asking why they joined the military and everyone's like, "healthcare", "it helped me go to college", "I was bored" or "free ptsd lol". I hate to remind everyone but folks who are in the military are people, too, and they are the same victims and perpetrators of violence as the rest of you, we have all been shallowly conditioned to view each other as enemies just because one person is wearing army greens and the other is not.
some of the biggest anti-war advocates are those who engaged in war. Veterans who genuinely believed they were protecting the US against "terrorism" come back with blood on their hands, and they choose to realize that it was US imperialism that forced them to carry out violence, instead of doubling down and shielding themselves from the fact that they too are capable of atrocities... This is a class of people who are intentionally conditioned to be as poor and as ideologically aligned to US imperialism so that the military has a never-ending pool to send their youth to destroy other country's youth. The only people I have ever heard say "do not join the military" are those who ARE military.
This is in no way to ever excuse or explain away any of the atrocious war crimes and violence this industry and its people have committed against others. What I am saying is that we absolutely cannot cast aside the individuals who have been victimized within US imperialism, even if they are wearing army greens. I was speaking with my Palestinian classmate last week and another classmate--a member of the US air force-- walked up to me and struck up a conversation. My military classmate showed me her new bird, bid both of us goodbye, and left. My Palestinian classmate asked me if I was close with her, and I said we talked quite often, and she said, "I never met a person who's in the military. I still hate the military, but I never knew that they did, too. I didn't realize that they were also victims."
If my Palestinian classmate--one who is actively watching her own community die--can understand that it is not individuals who are the problem but it is in fact systems, US imperialism, white supremacy, capitalism...why can't we all? And she has EVERY reason to hate any individual military member. A lot of online activism just creates more barriers. if your optics look bad, complicated, or contradictory, you are cast aside. Everyone has got the be the perfect activist, you can never make a mistake or share a half-baked thought, you should always believe every word from a marginalized persons mouth (because being marginalized doesn't mean you're not entrenched in white supremacy too!) and you should never question what you see...Do you know what you sound like? The very imperialists who are convincing poor whites to vote against themselves. Perfectionism is white supremacy. Black & white thinking is white supremacy.
I'd rather have a military member who genuinely believed in the US imperialism machine but was disillusioned after being deployed as my comrade than some leftist who cherishes the performance of "being a good person". I don't want "good people" in our movements. I want humans who care. I want humans who make mistakes and who learn from them. I want humans who accept the messiness of a person. I want humans who hold others accountable and allow themselves to take responsibility for their actions. I want people who change for themselves and others.
fight systems, not individual people. we can change each other, but if we're too preoccupied looking like the World's Perfect Activists, we will only consume each other alive. Connect to your fellow humans, forever and always.
#muertotalks#a mind dump after seeing so much come out after the self immolation of the us air force member#i know hes not the first one to self immolate for palestine#and he might not be the last#i hate the military#i really fucking do#but i choose to see the people within them as victims within the overall system just like the rest of us#i will never go through what they did to make them choose to enlist#i never struggled with poverty homelessness healthcare or social acceptance#i wont shame them#shame is not productive#i want them to know there are civilians who support their protests#i want them to know that we their allies too#a note on my palestinian classmate#if youre arab or also a colonized person impacted by the us military feel free to hate every member of the military#i dont intend to police yall in how you choose to feel your anger#im angry with you#the point i mean to make is about understanding and compassion#someone who has every right to hate these people still chose to see them as the people they are#yes i even want the best for the “bad” people in the military too#i dont want these people to continue the ideology but we cant stop that without dismantling these systems#and we cant do that without creating spaces for healing and reform and growth#so many thoughts so many thoughts#none of this is easy#i fight daily against impulsively hating the world#everyday is a fight to choose compassion and understanding#but being a leftist and doing leftism is not fucking easy#if you genuinely think it is it isnt#and you may be missing the point of what leftism is#anyway
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I don't consider myself part of 'the queer community'. I actively avoid groups, labels, gatherings. I don't need to describe why.
But is transandrophobia one of the reasons?
Lol, duh. No shit.
#deadbeat talks.#trans nsft#gay nsft#mlm nsft#transandrophobia#transmisandry#misandry#'being a man must be so boring' 'don't you just hate it when men' 'being a gay can't be a choice bc who would willingly pick men?'#choke?? lol.#vent post#personal vent#hell repackaged and internalized homophobia is just shoved in my face by fellow gay men like. im not laughing at your self hatred.#i like men. you wanna be friends with the manhaters so bad go kiss them then. since kissing men is SUCH a fucking pain.#you wanna specify bigots specify bigots. you wanna specify trends specify trends.#you're not specifying when you fucking say men and congrats i don't wanna hang around your fucking fem only club.#saw 'being a man must be so boring' as a reel comment and ik exactly who they meant and ik exactly who it actually hits.#not interested not interested not interested blocked blocked blocked - I'm very. Fucking. Tired.#Ive ditched several 'friends'. girls. fem aligned ppl. nonbinary ppl. 'oh im not talking about like- TRANS men-' I'll say it again. choke.#i did not work through cultural fearmongering as a child teaching me to be scared of my male classmates and scared of my masculine self.#i did not work through unlearning homophobia and accepting femininity through detaching dysphoria from hating all things feminine.#i did not learn the difference between toxic masculinity and healthily being oneself and ultimately accepting myself as a man.#i did not go through being accepting myself as tomboy girl then a hesitantly queer nonbinary then a finally steady trans man.#to have practically EVERYTHING I FUCKING SEE from supposed allies queers and feminists be 'lol men amirite'.#again.#choke.#i did not learn the markers of abuse assault and true predatory behavior and how it was separate from gender and anyone could do it.#for ppl to then turn on ME for being a man.#you want your abusive boyfriend your misogynistic father your creeper uncle your hatecriming classmates whoever to treat you as a person.#you're not. talking. to all. men.#and you're sure as shit not talking to me.
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#not dislike. its hate#it made me cry several times today#thinking of how my classmates manipulate our teachers#and chatgpt AIs can EVERYTHING#its so painful to think of it#today I broke down in the bus and cried#idc what people think. hiding my feelings any longer would destroy me from the inside#maybe youve also seen how people use freakin AIs in their exams#the thing is that:#we wrote an exam for which Ive studies for like 2 whole days#this week we finally got the exams back (w the grades ofc)#and ok Ive got a 3 (C in America syste#*m)#my friends who used chatgpt throughout the exam got way better grades (I didnt expect it otherwise)#PLUS#the most provocating messages from the teacher:#“10/10 POINTS :)” “YOURE ROCKING THIS” “YEAH”#💔#seriously#this breaks my heart#dont the teacher see something suspect in the exam?!#why cant they open their eyes and get modernized to reality.#& they KNOW- the students Im talking of. they usally have bad results.#once our teacher came to a chatgpt student and said the most miserable thing:#“youve been using duolingo a lot lately hm? thats where your nice grades come from 😉🥰”#you get it?#no- this peoson didnt learn.#no- this person isnt even interested in the stuff we learn in lessons#AWFUL feeling to hear the praisings of da teachers when *I* gotta sit among the gpt-students and look like Im a worse student than *them*#[writing this at almost 1 at night] still have some tears. this topic really has the power to destroy someones day. 💔💔
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the instant downwards spiral of danganronpa’s female characters after thh is so insane to me. like while thh has its issues and is no way perfectly written its female cast is largely treated like Normal People with real motivations and complex inner lives on par with the male cast. and then you get to literally every other game in the series and it’s like. killing women off to enhance male characters’ development. obscenely obvious pedo bait. literally 0 character. sexualized sa victim. killing women off to enhance male characters’ development. killing women off to enhance male characters’ development.
#icarus speaks#dangantag#crit#like again. thh is not the Pinnacle of writing#but comparing someone like celeste to later characters like mikan or tenko#it’s literally fucking mind boggling how we got there#thh does slightly suffer from the fridged wife issue#but sayaka feels different to me because she doesn’t Solely exist/act for the protagonist#chiaki and kanade’s whole shtick is ‘omg protag i love you and support you so you better support yourself after i die to honor me 🤪’#but sayaka’s story is largely focused on makoto supporting HER#and her actions are taken purely selfishly and impulsively#chiaki and kaede died wanting a better life for their classmates#sayaka died wanting a better life for herself#and obviously yes she wasn’t aware the others would get executed if she was successful#she was still ready to leave them all behind. to take a life for her own dream#so like again while there’s still An issue#the approach taken with her is much more nuanced than just ‘wuh woah caring supportive woman died. time to cry over her protag man!’#also sorry not sorry for all the dr posting therm’s series reminded me of how much i fuckign hate this franchise#like yes i love it and was hyperfixated on it for years. i would also easily sell it for a single corn chip
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if you talk shit behind someone's back for something that isn't harmful/wrong and they're in the same circle as the people you're talking to and/or you're supposedly close to them, i'm sorry but i'm assuming you're evil
if you're going to shittalk someone who trusts you for no good reason, what else are you willing to do? you just want to hurt people for your entertainment. i'm getting the fuck away before i'm your next target.
#bunnytalk#two of my classmates do this and it made me immediately hate them#literally what is the point.#ok someone skips class alot; could be related to an issue you don't know about#ok someone enjoys “”“cringe”“” things. how is that funny or weird in any way. that makes them more interesting than you.#good job. now i'm avoiding the fuck out of you because i know if i do one thing you deem wrong i'll be ridiculed.
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You know the brainrot is bad when I storyboard for fun
#my art#micolash host of the nightmare#laurence the first vicar#bloodborne#bloodborne fanart#animatic#storyboard#tbh its more of a storyboard#but AUGH#kinda sad that this is the first one I managed to finish out of 4#I’m the least happy with the concept and execution#I’m ngl posting animatics is embarrassing. what if im cringe#but also! something is better than nothing#i hate them i hate them i hate them#me when my classmate explodes because she got too smart#oh god its 3 AM goodnight#:D#byrgenwerth
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Sometimes I think to myself "actually maybe I'm exaggerating the terror I felt from being stalked", but then I remember that the person in question followed me and waited for me outside my school every day, tracked me down on every website I'd spent even the slightest time on, left physical letters in my mailbox, sent creepy as hell novel length messages on a near daily basis on FB. And then when I was living abroad and I answered the phone I told the caller to text me cause I couldn't hear, after which I had to read "I was saying that you would probably be VERY scared if you knew who's calling... hehe" with my own damn fucking eyes...
And then I'm like yknow what nevermind!!!! the fact that I'm still terrified of being perceived and seen in public not just IRL but also FFXIV might be understandable actually!!!
#im not saying its what caused my psychotic breakdown cause there were many factors#but needless to say it played a HUGE part especially surrounding the debilitating paranoia i was left with for years#i should mention that i only learned LAST YEAR that this person supposedly gave up according to them#by an old mutual classmate (the only one im still in contact with sadly because this person destroyed all the connections i held dear)#(we were classmates for years and this fucked me up cause we were friends for years before it all went down)#but yeah so last year they gave up apparently and it started 2012.#id managed to evade their notice online since 2019 when they last contacted me on facebook and i assumed id simply shook them off#given the habits i developed as a result of it that still affect me in ways i hate#but yeah its only been about a year of feeling relatively safe for the first time since 2012... and even then only relatively#cause i have no idea how permanent that is. and i dont dare to fully relax knowing what the person is capable of in terms of violence#hysterically tumblr is one of the very places online where they never found me it seems#but yeah. apparently they can just move on and here i am meanwhile still feeling the effects#such as feeling like im drenched in ice even in fucking *ffxiv* just because someones targeting or emoting at me#even though its never actually a problem! its a normal thing! and yet that brief moment of dread and fear seems to stick#IDK WHY IM RANTING ABOUT THIS I WAS JUST REMINDED AND. AURGH#awful. horrible. hopefully itll be fine forevermore and that ill be able to relax one day#silvi talks
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nah nah ok I'm still thinking about how Tyme & Great foil each other narratively cause like Great comes from a rich ass family that's distant, contentious and pressuring both him & his brother to become very specific types of people whilst Tyme is clearly lower middle class at best only has his grandmother but there's far more love and compassion in their two-person screen doored no french food having household and the only thing she wants is Tyme's happiness
DO Y'ALL SEE WHAT THE SHOW IS COOKING
#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#great x tyme#bible wichapas#chaos pikachu speaks#i'm so glad they didn't meet until the very last second of the episode#the build up of them individually their lives and who they are what their relationships are with others#was so good#even tyme's relationship with den is different from great's relationship with his classmate#yeah this show gonna own my ass#i'm so mad i hate watching tv and now i got 3 shows the fuck#alexa play untitled by simple plan
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I guess imma start drawing byler everyday until byler endgame (aka st5 ep5)
Made this in IT class, we love doodling
#byler#will byers x mike wheeler#stranger things#byler endgame#mike wheeler#mike wheeler i know what you are#stranger things ships#byler is canon#mike wheeler is in love with will byers#doodles#drawing byler until it’s endgame#i guess this is a series now#live laugh love byler#i hate my classmates#not all of them though some of em are my friends#I’m just yapping atp#uhm my teacher called my drawings doodles#she said ‘and doodling while you watch the videos haha’#so now they are byler doodles ig#artists on tumblr#traditional art#stranger things fanart#stranger things season 4
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okok so i need everybody to keep me in their thoughts bc i'm going to a movie premiere and i think i'm gonna see a lot of ppl i know (aka my old classmates) aand it's going to suck bc they're doing things and i'm not so i do not want to speak to any of them lmao
#i'm just glad my brother is coming with me#but then again#he's popular too#he knows more ppl#but he's fine with seeing them#he's more of an extrovert lmao#he does understand that i don't want to see my classmates though#so that's good#but hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i just#want to watch the movie#it's all sold out too so there will be sooo many peopleeeeee#rrrrrrrraaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i have a feeling i'm going to run into this ONE classmate of mine#and#i want to rip my hair out i hate him so much#he's the kind who thinks he's somewhat flirting by making fun of me lmao#like he thinks he's just teasing while i'm imagining skinning him#fuck you#plsssssssssss just don't be there#mayor of loserville
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Thinking of my "blue Sargent aglionby student" au where blue Cross dresses and attends Aglionby again
#maura sargent helped Seonduk when she went mad/psychic#and because of their relationship blue gets kidnapped along with henry#both children are rescued and fine and safe but since then they've been inseparable friends for 7 years#when Seonduk decides to send Henry to Aglionby he is excited to be close to his best friend#he convinces blue to join him so they make up the student Marlais Luten#(Marlais means blue in welsh and Luten from Lieutenant)#and by Day she is the prickly quiet and surly boy best friend of Henry; part of the vancouver crowd#and she hates everyone and her classmates especially#but she sticks it out so she can get a scholsrship to the uni she wants and go on to become an environmentalist or whatever#by Night shes Blue Sargent; ninos worker and 'homeschooled' daughter of a psychic#henry pays for her tuition bc it was his idea but blue refuses to let him pay for anything else#this DOES mean that henry joins them all from the beginning#i think blue had always been able to see noah at school#so when she sees gansey on the leyline shes like 'oh i definitely kill him because theres no way i fall in love with THAT jackass'#shay posts#trc#the raven cycle#the raven boys#the raven king#blue lily lily blue#the dream thieves#blue sargent#henry cheng#richard gansey#richard campbell gansey iii#gansey#bluesey#adam parrish#ronan lynch#pynch
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The OVA just reminded me of how much these two idiots involve the rest of 1-A in their bullshit. There is absolutely no way that the rest of the class doesn't have a running joke or all share a certain look of "here we go again" when the two dummies get sucked into their own world.
#bakudeku#bkdk#MHA Ova#I hate them so much#how much beef have they hashed out in front of their classmates#if it was about being the best then why didnt Bakugou fight Todoroki (who had more wins)
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Still so soft about Izzy trying his best to comfort Stede but not knowing what to say so he turns to physical touch, that is so autism of him to do (yes im projecting, this is my blog, fuck you)
#I have done it at least 4 times#Twice with my little brother when my mother was being a bitch to him and made him cry#Once with a classmate#And i even once did the exact thing izzy does#Like what the fuck am i supposed to say#I don't know what they need to hear!!?#But everybody at home provided touch when i was upset#I hated it myself#But i thought since they do it it probably means something to them#And it seems to work??#izzy hands#ofmd s2#ofmd s2 spoilers#stede bonnet
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Serious chaos one-shot snippet
“Hey, Dami?”
Boy hadn’t looked up from kittens he was bottle feeding but let out hum indicating he listened.
“I think about trying out more girlish style. Do you think it would suit me?”
Well, Damian had no idea but if Dani wished to give it a chance, then, well, the only appropriate course of action was to offer his aid.
Also features: Dani and Damian working at an animal shelter, Steph being fashionable, and Batman's rouge gallery and no, it's not a spelling mistake :)
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dc x dp#dcxdp#serious chaos#dani/damians#fanfic snippet#batman's rouge gallery#idk i have kinda shitty day and need a validation#i hate timed tests#i know all answers but how the fuck do you expect me to answer all this broad questions in 45 minutes#I would write an an answer for one of them in this time#i would like to infodump about it. give me chance to infodump about it not punish me for knowing too much#really history is only subject i actually still care about#so failing it majorly sucks#and now i have to learn something totally else also for history for tomorrow#i'm not mad about it#i have kinda special treatment because i'll write exam at the end of the high school and I have to study harder than my classmates#still I'm frustrated#sorry for spilling my guts like that#I lowkey want to scream rn#anyway how do you like this snippet?#have a nice day dear stranger who got to this part
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