#I COULD'VE GONE INSTEAD
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i might have to tag block spider verse bc if i see one more gifset for the movie i'm flipping my shit
#my gf was CASUALLY like 'oh yeah my brother offered to taoe ke and i said no'#WHAT????#GURL#COME ON.#I COULD'VE GONE INSTEAD#U TURNED DOWN A TICKET TO GO SEE IT IN THEATERS???#inkneewayz im Mad and wanna see this movies so bad#brain explosions
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[Day 155] Sunflowers always face the sun
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So like. If sunflowers always face the sun and the majority of the sunflowers on scar's shawl are on his back and on the side does that mean scar still trusts grian with his back or he turned his back on him rejected him moved on or sometimes they wish they are by each other's sides again or are they allies or enemies this will be the death of m <- epic shower thoughts
#dddaily4sherin#grian#goodtimeswithscar#desert duo#secret life#secret life smp#trafficblr#traffic smp#my art#Me when shower thoughts BDJSHWKW I THINK THIS IS THE MOST INSANE AND REACHING IVE GONE BY FAR💀💀💀💀💀#Wish I could've executed this better tho ngl it looks kinda bland HELELPHSJAH#THIS HAPPENS EVERYTIME WHEN I HAVE AN ACTUAL IDEA INSTEAD OF JUST BULLSHITING GODDAMMIT#but lighting was still really fun HSAHAD LIGHTING GO BRRR#:D
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Sometimes I think about how 999 has Hongou live at the end while the rest of Cradle dies by his hand… Like, he is a vile person. Zero, the people explicitly trying to get revenge on him for Akane's murder, they left him alive. Vulnerable and in the trunk of a car driven by people who hate him, sure, but still alive, even knowing that he'd never regret his actions!!! He showed us that he wouldn't!! Zero gave him the MISSION to confess to his crimes or else deal with the Nonary Game, and he refused to confess, and killed people to avoid the crimes coming to light!!! He decided that he'd rather dig himself deeper than ever repent!!! And then Zero forces him to have his crimes exposed anyways. While ALIVE. While having the blood of the people he killed on his hands, with Zero avoiding getting her hands dirty.
#zero escape#zero escape spoilers#999 spoilers#999#gentarou hongou#ace 999#and like...#compare to ztd's ending question i guess. are you going to let the person who did this to you live?#even if it never happened in this timeline?#but in 999 the entire game puts hongou in a position where he ends up murdering MORE people. so yeah.#the narrative could've killed him easily and we'd all have gone ''yeah this is fair'' but instead he has to LIVE. WITH EVERYONE KNOWING IT#fucking WILD. drag this man through the mud some more (cheering)
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Are you ready to remember?
Post-CATWS Winter Soldier solo movie poster mockups because I was fucking around with some screencaps again. It's a revenge flick! It's a surreal Cold War political thriller! It's a war/love/horror ghost story spanning several lifetimes! It's about the volatility of identity and memory! About love and devotion! About reclaiming yourself and coming home the long way round! It has actual Russian speakers in it (yes, I recast Karpov, and yes, I'm just imagining half of The Americans cast in there, sue me) and they're not all EvilTM! Brad Pitt makes a cameo as young(ish) Robert Redford! It's at least 50% just flashbacks from ten different decades and also very pointedly queer because fuck it! Who's gonna stop me!
It's very much not real and it was never going to be and yet it still lives in my head rent free down to the last detail all these years later!
#the way I have how this whole movie could've gone laid out in my head......she needs professional help#unsure about that actors' strip though tbh I was blanking and just needed to throw some names together#I need to try to make an actual trailer for this. in the meantime here's that stormy weather video again instead#bucky barnes#bucky barnes edit#winter soldier edit#captain america edit#winter soldier solo movie#fan poster#graphics#my edits
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MAN I'm seriously so sad about season 2. Bc I wish act 2 had the same emotional impact on me as it appears to have on so many others. But rn I'm just somewhere between unable to care and actively annoyed by some of those writing decisions. Seriously the more I think about it the less I like it.
#act 3 come through please 🙏#I don't think it can salvage some of the things I have contentions with but still... please...#don't ask me about the silco vander flashback with jinxs + vis mom#or the bizzare choice to do so much of the storytelling through this weird music video format they've got going on#completely stripping it of the weight these plot beats could've had if they were... normal scenes#and also missing the point of how the music was used in season 1 and what made it so effective#bc it was complementary to instead of replacing the storytelling#seriously don't ask me about these things I will spontaneously implode on the spot#whyyyyy would they recontextualize season 1 like this with that flashback#to me it kind of ruins the character dynamics and themes in s1. it just makes me so sad you have no idea#also what even are they doing with Jinx rn for real#aaarghhhh just... so many things that are making me scratch my head#also I'm so terribly sorry but I could not care less about Isha sorry lol#like i get that its sad conceptually but she was such a non-character that i struggle to feel impacted at all#same with sky tbh. i thought her role in s1 was alright but there is so much emotional weight put on her now#in terms of her relationship to Viktor but that was barely established so it's weird to have her around#and clearly you're supposed to care but they haven't given me much reason to#isha and sky were non-characters just there to die to further the development of other characters#they didn't really have anything going on on their own and that's just a type of character and plot device that does nothing for me#also i thought the war between zaun and piltover + internal struggles in zaun bc silcos gone would be the main focus#but that stuff seems so sidetracked rn#also sorry i dont like what they did with vander and warwick either. that man should've stayed dead lol#it honestly just makes his death feel less impactful and i dont know what this is supposed to do for the story or the themes???#that just feels like a pointless plotline that is taking up time that could've been spent on other things#i just... i could go on like this for a while like there are so many things that just puzzle me#it's so weird considering how tight and thematically consistent season 1 was#let's see where act 3 goes but... i kinda have a bad feeling about it ngl#obv im glad others are enjoying it and this is just my opinion! also a lot of this are probs just my personal tastes anyway#arcane spoilers
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AAAAAAA all of the Ros are so gooood, I can"t pick between Adrian, percy or Arthur 🥹
And those are just the ones who've already showed up to this point. The majority of them have yet to make an appearance (although Chapter 3 should be good for helping to mitigate that to some point).
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mukunation your beloved leader is an idiot bitch. guy comes up to me and makes small talk and then is like "im gonna go buy a drink do u wanna come? :)" and i go "no thanks im good" ?????????? i hate this mukuberry guy can someone shoot him in the face with a rifle
#chernikocore#i dont think he was coming on to me i think he was just being nice but it doesn't matter either way. wtf is wrong with me#now in my defence. i didnt have money on me#ofc i couldve said that and he could've been like 'ill buy one for you :)' or atleast hed know a good reason to why i couldn't go#instead of just a flat out 'no'..........#whagever. whats the jail sentence for hiring a hitman again cause i really gotta get this niko mukuberry guy gone#WHATEVER
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my mom: the dog has a grooming appointment at 4.
me, who has a class at 4:30 and has to rely on my mom for transportation: oh, okay, you can head over and drop her off and then drive back here and take me over to the university, and then head back there in time for her appointment to end.
my mom: but they said the appointment would take only ten minutes
me: ....they say that every time. and every time it's been 30 minutes at least. every time. you cannot rely on what the estimated time will be. listen to me. listen to me. drive back here immediately after you drop her off, I'll be ready to go. do not sit and wait in the dog groomer's parking lot.
anyways. one guess as to what the fuck she did and who was late for class.
#i was 17 MINUTES late to class. i had to catch up on the BRAND NEW CONCEPT that was introduced in those minutes#i was ready to go at 4:05. i sat there by the door until she drove back in at *4:37*#and now IM being called unreasonable for being angry about it???#i got home to find she put up a note saying ''im not responsible for getting you to class on time''#and ''im not responsible for getting you there if you aren't ready''#YOU ARE. YOU ARE MY ONE SOURCE OF TRANSPORTATION.#THE BUSES DO NOT COME BY AT THE RIGHT TIMES UNLESS I WANTED TO LEAVE TWO HOURS EARLY.#IT WOULD TAKE ME 50 MINUTES TO WALK THERE AND IT'S -21 RIGHT NOW.#THIS WAS LITERALLY THE SIMPLEST THING.#I TOLD YOU EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEEDED TO DO. YOU COULD'VE DONE IT.#BUT NOW IT'S M Y FAULT?????#I WAS READY. I WAS FUCKING READY TO GO. NOT ONCE HAVE I NOT BEEN READY TO GO.#I HAVE ARRIVED EARLY TO ALL OF MY CLASSES SINCE THE BEGINNING OF THE FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR#IF YOU'D HAD AN APPOINTMENT MUCH CLOSER TO MY CLASS TIME I WOULD'VE UNDERSTOOD. I WOULD'VE GONE EARLIER.#BUT THIS?? YOU COULD'VE TAKEN ME TO UNI INSTEAD OF SITTING IN A FUCKING PARKING LOT FOR 30 FUCKING MINUTES#AND THEN ACTING LIKE IM CRAZY FOR BEING PANICKED AND UPSET WHEN YOU DRIVE INTO THE DRIVEWAY 7 MINUTES AFTER MY CLASS STARTED#edit; ''why didn't you just go before 4'' because my mom said i didn't need to.#i forgot to add this in the post but#i did suggest that i leave at like 3:30 or something and sit at the uni even though i didn't want to.#my mom said i didn't have to do that and i'd get there when i get there.#leading to. this.
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sometimes i think about how tetsuji is actually kevin's godfather
#my posts#my aftg posts#aftg#kevin day#the foxhole court#all for the game#the ec says so and i think that's kinda fucked up#im guessing he either put on an impressive facade in front of kayleigh#or perhaps he was somewhat more normal at the time???#idk but it's really fucking sad#like. kevin could've been raised by kayleigh herself if things had gone a bit differently#or by wymack. or by both of them even#but instead he got this. and for what.#in the end it helps nothing but some small part of him probably mourns the life he could've had
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Thinking about the convolution of Eleventh Doctor's expressions of love for River Song in Season 7B. He does not trust Clara. He is utterly (wrongly) convinced that he and Clara are playing a grand manipulative game together. “What are you, eh?! A trick? A trap?!!”
So naturally, the last thing he should do in this game is to clue his opponent in on something that could be used to hurt him. Something like River, so painfully near the end of their time together, whose data ghost he can always see, who “it would hurt too much” to acknowledge. He can't let Clara know of the loss which constantly floods his senses; (“You are always here to me. And I always listen, and I can always see you,” he professes, once Clara has vanished into his timestream).
And yet. River fills his every moment (irregardless of any sneaking out for dates with increasingly-young Rivers while Clara is asleep like he did while the Ponds slept, which would explain his absence when the TARDIS is hiding Clara's bedroom). Even though it's not strategic, he can’t help but tell Clara about her. The best defense he can manage is to phrase it as if River isn’t as important to him as she is. Not only is avoiding her first name in his grief; he's also completely avoiding pronouns; which seems extreme given that he's still mentioning her as often as: “Oh yeah, of course he has! Professor Song! Sorry, it's just I never realized you were a woman.”
Leave out the emotion — leave out the details — don't show the cracks in the armor — play the part — win the game.
“Well, there's no point now. We're about to die. JUST TELL ME WHO YOU ARE.”
#I mean we KNOW that the doctor immediately started pouring his hearts out to Clara as soon as NotD ended <3#Clara tells the war doctor “he's always talking about the day he did it” okay so he's always talking about it starting after the prev ep#eleventh doctor#river song#clara oswald#words by seaweed#yeah I know the implication in Name of the Doctor is that eleven is two-timing them / worried abt Clara being jealous. which. eh. maybe.#but I like this better. also both things can be true if we want them to be#eleven is in SUCH a bad way in Season 7B too he needs to be held#“I thought it would hurt too much and I was right” ever think about how Clara was there for in the deepest moments of his grief?#whether his sad victorian cloud… on the Last Day… or on the day he was finally able to say Rivers name. he thought it would hurt too much#Tia made a really insightful post recently about how eleven can’t speak rivers name when she's gone and like. god. yeah.#it also made me think about. who would he even talk to River about? if he could? after years on a cloud drowning in her present nonpresence#ever think how if HoRS had happened before Hell Bent he never could've dealt with it and coulda broke the universe for River instead#Series 9 was a continuation/escelation of eleven's (and next twelve's) “he hates endings” - endings for Amy and Rory. for River. for Clara.#he hit rock bottom. and then Clara saved him#“You said memories become stories when we forget them. Maybe some of them become Songs.”#thank you Clara <3#one episode later:#“When the wind stands fair and the night is perfect when you least expect it but always when you need it the most- there is a Song.”#bc this is NOT to undervalue the Doctor's love for Clara he has a Duty of Care she's more Breakable than him (also than river!)#but it can it really be a coincidence? bc he is talking abt river in the second one. unless Moffat is obsessed with Song imagery? I MEAN
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I didnt mean my Denji and Adrien comparisons in a negative way btw . Mari could kill 10 people in the show and I would forgive her
GIVE ME A SECOND GIRLYPOP I HAVENT ANSWERED IT BECAUSE I HAVENT REDRAWN HIM OVER THE I WANNA TOUCH SOME BOOBS PANEL
#you're so right thoughhhhhhh. forever ago I drew the two of them together actually so maybe instead I can just redraw that#it's a genre of headcanons that i completely understand people for not touching whatsoever but i think the idea of adrien#being hypersexual in his later teens/early 20s is not super out of the blue given the specific kind of childhood abuse he both canonically#goes through and the abuse he could've reasonably gone through when extrapolating stuff from his environment + his modeling career#like there's no question that his views on love and affection are incredibly disturbingly warped and after years of repression it would onl#be reasonable that he explodes like a power keg and seemingly “regresses” into having really shallow libertine desires etc etc#hence why in environments where he isn't being actively repressed i tend to write him as a bit of a hedonist anyways. blueblood is an#example of this#wissym answers
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had talia not been character assassinated do you think she and bruce should have gotten back together?
no. i hate to use the word "phase" bc that would seem to diminish the importance of what's between them, which is something that will always persist esp as their continued dedication to the same causes and their respect for each other remains. but i do think realistically bruce should be a phase in talia's life. at least in terms of consummated romances specifically. i do love the idea of them remaining allies, close friends, and co-parents, but i think allowing talia to walk away from ra's and bruce in the first place has to stand for something in the long term. before talia went her own way i think it was easier to imagine a potential future where she ended up with bruce bc it felt like the desirable option. she was in this very debilitating position where she had little to no freedom to act on her own desires and goals, the embodiment of which was none other than bruce. so when you frame her situation pre-tower of babel, obv wanting to be with bruce was appealing. he was as much the love of her life as he was a means of escape and freedom and talia having the scope to then act on her own desires. i think that's what subsequently makes dc #750 (or is it #570. i never get the numbers straight and i'm too lazy to check) a really clever issue, actually, bc it acknowledges that and the fact that bruce once again setting her free bc of his love for her actually gives her the courage to step out on her own where she never has before. the fact that she has the option to go back to gotham with bruce and presumably have everything she's ever wanted with him, but she leaves it anyway, is a really huge deal. it's a statement. she loves him, but not more than she loves herself. and sure, what talia puts herself through during lex corp era certainly begs the question of whether her version of loving herself is really viable or in any way healthy, and i would love to see bruce help her recognize that she's not alone and that she doesn't have to do it alone to prove that she's capable. all of this i agree with. but i don't think that really means she and bruce have to fall back on their once-imagined dream of playing house. even if talia did find methods of going about her work that were mentally healthier i don't really know what'd be in it for her to play house with bruce in gotham. bc that is what it would have to be, for their relationship to work in any way. bruce will never leave gotham and son of the demon didn't need to explore that issue bc it was never going to get there but trust that corny as the line about naming the baby thomas or martha was it was reflective of a reality: gotham is bruce's entire life. no matter where he goes, no matter what he does, no matter who he works with, in the end he will always belong to gotham. and i simply do not think that would ever work for talia bc there is so much more she is capable of. while her vision is aligned with bruce's her scope of access and ability is entirely distinct of his own and there is so much more that she can do aside from relegate herself to gotham (hence why lex corp as an arc makes so much sense, bc it capitalizes on that scope). and yeah every superhero couple is kinda crazy and they have teleportation and shit but idk i don't think it's really a relationship for each party to go on long missions with ill-defined parameters that give them the worst sleep schedules known to man and occasionally they share a bed. it really isn't. and that's something that bruce and talia have to live with. their duty is always going to come first even though they both have a passion for civilian life. for talia to be in a relationship again she would have to stop having the liberty of being able to go wherever the work carries her and for bruce to be in a relationship again he would have to have the equivalent of a robin-wife. neither of these things is ever going to happen. so
#outbox#i realize this sounds somewhat hypocritical bc then it's like. but what about damian! wouldn't the same apply to him!#and idk i don't think it would. your kid is different from your lover#obv i imagine talia would try to be around for damian as much as possible#but as i've discussed a lot of times even that i think would be tricky for her. she was willing to say she lost her baby#bc she thought if she didn't the world would lose batman#she's like. craaaaazy dedicated to her work so yeah i do think she'd try to coparent with whatever capacity she could#and her love would be genuine and overflowing etc etc#but at the end of the day she's not going to settle in gotham solely for the purpose of raising him#or for the purpose of appeasing bruce's notions of pathetic puppy dog romance#her liberty is too impt to her#ironically enough this is funny to talk about in context of that batman & robin panel from yesterday bc like#had they not character assassinated her that's really how it might've gone. at least imo#like it's a shame they had to resort to all of these racist and orientalist tropes about her being an abusive mother#to somehow justify why bruce should be the resident parent instead#when you literally could've just followed the thread of talia valuing her independence#versus bruce being desperate for any remaining semblance of normal civilian life like it's an oxygen tank and he's losing air#not only would that have been realistic it would also have carried nuance and allowed insight into bruce and talia's psyches#and more than anything. it would have been funny#but i DIGRESS. tldr yes talia would coparent but even that would be with certain limitations#i think she's the kind of person / mom who like. leaves her love everywhere but can't necessarily stand where she leaves it. yknow#like i could even bring jason into this#i really do think she'd do everything in her power to try to get jason to break from the red hood persona and heal etc#and she'd have immense affection for him#but she's not going to sit and play house and babysit him once she's free and once she knows he's free too#she's very big on personal accountability#so she'd check up on him and the love would be there but like. the bigger picture would always interfere#anywayyyy. thank you for the question i love to ramble about this stuff LOL
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I'm gonna have to wait out a few weeks to be able to complain about jjk's ending bc rn half the ppl are bashing everyone who expected more as ppl who just wanted gojo back
#jjk 271#like no I can read I understood that gojo was gone for good from 236 bUT we can still talk about#how a grown ass man and his grown ass friends deciding how they were at 16 was their perfect forms.#before they made all the important life changing decisions. is a regression right#like can we talk about how the narrative just glosses over geto's whole entire life after hs WHERE HE WAS A GENOCIDAL MANIAC#and pretends like no one would even side eye him about that???#that's fucking regression#you're scaling his character back bc you don't want to address the root reasonwhy he went that route#and it's perfectly fine when an author doesn't want to get too political in their work it's their right I get it#but it does make me upset where the whole entire story up until here the author has been beating us over the head with leftist messaging-#- only to throw it away and settle for a 'oh I didn't mean ACTUAL revolution or changes that would rock the boat for REAL'#bc let's face it. the conditions that made people like geto and sukuna happen are still fucking there they just skipped this generation#these kids are still going to be sent out when a special grade curse shows up and some of them are still gonna die tragically early#to put yuuji as the leader of gojo's dream is isolating and a burden on JUST YUUJI (WHY WERE THE OTHER STUDENTS NOT THERE)#to make yuuji the sole messenger of gojo's will is frankly WEIRD gojo wanted these kids to look out for one another#he had nothing to say to anyone else???#yuuji's been accidentally burdened with the weight of gojo's dream now ON HIS OWN#HE IS A KID#literally nothing's changed at the end#also see how I didn't talk about gojo on his own here bc the problems are so glaring that they shine through even side characters#WHY IS NANAMI A KID IN THE AIRPORT IS THAT THE VERSION OF HIMSELF HE WAS CONTENT WITH???#or did they all have to be aged down to match haibara even though making the choice to show the ones that lived as grown would've made it-#-more impactful#A twenty seven yr old nanami sitting next to the fifteen yr old haibara would've been soul crushing right?#also why have nanami be the only one that talks like he remembers his adulthood BUT NOT GETO#WHY TAKE AWAY SUCH A HUGE PART OF GETO#YOU COULD'VE HAD THAT BE A CONVERSATION AND HAVE PEOPLE FORGIVE HIM#the more I think about the ending the more things I find to nitpick further back too#gege I love you but please I hope you negotiate a more flexible time in your next contract I hope they don't burn you out again#bc jjk is going to be an ending which I will frankly ignore and just go with 'sukuna won and it was terrible' in my head instead
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alain damasio really went off with caracole and sov's relationship
caracole forever unattainable and sov desperately needing Links and Connection and Closeness and wanting so so bad to be linked and connected and close to caracole in particular
and caracole, everfleeting, untethered, unbefriendable the way regular people make regular friends because he is neither a regular person nor a regular friend
too bad the book was sexist af really
#the more i think about it the more i feel the potential#it's sufficiently marinated in my mind for it to map all the wondrous connections that Could've made me gone !!!!!#instead we got girls being weak and pregnancy obsessed#(simplified)#alain damasio#la horde du contrevent#(sorta hate? i hated the sexism i get the rest)#bones (mine)#upthebaguette#french tumblr#frenchblr
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TBOB spoilers:
#the book of bill spoilers#tbob spoilers#bill cipher#the billble spoilers#i thought that he was trapped in a void while still having a connection to the statue and being able to see through drawings of himself#i thought the statue was his corpse and he could find a way to possess it again#i forgot he physically went into Stan's mind so i'm not so sure about the statue being his corpse anymore#he wouldn't have exactly got off scott free but it what actually happened to him is a far worse fate#he would've gotten out of the nightmare realm#instead of being forced to do worksheets every day he could've watched / waited for someone to make a deal#and worked on his book of course#he doesn't want to be fixed because he's convinced he's not broken#the real kicker is i think the axolotl meant well - he was trying to help Bill#but Bill would've probably rather gone to Hell than be forced to go to therapy#[personal tag here]#poll
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On a brighter note I've taken to cleaning and reorganising the kitchen since I'm the one that mainly uses it now and it gives me serotonin to see my baking supply all neat and tidy.
Last week I tried my hand at making a no bake matcha cheesecake and a matcha bread with red bean paste yeee
#doing the braid for the bread was fun and it turned out pretty#the only thing i don't like about making bread though is that i can't tell when it's proofed enough lol#also the no bake matcha cheesecake turned out nice although the cream cheese was a lil strong#but the recipe had an oreo crust so that balanced it a bit#i also made a brownie style batter with ube extract instead of cocoa powder and i could've sworn i took a photo???#but welp the photo is gone to the void somewhere#it was very purple and i remembered in that moment why i hate doing brownies#and that's because of the bake time lol#anyway that's been my current adventures in baking 🤡🫡#also had a rare moment 2 days where i decided to just clean out the bathroom's sink cupboard/drawers at 2am#which took like 3 hours at which point i also decided to sweep and mop the house#cause apparently i can't clean at normal hours
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