#He's my age?? And just kinda. Sad..
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while he doesnt play a direct role, dr0 (released before sdr2) describes kamukura as like. a rumor at the school prior to the tragedy (even a part of a group of things kyoko was investigating at hopes peak at the time)
so its very funny to imagine the dr1 kids being like 1) hes real ? 2) WE HAVE HIM IN OUR CUSTODY ? scary shit
It's like those "I heard he killed a man with a thumb" "I heard he knows every digit of pi" rumours but every one is true
#I tend to zero in on the tragedy of it all but yea it's kinda funny lol#Kyoko slightly mad that the dude is just. Sitting there now. Gave himself up willingly and all#Makoto: Izuru Kamukurs the ultimate ultimate? Idk sounds wild ... Wait there he is holy SHIT. Wait he's just a dude. Wait ...#He's my age?? And just kinda. Sad..#'so is it true you were being kept in a secret high security lab in school??'#'no.'#'i knew that was too crazy to-'#'there wasn't much security and it was just a regular room in the school.'#'... Oh.'#Not an art
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Ccino and Night!!! Neither of these goober are stable, but at least they have eachother <3
#new age au#utmv#spot!drawn#my art#utmv art#Ccino design finally!! i wanted him to have a fur scarf lol#he's also lowkey kinda tiny :]#his Moon sigil to show he works for Night is a nice lil golden pin on his front (or maybe a locket?)#I just wanted Night to be a lot sad and Ccino to... not have his face in frame because idk how to shape his eyelights yet 😭#nightmare sans#ccino sans
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Acknowledge me. Love me.
#surprise! the baby yall kicked to the streets at 15 isnt a well adjusted adult and desperately wants your love and acceptance#wrestling#wwe#wwe raw#wwe raw on netflix#solo sikoa#roman reigns#the bloodline#wweedit#wrestlingedit#my gifs#you left him alone around your manipulative cousin and now he imitates him bc despite his abuse yall 'respect' and follow him#not sure what tf outcome you were expecting but here we are!#even if its out of fear you do not leave roman (long). like how solo was left. how solo continues to be left.#the person nearly a decade younger than you and did not have siblings closer to his age so he looked up to you#you were never equals but now he wants to be and still isnt#and he turned to a cousin closer to his peer age who was also rejected by the family who repeatedly spouts his love so loudly#roman has everything solo could want: a secure place at the top. loved by the family. usos loyally at his side calling him their brother.#so kinda poetic of him to word it 'no matter what i did to prove you my love' like ok shakespeare! break my heart king!#he just wants to be loved and accepted and respected im so sad#and roman just used him bc he lost his control on jey#IM SAD
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god i need to write more fics that at least tangentially get into gender. because i know that timkon are t4t in every fic i write but it doesnt always come up. and god knows its just me peddling my little rowboat alone in the t4t timkon waters. 😭 i gotta... i gotta keep kontributing... the trans tim and nonbinary kon tags, they need me...
#rimi talks#deeply unfortunate that the trans tim tag is full of bat/cest ships and also transphobia.#what about people (me) who want tim to simply be a trans guy who's simply a freak and it's not bc he's trans it's just his nature#and then theres the nb kon tag. which like all kon tags is populated by people who havent actually read konmics. sad#at least it's better in there than the trans tim tag but still. low bar#BUT HES LITERALLY KONBINARY.#theres a whole saga in my mind about kon's gender journey inspiring tim to actually stop holding onto --#-- the kinda rigid boxes of gender labels and ideas about presentation that he holds himself to bc of his dad's influence#like tim at age 30 is much more comfortable being gnc than tim at age 16#tim at age 16 would see tim at age 30 lounging around in a skirt and legwarmers and feel so betrayed#tim at age 30 is just like im a dude no matter what i wear and im comfy and i stole my husbands skirt. cope#its about the growth they go through together. and making each other better. and also about transgenderisms. and#(and then i peek outside my bubble and remember that jesus god the trans tim tag is a nightmare!!!! AUGH!!!)#i gotta write more t4t timkon. its just me and my little rowboat against the world
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two slow dancers (ft. the dreadwolf and the former inquisitor)
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dragon age fanart#solavellan#lavellan#inquisitor lavellan#solas#solas dragon age#thank you mitski bc goddamn#they’re just dancing in some abandoned temple of mythal bc that’s romantic and kinda sad bc they can only do it in private but anywayyy#dragon age dreadwolf#but the wolf in mention is a sad sopping wet mess#keeps telling his agents how much he misses his vhenan and his agents are like yes yes we get it u miss her#hey it’s my art
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Some President Howard Goodman in celebration of Black Friday’s anniversary yesterday!
Inspired by JFK’s Official Portrait
#look I’m not a big fan of my country#but they kinda went off with that portrait#why does he look so sad in it?#it’s great#honestly I got this idea ages ago#but the Black Friday anniversary kicked me into gear to actually draw it#cause also I used the unexpected red theory kinda#which is just <3#I love random bright shapes if you couldn’t tell#I think this one came out decently#oh shit it’s 3:40 in the am#oh I am NOT going to wake up early enough to catch the beginning of the TCB stream#anyways#president howard goodman#Mr Prezy Wez#if you will#black friday#starkid black friday#curt mega#starkid#team starkid#hatchetfield#my art
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Do you think I should buy a birthday cake? But I've been stood up three times. [...] Although I don't know what happened between you and your friend, it's always happier to spend your birthday with someone you like.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 04
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userrain#userspring#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#*pats the top of ai di's head* this guy can fit so much baggage in him 🥰#he's also so completely unaffected he's just like ok so here a quick rundown of my life#and how i celebrate not being dead with my best friend#who im also in love with but he likes someone else and forgot our birthday deal the last three years it sucks#bai zongyi and the girl at the counter: sir this is a bakery#ai di beloved your experiences are not universal#i honestly love how he just kinda forgets other people his age aren't like him and how very unapologetic he is abt that#anyway sad birthday post#dog tags in his hand. </3
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An interesting theme, imo, in mdzs is the sheer tiredness you must feel when dealing with someone who, having been dead for more than a decade, is still the same person as before, while you aren't anymore.
#I don't have seen people dig into it#And it's reasonable#Mdzs has a lot of interesting themes!#Also we don't feel this because in the novel the main couple is building a completely new relationship#While the only person still alive with whom wwx had a relationship in the past isn't there a lot. So#I realized it while writing this wq fic. And now she meets wwx#And into my mind he tries to recreate the same dynamic as before. But wq just looks at him. Because now she is almost 40#(kinda?? Age in mdzs is nothing but I like old women)#Anyway she isn't the same as 13 years ago#While for wwx isn't much long. For him from the burial mounds at best are 6 months#I am not making sense. sigh#But if I had a bestie in a come. Then they woke up and tried to do the same jokes I would blink and not even laugh#Because I've changed#It's fucking sad#For everyone
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Ghostlights Prompt Event: Blind Date with a Prompt
aaaaah I'm doing it, I'm gonna post some of my work!
BAM!!
My first time ever posting anything and it's ghostlights, typical. Anyway this was tons of fun to do and I managed to pump this out in like two days. I really hope the smaller details are easy to see bc I had a lot of fun doing things like Dukes heart blush and eyes and Dannys electric scars and it would be a shame if Tumbler crunchifed it too much like Insta usually did.
The prompt I got was Duke is Danny's secret admirer and sharing headphones (that's a lie, it was actually sharing headphones and 1930 but I had no clue how I would do that so I just rerolled and got lucky lol). I might end up doing some more idk I've just never been this inspired before :>
#dpxdc#fanart#ghostlights#ghostlights-prompt-event#blind date with a prompt#fun fact#Dukes shirt is merch i made up of the band 'Batmans [expletive]' that he listens too#i thought it was funny lol#this was also the first time i drew Duke in civilian clothes with is why it looks kinda weird#i was just trying to figure him out and part of that is forbidden shrimp color clothes#fav headcannon of Duke btw top tier#i also realized i havent drawn tucker in ages so he also looks a lil odd but its okay bc hes trying to stay hidden#dont question why they're all on a bus or why Dukes even with them it takes to much backstory to explain they just are okay#good#the preview tumbler gives me makes it look so much brighter than it was on my tablet which is sad but whatever#if you couldn't tell tags are my fav thing on tumbler
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"What did you want to be when you were small?"
"...?"
"Well, you didn't want to be this, I'm sure of that.
No child wants to become something like us..."
"..."
"... I wanted to be a father."
"... A father?"
"Yes. They retire young... Fathers."
A little backstory insert about Specter here..
He was friends with Aurora (Skeebo's biological mother) and Zac (Pac's dad) in high school, despite being in a privileged family, he always wished to be freed from it all and have the right to be his own person.
Before the war began, he ran away from home during a wedding that his parents forced him to have with a woman he despised, and seeking comfort, he stayed with Aurora for a while when Skeebo's younger sister was born.
During the war, and he had told the rest of the Resistance this as well, he wanted to be a father, but he felt like he was unworthy of having a child and he was scared of accidentally giving said child a terrible life. Zac hearing this showed him baby Pac and said that if he wasn't comfortable having a child with another person, he was always welcome to help raise his own. Aurora also agreed to that idea.
... He was killed around the day Zac had obtained the scar on his cheek.
If it weren't for his death, many things could have been prevented.
But as of right now, the Overlords refuse to give him mercy, so, the closest to being in a family is floating in the alleyway with a broken child he was meant to help raise and nurture. A boy that doesn't view him as something dangerous, but as a friend... A real one.
#pmatga#pac man#pac man and the ghostly adventures#pmatga au#original au#amnesia au#old friend au#spying season stuff#spying season#skeebo#pmatga specter#found family#found family trope#yes#specter is unfortunately not a random british man with very much fake eyebrows in my thing#he's a what if#it's also kinda sad to me#pac has been searching for any clues of his parents canonically and wants to learn so much about them#and in this universe#in the events of the spy who slimed me#he was standing right in front of one of his father's most important people#but he only saw him as another one of Betrayus's goons#also with skeebo#he feels safe with specter and believes that he is the only good ghost out there at the moment#but a boy his age shouldn't feel safe with someone who isn't even alive#nor feel safe with a GHOST#just why does he feel like he can trust and be vulnerable around something or someone that could hurt him at any moment#but if it was a real person? a person he knows?#he feels like they'll hurt him#he's scared of them
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came to tumblr for some quality rivals content and all I'm seeing is Declan thirst posts i love an 80s stache as must as the next guy so I can forgive it and people genuinely very pro taggie x rupert
on my hands and knees begging for someone to talk about Lizzie or Maud in that last episode
#look ur analysis is genuinely interesting but like can we as a society plz move on from fantasing age gap relationships#its really creepy!! HES DOUBLE HER AGE!!!#anyways this show has so many interesting explorations of womanhood and misogyny in the workplace + the home + the wider world#im just a bit sad that its all overshadowed by a trope that - lets be real - is also kinda misogynistic!#good show tho#rivals#david Tennant#taggie my beloved
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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Also, to touch on yesterday, I realized the grief I felt yesterday wasn't really about Liam, since I never loved him and spent years calling out his terrible behaviour, but it really was just like... about that period of my life.
Like I felt sooo terrible seeing videos of people telling their friends but framing it like one of those "haha your fave is dead" pranks and instead I had a bunch of people approach me delicately. I got to process with people who really understood. People with the same confused feelings and same perspective of "Well, fuck this guy, but he's still in all of my memories for almost 5 years of my life."
But also... a lot of people I haven't spoken to in years reached out and checked in and that sort of... became the focal point of my grief? Like, oh, this friendship is over but I still love you. Oh, we probably won't ever talk again unless someone else dies. Oh, I'll never be 20 again and in many ways that's a RELIEF but it's still over. That chapter is still closed.
1d brought me joy in a period of my life where I genuinely intended to kill myself. Friends who I haven't spoken to in years as our interests slowly diverged were in those 1d trenches with me and for a second we were back in those trenches together.
So, it wasn't about him as a person, it was about him as symbol.
People who I weren't even close to back then reached out because they associated 1d with me so heavily that a decade later, they thought of me when they saw the news. How could I not grieve? How is that not still a loss?
#it also was a lot abotu his son#who is the same age i was when my dad died#and will have to grapple with his dad not being a good person as he grows older the same way i did#idk man#i think people have been kinda cruel with this news#NOTin bringing up that he's a terrible person#he was abusive and honestly had issues going on beyond that#but just in not getting why people might still be sad??#go after the people defending him#not hte person letting go of their past rn
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CHERRY🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒
#spoilers for csm chapter 174#I'M GOING INSANE#I'M ACTUALLY CRAZY#you know out of all my csm ocs i didn't expect him to the one whose fear could be shown in canon csm#i always thought that if that were to happen it probably would be Mayura since wolves are so popular#and also prominent in media#but haha no. the aging devil is real#MY BOY IS REAL (not really. but you get what i mean)#such a weird feeling#i thought that if this ever happenrd If feel kinda mad? sad maybe?#but that's not really the case. at most I'm like WOAHHHHHHH and in awe almost?#like. from the little we heard of the aging devil the way i was portraying Cherry is surprisingly accurate to the canon??#because he doesn't care about life and death both to others and to him. it's just part of life much like aging itself#and seeing as the aging devil in canon is willing to be eaten and erased by chainsaw man#(which i could tie into Cherry and how he is a csm fan haha)#+ having an amicable relationship w public safety#how fun#tho seeing as aging is a primal fear there (i feel dumb for not realizing that it would be one lmao)#I'll probably turn Cherry into a fiend or something similar#what a fun chapter!!#csm#csm spoilers#csm part 2#csm oc#Cherry#hyena ramblings
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When you weren’t looking (Patreon)
#Doodles#Adventure Time#Marceline#Fionna and Cake#Simon Petrikov#Just casually crying at my own art while I make it no biggie#Just ahhhh they do love each other! They want what's best for each other! But they missed each other so much!! And they still are!!#Both that they miss each other in the sense that they're lonely while together - Simon's Marceline was a child and Marcy's Simon was well#Not Ice King but also kinda yeah - and she'll never see him again#It's gotten be bittersweet#It's good that he has his mind! Very good! But he is forever un-changed/re-changed#I think it's canon that Simon was returned to being in his early 30s because Golb ate his age post him getting the crown?#It's not a retcon obviously lol but it's like his future has been retconned canonically in himself that's Gotta feel weird#But it basically undid the Simon that Marceline knew - the man who raised her was un-done even though they both remember him#Both of them just have to not think too hard about it probably :')#But even not thinking about that - Simon is still getting older! He's aging like a normal human again! And everything that comes with that#I love his crow's feet a lot <3 And his hair streak is so chic how did his genes know he would look so cute haha ♪#Poor both of them - I do want them to be happy! They've just got so much sad!#I also think it's quite funny that all those years ago before I watched AT Marceline was the one fanart I made haha - the more things change#Still drawing her! I wonder if younger me would be surprised#I like her short hair :D Her long hair is lovely - all her hairstyles are lovely! - but the short hair is so cute#Really reminds me of her kid hairstyle ;u; I'm sure that doesn't hurt Simon at all haha#I draw it a lot like Tala's hairstyle as well haha - it's The Kid hairstyle!
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So what I've gotten from this doc is that James green most definitely sucks and that Lisa frank also most definitely sucks
#glitter and greed#lisa frank#idk if they suck equally#also im so fascinated by the age old children choosing sides so so hard#as a child of a toxic separation i get it but dear god he looks and sounds just like his father i just know hes like him to#several ppl saying yeah james is a kinda mean dude and james going what no im not#im sure the other kid is carbon copy of lisa thou#somehow i never knew that she herself was based in tucson i just knew about the office that every single fucking person likes to point out#also im sorry but glamour dolls yall signed a shitty contract before doing any in depth research#like yeah Lisa frank sucks for doing what she did no question#if you have to do a kick starter yall were not ready for a collab#'we were just starting to barely make money' that is not the stage where you collab and have to pay over 100 grand to get the license#THEY ENDED UP PAYING 800K#like ffs#also weirdly makes sense that lisa frank started off by selling other ppls works and then slightly editing them#im so sorry i cant remember what those dolls from the reservation are called#we're never gonna get lisa frank talking and im so sad by that#cause I wanna hear her view of how shes not a shitty person#listening to james talk made me want to peel my skin off#idk how i feel over the whole apartment thing
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