remembering that time someone told me that my aesthetic was “repressed gay man from the 70s” and felt the need to clarify “like the type that is fully married to a woman and has a kid but dreams about kissing men”
But seriously, I know it’s probably not gonna happen but I’d like to see him get redeemed. Maybe it’s just because I see so much of myself in him. But I do hope he can change. (If you saw my other post you get the idea) I know what it’s like to spiral into a loop of hateful and resentful thoughts, and how it pulls you in until it completely consumes you and eats away at you until it kills you inside.
But I also know how good it feels to let go of that hate. It’s exhausting being angry all the time. I hope he can realize it one day too.