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watery-melon-baller · 3 months

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its so fun :)) and awesome :)) that i cannot fucking make my brain focus on my homework :))) holy shit im gonna kill someone :)) why can't my brain just work for five fucking minutes :)) this is easy homework too I just can't concentrate on it at all :)) and it's due tomorrow morning :)))

#yes I AM bitching about physics again #having a hyperfixation is stupid and awful and fucking sucks #Jesus Christ stop thinking about toh for FIVE MINUTES #and physics is like. I struggle with it. I'm slow #I need all of my brainpower to focus and problem solve but I genuinely!! Cannot!! Focus!!!#It's so insane. All comprehension skills go out the window #if I fail this class then I'm genuinely fucked like. I can't even begin to describe how screwed I am if I fail this class #Or even if I pass this class but barely understand it #and it goes so fast and i don't have anyone I can go to for help #with calc 2 I was going to the tutoring center every week!!!#but I can't do that!!! And I don't know anyone who knows physics #and it's not like I have friends in the class :))) because I'm so socially stunted it's embarrassing :))))#Jesus fucking Christ I can't function like a normal person #my brain has just been completely rotted from two years of doing nothing but bullshit art projects and now I've lost all critical thinking #im just frustrated because this isn't even the difficult part #SHE LITERALLY TOLD US WHAY TO DO IN CLASS #I JUST FUCKINH. CANNOT. FOCUS OR EVEN COMPREGEND IT #AND I WROTE DOWN EXACTLY WHAT SHE SAID AND IT MADE SENSE IN CLASS #BUT NOW MY BRAIN IS ALL FUZZY AND I CANNT UNDERSTAND A WORD #AND I PROCRASTICATED ALL WEEKEND BECAUSE. I COULD NOT FUCKING FOCUS #BECAUSE OOOOHHH MAYBE ILL JUST MAGICALLY START FOCUSINH IF I WAIT LONG ENOUGH #NOPE!#FUCK ME I GUESS #THIS IS DUE TOMORROW SO I HAVE TO GET THIS DONE #ITS LIKE MY BRAIN IS SLUDGE I CAN'T THINK CLEARLY AT ALL #if i can't do well in this course then. um. i don't wanna say my life is ruined but. it fucks up so many things for me #I don't know dude I just can't wrap my head around this kind of stuff and I'm stressed #lilac post #im aware im being self pitying and this won't help me but im feeling bitchy 2nite

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