#I BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPY ENOUGH
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the duet of one heart : alhaitham
pair: alhaitham x reader info: general audiences, controlling parents, rivals to friends (but still rivals)
summary: when alhaitham parted ways for good, it should have been the end of all things. still, he finds you among thousands of faces.
word count: 1.4k words series: day 7 of au august 2023 / prompt: musician links: work tag
Alhaitham doesnāt scan the crowd when heās performing. Thereās no need for him to capture the amazed faces of his audience. It doesnāt teach him anything he already knows about himself. However, he will give the audience a humbling glance before he leaves them breathless. Heās tried to unlearn this ritual since it also doesnāt change what he painfully accepted, but his body has ingrained this practice as it did with every note of his musical pieces.
He lifts the violin, positioning the chinrest where it belongs. His right arm raises his trusted bow as the spotlight shines on him. In that split second before he rips a note across the theatre, his eyes sweep across every face.
He hesitates from playing the violināparalysed by a millisecond of confusionābefore his instincts take over.
You should be miles away, yet you were sitting at the back.
When his performance ends, he bows, and he tries to find you through the gaps of his fringe.
Itās not the trick of the light.
When the curtains close, he is ushered backstage. Being bombarded with compliments by his manager has never been an issue with Alhaitham who had no where to go after his splendid performance. In fact, he likes to linger on stage hidden from the purview of his adoring fans and read a book to let the crowd wane before showing himself again.
This time, he finds himself pushing through the crew that circles him. He must find you again because only a fool makes the same mistake twice.
Cameras follow him the moment he steps out of the theatre hall. Periodic flashes of light disorient him enough to be annoyed, but his determination is stronger than that of the paparazzi acquiring their best shot. A couple of turns deeper into the cityās maze-like alleys is enough to get them off his tail.
When the coast is clear, he walks back to the theatre in hopes you might still be around, except you catch him before he does. You pull your hood down and call out to him as you did years ago. Time has touched your features but the admiration you reserved specially for him remains in the pools of your eyes, and Alhaitham finds it tiring to put the effort to maintain his neutral expression.
He says your name, perfectly as always.
āYou look at me as if Iām not supposed to be here,ā you comment after exhaling what he thinks is supposed to be a laugh. āIs it that hard to believe Iām standing right in front of you?ā
Does he really look that way? He is too busy staring. There was a strong reason why he walked through the departure gate without looking back. He never would have thought heād find you among his crowd again.
āI reckon your parents are well,ā he says as he takes the sight of you one last time before he accepts that the truth of the matter is this: youāve done the impossible. You nod, lips pressed into a thin line. You dislike it when he begins the conversation with such a sensitive topic, but he couldnāt help himself. They are the corner pieces for the puzzle of you and him. āDo they know youāre here?ā
āIt depends...ā You press your back against the wall opposite him. If you are trying to hide the tiny tension in your eyebrows, the squeezy alleyways does not help. āI was part of a concert in Fontaine, and Sumeru is a train away soā¦ my parents donāt need to know.ā
Alhaitham reaches into his pockets and fiddle with his keys. This is not a good place to talk if youāre meant to be hiding from cameras, but he isnāt sure he can sneak you into his house comfortably.
He checks his phone, and his manager sent a few texts. Although perturbed by his strange behaviour, the manger states he left the backstage keys under the flowerpot nearest to the door if he ever returns for his cozy corner.
āCome,ā he instructs as he turns and resumes his journey back to the theatre. He takes a quick glance at you still stuck to the alleyās wall.
āItās too risky,ā you note and look at him. āIf they find out, who knows what rumours theyāll start spreading about you in the mediaāā
āI know,ā he states as he gives his hand.
āThe other time you almost lost your contract with Sumeru Symphany. I canāt bear being the reason for your downfall. I have to go. Itās the best for both of us.ā
He holds onto your shoulder before you can slip away from him again. It amazes him how one minute you defy all he knows and the next you revert to a scared mouse, as if you did not experience the hell of the surgical table and lived to tell the tale.
āIt would have been a loss for the group so I knew they wouldnāt break the contract over trivial matters.ā
āTrivial?ā you push his warmth away. āAlhaitham, my parents framed you for being a criminal. You were about to go to jail.ā
āHave you forgotten how I do not care? Their evidence might have swayed the views of the public as expected of those that do not think for themselves, but no matter how much dirt they use to hide, a treasure is still a treasure.ā
You chuckle meekly.
āThat confidence of yoursā¦ā you mutter, eyes downcast. āIt boils my blood sometimes.ā
āBecause you know Iām right.ā
You shake your head in surrender. āFine. Where should we go?ā
He grabs your hands, fingers gently slipping through the gaps of your hand. When he clasps his digits around yours, he makes a tiny promise that he wonāt let you leave so easily. Back then, he resigned to the fate that there was no other choice, but now that youāve appeared in front of him again, be it through your wits or by fate that was once so cruel, heās willing to give it another shot.
Guiding you through the theatre, your tiny wows cause a small smile to ease up his lips. This building finished renovations last week and heās proud to be the first performer. If the news reached you, then he achieved his goal.
When both of you are finally backstage, he introduces you to his corner. Itās minimal: towers of book surrounding a single chair. He offers you to sit on it as he gets another for himself, but when he returns, youāre more interested in the stage.
āIt looks so different from this angle,ā you observe as you scan the empty seats. You point in the direction you sat, eyes sparkling as you look at him. āI was behind a pillar, and you saw me from here?ā You gawk.
Alhaitham swallows, a wave of embarrassment threatening to pull him under. āYouāre too recognisable.ā
You smile, seemingly aware of what heās implying. āThatās good I suppose. All these years I thought I was crazy to try, but Iām glad Iām not alone.ā
You bounce over to the edge of the stage, something having caught your eye. Itās the storage room. When heās beside you, you ask if there are any violins.
āTheyāre discarded instruments,ā he states, crossing his arms. āUse my violin instead if you insist on trying this stage.ā
āThe violin of my arch-nemesis? You must be crazier than I thought,ā you joke before resorting to your serious mien. āI have other plans.ā You open the storeroom and swat away the dust that flies up. Picking a random violine that still has its strings intact, you pull Alhaitham to the centre of the stage.
He gets the hint and prepares his instrument while you tune your temporary one.
It takes a while before you lock eyes with him, brimming with excitement.
āJust like the old days,ā you say before playing a single note.
Alhaithamāthe perfect prodigy of the centuryāhears the violin squeak. The sound falls flat at times and does not reverberate as clearly as it should. It sends his mind in a flurry, but your intimate understanding of melodies crafts a dream like song that calms his nerves, enough for him to prompt himself and continue. He blends his own improv with your steady lead, and before he knows it, he canāt tell what is played by him or you.
All there exists in this theatre is one heart. It sings.
author's note: my friend jokingly said i should write more happy endings so i tried!! hope this makes whoever is reading this smile although i wouldn't say it's a true good endingā¦ lol. the issue between them is still not resolvedā¦ hahahahaā¦
#alhaitham x reader#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#alhaitham x you#alhaitham x y/n#genshin impact x you#genshin impact x y/n#genshin reader insert#genshin x y/n#genshin x you#I BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPY ENOUGH#that tag looks so aggressive i meant to add a HAHAHA behind but i was too tired ig#i actually... wrote this rather smoothly? granted i finished it around the same time i did for yesterday's work but i started late too#it was easier to write + i notice i am writing more!!#i'm quite happy i hope i can keep this momentum up#but ofc i will be careful for burn out!!#which is why i actually don't write anything other than works for this challenge#so my other fics might really take a while... LOL#slo.w#tdooh : alhaitham#f7e9e8 e9f0aa 99aceb
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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.
Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao
Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..likeā¦constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.
In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho donāt take me seriously Iām not good with graphs
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#I just#mmmmm#For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says#every information could end up being wrong#sometimes even without Jazz realising it#so when Prowl says#heās trusting Jazz. itās.#also it totally wasnāt me googling ābelieving and trusting nuance difference in englishā#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops#he canāt believe him but he found enough faith to trust him#while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldnāt fucking be believed#list e n#Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl#fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl#Iām so happy Prowl is returning this energy#like#remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures#*gesture. That kiss didnāt make me feel like itās truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didnāt do quite the same#but thisš. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl#who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody#Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldnāt be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you donāt have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? Itās a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..
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This post wouldn't leave my mind.
Error and Ink meeting before they completely become themselves is so....
į(ą²„ēą²„į) HHHHHHH
#if anyone remembers ye olde days of error and ink#of the lawlessness of 2016#then you would recall CQ saying āif error's beginnings had been anything else. ANYTHING ELSE-ā#hehe#*collapses to die*#i know its highly unlikely that this would still be applicable today#but error was pretty stable before ghost sans dropped in#anyways for lil headcanons i believe Ink's enthusiasm of the AUs they visit#would curb MOST of error's destructive tendencies temporarily. emphasis on temporarily.#i still believe it can go wrong ekkfjej lets say ink here gets hurt cuz im pretty sure he has near zero way to defend himself lmfao#maybe meeting ____ alters his last thoughts enough before he becomes an error. who knows?#i believe in happy endings and outcomes sorry#junie art post#errorink#error sans#ink sans#inkerror#error x ink#ink x error#error sans x ink sans
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tbh i dunno why so many sj apologists are anti-yqy. because like????? he is your mascot. he was the originator. the head honcho of excusing sj's levels of unmitigated villainy. look into my eyes and tell me that qi ge wouldn't blush and kick his feet if he saw xiao jiu commit murder. actually we don't NEED to imagine bc jiumei did just that and yue qi just grabbed his hand and ran, no thoughts head empty. arson? child abuse?? yue qi doesn't care. whatever makes xiao jiu happy <3
#qijiu#shen jiu#og!shen qingqiu#yue qingyuan#inspired by pro-sj anti-yqy fics on ao3 where yqy is just...so OOC#stop bullying yqy agenda 2024#mtxt hates him enough he doesnt get a happy ending in pidw or svsss#bc living the rest of your live believing that the person most important to you and whom you love most is happy without you is#EXTREMELY tragic on its own but i think yqy could at least find satisfaction knowing his xiao jiu is happy#but he's not. it's an imposter and he'll never know#anyway yeah!!! sj might bite but yqy doesn't care because xiao jiu is xiao jiu.#svsss#mtxt
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WE WILL FIGHT FOR THIS SHOW š©¶
#dead boy detectives#save dead boy detectives#I am delulu enough to believe in miracles#and I am happy that I am not the only one#letās advertise dbda#letās get dbd trending again
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Some past fiddlestan? (Like Ford just went through the portal. He gone now. Past. Yk?)
The mystery misery yaoi
#the angst potential is so juicy#I understand why it might not be everyone's cup of tea but I like the idea of them being so 'toxic' for each other (after the portal#incident. if they met before I think they'd be pretty healthy and wholesome)#like. Fidds is already kinda losing it because of the memory gun and Stan is grieving. they're not in a mental state for a relationship#Stan would hit him with his car by accident and then try to gaslight him that 'no that never happened you're imagining things'#and Fidds would be pretending that Stan is actually Ford or trying to use the memory gun on Stan to make him believe he IS Ford#or. my favorite yet. the one I have as 'canon' in my head. they end up in a messy relationship but Fidds thinks Stan is Ford#and in tge end Stan can't keep pretending and he ends things or something#there's also the more 'happy' versions. where Fidds is still sane enough to help Stan work on the portal. I'll make some fanart of it#at least of Fiddleford tending to his burn wound or something. for now take this little doodle (I thought it was funny but what do I know)#ask#not anon#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddlestan#young fiddleford#young stan pines#young stanley pines#art#fanart#traditional art#misery yaoi#ignore all that it's late I'm tired I don't know what I'm writing
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Happy black history month to the siblings ever
#theyāre nice to each other sometimes fjshusgs#happy black history to my children >:)#I love them#lucas sinclair#erica sinclair#stranger things fan art#stranger things#st#black history month#renĆ©ās art#sinclair siblings#would yāall believe me if I said Lucas has his own bi flag socks on#it didnāt match enough with the outfit so their hidden#also heās not matching with Erica and letting her know about it jdvsjssb
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Everlasting A5
#when I tried to post this tumblr signed me out of my account???#all that work and I wasn't even happy with it halfway through but now I love this thang. yay#X's clock hand has no gears on it for lore reasons and not because I didn't wanna draw it I swear#this is actually the first time I've drawn both Abram and Abel. Abram was a darling to draw and Abel had his face redrawn 14 times#I believe it's physically impossible not to make Adam look real pretty in literally anything. plus I took tattoo liberties and I like em#he's barefoot in my heart but unfortunately I cannot draw feet.#anyways. justifications:#Time Duck as an abno has its event centred around what one perceives it to be - a rabbit or a duck#this links to Fau in how it can be unclear when it is her and when it is the Gesellschaft. who she is at any one point is somewhat up to yo#and I think it links very similarly to the A5 - are they truly all one in the same#or are they different people with the same - or similar enough - starting points#especially for X - which is why he's the goopy-est - is he simply Ayin once again or has he changed to the point of being his own person#that goes for every loop's X as well. can the same shape change enough in ones eyes to become an entirely different animal#also the time theme and Fau's corrosion quote 'Thus. You cease to move. Trapped in the stopped time. For eternity'#is an obvious reference to the time loop shenanigans at L Corp HQ#they are all trapped by him in the same 50 days. never to move forward with the rest of the world. for a practical eternity#also doomsday clock on Fau's corrosion is a reference to how A and D keep paralleling eachother and probably know eachother from somewhere#the tremor on the E.G.O is like how each thing that happened brought him closer to the brink [aka the stagger threshold]#and the sinking on the gift [gestures at Abram]#plus the mechanical theme connects to how Ayin looked towards the seemingly infallible idea of the machine in his time of need#fanart#ayin lobcorp#abram lobcorp#abel lobcorp#adam lobcorp#x lobcorp#lobotomy corporation#limbus company#ššššš#NEVER DRAW GEARS PLEASE JUST TRUST ME ON THIS ONE IT IS NEVER WORTH IT
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And I, I thought I was a scholar Withdrawn from love Why would I even bother?
@spottedenchants
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#happy chrism#this is not a year late no sir#spottedenchants#shadowgast#essek thelyss#caleb widogast#critical role#critical role fanart#wrist brace my best friend wrist brace#i put this down and lost track of what i wanted to do with it in the first place#so now it is a big mix#and it's done#would you believe me if i said there were originally going to be two more hands here#comic#full drawing#monochrome#technically not but close enough#i need to figure out how to put more 'me' back in my art#i don't know where it went
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tried my best to draw in the official art style :33
little progress gif under the cut
#my art#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#utena tenjou#anthy himemiya#ARGHHHH IM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it turned out way better than i expected and i honestly cant believe that i yknow. actually drew this.#might have to make a version with my original sketch bc i still like that one. but this is enough for one day#i think it took me maybe... 6 hours to finish this?? not too sure#man im so happy with how this turned out#if i didnt know better i would think its official and im the one who drew the damn thing#2024
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Happy 1 Year Anniversary to beetlejuice closing :)
#beetlejuice#beetlejuice musical#beetlejuice the musical#lydia deetz#alex brightman#elizabeth teeter#god this show#I never got to see Broadway live but Idc itās gonna stay as one of my favorites#canāt believe itās already been A Year#it least the fandom is still (funny enough) Very much alive and active still#and itās thanks to beetlejuice Iāve met so many friends#anyways...#goodbye broadwayyyy!!#one year ago#one year anniversary#happy one year#happy anniversary
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On the topic of Jaiden recently being confirmed to have left Qsmp, Iām definitely not alone in being sad weāll never get to see q!Jaiden again. I also realized I havenāt seen a lot of your Jaiden design, so if youāre willing(or if you even take requests), could you draw q!Jaiden being happy with any other Qsmp character of your choosing? /nf
old lineart of the best egg parents everrrrr
q!parrotduo meeting in the afterlife i believeeee
#ask stufff#stufffsart#jaiden animations#roier#parrotduo#qsmpblr#qsmp#i was never the qjaiden expert - but at least she died on purgatory happy-enough surrounded by ppl who truly loved her#part of me believes her confession abt cucurucho on the first day were true and BOLAS helped distance her toxic friendship from them#the other part DOESNT bc of what qslime said but pffff pffff
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#wind waker#loz#zelda#beedle#linktober#link#aquanutart#day 1: merchant#i really liked beedle in the wind waker he just always seemed so genuinely enthusiastic and happy to see you#i thought his compliment card was hilarious. i always bought a lot of bait anyway to complete my sea chart#and because i liked messing around as a bird i guess i'd buy hyoi pears; so i always racked up enough points without really trying#however i wasn't a fan of what they did with his character in games after that. he became pressuring and insincere#i understand why people would find a two-faced salesman character funny or interesting in his own right#but it's the opposite of what i originally liked about him#unfortunately this makes me question whether it was meant that way to begin with?#i don't know but i like to believe wind waker beedle actually meant his enthusiasm#back when ww beedle was the only beedle i always meant to show appreciation for him so i'm doing that now
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i think youāre doing ur best actually and i m v proud of u *kiss on the forehead*
#this is me @ myself rn bc im done with maths itās driving me insane#but also @ anyone whoās struggling#no matter how little u think youāre doing#I promise u itās more than enough#ur doing ur best and u may not believe that but itās true#I love u#stay happy and okay
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Look, I rewatched all of Bravern to try and make more sense of it now that I know plot twists and stuff and honestly how does Lewis never ask anything about the cockpit that he was in for four seconds. I think he should mention it. I think he's allowed to talk about it.
#brave bang bravern#lewis smith#isami ao#how does this man never mention the wire tentacles actually#i think i would mention the wire tentacles#i think i would think obviously thats why isami doesnt like to get inside the robot surely i can talk about this with him#and then be very wrong but you know thats just me ?#i went to crunchy roll JUST TO SCREENSHOT this from episode seven because im too scared#to google cockpit tentacles so thats on me but that is literally just a screenshot from the episode#fellas is it gay to talk to your crush about cockpit tentacles -#bravern spoilers#just in case i guess ??? i mean ? since its in episode 7 ill consider that late enough in the show to count as a spoiler#i cant believe i watched this show twice all the way through ... its so ....#i normally dont get into mecha anime tbh but its so stupid but sincere and shows a whole lotta trauma#so i find it endearing i guess but it might also be my bias to the stupidity#i like cringefail loser guys and im blessed with them in this show#plus its only 12 episodes#but anyway please know that lewis is my favorite and im very happy he just gets to adopt a daughter and be gay the entire show#like truly good for him and his daughter im happy for them both
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Season 4 hope/prediction: Deb's show is solid, zero issues, runs flawlessly with great ratings, but her personal life is completely eroding. We start with her discovering Marcus is leaving, and it culminates in DJ going into labor right before a taping. Deb chooses the show. When it's over, and she finally flies to Vegas, it's too late -- Aiden's not letting her in because he loves his wife too much to let DJ get into a shouting match with her mom right after giving birth, and instead takes the brunt of Deb's wrath, with her making excuses and talking about how they used her money for IVF, and anyway, DJ's fine, so who cares if she wasn't there? Kathy's in the room with DJ and the baby (DJ's the closest she has to a daughter, after all) and Deb leaves too furious to think about how badly she's hurt her family.
She heads back to her Vegas mansion -- empty, obviously, Josefina and the dogs would be in LA -- and pops open a bottle of wine. Alone. Completely alone. Can't call Marty, she has no friends, the closest she's got would be Kiki and wouldn't that be embarrassing, calling your poker dealer to talk about your feelings --
and then Ava's there. She got the news about DJ's labor, she got the story from Aiden (who was distraught, by the way, man's too much of a sweetheart for Vance drama), a spare key from Damian (happy to pawn that off on her, though if it isn't returned promptly he's taking legal action) and has arrived just in time to see the Deborah Vance having a breakdown the likes of which no one thought physically possible. Crying gives you wrinkles, you know. But Ava has to be here. She's the physical embodiment of a lesson Deb never truly learned: you don't have to like someone to love them.
In my imaginary fantasy land that I am concocting this would then subsequently lead into them fucking nasty but I understand that this may be a step too far for the surprisingly large number of very normal people who watch this show and would forgive JPL for not taking it that far. However I do believe they should fuck about it and let Ava take the reigns in their relationship while they see how many of Deb's bridges they can un-burn.
#hacks hbo#ava x deborah#avorah#avadeb#hey if anyone wants to bother writing this for real go for it I don't care#if any of this is any degree of accurate for JPL's vision of s4 then I will be extremely happy#deb is NOT miranda priestly#miranda knew from the start that she could never have human connection or she'd lose her dream job#deb has inspired such genuine devotion that she does not understand that a woman in a man's role historically requires sacrifice#she knew the fire cost her the show but she didn't KNOW that that was the only reason until now#that the network did not give a shit at all#the advertisers did and the advertisers are the true enemy#she still believes she got to the top through hard work and talent#wrong the deborah vance brand was built by people who love her and believe in her#only when she has lost DJ will she be open to hearing the truth (that it was a group effort)#from the mouth of the one person who stood by her out of a wombo combo of love and spite#only THEN will she accept that kathy was right#THIS is why frank left her. THIS behavior. the belief that SHE is a special queen who did it all alone#frank was scum by the way dude groomed her little sister#his behavior is fucked but his reason is close enough to correct that ava can use it as an example of how much deb HAS to change#btw please please please we need deb sleeping with ava and not calling it a mistake because she's too fucking tired and sad
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