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#House of Uncertainty
wickedzeevyln · 9 months
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“Why did you come here?” People often ask. Why move? Why else would you leave the comfort of your home? If opportunities are not your roommates and there is not enough to get by. Would you not pursue chance?
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elinordash · 6 months
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Colin Firth as Mr. Darcy in PRIDE AND PREJUDICE (1995)
Can you tell me why Mr. Darcy keeps staring at me?
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izunias-meme-hole · 2 months
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Book of Bill: *Show's that Bill's just a sad lil triangle*
Also Book of Bill: *Puts out an implication that Bill either made contact with Belos somehow or is the reason why Belos and Caleb were orphans*
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sofipitch · 2 years
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Gothic fiction is when there is an old mansion, that's it
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b-blushes · 2 months
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thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3
#its thursday quest#god i'm so anxious about it autism style. so many uncertainties that i simply cannot account for alone. but i'm being sooo 'brave' about it#(keeping it to myself. except for posting about it)#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day#would you like to email me the payment details so i can do that? and they were like 'we'll send the driver details soon' ummmm#there isn't much soon left!!!!!!! it's happening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they're probably just not Organised™ in the way i prefer to be. which is objectively fine it's just challenging for me personally.#i do not think it's Bad but!!!!! i've never taken a taxi before <- guy who Is Scared Of Taxis Specifically but has to face#their fears because they're disabled and have no other choice.#worst case i am down the money and no-one arrives to take me home i guess :P but it'll be afternoon AND my family are there so#in theory i could just get a lift home even though that would mess up other people's plans sooooo bad. UNLESS they have already drunk uhhhh#in which case i guess i'd just ask for help calling a taxi to the place. plany of people who can do such things easily (unlike me)#it'll be fine!!! i can ask my siblings if need be bc they are so niceys and will not get mad at me for being autistic o7#My other worry is being too hot and being in a rush getting ready bc i have to eat a proper meal due to the symptoms syndromes#and we are leaving when my lunch usually is so that's a whole thing. which ALSO doesn't matter and I can do! it's just hard!#where is that post that's like 'managed mental illness can look like absence of mental illness 😅'. NOT saying being autistic is mental#illness i am saying that the specific extreme anxiety i have is for me linked to autistic issues with 'the unknown' and boy. does this#social situation also have a lot of unknown.#BUT I CAN DO IT! and dare i say even have a nice time!!!!! it's just i get so so scared beforehand but i will not express it in a way that#impacts or inconveniences anyone else!!! i can handle it by myself at my house and it'll be fine
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toxooz · 10 months
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I read your wheel bitten finally after following you for a while and not reading it but HHHHHH god i am so in love with everything abt it. Cannot wait for Ponti to come in bc he's probably my fav out of all your ocs. Do you think its easier to have a set schedule for your comic or just work on it when it feels right?
THANK YOUUUUU im so fukkin ready for Ponti to get here im fuu̴̮͕̻͛̄̌k̴̭̉ĭ̷̳̞ị̵͕̩̋͌͠n̵̡̟̘͊̆ń̷̩̺̭̏͂n̷̤̜̮̽ņ̴̖̲͗̈́̍n̸̜̽̍̊ṋ̴̝̫͐̚
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but i Have to commit to the buildup in order to have a worthwhile payoff i i haVE TO but he'll be here by next year for sure 🤘 and i usually go by a loose set schedule! I try to have an update about once a month if not every other month and it works out pretty well for me since it gives me time to breath inbetween and draw other things, plus it allows me to train myself to be consistent with it. I owe it to myself and the audience to keep at it at a dependable pace bc if i cant even take it seriously enough then why should anyone else is the way i think about it, but as far as rigid set dates and time I refuse since that opens up the possibility of getting more stressed out about it than anything and that would ruin the point and rush me so i just keep it vague. I try to keep the quality the top priority even if it takes a little longer bc im cursed with that saying 'a good video game is forever good but a rushed video game is forever bad' while i could just go back and redo pages, I'd really prefer to just do it right the first time to the best of my ability. Plus I can see my improvement more linear bc if i go back and redo one page bc i rushed it for the sake of schedule then why wouldn't i redo MORE pages and by then thats just an unbelievable amount of work bc i DO want to eventually have physical copies of the comic so i try to keep myself in check abt the quality :'D
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nitw · 1 year
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might finally start playing yume 2kki soon and im gonna be so brave about it
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⬆️ (super brave boy sweat)
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I’m actually starting to feel slightly sick hearing about the finale. When the release date was announced a couple days ago, my brain knew what was happening, but hadn’t fully acknowledged it. But now that Dana has confirmed that production on Watching and Dreaming has finished, it’s beginning to dawn on me. My brain is realizing that “holy shit, this is it. This is really happening”. And it’s pretty jarring to go from starting the show and getting invested one minute, to the most obsessed I’ve ever been with something and watching it end, in a matter of moths. I’m having to say goodbye a lot sooner than I thought I would.
Now, all of the shows I’ve watched have either ended years ago, still have years left in its lifespan, or ended while I was watching it but I wasn’t that emotionally invested to really have a reaction beyond “oh well. Guess that’s it.” So I’ve never really known what it’s like to face and await the inevitable end of a show you really love. But with Owl House, it’s a whole other situation. I’ve been obsessed with things before, but I’ve never latched onto something so fast and so tight like I have with this show. The characters, the story, the music, the ships, the layers and the parallels, the fandom, the wonderful people who have worked on it, everything. It’s got me in the tightest grip that I never want to escape from. I wanna be with this show and it’s fandom for as long as I can.
This is the first time I’ve ever actually been afraid for a show to end. And it’s not what happens in the finale that I’m worried about, it’s what comes after the finale that scares me. Because after this, what’s next? What else is there to look forward to? There’ll be nothing left outside the fandom. The show might slowly fizzle out over the next year or so and then what? It’s the uncertainty of it all that has me worried for what we’ll all do when The Owl House is gone. And there’s no telling what Disney will want to do with the IP, if they decide to do anything at all.
I’m scared, sad and I don’t know how to process this or prepare myself. I don’t know what the hell I’m going to do once all is said and done. And a part of me just really doesn’t wanna find out.
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sighcomics · 2 years
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stephaniedola · 1 month
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today is the first day in a while i dont have any concrete plans and i can feel depression creeping up behind me with a steel chair
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amardied · 3 months
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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years
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I just heard someone say that getting married is the hardest thing they've ever done.
I'm sorry but if getting married is the hardest thing you've ever had to do, I don't think I can talk to you. That's fine, that's totally okay if that's hard for you. I just need a long moment of silence for my misjudgment of the average amount of suffering that any given human experiences.
#and obviously theres shit like forced marriage and things#however#if you are choosing who to marry of your own volition. that shit should be easy#i cant even count with all of my fingers and toes the number of things that have been harder for me than getting married#for one. the reason im not yet legally married which is that im disabled and im in a very intenese match of Do I Deserve Rights#with the government#after that weve got recovering from an ed. not sure how im managing that. plus i couldve easily died#you know from malnutrition. not only from me starving myself but also due to severe malnutrition in my entire childhood#due to neglect and abuse. its tge reason i never grew properly. i have a hole in my jaw. its also why my jaw is underdeveloped#ive got severe insomnia and anxiety to the point that i wont sleep for days without strong meds#and cant really leave my house alone#i lived through untreated hypothermia and likely heat stroke as well and those were both MUCH harder than getting married#i experienced child labor and escaped what was probably a cult given that i had to run away to an undisclosed location#cut off contact with everyone i knew from it and remain anonymous#i ran away from home because of the abuse and when the cops were called on me i had to sit thete#with a straight face and listen to social workers and authorities tell me that what i was calling abuse was ok and that i had to go back#i had to fight for an education that i never really got. same for medical care including emergency medical care#anyway point being i will be very relieved to spend the rest of my life with my favorite person after all of that#there are no regrets or uncertainties about that. my life is the best its ever been and she only makes it better
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arionawrites · 6 months
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1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!
2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr
3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!
overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!
#aritalks#i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use#not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before#and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk#but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day!#the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow#also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years#(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years#and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk)#was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!!#i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight#so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday#my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work#my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all#over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins)#but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered#(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting#when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so#just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my#mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19)#so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her#and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too#i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure#out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still#dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not#the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one#if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it#but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help#and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks#just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️
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writhe · 1 year
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thishazeleyeddemon · 1 year
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Something about Darius and Eberwolf, two people whos jobs by design had them be isolated and pitted against each other ending up "i'd let the world die to save you" is making me feral. That's not even getting to their basic opposing traits!!! They are so *mwah*!
The Coven Heads apparently backstab each other all the time except for these fucking guys who went and fell in love.
which is the one canonical thing we have about their relationship. That they love each other. Wildin
In my head Darius thinks about the incident with Hettie and Osran a lot. He doesn't know what he would do if he had the chance to make a plan, to do more than act on terrified instinct. He doesn't want to think he would deliberately decide to let the Isles be destroyed... but if he tries to imagine himself letting Eber die, there's just. A blank black wall.
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trying to move to a state you haven't been to in literal decades is not easy, y'all 🥲
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