#He's my age?? And just kinda. Sad..
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while he doesnt play a direct role, dr0 (released before sdr2) describes kamukura as like. a rumor at the school prior to the tragedy (even a part of a group of things kyoko was investigating at hopes peak at the time)
so its very funny to imagine the dr1 kids being like 1) hes real ? 2) WE HAVE HIM IN OUR CUSTODY ? scary shit
It's like those "I heard he killed a man with a thumb" "I heard he knows every digit of pi" rumours but every one is true
#I tend to zero in on the tragedy of it all but yea it's kinda funny lol#Kyoko slightly mad that the dude is just. Sitting there now. Gave himself up willingly and all#Makoto: Izuru Kamukurs the ultimate ultimate? Idk sounds wild ... Wait there he is holy SHIT. Wait he's just a dude. Wait ...#He's my age?? And just kinda. Sad..#'so is it true you were being kept in a secret high security lab in school??'#'no.'#'i knew that was too crazy to-'#'there wasn't much security and it was just a regular room in the school.'#'... Oh.'#Not an art
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Ccino and Night!!! Neither of these goober are stable, but at least they have eachother <3
#new age au#utmv#spot!drawn#my art#utmv art#Ccino design finally!! i wanted him to have a fur scarf lol#he's also lowkey kinda tiny :]#his Moon sigil to show he works for Night is a nice lil golden pin on his front (or maybe a locket?)#I just wanted Night to be a lot sad and Ccino to... not have his face in frame because idk how to shape his eyelights yet 😭#nightmare sans#ccino sans
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two slow dancers (ft. the dreadwolf and the former inquisitor)
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dragon age fanart#solavellan#lavellan#inquisitor lavellan#solas#solas dragon age#thank you mitski bc goddamn#they’re just dancing in some abandoned temple of mythal bc that’s romantic and kinda sad bc they can only do it in private but anywayyy#dragon age dreadwolf#but the wolf in mention is a sad sopping wet mess#keeps telling his agents how much he misses his vhenan and his agents are like yes yes we get it u miss her#hey it’s my art
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Some President Howard Goodman in celebration of Black Friday’s anniversary yesterday!
Inspired by JFK’s Official Portrait
#look I’m not a big fan of my country#but they kinda went off with that portrait#why does he look so sad in it?#it’s great#honestly I got this idea ages ago#but the Black Friday anniversary kicked me into gear to actually draw it#cause also I used the unexpected red theory kinda#which is just <3#I love random bright shapes if you couldn’t tell#I think this one came out decently#oh shit it’s 3:40 in the am#oh I am NOT going to wake up early enough to catch the beginning of the TCB stream#anyways#president howard goodman#Mr Prezy Wez#if you will#black friday#starkid black friday#curt mega#starkid#team starkid#hatchetfield#my art
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Do you think I should buy a birthday cake? But I've been stood up three times. [...] Although I don't know what happened between you and your friend, it's always happier to spend your birthday with someone you like.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 04
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userrain#userspring#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#*pats the top of ai di's head* this guy can fit so much baggage in him 🥰#he's also so completely unaffected he's just like ok so here a quick rundown of my life#and how i celebrate not being dead with my best friend#who im also in love with but he likes someone else and forgot our birthday deal the last three years it sucks#bai zongyi and the girl at the counter: sir this is a bakery#ai di beloved your experiences are not universal#i honestly love how he just kinda forgets other people his age aren't like him and how very unapologetic he is abt that#anyway sad birthday post#dog tags in his hand. </3
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An interesting theme, imo, in mdzs is the sheer tiredness you must feel when dealing with someone who, having been dead for more than a decade, is still the same person as before, while you aren't anymore.
#I don't have seen people dig into it#And it's reasonable#Mdzs has a lot of interesting themes!#Also we don't feel this because in the novel the main couple is building a completely new relationship#While the only person still alive with whom wwx had a relationship in the past isn't there a lot. So#I realized it while writing this wq fic. And now she meets wwx#And into my mind he tries to recreate the same dynamic as before. But wq just looks at him. Because now she is almost 40#(kinda?? Age in mdzs is nothing but I like old women)#Anyway she isn't the same as 13 years ago#While for wwx isn't much long. For him from the burial mounds at best are 6 months#I am not making sense. sigh#But if I had a bestie in a come. Then they woke up and tried to do the same jokes I would blink and not even laugh#Because I've changed#It's fucking sad#For everyone
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Ghostlights Prompt Event: Blind Date with a Prompt
aaaaah I'm doing it, I'm gonna post some of my work!
BAM!!
My first time ever posting anything and it's ghostlights, typical. Anyway this was tons of fun to do and I managed to pump this out in like two days. I really hope the smaller details are easy to see bc I had a lot of fun doing things like Dukes heart blush and eyes and Dannys electric scars and it would be a shame if Tumbler crunchifed it too much like Insta usually did.
The prompt I got was Duke is Danny's secret admirer and sharing headphones (that's a lie, it was actually sharing headphones and 1930 but I had no clue how I would do that so I just rerolled and got lucky lol). I might end up doing some more idk I've just never been this inspired before :>
#dpxdc#fanart#ghostlights#ghostlights-prompt-event#blind date with a prompt#fun fact#Dukes shirt is merch i made up of the band 'Batmans [expletive]' that he listens too#i thought it was funny lol#this was also the first time i drew Duke in civilian clothes with is why it looks kinda weird#i was just trying to figure him out and part of that is forbidden shrimp color clothes#fav headcannon of Duke btw top tier#i also realized i havent drawn tucker in ages so he also looks a lil odd but its okay bc hes trying to stay hidden#dont question why they're all on a bus or why Dukes even with them it takes to much backstory to explain they just are okay#good#the preview tumbler gives me makes it look so much brighter than it was on my tablet which is sad but whatever#if you couldn't tell tags are my fav thing on tumbler
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came to tumblr for some quality rivals content and all I'm seeing is Declan thirst posts i love an 80s stache as must as the next guy so I can forgive it and people genuinely very pro taggie x rupert
on my hands and knees begging for someone to talk about Lizzie or Maud in that last episode
#look ur analysis is genuinely interesting but like can we as a society plz move on from fantasing age gap relationships#its really creepy!! HES DOUBLE HER AGE!!!#anyways this show has so many interesting explorations of womanhood and misogyny in the workplace + the home + the wider world#im just a bit sad that its all overshadowed by a trope that - lets be real - is also kinda misogynistic!#good show tho#rivals#david Tennant#taggie my beloved
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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Also, to touch on yesterday, I realized the grief I felt yesterday wasn't really about Liam, since I never loved him and spent years calling out his terrible behaviour, but it really was just like... about that period of my life.
Like I felt sooo terrible seeing videos of people telling their friends but framing it like one of those "haha your fave is dead" pranks and instead I had a bunch of people approach me delicately. I got to process with people who really understood. People with the same confused feelings and same perspective of "Well, fuck this guy, but he's still in all of my memories for almost 5 years of my life."
But also... a lot of people I haven't spoken to in years reached out and checked in and that sort of... became the focal point of my grief? Like, oh, this friendship is over but I still love you. Oh, we probably won't ever talk again unless someone else dies. Oh, I'll never be 20 again and in many ways that's a RELIEF but it's still over. That chapter is still closed.
1d brought me joy in a period of my life where I genuinely intended to kill myself. Friends who I haven't spoken to in years as our interests slowly diverged were in those 1d trenches with me and for a second we were back in those trenches together.
So, it wasn't about him as a person, it was about him as symbol.
People who I weren't even close to back then reached out because they associated 1d with me so heavily that a decade later, they thought of me when they saw the news. How could I not grieve? How is that not still a loss?
#it also was a lot abotu his son#who is the same age i was when my dad died#and will have to grapple with his dad not being a good person as he grows older the same way i did#idk man#i think people have been kinda cruel with this news#NOTin bringing up that he's a terrible person#he was abusive and honestly had issues going on beyond that#but just in not getting why people might still be sad??#go after the people defending him#not hte person letting go of their past rn
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CHERRY🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒
#spoilers for csm chapter 174#I'M GOING INSANE#I'M ACTUALLY CRAZY#you know out of all my csm ocs i didn't expect him to the one whose fear could be shown in canon csm#i always thought that if that were to happen it probably would be Mayura since wolves are so popular#and also prominent in media#but haha no. the aging devil is real#MY BOY IS REAL (not really. but you get what i mean)#such a weird feeling#i thought that if this ever happenrd If feel kinda mad? sad maybe?#but that's not really the case. at most I'm like WOAHHHHHHH and in awe almost?#like. from the little we heard of the aging devil the way i was portraying Cherry is surprisingly accurate to the canon??#because he doesn't care about life and death both to others and to him. it's just part of life much like aging itself#and seeing as the aging devil in canon is willing to be eaten and erased by chainsaw man#(which i could tie into Cherry and how he is a csm fan haha)#+ having an amicable relationship w public safety#how fun#tho seeing as aging is a primal fear there (i feel dumb for not realizing that it would be one lmao)#I'll probably turn Cherry into a fiend or something similar#what a fun chapter!!#csm#csm spoilers#csm part 2#csm oc#Cherry#hyena ramblings
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When you weren’t looking (Patreon)
#Doodles#Adventure Time#Marceline#Fionna and Cake#Simon Petrikov#Just casually crying at my own art while I make it no biggie#Just ahhhh they do love each other! They want what's best for each other! But they missed each other so much!! And they still are!!#Both that they miss each other in the sense that they're lonely while together - Simon's Marceline was a child and Marcy's Simon was well#Not Ice King but also kinda yeah - and she'll never see him again#It's gotten be bittersweet#It's good that he has his mind! Very good! But he is forever un-changed/re-changed#I think it's canon that Simon was returned to being in his early 30s because Golb ate his age post him getting the crown?#It's not a retcon obviously lol but it's like his future has been retconned canonically in himself that's Gotta feel weird#But it basically undid the Simon that Marceline knew - the man who raised her was un-done even though they both remember him#Both of them just have to not think too hard about it probably :')#But even not thinking about that - Simon is still getting older! He's aging like a normal human again! And everything that comes with that#I love his crow's feet a lot <3 And his hair streak is so chic how did his genes know he would look so cute haha ♪#Poor both of them - I do want them to be happy! They've just got so much sad!#I also think it's quite funny that all those years ago before I watched AT Marceline was the one fanart I made haha - the more things change#Still drawing her! I wonder if younger me would be surprised#I like her short hair :D Her long hair is lovely - all her hairstyles are lovely! - but the short hair is so cute#Really reminds me of her kid hairstyle ;u; I'm sure that doesn't hurt Simon at all haha#I draw it a lot like Tala's hairstyle as well haha - it's The Kid hairstyle!
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So what I've gotten from this doc is that James green most definitely sucks and that Lisa frank also most definitely sucks
#glitter and greed#lisa frank#idk if they suck equally#also im so fascinated by the age old children choosing sides so so hard#as a child of a toxic separation i get it but dear god he looks and sounds just like his father i just know hes like him to#several ppl saying yeah james is a kinda mean dude and james going what no im not#im sure the other kid is carbon copy of lisa thou#somehow i never knew that she herself was based in tucson i just knew about the office that every single fucking person likes to point out#also im sorry but glamour dolls yall signed a shitty contract before doing any in depth research#like yeah Lisa frank sucks for doing what she did no question#if you have to do a kick starter yall were not ready for a collab#'we were just starting to barely make money' that is not the stage where you collab and have to pay over 100 grand to get the license#THEY ENDED UP PAYING 800K#like ffs#also weirdly makes sense that lisa frank started off by selling other ppls works and then slightly editing them#im so sorry i cant remember what those dolls from the reservation are called#we're never gonna get lisa frank talking and im so sad by that#cause I wanna hear her view of how shes not a shitty person#listening to james talk made me want to peel my skin off#idk how i feel over the whole apartment thing
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Anyways update i just didnt bother to post earlier:
fr God is good and the whole car crash my parents got into last week was so incredibly mild in terms of injuries!!!! worst was a bruised knee im pretty sure
ALSO-
*taps mic* HUG YOUR FREAKING LOVED ONES OR SO HELP ME!!!!!!!
#ALSO DO NOT READ THE TAGS IF YOURE HERE FOR A GOOD TIME!!!!#ENDED UP VENTING AGHHHHH- (<- amongus ref in 2024???? l+ratio) (no but seriously stay safe; im not sure if i should add a cw???)#no but like the cars themselves?#FOLDED-#ive seen photos of worse ones of course lol (ty internet <3)#but we´re all in agreement that if it had hit anywhere else at that speed it wouldve been BAD Bad-#like; severe injury to the leg at least; drivers door wouldve crumpled; thankfully it hit the tire mostly#our car got what seems to be the lesser damage and theyre still debating if it counts as total loss xd#also oh goshhhh#so i usually go and say goodbye to my dad when hes headed to work; i did it that day as usual; car was already halfway out the driveway#my dog also loves to go and she was already in the car#but my mom (taking my dad to work) said she´d need to stop by the store after dropping dad off; so she handed her back to me#last minute descision-#my dog is a small kinda elderly chihuahua and wouldve been on my mom´s lap when they crashed#no seatbelt for her obviously#she wouldve gotten injured so freaking bad if she was there ):#overall feels like we dodged a life altering accident by a hair#i wasnt even in it and im still shook hahaha#i always go say bye to dad if hes leaving for work no matter if im pissed off or sad or whatever#half out of habit; half bc i know anything could happen at any moment and id rather not have been too proud to say goodbye#dammit im crying now hahaha#saying again; everyones fine!!!!! please remember to hug your loved ones !!!!!!#shut up sheo#but oh gosh too many reminders of death as a constant recently#that happened about a week after a cousin died; i hadnt seen him in forever but his family went to our church growing up; he was my age#it was a dull and distant pain even then to hear the news but it still hurt; i didnt go to the funeral#did go to the one a couple days later tho; for a family member i truly didnt know; it was a car crash i think#a special kind of heartbreak from meeting his mom and seeing his kids running around#now that i realize it; as im writing this; i hadnt stopped to process just about anything hahaha#freaking sobbing at 9 in the morning smh!!!!!
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AAAH I have a mutual who’s 18 and he sorta kinda is flirting with this one guy who is a minor as a joke of course ( to which a concerned anon said that it’s weird ) but I can’t help but flashback to er*s
#granted the er*s situation was thoroughly complex and the reason she did those things was her copism with not being able to pull ( LLLLLLL )#and ik that guy doesn’t mean any harm etc etc he’s not messed up like some ppl#BUT I DUNNO STILL#sobbing#they’re pretty sweet so#hes*#OH AND HES IRAQI TOO I LEGIT COULDNT BELIEVE THAT#dora daily#lowkey kinda sorta sad that a whole anon was more concerned than ppl i knew and who knew my age#and freely saw it happen so readily#and everyone else on that blog#genuinely and utterly disappointed#it’s always protect minors until the minors need protecting goddamn#this is especially directed at rhy yeah I’m not censoring that#🤷♀️#too busy simping over minor characters who don’t have a time skip in canon and aging them up then complaining about it when ppl call out#the brain deadery of that behaviour#girl pls#you did not care about minors from the beginning literally bye#e[redacted] literally ruined my brain chemistry to say the least I will never go into how what she did absolutely muddled my brain never#told anyone and I don’t think I can ever tell someone ever#not to mention practically hyperventilating being unable to breath literally going into madness and ppl think that I’m overreacting and#telling me to shut up about it and blaming me for the situation as if I wanted any of this#lmaolmaolmao#all that and I was expected to do uni girl byeeee I need a good century to recover at least ☠️#the only thing I DID want is friends but clearly that was a hard ask when ppl can get friends just by existing on this god forsaken app#atp I don’t even know what to say literally just wth#yall say mdni with your dumbass banners and decorate it like something special when yall are the ones to keep from minors you disgusting#wastes of clean oxygen 😭 mdni my foot gross ass adults should’ve never trusted them#the way I���d give them therapy to their complex traumas ☠️ imagine relying on a minor for therapy
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「A hundred years had passed. So, so much has changed in the world, but not as much to Kazukiー
And the golden vestiges of someone still donning an all too familiar scar, smiling on the back of his mind.」
#read tags#given how kazuki is...well he is immortal#i kinda wonder what would happen a long time after the post-series#100 years immediately popped to my head because i was listening to lyrico's kiseki no hana#everyone he knew on the island would be dead#:(#idk if kouyou is still alive#i mean most likely yeah but im not sure if he has the same blessing of eternity like kazuki#would make me fucking emotional if he doesnt#of course there are the mir children/core that keeps being born again over and over but theyre never the same person. yk#what if tatsumiya ended up sinking forever for good in the future#back to kazuki he probably had stopped aging and stuff like that (but still grows. aging =/= growing guys)#so he remained pretty much similar to how he look 100 years ago. just longer hair#i like to think he decides to grow out his hair so he keeps remembering soushi#soushi is technically still there in a way because he stays in kazukis memories#as sad as it is#bro im gonna fucking cry what if kazuki gradually forgets soushi#not in a moving on way but in a its been so long that his memories of him starts to slowly fade way#in the angstier scenario he starts forgetting soushi to the point of almost forgetting him completely#and hes traveling the world all alone again#for eternity...#(this considering kouyou doesn't have the eternity blessing)#FUCKING BAWLING#soukyuu no fafner#makabe kazuki#minashiro soushi#soukazu
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