#House of Uncertainty

[wickedzeevyln]

Drought

“Why did you come here?” People often ask. Why move? Why else would you leave the comfort of your home? If opportunities are not your roommates and there is not enough to get by. Would you not pursue chance?

[elinordash]

Colin Firth as Mr. Darcy in PRIDE AND PREJUDICE (1995)

Can you tell me why Mr. Darcy keeps staring at me?

[izunias-meme-hole]

Book of Bill: *Show's that Bill's just a sad lil triangle*

Also Book of Bill: *Puts out an implication that Bill either made contact with Belos somehow or is the reason why Belos and Caleb were orphans*

[sofipitch]

Gothic fiction is when there is an old mansion, that's it

[b-blushes]

thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3

[orcelito]

Considering the. Ahem. Ways this year has gone, I've not been thinking about it all that much, but. I did start this year with the motto of Year Of Unfucking My Life. With a few goals involved in that.

I got an official adhd diagnosis, as well as a diagnosis for PCOS. Other diagnoses in progress. Gotten adhd meds and birth control to regulate periods. I've gone back to school and I'm keeping up with it better than ever before. I've even been working on practicing driving, something I've been largely neglecting since I first got my driving permit, um... 11 years ago...

I just need to actually Get my license. And I need to get it before the end of the year. If I can accomplish that, then I'll say the Year Of Unfucking My Life was successful.

[toxooz]

I read your wheel bitten finally after following you for a while and not reading it but HHHHHH god i am so in love with everything abt it. Cannot wait for Ponti to come in bc he's probably my fav out of all your ocs. Do you think its easier to have a set schedule for your comic or just work on it when it feels right?

THANK YOUUUUU im so fukkin ready for Ponti to get here im fuu̴̮͕̻͛̄̌k̴̭̉ĭ̷̳̞ị̵͕̩̋͌͠n̵̡̟̘͊̆ń̷̩̺̭̏͂n̷̤̜̮̽n̴͗��̧̖̲̍n̸̜̽̍̊ṋ̴̝̫͐̚

but i Have to commit to the buildup in order to have a worthwhile payoff i i haVE TO but he'll be here by next year for sure 🤘 and i usually go by a loose set schedule! I try to have an update about once a month if not every other month and it works out pretty well for me since it gives me time to breath inbetween and draw other things, plus it allows me to train myself to be consistent with it. I owe it to myself and the audience to keep at it at a dependable pace bc if i cant even take it seriously enough then why should anyone else is the way i think about it, but as far as rigid set dates and time I refuse since that opens up the possibility of getting more stressed out about it than anything and that would ruin the point and rush me so i just keep it vague. I try to keep the quality the top priority even if it takes a little longer bc im cursed with that saying 'a good video game is forever good but a rushed video game is forever bad' while i could just go back and redo pages, I'd really prefer to just do it right the first time to the best of my ability. Plus I can see my improvement more linear bc if i go back and redo one page bc i rushed it for the sake of schedule then why wouldn't i redo MORE pages and by then thats just an unbelievable amount of work bc i DO want to eventually have physical copies of the comic so i try to keep myself in check abt the quality :'D

[nitw]

might finally start playing yume 2kki soon and im gonna be so brave about it

⬆️ (super brave boy sweat)

[justkeepwalkingnothinghere]

I’m actually starting to feel slightly sick hearing about the finale. When the release date was announced a couple days ago, my brain knew what was happening, but hadn’t fully acknowledged it. But now that Dana has confirmed that production on Watching and Dreaming has finished, it’s beginning to dawn on me. My brain is realizing that “holy shit, this is it. This is really happening”. And it’s pretty jarring to go from starting the show and getting invested one minute, to the most obsessed I’ve ever been with something and watching it end, in a matter of moths. I’m having to say goodbye a lot sooner than I thought I would.

Now, all of the shows I’ve watched have either ended years ago, still have years left in its lifespan, or ended while I was watching it but I wasn’t that emotionally invested to really have a reaction beyond “oh well. Guess that’s it.” So I’ve never really known what it’s like to face and await the inevitable end of a show you really love. But with Owl House, it’s a whole other situation. I’ve been obsessed with things before, but I’ve never latched onto something so fast and so tight like I have with this show. The characters, the story, the music, the ships, the layers and the parallels, the fandom, the wonderful people who have worked on it, everything. It’s got me in the tightest grip that I never want to escape from. I wanna be with this show and it’s fandom for as long as I can.

This is the first time I’ve ever actually been afraid for a show to end. And it’s not what happens in the finale that I’m worried about, it’s what comes after the finale that scares me. Because after this, what’s next? What else is there to look forward to? There’ll be nothing left outside the fandom. The show might slowly fizzle out over the next year or so and then what? It’s the uncertainty of it all that has me worried for what we’ll all do when The Owl House is gone. And there’s no telling what Disney will want to do with the IP, if they decide to do anything at all.

I’m scared, sad and I don’t know how to process this or prepare myself. I don’t know what the hell I’m going to do once all is said and done. And a part of me just really doesn’t wanna find out.

[stephaniedola]

today is the first day in a while i dont have any concrete plans and i can feel depression creeping up behind me with a steel chair

[amardied]

[arionaleilani]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

[writhe]

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[thishazeleyeddemon]

Something about Darius and Eberwolf, two people whos jobs by design had them be isolated and pitted against each other ending up "i'd let the world die to save you" is making me feral. That's not even getting to their basic opposing traits!!! They are so *mwah*!

The Coven Heads apparently backstab each other all the time except for these fucking guys who went and fell in love.

which is the one canonical thing we have about their relationship. That they love each other. Wildin

In my head Darius thinks about the incident with Hettie and Osran a lot. He doesn't know what he would do if he had the chance to make a plan, to do more than act on terrified instinct. He doesn't want to think he would deliberately decide to let the Isles be destroyed... but if he tries to imagine himself letting Eber die, there's just. A blank black wall.

[campingwiththecharmings]

trying to move to a state you haven't been to in literal decades is not easy, y'all 🥲

[marvelingjules]

Okay, allergist seemed open to trying to get me back on it - kept explaining the “can only get on it if large dose inhalers didn’t work” and I kept going “well yeah, and they didn’t” (and then it was ‘you’re not on one now though?’ And me going ‘yep, bc they give migraines. Bad ones. Also I’ve been on so many different ones it’s be easier for me to see a list and point them out. 3 decades of asthma sir. I’ve tried a lot.’)

But! I just need to okay the release of records from my previous allergist to this one, and then he wants to meet in person and blah blah. But he sounded like he did want to try to make something happen, so that was a relief. He thought if we could get the old records to show ‘hey this all wasn’t working before already but this did!’ we might get some wiggle room for getting it going again. So. Fingers crossed!