#He slept with us all night
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Yesterday my gf and I adopted a cat. An adorable little boy, three years old according to the refuge, and they said he was sociable ++ but DAMN that is one CUDDLY cat.
I'm writing this with him on my lap. He's there because his previous resting spot, my gf's lap, is now occupied by her laptop because she has to work.
He's purring. He purred all night. He has the bluest eyes I've ever seen. I love him with all my heart.
We named him Mr Darcy
#Belette's life#He's my first cat ever#He's in my name and everything!!!#He's our 'Christmas gift' from my parents#As in they paid the adoption fee and my dad paid for the transportation bag we wanted#We've been wanting a kitty for soooooo long#Been actively researching for two months now#I'm so happy#The wait and deceptions were worth it#Were worth HIM#He slept with us all night#And PURRED all night#I love hiiiiiim#So happy I'm staying in Paris for the holidays#No need for a petsitter#No need to ABANDON him for a week#Vive la SPA#Vraiment une bonne expĆ©rience#Et une responsabilitĆ© de la chatterie qui CONNAĆT SES CHATS#My little Darcy#I'm repeating myself but I love hiiiiim
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Wait, did Mike sleep in Willās room in Lenora?
#byler#no but I canāt decide whatās more abhorrent#mike sleeping in the living room with murray and them not showing us#or#mike sleeping in willās room and them not showing us#like why did mike only bring his backpack and duffel bag into willās room for their talk?#where was his suitcase?#i checked in shots showing the front doorway and the living room and mikeās suitcase is nowhere in sight#i guess it could be in a spare bedroom?#but werenāt they trying to sneak out of willās window or something?#so the agents wouldnāt notice?#otherwise why not just set his bags by the door? why haul them downstairs?#and why not bring his suitcase too for a swift exit?#unlessā¦ his suitcase is already in there?#maybe he slept there the first night but then went to the living room the second night with murray gone now?#why donāt yāall share with the class#why is it so close to mike like all heās gotta do it grab it and run away š#I know the duffers know where mike slept#yall wanna share with the class?
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What are your favorite Chase moments from the show so far?
Just like with Zuma's post, it's in no specific order, I just really loved all these moments
That first Mission PAW episode when the Princess chose specifically HIM to be the watch dog and guard her crown. That was so adorable I can't even. He seemed so genuinely proud and happy there! Plus he's so damn cute wearing that tux lol
When they were going to rescue Skye and Chase was so worried upon hearing that she was the one in need of rescue. Then when Ryder was choosing which pups would be part of the rescue, that moment he was like "Pick meee pick meeee-"?? That was so cute, he really cares about her and wanted to impress her so bad lmao personally make sure she would be safe (Bonus points for his excitement over being picked for the rescue and everyone else like Go ahead king, we all know you wanted this XD)
The entire time he spent with the owlet and working to rescue the mama owl from that fallen tree. It was so sweet!! The fact I also love owls surely didn't help AUSHAUSHAUSHAU I love that episode SO MUCH
That moment when he finally turned into a Merpup. Poor boy was so fixated on "being on duty" despite wanting SO BAD to go and participate in "the fun". And he couldn't even enjoy being a merpup immediately because he was transformed just because he needed to swim faster for the rescue but he was so overjoyed anyway! Only after that mess, he could go and finally have the fun he wanted and deserved so much.
That moment in the first Sea Patrol episode when he and Skye were left behind at the beach while the rest of the team went on the first mission with the Sea Patroller. His face upon SEEING the HQ turn into a ship and sail away was just priceless XD (Also it's rare to see Chase being put on the sidelines for once lmao)
The first Ultimate Rescue episode!! God, Chase was SO HAPPY. He's THE Police Pup, he gets to lead the mission, supervise, plan, give orders. And the way all the other pups clearly loved the experience and were SO ON BOARD with being Police Pups with him, it was just awesome!
So far these are my favorite moments! Actually I legit just got to watch this first Ultimate Rescue episode like one hour ago. Not to mention it took me five days to think of these moments and then go find the episodes again to take the respective screenshots XD
#Scheduled post#I'm leaving it ready as of 6 AM yeah guess who barely slept this night again hahaha :')#Would you guys believe it if I said it's a bit difficult to pick favorite Chase moments??#I feel the show lacks a bit of creativity on what to do with him#It only became more diverse on situations after they started having different special kinds of missions like Mission PAW and Sea Patrol#Otherwise it's always the same thing over and over again#āUse your net to catch something/someone falling!ā#āUse your megaphone to keep people away from the danger!ā#āUse your cones to redirect the traffic away from the streets we'll be working on!ā#I swear he needs more actual action#He also needs more moments with the other pups like playing around or whatever#Or to have a hobby maybe#Zuma clearly has a lot of hobbies XD#Chase is a GREAT Pup but they're doing him wrong with all that#He can be so much more!#It makes me want to WRITE#HI I'M LARYSSA AND I'M FALLING FOR THE āLET'S WRITE SOME FANFICā TRAP ALL OVER AGAIN#Anyway XDD#Thanks for the ask!!#Paw Patrol#Paw Patrol Chase#Chase
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Some doodles to try n get myself on that art rhythm again ! Meet the Caedes :]
#small fun fact about the last doodle#They used to sleep like that all the time because Archer had a lot of nightmares when he was sleeping alone#and Jonah woke up a lot during the night so waking up alone scared him#so they often slept in little cuddle piles to guarantee each others safety :]#magocs#my oc stuff#original character#original art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#caede tales#oc: archer#oc: jonah#oc: mary#oc: lucio#borderlands ocs#fancharacters#fan ocs#doodles#my doodles#sketches#character drawing#oc artist#Magart
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This is a difficult post for me to make, but to anyone whos commissioned me and is waiting on it, it may take a little longer than I wanted. My cat, Sammy, passed away last night and its really taking a toll on me and my mental health. Its difficult to work through but I'll be doing my best. Thank you for the patience so far with it all, and I'm sorry to ask for more of that patience. Thank you for understanding. Let me know if theres any issues regarding the wait, sorry again.
#cant guarantee ill be on top of my game. yknow#he passed in my arms#he was well loved but he was sick and there wasnt much else we could do#its been weighing heavy on me since he got sick but having him pass in my arms on the way to the vet was horrible. i cant#even begin to express how devastated i am. he was my baby. my youngest cat. but he always had health issues yknow?#i guess it was inevitable but it all feels like a bad dream#idk. sorry guys#im used to death. used to grieving. but it still doesnt feel real. or right#the last time we experienced a pet death was for our realllly old childhood dog. she lived a long time#my sammers was so young.#he deserved so much more time. he was so loving and sweet. and he had little fangs and tufts on his ears.#and hed lay over my boots when i came in the room. hed curl up against my legs and purr like a motor.#hed always be making biscuits when he saw people. with his big paws. they felt so big compared to his long lanky little body.#misha and rin (our other two cats that were around him most) have been laying with me for hours. rin slept on me all night#misha slept in sammys cat bed. like he knew#idk. im sorry#ig ill tag this for any triggers#pet death#animal death#sorry.again thank you all for being patient with me. i have unending guilt. im sorry#seraph.txt#if anyone has questions or comments youre welcome to comment or reach out. ill try and reach out too.sorry
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my brother can make me laugh without moving at all. he can make me laugh on command, just by existing, and there is no physical tell or indication that it is about to happen. itās like he can will me to laugh and i will. of course weāre not telepathic, but we do speak in unison sometimes. we improvise like no oneās business. we could fool anyone into believing we are psychically linked. when i try to explain it, i sound silly saying it out loud, but i really CAN tell what heās thinking. we exchange so much information just with a look. he can make me cry laughing and he doesnāt even have to move
#i miss him so much i need him back i need him to live next to me again. i need to mooch off his wifi from my porch and invite him over#i miss him so much.#heās only 2 minutes younger but he feels years younger. and yet i think weāre two halves of one soul#iāve always babied him not even in a mean or diminishing way but i felt this need to protect him#because he tends to be so naive and so shy#but. i am so proud of him. i need to show him off to everyone and i need everyone to understand how funny and charming he is#it feels like i grew up and left him where he will remain 11 forever. i miss him more than moving back home can fix#i miss him in ways that have nothing to do with the distance between our locations#but. it would certainly help to be able to see him every day#i keep smelling the carpet in his room and itās so vivid. i remember the countless hours we spent developing huge wood block cities#and we would drive hot wheels over the wooden raceways we had made. we were actually quite coordinated and autistic about it#we were always building things together#just recently me and him talked on the phone about an old mlp au we came up with. all original characters and shit#it was super extensive and very clever#i STILL think it would make a really cool book series or something#i remember watching him play army men RTS gamecube on the wii. i STILL listen to the soundtrack to that game likeā¦. daily#i remember walking into my room once where he was watching a show. and he was crying#and he NEVER cries over tv#but he was crying because his favorite character had resigned from the organization that the series was based around#and he was so distraught that she was leaving.#i remember when all 3 of us slept in one room. i remember when me and him were in bunk beds across the room#and we would sneak out of bed right as the parents left and stayed up playing by the light of the nightlight#the way we raced back into bed when the parents were approaching š#my mom always says sheās sad that i seem to remember so little of my life. like every story of my youth is news to me lmao#but i feel like i remember the most important parts? i think so#i remember how mom woke me up in the night to ask me to roll over because my bro could see my face from where he was sleeping#and he was scared because there was a weird shadow cast on my face that made it look like a skull which was making it hard for him to sleep#it was. so funny. i begrudgingly rolled over#i donāt know. itās just that there isnāt a single instance i bring up that my brother does not also remember.#no matter how tiny or specific. we shared everything growing up
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on today's episode of Hashing Out Concepts Theatre, i spent a while today while waiting for my new fridge/freezer to be installed after my previous one died and i lost all my food hashing out a bunch of concepts for another game idea i have. (rest assured i'm not actually working on it as a game yet i just like to bash out a framework for things every now and then to make my brain do happy chemicals lmao)
putting all of this stuff under a cut since it's a bunch of images and also in case people aren't interested XD
i am regrettably a huge fan of comic books (mostly DC) and i've seen a couple of comic book inspired IFs popping up lately, though when it comes to my own interest, i'm definitely more into a straight interpretation of a comic book universe than a more. the boys-style universe - i'm into the camp lol, not so much the grim and gritty stuff. (though that's just my own personal preference)
anyway the idea behind That's Just Super is something that i really like about certain comics - giving the villains more of a purpose and rounded existence than just existing to be in somebody's rogue's gallery. the joker's angry defence of the batfamily from various other DC evil forces, lex luthor's furious resistance against brainiac alongside superman because it's His planet, damn it, DOOM throwing in with the heroes in every second marvel event comic... i really like stories where villains and evil characters don't always make the Most Evil choice just Because, but have clear and explainable motivations that sometimes bring them into what we'd consider a 'good' alignment because unlike in d&d, there's no real such thing as a concrete moral alignment.
(this is my banner design for it)
the basic idea is that an inexplicable cosmic event removes all of the superheroes from the planet, leaving it vulnerable to attack by evil mindflayer style aliens - unless the supervillains who remain are able to band together despite their more unpredictable, less cooperative natures and save the planet in the heroes' absence. after all... if aliens take over the earth, the villains can't take it over themselves.
here's my fun little UI design idea lmao...
the other major thing about That's Just Super that i've been hashing out is the pc. the basic idea is that you pick your villain identity from a list but you get to customise their like. birth name and secret identity, while the villain identity comes with its own name, costume, and set history (including occasionally past romantic encounters). i like playing around with the way that IF works with the idea of mcs and customisable mcs so i just thought it'd be a fun twist... it also allows me to create nice drama by having set occurrences in the past lol.
so i did some profiles for the nine villain options - three each of the DC triad of tech/metahuman/magic origin. they're all based on a specific kind of villain archetype, and i really tried to limit myself to ones where i could definitely pin down more than one specific influence so it didn't end up like me just making too many analogues haha... even if some of the influences are probably pretty obvious.
weirdly i haven't even Thought about ROs yet since i've been so focussed on the pc... maybe i'll play around with the partially set background idea even more and only have 1 possible RO for each villain choice or something. maybe a couple that you can romance as anybody... not sure. (talionis could definitely have a messy broken romance with his superhero for example)
apologies that readability isn't great but these are mostly just made for me lmao
#posts from the mortal world#dc give me a job writing for you please... jk i'm not moving to the us (not that they'd have me anyway)#long post.#i think i'm so funny for that joke of labelling the reset button a joke about time manipulation lmfao#but isn't that perfectly on the nose for a comic book themed IF?? that's what i tell myself anyway#absolutely Could Not Stand the infinity saga honestly. for Many reasons.#but in regards to this stuff in particular. every villain just threw in with thanos or immediately got killed off... boring!!!!#the only person who is allowed to be Interesting is loki apparently#and the fact that they cut. Doom holding the gauntlet with all the fucking gems on it for as long as he did from the story??? Crime#All of the crimes. go to Story Jail marvel. doom will get his just rewards for you screwing him over like that some day!!!! doom is!!!!!!!!#man also just yesterday i was thinking to myself that i Need to reread in blackest night and i So do. i'm such a lantern girlie...#that's right i like d&d i like m:tg and i like comic books. bow before my supreme embarrassing taste#it has been a Chaotic couple of days if you can't tell. i haven't slept nearly enough and i. Cried when all my food got spoiled#at least the new fridge works fine so far though...
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Wine stains on porcelain
(Alternatively: @katkastrofa and I have created 5 OCs in 3 days and I suffer from chronic āI wanna draw the little guysssssssā disease)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#I have not figured out a tag system yet so for now this is all theyāre getting#their names are liba and abyan and Iām very much obsessed :)#theyāre the children of two of our other newest OCs. Himman and Summiya#the latter of whom just happens to be Zaheerās older sister#but he ran away from home years before these two were born so he most likely isnāt even aware of their existence#I mean. Iām sure he suspects his sisters had children. but thatās the extent of what he knows#anyway#quite a few headcanons came to mind as I was drawing so Iām gonna type them out while I can still function#(havenāt slept for two nights in a row. Iām starting to doubt whether Iām actually alive or not)#Liba is older by about a year but once they grow up a little itās barely noticeable and people assume theyāre twins#over time they stop bothering to correct them because really. theyāre so close they might as well be#they were both burn with port wine stain birthmarks on their faces. much to their motherās dismay#she has a whole perfectionism complex and needed her children to reflect that to maintain the family image#thus they were taught how to hide the marks early on. but the powder makes them constantly sneeze#liba is very self conscious about it bc of what her mother put in her head. Abyan less so bc while heās expected to be perfect#his future doesnāt depend on his looks. he always tries to comfort his sister whenever she spirals too deep. no matter that sheās older#when no one is around to hear he calls her Lili <3 it annoyed her at first so she dubbed him Yanyan in retaliation#but over time they both grew to love the nicknames and now use them unironically#theyāre the ultimate partners in crime. their goal? gaining as much freedom from their mother as possible#and sooner or later they will manage to do so permanently. which will make Summiya fall apart. but that is currently Katās domain#speaking of. hi Kat. I know youāve already seen this in pencil but look! I coloured them!!#the birthmarks were both kinda annoying and rather fun to do. maybe Iāll change them later. I was too tired to look at refs so I improvised#and thereās no detail in clothing since again. 0 energy whatsoever. but once I refine their full body designs I shall go all out#that reminds me I need to go collect my new sketchbook. might do it on the way home from the store#okay Iām getting distracted. is this my very unsubtle way of trying to influence Kat to write that Summiya fic?#maybe. maybe not. you canāt prove anything š
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For the first time in a long time, I havenāt the faintest idea what life is going to look like 1, 2, 6 months from now. How terrifyingly beautiful this will be.
#I have a few goals but like. as of last weekend absolutely nothing is the same#itās strange to be in such a familiar place during such an uncertain period of my life#and yknow it never crossed my mind that it would result in seeing faces I havenāt seen in 8 years#which is ummm! unfortunate! cuz a few of those faces I wanna punch!#did u kno the lies u told resulted in us staying together for another two years#did you know heās my best friend regardless of whatever skewed perception you had of me was#just because the relationship stopped working doesnāt mean we hate each other lmao#also we like. still slept in the same bed during that time. he was struggling that night bc I was gone#and you took his vulnerable state and amplified it. even tho he felt like you were being dishonest it created so much more pain for him#what did you gain from doing that? what was the benefit for making lies up when there were genuine mistakes Iād made you couldāve told him#I hold so much guilt for my actions involving you. I wish I could take them all back.#sooo whyād we need to make things up when we had perfectly valid complaints#I feel like I shouldnāt need to mention that he obvs knows about these instances but.#obviously
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just re the ask about kendall sleeping with older men: im a bi kendall truther but imo kendall's general attraction to men is 100% packed tightly in the big box in his mind where he puts all the shit he compartmentalizes. i truly think the only guy he believes he's ever been attracted to is stewy and that's just because he rationalizes to himself that "it's just stewy and it's undeniable that stewy is hot". i find it hard to imagine that he would feel remotely safe or comfortable enough to allow himself have sex with any other men (even while high/drunk), let alone someone who could have the tiniest potential to remind him of logan. your point about it traumatising him is spot on
totally heard, i flip flop between the two a lot. i feel like i can definitely see kendall compartmentalizing gay sex so much that he PEMDASās himself into some weird āthis isnāt gay sex because im not gay. im just getting offā thinking. but also kendall would aaaaaabsolutley love the brand of homophobia that is āim not gay i just like āØyouāØā or āim not attracted to stewy because heās a man im attracted to him because itās stewyā
#i dont think kendallās one to shy away from gay sex when heās actively desiring it#but he does avoid it like the plague in the aftermath or when he ācomes to his sensesā#like (to Me) kendall Was tryna fuck dodds#thereās a high chance if the night played out differently kendall wouldve slept with him#and in the moment he wasnāt afraid of the possibility because heās fully in the zone of actively chasing pleasure#especially with how much the situation was tied to drugs#and almost all of kendallās gay sex potentials are tied to drugs (him and stewy him and nate even the ātechno gatsbyā moment)#but as much as kendallās sobering from drug use turns him into an extremely sober version of himself#kendallās sobering from gay thoughts turns him into an extremely straight version of himself#sure the dodds incident was sobering for Very different reasons but the implications of how that night couldve gone are present#but also.#its hard to imagine a world where kendall slept with a man and doesnāt spend every waking moment terrified that logan would find out#but ALSO. thatās kinda the vibe you get anyway#ask#anon#m
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still reeling over the fact that almost 2 months ago the guy i was talking to (not dating, but definitely 'seeing') took another girl TO MY AND MY ROOMMATE'S APARTMENT to FUCK HER ON OUR AIR MATTRESS while i was ON VACATION THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY
honestly. how do i get myself into these situations
#followed by him being blackout drunk sleeping on our DOORSTEP the very next day#he said he thought it was weird i said i liked him so soon into meeting him#but he would constantly say shit like 'falling for you more now' and 'my friend told my sister i have a new gf now'#like OKAY HOMEBOY#so dude it's so fucked i'll give more details in these tags in case anyone cares for a lil more context#before my trip back to california for sdcc i talked to him#said hey i know we're not dating but while im gone for almost 2 weeks are we gonna mess around with other people? like where is ur head#he said 'you can sleep with other people because you have a higher sex drive than me but i won't be doing that but you go ahead'#and im like okay weird response but okay cool#before i ended up leaving actually i did end up hooking up w someone and when i came back to my apartment he said 'looks like someone had a#'fun night' but he said it like....in a salty fucking way and i was like ur not allowed to be mad bc you refuse to be in a relationship wit#me despite me LETTING YOU LIVE WITH ME AND MY BFF FOR THE LAST ALMOST MONTH#oh yeah that part too#he was evicted and was staying with us for a few nights that turned into almost a month#NO he did not pay rent YES he did eat all our food#YES im an idiot for not seeing his red flags sooner but i was infatuated#so anyway my friend goes 'he's salty you fucked another dude' and im like excuse me how the fuck is he gonna be mad when WE TALKED ABOUT TH#*THIS#now granted it was a day before my trip so it wasn't ON my trip that i slept with someone else#but im like. how are u gonna be mad im gonna go enjoy myself when you've made it painfully clear you want me but want 0 strings#so anyway while im in california my bff calls me like hey dude john is on our air mattress naked with another girl#i was like excusethefuckME#because 1. he wasn't supposed to be at our apartment anymore so i was surprised he was there at ALL#and 2. how are u gonna ever be living RENT FREE with someone and INVITE SOMEONE ELSE OVER TO FUCK IN THEIR PLACE#i could honestly go on but i doubt anyone read this far as it is#this situation has fucked me up#first red flag should've been his name being JOHN
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If yāall find any lee Miguel OāHara content please send it my way
I need that man to be wrecked so bad, he deserves it (/pos and /neg LOL)
#spider man: across the spider verse#Spider man: across the spider verse spoilers#miguel o'hara#tickling#I think he could use a good laugh thatās all~#I also only slept four or five hours last night and Iām about to go to work I need Him to get through the day š
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impossibly long week ahead of me, but made infinitely easier knowing that i am so deeply beloved by my boyfriend and that we belong entirely to each other :') the light of my life forever and always
#i had a dream last night where we were travelling through the european countryside and decided we were going to elope#so we found an abandoned tiny chapel in the hills and cleaned it out together inside to make it neat and pretty#so that we could get married there secretly#and the dream brought me a lot of peace#because i don't think it was really a dream about marriage but was much more metaphorical#and felt as if we were carving out this little space in the world that was created entirely to house us and our love#which is what it feels like we're doing in the waking world. carving out space in our lives dedicated just to our love#i feel so deeply secure in our love. he truly is the absolute love of my life and i feel so lucky that we found each other#i'll keep him all my life if he'll let me :')#anyway. i can face the week. i can.#we just spent the most beautiful weekend together. i slept so soundly after my last long week#because i sleep so deeply next to him; knowing that i'm safe and loved :')
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harvard a lame school i bet aoki never got woken up at 11PM because his roommates were blasting music cause everyone a square there
#snap chats#hi everyone.#i finished WMA3 :) still couldnt tell yoou what happened but it was still fun..#love the montage moment... theyre my fave in the WMA movies...#oh right. the post. //screams//#I WAS JUS LAYING IN BED THINKIN BOUT HOW IM GNNNA GO IN THE CITY TOMORROW#AND I FALL ASLEEP AND NEXT THING I KNOW I HEAR MY ROOMMATE AND HER FRIEND IN THE LIVIN ROOM#BLASTING MUSIC AND IM JUST. UU šļøšļø#scariest moment was when her friend rattled my door cause apparently she used to stay in my room last semester#BUT STILL MY GOD i thought someone fell so i go out and shes like Are We Too Loud <:)#and i. like any self respecting adult. said no <3#honestly i probably could sleep through this. my sister used to have parties all the time in highschool and i slept through those#tho those were in the basement...... and theyre right outside my door ā ļø#anyway i hope harvard DID have cool ass parties nd aoki never got invited to any of them and he just kept getting waken up eveyr night#yall think he dormed or did he just live in a house/apartment nearby.... ive always wondered that...#if sawashiro was there with him then i'd imagine a house/apartment#tho would there be a point in getting a dorm if he already lived close by ? prob not#im not thinking about it rn i just wanted to complain LOL
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#sry I need to vent more abt my tattoo pain bc I physically cannot do anything productive rn im completely and totally incapacitated#canāt read anything beyond short posts or texts. canāt eat or move at all#tried to sleep through it so it would at least Be Tomorrow so I can get medical help. but the jolts of pain make me like Jump#hence me being sent home from work early today like itās not even that I was complaining I was just flinching involuntarily so much#and was unable to work or function at all. thank god I donāt work retail rn I remember the pain of tattoo infections in that context#itās so Abrupt it feels like Iām being stabbed or repeatedly bitten#literally trying not to scream bc I have a roommate. but he almost certainly hears me crying and saying ouch#which sucks bc I barely know the guy lol he has no context. At least on my drive home I could scream as much as I needed#literally would go to the ER if I could afford it and that sounds so dramatic bc it is#it doesnāt feel like it can wait. genuinely donāt know how Iām gonna get through the night#I havenāt slept in like 60 hours and I doubt I will tonight. but it hurts too much to even tell if Iām tired#and I donāt have time for this!! I have so much I need to be doing. I hate that the only way I can have Time is to be Extra Disabled#in a way that leaves me completely unable to do the things I normally can fight through despite burnout#and I was just at health services yesterday asking them to do insurance paperwork that they couldnāt do#itās embarrassing having to be like hey I was just there but can I come back#I have Another tattoo infection but I pinky promise I take such good care of them#and my artist is like the best of the best too. itās like it doesnāt matter what either of us does to keep me safe#and I know if anyone responds to this it will be to tell me to stop getting tattoos#but thatās literally like telling me not to get top surgery if Iām immunocompromised n might have recovery complications#both are equally important gender affirming medical procedures to me Iām not joking#and I hate always having to justify this whilst in agonizing pain. I hate answering the same things every time bc still no one believes me#I say this as someone who lives every moment in baseline pain that would have your average person writhing on the floor and I ignore it#this is truly unbearable if I hadnāt been through it a million times I would think it was life threatening#just needed to get it out ig. bc itās all I can physically do. until health services opens in 12 hours#PLEASE let them have availability tomorrow bc i have literally no option on weekends#this is just. so upsetting and embarrassing. I donāt have time or emotional capacity for this#personal#mine#vent post
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I adore WinTeam but PāPruek is the true delight.
His face when Win told him and Dean that he had already slept with Team.
Truely the expression of a man who is well-meaning but about to smile very widely at the kind of psychological damage that has been suddenly unleashed on him
#between us the series#between us#happy we got at long last more manow - i love her#this episode was kind of filler but hopefully they got most of the sponsorships out of the way like this#the teamwin scenes in the beginning felt a bit disconnected because of it but i adored the last bit where they each spoke to their friends#abotu their feelings#much to dean's honest concern and breaking p'preuk's mind#i was ready for standard drama and probably would have liked it but i also like the implicit angst of both of them thinking they're one-side#ly in love (my kind of idiots)#and how jarring it must be to hear your crush talk about having had sex with you to his friends while you yourself haven't even mentioned be#ing interested in the guy before your own friends#just tastiness all around#happy we got win and his brothers but i couldn't care less about bumblebee and prince#again: cannot wait until next week#maybe it is the red herring for this week with last week's preview but why do i feel like team's night time practice will be far more dramat#ic than the preview suggests?#to be fair to p'pruek: i didn't expect win to tell them that he had slept with team already#also respect dean being a friend but still watching out for no juniors getting hurt
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