#He's my age?? And just kinda. Sad..
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while he doesnt play a direct role, dr0 (released before sdr2) describes kamukura as like. a rumor at the school prior to the tragedy (even a part of a group of things kyoko was investigating at hopes peak at the time)
so its very funny to imagine the dr1 kids being like 1) hes real ? 2) WE HAVE HIM IN OUR CUSTODY ? scary shit
It's like those "I heard he killed a man with a thumb" "I heard he knows every digit of pi" rumours but every one is true
#I tend to zero in on the tragedy of it all but yea it's kinda funny lol#Kyoko slightly mad that the dude is just. Sitting there now. Gave himself up willingly and all#Makoto: Izuru Kamukurs the ultimate ultimate? Idk sounds wild ... Wait there he is holy SHIT. Wait he's just a dude. Wait ...#He's my age?? And just kinda. Sad..#'so is it true you were being kept in a secret high security lab in school??'#'no.'#'i knew that was too crazy to-'#'there wasn't much security and it was just a regular room in the school.'#'... Oh.'#Not an art
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Ccino and Night!!! Neither of these goober are stable, but at least they have eachother <3
#new age au#utmv#spot!drawn#my art#utmv art#Ccino design finally!! i wanted him to have a fur scarf lol#he's also lowkey kinda tiny :]#his Moon sigil to show he works for Night is a nice lil golden pin on his front (or maybe a locket?)#I just wanted Night to be a lot sad and Ccino to... not have his face in frame because idk how to shape his eyelights yet 😭#nightmare sans#ccino sans
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two slow dancers (ft. the dreadwolf and the former inquisitor)
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#dragon age fanart#solavellan#lavellan#inquisitor lavellan#solas#solas dragon age#thank you mitski bc goddamn#they’re just dancing in some abandoned temple of mythal bc that’s romantic and kinda sad bc they can only do it in private but anywayyy#dragon age dreadwolf#but the wolf in mention is a sad sopping wet mess#keeps telling his agents how much he misses his vhenan and his agents are like yes yes we get it u miss her#hey it’s my art
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Some President Howard Goodman in celebration of Black Friday’s anniversary yesterday!
Inspired by JFK’s Official Portrait
#look I’m not a big fan of my country#but they kinda went off with that portrait#why does he look so sad in it?#it’s great#honestly I got this idea ages ago#but the Black Friday anniversary kicked me into gear to actually draw it#cause also I used the unexpected red theory kinda#which is just <3#I love random bright shapes if you couldn’t tell#I think this one came out decently#oh shit it’s 3:40 in the am#oh I am NOT going to wake up early enough to catch the beginning of the TCB stream#anyways#president howard goodman#Mr Prezy Wez#if you will#black friday#starkid black friday#curt mega#starkid#team starkid#hatchetfield#my art
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Do you think I should buy a birthday cake? But I've been stood up three times. [...] Although I don't know what happened between you and your friend, it's always happier to spend your birthday with someone you like.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 04
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userrain#userspring#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#*pats the top of ai di's head* this guy can fit so much baggage in him 🥰#he's also so completely unaffected he's just like ok so here a quick rundown of my life#and how i celebrate not being dead with my best friend#who im also in love with but he likes someone else and forgot our birthday deal the last three years it sucks#bai zongyi and the girl at the counter: sir this is a bakery#ai di beloved your experiences are not universal#i honestly love how he just kinda forgets other people his age aren't like him and how very unapologetic he is abt that#anyway sad birthday post#dog tags in his hand. </3
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An interesting theme, imo, in mdzs is the sheer tiredness you must feel when dealing with someone who, having been dead for more than a decade, is still the same person as before, while you aren't anymore.
#I don't have seen people dig into it#And it's reasonable#Mdzs has a lot of interesting themes!#Also we don't feel this because in the novel the main couple is building a completely new relationship#While the only person still alive with whom wwx had a relationship in the past isn't there a lot. So#I realized it while writing this wq fic. And now she meets wwx#And into my mind he tries to recreate the same dynamic as before. But wq just looks at him. Because now she is almost 40#(kinda?? Age in mdzs is nothing but I like old women)#Anyway she isn't the same as 13 years ago#While for wwx isn't much long. For him from the burial mounds at best are 6 months#I am not making sense. sigh#But if I had a bestie in a come. Then they woke up and tried to do the same jokes I would blink and not even laugh#Because I've changed#It's fucking sad#For everyone
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Ghostlights Prompt Event: Blind Date with a Prompt
aaaaah I'm doing it, I'm gonna post some of my work!
BAM!!
My first time ever posting anything and it's ghostlights, typical. Anyway this was tons of fun to do and I managed to pump this out in like two days. I really hope the smaller details are easy to see bc I had a lot of fun doing things like Dukes heart blush and eyes and Dannys electric scars and it would be a shame if Tumbler crunchifed it too much like Insta usually did.
The prompt I got was Duke is Danny's secret admirer and sharing headphones (that's a lie, it was actually sharing headphones and 1930 but I had no clue how I would do that so I just rerolled and got lucky lol). I might end up doing some more idk I've just never been this inspired before :>
#dpxdc#fanart#ghostlights#ghostlights-prompt-event#blind date with a prompt#fun fact#Dukes shirt is merch i made up of the band 'Batmans [expletive]' that he listens too#i thought it was funny lol#this was also the first time i drew Duke in civilian clothes with is why it looks kinda weird#i was just trying to figure him out and part of that is forbidden shrimp color clothes#fav headcannon of Duke btw top tier#i also realized i havent drawn tucker in ages so he also looks a lil odd but its okay bc hes trying to stay hidden#dont question why they're all on a bus or why Dukes even with them it takes to much backstory to explain they just are okay#good#the preview tumbler gives me makes it look so much brighter than it was on my tablet which is sad but whatever#if you couldn't tell tags are my fav thing on tumbler
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#okay random story time i don't know why im narrating this or how i even stumbled upon this memory rn#but i generally do sad vents in the tags and for a change this is a funny one#so back in highschool (i say highschool but i mean junior college) i used to visit this park near my house a lot#i was an sg kid back then and the thing about parks there is that they're kinda beach-parks and they have the best cycling/running tracks#they're also really massive parks so i used to go often. sometimes bicycling. other times walking. yeah. the park was like my sanctuary#anyway. there are quite a few bike rental areas in the park and there was a cute lil shop next to this one particular rental place#and they sold like biscuits and water and icecreams and stuff and i went there a lot#and on one particular day i went there and there was this guy around my age part timing at that shop#now again this might be culture specific bc i dont see it in india but part timing in uni/pre-uni is pretty common is sg#a lot of shops and restaurants employ teenagers to twenty something ppl for part time jobs... anyway im just adding context#point is that i had walked to the park with my mum that day and she told me to go buy a couple icecreams so i went to the shop#and i saw this guy around my age and like. not to be a simp but this dude was so pretty?#like he saw someone had come to the counter so he looked up and shot a smile and i thought i got slapped by sunlight#i could spend the next several lines going on about his pretty tan skin and his glowing raven eyes but this is pathetic enough so ill stop#anyway he saw me and smiled really wide (customer service smile- i thought to myself) and i smiled back and asked for icecreams or whatever#and then this guy started getting chatty right. so he was all 'you come here (to the park) often right? ive seen you with your bike a lot'#see now. the problem with me is that i always think im bothering people. this poor dude was attempting to make conversation#and i was replying with one word answers#and i wasn't even realizing that he didnt want that. bc he kept asking more questions and i. kept. shutting them down.#then when he gave me the icecream he was all 'are you here alone? icecream alone is no fun... i could keep you company if you want..?'#which. he was being really cute about right. but because im so fucking dense i was all 'oh no i came with my mom actually'#and he went 'aw man' in this really cute but faux sad way which i didnt understand at the time and i left and then#after three full fucking days. i realized this man was tryna hit on me?#and then i went to the park like a week later and he was gone. poof. i even thought of asking the uncle in charge of that place#then i got too embarrassed and chickened out#yeah so turns out my neurodivergence neutralizes any sort of rizz that comes my way#i could've been chilling with a cute boyf rn but no😩 this is my destiny#megumi in the tags
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Also, to touch on yesterday, I realized the grief I felt yesterday wasn't really about Liam, since I never loved him and spent years calling out his terrible behaviour, but it really was just like... about that period of my life.
Like I felt sooo terrible seeing videos of people telling their friends but framing it like one of those "haha your fave is dead" pranks and instead I had a bunch of people approach me delicately. I got to process with people who really understood. People with the same confused feelings and same perspective of "Well, fuck this guy, but he's still in all of my memories for almost 5 years of my life."
But also... a lot of people I haven't spoken to in years reached out and checked in and that sort of... became the focal point of my grief? Like, oh, this friendship is over but I still love you. Oh, we probably won't ever talk again unless someone else dies. Oh, I'll never be 20 again and in many ways that's a RELIEF but it's still over. That chapter is still closed.
1d brought me joy in a period of my life where I genuinely intended to kill myself. Friends who I haven't spoken to in years as our interests slowly diverged were in those 1d trenches with me and for a second we were back in those trenches together.
So, it wasn't about him as a person, it was about him as symbol.
People who I weren't even close to back then reached out because they associated 1d with me so heavily that a decade later, they thought of me when they saw the news. How could I not grieve? How is that not still a loss?
#it also was a lot abotu his son#who is the same age i was when my dad died#and will have to grapple with his dad not being a good person as he grows older the same way i did#idk man#i think people have been kinda cruel with this news#NOTin bringing up that he's a terrible person#he was abusive and honestly had issues going on beyond that#but just in not getting why people might still be sad??#go after the people defending him#not hte person letting go of their past rn
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CHERRY🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒
#spoilers for csm chapter 174#I'M GOING INSANE#I'M ACTUALLY CRAZY#you know out of all my csm ocs i didn't expect him to the one whose fear could be shown in canon csm#i always thought that if that were to happen it probably would be Mayura since wolves are so popular#and also prominent in media#but haha no. the aging devil is real#MY BOY IS REAL (not really. but you get what i mean)#such a weird feeling#i thought that if this ever happenrd If feel kinda mad? sad maybe?#but that's not really the case. at most I'm like WOAHHHHHHH and in awe almost?#like. from the little we heard of the aging devil the way i was portraying Cherry is surprisingly accurate to the canon??#because he doesn't care about life and death both to others and to him. it's just part of life much like aging itself#and seeing as the aging devil in canon is willing to be eaten and erased by chainsaw man#(which i could tie into Cherry and how he is a csm fan haha)#+ having an amicable relationship w public safety#how fun#tho seeing as aging is a primal fear there (i feel dumb for not realizing that it would be one lmao)#I'll probably turn Cherry into a fiend or something similar#what a fun chapter!!#csm#csm spoilers#csm part 2#csm oc#Cherry#hyena ramblings
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When you weren’t looking (Patreon)
#Doodles#Adventure Time#Marceline#Fionna and Cake#Simon Petrikov#Just casually crying at my own art while I make it no biggie#Just ahhhh they do love each other! They want what's best for each other! But they missed each other so much!! And they still are!!#Both that they miss each other in the sense that they're lonely while together - Simon's Marceline was a child and Marcy's Simon was well#Not Ice King but also kinda yeah - and she'll never see him again#It's gotten be bittersweet#It's good that he has his mind! Very good! But he is forever un-changed/re-changed#I think it's canon that Simon was returned to being in his early 30s because Golb ate his age post him getting the crown?#It's not a retcon obviously lol but it's like his future has been retconned canonically in himself that's Gotta feel weird#But it basically undid the Simon that Marceline knew - the man who raised her was un-done even though they both remember him#Both of them just have to not think too hard about it probably :')#But even not thinking about that - Simon is still getting older! He's aging like a normal human again! And everything that comes with that#I love his crow's feet a lot <3 And his hair streak is so chic how did his genes know he would look so cute haha ♪#Poor both of them - I do want them to be happy! They've just got so much sad!#I also think it's quite funny that all those years ago before I watched AT Marceline was the one fanart I made haha - the more things change#Still drawing her! I wonder if younger me would be surprised#I like her short hair :D Her long hair is lovely - all her hairstyles are lovely! - but the short hair is so cute#Really reminds me of her kid hairstyle ;u; I'm sure that doesn't hurt Simon at all haha#I draw it a lot like Tala's hairstyle as well haha - it's The Kid hairstyle!
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drawing my au sabitos- this ones swap au :)
I only really have 1 full scene for this au- and it started from me thinking him & Shinjuro both being depressed drinking buddies, lamenting about their deceased dark-haired beauties
When Sabito became a pillar he turned the water estate into a sort of training hub for all breath of water users, to try and help more people to mastery. He pretty regularly spars with people in his downtime, makes comments and tries coaching people from the sidelines very often
Most people are kinda weirded out by him- hes aggressive and stern, very snarky, but he never takes off the mask and it makes him look perpetually sad- sometimes he has this air of melancholy around him, listless, the mask fits in better when hes in those moods. But aside that hes usually very kind and genuinely tries to look out for the skayers under his roof, very hospitable as long as they stay out his shit.
So hes very well received, but no one has seen his face- ever. They have all kinds of rumors and theories about why he wears it, what his face looks like, what the mask is even supposed to mean. Some of the more daring(/disrespectful/immature) inahbitants try to sneak a look in the mornings before he puts it on- but he's always wide awake, sightless blue eyes of the mask staring them down from an inch away the moment they open it
Anyways, one day he's out in the yard sparring with a higher ranked slayer in front of a group doing their own training and whatnot too- theyre both intensely into it, movements hard to keep track of and training swords clashing so loud it echos in the area. The slayer accidentally aims at his mask, the mood changes with a sudden pressure in the air when Sabito deflects the swing and reaches towards them in a flash- a harsh grip in their hair and yanking them so theyre centimeters from his face
"Don't touch the fucking mask."
Everyone drops dead silent at the utter malice dripping through his tone, a moment passes as Sabito realizes what he did and lets go of their hair. He gently ruffles it and straightens his back instead of posturing over them
"I deeply apologize. ...I think i should call it a day." he says in an uncharictaristically quiet voice before putting his training sword up and going to his room
NO ONE bothers him for the rest of the day, or the day after, they give him plenty of space and try their best not to prod at him or tick him off like they usually do- the slayer who was sparring w him was scared shitless and tries their damndest to stay out of his way and not piss him off again. They've never seen him genuinely angry like that- he gets pissed off and annoyed plenty, daily even, but that sudden cold fury over the near hit of his mask was terrifying to witness.
#neros art tag#sabito#kny sabito#water pillar swap au#sabito bewoved :)#he became a pillar at the cusp of shinjuro ditching the hashira meetings altogether & was like just in time to become drinking buddies w hi#theyre quiet and dont talk abt themselves much even if they have Opinions abt eachother#shinjuro thinking hes tragic bc hes like. 17-18 drinking w an alcoholic on his days off and being as sad as he is at such a young age#meanwhile sabito thinks hes a sack of shit shirking his duties as a slayer to bringe drink & abuse his kids bc he thinks its all for nothin#They Do Not Talk About That#Kyojuro however loudly proclaims that he thinks sabito's a fucking weirdo being drinking buddies with his fucking DAD#Mitsuri just thinks its really sad and tries to cheer Sabito up whenever she sees him when hes sober & not planning to Not Be#he really appreciates it and eventually he accepts her invitations to food sometimes (w kyojuro of course)#first time they go Kyojuro gets mad @ him bc he ordered a drink for his food and he went full sass back at em#'unlike your father- i have the discipline to stop after 1 drink just to enjoy the flavor with my food.' he refrains from buying any#alcohol around them after that- which krojuro notices- and he kinda settles down abt sabito bc he also notices that he really is discipline#about everything he does- and hes actually pretty nice to chat with when hes not being sadboy silent drunk#Mitsuri develops a leeetle bit of a crush on him but kinda knows its *never* gonna be reciprocated bc of whoever#the mask and red haori originally belonged to#(also one time at brunch they ask abt his scar & the mask since he has to have it up some to eat#'its not related if thats what you're thinking- i couldnt care less about my face -but the mask is very important to me' with a little frow#he takes a bite and they politely stopped talking about the dead. Shinjuros the only one whos seen his entire face aside from Urokodaki tho#edit: fixed the hand it doesnt make me wanna cry anymore 👍
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Anyways update i just didnt bother to post earlier:
fr God is good and the whole car crash my parents got into last week was so incredibly mild in terms of injuries!!!! worst was a bruised knee im pretty sure
ALSO-
*taps mic* HUG YOUR FREAKING LOVED ONES OR SO HELP ME!!!!!!!
#ALSO DO NOT READ THE TAGS IF YOURE HERE FOR A GOOD TIME!!!!#ENDED UP VENTING AGHHHHH- (<- amongus ref in 2024???? l+ratio) (no but seriously stay safe; im not sure if i should add a cw???)#no but like the cars themselves?#FOLDED-#ive seen photos of worse ones of course lol (ty internet <3)#but we´re all in agreement that if it had hit anywhere else at that speed it wouldve been BAD Bad-#like; severe injury to the leg at least; drivers door wouldve crumpled; thankfully it hit the tire mostly#our car got what seems to be the lesser damage and theyre still debating if it counts as total loss xd#also oh goshhhh#so i usually go and say goodbye to my dad when hes headed to work; i did it that day as usual; car was already halfway out the driveway#my dog also loves to go and she was already in the car#but my mom (taking my dad to work) said she´d need to stop by the store after dropping dad off; so she handed her back to me#last minute descision-#my dog is a small kinda elderly chihuahua and wouldve been on my mom´s lap when they crashed#no seatbelt for her obviously#she wouldve gotten injured so freaking bad if she was there ):#overall feels like we dodged a life altering accident by a hair#i wasnt even in it and im still shook hahaha#i always go say bye to dad if hes leaving for work no matter if im pissed off or sad or whatever#half out of habit; half bc i know anything could happen at any moment and id rather not have been too proud to say goodbye#dammit im crying now hahaha#saying again; everyones fine!!!!! please remember to hug your loved ones !!!!!!#shut up sheo#but oh gosh too many reminders of death as a constant recently#that happened about a week after a cousin died; i hadnt seen him in forever but his family went to our church growing up; he was my age#it was a dull and distant pain even then to hear the news but it still hurt; i didnt go to the funeral#did go to the one a couple days later tho; for a family member i truly didnt know; it was a car crash i think#a special kind of heartbreak from meeting his mom and seeing his kids running around#now that i realize it; as im writing this; i hadnt stopped to process just about anything hahaha#freaking sobbing at 9 in the morning smh!!!!!
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AAAH I have a mutual who’s 18 and he sorta kinda is flirting with this one guy who is a minor as a joke of course ( to which a concerned anon said that it’s weird ) but I can’t help but flashback to er*s
#granted the er*s situation was thoroughly complex and the reason she did those things was her copism with not being able to pull ( LLLLLLL )#and ik that guy doesn’t mean any harm etc etc he’s not messed up like some ppl#BUT I DUNNO STILL#sobbing#they’re pretty sweet so#hes*#OH AND HES IRAQI TOO I LEGIT COULDNT BELIEVE THAT#dora daily#lowkey kinda sorta sad that a whole anon was more concerned than ppl i knew and who knew my age#and freely saw it happen so readily#and everyone else on that blog#genuinely and utterly disappointed#it’s always protect minors until the minors need protecting goddamn#this is especially directed at rhy yeah I’m not censoring that#🤷♀️#too busy simping over minor characters who don’t have a time skip in canon and aging them up then complaining about it when ppl call out#the brain deadery of that behaviour#girl pls#you did not care about minors from the beginning literally bye#e[redacted] literally ruined my brain chemistry to say the least I will never go into how what she did absolutely muddled my brain never#told anyone and I don’t think I can ever tell someone ever#not to mention practically hyperventilating being unable to breath literally going into madness and ppl think that I’m overreacting and#telling me to shut up about it and blaming me for the situation as if I wanted any of this#lmaolmaolmao#all that and I was expected to do uni girl byeeee I need a good century to recover at least ☠️#the only thing I DID want is friends but clearly that was a hard ask when ppl can get friends just by existing on this god forsaken app#atp I don’t even know what to say literally just wth#yall say mdni with your dumbass banners and decorate it like something special when yall are the ones to keep from minors you disgusting#wastes of clean oxygen 😭 mdni my foot gross ass adults should’ve never trusted them#the way I’d give them therapy to their complex traumas ☠️ imagine relying on a minor for therapy
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Okay what's up y'all I have a fairly solid Rook concept now: Adaian Tabris De Riva. Antivan Crow elf kiddo taken in by Zevran and my Tabris while they were dismantling house Arainai and then went back to infiltrate the Crows to try to prove themself to their objectively incredibly cool dads who saved the world once and also systemically dismantled an entire Antivan Crow house.
And then they get caught up in The Plot and also likely end up in a romance with Lucanis and they're just like 'Well shit. My dads are gonna be so disappointed in me.'
#ramblings of an arrow#arrow plays dragon age#dav spoilers#kinda#i mean not really#just talking about my rook concept#simplie I think this would be funny#Especially if Kieran shows up#god I hope Kieran shows up#Kieran being my Rook's kinda sorta brother-ish#would be funny#a very funny weird complicated family tree#'oh hey it's Morrigan! I know you! You fucked my dad in order to save his life that one time- he mentioned you'#'yeah don't worry there's no hard feelings they both still consider you a good friend'#'they're gonna be so sad they missed you actually'
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「A hundred years had passed. So, so much has changed in the world, but not as much to Kazukiー
And the golden vestiges of someone still donning an all too familiar scar, smiling on the back of his mind.」
#read tags#given how kazuki is...well he is immortal#i kinda wonder what would happen a long time after the post-series#100 years immediately popped to my head because i was listening to lyrico's kiseki no hana#everyone he knew on the island would be dead#:(#idk if kouyou is still alive#i mean most likely yeah but im not sure if he has the same blessing of eternity like kazuki#would make me fucking emotional if he doesnt#of course there are the mir children/core that keeps being born again over and over but theyre never the same person. yk#what if tatsumiya ended up sinking forever for good in the future#back to kazuki he probably had stopped aging and stuff like that (but still grows. aging =/= growing guys)#so he remained pretty much similar to how he look 100 years ago. just longer hair#i like to think he decides to grow out his hair so he keeps remembering soushi#soushi is technically still there in a way because he stays in kazukis memories#as sad as it is#bro im gonna fucking cry what if kazuki gradually forgets soushi#not in a moving on way but in a its been so long that his memories of him starts to slowly fade way#in the angstier scenario he starts forgetting soushi to the point of almost forgetting him completely#and hes traveling the world all alone again#for eternity...#(this considering kouyou doesn't have the eternity blessing)#FUCKING BAWLING#soukyuu no fafner#makabe kazuki#minashiro soushi#soukazu
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