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you're losing me.
miguel o'hara x fem!reader
summary: 'you're losing me' by taylor swift.
genre: angst, so much angst. basically a songfic.
warnings: cursing, violence, hard violence at the end, the reader shows signs of bpd. it "continues" the across the spiderverse plot.
a/n: i wanted to do this for a while now, i'm a fluff fan but a taylor swift one first. english isn't my first language so pls let me know my mistakes.
w.c: 13.2k
You have been with Miguel for more than a while now, just without a confirmation in between, there was never an "I love you", much less an " I’m sorry", but you two knew it, you cared for each other, and it would always be like that, no need for words.
But it was later that you really got to know the man you loved unconditionally.
You say “I don’t understand and i say, “I know you don’t”
“Love, you’ve been with that for a whole week, don’t you think it’s time to stop?” you said with no more than sweetness and care in your voice.
He didn’t say anything, not even look at you.
“I know that it’s important, but you haven't been eating, or sleeping well.” letting out a sigh, you tried to approach him. “I'm going out on a long mission tomorrow, you know, we could get dinner, or something.”
“I don’t understand how you could think that getting dinner is more important than this, and you should be working too, get out.” it was like he had put a wall between you two, ‘cause you didn’t dare to get closer than you were.
And it’s been like that for some time now, since the events of earth 1610, he’s been a workaholic, but you could take it, you always could.
“We thought a cure would come through in time..”
You’ve been out on this mission for almost three weeks, you missed your friends, missed Miguel, ‘cause maybe, just maybe, he was being himself again.
Of course not. When you arrived at the HQ, more specifically his office, the first thing you saw of him was a man yelling at a kid that a citizen was supposed to be dead, and the same fate was meeting the kid’s father.
The thing was, you didn’t really enjoy talking about canon events with Miguel, because you don’t like the term, in fact, you hate that he invented a word that justifies all the pain you, and everyone here, endured.
You wanted to do something, help Miles, but your thoughts were blurry, knowing that every decision you take from now on can change everything with Miguel.
“..now I fear it won’t.”
“Remember lookin’ at this room, we loved it ‘cause of the light.”
The chase after Miles already started, and you just stood there, while every other Spider-Man was trying to capture a kid.
You wanted to scream, most likely to the man who gave the order, but you had to stay on his side, right?
At least that was what your body wanted, ‘cause suddenly you were in the platform, the one where Miguel had brought you everytime you were injured, where you had your first kiss and the so many more that followed.
You didn’t even think about it, you started helping Miguel telling him where you saw Miles in the cameras, opening the path for him.
“Now I just sit in the dark and wonder if it’s time.”
This was the man you’ve fallen for? the one that was hitting a kid, telling him that he shouldn’t even exist? you knew part of his behavior was because of his feral instincts, but trying to justify this was making you sick.
You saw how Miles was running for his life, feeling betrayed by his own people, hurting like hell just wanting to come home to his parents, that’s when it hit you, you couldn’t do this.
He reached the machine that would send him “home”, you could hear your lover yelling at you from the ear piece that you two shared “Shut it off! Come on!”.
“Do I throw out everything we built or keep it?”
Your thoughts were colliding in your mind, the typical “my heart wants something but my brain another” line sounding everywhere.
But time took the choice for you, Miles was already gone and you didn’t do anything to stop it, nothing came from the other side of the communicator, but you’ve never heard a silence quite this loud.
The fear that you were experiencing right now was almost unrecognizable. almost.
“I’m getting tired even for a phoenix, always rising from the ashes”
It was the same fear that you had the day he found you.
Like every other spider person, you had been through a lot, but it came to a point where your family didn’t acknowledge you anymore, the only friend you had died because of you.
So, you’ve always known you were a failure, thinking about it now, maybe the relationship you’ve built with Miguel it’s just because he was the first person that didn’t see you as one.
It was hard at first, learning that everytime your parents insulted you, all the times that you were punished by them, all they took from you, all that was supposed to happen, hell, it had to be like that.
With time, and with Miguel by your side, you grew comfortable in your position, you could stay with him forever, just like he promised all the times you crawled to him after a bad day or a bad memory. forever, right?
“You might just have dealt the final blow.”
You were facing each other, he was always taller than you, but right now, you feel like the smallest thing in the world, you’ve known this feeling, and you don’t want that to happen with him.
But it was too late to want and not want things.
“Why didn't you do it? It was a simple button.” his voice was raspy, probably from all the yelling before, but he’s being cautious with you, the feeling in your stomach confirms it.
“I didn’t think like it was the right thing.” you didn’t tremble, he knows that you need him, but he also knows the woman you are.
“What?” that was it.
Silence, it could have been just seconds, but it feels like eternity to you, maybe because eternity was beautiful in your eyes, and what he started to say, definitely not.
“It’s incredible how after all this time, all of the effort I put on you, you show up to be just a disappointment, i don’t care what you think.”
“Stop.” he didn’t mean it, he didn’t mean it.
“Stop, you’re losing me.”
“No, you dont get for me to stop, I've always been there for you, I saved you again and again for you to turn your back on me? really?” you could feel the anger in his voice.
“Miguel, it's not like that, stop.” a little steps to get closer, you needed him closer.
“Stop, you’re losing me.”
“It is like that, it's always like that, you always fail and let me down, you don’t care about the real things because you’re stuck to keep suffering for some stupid thing that happened to you years ago, i'm tired of you being a nuisance to me.”
“My heart won’t start anymore..”
“What?” now it was your turn, without letting the tears take over your face. “I’m a nuisance? And what about you? the only thing you’ve been doing is watching on that little screen something that you could never have again, holding on to the memory of your mistakes, jealous that a kid can know beforehand and actually do something about it!” you know you don’t mean this, you know his suffering, but this was just too much.
“What I do is my business, but you work for me, you have to do what I say.” his tone wasn’t cautious anymore, his words were as thin as a dagger, was it always like that for him?
“I don’t work for you, i’m your-” he cut you off, almost instantly.
“You’re nothing to me.” he didn’t look at you when he said that.
“..for you.”
“What are you gonna do to that kid?” your voice was kinda broken, but you glared at him with storms in your eyes.
“Whatever is necessary to avoid him destroying a whole universe.”
“And the air is thick with loss and indecision.”
“Then I'm gone.” you turned away, he didn’t say anything, he didn’t look back.
He didn’t care if you were gone, he was letting you go just this easy, when your whole body was screaming at you that you should crawl to him, beg for his care and for his love, like you always did.
“Now you’re running down the hallway, and you know what they all say..”
That night, Miguel went to his room, that was yours too, expecting to find you a crying mess, it was always like that, you two had argued before, and he knows that he can fix this, by fixing you.
Opposite of his imagination, you weren’t there, all that was left was all your stuff, the clothes that he loved seeing you wearing, the gifts that he made, the ones that you made, all of it was there, but not you.
He forgot what fear was like, until he saw the little note you had left behind for him.
“i love you.”
It was the first time that one of you “said” that, and he hated it, hated his vulnerability, hated the short tear that was crossing his jaw now, but mostly, he hated you, for making him feel all of this and being gone.
“You don’t know what you got until it’s gone.”
“My heart won’t start anymore (‘cause you’re losing me).”
It had been three months now, you were helping Miles and his band, they were your friends now and they cared for you.
Mostly Gwen, you talked to her a lot, and she’s been helping you with your feelings.
You were miserable, you hated this so much, hated him so much.
The truth was that you were dying to go with him, you were so attached that it was completely painful, and you were fighting with yourself every day.
Because not matter how much you loved Miguel, you were on your own now, and you had the right to think and act for yourself, so if that means you have to be against him, even fight him, then you were going to do it.
That was what you said to yourself, but when the moment came, when all of your friends were fighting against the corporation you helped build, when the love of your life was in front of you, claws and teeth out, you were paralyzed.
“‘Til we were too far gone to bring back to life”
He was getting closer and closer, and some part of you was hoping that this was the man that didn’t even need words for you to know he loved you, the man that you would give up on your life from, you would do anything or everything for the things to go back to how they were.
“I gave you all my best me’s, my endless empathy.”
And that thought alone bothered you, why would you do everything for a man that was about to kill you if necessary? you were done with this.
You threw the first punch, as it was unexpected, he didn’t block it at all.
“And all I did was bleed as i tried to be the bravest soldier.”
“I’m not afraid of you.” your voice didn’t come off as he expected, you weren’t fragile anymore.
And so it began, he was a fighter and he wasn’t containing, you were hurt but you didn’t stop,for now you were blocking his claws and pushing him towards a kind of factory in the city, the farther away he was from Miles, the better.
“You’re not gonna kill a child Miguel, I'm not letting you.” he didn’t even care to respond, god how you hated that he wasn’t giving any signal of regret in all of this.
“You can still come with us, with me, you know?” of all the things he could’ve said, he chose that.
“Fighting in only your army, frontlines, don’t you ignore me.”
You didn’t respond, he kept talking.
“You are my best soldier, come on.” you were under him, he could finish this right now, you were bleeding and sore, he was too.
“I’m the best thing at this party (you’re losing me).”
The only reason you couldn’t hate him was the memories of what you had, but that, the attitude that he has on top of you, like your life was only in his hand, that he was portraying himself as your forever savior, you were boiling with rage.
You moved as fast as you could, pushing him off of you with the studies you had collected of fighting beside him, now you were on top, hitting at him with blood nubling your “pretty eyes” as he called them.
With that, he understood there was not a turning the situation, this was it, this is how it’s gonna end.
He grabbed you with all his strength and started shoving your body against the columns in the old fabric, along with this, he was telling you how disappointed he was, villainizing you for leaving him alone.
You couldn’t hear due to the damage.
“And I'm fading thinking do something, babe, say something.”
Blow comes, blow goes, you weren’t thinking of what you were doing, you were so mad that he wasn’t saying something, that he prefers this before taking the risk of believing in you.
“I hate you.” you thought about every time, how he manipulated you, how he controlled every feeling and idea in your head, and you hated how much you would love to stop this and go back to that.
“Lose something babe, risk something.”
He wasn’t fighting back anymore, the floor was cold and every punch that touched his skin made him feel warm.
He was regretting everything, he didn’t care about Miles now, he didn’t care about another universe anymore, he only cared about you, the universe of his own.
“I did everything for you, I would've died only for you, I would've even killed Miles for you, and I think I would still do it if you just choose me!”
You were letting it all out, not even listening to the voice of the man under you.
“Choose something, babe, i got nothing to believe, unless you’re choosing me.”
You were tired, couldn’t throw anymore hits, and that’s when you noticed, he was barely breathing under you, mumbling some words that you haven’t heard.
Your body didn’t move, you freezed.
“Stop, you’re losing me.”
Miguel used his last strength to clean some of the tears that were traveling down your cheek, you could now hear what he was saying.
“I’m so sorry, amor.” it’s the first time you’ve seen a genuine smile.
“Stop, stop, stop.”
You know there was nothing to be done, and no one could help right now, it was just you and him like it was in the beginning.
“I love you.” you whispered to him, grabbing his hand.
“I love you too.” he closed his eyes.
“I can’t find a pulse, my heart won’t start anymore.”
#writing#spiderm#across the spider verse spoilers#across the spiderverse#miguel o ' hara#miguel o hara#spiderman 2099#miguel o hara x reader#miguel o hara x you#miguel o hara angst#angst#songifc#taylor swift#youre losing me#sataraxia#spiderverse#spiderman 2099 x reader#hard angst#writers on tumblr
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*kicks down ask box* WELL WELL WELL, IT APPEARS WE HAVE TOO MUCH HAPPINESS HERE O’ QUEEN OF ANGST~! Time to absolutely fix this >:3
Ehem! My request be but the simplest kind: Rough Angst Headcanons that you wanted to talk about or can see being a thing for your fave character~ I initially wanted to request something that’s on the much darker and heavier side of life but… well come back to that one a lil later~
As always, love ya work :3c
Thank you 💜💜💜 thing is I have so many favorite characters it's impossible to choose. Ah well, most of them have been done anyway. Let's go with Genesis.
Angsty Genesis headcannons
-Genesis is probably the loneliest character in the game, always wanting to talk about his interests, but no one wants to hear it.
-His "friends" find him annoying, and while he pretends he doesn't know to try and save their dying relationship, Genesis is painfully aware of this. They don't like him anymore; can they even be called friends now?
-Things only get worse when his degradation begins as in addition to mental pain, Genesis is filled with physical pain.
-His whole body burns like it's on fire as each individual cell disintegrates before his eyes. It's a very painful way to go.
-He also has a constant fever and incurable fatigue that only seems to get worse the more he sleeps. He's miserable, constantly hungry, and pretty much running on fumes.
-Sometimes he does things he has no control over, such as killing his parents. He didn't want to do that, it was like his body moved on its own.
-Poor guy just wants to return to normal, but fate just doesn't want that to happen.
-All around him, his friends either die or turn on him--not that he's been of any help. He egged Sephiroth along, probably to get revenge for not paying him any mind when he wanted to talk about LOVELESS in the past--or maybe that was just his body functioning without him.
-He really does miss his parents. And Angeal. And Sephiroth. And Zack. Oh God. What has he done?
-He's not really evil, just misguided, sick, and tired; or perhaps all that stuff turned him evil. He doesn't know, he's too ill to know, so neither will we.
-His self centered nature probably stems from childhood neglect. His parents were rather wealthy, and the rich tend to forget their families, so this isn't too odd of an assumption.
-He has self esteem issues stemming from aforementioned childhood neglect as well as never being recognized for his efforts during the war. He worked hard too, why should Sephiroth have all the fame?
-All he really wants is to be loved, appreciated, and treated like an actual person, not some mindless zombie working for Shinra who is always seen as an irritating person that everyone seems to hate.
#Ff7#ffvii#final fantasy vii#final fantasy vii crisis core#final fantasy 7#final fantasy 7 crisis core#ff7 crisis core genesis#ffvii crisis core genesis#ff7 crisis core#ff7 genesis#genesis#genesis ffvii#final fantasy vii genesis#genesis ff7#genesis rhapsodos#genesis final fantasy 7#genesis x reader#ff7 genesis x reader#ffvii genesis#ffvii genesis x reader#headcannons#hard angst#angst#angst headcanons#requested#thanks for requesting#icycoldninja writes
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AU where Genesis and Angeal both get killed in battle right in front of Sephiroth 💀
There's no going back now. Sephiroth unleashes himself. Hundreds dead within a matter of minutes. Sephiroth is nonverbal, unblinking, completely single minded.
He finds the targets specifically responsible for ending the lives of his friends and simply.... doesn't stop tearing into them. He doesn't even use the Masamune. There are bits of bone fragments and brain gristle staining his hands. But he just keeps on going. So much so that they have to drag him away. And even then, he's fighting with all his might. He is restrained for most of the ride back, refusing to leave Genesis and Angeal's bodies. He never says a word and his expression doesn't shift. But his unblinking eyes are bloodshot and there's a tremor in his bloodied hands that refuses to go away.
Sephiroth eventually has to be sedated indefinitely. He is placed on medical leave for several months, brought out again only during vital skirmishes and then immediately escorted back to his private quarters. He has to be tube fed since he refuses to eat on his own. He sleeps nearly twenty hours a day, not including all the vital tests Hojo performs on him in order to see if he can forcefully jolt Sephiroth's body back to coherence. It doesn't really work.
Sephiroth is never quite the same in the years to come. He eventually begins to function somewhat normally again, but his behavior is often very zombie like, permanently detached. He's aware of his surroundings but he no longer seems interested in anything. Merely going through the motions. Drifting. Most eager incoming recruits come racing in to meet their idol, only to find a dead-eyed shadow of a man shuffling listlessly about the SOLDIER floor. In battle, Sephiroth is as calm and efficient as ever. But it's all without drive, without any motivation whatsoever. Sephiroth seems to have simply retreated into himself and never returned.
Eventually he is assigned Nibelheim. But no harm befalls the town. Following a very interesting trip to the reactor and a subsequent acquaintance with the Shinra mansion, Sephiroth returns to Midgar and sets the entire city ablaze, eventually retreating to the basement of the burning, crumbling Shinra building. There, cradling the severed head of Jenova and the ashy remains of Genesis and Angeal's old SOLDIER dogtags, he descends into the cool, welcoming darkness, curls up, and simply expires.
#asks#ff7#ffvii#final fantasy 7#crisis core#sephcanons#sephiroth#genesis rhapsodos#angeal hewley#AU#Hard angst#Big ow#I regret nothing
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LOOK AT ME BALLISTER!
I’M A MONSTER!
I’m liquid smooth, come touch me too-
WHAT WHO SAID THAT?!!!???
#Ambrosius being disabled in this universe too but different#Ambrosius feeling absolutely repulsed at himself#ambrosius Goldenloin suffering#ambrosius Goldenloin#ballister boldheart#goldenheart angst#goldenheart#Nimona#disabled couple#nimona movie#Fanart#NIMONAAAAA#torture#angst with a happy ending#hard angst#missing body parts#nimona art
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Middle school angst goes HARD
Neil does what Greg does and Sk isn’t happy
#camp camp#campcamp#spacekid campcamp#cc space kid#campcamp ship#neil camp camp#cc neil#neilsquared#neil x spacekid#neil²#spaceneil#ANGST#HARD ANGST#SK IS TIRED OF NEILS SHIT#He walks home and Neil feels horrible
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Just….
idk something to release some stress but idk which one so uhm- yea
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It’s offical, my Narrator is canonically deceased in my lore.
His last words.
“i am not afraid to go, my story is a goodbye. Until we meet again.“
The place he died ^
Since im feeling nice, i’ll have a separate un-canon universe where your narrator saves him
DM me for the story 😎
#the stanley parable#tsp#tspud#art#stanley parable#tsp narrator#tsp fanart#the stanley parable narrator#tspud art#tsp stanley#angst#hard angst#sad#the space narrator 🌌#human narrator#narrator tsp#tspud narrator#narrator design#the narrator fanart#the narrator#tsp fandom#digital artist#tsp artist#tsp art#tsp artists appreciation#tsp angst#angst art
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I now have a patreon! i'm taking requests from any tiered members! It will be mostly undertale themed, but there will be other fandoms and pieces added occasionally. We're starting off spooky month- and cross' birthday- by killing him! ...look i didnt mean it, its coincidence. Anyways, pop over and feel free to leave some requests!
#undertale#utmv#cross sans#dream sans#killer sans#killercream#reaper sans#its angst#hard angst#thats your warning#hes dead jim
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What's the most romantic thing you've done for someone?
I planned a little weekend getaway.
The idea was to stay in an expensive hotel, near the top floor, with a view of the entire city. Then a small shopping trip, hitting all of the stores of their dreams. After that, we would grab a small lunch at a cute little cafe (I reserved cute little heart shaped cookies.) A Broadway show would come next, one that had me pulling my hair out to get tickets, but somehow I managed!
And finally, back to our hotel where a premade luxury bath is waiting for us. A night of making love... And finally a ring.
The day started with breakfast in bed, a delectable selection of gourmet dishes all specially ordered from the hotel kitchen. They woke annoyed, told me they were done, and left soon after.
I ate breakfast alone.
I went shopping alone.
I visited the cafe alone.
I watched the show alone.
And I took a bath alone.
It's been many years since then, I was young and naive. They hadn't realized I was going to propose, but it wouldn't have mattered as they were seeing someone else.
I'm still waiting for the next opportunity, for someone that I truly love.
I can't wait.
#angst#why did I fucking write that hello?#sad#depressing#hard angst#elliott role play#elliott rp#elliott roleplay#elliott stardew valley
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Как же хочется почитать драму, чтобы прямо умыться слезами, чтобы переживать за героев и даже без счастливого конца.
Даже моя русская реальность мне так сильно не приносит боль, как хотелось бы :D
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Piss off!!! Thanks!!!!!!!!!! :)))))
#bookstore-sitting is a very hard job#you wouldn’t understand#anyway#we interrupt your usual funny programme for a little bit of angst#but we’ll be back shortly#aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#aziraphale x crowley#crowley#muriel#good omens muriel#good omens season two#good omens#good omens spoilers#good omens fanart#good omens s2#art#artwork#my art#fanart#digital art#drawing#comic#fan comic
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MY FAVORITE PART ABOUT GRAVITY FALLS IS THE HAPPY ENDING!! STAN REMEMBERS!! FIDDLEFORD FORGIVES!! PACIFICA HAS FRIENDS!! SOOS BECOMES MR. MYSTERY!! THE TWINS HAVE A BANGING BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!!! DIPPER GETS A MEMENTO FROM WENDY!! MABEL GETS TO KEEP WADDLES!! STAN AND FORD MAKE UP AND SAIL AWAY ON THE STAN O' WAR II!! THE WORLD ALMOST ENDED!! BUT IT DIDN'T!! AND WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD IT IS!!!!
#i enjoy angst too but this is truly what has stuck with me about gravity falls ever since i first watched it as a kid#i remember so clearly when it was hard but it was all okay in the end#mabel pines#dipper pines#stanley pines#stan pines#stanford pines#ford pines#pines family#pines twins#gravity falls#text post
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Perchance a canon-typical V/reader angst scenario in which V’s body is physically failing him and he is agonisingly aware that he doesn’t have much longer to live, and reader holds him for one last time 🥲
Ok!! BRING ON THE ANGST! LET ME SEE YOUR TEARS!
Please hold me (V x Reader angst)
V stumbled along the stony pathway, walking stick irregularly tapping against the ground as he moved. You walked alongside him, eyeing him with concern. V could feel the apprehension in your gaze and felt the knot of anxiety within his own stomach tighten. He was painfully aware that his body was failing him and that he didn't have much longer to live, but he chose to hide that fact from you, to spare you the pain.
He knew you loved him; he loved you too, more than anything in the world, and as such, knew the heavy emotional toll news of his impending death would take upon you. He didn't want you to go through that pain; he didn't want you to suffer any sooner than you had to.
And so, the man pushed on, gritting his teeth and bearing the pain as he struggled to keep his balance despite his wavering strength and fatigue. It was wrong for him to be so tired; he'd only just awoken from a nap a few hours earlier. Reaching up to his cracked, disintegrating face, V rubbed his exhausted eyes with trembling fingers, briefly becoming unaware of the path ahead of him and subsequently tripping over a rock he hadn't noticed before. With a yelp, V tumbled to the ground, thankfully, you caught him before any more damage could be inflicted upon his already fragile body.
"Easy there, Mr. Glass," You joked, helping him sit down as comfortably as possible on the gravelly earth. "You alright?"
"I do not require rest," V insisted for your sake, weakly attempting to stand, but tragically failing.
"I don't think so," You said, shaking your head, "I think you should rest here for a while. You've been awfully tired lately, weaker than normal....anything I should know about?"
"No," V sighed, feathery voice softer and feebler than you were used to. He wanted to deny he was dying; wanted to wait until after the mission before scurrying off somewhere to die quietly, so you wouldn't have to endure the pain of watching the life leave his eyes, but it seemed he wouldn't last that long. "Well...perhaps there is," He added, reluctantly.
You could see the distress on his worn-out features; the fear and perturbation in his inky green eyes. You knew whatever he was about to tell you was of extreme importance, so you took his bony hand in yours, rubbing the cracked, but still soft skin gently.
"Tell me."
V was silent for a moment, then let out a long sigh that seemed to deflate his entire body before speaking again.
"As you can see, my body is failing me...I do not have much longer to live...I can feel it."
V watched in pure misery as horror washed over your features, twisting them into the terrified expression he'd worked so hard to avoid.
"I apologize, Wanderer," He offered, softly. His voice was brittle; shaky. It was clear he was as close to tears as you were. "I never wanted you to witness this."
"No, no!" You shouted, all in vain. "You can't be serious, V, you can't die...you can't. I-I'll be all alone...and lonely...I need you, V. Please..." Even if you were pretty tough, you eventually broke down into tears over the realization of your love's inevitable death. You just couldn't stomach the thought of losing him. You loved him, you needed him, you simply couldn't imagine life without him.
You paused your hysterics for a moment, catching sight of V's crumbling face, and the tears that silently rolled out of his bloodshot eyes.
"I am sorry," He croaked, saddened more by your tears than his situation. "I had hoped you would not have to see me die."
Another choked sob left you, but you managed to pull yourself together enough to be capable of speech. If there was no preventing this, then you wanted to help him, however you could.
"Is...is there anything you want?" You asked, hoping to be able to do something to soothe him.
"Only one," V replied, sounding more drained than you'd ever heard him. "Please...please hold me."
This one, heartbreakingly simple request, combined with the innocent way he held his thin arms out to you broke you completely. Wailing like a banshee, you flung yourself at him and wrapped him up in your arms as tightly as you could, trying to smother him with your body, as if you could transfer your life force through embracing him. Needless to say, if you could, you would.
"Thank you, Wanderer," V mumbled into your shoulder, chill and shaky arms reaching up to return the hug with what little strength he had left. "I wanted to be protected and loved. You loved me, you protected me, and I will always be thankful for that."
Tears streamed down your face, soaking V's thin coat as you grabbed at him further, in a desperate and futile attempt to keep him alive longer.
"I love you, V," You told him, voice creaky and unevenly pitched. "I'm always gonna love you...no matter what. I love you. I love you!" You buried your face into the side of his skeletal neck, still sobbing as you repeated those three words over and over again until they seemed to have lost their meaning.
"I love you too, Wanderer," V muttered, barely even audiable. "Forever."
V wished that you didn't have to feel his arms go lax and fall at his sides; that you didn't have to experience the ghostly cold that comes with hugging a corpse, but at the very least, he could take comfort in the fact that you didn't have to watch the life leave his eyes.
#Dmc#Dmc5#devil may cry#devil may cry 5#dmc v#dmc5 v#devil may cry v#devil may cry 5 v#v devil may cry#v devil may cry 5#dmc v x reader#v x reader#dmc5 v x reader#devil may cry v x reader#devil may cry 5 v x reader#Fanfic#Angst#Hard angst#tw death#Angst fanfic#Requested#thanks for requesting#icycoldninja writes#angst fic#sad fic#angst with death
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#gojo satoru#megumi fushiguro#jjk art#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#pulled another allnighter fr Angst's sake cries i havent slept.......but i couldnt help myself i was out all DAY i hadnt drawn all DAY#do u know what that does to a mf i felt all antsy and Wrong#so i cracked an energy drink i think i may have a problem honestly but hey at least u get ur daily dose of megumi angst#remember how i said i considered including gojo in the yuuji/tsumiki/megu squared train piece#well this is me making up fr Not including him there#i ws right his and megumi's relationship deserves its own homage smile :)#anyway @ anon who wanted a gojo/megumi hug.....ik it's not exactly a hug but you can forgive me im sure <3#dare i say it's better than hugs jeremy.....#honestly fr all my gripes w gojo i Did get kind of emo abt this?? but i feel like. the majority of my emotions r on megumi's behalf#also might have been the mukashi mukashi no kyou no boku on repeat that'll also do it#seriously debated putting translated lyrics as the caption but it feels like a copout doing 2 lyric-captions in a row#also i do have some shame. miku lyrics r a bit.#anyway art notes uhhhhh finally got gojo's hair to not look Yuuji#who knew the trick was to make it longer smh maybe sleep deprivation n 10 hours of staring at a screen Does make simple problems hard#oh file name 'proud of you' btw
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The Afton kids deserved better in FNAF..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#michael afton#elizabeth afton#dave afton#David Afton#cc fnaf#fredbear#fnaf helpy#afton family#fnaf pizzeria simulator#fnaf 4#KEEPING yall on your toes it’s time for an angst comic#if I think too hard about Michael’s story I will sob#Michael is defined and driven by his own guilt/regret#mean everything he does in FNAF is to free his siblings#and also get rid of his father#and in the end decides to rid of himself too#I just gotta believe he just misses them#wishes they all could of had better lives#full stolen childhood#nobody can make me hate you Michael Afton
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park sunghoon fic recs!
✮ Cafeteria Confessions• PSH - @reinahwanggg (everyone thinks you're dating your childhood best friend sunghoon. well, everyone including sunghoon because he confessed to you almost a year ago and you didn't exactly know it was a confession because of how casually he said it.)
✮ NOONA — p. sunghoon smau - @hoonvrs (park sunghoon experienced love at first sight when he first laid eyes on his friends older sister. a series of sunghoon desperately trying to do anything in his power to get the girl and yang jungwon cockblocking him for funsies.)
✮ secret soft boy revealed | enhypen sunghoon - @elysianeclipxe (build-a-bear is a cliche and old thing that couple do. only lame people would go there to build a bear when it's obviously easier to just buy one.. so tell me why THE Park Sunghoon just so happens to be there, enjoying the fact that he's building a bear... whipped af)
✮ the 24-hour dating challenge - @jaeyunverse (being a famous youtuber isn’t easy, especially when you have to constantly come up with new ideas to keep your audience entertained. and this time, your viewers want you to date park sunghoon, your best friend of nearly a decade, for the entirety of 24 hours.)
✮ CITRUS IN THE MORNING. - @hannie-dul-set (lovestruck! sunghoon just being Very In Love)
✮ 박성훈 、SPOILED ROTTEN - @boyfhee (sunghoon is drunk and is trying to break into your room through the balcony.)
✮ 성훈 、PARK SUNGHOON ! - @sseastar (THE ONE WITH THINGS THAT BLUR THE LINE BETWEEN FRIENDSHIP AND MORE)
✮ 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐍 — BED 박성훈 - @karinasbaby (your fiance, sunghoon insisted on a "mini honeymoon" before your wedding preparations took over your time, so how would your day go now that you're on an island thousands of miles away from home with sunghoon?)
✮ angel - @yenqa (sunghoon can’t seem to figure out if you’re human or an angel.)
✮ come on baby, don’t say that. / park sunghoon - @snghnlvr (you were curious whether or not your boyfriend was a possessive type so you tested it out.)
✮ ceo sunghoon who loves taking care of you because you're his ౨ৎ - @hottestvirgin
✮ sunghoon with a crush on you | smau - @woniecore
✮ scoring a date - @shuichi-sama (if someone had told you that after becoming your high school's volleyball team manager, you would capture the attention of it’s captain, park sunghoon, you wouldn’t have believe them. but as he charm’s his way to your heart, you just might. or in which, sunghoon attempts to woo-you, seem to be working in his favor.)
✮ we can’t be friends — [ 엔하이픈 성훈 ] genre ⋆ smut - @dearjaeyuns
✮ ᴅᴏɴ’ᴛ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ | psh. - @pshcomforts (you test sunghoon on his reaction to a girl hitting on him after finding one of those videos on tiktok.)
✮ 𝓜𝐒. & 𝐌𝐑. 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓 ୨୧ 𝐏𝐒𝐇 - @jlheon (seeing your ex in public leads to hiding in a small photobooth with your annoying student council vice president park sunghoon)
✮ IMPATIENT. - @sainns (he had everything planned out but how's he supposed to wait when it comes to you?)
✮ MY WORLD — p.sunghoon - @ikeuverse (you're back and you owe Sunghoon an explanation for your departure, but it looks like it's going to be a bit tricky to get him to listen to you.)
✮ UNLUCKY GIRL SYNDROME ✦ PSH - @suneng (if it was possible to see the number of people who would fall in love with you over your lifetime, most people would agree to it in a heartbeat, but some might not. you don't get that choice, labelled by a mysterious system as someone destined to receive no love and threatened to fix this 'error' before it's too late. but who will be your saviour, the social pariah sunghoon, or the school's golden boy sim jaeyun?)
✮ park sunghoon — THE PUSSY EATING COMPETITION! - @karinasbaby (in which… jake convinces sunghoon to join a pussy eating competition with a bet !)
#enhypen#enhypen smut#enhypen fanfiction#enhypen x reader#enhypen imagines#enhypen hard hours#enha smut#enha x reader#sunghoon#park sunghoon#sunghoon smut#park sunghoon smut#sunghoon enhypen#sunghoon fic#sunghoon imagines#sunghoon enhypen smut#sunghoon x reader#sunghoon fanfic#sunghoon ff#sunghoon fluff#sunghoon scenarios#sunghoon angst#enhypen fic#enhypen ff#enhypen fanfic#enhypen scenarios#enhypen angst#enhypen fluff#enhypen drabbles#enhypen smau
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