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spicyvampire · 3 days ago
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Let's talk about Mark & his upbringing, mental illnesses, vampireness and emotions processing, can we talk about Mark & his upbringing, mental illnesses, vampireness and emotions processing, please I've been dying to talk about Mark & his upbringing, mental illnesses, vampireness and emotions processing all day
Putting this under read more cuz it go way longer than I planned, okay So
Part 1 : The only child curse
So last episode we learned that Mark grew up in similar ways to Tong but worst, only child, no mother, there really is only him and his dad (probably the people who occasionally visit the infirmary perhaps?) And Mark has been bedridden for so long no outside people can possibly know him (ep 3)
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And this is what is way worst than Tong, cuz even if they stopped Tong from doing literally everything ever, at least he was always surrounded by people his age in the orphanage and at least he does have Tonkla (ep 3)
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And while Tong feels betrayed right now, Miss Nuan was probably a warm motherly figure too, where as Mark had no one but his father and when he got turned into a vamp (and his dad died) he had no one but Khun Milf
Part 2 : Maybe the real curse was the depression we got along the way
This means multiple things, first of all, the loneliness and depression Mark is feeling as a vampire probably started way before he got turned aka since he was a sick human, it just was what he was used to, being bedridden for years, and it just got prolonged when his life also got prolonged because he knew nothing else (ep 3) (also lol so Mark was sick & frankly dying until he got turned into a vampire, Edward Cullen getting turned by Carlisle cuz he was dying of the Spanish flu anyone?)
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Second of all, Mark was probably never properly socialized as a child or before he became an adult vampire, and I think we can all agree that while Khun Milf is a Mother figure for Mark, she is not exactly the poster person to help someone figure out what the fuck emotional processing is (which okay not her fault, alright, she has an entire vampire empire to run and children to grow for their golden blood 😤, go queen), and as a vamp, as he is basically Khun Milf's personal guard dog he doesn't really have friends either (ep 2)
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Like Auntie Wan is there and would probably make for a better teacher for all of this emotion stuff but when you've always been a way, you aren't necessarily aware that something is wrong and u need to change it, and again Khun Milf has no advantage in Mark getting better (she got a bag to get, as is her Vampire Empress God Given Right), so I don't see her pointing him in that direction, except that by making him Tong's main guard, she kinda accidentally did?
Part 3 : The Bodyguard (1992) starring Whitney Houston and Kevin Costner
While since Mark got close to him the changes in Mark have been accelerating (thank you Tong and your fluids we are forever grateful), Guarding Tong has been changing Mark for a while now, emotionally I mean, and how I know this? First of all, the goddamn guitar (ep2)
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Like yes it is important you dumbass, like I cannot stress enough how to guard Tong it was not necessary to give him gifts, like this isn't anywhere in the bodyguard handbook, in all those years watching over Tong, Mark genuinely took interests in Tong as a person (which is something Tong craves, because he feels like people consider him as a breakable object needing protection more than a person with an agency), and for someone who has no feeling for anything or anyone, that is a huge goddamn step towards caring for something/someone else, second of all the rose necklace (ep 1)
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This fucking necklace, while it was given accidentally at first, is also a genuine gift for multiple reason, like obviously after ep 3 Mark gave that to Tong consciously and permanently, but when it stopped Mark dead in his Golden Blood Lust, it wasn't, and yet that necklace had became of symbol of who he protecting and caring for, so he could not hurt Tong any further
Part 4 : feelings vs vampire senses, unstoppable force vs immovable object (or is it more like hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby?)
So we've established Mark doesn't know how to process emotions or feelings, but the thing is, Mark does know what being a vampire is, he has been that for a while now, so when the emotional changes in Mark started being noticeable by Mark, there was a very huge fucking problem in the way
Tong, being the resident Vampire Tasty Fluids Fountain that he is, a fountain that Mark has sampled multiple times at that, is making it fucking impossible for Mark to differentiate between his feelings for Tong that are slowly growing stronger and the effect of those goddamn fluids on his vampire senses, so when Tong got angry, Mark could not tell why he cared so much about it and immediately blamed it on The Tong Fluids Intakes (ep 3)
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But the thing is Mark does genuinely like Tong outside his duty as a vampire bodyguard & the delectable nectar of Tong's various bodily fluids (sweat, as the one that is the most recent), and we know this not only because of the gifts (see part 3), but also because Tong genuinely makes Mark laugh which we only see him do around Tong, and Tong brings out his sense of humor too
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He wants to show Tong that he can really take cares of him, and want him to try new things (ep 3)
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He also sees how sad Tong is to only be filming a video for Miss Nuan's birthday and immediately decides that he is taking Tong there to see her instead, he let Tong go back to the dorms and to Tonkla, after seeing how restless, bored and lonely Tong is with him and the fight in ep 3, because he thinks that's what Tong would like, even if he thinks Tong would be safer in the house with him
Again Mark doesn't need to be doing all of this, like his job IS to be a bodyguard that's all, but for some unknown reasons (to him at least, my eyes are wide open) he is doing his best so that Tong is comfortable and happy, because he likes seeing Tong comfortable and happy
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faerygardenparty · 3 days ago
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this is getting notes again and I wanted to talk about it a bit more, I made this post as an ADHD bitch with a lot of hobbies, I have so many unfinished projects because sometimes the thought of actually finishing a project and showing it to the world is actually kind of agonizing for me, for every one project I finish and share with people I probably have like twenty I haven’t touched in months or even years, looking at them always brings me shame and anxiety
however, for those twenty there’s always gonna be that one that I do finish that I can just stare at or reread for hours and it makes me so, so proud of myself, it fills me with so much joy I can’t describe it
so, like, yeah I hate making stuff a lot, the process can be difficult and time-consuming, it can be frustrating watching it morph into something I don’t want it to be and trying desperately to fix it, it can be annoying going through draft after draft, but it’s always worth it and I would rather go through the pain and stress of the process than never make anything again
I was looking at that one defunctland quote again that’s like “I hate every step of the filmmaking process, the only thing I hate more than making a film is not making a film” because I was thinking about it again and half of the comments were like “wowwww what a toxic mindset, you should only do things that you love the entire process of doing 🥰” and now I want to bash my head through a wall
EVERYTHING IS TEDIOUS! MAKING ART IS TEDIOUS! YOU WILL NEVER LOVE MAKING ART 100% OF THE TIME! IT WILL BE FRUSTRATING! YOU WILL HATE IT AT TIMES! BUT IN THE END YOU STILL LOVE IT! THATS THE POINT! SHUT THE FUCK UP!
To say someone should give up entirely on their hobbies that they love because they find the process to be difficult and time consuming is genuinely evil to me, if we all did that whenever our hobbies frustrate us we would have no hobbies at all
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elodieunderglass · 28 days ago
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Would you like to be sent other people's Killie headcanons? I wasn't sure if that would be welcome or like stealing your toys.
(Killie the jockey oc)
Thank you so much for asking! I’m going to say something wild - that it’s fine if you understand the risks and agree to the conditions. Sorry for writing an essay about the conditions, but it interested me a lot - I want to welcome this spirit, and am also conscious that published authors don’t do this (however, I don’t want their job.)
Long story short: you can, but it’s not legally advisable, but fuck it, we ball.
Grownups share toys, and Killie exists to be rotated - and, when he achieves sufficient velocity, thrown briskly into an obstacle. Sharing this burden with others pleases me. I’ve already said an emphatic GO AHEAD to fanart and AU fanfic, so worrying about this too much would be a case of shutting the barn door after the horse has eaten it. We do a lot of riffing and yes-anding each other, which is the ENTIRE fun of talking about Killie, and is the ONLY reason he’d get a book anyway. And my approach to intellectual property is more collaborative-Goncharov than the inciting published-authors-shouldn’t-read-fic-incident (1990s drama with Marion Zimmer Bradley.)
Killie’s intended to have a little self-published, non-commercial book that isn’t written yet. If I was already planning to do something similar to your ideas, it might lead to awkwardness for both of us. I’m not saying it would - we are too mature and kind - but that’s the risk I don’t want you to take unknowingly. I do mean to create 1 piece of fixed canon material (plan for that here), for which I plan to charge sufficient money to reimburse the cost of the editor I plan to hire for it. So you would have to decide whether you’d like to risk your headcanon being canon. I will say upfront that there is zero risk of Killie being commercially viable (CAN YOU IMAGINE) so there’s no chance of anyone (including myself) getting paid for anything; it’s more about the idea of intellectual property. Your headcanons belong to you, and by kindly sharing them with someone who hasn’t written the canon yet, you risk a lot more than someone writing about a closed, distant work.
You don’t need approval or permission for headcanons. You don’t need approval from anybody to enjoy them.
Of course, half the pleasure of sharing headcanons is sharing them for connection and communication ARGH.
It would be great if you could share them somewhere else, without worrying about me being involved, but Killie’s entire fandom is the 20 of us, currently housed here, in my living room.
I do want to encourage you to do that (posting without telling me/discussing with other people). you don’t need my permission, and are welcome.
But I do understand Killie’s fandom is housed in my living room at the moment. As much as I intend for him to move out in the future, ideally into a small kennel in YOUR living room, it’s very natural for current observations of him to take place in my living room.
(Could he please move into your living room, the kennel is very small)
Thus, here is my policy:
If you send me a headcanon, please understand that you are voluntarily and freely releasing your idea, in the spirit of willing sharing. There is a very slight risk that your headcanon will overlap with something in the unpublished Killie book, so you’ll have to agree that you understood this risk - and that I don’t owe you anything, if it’s similar.
If you have a very good idea that would be absolutely load-bearing, I’d like to reach out for a mutually consensual permissions statement to use it. You would have the ability to decline. Agreeing to its use would involve you getting full credit for the idea, my warm thanks for sharing it, a link to your blog in online material, the admiration of everyone reading the credits, and probably nothing else will be in my power. Payment is unlikely. Co-authorship is not on the table, as I can’t write checks I can’t cash (I.e. I can’t promise to pay someone with credit on a product that might not happen.)
submission of writing prompts is done freely in the tumblr context, and I’m going to make the formal statement that a prompt does not grant co-ownership of the resulting work. Submission does not mean co-ownership - if you submit a prompt, you’re giving me permission to use it in any way I like, with or without credit. At the moment, it’s all on tumblr and attached to usernames, but if the inspired work moves to another platform (I.e I include a comic in Killie’s book) I’ll endeavour to keep the credit to your tumblr handle. I plan to thank everyone who makes the work so possible and so delightful!
Once Killie has this completed piece of work out (working title Throw Your Heart Over) he’ll be fair game. Literally hunt him for sport with my blessing 👍
I would then put him in a hamster ball and kick him down the stairs step back a bit because I think it could be a bit oxygen-smothering when creators are TOO involved - I’d like to respond to asks, but would not want to know what people were saying elsewhere- but once moved out of my living room, Killie will no longer be my personal problem.
Death of the Author voluntarily. Pls.
I was thinking of licensing him as Creative Commons anyway, but he still needs to move out of my living room and get his own address for that. At any rate, then, it will be chill for all of us to do whatever. Intellectual property WHOMST. The only thing would be I don’t want him sold without permission.
The intention of Killie is mental freedom and growth of identity; if I hogged him all to myself, I’d break that intention, and he’d rightfully stop working for me.
In conclusion, by willingly sharing a headcanon WITH ME, you agree that you get: small but high-quality connection, engagement, my admiration, hoots of amusement, tears, maybe a comic in response.
You do not get paid, you don’t get co-authorship or have any ownership.
If your headcanon accidentally matches a canon statement that I haven’t publicly made yet, you’ll have done very well by guessing foreshadowing, but unfortunately receive nothing. Guessing canon in advance does not mean that you gave me the idea, and you have agreed that by sharing it willingly.
If your headcanon solves a plot problem, I might reach out for permission to use it, with the conditions that I can only realistically offer credit for the idea. You’ll have the right to decline, and the paper trail showing that you did.
You will have no way of knowing if I am lying, and by freely sharing headcanons, you accept that risk. (I don’t intend to steal and lie - I’m a goddamn grownup with a day job, I think we’re friendly and trust each other, I’m writing a novel as a present to you, specifically, @thethirdromana - but the risk can’t be ignored.)
If you share your headcanon with other people, I don’t need to know, and don’t need to be invited.
Once Killie’s published, you can eat him for breakfast.
Hope this all makes sense, and I’m sure published authors would be gnawing their nails in horror reading this, which they won’t, because it’s 20 people in my living room and won’t make any money.
Regardless of what you choose to do, I cannot thank you enough for joining me, sharing your heart and attention, and for the gift of your support.
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queer-obsession · 3 months ago
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random thought, i just know Kenma is a really good negotiator in the laziest way possible. like, for car and house prices, he's getting the price he wants. Most of the time he doesn't care too much since he only looks for things in his price range anyway (and his price range is pretty large) but I also get the vibes that he just will not pay a price if he thinks it's ridiculous even if he can afford it. and I know his friends are calling his ass up for help when buying a new car or something, except Kuroo since he became a slimy little promoter himself so he can handle slimy salesman. Kenma just would have that mad slouch he's got and that bored ass expression and it makes the salesperson realize they are not going to get anywhere with him.
and if you ever need help with negotiating??? Kenma is locked in. He doesn't show it or look it, but you call him and tell him your looking at this new car that you really want but it's in the high point of your price range and you would love to get it down by at least a few thousand, he's complaining but then showing up to the dealership with you in his hoody and sweatpants. you trying to buy a property for some business you wanna start and the owners are playing hardball even though there are clear issues with the property that warrant a dock in price??? Kenma is making you buy him a two-pack of energy drinks on the way to the negotiations. He ends up getting the price down way more than you anticipated, or even wanted, in the first place because Kenma might be lazy, and hate doing unnecessary things, and might hate doing things he has zero interest in, but he hates losing even more. and he has an interest in you so it all evens out.
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zecroswe · 1 month ago
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Self replicating and self annihilating, Mage Viktor, his goals, and Jayvik.
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I have a lot of thoughts when It comes to Arcane as a show and I love season 2 a lot. One thing the show that I have been thinking about is Mage!Viktor and his true goal. You may wonder what I mean with this, after all his goal seems quite clear, 'prevent the Glorious Evolution/the end of the world and in the process break the timeloop/cycle Viktor and Jayce are trapped within'. And yes that is true, It is his goal! But if It was the only purpose of his actions, wouldn't the AU timeline Ekko ends up in be enough?
After all, that timeline has no Hextech and no Hexcore. The Glorious Evolution cannot take place in this timeline, so why did that timeline not break the cycle? Well let's first establish the nature of the timeloop/cycle.
Jayce and Viktor seems to be within a unstable multidimensional bootstrap paradox loop/cycle. I say unstable because the butterfly effect is very prominent in the show, so a small variable can change things significantly.
We don't know if there is a 'Original' timeline that started the cycle, so It seems safe to assume that the cycle is a bootstrap paradox with no clear origin point, something that in turn causes Jayce and Viktors partnership and the invention of Hextech to also be a Paradox. In this cycle there also seems to exist certain events that will more or less always happen, but not necessarily in the same way, or in other words, constants and variables within the timelines.
One of those constants seem to be that Jayce will always attempt to invent Hextech.
So if the goal was just to prevent the Glorious Evolution, the simple way to achieve It would just be to stop Jayce from inventing Hextech, but Mage!Viktor doesn't do this, because he can't do It, It would go against the true purpose of actions.
After a lot of thought and discussions with my older sister sense the show ended (also being insane about Jayvik), we came to a conclusion. Mage!Viktors goal is not just to prevent the Glorious Evolution or save Runeterra.
His goal is to save Jayce
To find a timeline were Jayce survives, with or without Viktor.
The reason to stop the Glorious Evolution is not only because It is the end of humanity and a world of dreamless solitude, but because It is a world without Jayce in It.
Suddenly a lot of the hoops Mage!Viktor goes through makes a lot more sense and also why the AU timeline Ekko ends up in doesn't achieve Mage!Viktors goal.
Jayce is most likely not alive in that timeline. According to Amanda, Jayce was exiled due to Vi dying in the explosion.
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And well, we know what Jayce was about to do in the Main timeline when he *Only* got expelled and his research was ordered to be disposed of. It is very likely that Jayce in the AU timeline went through with taking his own life and AU Viktor most likely wouldn't be there to interrupt the attempt.
With this in mind and other key events in the show, finding a timeline were Jayce survives is actually really difficult! It is literally more likely that Jayce dies somehow than him living a full life time, I am not kidding. The amount of fail states that exist for this is honestly insane, so let's go through them shall we?
I will go through a few key events as examples and use certain scenarios to explain the potential chain reactions. Think of It like a flowchart, but without the chart. I can't take all variables into account, but I will show of some key examples to hopefully make sense of my point.
Exhibit A: The Blizzard
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This is were the timeline spaghetti starts and were there is already multiple ways Mage!Viktors plan can go wrong.
Scenario 1: Mage!Viktor doesn't interfere
In this scenario two things could most likely happen. Either A: Jayce and Ximena die in the blizzard, or B: Jayce somehow survives the blizzard but Ximena still dies.
version A: Jayce is dead, Fail-state 1
Version B: Jayce is alive, but this will most likely lead to Jayce being exiled from Piltover due to Ximena not being around to speak up during the trial, and I am concred for Jayces mental state without a support network, the butterfly effect will most likely result in Jayce being dead somehow. Fail-state 2
Scenario 2: Mage!Viktor saves Jayce and Ximena but gives Jayce a Non-Acceleration rune or no rune at all
There is only one result of this. Jayce and Ximena both survive the blizzard.
Jayce is alive, but without the Acceleration rune, Ekko won't be able to invent the Z-drive and might be trapped in a AU timeline and as a result Arcane Herald Viktor will succeed with the Glorious Evolution, killing Jayce, Fail-state 3
Exhibit B: The Robbery
There is a lot of variance here and a few fail-states, but most of the fail-states are linked to the trial.
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Scenario 1: Jayce doesn't get robbed
In this scenario Jayce would still keep his research a secret and most likely would not meet Viktor because his room is no longer a crime scene. This could would either lead to A: Jayces experiments with the crystals goes wrong and he blows himself up, B: Jayce doesn't succeed and is still stuck in his research or C: Jayce still gets put on trial somehow for having illegal contraband.
Version A: Jayce is dead, Fail-state 4
Version B: Jayce has no one to ask for help with his research and according to what Jayce wrote in his journal, his grades at the academy are dropping and might be at risk of expulsion.
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Considering what Jayce almost did when he got expelled....Yea i think It is safe to call this a fail-state. Fail-state 5
Version C: Jayce would be put on trial and the nature of his research would come into question. He would still probably be expelled from the academy due to the illegal nature of his research. The main diffrence is that Viktor might not be at the trial this time and not be inspired by Jayce. Meaning that Viktor would probably not seek Jayce out, meaning that Jayce probably would go through with his attempt uninterrupted. Fail-state 6
Scenario 2: Jayce gets robbed
Well we got a example of a fail-state in the show for this but it is still worth mentioning. A: One of the kids dies in the explosion or B: Jayce dies in the explosion.
Version A: As mentioned earlier, Vi or any of the other kids dying in the explosion leads to Jayce getting exiled. Fail-state 7
Version B: Jayce is dead. Fail-state 8
Exhibit C: The Hexcore
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Won't go into too much detail here because It would take waaaay to long, but the Hexcore is basically a exponential fail-state here. Considering what the Hexcore can do and what Jayce does with It in the show, the Hexcore basically means that any scenario Viktor dies a potential fail-state. Because one could argue that if Viktor dies at any point when the Hexcore is invented, Jayce will likely use It to do necromancy on Viktor, putting everything on track for the Glorious Evolution, or fail to do necromancy instead do something else insane that may or may not get him killed. The Hexcore is a temporal mine of fail-states, one that cannot really be prevented fully because Hextech + Viktor = Hexcore gets invented, and as established, No Hextech = No Jayce and No Viktor = No Jayce. Fail-state 99+
It is impossible for Mage!Viktor to stop the cycle before the Hexcore due to all the fail-states mentioned above. The only chance he has is if Jayce someone stops Arcane Herald Viktor before the Glorious Evolution starts. The Hexcore needs to be properly disarmed, or else It metaphorically explodes and Jayce dies.
Conclusion:
Mage!Viktor and Viktor in general is just as codependent for Jayce as Jayce is for Viktor. Both of them are fully willing to bend all of reality for each other. They both doom and save each other over and over and over again, just to stay together. The only way this cycle breaks is if they both make It out alive or both of them die together (I think they live but I digress). Mage!Viktor probably would not predict Jayce to stay with Viktor, It was not a requirement for his goals after all, but Jayce would never abandon Viktor and Viktor would never abandon Jayce.
In a way, Jayce and Viktors bond is the anomaly, self replicating and self annihilating, the beautiful intersection between order and chaos. Viktor replicates the cycle by trying to save Jayce and Jayce keeps self annihilating through his attempts to reach Viktor, knowingly or not, by inventing Hextech. They are soulmates by choice, the universe is trying to separate them any chance It gets and yet they keep fighting just to be together, and I think that is beautiful!
TL;DR: Mage!Viktors primary motivation is to save Jayce and find a timeline where he doesn't die before or during the Glorious Evolution. This process is extremely complicated because the universe does not like Jayce Talis existing because according to the timloop/cycle paradox, his existence is a time-space anomaly. Jayce and Viktor are both insane and willing to break all laws of time and space to be with each other. Thanks for coming to my TED talk.
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not-rigel · 5 months ago
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yeah yeah sevika probably freaky for smiling when cait bit her..... but are we considering that sevika KNOWS caitlyn has never had to fight tooth and nail LITERALLY before. sevika takes DELIGHT in making an enforcer, someone who is most comfortable far away from the action, be reduced to aninalistic instict. without her rifle, caitlyn has no defenses. sevika probably WANTED to see what caitlyn would do when she's defenseless.
"They dont know the first thing about fighting in the fissures"
vi, someone sevika has backed into a corner before, was able to fight her way out on her own. caitlyn would not have been able to fight her way out of that corner.
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crybaby-bkg · 1 year ago
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love it when men have a wife/daughter and refers to you guys as his girls ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️
bakugou always says it whenever he’s using you as an excuse for something - gotta get home to my girls early tonight or gotta get my girls some dessert since I forgot last time or my girls said I can’t go out with you idiots tonight even though you guys are begging him to go out so you can have a girls night!!!
and kirishima!!!! he always carries pictures of you guys in his wallet, as a Polaroid tucked into his phone case, as his wallpaper on his phone, tucked behind glass on his desk. perks up anytime someone asks him about his family, has the biggest grin as he goes on and on about how beautiful his girls are, how his daughters are spitting images of you, how sweet you all are to him.
just my girls ☹️☹️☹️☹️
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captainuranium543 · 5 months ago
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Sometimes I hear people say the first season was pretty great for everyone's development except for natsu who doesn't really have his own arc, instead taking a piece of everyone else's arc.
This is true but also I think it could have been a really great storytelling device to set up an arc for natsu later.
Think about it. Natsu made a new friend, became very close with that friend then formed a team with her, happy, and his two childhood friends/rivals/kinda siblings, ultimately discovering they work very well together.
Bear in mind, this is the first time natsu has worked with anyone besides happy since he lost lisanna and even then natsu has always kind of worked alone.
Then within less then 3 months his home is attacked and destroyed by someone trying to kidnap Lucy, he nearly loses gray to suicide, he watches erza completely fall apart and then also try to kill herself TWICE. Second time being one where he has to PHYSICALLY DRAG HER out of the lacrima and then FORCE her to promise she won't do that shit again. Do yall think he's ok?? cuz I would not be😭😭
Case and point, natsu has been a witness to all of this but has also been the one most active in trying to stop the worst from happening, he's been the pillar of support for everyone in their time of weakness. Is this cuz he's the main character? Yes. But it could also be a pretty cool story thing. It's never focused on much but it's shown that natsu struggled A LOT to open up and connect with others after losing his father, his first real friend was lisanna and she died.
I think it's worth noting that the tower of heaven is the last of a long series of near tragedies that almost happened, and would have happened, if natsu hadn't been there. It's also the one where, for the first time in the series, we see natsu truly break down.
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chimneyz · 2 months ago
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tommy lying in his hospital bed thinking no one will show up, no one to take care of him. it makes him sad, knowing he pushed everyone away, but he knows it's no one else's fault but his own. the tears sting his eyes, but the door opens, and there walks in buck, still in his lafd uniform. he must of left his shift to go to the hospital, to see tommy. he hesitates going straight for tommy, wondering if it was ok for him to be there. 'i didn't think anyone would show' tommy croaks. 'i will always show up for you tommy' buck weakly smiles. before tommy can burst into tears buck wraps his arms around him, holding him close.
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faerygardenparty · 4 months ago
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I really try not to be a conspiracy theorist but I’m seriously flip flopping on whether or not I believe Luigi Mangione actually did it, on one hand this guy’s digital footprint is too vast to not be a real person with real motive, but on the other hand the circumstances of how they caught him are so odd that it just doesn’t add up, like, he wore very nondescript clothing and a mask the day of the shooting, suggesting he doesn’t want to be identified, despite this they were somehow able to identify him at a hostel in different clothing without a mask, he not only fled the scene but allegedly fled New York with a fake ID that the police recovered, several days later they found him in Pennsylvania carrying around all of the evidence in his backpack, including a manifesto, gun, and fake ID, the police also claim he had somewhere between $8,000-$12,000 in his bag, yet when asked about it Luigi claims he had no idea where the money came from and suggests it was planted (which raises several more alarm bells because if this “evidence” was planted then what else could they have fabricated to “catch” this guy?)
this not mentioning the fact that I find it really odd that this guy didn’t digitally publish his manifesto and instead chose to carry a physical copy of it around for days
this all could mean that he wanted to get caught but if that’s the case why go to Pennsylvania at all? why not just stay in New York?
I will say, though, that I think some of this can also be explained by this comment on Reddit:
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regardless, the circumstances are suspicious as hell
edit: I realized I forgot to mention this part but it’s also so suspicious how everyone, the police, the media, whatever, are all 100% certain that Luigi Mangione did it, I’ve seen so many high profile cases where cops do press conferences and say “this is America, the suspect is innocent until proven guilty!” yet they’re not even calling Luigi a suspect, they’re outright saying he is the shooter and that he did do it, that’s just weird to me
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puppyceleste · 3 months ago
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After this week, I'll be taking a break. I’m not sure how long it'll last or when I'll return, but I really need some time to focus on my mental health. It's starting to take a toll.
I'll still try to post throughout the week, but after that, I’ll be stepping back for a while to try to figure out my next steps.
Thank you all so much for your continued supportI truly appreciate each and every one of you. ❤️
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daz-zey · 2 months ago
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Self insert/reader/au:
Kissing Gi-Hun’s scars. That’s it. We found out about his scars by accident. He was changing after he took a shower and we came in to the shared bedroom. (After playing the first games, we found him when he was homeless, all shaggy looking. We took him in and took care of him. He still dyed his hair red and took out the tracker behind his ear but he became depress so that's why he hasn't shaved and kept his hair long).
We instantly felt bad and awful when seeing them. Concerned on how he got them and why. He was sitting up against the headboard of the large mattress. Gazing down at us. Our lips tracing the different scars, jagged and pale. Our hands exploring all over his body. It caused Gi-Hun to shiver from our kisses and touches.
"You're okay," We whispered. "You're here with me now."
“ cut that always bleeds ”
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dykecubes · 3 months ago
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My current hottest take about this Dream situation is that I'm actually glad it was not solved privately because that guy deserves to be properly called out. I'm specially glad that content creator now feel like they can just say that they dislike Dream so maybe then he will stop acting like all the dream smp creators are still "such a good friends" with him.
honestly… I have to agree, both because it’ll empower other content creators to come out against him and force him to stop using the dsmp against them like you said, and because at some point people are going to have to realize just how bad of a person he actually is and stop giving him a platform
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sparkles-rule-4eva · 6 months ago
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Why do you want the sonic character to be seen as kids so badly? /gen /nm
Because they ARE kids?
I have no issue with them being mature, saving the world, being the awesome characters they are, being serious when they need to be and stepping up simply because someone needs to.
But there is something so sweet and lovely when they do the little things that remind us of their age. Like Tails with his juice boxes amidst all his amazing tech. And Amy's silliness and enthusiasm amidst her powerhouse battle skills. And Sonic's playing video games and yelling "ECHOOO" into canyons because it sounds cool, amidst his street smart demeanor and heroic nature. I don't want them to be shown as kids in a derogatory way, a way that makes them dumber or incapable. I like it when they are shown as kids in ways that cannot be reconciled with an adult: the unfiltered joy, the shenanigans, the desires for hugs and affection, the times when they don't always do everything perfectly but they're still doing their best and it's endearing. They are oh so young, and they couldn't be more interesting because of it.
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qjaiden · 1 year ago
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only a bi-curious man can craft the most perfect aro character
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prettiestst4r · 1 year ago
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"So how gay do you want it to be?"
Marauders fandom: Yes
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