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stxrryskys · 15 hours ago

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Daisuke smut but like he gets way too excited and starts to be a little rough then you realize you kinda like it YK???

AHH MORE DAISUKE SMUT‼️‼️‼️

sorry for the late post guys 😟😟 sometimes I get really depressed and don't feel like doing anything 😟😟😟 BUT IM HERE‼️

C/W : First time having sex in a whiiillle, established relationship, use of pet names, P IN V!!! consent consent consent guys consent!! uhhhh mating press, overstimulating, NO FOREPLAY, AFAB reader, rough! dom Daisuke, might be ooc but i don't rlly care... >,< enjoy!!

"c'mon! please please please!! we havent had sex in like.. FOREVER!!"

"No! i am not having sex in a goddamn spaceship!" he had been begging you for literally hours to fuck you in the tulpar. If you really didn't want to he would've stopped begging after the first "no" that left your pretty lips but the exact words that came out of your mouth " I want to Daisuke but its really risky"

"Please baby! ill let you play on my Nintendo!" welp that was the only bit of convincing he had to do at that point

"okay! but i get to keep it in my Quarters for a whole week!"

"Jeez! seriously? it was that easy?!" you both walked your happy little butts to his quarters and shut the door behind you.

"ah! im so excited we havent done this in forever" he sighed dramtically as he took his silly little Hawaiian blazer off, leaving his shirt on the floor after it, he was not by any means ripped like captain curly but his body was just as attractive, toned abs{surprisingly consider he doesn't work out} a cute little mole on the right side of his abdomen, and a silver bellybutton piercing, it made you fold every time you saw it. while you were staring time flew by, by like 5 minutes because he was already stripped down to his socks.

"Are you gonna undress silly or do you want me to do it for you?" he said in a playful tone, going up to your and resting his hands on your hips leaning in close, your face just centimeters apart

"dont push it pretty boy" you poke his chest with you finger as you stepped back, lifted your hands to take of your shirt.

when the both of you stripped you both stood there for a few minutes confused on how to start this. but it seems you both had different thoughts while standing there, he was standing there admiring you while you were standing there contemplating how to start this

"God, love you're so fucking beautiful..." with that he basically climbed on top of you, pinning you against his bed, his ALREADY hard cock resting on your stomach as he placed sloppy kisses all over your neck

"You're hard already?! we literally haven't even done anything!"

"shh, you're just so *peck* beautiful *peck* I couldn't help *peck* myself " he spoke between kisses, gently moving down to suck on your collarbone, leaving a light pink mark.

''this is okay, Yeah?"

"of course,"

he moved his hand down, wrapping his hand around his cock, moving it closer to your wet pussy

"Hey! why were you making fun of me for being hard when you're sopping wet!"

"Shh! this is a judge free zone you_-Ah!" NO PREPPING NO FOREPLAY NO NOTHING, he slid in like it was NOTHING!

"S-sorry I couldn't stop myself " he didn't give you any time to adjust to his length and just started to move in and out of you, hard.

"Fuck! you're so fucking tight..." he grabbed both of your legs and lifted them to where your knees were touching your chest so he could get better access, it was almost like you were being manhandled, he was being super rough and you..liked it? you didnt know how to describe it but, you really enjoyed it.

"Daisuke- y-you're being super Ah! f-fuck! " You arched your back,gripping onto the sheets of his bed that were barley even on his bed btw.

He paused his movements, his grip on your ankles "Sorry sorry! Am i-am i being too rough? i can stop if you-

"no! please don't stop.. j-just continue...please"

"d-do you like it..?"

"yes! just keep going Daisu-ngh!"

hearing that you liked it when he was rough was like heaven. He had wayy to much energy when it came to sex but he always held back because he was scared of hurting you, but since you gave him the okay he didn't hold back. He tightened his grip on your ankles and thrusted faster and harder. He moved one of his hands from your ankle to your clit, rubbing the sensitive bud hard with his thumb-

"Baby! I-im gonna cum-! "

"Yeah.. Cum for me love.. "

You tried your best to match his thrusts but he was just going too fast

You bucked your hips and came all over his cock, but he didn't stop

"Shit! Daisuke t-to much! "

He didn't still, he continued to rub your clit and continued to thrust into you, it was to much, tears pricked your eyes

"Daisuke!"

Again, he didn't stop, you came again on his cock and he just continued...

4 orgasms later he pulls out, letting go of you ankles and letting you legs dangle off his bed, jerking his cock in his hands, finishing on your tummy, then toppling over you, wrapping his arms around you.

"I uhm.. Thank you.. I really needed that"

"No, thank you"

".... I love you"

"I love you too Daisuke"

...

"I still get to play your Nintendo? Right? "

THANK YOU! SORRY IT WAS SHORT BRO I'M RUSHING‼️🙏😣 REQUESTS ARE OPEN!

#smut #mouthwashing smut #mouthwashing #please request #daisuke mouthwashing #daisuke smut #idk what im doing 😔#daisuke x reader smut

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nyctohyloph0bia · 5 months ago

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That moment where you see someone talk about their otherhearted-ness after just a long while of not seeing someone do so and you get so happy because, holy shit, this is such an important topic to me , I want to see what the other person who is otherhearted like me has to say

And it's just "this isn't rlly important or significant".

Ouch.

#my otherhearted-ness was so strong it literally turned me into a wolf. why is this seen as less.#is otherheartedness really not that big of a deal to so many people? it. feels like its everything to me #its like a blinding light I don't know how to describe. its so painful i dont have the words to describe how much wolves mean to me.#and any other canine. we are just one. we are.#and I don't know if thats the case for everyone else or if im just the only dumbass.#otherhearted #otherhearted community #alterhuman #alterhuman community #kith

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schizowitchic · 3 months ago

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also like i partially found out i might be intersex because i was looking at trans stuff and there was like "(however many) months on t and finally seeing some bottom growth" and like pictures of t-dicks and i was like.... um.... that's kind of just what my clit looks like anyways. so i was like "hey google give me a quick rundown on this" and learned what clitoromegaly was and then i was like. hm. intersex resources. and it's like a sign? symptom? side-effect? of certain intersex conditions

#i mean like pcos runs in the mums side of my family but i dont have all the symptoms of that #i do also have like. more hair?? than the average afab person #like dark hair on my stomach and chest and back #and my face. whats disappointing about the face hair is that it isnt enough to be able to grow a beard #so i cant even fuck with gender that way #tagging as nsft just because of like genital mention #genital mention #nsft #shoutout to transmascs on t who show their t-dicks on the internet it was really helpful #also i dont know how to describe it but like. my natural face shape is kind of masculine??#like it would be plausible for a cis amab perisex man to have my face without looking feminine #if you get what im saying??#if it sounds like im reinforcing sex or gender essentialism please say i am struggling to find words #unshoutout to the boys in primary school who made fun of me for having hair under my arms and starting a whole decade of insecurity-#-about having hair on my body lmao #for the record i dont think certain face shapes are indicative of gender and all im just going by like. patterns?? in afab vs. amab faces #also not that i think afab vs. amab is the entire categorisation of human sex characteristics but um. working with what vocab i have here #i think what also really kicked it off. was relating to a fair few experiences intersex people have socially #particularly intersex ppl who were afab and faced a lot of pressure to make their bodies conform to feminine beauty standards #and it was like.... oh lol.... my mum did that to me!!#it comes from her own internalised shit bc she has pcos (idk if she identifies as intersex even tho she could if she wanted) but still.#dont project that onto a 10 yr old lmao. she keeps buying me hair removal products #ALSO floored by an experience i have. in which apparently half my friends dont feel pressure to shave their legs #because the hair on their legs is like. light and thin and barely visible and i was like?? huh??#what do you MEAN your legs don't look like your brothers/fathers if you dont shave??#im starting to think they dont shave their arms. their arms might just naturally not have a load of hair #i dont shave my arms though. cannot be bothered with that and also like. why would i do that #also you know that like. happy trail i think its called?? on “men's” stomachs??#yeah i have that naturally yeah thats right im naturally sexy #if you cant tell i am putting “girls” “mens” “boys” “womens” etc. in quotes to indicate that is just the normal society way of saying it

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dandyshucks · 2 days ago

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"your f/o understands-" i don't know if he does actually, but by god he tries his best anyways. and sometimes he gets it and other times he doesnt, but either way he will stand by me and support me in it! ... i suppose supporting is a type of understanding in its own right, though

#💜so good at being in trouble #and it's not because he's stupid bc he is Not stupid lmao. there's just a lot of complicated difficult-to-describe things!#anything to do with feelings really #sometimes he'll grok what im saying immediately but other times he's gonna be a little lost #same thing for me w his stuff #but we will stand by each other even when we don't understand the other #and sometimes we eventually figure it out even if it takes days. weeks. months. years even !#and sometimes we never figure it out but we still love and appreciate the other for existing as they do #I don't have to understand you in your entirety to love you and support you. i will take you as you are even if I cannot understand it all #it's trust! i am willing to step out onto this branch for you bc I care about you and love you #and I trust you won't let me fall. and if I do fall I trust that you'll be there to help me back up again and we can sort it out #dandy.cmd #waxing poetic about love. when it's about a fictional character. the yearning is doing its thing tonight it seems lmaoooo #dandy.sys #<- juno is around i think but idfk at this point. this is just ... thoughts they have that they couldnt word themself #mara and i (chase) are helping put it into words now though lol #easier to word when ur not caught up in it yourself i guess lmao

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vile-wizard · 10 days ago

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If I throw up today I'm just gonna tell my boss I'm starving and see what happens

#i feel so bad i thought i was late and left early but now i dont have any food in me #so i have half an hour to kill before work on an empty stomach #this sucks i wanna go to sleep #words cannot describe how much i dont wanna go in today bc im not doing my normal work #no #she wants me to help her bake Christmas cookies #i just dont think i have it in me #lady was a chef and has insanely high standards I don't want her to see me struggling to roll out cookie dough!!!#i dont want. bonding activities i dont LIKE it #it makes me very uncomfortable #not to mention tomorrow i have to do a fancy holiday dinner with her AND go to an art museum #this sounds like im complaining about a good thing but she is so invasive and always pushes my boundaries and i cant relax around her #vile-wizard.txt

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fettery-fetterie · 5 months ago

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if i was an artist with budget i'd be able to draw the buildup and all. i am not an artist with budget tho. so 3 panels will do

Kinda suggestive/nsfw tags btw go there with caution

anyways i think i huave covid

#perceptive little crow #fettered paintbrushes #never thought i'd be able to make a kiss scene this good. it's not spectacular but yesssssssss it's exactly what i wanted #anyhow i'll die and go to hell #depending on how im feeling I'd give you two answers over how this went down #the first one is that peka just was struggling for his life to get the knot done (he's doing a hard one) so he went #'ok maybe if i make out with her I'll be able to hide the fact i can't do this at all'#the second one is that. man. tying someone's tie? having your hands close to their body in an attempt to do something for them?#SPECIALLY what might as well be the love of your life? the one person that you just can't stop looking up to?#man that's hot as fuck #snd he felt it #of course he couldn't describe it (nor that he knows the words anyways) but he felt it deep down #the way im wording this kinda seems like this would've been their first time. like both kissing/making out and #hell maybe even having sex together #which honestly? kinds fits #i guess one of the things about their relationship is the restrain they have #i don't even know why it'd happen yet. i just feel like they wouldn't really like...allow themselves to be intimate. at all #maybe some hugs here and there but never something actually like. deeper #it's just kind of a fun scenario if the bubble finally broke in such an innocuous moment #only because one of the parties felt a little bit more aroused than usual. and decided to act upon it #i guess that'd make it the more painful once they separate bc they literally wouldn't have time to enjoy each other anymore #anyways thoughts thoughts #sorry for being insane over teorija with a suit i think a sleeper agent just activated on me #anywayssss

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mainfaggot · 5 months ago

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the last time i felt emotionally fulfilled in a friendship was when i was 15, and before that when i was 13. im turning 21 next month

#my current close friends are really great but my depression gets in the way and it's really hard to tell them about my feelings lol #so i basically make my chronic loneliness worse by distancing myself and isolating etc #they still like me though... weirdly #well probably bc we're all mentally and emotionally unwell! we get one another's issues #but i cant bring myself to say a lot of things i would otherwise want to... since i feel so misunderstood #even when i have tried to talk about things they just dont process them the way im hoping they will #and it's not their fault!!! it's my fault for expecting someone to understand exactly what im saying when i say it #i almost always find words for things. i describe them in detail. and i think thats where things get too unique and too confusing actually #so they cant personally understand #like i said. not their fault!#i just miss this one friend i had briefly in 8th grade #i was getting outcasted from everyone in my own class. she was in the classroom next door #i don't remember how we crossed paths but we did and she was so smart and so understanding #and we just clicked #i remember running in a field with her. she was so.. everything #i miss her #and when i was 15 i remember talking about all of my mental issues with this classmate and we immediately saw each other as mirror images #it was crazy... we also had a lot of interests in common and we looked out for each other #she's doing a lot better nowadays which is why we're no longer in contact probably #it's hard to be friends when one of you is stuck in one place so i dont really blame her #we drifted apart anyway. i bet if i asked she'd still make time for me a few times a year #i just didnt ask because it felt like the mutual understanding we had ended #shes a different person now. and for the better too! i shouldn't interfere in her happiness #z.post

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illogicalghost · 5 months ago

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being a femme trans masc is so funny. i have a mustache and long curly hair and curvy hips and hella body hair. my gender is incomprehensible even to me. am i a woman? no. am i a man? also no. i'm both but also neither. a fun mix of the two and also some other genders that haven't been invented yet. and i'm so hot for that tbh

#personal #honestly the worst part is thinking of how i would describe it to cishet ppl 😑...#my mom thinks i'm a trans man bc i'm just too daunted by the prospect of trying to explain gender theory to her #i think she would be cool with it (shes supportive of me and also generally cool about stuff) but i don't think she would. get it?#so for the general public i'm just a trans man bc its easier to explain 🤷#y'know that post where its like. discussing gender theory with queer people vs cishets and its like philosophers vs talking to a toddler 😂#long story short i love having a fun gender im embracing it more and more these days #tho idk if i'll ever change my pronouns from he/him #...he/him just feels right. i dont like they for me. and she is definitely wrong. im like. he/him but in a butch lesbian way #tbh closest word that exists to describe my gender is Butch. idk if i feel comfortable calling myself a lesbian but i definitely feel butch.

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angelmush · 2 years ago

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feeling deeply cared for and like my life is rich w things 2 be excited abt recently :3

#going 2 a concert and getting a tattoo and traveling out of the country and then moving out of state to a new city #words cannot describe the excitement i have when i think abt building this life in a new place w my gf #in our beautiful home w the dog and the cat #i don't know i just feel so much more like im present in the world and in my life lately #i feel . in control for the first time maybe ever #things r not perfect and life is still hard but !!!#i am happy :)#thinking abt me when i was younger and the immense pain i was in and how disconnected i was from reality #and the huge hurtful mistakes i made #if that version of me could feel as connected and alive and real as i feel rn !!!!#this is what life is supposed to feel like !!#this doesn't make any sense i guess lol but i just #feel like im not a little half alive ghost person anymore LOL #personal

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watery-melon-baller · 6 months ago

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its so fun :)) and awesome :)) that i cannot fucking make my brain focus on my homework :))) holy shit im gonna kill someone :)) why can't my brain just work for five fucking minutes :)) this is easy homework too I just can't concentrate on it at all :)) and it's due tomorrow morning :)))

#yes I AM bitching about physics again #having a hyperfixation is stupid and awful and fucking sucks #Jesus Christ stop thinking about toh for FIVE MINUTES #and physics is like. I struggle with it. I'm slow #I need all of my brainpower to focus and problem solve but I genuinely!! Cannot!! Focus!!!#It's so insane. All comprehension skills go out the window #if I fail this class then I'm genuinely fucked like. I can't even begin to describe how screwed I am if I fail this class #Or even if I pass this class but barely understand it #and it goes so fast and i don't have anyone I can go to for help #with calc 2 I was going to the tutoring center every week!!!#but I can't do that!!! And I don't know anyone who knows physics #and it's not like I have friends in the class :))) because I'm so socially stunted it's embarrassing :))))#Jesus fucking Christ I can't function like a normal person #my brain has just been completely rotted from two years of doing nothing but bullshit art projects and now I've lost all critical thinking #im just frustrated because this isn't even the difficult part #SHE LITERALLY TOLD US WHAY TO DO IN CLASS #I JUST FUCKINH. CANNOT. FOCUS OR EVEN COMPREGEND IT #AND I WROTE DOWN EXACTLY WHAT SHE SAID AND IT MADE SENSE IN CLASS #BUT NOW MY BRAIN IS ALL FUZZY AND I CANNT UNDERSTAND A WORD #AND I PROCRASTICATED ALL WEEKEND BECAUSE. I COULD NOT FUCKING FOCUS #BECAUSE OOOOHHH MAYBE ILL JUST MAGICALLY START FOCUSINH IF I WAIT LONG ENOUGH #NOPE!#FUCK ME I GUESS #THIS IS DUE TOMORROW SO I HAVE TO GET THIS DONE #ITS LIKE MY BRAIN IS SLUDGE I CAN'T THINK CLEARLY AT ALL #if i can't do well in this course then. um. i don't wanna say my life is ruined but. it fucks up so many things for me #I don't know dude I just can't wrap my head around this kind of stuff and I'm stressed #lilac post #im aware im being self pitying and this won't help me but im feeling bitchy 2nite

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ghu-leh · 8 months ago

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THEY ARE SECURED

#And they WONT BE LEAVING #ok the good thing is that I don't have to wakeup early tomorrow to fight for a tix #like i would in a tour tbh #i can just wake up early and kick back to watch little dulce niña be dulce niña #IM SCREAMINGG (<<<< actually what i feel rn can't be described with words so 'im screaming' will do)#ZOOOOOMS #ghuleh talks

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squirmydonnie · 1 year ago

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Everytime my brain does one of these movements it leaves me with less songs I allow.mjslef to listen to.

So overtime I just have these songs in my playlist I skip over. It's the bulk of the songs.

Certain songs are cookie 12 or cookie 12 adjacent. Those songs I would only listen to for daydreaming purposes. Meaning listening to them would pose danger or something. What the heck.

And then for the rest of them it would bring up something in my head I'm not supposed to be thinking about.

All songs are ejected.

I do have exceptions to the rule. But there aren't too many of them.ove r

Vent for tags:

#cheeseburgerboy #cookie12 #i need to.go to sleep #i have not had a day during the weekend not at church.#want delete thisn.s.s.#its soynds stupid.#trying for feeling on paper or words but i cannot describe.#there isn't explanation #so much to be more regular. i don't want to send message that its not worth it or good idea for me. i am afraid that #think its not worth it. it is but i is diffurclut mdon wnatbto let down #not dicouraged.#its not to be alone. i want to share more truth. i don't want to make hurt when hear it from me #i can't tell my parents because its transgender related. they will think the trans is caused by the thoughts or things #its not cuased by anthing. its just what i become.#im not as afraid of telling any of the dark stuff though i don't think.i every could.#i don't think i could see them so upset. they would be sad. i wouldn't do it. i don't think i wll be able to say them #i want to say it here but i can't even explain here. or say why #to sacred #to worried.#would rather say it now.#i don't wnat to wait till i am ready. i want to be ready now. but i am not ready.#don't take it wrong #i know can't hadle perceptions but i do jot care #leave it alsone #stay.#reading over the tags it sound like its the problem now bit i am bot feelingvthta wasy. its nownpast i don't want this now. its not okfau.#don3thj nk thatm.#i can't make words what i want to say.#i can't makw thought what i want tonthink #its not problem right now

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devondespresso · 2 years ago

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its past midnight but idgaf, todays gender was girl in a "steve harrington from season 3" kinda way. the energy was somewhere between "Alien Blues" by that band i think it starts with a v idk and "Verbatim" by Mother Mother. if i wasn't going to work for 8 hours i would've worn hot pink flair pants and a Crumb merch t-shirt with an explosion behind the cat and maybe fishnets cut to be worn as a shirt underneath (but alas i cant risk the hot pink pants in a food service environment). goodnight

#token female character in a cyberpunk universe #genderfluid steve harrington #personal #for context ive been doing this thing where i come up with a very specific way to describe gender i feel each day #and i usually end up picking a song from my playlist that fits the vibe that accompanies said gender #so like the other day the gender was girl in a kida way and the song was #Don't Fear The Reaper by Blie Oyster Cult #*Blue #im so tired #also just checked the band that did Alien Blues is Vundabar #I've never pronounced it in my brain until now i just saw the word and recognized it y'know #anyway actually goodnight god i have work tomorrow

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carrieway · 1 year ago

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grips you all by the shoulders i dont know how much longer i can keep doin this man

vent n suicide mention in the tags i ran out of tags so i cant tag it dear lord it's all angst