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• content :Where Jungkook writes a book as an anonymous writer about his childhood friend y/n confessing his true feelings but she realize it after she bought it while reading the last page.

• words count: 1.2k

• pairs: jjk!reader

•premise: i’m sorry if there will be any errors in my english,i’m italian,im pretty good at english and i don’t like to use the translator but i know that i have to learn so much more thing so eventually if you find any errors pls tell me in the notes so that i can write them correctly next time. Also,this one is a short ff but i’m working on longers one hoping you will like them both ways,Have a good reading💋

“And after all her soul was the only one who complemented mine like no one’s else, i will keep her in my right jacket pocket near the heart waiting for her love”-

-“this book is so good”- i said to Jungkook after reading that little paragraph to him while drinking the last sip of my cinnamon tea,i was trying to spur my best friend to read the book with me since he was the one who advised me to buy it-“like seriously Kk you should read it”- he rolled his eyes drinking his iced americano,he didn’t like to read at all even if i always thought he could be a really good writer,he was just so creative-“sorry,pass”- it was useful to keep insisting with him,i closed the book and put it back in my bag noticing Jungkook staring at me-“so you almost finished this anonymous author’s book orrr?”- i looked at him -“oh so now you are interested? well actually i have 20 more pages to go,i was planning to read them tonight,wanna join?” he dissented politely and got up from the table with me behind.

Outside was pouring rain,it was really cold and dark and i was so happy to finally be back at home again,ready to finally finish the book. I sat on my bed turning te little lamp on the bedside table to see better the pages and i opened the book at page 265 the first page of the last short chapter

-“Someone once told me that when we born a new star starts to shine in the sky,that star is our soulmate that lights up our way to find them while we grow up.

If i have to be honest i’ve never believed it since i met her,we were younger but i remember to have seen her light among thousand and thousand others,i guess if she thinks the same.”-

I underlined the paragraph thinking about how i wanted to be loved this way,the girl whose the author is talking about is very lucky but also blind cause how is even possible to not notice the love of person who looked at you like a real star for his whole life ?,i putted a pink post it on the side of the page and kept reading

-“There are a lot of things that reminds me of her other than the stars like: lilies,everything that’s pink,cats,love novels, strawberries…i also got a lily’s tatto on my forearm to always keep her with me even if she doesn’t know about this comparison”-

i smiled thinking about how much could be me and Jungkook since the girl likes the same thing as me and Jungkook really has a lily’s tattoo on his forearm…weird right? what a coincidence and actually it was not the only one, sometimes i really thought the book talked about us. I kept reading and underlining paragraphs till the last page

-“If you have read this book till the end you are surely asking yourself who am i and who is the girl whose i talked about for 285 pages…Well her name is y/n and she is probably reading this page too right now ,about me instead, you don’t need to know that much,at the end of the day i chose to stay anonymous but if you want y’all can call me Kk and this is the last page of the only book i will ever publish,Goobye”-

I started to heavy breathing,my eyes wide opened and then the realisation:they weren’t coincidences, the fucking book was about us,he wrote it and as it he insisted for me to buy it, this was not just a story…it was our story,his confession of a life based on commitment to me. I felt so stupid for not noticing the way he loved me all this time,all the dots were connecting . I jumped off the bed taking the keys and the phone with me,i started to call Jungkook while rushing down the stairs but he wouldn’t answer at all -“answer the fucking phone Jungkook,come on”- my heart felt heavy and tears started to flow on my skin,once i wore my shoes i got out of the house feeling the rain already getting my clothes and hair wet,i was running as fast as i ever did in my life thru the streets of Seoul while cars was honking at me but i didn’t care at all…i kept running . After 20 minutes i was completely wet in front of his apartment crying as a child while knocking at his door,after maybe five minutes the door finally opened -“you have read till the last page right?”- i looked at him,tears tracing his face even if he tried to not let them out, eyes full of worries-“why didn’t you tell me Jungkook? why i had to discover this by myself with a fucking book?”- he was looking at the floor as he wanted to vanish off the hearth-“i-i-i’m sorry”- i placed two fingers under his chin, lifting his head slightly so i could look him in the eyes-“tell me that you love Kk,please tell me while looking at me”- he sighed -“i do love y-“- and finally i was kissing him,i wasn’t scared to be rejected anymore i wasn’t scared to loose him or to be caught, oh how i loved him,how i dreamed to be loved like in those book by him -“I love you too Jungkook…i really really do”-

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I entered the book shop,walking towards the cashier counter-“hi,good morning,i was wondering if you had a book , the title is “the truth untold-second book”- the woman gently smiled at me nodding and passing me the book from under the counter-“it is the last one you’ve been lucky”- i thanked the woman and left the shop searching for the nearest bar where i could seat to read while reading the book while waiting. Once spotted a bar i asked for a cinnamon tea and sat at the window table opening the book

-“Hi readers,long time has passed uh? l’m…well…i’m Kk ,or if you prefer,Jeon Jungkook.

Ten years has passed since the first book and well a lot of things are happened…”-

-“Babe i told you to not buy it”- i turned around smiling at my now husband -“ this book talks about me,i had to”- as the same time my tea arrived and Jungkook sat with me-“i can’t believe we are going to be actual parents in 2 months” i looked at him with eyes full of love taking his hand-“me neither but hey at least we know how to tell her how we met”- we both laughed , my eyes fell on the book…ten years are a lot but it seems yesterday that i’ve read the last page of the first book,the book that brought us to a 9 years relationship,to a marriage and now a baby girl arriving in a few months, we have grown up so much thru those ten years and we have to grow yet facing also new realities like being parents but i will always thank the “anonymous writer “ for being brave e publishing that book and i promise that i will love him as we are in a novel till the end of our days

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Jungkook- Chase Atlantics, Swim

I bet you feel it now, baby

Especially since we've only known each other one day

But, I've gotta work shit out, baby

I'm exercising demons, got 'em runnin' 'round the block now

Location drop, now

Pedal to the floor like you're runnin' from the cops now

Oh, what a cop out

You picked a dance with the devil and you lucked out

Yeah

The water's getting colder, let me in your ocean, swim

Out in California, I'll be forward stroking, swim

So hard to ignore ya, 'specially when I'm smoking, swim

World is on my shoulders, keep your body open, swim

I'm swimming, I'm swimming, I'm swimming, yeah

I'm swimming, I'm swimming, I'm swimming, yeah

Out in California, I'll be forward stroking, swim

So hard to ignore ya, keep your body open, swim

Pop a couple pills in the daytime

Heard you got a friend, what's her head like?

Probably should've fucked on the first night

Now I gotta wait for the green light

I don't wanna wait for no green light

Narcolepsy got me feeling stage fright

Luckily I float at insane heights

Luckily, luckily, luckily, yeah

Location drop, now

Pedal to the floor like you're runnin' from the cops now

Oh, what a cop out

You picked a dance with the devil and you lucked out

Yeah

The water's getting colder, let me in your ocean, swim

Out in California, I'll be forward stroking, swim

So hard to ignore ya, 'specially when I'm smoking, swim

World is on my shoulders, keep your body open, swim

I'm swimming, I'm swimming, I'm swimming, yeah

I'm swimming, I'm swimming, I'm swimming, yeah

Out in California, I'll be forward stroking, swim

So hard to ignore ya, keep your body open, swim

Swim, push the water to the edge and watch it drip

Check your footing, don't get caught up in the rip, no

I know I said I'd call, I never did, no

(Swim) swim, swim now

I can take you, even though I've never been there

The tide has currently been thrashing around me again and again now

I've been drowning for a minute, your body keeps pulling me in, girl

The water's getting colder, let me in your ocean, swim

Out in California, I'll be forward stroking, swim

So hard to ignore ya, 'specially when I'm smoking, swim

World is on my shoulders, keep your body open, swim

I'm swimming, I'm swimming, I'm swimming, yeah

I'm swimming, I'm swimming, I'm swimming, yeah

Out in California, I'll be forward stroking, swim

So hard to ignore ya, keep your body open, swim