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Running Theories and Rationals for Dave’s Species
I decided to list out all the main possibilities of Dave’s species and why these could work, and why they couldn’t.
As always spoilers:
Magical creature that just sort of exists: So this one is complicated. Dave is very much a sort of magical creature, or at least one that defies physics, so this theory is that he’s just a Cryptid that exists for no reason with no set origin. Kinda like a SCP, he just appeared and no one knows why. It kind of removes the need to explain things for him so I don’t like it as much.
Crab/worm: This is a theory that doesn’t fully work on its own. It’s more just dependant on the fact he has purple blood and those things sometimes do. But it doesn’t explain why or how he exists and why he’s so humanlike.
Lizard: Like the crab/worm theory this one doesn’t work entirely on its own, although it does make quite a deal of sense to me that Dave is a lizard. It’s based on the fact he has scales, although it doesn’t explain much else. He just gives off reptile vibes. Maybe it’s his neck being reminiscent of a snake, maybe it’s his scales, or maybe it’s something else entirely, regardless Dave is at least probably something vaguely resembling a reptile.
Experiment: This is not originally my theory, user @autumnclove brought it up in a RB of my original Dave species post, and in my opinion it makes probably the most sense of anything. Why? Because it means he doesn’t have to be even related to a human. My theory if Dave were some kind of experiment he’s a manmade creature made up of an amalgam of parts of many creatures made to look human with a reptilian base and purple blood.
Alien: This is my second favourite theory after the experiment theory. Dave has been compared to an alien ingame and if he were some sort of reptile esque extraterrestrial humanoid with purple blood who just crashed on to earth Superman (or more accurately in his case Megamind) style it would explain a lot. In fact the only thing it doesn’t explain is his presumably humanoid organs and how he manages to survive so well on earth. It especially explains why no one has ever seen anything else like him.
Deformed Human: To get this out of the way, Dave is not a deformed human. There is no way he could be. Sure a few physical differences are excusable, however Dave is purple, has scales, seems to have some sort of retractable goblin shark type teeth, has no nose nor ears, purple blood, and an extending neck that can only be explained by magic or a very weird very messed up skeletal structure. None of these are really things a human with some deformations could have, the bones maybe but the rest of it are features a human couldn’t possibly have because we ourselves don’t have anything like any of those features. Dave is not a human, that much is clear.
Overall this is just my list but if you have any other theories about Dave’s possible species I’d love for you to tell me and I might add them in the future if you like <:
Dave’s species is one of my favourite topics of DSAF and I want to come up with a couple possible concrete answers if not figure out what he probably would be.
I love speculative zoology and evolution so a character with largely inhuman features who’s species is left unknown and a lot of very particular traits that actually can exist brings me like a moth to a flame.
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Critical Role, Campaign 3 Episode 104
Fucking hell ... right away, then ... AmongUs has happened ... I mean I know Ahsley's gonna be one of the vices in the new show, but still ... aha ... so THAT'S what this is about ... yes, that's right ... that's not Travis ... Matt: "What is happening?" Wow ... that's a lot of impostors ... having trouble there, Liam? Oh, it's not Liam ... looks like Tal was the only real one here ... and Marisha was in on this? Hmmmm ... yeah, Matt is not amused ...
Aha, so they're all back now ... that's more like it ... and that's a NICE HAT, Robbie ...
The Healing Party? Cute ... Marisha: "What's Jester doing on there?" Ooooooooh ... do you need some ICE FOR THAT BURN, miss?
Yeah! That's right! Delilah is now OUT OF THE PICTURE!!! Yeah ... sweet! I can't wait to see how VM might react to that news ...
Oh yeah! Grog! And Pike! So cool ...
Yes ... awkward ... yeah ... hmmmm ...
Oh, here we go ... it's the general standard chaotic disorder when you bring these many disparate authorities together to try and make them PARTICIPATE for the common good ...
History check? Already? Hmmm ... Galtheid of the Ember Vigil? Right ... sounds fancy ...
Ah, bureaucracy ... even in the middle of a war is can always be relied upon to gum up the works ...
Wow ... way to drop a bombshell on the gathering there, Ashton ... O.O
Yes! Go off, Keyleth. Get these asshats into some semblance of order ... oh nice ... oooooh, that's so cool ... water magic Return of the Jedi strategy projection ... nice ...
A fortress? Seriously? That's just CHARMING ...
J'Mon Sa'Ord? Sweet!
Hey! Those people are just as cool and normal as the regular folk of Exandria! Cut 'em some slack!
Oh, here we go ... yeah, nice way to big up the Hells ...
Celestials? Really? Interesting ...
Yeah, the Blue Dream. Greenland's kind of another thing ... XD
Ah ... yeah ... here we go ... dropping the BIG bombshell ... the truth about what this is all about ... this won't go down well at all, I'm sure ...
The Holy Curator of the Lawbearer ...
Ashton! Wow ... dial it down a notch, maybe? Sugarcoat the truth a little, at least ...
Braius? Wow ... oh, shit, Persuasion check? Hmmm ... THIRTY?!!! Fuck, man ...
Evoroa! Hey! So nice to see you, little cutie! :3
Fearne's little "WHOOOO!!!" for Evoroa to perk up her spirits is adorable ... XD
Wow ... yeah, she is SOOOOO nervous ... I wanna give her a big hug SO BADLY ...
Laudna sneaks her some water ... Awwwww ... :3 Imogen (in her head): "You did so great, sweetie."
The Cerberus Assembly? BOOOOO!!! Laura: "INSIGHT CHECK!!!" No shit ...
Oh yeah, this guy is a DEUCHE ...
So ... that went well ... kind of ... in a way ... very loosely ...
REUNION!!! Yay!
Awwww ... Kima, we love you! :3
Ah, Vasselheim. So well protected it could almost be called PARANOID ...
Oh yeah ... Vecna ... oh! Hey there, Grog! XD He did that? One on one? Nice ... yeah ... I believe him, totally ...
Wow ... is Fearne actually gonna try and STEAL Grog's Titanstone Gauntlets right now? Oh, I see ... wow ... that's kinda fascinating ...
GROGORY Strongjaw? LOL
PIKE!!! HEY!!! I wanna hug her too ... :3
Vex? Cool ...
Not selling a lot of croissants after the Solstice ... oh yeah ... cute, like Corona tanking during COVID ... Liam: "We don't want your moon bread! Only FREEDOM bread!" XD
Oh wow ... I think Grog and Braius might be friends before too long ... XD
Awwww ... yeah, that's right, Vex doesn't know about FCG's sacrifice ...
That's a good point ... the wind's about to change and they need to get THAT SHIT in order before they start making some moves ... Watch out for the God Squad, definitely ...
And now Chetney's flirting with Vex again ... XD Vex: "Oh darling, even if I WAS single you couldn't afford ,e."
Yeah ... the revelation of Delilah's now permanent imprisonment in Laudna's chest ... this is gonna be SO GOOD ... oh yeah, Vex is LOVING this ... and now she's getting medieval devising PUNISHMENTS for the evil bitch ...
Laudna's looking inwards ... oh boy ... wow, she looks like SHIT ... oh, this is SO GREAT ... empty threats ... Laudna: "Unseasoned beans it is." LOL
Honestly, I think it might have more to do with THE PLACE ITSELF for Keyleth being uncomfortable right now ... given what (or more precisely WHO) she lost here ...
Evoroa's first snow? Awwwwww ... :3
The Birthheart? Wow ... this is beautiful ... and yeah, makes sense Keyleth WOULD like this place ...
Heavy theological talk ... yeah ...
And then how does all this translate to their most pressing needs and the plans they make as a result? Hmmmm ...
Keyleth saying she's been to the Hells ... oh yeah, that DEFINITELY got Braius' attention ... XD
Ashton suggests they go talk to the gods face-to-face ... wow ... THAT'S a ballsy idea ...would that even work?
Yup ... Keyleth and Vax and the Matron of Ravens ... yeah ...
Honestly? Half-cocked is very much how they do things a lot of the time, actually ...
The Vox Machina Big Action Climax! Yeah ...
It does all sound VERY COMPLICATED when Keyleth tries to describe it ... oh wow, this is getting somewhat meta now ...
No. Really, DO NOT mention that name here and now ...
The masive tree ... oh yeah, that's it ... the Birthheart itself ... beautiful ...
The dawn of Exandria ... when the gods were YOUNG ... O.O
Orym! You gonna answer that or what?
Liam: "I will touch the tip." Oh boy ... XD
Careful, gentle ... okay, then ... whoa ... and now he's being ABSORBED BY THE MASSIVE GOD TREE ... O.O
Fuck, he's GONE!!! And THIS is where Mercer decides to take a break! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!
Wow ... he is IN THE REALM OF THE WILDMOTHER. Like LITERALLY on some weird godly plane ... fuck ...
I'm sorry he is now A TINY MAN OF ROOTS AND LEAVES?!!! Fucking hell that is some trippy shit ...
This is suddenly all very Princess Mononoke ...
Oh hello ... is this her? The goddess herself? Fascinating ...
And here's Asha ... yeah, that makes me smile ... in a dark way ... but I just love my wild predatory lady more, even now ...
He's literally ROOTING HIMSELF intothe ground a little with each step ... it really IS a little like Princess Mononoke ...
So, is Orym, like ... PLEDGING HIMSELF to the Wildmother right now? Is that what this is?
Visions? Oh great ... just what we need ...
And here they ALL ARE now ... okay ... a fallen star? Hmmm ... two gone? What? They're AFRAID ... yeah ...
Wait ... THAT was the imprisonment of Predathos? O.O
A Wisdom save? Shit ... 13? Crap ... and the reroll is WORSE ... OH FUCK!!! Is Orym about to DIE?!!! Nooooooo ...
He's screaming ... of shit ... and the Wildmother's coming to his rescue? Wow ... oh yes, she is SO KIND ...
The Wildmother: "Protect us, for we protect you, and together we protect THIS." Whoa ... O.O
Will? Oh my gods ... oh fuck ... shit, I am not ready for this right now ... damn you both I didn't want to cry right now ...
"Don't live your live in the shadow of mine." FUCK!!!
He's back ... okay ... OF COURSE Fearne is the one to catch him ...
So basically Predathos is like King Ghidorah, then?
Oh yeah ... grab that wood, Chetney! The wee man is SO EXCITED to get his hands on some SERIOUSLY fancy holy wood ... hell yeah ... two pieces, in the Bag ... nice ...
FUCK!!! Seedling has gotten LONGER!!! And it's fancier, too! It's been EXALTED!!! Fuck! It's a VESTIGE!!! A "Relic of the Red Solstice"! SWEET!!! And he gets a card too and everything!
Chetney, you are a massive idiot ... XD
They can stay INSIDE THE TREE?!!! You're clowning me. I sense clowns ...
Oh yeah, Evoroa is just having the most FASCINATING experience here ... I love it ... :3
This place is literally a piece of LIVING ARCHITECTURE ... this place would be like a dream come true ...
Sleep would be VERY SMART ...
Yes. Alcohol. That's the ticket too ...
Chetney's carving MASTERPIECES right now with a 21 Dex check ...
Wait ... attacking from the Ruidian side as opposed to the Exandrian? That's a smart way to go ... take the back door they found in the cave ... hmmmm ...
Good point ... so locking Ruidus in place is slowly BREAKING EXANDRIA ... great ... so whatever they do they HAVE TO destroy the Bridge ...
Ashton: "I've known plenty of artists. They're all fucked up." Braius: "Ahem. I'm pretty normal." Imogen: "Your cup would disagree."
The eternal question, where do you go when you die?
A "double feint"? Orym, I am NOT CONVINCED ...
Bedtime or a quick Scry first?
Braius (to Chetney): "If you would like me to burn you with acid I could." Oh boy ...
Zone of Truth? Really? Hmmmmm ...
Okay, now this is getting saucy ...
Charisma Save or choose to fail ... and half of them CHOOSE to ... okay then ... this'll be interesting ...
Ah ... evasion ... that's one way to go, Braius ...
The bottle lands on IMOGEN ... hmmmmmm ... so she has to kiss Braius? Interesting ... Laura: "You're human faced, right?" Sam: "Yes, but I'm getting a little excited now."
Ashley's spinning ... ooooooh ... it's Chetney? Oh boy. She makes it ALL KINDS of sexy while she does it AND also tries to steal the fancy wood while she's at it ... oh yeah, he is DEFINITELY at a disadvantage ... yeah ... she EASILY beats him ... XD
Dorian's going to ask Laudna a REALLY IMPORTANT question ... hmmmm ... oh shit, that is a SERIOUS question ... I mean Imogen means more to her than ANYTHING ELSE ... and it's a VERY complicated answer ... hmmmm ...
He decides to spin the bottle instead ... and it lands on Chetney? Wow ... this'll be interesting ... that was a UNIQUE moment ...
Dorian: "I thought this was supposed to be fun and games." Laudna: "No-one ever said THIS game was supposed to be fun." Oof ...
IS HE running from his brother's death?
To Cyrus ... YES. Cheers to that indeed ...
Laudna spins the botle ... and it lands on ORYM?!!! Weird ... roll Performance, then ... they both roll REALLY BADLY ... much as I would expect ... it's just AWKWARD ... yeah ...
Ashton empties his botle, follows Fearn and points it at her ... oh, okay ... this is DEFINITELY going to be interesting ...
Oh yeah, he just GOES FOR IT ... they're BOTH going at it ... and he's picking her pockets at the same time ... and he wins ... something random? Okay ... a little spoon? Cute ... Who's "T.J."?
Now they're just MAKING OUT with no repurcussions ... and this is EXACTLY what we've been waiting on for SOOOOO FUCKING LONG ... FINALLY ...
BEDTIME ...
SAMUEL ... how could you? We're so scandalized ...
Fearne gives the wood back to Chetney while he sleeps? Awwwwww ...
Morning comes ... Chetney's still alive ...
Okay ... making their way to the Trialforge, then ...
So they were just getting started, that's good. Not really late then ...
The glass? Oh yeah ... that stuff is COOL ...
The Hallowed Cage ... hmmm ...
The Sunder KIng, Ozo Kruth ... and the Weave Mind ... yeah ...
The Globe! Yeah!
Chetney, you dumbass ... XD
Whoa ... Fearne gets SERIOUS ... you really are FEARLESS, girl ... I swear I love it ...
Yeah, the portal ... or "The Backdoor" as Chet calls it ...
"A few old legends"? Oh boy ... who else is Keyleth gonna call on? How geekgasmic is this gonna get?
Groon is so awesome ... the man is a VIBE ...
Big risk, big reward ... yeah ...
The Luxon, yeah ... of course the Bright Queen doesn't have the slightest clue what (or who) is sat a few feet away from her ... that's kind of fascinating ...
Ashton burns a Rage ... oh my ... oh yeah, that is DEFINITELY the response I expected ...
So they're committed then ... now we just have to see if everybody else goes for it too ...
Making a date to talk to a god ... hmmmm ...
Wait ... what? What the hell is THIS?!!! Imogen's back in the dream? But it's DIFFERENT ... it's her mother! Okay ... is this a good thing or REALLY BAD?!!!
THAT'S where he's gonna end it? Fuck! That's like some cliffhanger shit right there ...
#critical role#crit role campaign 3#crit role spoilers#campaign 3 spoilers#campaign 3 episode 104#matt mercer#marisha ray#laudna#travis willingham#chetney pock o'pea#laura bailey#imogen temult#liam o'brien#orym of the air ashari#ashley johnson#fearne calloway#taliesin jaffe#ashton greymoore#sam riegel#braius doomseed#robbie daymond#dorian storm
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jfc
survived essay due last night and two exams this morning 8-10am and 10:30-12:30 adjgjfhgfbnfjbnjfnkjdfhgkfhs
so 30 minutes between two exams isn't enough time to do anything but sit around and just like scream a little
#rip#everything's fine XD#AND the fucking like research symposium on wednesday ughhhfgjfdnbfgf i just had like too many things going on at once#so i couldn't really study very well for these exams lmfao and it showed <3#but it's fine holy shit i'm done with#two years of college that's a fucking lie lmfao#i'm gonna get boba with my friend this afternoon probably <33333#thank god for college town full of boba places it's what's getting me thru XD#my math final was a canvas quiz which#was gross but i got the score back already and it was so bad XD rippppp but if i calculated my grade correctly i should be ok and get a B#as long as they don't just like#compeltely tank my final project score for some reason i don't think our final project was very great#and idek how they're fucking grading it bc this course is a fucking joke in terms of organization and like stuff idk anyway#what am i sayinggggg anyway uh#wielp#cool lmfao#hopefully i can be on tumblr a lil bit more now XDDD#djafgbnknjghsfdgjfgdjfkghkgf it does not feel like i've finished the year#i also don't want to have finished the year lowkey like i really don't wanna go home#not bc home is bad or anything but here is better T-T#anyway#i'm just rambling brain is a scrambled mess lol#jeanne talks
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His Dark Materials - Season 2 Episode 5 (rambles)
I only realized last week, there’s only 7 episodes this series because the eighth would have been the Asriel centric one. So only two left now after tonight! :(
Also I finished the book during the last week so I am so READY
Ahh gotta love that London traffic!
I don’t know why but the Golden Monkey wearing a seatbelt SENT ME
Mrs Coulter is watching the mother and baby :(
Boreal saying that our world is barbaric and our world is corrupt is so accurate tbh I’m not even mad
Will literally just threw the knife into the wall omfg watch it!
Red PAN-da is becoming a permanent fixture in this show apparently
Lyra’s hair was so pretty this episode? Her costume too obviously but her hair had me in awe
The theme music to this show gives me literal chills
Boreal is evil but his house is A-fucking-plus
Okay but how does Ruth Wilson always look so gorgeous and fluid in this show?!?
Her faking nearly dropping one of Boreal’s precious collection pieces and him panicking 😅
Mrs Coulter’s little “hmm” and smile... we love a Queen
“Why are we whispering?” “I don’t know” - LMFAO
“Will, you left the window open” - LMAO and also please don’t do that, that’s like one of the BIG rules about the knife!
“He’s getting good at this” “he is” - we love a supportive feral wild girl and her dæmon
Mrs Coulter looking bored as fuck as Boreal plays his music is such a damn mood
“You’d like it here too” - Umm NO STOP PLEASE SHE DOESNT WANT IT
“Carlo, can you make that stop?” - OMG 🤣
“You’re far too conspicuous like that” - but she’s not??? She just looks like a posh well dressed woman, maybe that’s not common in this world but she looks fine??
Boreal picking out clothes he’s obviously got just for her is... eww. Just ewww.
Her reaction to the jeans/clothes though XD
“Would you mind?” - YEAH BOREAL STOP CREEPING AND FUCK OFF PLEASE
“Maybe it’s time we issue a firm denial of the tear in the sky” BRO IT’S LITERALLY HUGE AND RIGHT THERE YOU CAN’T PRETEND IT AIN’T
Oh shit the Magisterium know about that witches going to the new world + the massacre
MacPhail literally imprisoned Father Graves and for WHAT?! I think the power’s getting to him (which I know it the point but still!)
MRS COULTER SHUT THE DOOR ON HER DÆMON I’M-
Okay so I know it’s been implied/said that Mrs Coulter can go far away from the monkey already, and that they maybe have been through some kind of process that’s made that a thing, but like DAMN.
“I’m sure you’ve encountered witches in your travels” - if I hadn’t already read the books, I would be asking if she IS a witch tbh like omg
This is probably one of the few times I’ll say this but... I feel so sorry for the monkey?? Just him watching her as she leaves from the window... like that’s so sad. I get why she couldn’t exactly walk around with a monkey but urgh
“I apologize if she was a nuisance” “She wasn’t a nuisance!” - Oof you tell her, Mary
“You must be so proud.” “... I am.” - OOF
Mary showing that she’s better fit to be a parent to Lyra than Lyra’s real mother tbh
Damn Marisa disappeared FAST
Mary really googled Mrs Coulter I’m-
“You must play the serpent” “hornbeam” “save the girl and the boy” - IT’S HAPPENING IM GOING TO CRY IM SO EXCITED
The computer turning completely off and the room going dark before going red OH MY GOD
“Oh shut it, Pan” - LMAO
OH NO OH NO ANGELICA FOUND TULLIO AND SHE IS PISSED D:
A+ acting from Bella Ramsay by the way
“We WILL get you” - OH SHIT
The fact that Will feels guilty over fighting and inadvertently getting Tullio attacked by spectres because he has the knife :’(
It’s so sweet to see Lyra and Pan comforting him though
“I’m not judging” - Mary’s sister says while totally judging her for reading the Holy Bible. She probably thinks she’s about to rejoin the convent!
I find the relationship between Marisa and the monkey so interesting?? I’m so intrigued by it
“Do they drink in this world?” “That, they do well.” - LMFAO ACCURATE THOUGH
“I found her arrogant, like many women in this world.” - umm, FUCK you, Boreal you misogynistic sexist piece of shit
So Mrs Coulter was denied a doctorate despite being the best in her class because she’s a woman, and they would only have published her papers if they were by a man. I’m starting to see why she got upset when she met Mary, who’s got her own office and a doctorate and is head of the department/project
“Who I could have been in this world” - oh shIT
The way she started talking about how she felt after the whole affair/baby ordeal, followed by “we’re not talking about Asriel, we’re talking about ME” - FUCK. I love Ruth Wilson’s portrayal, I love it
“You’ve spent your time trading trinkets” - lmfao you tell him ma’am
“Were you hoping to add me to your little collection?” “I was hoping this would be a life for you here” - oh god I hate it, fuck right off Carlo
“If you got me, you wouldn’t even begin to know what to do with me” - oh SHIT :O
Lyra turning up to distract them so Will could have the chance to cut a window and steal the Alethiometer had me on the edge of my seat
Let’s be real right now, the whole last 15 minutes? THE MOST TENSE AND INCREDIBLE PIECE OF TELEVISION ASDFGHJKL
Mrs Coulter’s face when she saw Lyra at the door :’(
Also she nearly saw Will and I was sitting there praying she wouldn’t find him, I was so worried even though I’ve literally just reread the book
So um THE FUCKING MONKEY BASTARD JUMPSCARED ME AND I AUDIBLY YELLED SO LOUDLY HOLY HECK
The way that Lyra saw her mum and immediately tried to run away though, she just keeps trying to yeet herself away from her parents and I honestly don’t blame her at all
Boreal was being truly extra in the way he dropped his snake dæmon out of his sleeve like that whilst advancing on Will
“Why would I trust you?” TRUTH
Coulter saying for Lyra to stay away from Will and getting super teary eyed makes me think she’s worried Lyra will suffer like she did? Like she’s worried that Lyra will suffer at the hands of men and be in the same situation she was I think? And that’s so sad but nuanced
“I am NOTHING like you.”
So Lyra did this little head move like Marisa did in 1x02, when she made the monkey attack Pan to subdue Lyra - AND THEN PAN ATTACKED THE MONKEY JUST LIKE THAT, LITERALLY EXACTLY THE SAME, AND MRS COULTER FALLING TO THE FLOOR AND CLUTCHING THE SOFA LIKE LYRA DID?? AND LYRA WATCHING WITH THIS COLD LOOK ON HER FACE?!
SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE A COMPARISON GIFSET BECAUSE IM CRYING
I love Will getting mad at Boreal taunting him over his mum, and immediately starting to punch him
HE SMASHED THAT COLLECTION PIECE ON BOREAL’S HEAD FUCK YEAH WILL 👏🏻
That was a DAMN close escape, holy fuck, but she’s got the Alethiometer back!
“The man who hurt you, I wanted to kill him” - same Lyra
I was so emotional when she was talking about how Marisa used her dæmon to hurt her and Pan, and Will saying that he’s never worried about his mum hurting him... the comparison is so sad
“I hope I’m not like either of my parents” - I mean I don’t blame her tbh
SHE CONSIDERED MA COSTA AND LEE SCORESBY TO BE BETTER PARENT FIGURES TO BE LIKE I’M CRYING
So Mrs Coulter is definitely planning some shit, like she didn’t seem that concerned when Boreal was talking about the Spectres, and like obviously I know what happens but I’ve always been intrigued as to why the Spectres listen to her instead of just attacking her. Also is it something to do with her dæmon? Like if they ARE separated in some way, maybe the Spectres don’t feed on her because it’s Dust or something? (Idk if that makes any sense)
“Deceive the guardian... okay... okay...” honestly same XD
Mary pretending to be Mrs Coulter to get past the guard is such a brilliant idea, like she just ran with it immediately, we have to stan a Queen who keeps a calm head
SHE WENT THROUGH THE WINDOW AND INTO THE CITY AAAAHHHH
The angels said they’d protect her, right? So she doesn’t need to fear the Spectres I’m assuming (I need to assume or I’ll worry)
The promo for next week was literally half what we saw THIS week and half Lee/John Parry footage I’m assuming is next week... ?
The fact there’s only two episodes left makes me so sad :( I have no idea what I’ll do waiting for the final series - and I’m assuming it’ll be delayed maybe because of Covid. Plus I’m hoping we get the extra episode NEXT series, the one that was Asriel-centred and supposed to be in this one but wasn’t filmed because of Coronavirus, so fingers crossed! 🤞
#his dark materials#hdm#lyra belacqua#marisa coulter#will parry#pantalaimon#lord boreal#charles latrom#the golden monkey#golden monkey#philip pullman#the subtle knife#dafne keen#ruth wilson#amir wilson
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Moments from the new Sanders ASides video that had me screaming (or really, me screaming about the new video)
“RAIIIIID”
*Raid Thomas sounding like Roman/Remus*
“You bet your shiny metal AX”
“MASCULINITY IS A PRISON”
“Why do I pay for a membership if I still gotta watch the ads?”
THE FACT THAT THEY ALL ARE WEARING ONESIES EXCEPT THOMAS AND LOGAN BECAUSE LOGAN IS SERIOUS BOI AND THOMAS WELL,,, IS THOMAS
Also ROMAN CANONICALLY HAS LEGS***
ROMAN HAS ALL THE PILLOWS
VIRGIL IS SITTING ON A SURFACE THAT ISN’T MEANT TO BE SAT ON BUT IS SO RELATABLE BECAUSE I DO THAT EXACT THING WHAT
“Unless our problem is a hungry alligator-” “A remote possibility for a Florida dwelling man who never leaves his house”
Roman rigging the votes so it’s just Frozen and Patton is okay with that (WAIT BUT WHY IS PATTON CHILL (pun not intended) WITH IT???)
LOGAN HAD A CASUAL FALSEHOOD????
WAIT WHAT DID THE SIDES VOTE FOR??
“Thomas is in a bad place-” *camera pans to VIRGIL*
Roman calling Thomas a special snowflake
“Something good” *Frozen shows* “,,, or neutral”
“And from this point on, NO MORE NORDIC INSPIRED NUMBERS”
Virgil keep going back to the actual problem while Roman and Patton just like 90% forget the problem and Logan talks to and tries to calm Virgil
“I ALSO LOVE YOU OLAF”
“Cuties, I’m gonna keep you” “Ah you’re joking right? No you’re mine now”
“The heart is not so easily changed” “No it isn’t” *confused Patton noises*
“But, the head can be persuaded” “Can it though?” THAT SHADE AT LOGAN HOLY MOTHER OF FUCK
“Fear will be your enemy” *gay emo panic*
“So you’re saying lock her away because she’s dangerous” GOING BACK TO VIRGIL??? UH????
“JOAN!!!” They definitely wrote that line
Virgil’s mini existential crisis
Remus just yeeted up from behind the couch shirtless oh god was he jacking off to Frozen wtf
REMUS GETTING SO EXCITED ABOUT THE PARENTS DYING IS HONESTLY SO PURE EVEN THOUGH IT’S NOT AT ALL
“I SLEEP IN THE B U F F”
“Did I screw everything up?” “No I threw out your vote so you wouldn’t do that” ROMAN WHAT
Roman: *calls Frozen a Classic* Also Roman: *Makes fun of the entire movie and demands a rewrite*
“How are you telling me to settle into something right now when you’ve taken your sweet time to settle into things that you were uncomfortable with in the past” THAT SHADE!! THAT TEA!! I WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THESE *THINGS* PLEASE????
Patton: Let’s relax!! :) Virgil: Bruh I legit AM Anxiety that’s not in my job description
“How many times has our response to a difficult decision been half committing to one option and subsequently panicking about whether that option is our best option until it’s too late for Thomas to change his mind?” “7,430″ MOOD
“Why have a ballroom with no balls?” *Trash boi snickers at the dick joke that wasn’t there until then* "Nope, I’m an adult” (me me big boy-)
ROMAN’S IMPERSONATION OF HIS “EVIL PLOTTING FACE” HAS BE DEAD ON THE FLOOR
“AW MAN YEAH I’M LIKE SO FUCKED UP ON CHOCOLATE FONDUE I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT I’M SAYING RIGHT NOW” *Patton looks over, concerned* *Virgil looks over, annoyed* *Thomas glances over, lowkey amused* *Logan doesn’t even look at him and just grabs his tea*
NO TURN OFF LOVE IS AN OPEN DOOR IT’S MAKING PATTON SAD (ALSO IS HIS CONNECTION PROJECTING? AND IS ROMAN’S RESPONSE A L S O ACCURATE?)
“There’s no way she’s coming out of this situation without trust issues” honestly though yeah
“Not a footprint to be seen” “Except for the footprints behind you” “hEy YeAh” KEEP IT UP LOGAN YOU’RE DOING GREAT SWEETIE
Virgil: *Serious comment* Patton: “Don’t let them in, don’t let them see...” (did he sing the rest of the song or did he specifically choose these lines because if it’s the second one THAT CAN BE A WHOLE LOT OF ANGST AND I’M HERE FOR IT)
Logan canonically criticizes the movie at movie nights
ALSO GUYS THE VIDEO CAME OUT ON A FRIDAY SO FRIDAY NIGHT MOVIE NIGHTS ARE CANON
���Do you think this ice castle has a lavatory?” “ICE TOILET” “Or a bed?” “ICE BED” “This place sounds awful”
“HE DEFINITELY FUCKS THE REINDEER” “ew”
“You meddled with the vote to ensure that we would watch this and yet you’re the one constantly making fun of it” FACTS LOGAN
“This [^] is how I show my love” WAIT A MINUTE *Looks back at the entire series* HE MADE FUN OF VIRGIL SO MUCH SO WAIT PRINXIETY??? LAMP?? DR LAMP?? (is that the ship name because that’s this video basically*
Nobody: Not a soul: Roman: OLAF’S CONTRIBUTION SHOULD HAVE COUNTED AND SAVED HER
“Like... bruh” mood
“Take care of my sister” “You’ve already done a good job of that yourself Elsa” *hood falls off*
“Ah, we’re all gossipy bitches sometimes” “nO-” (also Roman channeled so much Remy energy right there headcanon they hang out all the time change my mind)
“Oh sweet Frank Iero” I’m using that now
“Just think about it” “LIKE I HAVE A CHOICE”
“Attacking a person for opinions they don’t have doesn’t really do anybody any good” Me: BECAUSE IT DOESN’T WORK!! AYYY YOU LISTENED TO AND ARE REFERENCING LOGAN IN LAST EPISODE??? OR AM I JUST TRASH??
“Oh yeah like me kissing a man is unacceptable?” What a power move though
“AAAAALSJDFOAGHOKLNOIATYRGH” Mood
Ok but also like Virgil basically rapped like that rapid talking was as fast as a bunch of rappers and even faster than some
Logan using the grounding method that my therapist suggested gave me life
Most of Virgil’s grounding answers were existential and oof
“A sour taste in my mouth probably left over from those reheated thai noodle leftovers” *Confused faces*
“FIGURATIVELY” *DWIT has entered the chat*
“Thank you Logan” “No problem, just your cool teacher being his cool self” *sips tea* Felt that. Also I have a new reaction image now XD
“Take it from Frozen’s most inspirational song” Let it Go? “Fixer Upper” Oh but ya know what valid
“Throw a little love their way” Virgil *confused smile?? I think that’s what that is??*
“Elsa, we the villagers have thought it over and with no discussion whatsoever we’ve decided we’re not scared anymore and ice magic is actually cool as hell!!” YEAH WAIT A MINUTE OMG
Logan: *Lists all of Elsa’s powers, reading from a notebook (meaning he took notes while watching the movie which is so in character omg) and implying that there is no way any of that makes sense* Patton: Sounds okay that makes sense
“With Elsa’s seemingly unstoppable “ice powers” I’d imagine Arendelle becomes a global superpower. No military force of that time could ever stand a chance against her never ending army of ice golems”
Nobody: Not a soul: Patton: “True love is a closed door that is eventually opened up to you!”
“What if your soulmate was there” “OH SHIT” I love Roman that was all it took huh
*Deceit has entered the chat* “HISS”
“Don’t touch my shit”
I wish we got to see Deceit’s face there but I get it we couldn’t see him without his hat (except for in the bloopers videos but those don’t count) (Also they probably just didn’t wanna do the makeup for him because it’s a lot and it might’ve been a split second decision and someone else might’ve played him with Thomas just voice recording over it especially considering there’s overlap so they wouldn’t have just been able to split screen it)
“I was gonna rig the vote anyway”
“I don’t know what you’re asking”
Roman is the source of SFW fanfic and Remus is the source of NSFW fanfic and Virgil is the source of angsty fanfic
“I’m going to bed. IN THE B U F F”
THE NEW SWEATERS IM BROKE SO IF SOMEONE WANTS TO GET ME ALL OF THEM (at least just Virgil’s even though I love like all of them)
WAIT THERE’S SCARVES TOO OMG I ALSO WANT ALL OF THEM (or at least,,, nope all of them)
“We were trying to make a slightly simpler video” Video: *is longer than most of season 1′s episodes* *has full body shots of almost all the characters* *has like 5 way split scenes* *uses every side*
WAIT LOGAN BROUGHT BACK OUT HIS ONESIE I LOVE HIM and he’s still got his necktie on just underneath it amazing
This video was just LAMP and potentially DLAMP and maybe DR LAMP if that’s the ship name. There were also a bunch of really good Prinxiety, Royality, Analogical, and Roceit moments in this one so I’m expecting fanfic hella soon
Also as of right now (I finished writing this at like 4am ET) we are still #1 on trending on Tumblr
***We never see Remus’s legs in the video so my theory of there is only one set of legs for the creativitwins still stands and is valid
#sanders sides#sanders asides#thomas sanders#healthy distractions#are there healthy distractions#athd#logan#logan sanders#patton sanders#patton#virgil#virgil sanders#roman#roman sanders#deceit sanders#deceit#remus#remus sanders#the duke#lamp#sanders asides spoilers#sanders sides spoilers#should i tag that?#kaiden speaks#my first reactions but also this was me rewatching it for the third time already
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Hey, Maddie! I appreciate your blog a lot, but this is the first time I'm sending an ask to you. The reason of my ask i's abt a thing that is bothering me a lot: the "war" among Skr and Ssk fans between the SS fandom. How can I start that? Okay, after years of the heavy angst inherent of the ship, the hateful content of the ASSes and the almost 6 years of cannon, I never expected to see the fans bashing each others for like Ssk or Skr more. Cont (1)
Cont (2) But I'm noticing that there are more Ssk fans complaining abt the "awful" side of the SS fandom than Skr fans, so I thought it would be good to show how the things aren't not so simple. To see Skr more popular among SS shippers nowadays is a big surprise for me. I'm of the time when Skr was treated as nothing but an object that exists only for Ssk's pleasure and joy (sex, children and love). Cont...
Cont (3)I may was rude with my words and I feel sorry, I don't want to hurt others Ssk's fans feelings, but as a huge Skr fan, I got a bit upset in how some Ssk stans are playing victims of this whole situation. Look, there are a lot of people who call themselves "skr fans" and really hates Ssk, we can see it more clearly comes from KS/NS fandom, but there are a lot of skr hate from Ssk fandom too. Cont...
Cont (4) And the reasons they hates Skr is even worse like "She has no big boobs", "Ssk should make a lot of strong babies with Karin/Hinata/Ino, bc Skr comes with a normal family, so she's trash", "she's a obsessive bitch". Some Ssk fans are so cruel that like projects a distorted image of Ssk being evil (only with skr) and got pleasure a lot from that. Even though these things harms Ssk's character as well, I rarely see Ssk stans complains abt that. Cont...
Cont (5) It seems like Ssk became treated like the way Skr was always been treated by many people in the ss fandom hurts some Ssk's fans feelings. But, as a huge fan of both(together and individually), it hurt me 10 times more. I see the main problem in the way many people who like SS just because think they are hot together or are biased by the fanfictions standards(that in most cases are pure ooc),not because their cannon story. Cont...
Cont (6) I don't mind if they like them only bc of these reasons, but I got rly upset when they try to put fanon stuff into cannon stuff. In the middle of all that, as I always talked with my friends, it's indispensable to understand the character as a whole, not thinking abt romance. And I think I find another problem: some people follow some series just bc of ship. Again, I have no problem with it, I made it a lot of time before. Cont...
Cont (7) But these people need to understand that in a Shounen manga like Naruto, the main focus isn't Ssk and Skr living a sweet romance and, tbh, the obsession with romance make many fans lost a lot of good content, even between SS. For ex, in the chapter 181, Sakura say to Sasuke that "he always hated her". Cont...
Cont (8) OMG, it hurted me a lot, bc this same guy was dispose to die to save her from Gaara, he associates her with his dead family two times in part 1 and hear her talk as if him don't care about her probably was awful. But at the same time, we can see how much Skr feelings changed (for better). Cont...
Cont (9) Even in that moment with 12 yrs, she doesn't want make him hers, she knew him deeply(he isn't her old childish fantasies… He is much better than that, but also full of pain…)and saw how lonely and broke he was, but also saw the good things inside him. Even in that time, she didn't want see him become that man we saw in the Iron Land. Cont...
Cont(10) Meanwhile some people prefer to reduce the whole context in "Sasuke been an idiot once again", the true fans can see the connection between them. The fact that they know each other so well always touch my heart. And abt MultiSaku and Ssk hate, I have been analyzing how many of these "multisaku" fans are only self-insert. Cont...
Cont (11) They like imagine themselves involved in some fetishism like "student and teacher", "old man and young woman", etc. It is why I would like some Ssk stans be careful when they claim that "SS fandom only cares abt skr", it isn't true at all. Many so called "fans" even don't know the cannon Sakura. Cont...
Cont (12) It is pretty funny, look: we know that Skr(as all other Naruto women) could be much more active in battle if Kishimoto himself isn't insecure of write women as he write abt men, but there are features that Skr has in cannon and some fans put them in fanfictions like if it was something new. XD And abt multisaku shippers hate on Sasuke, I got so tired of it. Cont...
Cont (13)They use the moments where she looks sad for Ssk's bad actions and contrast it with Nrt makes her smile, etc. There are also the idea of a man like Lee is much better than Ssk bc he never was afraid of show his feelings for her. Seeing by this perspective, we can almost forget that Ssk isn't the badboy who gets pleasure from Skr's pain, he is a survivor of the biggest genocide of the shinobi world. Cont...
Cont (14)One of the most interesting thing I love abt SS is how they aren't just the stereotype of "bad boy x good girl/fangirl", in fact they are a deconstruction of that and it could be even better if Kishimoto wasn't so shy or if these two belonged to a seinen manga. And speaking by skr side, I also noticed that most men who has no "afraid of showing their emotions to her" are just her fanboys. Cont...
Cont(15) They think she's pretty and want to be with her. They don't know she deeply for treat her like a queen as some people argue. It's like a female version of Ssk. XD And Maddie, I've reading your texts and I also agree that Skr don't want to be treated like this. What she wanted was to be acknowledged as a full human being/shinobi. Skr had a big inferiority/ superiority complex and to be in the same team with Ssk and Nrt made it even worse than her time with Ino. Cont...
Cont(16)Although this aspect didn't received much attention from the author like her teammates issues, it was still there and it is the one of the roots of her sadness, not the simple fact of Ssk's existence as many haters and KS/NS shippers say. And speaking abt that, one of the most enjoyable things I found in SS is that Ssk never saw her in a idealized way(like "that pretty, perfect girl"). Cont...
Cont (17) He saw her flaws and told her abt them face to face (and it made her improve her behavior), but he also showed sensibility to see her heart (when he cheered her up in front many people or the way he compared skr with his family). Cont...
Cont (18) All of this is away better than the idealized "queen" worship, bc he is seeing her heart and not the surface. I also read an excellent analysis abt how Ssk see skr as the same way he saw Itachi (like as if her was a bother to him, which is untrue) and it could help more people understand him. Cont...
Cont (end) To finish this long ask, there are a lot of fake ss fan in the fandom of both sides and it isn't a new thing, but we, the real fans, will overcome that issues. Our ship is already cannon and they are in the new phase, some people need to grow up with them, too.
To describe that as simply a “long” ask is one hell of an understatement Anon, holy fuck. I usually include screenshots of the ask if it spans more than one part but I wasn't gonna crop and edit 18 different screenshots, lol; Copy and paste will have to do in this case.
Now having said that, yes I agree with the basic gist of what you said ^_^
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Happy Halloween, Ben! I hope you are continuing to feel better! Do you expect any trick-or-treaters tonight? (Is that a thing in the Netherlands?) I hope you find lots of good candy at the grocery store! I myself have two bags of dark chocolate Kit Kats to hand out to all the kids I foresee coming by (*wink wink*) Your pumpkin is adorable, by the way. I wanted to do some cool faces with mine, but my friends that normally host a Halloween party decided to just hold their Costume and Pumpkin Decorating Contests online, and the theme was “2020”. I thought “well, I’ll just get two pumpkins, and use one for the contest and one for whatever." Then one of them started molding, which seemed very on brand for this year, so I just went with it, and ended up with meme pumpkins. I included a color pic, so you can see just how gross the one got. Fun fact: the top of it is held on by being skewered with a dowel rod and set in place along the rim. In case you were curious (you probably weren’t, but oh well), trying to scoop out a moldy pumpkin is indeed deeply gross. Imagine a physical manifestation of the sensation most people seem to feel when you say the word "moist”. Just…so gross and squishy… *shudders in remembrance*
My costume attempt turned out okay given that I managed to pull it together entirely out of things I already had. In case you don’t recognize the symbol, I was one of the more recent comic versions of Black Canary (this one at least had proper shorts). Let me tell you, trying to free hand draw that goddamn bird outline with no printer or projector was an adventure. I had to do it backwards, essentially, too, because I realized that pencil marks are extremely difficult to erase off of craft foam.
And I just wanted to show off that I’m the kind of classy bitch who drinks wine out of a can (also, it’s an awesome can.) To be fair, it was actually surprisingly decent (I say, as though I know shit about wine). I sent a picture to a friend, and she started teasing me, and I said “it’s a rainbow can, how was I supposed to pass it up?”, and she was like “you know what, fair, I would have done the same thing." I also got some kind of sparkling red wine to drink tonight for proper spooky effect. The cashier commented on it being good as I was checking out, so here’s hoping.
I know what you mean about endless plot ideas, too. I started a couple of smaller pieces to work on when my longer WIP gets overwhelming, got on a roll, and have almost finished one. I got super excited when I finally got to a few of the lines that were among the first I thought of for it months ago, then realized "fuck, now I have to write the smut, don’t I?" So, hopefully the wine will offer some inspiration there, too. XD
By the way, I totally wasn’t kidding about the Chris Evans/Henry Cavill rom com idea. I totally went and found it in my FB messages and screen-shot it so that I can now inflict share it. Buckle up, here we go: So, Chris’s character’s great-aunt (played by Angela Landsbury) talks him into coming to stay with her along the English coast after his divorce, and help her run her mystery book shop. Only, less than a week in, she runs off to go on vacation with her boy toy (Christopher Walken). By this point, he’s already ended up in an unexpected rivalry with the co-owner of the comic shop next door (Henry), who’s been trying to get the great-aunt to sell him part of the bookstore’s storage space to build a table-top gaming area. The woman (Natalie Dormer) who runs the little bakery/tea shop attached to the other side of the bookstore has a running bet with the other co-owner of the comic shop (John Boyega) on how long it will take for the two men to realize just what type of tension there actually is between them. Chris could wear hipster glasses, and skinny jeans, and cozy sweaters/cardigans, that he could remove at strategic moments to reveal the ridiculousness that is his arms and chest. Henry could wear tight jeans and fitted nerdy t-shirts and SET THE CURLS FREE GODDAMMIT. And of course at least one encounter would have to happen at a dog park, because both their RL dogs are absolutely adorable and deserve a moment in the spotlight. Please, Netflix, I’m begging you. Make it happen. (If you curious, this particular moment of inspiration struck during a discussion over "if Evans is America’s Ass, is Cavill Britain’s?" My friends are also classy like me. XD )
Well, on that note, I’m gonna shut up for a while, and go wash the color out of my hair, because I think it’s been on at least half an hour longer than it should be, technically. Enjoy your sugary findings, and I hope they and your coffee give plenty of energy for writing your various projects! :D I hope you continue to feel better, and that things keep looking up! Take care! *Properly socially distanced and seasonally spoopy hugs to you both!*
Okay 1: omg I need that gay wine. (Rainbow wine, whatever.) That is amazing, I love it. And I totally get why you needed that. I don’t have any wine for myself tonight. But I have some Budweiser (Or well “Bud” as it is called here), cans of coke and Jack Daniels, so I should be good.
And I think your jacket turned out pretty well! Looks awesome. (Though I get what you mean about craftfoam. It is a bitch to work with when you only have pencils and no stencils.)
Halloween isn’t much of a thing here I’m afraid, aside from some witches who celebrate samhain and the uprising of general pop culture there aren’t many people who really celebrate Halloween like in the US. So no, I don’t expect any trick or treaters tonight (also because COVID has us on a 8 pm curfew).
I think the Netherlands celebrates Saint Martin far more which Wikipedia explains pretty well as: Saint Martin's day, also known as the Funeral of Saint Martin, Martinstag or Martinmas, as well as Old Halloween and Old Hallowmas Eve is the Funeral day of Saint Martin of Tours (else Martin le Miséricordieux) and is celebrated on 11 November each year.
The day is celebrated on the evening of 11 November (the day Saint Martin was buried) in the Netherlands, where he is known as Sint-Maarten. As soon it gets dark, children up to the age of 11 or 12 (primary school age) go door to door with hand-crafted lanterns made of hollowed-out sugar beet or, more recently, paper, singing songs such as "Sinte Sinte Maarten", to receive candy or fruit in return. In the past, poor people would visit farms on the 11th of November to get food for the winter. In the 1600s, the city of Amsterdam held boat races on the lake IJ. 400 to 500 light craft, both rowing boats and sailboats, took part with a vast crowd on the banks.
But other than that we don’t really have a holiday where children go door to door to ask for candy.
It’s getting more popular now in recent years to do so on Halloween, as well as Halloween parties, but it’s not very widespread.
I know what you mean about endless plot ideas, too. I started a couple of smaller pieces to work on when my longer WIP gets overwhelming, got on a roll, and have almost finished one. I got super excited when I finally got to a few of the lines that were among the first I thought of for it months ago, then realized "fuck, now I have to write the smut, don’t I?" So, hopefully the wine will offer some inspiration there, too. XD
Yeah I was really excited to write some fanfic for Love and Monsters and then today I started doubting that. And now I’m leaning towards writing more Petopher fic where Chris gets turned?
I blame @for-the-love-of-wolves for that one because I read their fic and now I’m like: that’s a good idea. I want to write that too. And now I can’t shake it.
I should really finish things but urgh... part of me just wants to write more teen wolf fanfic.
I’m really curious about your wip though, I hope that when you’re ready to share it, I get to read it too. ^^
Honestly, Netflix needs to make this idea happen. I insists. I wonder if my friend who works their customer service can pitch ideas but I don’t have much hope for that. Would be pretty awesome though to see this come alive because it’s GOOD! Holy moly I want that to happen now XD. Brittain’s ass is it, UK Vs US ass fight!
Wait is that too gay?
Ah who cares XD
I’m still snivelling with a cold but it’s only stuff coming out of my nose, for the most part, I’m doing pretty good and can focus somewhat on things again. And no real pain aside from the general ones.
So I’m gonna wish you Happy Halloween, have a good night and lots of socially distanced hugs from me and Mo.
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Five Otome/Romance Game Men I Adore
Hai hai many thanks for thinking of me for this tag game @justine-the-guillotine !!
I always feel pressure to do these things perfectly, even though it’s just talking about things I like :’) so please bear with me in my, probably, screaming appreciation. I’ve been thinking of a list a characters for a whole day and honestly I’m suddenly blanking,,, who do I adore? lol who knows,,, Well actually you are about to know cause I am going to tell you LOL. OkAY. Enough of this blabbering, onto the list of many mens.
Please know I am excluding Lucien (MLQC) because it is obvious that I adore him to a fucking fault. If you want to see me do a whole appreciation about those him just hmu in my asks or message me and I will go on for days bby
This list is in no way order of most to least adored, I physically could not make that kind of decision jkdfjksdfh. ALSO PLS KNOW I DO SWEAR LIKE A FUCKING SAILOR AND I TALK OF SMUSHING LOVELIES OFTEN. IT”S JUST MY PERSONALITY SO SHHHHH IF YOU DON”T LIKE IT DON”T READ IT BOO, THAT SIMPLE!
Takeda Shingen (Ikemen Sengoku) - Okay, I will be honest, I was very skeptical of sengoku period romance games because I had played some in the past,,, but holy shit, Shingen blew me away. He quickly rose up the ranks of otome men in my heart, and I think about him at least once a day now. I related so much with his MC because it was so hard not to lust and swoon over that man. I have no idea how or when I fell hard for him but it happened and I am not mad at all. I self insert so much with my games,,, and it’s easy for me to slip my real feelings into my fantasies. And honestly I really wish I could have Shingen IRL, ~~though I’m sure I would absolutely freak out and hide under a rock if he ever paid me any attention. He represents the perfect man, lover, and husband to me; he’s on a god level kind of man. Shingen is compassionate, knows boundaries and has never restricted MC from doing anything she loved (without good reason), he’s reliable and strong in a way that makes my heart melt. AND LET’S NOT FORGET HOW FUCKING BRILLIANT THIS MAN IS, HE IS SO FUCKING SMART AND I WISH CYBIRD LET US SEE HIS EXTREME INTELLIGENCE MUCH MORE,,,, He’s just so damn perfect it is near infuriating how good of a man he is. He fits my normal type so well; me saying “Tall, Handsome, Flirtatious, Sexy as Fuck and Infuriating” might of as well have been about Mr Takeda “I’ll marry you and give you everything for one smile” Shingen. I also really like characters that are loyal to their loved ones (yes in contrast to my bastard villain type kink, I also love those who show loyalty and devotion to the people they love) Shingen does more than enough of all of and I really do look up to him as a person and model for character,,,,, oh gods, and the way I imagine he would make sweet baby making love to ---*cough cough* ALRIGHT LETS STOP HERE BEFORE THIS BECOMES A WHOLE ASS SHINGEN APPRECIATION POST!!!
Sirius Oswald (Ikemen Revolution) - I’m really tempted to just insert a daddy kink meme and leave it at that,,,, He is my absolute top otome man, or rather,,, one of my top “I wish you were real and we were married” men. As much as I whore around and claim to love a new man the most (besides Lucien because they’re on the same level now) every week,,, I will always come back to Mr. Flower Daddy. He holds such a precious spot in my heart, I can only try to explain the things that he makes me feel. Like a giddy school girl in love for the first time, but in this story they end up together. High school sweetheart kind of love that lasts till they’re old and wrinkled with time. Gods, thinking about Sirius makes me sob and my wallet sob harder . I must have a thing for men who keep denying their affections for MC (aka me self insert) because of things like responsibility, friendship, being labelled an old geezer,,etc. I have played his route about eight times over (probably) by now, it’s a little upsetting that his route wasn’t as spicy as his side content. Please Cybird, let Mr. Flower Daddy be the sexy and dramatic man he can be. I love the way he cares for others, how hard he works to achieve the bonds and peace he has now for not only everyone he loves, but for the country they all live in as well. His many layers intrigue me, seeing his reactions as well ughhhh I love this man so fucking much, how do people irl deal with love like this? I’m sitting here dreaming over Sirius Oswald,,, and his,,, big hands,,, Never have I held such large and terrifyingly real emotions and lust for an otome character. The man just screams let daddy take care of you baby but also let daddy wreck your pretty whore mouth, little lady or maybe that’s just me projecting my kinks onto this pure (lol) man. Not only is his body, heart, and morals absolutely stunning, HE IS ANOTHER INCREDIBLY INTELLIGENT BEING AND I CANNOT STRESSSSS HOW MUCH I FIND SMART PEOPLE INCREDIBLY SEXY AND THE WAY HE USES HIS TALENTS TO SUBTLY AID HIS LOVED ONES UGHHHHHH I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE. GODS PLEASE LET ME BREAK INTO THE SIXTH DIMENSION AND MARRY THIS MAN!!!!
Kent (Amnesia Memories) - OKAY LET ME JUST SAYYYY HE IS THE BIGGEST BABY AND BIGGEST MAN AT THE SAME TIME AND YOU CAN FIGHT ME ON THIS IDC BUT HIS OUTFIT IS THE SHIT!!! FUCK YOU BELT HATERS!!! His outfit and his love slaps like the wholesome man he is. Absolutely I would love to h*ld his h@nds and give him the best smooches I can give. Because that is what he deserves. I really loved this game, growing to love Kent was easy despite his big brain fucker throwing math questions at me from time to time. I’m not sure what makes me like Kent so damn much, but I do and that’s what matters skjdfdskjfh. He is so damn precious,,, you all know those “you so fucking precious when you smile” song video thingies? That is exactly how I feel about Kent. He’s so damn precious I want him to be happy always. And I will fight anyone who bullies him hnnn.
Myeong Hwi aka Theodore Wilson + Lee Gun Wook aka William Harris (Mystic Code) - Mystic Code used to be one of my favs, till they did the whole updating and redoing the story thing, with no full voiced lines etc (I really hope they bring that back). But two stood out to me the most was Captain Wilson and Lieutenant Harris. Both have very strong personalities and care for the greater good, and thick as fuck lets be real with that dom energy . I adore men with strong and noble (?? is this the right word??) personalities and also possess a compassionate heart. As Theo is with the MIU team members and Will is with MC.
Theodorus Van Gogh (Ikemen Vampire) - whoallowedthismantobethisfuckingattractiveandlegal?????? *insert his magic mike CG* I have played Theo’s route in JP a few times, once to completion but knowing him in the EN version I am already absolutely in love with this man. How this came to be? Maybe it’s his bittersweet personality, the way he cares for MC in the same way Sirius does, but he’s a bit more brash about it than Sirius. I absolutely adored his character growth in his route and as you get to know him better he opens up more and more, ahh the tsundere is quite the cute trait XD. He is strong willed and passionate, he is caring of his loved ones, he is loyal to his family, blood or found, and he is an absolutely attentive loving person. Why ask for more when you can just love Theodorus Van Gogh? He is the absolute softy packed into a large brooding and brash package with a shiny 8-pack abs that I wish to slather maple syrup on and lap up for the love of---- for someone who loves pancakes so much. And I very much admire his drive to do what he wants and needs to do to the absolute best of his ability. His will to thrive for the best he can get has me swooning. He truly is a breath taking man,,, whether that be because he is being a complete sweetheart all of the sudden or he’s whipping you some nasty insult that is itching for a rebut.
Alright, that’s it! I cheated a little lololll but there aren’t any rules so >;3c I can do as I wish.
I uhhhhhhh don’t interact with many other otome blogs T^T (but maybe you can change that hwehwe) so I won’t be tagging anyone. However, if you do see this and want to join in and tag your friends pls do!!! Share the love, pass it on, scream about more 2D mans.
#in conclusion... I have a type#comment if you can see what it is :3#tag game#otome otoge lovers#otome men and an otter#2D men#2d men in my heart#ami speaks#there is definitely a favourite here lolololoooololl who am I kidding#cybird#cybird ikemen series#ikerev#ikemen revolution#ikesen#ikemen sengoku#ikevamp#Ikemen Vampire#mlqc#amnesia#amnesia memories#amnesia kent#Sirius Oswald#Takeda Shingen#ikesen shingen#ikerev sirius#ikevam theo#Theodorus van Gogh#mystic code#mystic code theo#mystic code william
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My beliefs now
I set this blog up for a bunch of different purposes including conlangs/worldbuilding stuff, my writing, and my views on religion and maybe also politics. So far, mostly, I’ve ranted a lot about the beliefs I left behind. Now that I’ve let that particular sketchy brand of Christianity, now that I’ve discovered the ways it and my conservative family background were probably turning me into a fascist while I was still in all that, I figure I might as well try to hash out where I stand now. I’m around eleven months out from my deconversion, and a lot has already changed. I might try to attempt a before and after thing but there’s a lot to unpack about how I used to think and I’m not sure I’ve understood everything yet. I think I made the mistake of thinking that not very long before that repressed memory about “Sharon” and her Jonah display came crashing back in March. This is current to late July 2020 and may not include everything.
So without any further ado, let’s talk background. First, some things I’ve already either mentioned or given more than enough evidence for. I used to be a Christian fundamentalist. (Clearly. I rant about it a lot.) I got into that because I was raised religious, then let myself fall right the fuck into what I’ll call “deep end lite” shortly before senior year in high school. Some local churches in my small town arranged a missions trip thing and the way I agreed to go along felt in the moment like surrendering to a voice that’s been speaking to me all along. In ...a way, it was. Just not the voice I thought. I’m pretty sure I didn’t want this god, at any point like ever, until that little part of me whispered that it would be easier to accept him. I have a megathread document that I’ve stored a lot of my “God stories” from my time as a Christian in. Unfortunately I didn’t remember many specific details of this experience to write down in there, but I did write a bit of a “life-story” thing that reminds me that, chronologically, that happened after a period of focused attempts by the church to indoctrinate me, some traumatic things my family did, social struggles, and feeling like an asshole because of things I’d done in the past. I remember having this growing sense over the previous year that I was approaching some kind of very dangerous breaking point, to the point where (trigger warning: mental instability, school shooter mention. Please either stop here or skip to where it says “in other words” in the next paragraph after this if that’s going to be an issue. It also keeps getting dark from there for a minute. Please, please tread with care if you need to. There is no shame at all if this becomes too much. Take care of yourself first and foremost.)
when discussing how I came to accept the faith, I told some of my Christian friends that I felt like there was a scary chance of me becoming a school shooter. I think this may have been a post-hoc projection, but I can’t quite be sure of that. I was in a bad place for a bit there in high school. I had a wild temper and some sketchy intrusive thoughts.
In other words, it hit at a perfect moment of weakness. That’s how oppressive forms of spirituality function, it’s how hate groups function... it’s a massive shit cocktail and I found a pretty bad influence in the form of people who promote that whole “born again experience” thing in Christianity. I’d say I’m glad I missed out on being dragged into a fascist ideology this way, but uh... I’m no longer convinced I didn’t grow up around something like that. More later.
From there I spiraled my way through my first attempts at college through the university’s chapter of the Chi Alpha campus ministry and, peripherally through that, Assemblies of God (holy shit those guys are wild), then through a local Baptist church (more peripherally) and Calvary Chapel (I was a worship guitarist here for like 18 months and helped with their youth ministry for almost as long) closer to home and a CRU chapter at my community college. With each passing year I slipped further and further into this weird shame-induced funk where I got like... addicted to Jesus and hated myself or something. It’s a bit hard to find words that don’t take multiple entire extra pages and I want to be concise, so I’ll simply call it “Jesus-flavored depression” for brevity and because that was enough of a genuinely bad time (and I’m still fucked up enough) that I might need some fairly serious therapy.
Near the end of 2018 I was reaching a breaking point, wondering why nothing ever seemed to change in my life from “sexual sin” (...which in my case literally consisted of being attracted to women and occasional self-pleasure, but they literally teach you to hate yourself for less than that in the spicier churches rip) to my direction in life to how trapped I felt by my family. I also started to have more questions about the violence in the Bible and some of the sketchier doctrines, and that was strongly reinforced by some of the things I saw in a creative writing class I took, including an atheist who shared a story of a profoundly negative experience involving being taught about hell at a very young age. All that led to the absolute disaster that was December 2018. It was my last semester at the community college I went to. Finals week was a fucking disaster, and the week before that too, and my grades were really good but at great cost. I won’t go into a ton of detail because 1. space concerns and 2. this time is still damn painful to discuss, but just know that I’m unconvinced I’d have survived that month without this song. (Yes, that’s Paramore. Shut up xD they’re still good.) I looped it for like three days straight and I think it was just enough to keep me going through what was the third time I had any suicidal kind of thoughts ever and by far the worst and longest period of it so far.
So the next several months (and I won’t go into a ton of detail about this, I intended this post more to describe my current position and I don’t wanna get too in the weeds with background) were a confusing period of questioning, starting with, of all things, my family dynamic. The spiral after the week before finals was ...considerably worsened by some comments my dad made, and between that and some experiences in the past that the creative writing class I took that fall reminded me of, I was exposed to a bit of a deeply toxic pattern. I might discuss that more deeply in another post, but for now suffice it to say that extensive youtube binges and some other research between about January and March told me the situation is probably adjacent to pathological narcissism in some way. I brought some of this up to the church I was attending at the time (a small town Calvary Chapel, if I haven’t mentioned that already) and their responses were ...inconsistent. Some people blamed me, some people said “oh dang your dad is abusive”, and some people took the “your parents are trying their best” tack. In retrospect I think that made me doubt if God’s messaging to these people could really be trusted. Then, in about April, the question of hell came up again. I was helping in the church’s budding youth ministry at the time and we had about four regular attendees between the ages of 12 and 18. There were about three weeks in a row when one of the other adults (I’ll call her Kelly for the purposes of not doxxing; also more on her later) talked at length about how unbelief leads to hell. I remembered that atheist from creative writing, made the connection to these four kids, and thought, “what the hell are we doing?” (Pun not intended but rather convenient.) I immediately backed down from my role in the youth ministry, citing other equally valid but less pressing reasons involving stress from the issues with my dad, and tried to go on with life. But the floodgates were open.
In late May or early June, I was staring out a window one morning and suddenly a question crossed my mind unbidden: “Is God a narcissist?” I thought back to a relatively recent sermon by the associate pastor in which he explained that the purpose of the world was “for God’s glory”, to some apparent sudden flights of rage, and some other factors in the scriptures, and thought, “holy shit, I need to investigate this, because God is also very adjacent to narcissism.” It took a hot minute for the ball to really get rolling with that, but once it did... I came to a point by late June or early July where I delivered an ultimatum to God, something to the tune of “Ok, either show me how all these questions I have can be answered beyond a doubt or I’m done.”
There was no answer.
God was silent during this time, and the people in the church were shocked that I had the questions I did and either concerned or ...rather spicy. I joined an ex-Christian discord server to aid in a proper, thorough investigation. I aired my questions both there and on a Christian discord server. The Christian server was toxic as fuck and the ex-Christians started making a crazy amount of sense. I watched some videos from Cosmic Skeptic and TheraminTrees (most notably the latter’s deconversion story) for new perspectives and, by mid-August, had crashed out of the faith altogether.
So the last time I ever stepped into a church with the intent of attending service (I showed up after once in January of 2020 to kinda let them know and that went pretty badly lol) was about two weeks before I started college again in the fall. I burned all but one of my Bibles and a collection of gospel tracts I never did anything else with and stylized it like my limited understanding of what a satanic/pagan ritual looked like, complete with a chant in my conlang Aylaan for a more personal twist because of course, to feel edgy. (I did a lot of kind of weird shit to feel edgy; that’s one of two of them I’m sure I don’t regret.) And after that, things got ...ah, confusing?
Because of course when the linchpin of your understanding of the world gives way, everything becomes fucked for a hot minute.
So the first thing that happened was a couple months of anxiety and confusion. I slowly started to deconstruct my inherited political views too. (More on that later.) Then I had this really beautiful interesting moment in late September where I walked past a tree on the way to a class and had a sudden realization that I didn’t have to force the tree into a Christian framework anymore, it was just a beautiful mass of green shit and cellulose. I could appreciate it in whatever way I felt was best. I damn near broke down crying in the bathroom before class, it hit me that hard. So that’s fun xD
Since then I’ve kinda gone through a bunch of funky phases with this, including a couple of months of fairly salty atheism. Along with that process, I started questioning my sexuality in December (more on that in another post in a minute lmao it’s a trip) and literally shredding my politics in the face of Trump being a crackhead in a dangerous position getting away with confirmed illegal shit, COVID-19 and the ...dehumanizing responses of corporations and their sponsored politicians, and then what I noticed about the deaths of Ahmaud Arbery and George Floyd and the fallout from that. (In a nutshell, holy FUCK there’s a huge problem and it’s messed up that people don’t see it.) At this point, I’m socially progressive and pretty left leaning. I don’t know what the hell to do about it or how either other than some of the tense discussions I’ve been having, but I’d like to work against racism and discrimination too. So that’s cool and a lot better than where I was...
which... I regret deeply.
I don’t know exactly how to define my old political views, and they were marked by considerable cognitive dissonance. I’ll try to illustrate this as best I can but I don’t know what label I can use. Here goes.
Cursed images aside, I think the best way to explain this is through some background, i.e. what my parents believe, because my beliefs were largely inherited.
This might be majorly over-simplified and based on what I remember of my own pre-deconstruction views and what I hear them say lately. I’m doing my best, but take it with a grain of salt. Basically, it seems like they walk this weird line between constitutionalist and very authoritarian that I see a hell of a lot of in rural America. Kinda like the Republic party used to before they yeeted into Trump’s mindfuck wholeheartedly. They’re homophobic to a rather alarming degree (more on that in another post soon) and not ...overtly Christian-supremacist but you can tell that their ethics are dripping with it and they’re terrified of Islam and they’d like to legislate some aspects of Christian morality. They also support the second amendment, which is the one thing I still agree with them on that I’m aware of, but they take it to more of an extreme than I’m willing to. For further ...flavor, they also reject the premise that parts of our society are systemically racist (and maybe also the idea that such a thing is even possible because of course), subscribe to the “bootstrap theory” for everything they can think to apply it to, reject climate science, and have been extremely conspiratorial about COVID-19. Also they like making it out like everything is a Democrat conspiracy theory, compare the Democrats to Hitler and Stalin to a weird degree, have on at least one occasion called Fox Motherfucking News left-leaning, and think Alex Jones is wacky but sometimes raises valid points.
So that’s, in a nutshell, a bit of a look at my past political views, except I think I was a bit more Christian-dominionist than them and I think I had moments of “...does this really make any sense?” for years before I crashed out of everything. The first domino was my Christianity, but once that fell, my entire approach to the world went some places.
So ...yeah. Oof. I was sketchy as shit. Glad that’s changed.
So uh... I’ve already mentioned a vague (read: as much detail as I feel confident providing) description of my political views now, but after all this bullshit let’s finally get to the other half of my titular current beliefs. This ...isn’t going to be easy to explain either, but I feel more confident going into more detail. Buckle up :^)
Alright. So except for a couple of months where I was like “there is no god reeee” half because I was sOmE hYpErInTeLlEcTuAl SkEpTiC and half because of trauma from the toxic flavor of Christianity I left and some shitty developments in both politics and my social circles (I’ll talk at some length about “Kelly” in a sec here I think), since leaving Christianity I’ve always been what I’ll call “hopeful agnostic” (I think I stole this term from Rhett and/or Link lol). In a nutshell, what that means to me is “there may or may not be a god, but I hope there is at least one and they’re nice, or like, at least some spiritual thing that has a good aspect that can help me”. I also dabble in shitty rituals where I burn dead plants and occasionally also hate literature like gospel tracts (and, that one time, a couple of bibles) and basically call on “anyone who is listening and gives a fuck, else the placebo effect” for whatever my goal is. Like... witchy-adjacent but I don’t think about it very much at this stage. I kind of enjoy it, and I think for one reason or another it can be good for my mental health, but I’m wary of any kind of commitment or even more serious experimentation, even as I hope to find something good, because ...trauma, and maybe even absent that a desire to not be wrong in a way that’s dangerous to anyone else again. So that’s fun :^)
So if you’ve made it this far through this weird bullshit, thanks, this story is kind of important to me xD and if you couldn’t, and you’re not reading this ending thingy because it got too dark or it pissed you off or something, that’s cool too and you’re beautiful and valid. Whoever you are, I hope you find whatever healing you need. :)
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(busts in gently) dARK AND/OR ANTI for the character thing?
SORRY THIS TOOK SO DAMN LONG
Dark first!sexuality headcanon - hmm… I guess I hc him as pansexual and demiromantic, like he’s DTF with anyone but he has to really trust someone before he’ll start to like them.otp - danti! though there are some really good dark ships and I love pretty much all of thembrotp - this is a toughie but I guess Host? Or maybe Google. I imagine anyone he can bitch about humanity with.notp - yan, since I see her as a teenager. I can see them having a parent-child relationship, but shipping them romantically, even if she was the same age, I just don’t see it happeningfirst headcanon that pops into my head - he likes soft things and being soft! Dark likes to drown himself in fluffy hoodies, make a hot drink and curl up in a blanket fort. Sometimes it’s tiring being an amalgamation of three souls hell-bent on revenge, you know?favorite line from this character - “I’m all yours/there’s nothing standing in the way of you taking what you want” from the DvA bloopers. Is that a canon line? Can it be one? It’s something he’d say as the biggest bottom to ever bottom. We all know this.one way in which I relate to this character - hmmm, well, I do project into Dark to make him someone I can deal with the thought of; the egos are a source of happiness for me and the thought of Dark being 100% evil doesn’t sit right with me (even though canonically he pretty much is). But I guess I do relate to the feeling of being broken, literally in his case, due to the actions of someone else.thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character - not really embarrassment but his lil smile at the chocolate ending of ADWM. It gives off real “holy shit I didn’t think it’d actually work and I didn’t plan anything after this point what do I do” vibes and it’s just like oh hun. I’m sure you can villain better next timecinnamon roll or problematic fave? - problematic fave, but my headcanon version is a lot less problematic than the canon versionAnti next!sexuality headcanon - this one’s more of a toughie…. I hc him as greyromantic; he can’t make sense of his romantic attraction and it frustrates him, making him lash out sometimes. As for his sexuality, I think I’d say gay.otp - I mean of course it’s gonna be danti! there’s not a lot of other Anti ships that I ship, I mean there’s plenty I could see as fuck buddies but not many that I could see as romantic relationships, but I’m open to anythingbrotp - ooooh there are so many good ones for this! I think he would get along well with Marvin and JJ - I like to hc that Anti learned sign language for when his throat and glitching get too bad and he can’t speak - but I also like the idea of him being friends with henrik! I guess that’s after playing SeptiScape WHICH I FULLY RECOMMENDnotp - it’s hard to think of one here as well… I guess I would go for Robbie since, like yan, he’s kind of a young ego. I see him and Anti having a strong brotherly relationship, where Anti is the protective older brother. I also hate seeing him shipped with like… the canon version of Dark and it’s basically or sometimes blatantly an abusive relationship. That’s why I make my boys as soft as possible.first headcanon that pops into my head - he’s got a sweet tooth! I’m pretty sure jack has said he (meaning jack himself) has a sweet tooth so I think I just ripped it off that. I’ve used it before for smut ideas (since I also hc that Dark smells like chocolate)favourite line from this character - does his laugh count as a line? It’s brilliantly creepy and I love it. It’s also pretty much the one thing I don’t need captions to understandone way in which I relate to this character - I mean going on a rage because you’re not getting attention is pretty relatable. But mostly my answer is the same as for Dark; I relate to the traits I project onto himthing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character - hmmm I guess the way his voice goes high and almost squeaky? Like hun. I already have a hard enough time trying to understand you through the glitchescinnamon roll or problematic fave? - I wanna say he’s a cinnamon roll and the spooky stuff on camera is just on camera, buuuuuuuuuut… he’s a problematic fave.
here’s the original ask meme, if anyone wants to ask for any other egos i swear i won’t take so long! xD
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Chapter 19 afterthoughts
Whew, this one requires some unraveling...
First of all, I want to apologize to anyone who might’ve felt copped out by the cliffhanger in chapter 18. I never intended to have any of Ford’s memories wiped out - the scene was there purely to demonstrate just how bad the breach of trust between Ford and Fiddleford has become, and the cliffhanger was there because... well, I wanted to make the readers go through the same “what if” scenario as Ford was shown to be haunted by in this chapter. That’s definitely a theme that’ll have more follow-up in the next one, so I can say with confidence that the cliffhangers both ch18 and ch19 ended with happened for a reason, and aren’t just meaningless shock elements.
And speaking of the latest cliffhanger, holy crap. You can bet I did not see coming how painful the scene would be to write back when I was still drafting it. As I’ve already clarified, it’s nothing permanent, but it will have a big effect on the rest of the story.
...which brings me to why I’m writing this post. Uhhh. So the thing is, this chapter has now established certain themes and elements that won’t be resolved until the very end of the story. So, uh, in a way, I feel like I’ve already kicked off the endgame that still looms a whopping nine chapters away from now.
What I’m saying here is... I’m freaking out. ‘:D In case it was still unclear to anyone following the story or this blog, Blood Chains is kinnnnda my lifeblood right now. I’m not kidding - my daily life literally revolves around it. I take and turn down shifts at work according to my writing schedule. My mojo for pretty much everything I do or skip doing is “so I’ll have the energy to write later on”. I have to actively remind myself that my life doesn’t end when Blood Chains is finished, and yet I’m stalling the story progression as much as I can in favor of doing everything I want to do before the story is over, because hell, I’ve been pouring so much myself in this stupid fanfic that I’m not sure if there’s anything left when it’s all said and done. It’s hella freaky, I know! But I’m deeply aware that this is the situation as it stands, and I gotta do something about it sooner rather than later. Blood Chains has grown absolutely humongous both literally (as one reader kindly reminded me, it’s already past the word count of three standard-length novels) and thematically, and if it hasn’t consumed my entire existence before, it sure as heck is steadily approaching that point now. Trying to figure out how to dodge that bullet.
Anyway... Chapter 20 will be the conclusion of Arc II, so I’m thinking of putting a little hiatus between that one and the second winterlude. Maybe a month, two at max. And I don’t mean hiatus from writing altogether - I have a few projects on hold, and I’d like to get at least two of them out before continuing with this beast of a story. So get hype! I guess :D
In any case, chapter 20 of Blood Chains is already at works and will be out in 2-3 weeks from now. A whole ton of both character and story development is coming together in a big blast of deeply rewarding awesomeness, so get hype for this one, too. :>
EDIT: WELL GODDAMN IF THIS AIN’T THE TIMING.
Okay so I got a random fateful gut feeling instantly after posting this and went to check the date on the original notepad file I wrote the prologue of Blood Chains on. well
TODAY JUST HAPPENS TO BE THE TWO YEAR ANNIVERSARY. WHAT ARE THE FUCKING ODDS
I swear I did not have the least bit of conscious recollection of this being The Day. wow
Aaaanyyyyyhoooo, happy Blood Chains anniversary to anyone who’s ever so much as dipped their toe in this two-year fictastic disaster! Honestly I couldn’t be happier for how many of you there are and have been, how involved some of you have become, and how much you all have helped me with this project that has become way too big and personal already and will continue to be a godawful mess right until the end. XD
Thank you for making the pseudo-artistic struggle that is being Fooey worth struggling through! <3
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What’s up Void, grab a snack and a blanket because I have a lot of updates lol
So I think I mentioned how my one professor took an interest in me for a lead position, and I got project lead! Which is really cool :) I’m not hella into identity politics, but I am interested in trends and data, so I’ll mention it anyway: I’m the only girl (3 guys), I’m the only one from my specialization that got PL, and I’m also the youngest by a good 6 years minimum, probably 20 years maximum. So I’m playing with the big dogs who all have industry experience lol But, I got my pick for faculty advisor and my leads team is kicking ass already, we all get along super well so that’s hella nice. I’m looking forward to seeing how it all goes :)
As we all know, Halloween was a thing, and I had such a blast. I didn’t have my normal kick ass party, but we did have a team party, and it was a lot of fun. We all got together at a park and played some games for a couple hours, and everyone dressed up! I’m really happy everyone showed up :) it was technically our first official social, so that was just really cool that everyone could make it :)
People slowly dipped as it got a little later, but once the sun set Gerard, Steve, Tom, Carl, and I all went back to Gerard’s place to watch some football and have a beer pong tournament (minus the beer, so just the game really) lol I held my own surprisingly, I helped some teams win and other I didn’t even get on the board 😂 It was a lot of fun, Gerard and Steve were both killing it and ended up dueling for the title of winner, and Gerard won. Apparently he never loses in his own house 😂 Carl was low key really bad but we all still had fun :) We played some jackbox games (I’m terrible at quiplash but I ended up winning a game somehow? Lol got to rub it in Carl’s face since earlier he was like “well it must be nice coming in second place to me” 😂)
After that we kind of just watched football and stayed up talking straight up all night lol We got an extra hour with the time change, and I think we were there until 3 something at least. But it was (broken record) so nice getting to know Gerard and Steve (Tom (Tim??) had to dip around 10something) and Carl better (although mostly Gerard and Steve since Carl and I talk and such anyway). Steve surprisingly pulls so hard tho 😂 You would not expect it from the way he looks/acts, but he gets the ladies lol He needs some self confidence tho, I wish I could give him a hug and help him get his life together lol He had so many stories XD Gerard is hilarious, too, and so fucking nice. Like he’s such a cool guy, and really genuine under his sort of frat guy facade? He’s a lot of talk, but he’s super friendly and caring and genuine, I hope we can become better friends :) And he’s so smart!! He’s a mechanical engineering major and he’s hating his classes, but he was showing us some of the shit he’s built and fixed, and like DAMN this guys is so fucking smart. I pray that he sticks with it and really enjoys working in the field :) He’s so talented :)
And because I’m an insecure person I’m going to put this here so I can look back and feel a little better about it lol But he was like you’re a beast girl and a tank (which holy shit best compliment ever? 🥺😭) and I laughed and said thanks and I think he thought I was being sarcastic because he apologized and then explained his mentality, but I didn’t stop him because it was 3 am and I was out of it lol so I feel kind of bad, but damn he’s so cool, we need to lift again sometime lol (and no, for the one person who isn’t me reading this, I’m not attracted to him (idk why attraction is not a science lol), and he had a gf so neither of us are trying to pursue that, and maybe that’s what makes a friendship with him cool? Like just straight up friends lol I dig that)
But yeah :) Halloween was a blast :) Carl ended up scaring me and it was pretty funny ngl. We were walking up the stairs and I was last in line, and at the top of the stairs the hallway was dark so I was just continuing on to Gerard’s room when Carl jumps out of an open closet and spooks me lol I either gasped or screamed really softly and dropped to the floor before bouncing up and hitting him in the arm lol He was laughing the little turd 😂 but yeah, all 4 of us stayed up super late talking and it was one of those experiences that all of the vets talk about that the rookies haven’t had the chance to have yet because of covid. Like, I wish I could save that night in a little capsule to relive again. I love this team, joining it was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made ❤️
But yeah, Gerard is a real one, he offered to let me stay at his place since it was so late and I live far away. Which I would have taken him up on if I didn’t have to drop my car off at my dad’s lol Next time lol but yeah he’s such a real g, super cool lol
In terms of Carl, I’m not trying to hide that I like him, but I guess I’m not being overt either? Idk I’m just being me lol But when we were all getting in our cars to leave I think I let my fondness of him show the most it ever has on my face lol I was so fucking tired (and running on one meal for the whole day) and he parked next to me, and when I turned to grab my seatbelt I looked through the window and he was waving like a goofball at me, and I let the dopiest fucking smile slide onto my face as I waved back lol Maybe he doesn’t know me well enough to realize that only a select few people get that smile, but it’s a dead giveaway lol
The next day we were texting and talking (honestly about date ideas) about things that we’d like to learn to do/try one day, and we got on the topic of roller skating. And I ended up being the one to be like “we should go to a rink sometime!”, which (not a big deal just curious lol) I just thought was funny because like, bitch if you want to take me on a date take me on a date 😂 Don’t be planting ideas and guiding the conversation so that you try to get me to think it was my idea or force me to be the one to ask lol because I see you, you aren’t slick lol I just also happen to want what you want and didn’t want to send the wrong message by trying to get you to ask <_< lol But yeah! So I guess we have our first (not a) date planned? We didn’t really pick when other than “over break” but I guess as long as we don’t forget it’s a thing lol
I’ll be sure to let you know how it goes 😂 But yeah :) thanks for listening, Void, it’s been a really cool Halloween ☺️🎃🎃
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Creator 2k17 Tag
I thought now would be a good time to do this since I’ve gotten 2 tags for it and I’m about to hopefully get back into the swing of drawing (for myself) and writing my fics!
This year, despite the shit that happened, was by far the best creative year for me in my whole life. Since I had to withdraw from my college classes 2 months after enrolling in October of last year, while I’ve gotten back on my feet health-wise this year, it’s given me more time than ever to work on my art and writing. I think I can say that I’ve improved the most with both of those things this year than any other year in my life just due to the fact that I haven’t been in school and I’ve just been working. This year, I was able to continue The Northern Theatre, which I had started December 22, 2014... and holy shit I completely missed it but it just passed its third birthday ;A; omg
It was on hiatus, only having posted 2 chapters in 2015 and 2016, until I came back to tumblr this past February, where it picked back up again. Nearly a year later, it has one final chapter that I will be starting in the next few days. Thank you to @the-flame-and-hawks-eye and @tsaritsa for tagging me, I appreciate it <3
rules: it’s time to love yourselves! choose your 5 favourite works you’ve created this year (fics, art, edits, etc!) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you’ve brought into the world in 2k17. tag as many writers/artists/etc as you want (fan or original!) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works <3
The Northern Theatre [LivMiles longfic] - I feel like I’ve already talked about this one enough, but this fucking fic is my child. I started it because I had always loved the ship and the whole Briggs arc, but while most conflicts in FMAB are solved by the end, we never see what happens with Briggs and Drachma. Drachma was pitifully defeated in order to carve the crest of blood, and I always thought like.. so was that the end of it? It couldn’t be, right?
Long story short, this was initially based off of roleplays I had with my irl best friend plus a few things from back when I was an Olivier mun on here a few years ago. It’s by far been my longest project to date, and even back when I was young, writing original fiction, I never finished a single idea-- so this will be the longest and the first. If you decide to look at one thing on this list, I’d ask that it be this one, because this is the work I put my blood, sweat, and tears into, and in one chapter, it’ll be complete. It’s just been my biggest love and my biggest heartbreak to work on at the same time, but there’s always been a few people who have stuck with and supported me and my dumb headcanons and dumb ocs all the way through and I love you guys so much :’)
The Northern Theatre Cover [art] - This fucker took like 3 weeks to do because I wanted it to be in a different style than I usually draw, like more painted. There’s still a lot I’d love to fix but overall I still really love it, and I like how several of my friends are able to identify everyone who’s on it :’) I toyed with the colors of the sky for longer than I should because I really wanted it to reflect the tone of the fic, especially during the Drachman Infiltration, which is about when I was working on this cover. I took a lot of inspiration from The Hobbit movies, since half the time, their journey seems like it is all for naught, and while they foresee death and failure, they know they have to continue on. I eventually settled on the muted blue-gray, and I think it fits really well. I may do like extra covers in the future but I don’t think I’ll ever fully redo this one since I really still love it deep down
LivMiles Week Day 5 --- Free AU / Mermaid AU [art] - This was the first thing I fully finished on my new iPad, so it was kind of a big deal for me I guess?? I still really like the idea a lot and I pretty much like how it turned out... I may write a drabble about this someday since I think the idea is cute, idk haha
Princess Cafe Olivier [art] - Idk I just like this one a whole lot. I tried a new lineart and shading style and while I can’t seem to get a hold of the lineart and I haven’t found an easy way to do some of the shading in Procreate, I still try to adopt the shading style in my current works I think it’s working pretty well.
Missing [LivMiles fic] - i like babies and this was happy fluff
can i do a runner up... is that ok... i dont usually take time to appreciate and reflect back on my stuff so i hope its okay if i just mention I am a Nation [art] as well;;; not many people like it which is why i didnt put it in that list but i still love it a whole lot and it allowed me a lot of painting and shading practice, plus i never draw gross shit so i felt like i did a pretty good job
I tag @stellar-parallax , @illidria , @proverbialhatstand , and @d31taf0rc3 .. everyone else i want to tag, i know for sure has been tagged/has done this already so xD
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OKAY GUYS I AM CLOSING THE APPLICATIONS FOR THIS BECAUSE HOLY FUCK THERE ARE SO MANY OF YOU XDDD
I didn't expect such a high level interest in this, so unfortunately I will have to close it up for now. There is only so much I can do, but for those who already applied I will try my best to show off your Fives the best I can!!
I already started the project, and hopefully I'll be able to finish up within a week! I'll also tag everyone in the end result, so you'll know when it's up! (It might take a little longer, organizing all this info is not my stong side xD)
HEY MY BEAUTIFUL ZR PEEPS
Remember THIS POST??? Well I am reawakening the Fellowship of the Fives for an even BIGGER andd more FUN thing I want to do!!
Basically, whoever wants to be included, please fill this out, pick multiple, the more the merrier:
ALSO IMPORTANT: Send a description of your fives if you weren't included in the previous fellow fives! If you were, just remind me xD
It will be super fun, tho results depend on how quick you all reply to me!! I can whip this project up in 2 days after I have everyone's answers who wants to be included!!
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I was tagged by @lovingnikiforov. Thank you Dessa <3
1. How did you come up with your username and what does it mean?
I used to have a different username which I dare not say because it was so fucking embarassing, back from my FF.net and writing for HP when I was 12 days lol right before I started writing for BNHA though I changed my AO3 username to match my tumblr one, because you know... brand recognition and all that. (damn you twitter and your character limit)
2. Which fanfic of yours has the most feedback? (bookmarks/subscriptions/hits/kudos)
Bookmarks - what really matters (113) Subscriptions - Wandering Wolf (101) Hits - what really matters (3860) Kudos - what really matters (503) (holy shit you guys really love this fic huh)
3. What is your AO3 profile icon, and why did you choose it?
It’s a silly image but I love it, and it illustrates the two things I love the most: cats and books :3 I actually had a friend draw that for me back when I was planning on using it on a bookish blog I had, but I never really used it.
(putting the rest under the cut since there’s a lot of questions)
4. Do you have any regular/favourite commenters?
I do have regulars that I recognize always popping up on my inbox and I love them dearly ♥ As for favorites, every commenter is a favorite of mine okay, if you leave me a comment you gain a star on my favorites list. But I do have a few of the comments that got to me the most coming up on a post for @ficwritersweek next week, so keep an eye out for that!
5. Is there a fanfic that you keep going back to read again and again?
I used to have a habit of rereading, but lately I haven’t even had time to keep up with all the fics I’d like to read, so I haven’t reread anything in a looooong time.
6. How many stories are you subscribed to? How many do you have bookmarked?
Subscribed to 16, and 75 bookmarked. I’m actually pretty picky about the fics I subscribe to/bookmark >.<
7. Which AU do you find yourself writing the most?
Fantasy AUs in general. I have a weakness for those okay, I love worldbuilding.
8. How many people are subscribed and bookmarked to you in total? (you can view this on the stats page)
Subscriptions: 48 Bookmarked: 740
9. Is there something you’d like to write about but are afraid of people judging you for it? (Feeling brave? If so, share it!)
Nothing I have thought of yet, no haha 10. Is there anything you would like to be better at? Writing certain scenes or genres, replying to comments, updating better, etc.
writing in general Holy shit what I wouldn’t give to be able to maintain a regular update schedule. Bless all my readers who are reading my WIPs because I know I take a long time to update. (for those reading Wandering Wolf btw fear not, I know it’s been like, 2 months *hides self in embarassment* but I promise the last chapter will be out sooner rather than later).
11. Do you write rarepairs or popular ships more often?
If I consider every fandom I’ve ever written for, popular ships. Back when I started writing for BNHA (which is like half my fics) TodoBaku was a rarepair, but at this point I don’t think it can be considered that anymore, although it’s not popular like others.
12. How many stories have you posted on AO3 to this day (finished and unfinished)?
38.
13. How many stories do you have saved in/with your writing program?
I have no idea, since I have stuff across google drive, zen writer, and my computer folder and am too lazy to count them lol
14. Do you write down story ideas, or just keep them in your head?
When it’s an idea that (I think) is going somewhere, I write them down. They stay in my head for quite a while taking shape before that, though.
15. Have you ever co-authored a story?
That it’s posted (and finished lol), no.
16. How did you discover AO3?
I think it was probably through tumblr? Believe it or not I had no idea AO3 existed back until I joined anime fandom in 2016. I was away from fandoms in general for many years so I only had knowledge of FF.Net :P
17. Do you consider yourself to be a popular or famous author in your fandom(s) on AO3?
For all my previous fandoms, hell no, I don’t think anyone would even know my username xD As for BNHA, if we’re thinking of the fandom as a whole, no. I’d say I’m kinda popular with the TodoBaku fandom, though.
18. Do you have a nickname or fandom name for your readers?
Not really.
19. Was there an author who inspired or encouraged you to write?
Hmm, if we’re talking about fics especifically, I’d say everyone in the FicWriters Family from the Grimmauld Place HP forum. Those people were my first contact with fanfic (and fandom friendships) and they were absolutely amazing and inspiring ♥
20. What writing advice would you give to a beginning author?
First of all: keep writing. Even if at first you don’t get a lot of attention, keep writing, because you can bet someone out there reads your stuff and is happy that you’re posting them. Second, I found that having a group of people you can share your fics with helps - I think a good part of the reason why I even started getting readers for my TodoBaku fics was because I’d share the links in the Discord server for the ship and the people there would read them.
21. Do you plot out your stories, or do you just figure it out as you go?
Depends. With one-shots I usually wing it (unless it’s a long one like Silver Lining was). For multichapters, I outline, though most of the time things get out of control and I end up changing things a lot from the original plan :P
22. Have you ever gotten a bad comment on a story? If so, what did you do?
Thank God, no. With the way I doubt my writing even without getting those, I’d probably be crying everytime I tried to write a word for the next months, at least. don’t be like me
23. Is there a certain type of scene that you have a hard time writing? (action, smut, etc..)
Smut is my doom. I takes me ridiculously long to write and never comes out the way I wish it did xD I also have a hard time writing angst.
24. What story(s) are you working on now?
everything we (never) planned (todobaku urban fantasy/fake dating au)
Wandering Wolf (todobaku fantasy au)
25. Do you plan your next project(s) before you finish your current ongoing story(s)?
Depends on what you mean by “plan”. I have tons of ideas, some with vague scenes/outlines planned, but I tend to focus on one story (or chapter) at a time.
26. Do you have a daily writing goal set for yourself?
At this point my goal is just to write every day lol and I’m failing spectacularly at it
27. Do you think you’ve improved as a writer since you first started?
Holy shit, yes. So much. Let’s not even consider the fics I wrote when I was 11 because *cringe* but even if I take the stuff I wrote last year when I started getting back into writing fic I can already see a huge difference. Actually, even if I take my first TodoBaku fics from a few months ago, I feel like my writing now has changed a lot from what it was back then.
28. What is your favorite story that you’ve written?
Wandering Wolf. Even though it’s not finished yet, I am really attached to this AU and I love writing it. I consider it one of my best fics so far.
29. What is your least favorite story that you’ve written?
Any of my older cringe-worthy smut fics which I refuse to link for the embarassment lol
30. Where do you see yourself (as a writer) in 5 years?
Since I’m a slow af writer who has yet to go back to writing original fiction I’m not gonna say with a novel written, but I hope to at least have started working on one.
31. What is the easiest thing about writing?
This is gonna be a conflicting answer, but I’d say worldbuilding. Funny enough, it can also be one of the hardest things, but while it’s a lot of work I tend to have an easiest time slipping worldbuilding into a story than, say, writing dialogue or figuring out plot.
32. What is the hardest thing about writing?
Not letting self-doubt stop you. No, for real, I mean it. Dialogue is hard? Yes. Description is hard? Yes. Action scenes are hard? Yes. But being able to force yourself to keep writing even when you feel like every single word you write is shit and want to compare yourself to everyone else - that’s the most difficult thing I’ve ever had to do, and am constantly fighting to do.
33. Why do you write?
The simplest answer would be, because it’s something I love doing. I love coming up with new worlds, new stories, knowing that I’m sharing something that people are interested in. It goes way beyond that, but suddenly I can’t write well enough to express the feeling (oh, the irony).
I’m going to tag: @chosenofkagami, @cloversdreams, @xenophonspeaks, @ninannarambling and @auriadne. If any of you don’t want to do this feel free to ignore it! :)
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So I just finished watching Fate/Stay Night: Unlimited Bladeworks
and oh boy do I have a lot to say about it. In fact, I kept Tumblr open the entire watchthrough and sent a stream of real-time commentary to @fragrantricepaddy. Since I know a few others who will want to hear my thoughts, I’m going ahead and making a big post about it. Commentary is below the cut-off. SPOILERS AHEAD
SEASON 1
I'm loving it so far: -90% Shiro, +200% Rin.
Rin's first Command was probably the single best use of a command seal I've seen in Type Moon so far
Rin and Archer's banter gives me life
So, there was a problem with Archer's summoning, and Rin says she'll "figure out what to do about it later". Judging from previous Type-Moon, that means a magic ritual involving Rin and Archer f**king, right?
they keep showing the same shot of the Tohsaka manor, and the laziness in that regard is really bothering me
somebody get Sakura a teddy bear. she looks dead inside
the whole "Servants consume minds and souls" thing makes Type-Moon magic sound even more Lovecraftian. adding it to the evidence list
Rin's faith in Archer is just... I can't even... "Handle the landing", goddamn iconic
hmm, that was a suspiciously aggressive first action by Saber.
wtf was Sakura doing meeting with Gilgamesh in the middle of the night
man, Shiro just served Shinji with a smile. Unlimited Blades is characterized by +300% sass
every single highway shot is giving me Berserker flashba- oh this is actually that scene
The teacher character has many virtues, one of which is being an age-appropriate crush. More importantly, I don't think I've ever seen a more relatable character in all of anime
omg Shiro's nickname is Brownie that's adorable
Saber: "My sword will be at your side" Shiro: "Wait" Saber: *immediately runs off*
SHE ACTUALLY CALLED HIM A HACK
Plot twist: Shiro is the tsundere
The huge chest-window on Saber's outfit never bothered me this much before
"Tohsaka, what kind of person is this priest?" "An asshole" ~Rin, probably
"The status of master cannot be given to another" and other lies he tells for filthy karma
"It's a fight to the death" "Oh Kirei shut up!" get him girl
"So then, are you all done chatting?" I fucking snorted XD
Saber's looking at Illya, and I still can't figure out if she's lacking memories in this series.
Rin just Ice Caged that motherf**ker
Shirou's having his existential crisis
Kirei seems thrilled that Shirou's participating, but after Kiritsugu, it really seems like a downgrade as far as rivals go. His standards must have really slipped over the years.
Rin just tried to fuckin end Illya. cold.
Anime gets +2 points for Shirou NOT falling on Rin's chest when they bump into each other. Another +2 points for Rin putting him in a hold anyway.
The dialogue contains a lot of sexual subtext. Terms like consent and intercourse are thrown about in reference to Master-Servant and Servant-Servant interactions. What's your game, Type-Moon...
I see your resurrection and raise you a DRILL ARROW
"I never should have introduced Archer to Gurren Lagann" ~Rin, probably
Everybody in this show has daddy issues
I feel like they got a different writer for Shirou's dialogue than they did for every other character in this show - and they paid Shirou's writer a lot less money
Oh my god, you're having breakfast with a lovely Heroic Spirit, stop making discoveries about Rin
Ms. Fujime seemed to have the strongest objections, but she's going to be single-handedly responsible for the harem aspect of this anime.
Rin, why are you surprised to see him at school? You both go here.
So, Aioko goes missing, and they're all like "She was last seen with Shinji, but no one can find him." Doesn't that mean that they should be worrying about two missing students? There was a nearby murder. Why is Shinji under immediate suspicion?
Man, Rin's aim sure sucks.
I appreciate her class in not just smashing the door down and smoking him out instead.
There's something about magical inheritance that I'm not quite getting. It's been established that only one child can inherit family magic, but it's unclear why. One possibility is that the magic can only be physically held by one person at a time. As such, all a parent can do is teach their kid and do some kind of preparation that makes the magic pass to them upon their own death. However, that doesn't explain why Rin and Sakura were seperated in Fate/Zero. That seems to be entirely political. The impression there was that other families would not allow the Tohsakas to have two mage children, which indicates that multiple kids CAN be trained in the family magic. In that case, the restriction to only one child is probably to prevent families from raising small armies of child soldier-mages.
Shiro to Rin: "I know I'm not a mage" Shiro to Archer: "Fuck you, I'm a mage"
Saber: "You gave me your word that you would return before sunset" Shiro: "Well I also told you I'd summon you if I was in danger, but I didn't do that either" Saber: "..." Shiro: "YOLO"
Shinji: "Don't throw around false accusations" Shirou: "Oh no, you're doing a swell job of making everyone suspect you without my help"
Shirou knows Detect Secret Doors, Jon must be so happy
Oh no, Caster's seen Inuyasha
"So within these walls, you are able to mimic true magic" Caster Servants can't use true magic?!
Is Shiro the only one that seems concerned at Shinji's mental breakdown and maniacal laughter?
Man, Shiro just turned on the sass for Rin with NO MERCY
Wait, she scolded him so fiercely for going to school without Saber, and then she leaves Archer just so she can have some alone time with her new beau.
I can't believe that Shiro just "but no funny business"d Saber
Goddamn Shinji is such a little shit
My assumption is that Shinji didn't get the Mato magic because it's Sakura's by right of inheritance.
Rin's voice acting just got 50% more moe
And we interrupt this Holy Grail War for some boyxboy fanservice.
"You already checked him out?" "I sure did." The audience: He sure did.
"The heart of a mage chooses results over ideals" That sounds important - adding it to the list
Shiro, there comes a time in every young man's life when he experiences 'sword envy'...
I fucking KNOW Caster's voice actress, but pride prevents me from Googling it. Jesse?
Goddamn Saber needs to get a shield. She keeps injuring her left arm.
Shirou seems to be learning more from his enemies than from his allies.
You can tell the Matous are on the decline because their rapey bug-room has much fewer magic rape-beetles than normal.
Command seal seems to be a bit of a misnomer, considering we've seen them used as power sources for other magic. They're really just minor plot devices. I bet you could just use them to reconnect Saber and Shirou's link so she could get mana from him.
Jeez, I think the magic circuit overload must have fried a few of Shirou's brain cells. He's certainly slow on the uptake this morning.
"Oh to be young and in love!" shut up Fujimora, you're in your twenties
God he sucks at dates
Holy shit Saber's eye-sparkles at the sandwiches give me life
she actually went in to wipe the sauce off he actually chickened out of it
Rin's banter makes Shirou think that she's gonna fight him, but I swear she's talking about sex He's just failing every sense motive check
Fujimora: Hey Kuritsugu, do you know someone named Saber? *grave cracks straight down the middle*
SEASON 2
"Well, I have nowhere to go but up" ~Shirou, probably
Did the subs explain why Shirou stole that depleted healing gem from Rin?
Aaand the animators are really getting their kicks out of Saber's enslavement
"Your Servant body cannot resist me."
Yeah, even without having seen the original series, I'd call BS on her having killed Kirei.
More flashbacks to the Keyblade graveyard - I mean, Archer's past.
Archer went from sassy older brother to Rin's personal motivational speaker in no time
Rin is the ballsiest motherf*cker wanting to take on Caster. I can see that Archer considers her wanting Shirou and Saber back together to be a weakness.
I get that Rin thinks she can beat Caster, but why would Rin think that CASTER would think that Rin could win?
"Come down here so I can kick your ass." get her, girl
Looks like Archer's looking ahead and playing the long game. He knows that he has to keep Caster in one place or surprise her. Head on confrontations won't work on her. I hope.
Good to see Shirou getting faster with that, but it looks like he's not fully recovered.
I would like to think that Rin can see what Archer's doing.
"I've always adored and watched you from a distance." your execution sucks
"I don't hate you, and your cooking's pretty good" need me a freak like that
I like how neither Rin nor Shirou consider asking Shinji to join them for even a moment, but the crazy child who tried to murder them sounds like a Good Idea
Aaand Caster's flashback suddenly went even more Instrumentality Project than the Fate/Zero finale
"Not like this!" whatever, I hope you get eaten alive by beetles
Aww hey, I remember this courtyard
I went from being ticked at these homunculi nurses to fuckin loving them in two seconds flat
Aww, damn
I-Iris?
WHAT IS THE GRAIL CURSE DOING HERE?!
why do u make me cry
I want nothing more than for Shirou to be like "Shinji? Last time I saw you you were pissing yourself running to the church."
Tohsaka: "Your PTSD is bullshit and your coping mechanisms are crap"
Shirou: "I wanted to become a man like him." Audience: You really don't.
So if I'm getting my analysis right, if Shirou neglects his own happiness in the pursuit of saving others, all he will ever do is save people so that they in turn can martyr themselves (in the same way that Kiritsugu "saved" Shirou). But by the same token, if Rin keeps saving Shirou without making it clear that it's for her own desires, then she'll never be able to convince Shirou to be selfish.
Shirou just got all clingy bf. wow.
AND SHE'S INTO IT
*Lancer breaks the fourth wall*
"If I have to put up with this I'm gonna kick Caster's ass all by myself!" oh she'd do it too
Everyone with purple hair in this show needs a teddy bear and a warm hug
Oh my god the Archer/Lancer banter is like a couple of old men. It's hilarious
"Like I would ever walk on somebody else's grass!" XD
The Archer/Lancer fight is turning out to be my favorite anime fight scene
I feel like Rin was gonna warn Lancer that Archer likes to taunt and throw off his opponents, but the pridful fucker didn't listen, and now he's getting goaded. MAN I hope Archer's bluffing about his heel-face turn.
... Did Archer just manifest an AT field???
Archer. Cold.
ARCHER
So, is Archer some kind of Shirou Alter?
SABER AND RIN. HOLY SHIT
He's seen Excalibur. Oh noe
This is what I'm talking about. Learns more from his enemies than his friends.
Break his nose, Rin
So earlier, Archer pronounced his AT field as "Ayas", but I'm pretty sure it would be spelled as 'Aegis'.
KICK HIM
oh that was even more satisfying
and Lancer's dialogue continues to be perfect
Aww, man, Lancer can't get a break
oh. Lancer got a break :)
please not another choking scene
I was about to say, Lancer hadn't disappeared yet
Well, Archer turned out to be a huge asshole, and Rin's been tied up for the last two episdoes, so Lancer is my new favorite.
Archer's gonna burn up all his mana before he kills Shirou at this rate
Waitaminute, what happened to Assassin?!
Oh. Oh, Archer.
Ah, is Shinji finally gonna bite the dust? Thanks, Gilgamesh.
I am very content with their pre-battle resolutions and meal. The scene has a feeling of rightness to it.
"Saber doesn't stand a chance against him!" "On what basis do you make that judgement?" "On the basis that he's smoked every other Spirit he's fought without taking a scratch, while you got beaten up by a teacher with magic punches."
Aww, Rin doesn't want to tell Shirou he's their only hope of beating Goldy. Not sure whether it's her pride or that she doesn't want to put that pressure/risk on him.
Waitaminute, are Rin and Saber banging to do something magical circuit related?!?
NOPE
"All I told you to do is take your clothes off!"
But boy, Rin sure was acting like they were gonna have to bang to do the transfer. Type-Moon is using their own sleazy rep to fake-out the audience.
Anyway, Rin's plan for Shirou to use the reality marble is great, but she doesn't know about World Ender.
C'mon Shirou, a girl gives you her magic crest, you gotta at least do some pillow talk.
She fantasizes about him doing high jumps all day? Kinky.
The conversation they're NOT having is that, one way or another, Saber won't be here tomorrow.
Also, I'm reasonably certain that Gilgamesh was corrupted by the Grail when he got drenched in it. He didn't give a fuck about it before, but now he wants to do something symbolic about wiping out humanity with their own wishes. He was a chronic narcissist before, but now he's gone full megalomaniac.
oh, nevermind, there's the conversation
Jeez, I can't believe a key component of this plan is "save Shinji"
THERE'S FUCKIN ASSASSIN
I'm assuming that Goldy has just been steadily leeching off of others for mana over the course of ten years, so he's not gonna run out anytime soon.
I think Grail!Iris wants to kick the shit out of Goldy as much as I do.
"A mage is simply no match for a Servant" Pft, like when?
I really want Shirou to summon Eya (sp?) while Goldy is laughing, just to shut him up.
Rin, goddammit, stop being proud and let Saber help you
WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? ARCHER?
YES RIN-ARCHER DREAM TEAM TAKES THE WIN
WOOH, GAINAX BOOM!
So, last time the Grail's destruction caused fire and death to rain upon the city. This time, the Grail's destruction causes... a rain of pretty sparks?
FINALLY DREW BLOOD FROM THAT MOTHERFUCKER
Goldy, you sore loser!
"But first, take a step to the right."
Emiya-Archer making an appearance at the end did not at all fit with established mechanics and I am 100% okay with that.
HE WAS ABOUT TO PROPOSE
He's her bodyguard/apprentice? Sweet.
Who the fuck is this chick?
THIS is Luvia??
Her dialect is obnoxious.
Rin in tight clothes is a gift
The Epilogue seems a little late in the series to try and wedge in a love triangle
Join the Mage's Association? *pft*
I'm terribly peeved that Shinji survived this thing. The worm.
Oh boy, Tohsaka got bold - planning rendevous in the student council prez's face.
"I should have known you would take advantage of me again." SPILL THE TEA, SHIROU
"Look me in the eyes and say that you'll come." Honestly, I'm just adding this line to the list to mess with Carlos.
WAVER!!!!!!!!!!
Rin has been giving Shirou bedroom eyes in every scene of the epilogue
"Got some things to work out of my system" like all of the sexual tension built up over this series?
Closing thoughts: -What pretty animation -The romance/fluff was excellent -Archer and Lancer clearly got the best dialogue -Shinji can go jump in a lake -Sakura still needs a teddy bear -Iris deserved better -Caster Did Nothing Wrong -Why is there an after-scene after the f*cking Epilogue? -Archer is such a buzzkill
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