#I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR THE SUPPORT

[unlikelytrashcreation]

ima go ahead here and say you are absolutely one of my top favorite artists on here, and definitely in my top favorites for zadr/iz in general. when you were on hiatus, I talked about you to poop and how i missed your art. and when you started posting again, i was real happy.. and then i nearly pissed myself when you posted iitm-au shit from me and poop and just OUGH trash your work is iconic. ceo zim is burned into my brain and is def in my top 3 fav zims this fandom has ever produced

*snifs* ok ok ok SO. I COULD HONESTLY SAY THE SAME TO YOU. I littraly started making a high pitched sound and weeping when you drew that response to my iitm fan comic I was so happy I thought I would implode! I'm so ungodly happy that someone likes my art LET ALONE Simone who got me to start posting in the first place. You and poop were honest to God the reason any of my iz art ended up out of my notebook and in the world. THANK YOU SO MUCH for your art. And for your support. And your TOP 3 holly shit. I am honored!!!! And this is mushy. But the fact that you missed me means so goddamn much. I can be a bit bad in the head and when I vanish it's usually cause I don't think I matter I feel like an imposter or a fraud. But the fact that you care so much about what I have to put out is really really important to me. This may be oversharing a bit but I was raised in a situation with heavy information controll this is my first ever active fandome and social midia experience. And you are one of if not THE reason I no longer think the things I once did abouth it.

As a token of my gratitude and cause you and poop were peeking at the boss bugs scars hear

Have a picture from dibs sweaty collection

Oh also if you ever wanna see me draw something my asks are always open :)!

[miutonium]

Congrats on your final! I saw your Spongebob post and it's really cool how the artist uses him as his muse for his artwork! I wish I could see his artwork in real life. Anyway, what did you do for your final work? It's okay if you don't want to share it ����

OKAY I LEFT THIS ASK BREWING MY DRAFT FOR SO LONG WAGSHSGSJSHA

BUT AAAA THANK U FOR THE WISHES! And yesss I think it's really neat too he used Spongebob as an inspiration since I dont see enough people using cartoon characters as an academia subject.

Anywayyyyy yeah of course and I'm glad I got this ask! I've been waiting for people to ask me about this ngl likeeeee I've been wanting to have people ask me about my fyp 😭😭😭 My FYP is about secondhand smoking. It all started when I see someone bought a box of cigs in front of me at the counter and the cashier asked "Which picture do you want?" And they said "The baby." Idk if other country used pictorial warnings on cigarette box but the ones in my country used it and plastered smoking related illness (heavy NSFW for the images btw so I won't attach it here but honestly I think people are unfazed by it due to how outdated it is ) and it suppose to serve as a deterrence for people to smoke but I find it really ironic that people dont care and even asked which picture they preferred (btw most smokers preferred the miscarried baby/fetus picture) so that experience is pretty much the catalyst for my project.

So anyway, for my final, I build an empty room filled with cigarette smokes. My artwork is a participatory art where I involved audience to interact with it. It's basically an empty 4x8 room with CCTV inside and windows left and right so people from outside can see the audience's reaction. Participant will be given a headphone where there'll be a narrator feedinng then instructions such as to calm down and listen to nature's sounds and there's going to be a line that says cigarette smoke calms people down. The room is locked from outside so they cannot go out unless they press the alarm to their right. The 'challenge' is to see how long anyone can stand sitting in a smoke filled room.

This room serves as a physical representation for secondhand smoking. The purpose is to give people an idea of how it feels being a non-smoker exposed to smokes in public places such as cafés through their own POV. the outcome is not to have smokers quit, instead I just want people to understand how suffocating the smokes could be. Basing my artwork to Dissonance Theory, there's going to be 3 outcome:

- Smokers don't care and continue smoking

- Smokers quit smoking

- Smokers continue to smoke but will be mindful on where they smoke

Anyway here's a clip of my friend being hazed by smoke scent lmao

Also yes, people are exposed to actual cigarette smoke in this artwork. I SMOKED 20 CIGARETTES JUST TO COLLECT THE ASHES. I SMELL LIKE CIGARETTES THE WHOLE NIGHT. MY FINGERS SMELLS LIKE CIGARETTE FOR 2 DAYS. 0/10 NOT RECOMMENDED!

Anyway, TL;DR: Don't fucking build an installation art for your finals. Don't start smoking and don't smoke 20 cigs in one succession to collect ashes in front of a private building and be questioned for 10 minutes and almost have the cops called on you because the guards think some asian chick wants to commit arson.

[leviismybby]

Ahhhhhh I hit 7k followers today it seems surreal! 💕💕 Thank you all so so so so much for all the support, this is crazy!❤️❤️ I am glad you guys enjoy my filth and hcs for Levi!💞

[chlorenw]

I'm not much of talkative and rarely typing words but I really really appreciate the compliments you guys give me every time 🌹

[emmyrosee]

this might be the most predictable thing I've ever said but THE PLAYFIGHTING WITH ATSUMU ONE IS SOMETHING I GO BACK TO VERY VERY VERY OFTEN. I just adore it so much.

(I adore all your work ofc, but this one has a special place in my heart hehe)

ATSUMU PLAYFIHHTING WILL ALWAYS BE MY FAVE TROPE, LET ALONE PIECE!!! I’m so glad you enjoy it enough to come back to it 🥺🩷

[feline-evil]

It wasn't funny at the time but looking back on it man it is genuinely hilarious how my first attempt at getting diagnosed and getting help with my mental illnessess went.

So imagine if you will the skinniest, most unwell, sleepless looking 18 year old, just real Victorian orphan vibes with permanent shakes and a penchant for passing out in fear if he so much as thinks of leaving the house. I need you to know that's the kind of state i was in when i walked into a doctors office to see one of the oldest men i've ever seen in an employed field. He sits me down and asks me what's wrong, he's the GP at my local doctors; that's a general practitioner, if you're outside of the UK maybe that's not a familiar term. Anyway he's not a psychologist, you don't get to see a psychologist unless your GP refers you! Anyway he asks me whats wrong and i explain to him my long list of debilitating anxiety symptoms, i tell him about not being able to eat or sleep or leave the house; i'm in a bad way at this point in my life, it's not a good time for young jay! Lad doesn't even know he's a man yet! Pretty bad time all round!

And so after i explain to him the situation we get our first of the many funny 'i'm not sure this man is qualified to have this conversation' red flags.

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

Uh oh.

Well no, sir, on account of the not leaving the house socialisation has been tricky, see?

"Oh you need a boyfriend and some friends, that'll help love :)"

Uh oh.

It is at this point in the appointment we are winding down towards the end of my time here at the doctors, and our next big ol' waving red flag hits like a jet liner. And this ones the big one, the one that gives me reason to tell this story and watch people look a mite aghast.

The GP laughs, claps a hand on my shoulder and says "well don't you worry, we won't be locking you up for this one!"

I freeze in shock.

What did this man just say.

Now, i don't wish to imply that this wouldn't be a horrifying thing to say to a different teen riddled with severe mental illness who didn't have a family history of relatives being admitted to psychiatric institutes, but i am suggesting that MAYHAPS. JUST POTENTIALLY. That was a slightly more horrifying sentence to come out of a medical professionals mouth to someone who has that as a family history in his own living memory! So i lock up in horror, alarms blaring in my mind, wondering how the fuck i'm going to politely and finitely end this conversation and meeting and leave vowing never to cross this mans path again in my life; but i don't get much time to ponder what to do, because here comes the final red flag, that second jet liner crashing right in, the final can of petrol being poured on the burning wreck that is the first appointment i have ever made to talk about my mental health.

This man, a complete stranger, i had never met this GP before in my life, hugs me. It is so uncomfortable, i would not say i am the most comfortable with physical contact from strangers even now nearly ten years later, but then? At age eighteen? This is just about the worst thing that could've happened in my eyes! I do not come from a family that hugs, i didn't not know how to hug back then, in that moment it's awkward and weird and i just freeze and wait for it to end, and then i leave the room with the GP beaming and waving after me like he's just performed a miracle and i'll forever be cured from this point on.

I walk to my mom waiting for me in the waiting room, she smiles and gives me a thumbs up.

GENUINELY it couldn't have gone worse, objectively the funniest awful situation i have ever been in.

[gemapples]

I don't think you're answering many asks rn (and that's perfectly fine!) But I was wondering if this means the Magolor Collab will be delayed or cancelled at all?

oh no, the collab will still continue! everything will keep progressing don't worry

we'll have to figure out where to post it though, i originally thought on here and my own twitter acc + rt all of the illustrations involved that way but idk

it will be discussed closer to the finish date

[sylveonetta]

200 followers. Thank you all 🥹🥹

[veethefreeelf]

Okay so I have a few reaction requests in my inbox but I don’t think I’m good at those

I can recommend some other writers for the anons in my inbox but I won’t be doing reactions

I write fics and can do some shorter drabbles because it’s what I enjoy reading and writing

I’m gonna update my fic rules and such so that you guys are aware

Sorry to the ones wanting reactions but my asks are fully open to fic and drabble requests (preferably from the groups and biases in my fic rules but I am open to others!)

Love you and thank you for reading my works 💗💗

CHEERS 🥂

[littlefoxwithbighat]

Truly having A Week TM. Everybody please send good vibes and energy <33

[satans-knitwear]

Just dreaming of the real necessities rn 🥺🥺

Be my hero : Pypl cshpp

[volunruud]

just remembered a few years ago this tinder man i had been talking to (i was like 19 looking for attention okay..) he like Full on admitted to being a rapist to me. im actually flabbergasted rn i never thought abt what he said b4... he told me unprompted that the last girl he went on a date with said he raped her. and i was like ummm.. did you? and he goes no no... like okay. but now im thinking... he definitely did. im thinking of that quote about history "men only tell the truth by accident" i read recently. i cant remember the book title rn. and i think he wanted to rant about this crazy bitch to me thinking id be on his side, thinking id ever meet up with him after this reveal, maybe thinking id fuck him or give him a chance, maybe to gauge my willingness to fuck him, to see if id be an easy target or at least not be open about accusing him if there was any "confusion" down the line. men always do this thing: admit some fucking insane shit to you about themselves (in this example he admitted to being a rapist) and when you rightfully criticize/question this they deny it and say "it was just a joke" "there was some confusion here" "she was crazy/youre crazy" "you just dont understand"

[something-in-your-walls]

hiya guys i'm off my two day hiatus! im kinda brainrotting over TDLOASSF and History Repeats Itself so like if you see posts about that ya'll can brainrot with me if you want

[skitskatdacat63]

First and foremost, I'm OBSESSED with how you drew seb I'm going to scream into a pillow and then sob. Hoooow do yo manage to make it look so soft and beautiful, I'm IN LOVE. Second of all, I feel the pull (inspiration) to start writing a (highly inaccurate) sebmark renaissance au, thank u for that. Kiss kiss u r AMAZING.

WAHHHHHHHHH THANK YOUUUUUUU 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕

I'm so happy that you like how I drew Seb! I said in the tags, but I really never ever draw real life people, but then I drew that first one(the one where he's wearing the laurel), and I was like "wait....why is this actually working!?" I guess staring at pictures of someone every day does have an effect!

Also I'm glad I could inspire you, just like how you inspired me!! 🤭🤭🤭(seriously you wrote that little bit of it and I instantly pulled out my tablet.) I feel you on the "highly inaccurate", I went a little bit into researching clothing/wording from the time and I did not likey....LOL

And if you ever do end up writing it, I am here and very willing to do illustrations 👀

[orcelito]

that one bookmark is gone and on one hand im glad i dont have to see it anymore but on the other hand im a little embarrassed at the thought of them having seen me have a whole mini spiral about it at like 5 am. like sorry random person ig

[flowers-and-literature]

@rue-cimon BESTIE.

rb and put in the tags what the prev person is to you