#I AM FUCKING DISSOLVING
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SPENCER IN THE BEFORE AND AFTER BEING CALLED A GOOD BOY HDOSHDOXNSOS IZ SKNDISJ HE LOOKS SO FUCKING CUTE IN THE FIRST PHOTO HIS LITTLE SMILE OHBMY GODDDD
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due to personal reasons i will be PASSING AWAY.
via stacie’s insta story and @musersofmusemex on instagram
#DOMINIC HOWARD THE MAN THAT YOU ARE#I AM FUCKING DISSOLVING#SOBBB HE CARES SO MUCH NO ONE SPEAK TO MEEEEEE#god. *slams head on table and passes out*#dom and his dogs 🥺🥺🥺#dom howard
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“Sorry that it all went down like it did”
#hi! back at it with more highly specific art from The one The Only!#Apa au#Isa I am sorry I left out my true thoughts behind the scar on this one but I am trying to achieve wider lawlight audience appeal#speaking of:#death note#lawlight#light yagami#l lawliet#my art#anyway.#many a lawlight fight that dissolves into a week long stalemate ends with a shared bath#they make up in water every time I have decided#its a theme and its a motif#anyway. the whole plot of our au goes down in the song Motion Sickness by Phoebe Bridgers#also drawing this I learned I do not know a fucking thing about how to draw water or wet skin.#so uh maybe more bath art soon so I can learn to do that#thats all folks I feel like I am normally more insane in the tags#hmm#OH I know what I will over share#I think im like… going to get to into r*ck and m*orty. I liked it when I was like 13 and I was rewatching it for hahas when I couldn’t sleep#but im so scared guys that im going to get INTO it#like yesterday I felt the urge to draw fanart for it and I had to quickly slam my head on the desk until that idea went away#okay yeah this is a good amount of oversharing in the tags#I feel good
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a reminder u wont get bad luck if u don't reblog those 'reblog for good luck' posts! nothing bad is going to happen because u didn't reblog a tumblr post!!
#a talking bunny#a reminder mostly for myself#pls!! dont reblog those posts!! it can fuck with people!!!#i am on my casual scroll and i see one of those posts and i immediately go 'if i dont reblog every bad thing im afraid of will happen.'#like i know!! i know nothing bad will happen!!! but auguhgkgdvbhhh#not even the 'immunity to those posts' posts help me... because i see another and i dissolve about it!!!
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max minding his business and minding everyone else’s personal space… yeah that’s a charles-less top three right there
#max is as depressed about this as i am i bet#he really does take a break from the yapping doesn’t he 😭#loser 😭#me too tho my day is ruined (it’s 2am)#f1#lestappen#australian gp 2024#charles leclerc#max verstappen#in a grim sense of shock really#how does his car always fucking dissolve between P3 and Q#quali
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“I can dry swallow the Zoloft this once; there’s enough spit in my mouth that it’ll be fiiiiiiiiiine—” no. That’s the devil talking. He’s lying to you. Go eat food and drink water.
#Ow#fun fact: this bullshit is called pill-induced esophagitis#Or if you prefer “aghhhhg my chest why am I so fucking stupid”#The trick is to make sure the whatever pill it is doesn’t dissolve til it hits your stomach or you’ll get heartburn from hell#This can also happen with a few antibiotics#Or any drug that’s caustic enough#So remember kids: water is your friend and stupidity is not#And now back to my regularly scheduled program of feeling sorry for myself and trying to sleep#zoloft#sertraline#this has been a psa
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the prince’s sword
#fucking SCREAMING and WAILING#MAKE ME STOP WHY IS THIS ALL IM ABLE TO DRAW!!! WHY IS THIS ALL I THINK ABOUT EVER#SILVER ANGST NATION LET ME FREEEE!!! RATTLING THE BARS OF MY CAGE!!!!#do i know how i did those colors? vaguely. can i repeat it? who fckgn knows. answer is unlikely. kissing his head and sobbign. sacrifice#if my 'silver battery arc' theory is right i swear to u all now i WILL dissolve on the floor into a puddle. i will SOB. my SON my SON#ill shut up i have nothing else to say abt this. i am throwing it to the metaphorical silver lover wolves. enjoy#twisted wonderland#twst#twst silver#silver vanrouge#fuck it ill start using that too why not. bitch deserves a last name#diasomnia#suntails
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this guy is so funny. Jin Ling clearly has been fine all these years. "Jiang Cheng doesn't know how to raise kids", pls. I know you don't want to let go of a specific idea of your shidi but this is just so. Do you think Mr. Bully the kid was saving Jin Ling's ass all those years???? I'm.
#the shidivision should be its own character#wwx: my shidi is delicate and immature and rude and fickle and cannot do a single thing. He hates me and thus I cannot in fact go back to#him. No I am not lying to myself to lessen the heartbreak what do you mean#(JL I am so fucking sorry)#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#jin ling#lan wangji#mdzs#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#mo dao zu shi#kk's rambles tag#(I am not commenting on the JGY part because yk. I do think that both JC and JGY taught JL their survival mechanism while#simultaneously giving him what they wanted (unconditional affection) from their parents so yk. In some ways JL still retains the trauma fro#YZY=> JC of having a terrible personality that no one will talk to him but unlike JC he still has a reliable adult figure to run to when#he is crying. WWX is just refusing to see things that dissolve his romantic dream)
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hey can we talk about this im unwell about it still
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I wish I could properly express to people how fucking funny Junji Ito's "Dissolving Classroom" series is, but it's so icky that people who haven't read it just don't get it. It's genuinely hilarious.
This freak prays to the devil, who may be the father of his evil little sister, by begging for forgiveness and/or describing how beautiful the devil is. Anyone who gets caught in the crossfire melts into liquid. The liquid is still sentient. Ghost liquid. The evil little sister likes to drink the ghost liquid. The freak goes to all the trouble to bottle the ghost liquid, complete with labels, for his evil little sister. She constantly hazes him about this.
(There is nothing the freak can do about the hazing because his evil little sister is immune to the praypology melting. Because she may or may not be the result of their mother having an affair with the devil.)
The freak and his sister have their parents' heads on a cushion in a closet, except that sometimes their parents temporarily seem to return to life for the express purpose of beating the freak, because it helps him praypologize to the devil more effectively. He makes his evil little sister pretend she is also being abused by putting bandaids all over her, but there is nothing wrong with her aside from the fact that she may be a child of the devil.
The sole survivor of the freak's melting prayer powers is a high school student who now has extreme brain damage. In the final act of the series she's approached by a reporter because she now has a sixth sense that allows her to locate the freak at any time, and this reporter wants to write a piece on the freak and his sister. He tracks them across the country, based on the sole survivor's guidance, trying to get an interview. In order to escape, the freak and his sister bury their parents' severed heads in the woods and praypologize to the devil so that the heads explode. The freak does not explain why he believes this will keep them from being found.
The reporter trying to get this interview turns out to be the devil. It would stand to reason that he could have found the freak at any time, even without the sole survivor's help, but he decided it was fun to involve a random brain-damaged high school student. The sole survivor can tell the location of the freak because of his connection to the devil but she could not tell that the reporter is the devil until he picks her up for a press conference.
The reporter who is the devil has organized this big press conference with the freak and his evil little sister (who may or may not be the devil's daughter), so the freak can do his prayerpology to the devil on national television. The devil is in the room. The prayerpology still causes everyone in the room to dissolve into ghost liquid. The freak and his sister are then smothered to death by the ghost liquid. The devil thinks this is funny as hell.
The devil is right, this is funny as hell.
#nashi has an opinion#dissolving classroom#junji ito#I am so serious#this whole thing is a black comedy#it is so fucking funny#I love it
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hey uh just as a reminder if you’re polyamorous/non-monogamous and you don’t allow your very monogamous partner the chance to leave the relationship if they find it doesn’t work for them and they’re not okay with the relationship dynamic then you’re a shit human being
#ari announces#long story but there’s this overarching Tension going on in this server i’m in and god. the way that monog partner is manipulated makes me#feel fucking sick. how selfish do you have to be to make someone just be okay with your relationship style#it’s all crocodile tears in there so often that i can’t even feel bad. they’re so horrible about it#and i’m just trying to find the right words to say ‘hey uh. why is no one else confused that the monog partner can’t leave’#wow! how strange!! i’ve never met two ppl more selfish in my life doing a relationship style meant to dissolve that#i just. god. if ur partner isn’t satisfying u or if ur not happy with where the relationship is going u should be allowed to leave. no ifs#ands or buts. and honestly while we’de at it don’t force ur monog partner to therapy bc u think she needs it to cope w u doing whatever u#want. and ignoring her needs. it’s fucking moronic. and then they’re SHOCKED when they run into issues and problems#like am i an idiot??? am i just not seeing smth i should be??? i feel insane abt this like genuinely#no one else fucking says anything and i’m going to when the time comes. if smth comes up again. i’ve had enough of seeing this#selfish awful behavior of not wanting to let someone go if they want to leave. it’s fucking gross
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yea once again i am really hoping it's not a full blown server, i sincerely do not think qstudios is ready for that kind of undertaking and ngl i'm not either. like as much as i go fucking wild for the multilingual communications, even if by some miracle they completely fixed the legal side of things there's some other stuff that's raising some red flags for me so uh.......
.......can i rant about time zones i just want to rant about time zones i've been sitting on this for like half a year and getting more and more like ??!?!?!!?!?!!!?!!?!!!?!!?!!?
like first of all there have been europeans since the fucking first day of the server and yet very rarely were events scheduled at euro-friendly times and when they WERE it felt like it was because the french fans beat the studio into doing it, which they obviously should not have to do and it would have been SO easy to just hold a couple events at euro friendly times instead yknow trade it off like shared custody because we have the update accounts and if it's on a weekend some americans can just wake up before noon and still catch it live. it would have been so easy i don't get why the euro fans had to fight so hard for this.
secondly why in the fuck would you invite people to a server that is entirely about collaboration without making sure there would be people online during their usual hours and YES this is about the koreans, why in god's name would that not be included as a consideration? the only reason yd interacted with as many people as she did was because she fucked up her sleep schedule like that shouldn't be a requirement. i can think of a couple "blue sky" (i.e. idealistic with no regard for real feasibility) solutions, like "invite a few people from an existing language that stream in that time frame" or "invite another language group in that rough time zone", but honestly i'm flabbergasted. did we not consider this or did we just decide we didn't care?? there's a fucking half day difference between the prioritized server timezone and korea. sorry, but it's a multicultural server; you can't prioritize america forever, even if the server owner is from there
third and less importantly but why in god's name was pepito going to be given a european admin. most of pepito's parents don't come online before midnight in europe. that's fucking insane. that was doomed to fail from the beginning. obviously this is small potatoes in terms of pepito but what the fuck was that. who fucking signed off on that.
#qsmp#ok this i might have to tag#qsmp neg#small potatoes but holy FUCK has this been bugging me for fucking ever#block game brainrot#shut up vic#i try not to be negative but qstudios what the fuck was that#sincerely time zones are a huge fucking blind spot which is BAD when they want this to encompass the world#shocker but when your server encompasses the world you can't cater to fucking america constantly#i get that it's quackity's main audience but the server was made up of WAY MORE than quackity's audience#that was the fucking point of it. i do not understand.#they HAD the fucking update accounts. why not schedule a few events for europe.#americans could either wake up early or catch the vod. the way EUROPE HAD TO#fucking TRADE CUSTODY HOW HARD IS IT#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and biases on the table i live in the USA so#anyway. this is the hater in me coming out in honor of election night#i'll try not to do it again#actually if this is me being a hater i got one more thing#DON'T LEAVE PEOPLE OUT OF GROUP ART PIECES IN PURG//ATORY TEAMS#i make a point not to reblog red team art that doesn't include everyone who logged in#AND I EXPECT THE SAME FOR EVERY TEAM#(the one exception is green team members that may have joined later i don't require them in other team group shots obv)#(as in after the green team was dissolved and split)#anyway that was bugging me too#so. uh. anyway. / end hater arc or whatever#sorry to be so negative i am an american it is november 5th god help us#qsmp crit#forgot one
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one thing i really deeply wish is that i'd had access as a kid to the plural community and information that are more easily available today, instead of my first experience with plural community which both took it seriously and was nonjudgmental having been 10's era tul/pa.info lmao
#moogletalks#in some ways it was a wonderful community; and it taught me a lot of really helpful things#and made me feel validated and hopeful that This is a Thing That You Can Continue to Be and Develop in an Adult Life#instead of feeling like there was a time limit for when plurality stopped being Childlike Imagination and started being Craziness(tm)#(lots to unpack there lol)#.....in other ways not only was there Some Real Fuckery going on in the community in general; on an interpersonal basis#but i cannot overstate how horrifically toxic and damaging some of the things it taught me about plurality were#and how when i entered the phase of young adulthood where i realized the approach it had demanded of me was unsustainable to my survival#instead of having other perspectives on hand to go 'hey yeah you're not torturing your parts to death out of laziness if they go dormant'#'and/or if you don't spend hours of extremely grueling intensive work at minimum into maintaining them every single day of your life'#'and that if they dissolve into nothing because you Didn't Pay Them Enough Attention and you try to recreate them it won't be the same one'#'and if they DO actually come back as themselves they'll be horribly broken and traumatized and probably hate you forever'#'who the fuck told you that. oh my god?'#all i had to go on was 'either you're plural or you live an actual functional life in the real world; and i can't not do the latter atp'#and the result was repressing myself in an incredibly traumatic way i have just never fully recovered from even now#the fun cherry on top was that later when i *did* try to ask (very kind and well-meaning) plural ppl from another mental health community#if anything i described sounded familiar to their own experiences; or ones they had heard from other people#their response was pretty much 'idk that doesn't sound plural to me; i'm sorry; it's something where if you have it you know :('#me crying my eyes out for days afterward: obviously this reaction is bc i want to appropriate plurality to feel special#and am throwing tantrums at having the bubble broken by Reality#anyway. it's been a lot and yeah i really wish i'd had literally any other affirming plural community as a kid lol#ableism cw#internalized ableism cw#pluralitag#traumatag#adventures in mental illness#disabilitag
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Watching my partner playing through the ending of kh3 and re:mind for a friend and physically gnawing on my arm every time terra or the lingering will are on screen
#saltfish speaks#god. fuck. i have so goddamn many issues with the game but i am not immune to dissolving into hysterical monkey noises at any mention#of them. auuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu auauuu auauuuuuu auaiuuuu auaiuuuuuuuu auuuuuu uuuuuuu#soemtimes i think abt how the lw + namine convo is relegated to a japanese kh concert lore drop that has no existing recordings#or transcripts#my white whale .#in Haunts me
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i was slightly worried that running inutile and the isabeau angst document concurrently would feel too angst same-y because they're both fics that deal with deep dives into the insecurities of the narrator
but oh boy they could not be more different the more i get into the isabeau document
#inutilefic#the way i write mirabelle narration tends to read like a fairytale#it's fairly supernatural and ethereal even if she's having the world's worst day since she's going through the memory loss labyrinth#however i am dumping isabeau into ACID#guards! dissolve that man#every five minutes i have to put the laptop down and pinch the bridge of my fucking nose#the isabeau angst document is just full of fucking sniper shots on isabeau
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get them out of my head. im begging.
#THE EVIL ONES R IN THE COMIC LETS FUCKING GO#sighs im so fucking over them. help me theyre dissolving my brain im too autistic for this#okay now evil bill also has an emo ass haircut#kill him hes so lame#why am i hyperfixating on the EVIL STIPID ONES NOWWWWWW kill me#f slur#doodles
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