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soft!leon kennedy x fem!sick!reader blurb
requested by @personnamedraptor hope you like it honey! sorry for the long wait just fluff, readers feeling sick/dizzy and leon helps wrote based on friends experiences with low sugar and my experience with changing psych meds lol
you had spent the day feeling dizzy, cold and sweaty, shaking like a wet dog. it wasn't the first time that this happened, but it did not made it more bearable. you woke up normally, but only a few hours after being awake your body decided that it wasnt a good day. leon had already left for whatever is that he actually does when not in a mission, so he didn't know. during the day, you ate something sweet and something of salt, trying to bring your sugar level up and your hunger and dizziness down, but it didn't help much. you still felt nauseous, with a headache and the clammy hands. so you decided to curl yourself in a small burrito blanket, turn the tv on some random tv show and try to fall asleep. you didnt notice when leon got home, either being too tired or him being too sneaky. probably both. he called your name, thinking youd be in the small office your apartment had, but got no answer. he got worried, not seeing you. he walked straight to the bedroom, feeling relieved that you were just asleep on the bed. he took off his shoes and jacket before reaching to your laying form in bed. leon touched your cheeks and got worried again, you were sweating and warm. with some reluctance of you he managed to peel your body out of the blanket, and helped you to stay in a seated position after you woke up. "whats wrong?" you focused on his pretty eyes, now with a frown between them. you clutch to him needing some comfort. "my body decided to malfunction today" you muttered in an attempt to light up the mood. he chuckled softly and you smiled. "should we take you to the hospital?" he asked cautiously, knowing you didnt like the whole idea of hospitals. you shook your head slowly, since you were still a little dizzy. "did you took your meds today? did you eat something?" you nodded, rubbing your cheeks on his chest, putting yourself in his lap. leon eased you in his lap, pulling the blanket to cover your legs. he kissed your head before inquiring again "gonna order something to eat ok?" "pizza please?" he nodded smilling. you smiled back, turning a little so that his chest was pressed on your back and your legs spread on the bed. you felt a little better, but self conscious, you could feel the sweat clamming to your clothes. "can you help me shower? dont feel super good" he looked at you with a smirk. "we can have shower together. you see me naked, and i see you naked." you laughed. he pulled you closer "only if you want to, i can just help you too." he said in a softer tone, not wanting to do anything that you wouldnt want to. you smiled at him, squeezing his arm. "we can shower together. you need to make sure i wont pass out." when you said that, leons brows furrowed, worry growing on his features. you laughed at his expression and pressed a kiss to his lips. "just joking, im not feeling that dizzy anymore." he sighed. "you need to stop playing games with me woman" you gigled at his dramatic tone and got out of bed. leon was up right after you, an arm circling your waist, supporting you even if you didnt felt the need right now. he nuzzled your neck before speaking with a soft voice "cmon, gonna take care of you."
#leon s kennedy#leon re4#leon resident evil#leon scott kennedy#leon kennedy x reader#leon kennedy x you#leon s kennedy x reader#leon x reader#leon s kennedy x you#leon kennedy fluff#resident evil fanfiction#honestly wanted to put a cute pic of leon on this post but he is always looking like hes about to punch someone so yeha#poor baby#leon kennedy x y/n#leon blurbs#leon kennedy
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hi guys! here is my little version of jeff the killer! this version is based on how i cosplay him. i know he is quite popular; him and slenderman are the sort of faces of creepypasta so I hope this plus some of my other doodles are a good sort of welcome/ entry into the creepypasta fandom ^w^.
This was a quick doodle hence the messy shading and sketch. i will still attempt to fix up my page and stuff. I like that theres no word limit and i get to yap. Here is my entry of my day along with this doodle. i was listening to billies new album to this and a few of those 2017 edit audio songs. it was quite the throwback. i cosplay jeff sometimes and i always giggle at myself because i am too short even for my own jeff headcannons haha. i think i will start using tumblr as a weird journal whenever i post artwork. my drawings mean alot to me and they really do reflect my mental status so having some sort of checkpoint of thoughts is cool.
as some of you may know, i am severely mentally disordered. i am stuck in my room and when im not, im a day patient at the psyche ward. at first the obsession was with leon kennedy and zack fair from their respective games. i dont really know how my mind teleported back to the creepypasta fandom. when i was a kid i would run away from the hospital anf run to the forest alot. i was always caught and my stay was extended. i would be wearing almost nothing but basically a pregiven set. haha. i used to favour slenderman and eyeless jack alot but over time when i finally got home i would read fanfiction of the other popular ones like ben drowned or jeff or ticci toby. i am back at the mental ward because of an incident in january and how it affected my psyche. pooper! oh well, sometimes people are nice to me but when im not doodling (i am not allowed to listen to music), i blank and forget my day. my parents are super nice to me though so i hang out with them or grill. I grilled chicken yesterday and marinaded it qith my brother wahahah. ok thats enough bai. yay.
#creepypasta#jeff the killer#creepypasta fanart#creepypasta fandom#creepypasta art#jeff the killer fanart#jeff the killer art#artsits on tumblr#digital art#artwork#art#digital drawing#digital illustration#digital painting#new account#new artist#new art account
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OHHH OK now im curious. bc of this ask: https://www.tumblr.com/bonefall/729548700508160000/could-be-like-my-cousin-shes-100-percent-deaf-in?source=share about dovewing being deaf. do cats in the BB AU have a signed form of clanmew? or is it basic gestures/just the written form of clanmew for deaf/HOH cats?
signed,
someone who really loves languages (hoping to god i spelled everything right/actually used the right words. ive been rewatching 3 hour psych lectures sine 6am...)
They have a rudimentary writing system! Clan glyphs be upon ye
It's not phonetic Clanmew, it's glyphs. Snowkit, before his tragic death saving Tawnykit, was actually OBSESSED with these. If he'd survived, he would have built these out into something he could use to communicate with. He was actually a really interesting kid.
But, unfortunately... that passion went with him. Whitewing is the next cat born with a hearing problem, and she's really uninterested in them. She isn't the same creative person that he was, and struggled with the fact that her family seemed to imply she had to "live the life he couldn't."
(note: in BB, dovewing is lionblaze's adopted daughter and bio-niece.)
I think there's going to be a big of a tragedy at play, here. Whitewing has figured out her own methods of communication. It's not a full language, but she's able to communicate basic intent with "rudimentary signs" she's created on her own.
She was only ONE degree of separation away from Dovewing (as Birchfall's, Dove's mentor, mate), but...everyone was forcing Dovewing into what THEY felt she needed. More hunting practice, more glyph practice, more lip-reading. Dovewing wasn't allowed to set her own pace or learn in her own way.
And her response was to bolt, taking all the possibility with her.
IT was the right choice for Dovewing, I think. She thinks that too. But, it wasn't the ONLY choice, you know? There's always things left unsaid and things you'll never be able to try when you make such a big decision. Who knows what could have been?
Maybe Dove and White would have ended up creating the start of a brand new dialect of Clanmew Sign Language, or changed the glyph system in a way that fit them better. Maybe that's not what matters; maybe they would have just been able to make each other feel less alone.
But as it is...
Every deaf, HOH, and mute cat in BB is currently disconnected from each other. They can't pool their skills except at Gatherings.
So Fallowfern, Dovewing, Whitewing, and Stoneclaw all have their own unique way of communicating.
There are tail signs which are used for battle, and glyphs which are used for writing.
Info: Those who go deaf later in life are still usually able to speak. Those who were born deaf often have a harder time. (Clarifying because this is apparently not common knowledge?)
OH! Bonus! Here's how each of those four tend to communicate!
Dovewing
She's REALLY frustrated by everyone forcing solutions on her. I think part of her actually really likes that she can say whatever and then not hear the response. It's like, "Deal with it. Show me you care with your actions if it's so important."
ZERO patience for people who just try to talk over her. She will immediately respect you if you listen to her carefully; only then will she give you the time of day to try and talk back. She kinda treats it like a privilege to talk to her, and she WILL revoke it without remorse.
People who have earned this privilege;
Heartstar. Naturally. And all of their children.
All of the Guardian cats, especially Antfur who is her best friend.
Violetshine, weirdly enough. She visits ShadowClan now and then and Dovewing is very fond of her and her wife and husband.
Strikestone and her new family
Squirrelflight
Briarlight
Alderheart and Sparkpelt
Twigbranch
Fernsong (BUT HE IS ON THIN. ICE. As Ivypool's husband.)
Her preferred method of being talked to is glyph writing. Heartstar is really creative with them, and it's super endearing. She improvises signs a lot and draws full pictures, making whole "doodle pages", even writing little "love letters" in the dirt before Dove wakes up. Literally peak romance, Dovewing loves her wife so muchhh
Whitewing
Also has low patience, but in a more "quick" way. She doesn't like people who take a lot of her time trying to phrase something simple and act awkwardly around her. Time is prey to Whitewing-- cut to the chase and communicate what you need her to do.
Interestingly, this leads to her really disliking Bramblestar as a leader. He's very inattentive to her needs when he organizes patrols on his own. She has very strong opinions and bad synergy with some of her Clanmates, and if she's forced on a patrol with them it ruins her day.
(She's really relieved when Squilf is reinstated post-BOTTE, Squilf knows about this quirk and accounts for it.)
Her love with Birchfall was actually a long time in the making. He really sees her, and something about the way they communicate just clicks. It's easy. They were friends, then partners, and then eventually mates and have been close their whole lives. Their body language just makes sense to each other.
She's been deaf her whole life and only knows a few very important words, but won't "speak" words if she doesn't have to. She does have a habit of making noises when she's happy though, beeping, meowing, and meeping when she's surprised and "not in work mode."
Whitewing is the kind of deaf cat in those videos who sees their human is home and goes "MEEEEEEEEEA." She would walk into a bathroom and wail so she could feel the vibrations on her paws. Vocalizing feels good. She is NOT a quiet person unless she's hunting.
Her preferred method of communication is mostly modified tail signs, but ThunderClan broadly uses glyphs, but she doesn't want to correct them on it. She feels bad telling them it's frustrating that they take so long to draw.
Stoneclaw
She has selective mutism. Her vigil was the night of the WindClan Massacre, and while sitting outside the camp with her temporary silence, ShadowClan attacked and killed her sister Thrushwing in front of her.
At first, WindClan thought it was nobility, that she'd "carried out her vigil to the bitter end." But it never healed. It's not a choice, it's trauma. She can speak when she's extremely relaxed but it's a really rare circumstance.
But, the legacy is to her benefit. She's the granddaughter of Tallstar (through Flylight, his adopted son), has an honorable story, and is a strong and confident warrior... in the daytime. She never hunts at night, when the sun sets, so does she.
(Clan cats are crepuscular, working in the morning and in the evening, but Stoneclaw only takes daylight shifts.)
Glyphs serve her fine, but she really dislikes using tail signs to communicate... brings up really bad memories.
She would REALLY benefit from someone making an effort to "legitimize" some sort of CSL, it would be like a support club to her. SO if it ever happened, Stoneclaw would jump at the chance to join. She's probably friends with Fallowfern though, once SkyClan arrives. Stoneclaw lives to become a very old girl.
Fallowfern
Mom of the Road Safety Man, guy who knows a million words for vehicles, Rabbitleap, and best friend and co-parent with Hawkwing, Plumwillow, Fallowfern is an old cat who ends up losing her hearing later in life like Dovewing!
I'm actually not entirely decided on her personality, but I'm feeling that she'd make a really good "glue" to hold everyone together. Like some kind of organizer-type person, someone who's very good at networking. She's really upset to be losing her hearing, it signifies a lot of really negative things to her.
She suddenly can't talk with a lot of people... even the ones who are reaching out to her are doing exactly that. Reaching out to her.
She likes being the reacher-outerer. It feels like being old and washed up.
SkyClan is a very good, connected Clan, with bonds notoriously VERY strong in comparison to the other Forest Four because of shared persecution... but
She's got this awful feeling that everyone's just coddling her, being nice to her, sending her to the elder's den like a trinket on a shelf.
"Does this mean... does this mean I'm going to lose music? Will anyone dance with me ever again? Do my babies want me to join them, or... or are they just tolerating stinky old mama <:( ?"
They're NOT, btw. Of course not. She's Fallowfern and she means a lot to them.
So I think at the VERY least, she finds a fondness for Stoneclaw at Gatherings. Elder friends, girlies who bond over making little grandma bracelets, but I'm not sure if it's HIT them yet that they can do something very cool together.
In fact it would be kind of funny if they weren't even aware of each other's disabilities at first, like they just started hanging out quietly. Fallowfern assumed that Stoneclaw just doesn't have anything to say and Stoneclaw figured Fallowfern was respecting her silence.
Like something just gravitated them to each other in the most natural, orbital way.
And then Snapstorm, Stoneclaw's wife, bumbles up like "Hey babe who's your friend :) ?" And Stoneclaw smiles, nods at Fallowfern to introduce herself, and then Fallow's like... "Oh I can't hear you, honey."
Stone: !!! (Taps self and makes a crossing motion over her throat)
Fallow: O_O "Ohhhh"
BUT, anyway,
Her preferred form of communication is unequivocally glyphs. I imagine SkyClan might have more written characters than other Clans, simply because they used them a LOT during their time apart under Spiderstar's Plan. Plus, they used to see a lot of road signs which they may have just adopted as glyphs.
Hmm... yeah, seems very cute that The Road Family's traffic theme continues, lmao
#better bones au#deafness#disability#BB!Dovewing#BB!Fallowfern#BB!Stoneclaw#BB!Whitewing#Muteness but only for Stoneclaw#Also I need to add more deaf cats to RiverClan. Going deaf and noseblind is actually REALLY common there#So it's weird that RiverClan is the only one here with none#That's what dirty riverwater does to you#Especially from Chelford that water was FILTHY#Sanctuary Lake's water is pristine. It's like that Mewtwo crater water. SpARKLIN#tw ableism
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haii congrats on 200 !! 😗😗 for the matchup event im ok with spicy and i prefer a guy ^_^ !! im a girl using she/her pronouns n im in uni doing psych ! im 5’6 w a slender build i hv small boobs + no ass 🥹 i hv long black hair and i wear glasses ! im chinese and my face is round-shaped + i have bangs. i dont like being around too many strangers but i am able to start convos easily, im v bubbly and loud w my friends and i often speak my mind + i am v stubborn. i cant sleep without hugging something and im vv weak w cold temperatures ! i looove karaoke + napping and i hv a rlly bad sweet tooth + i love spicy food ! i like collecting lotions + pink items. i tend to get v sleepy + i can sleep up to 12 hours, i can b very blunt and i experience mood swings easily. im a leo sign and my love language is gift giving ! i am quite insecure ab my appearance but i lkke to act conceited (fake it till you make it 🥹) i like to dance + i take up lots of leadership roles (but i hv really bad stage fright !) i focus on my studies alooot and i am a germaphobe. im very sensitive and i cry easily + i stress eat ! sorry this was a little long omg but thank you so much and congrats again on 200 ~
Sorry you will have to deal with a little bit of the cold but I feel this is pretty cute hehe. Hope you enjoy this! Again, so sorry I am so late :,0
I’m going to pick Gepard for you! ˖*°࿐
If we talk about expectations, good leaders, and overall someone who is going to pamper you I’d have to say Gepard is the fit. Especially learning everything he knows from his sisters. Very sweet boi ᡣ𐭩.
Gepard, lowkey, is a very good shopping partner, not only is he ready to carry bags, but he also has a slight sense of fashion due to Serval’s tutelage. Baby pink vs pastel pink, yes, he knows there is a difference. Spicy food? No problem, he’s a wimp but still tries his best for you. Prepare for lots of ice cream after the burn, Lynx showed him where all the good stops are.
Your private life with Gepard, I think is pretty vanilla till you both warm up with each other. Maybe a handcuff or blindfold thrown into the mix but nothing too hardcore unless you requested!
❥ With him being an enforcer Gepard always worries about clipping the handcuffs too tight. Ah, sorry. Was that too tight? Super gentle as he guides your cuffed hands over his head so you're spooning him. Gepard’s eyes are full of emotion, the way his kisses start out slow and hesitant till you're completely drowning. ❥ What he enjoys the most is letting his calloused fingers run over your soft body. Learning what you love, what tickles, what is uncomfortable. Mostly his calloused fingers will explore your body. Loves going slow and steady with a dim light on to see your face as he makes love to you. ❥ Gentle aftercare! Carried to the shower, massaged with a different type of lotion, blow dry your hair, before cuddling in bed.
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hiiii do u know any good sou and Hiyori fics? Any good authors too, like traptrix?
OH BOY DO I!!! i thought you would never ask 😁!! im going to rant a bit now i hope you don't mind. i consider myself a soushin ao3 connoisseur if you will, there's a lot but i find the gold underneath the. non con i guess. i dedicate my ao3 account to recing and bookmarking (primarily soushin) fanfiction so if you wanna look through my public soushin bookmarks you can see them here. but ill talk about some great authors now
YES traptrixnepenthes is one of my very favorite authors for the pair they are very awesome outstanding characterization i loove rereading their soushin fics. i think all of their soushin fics are top tier read all of them they are the cream of the crop i am telling you. ok anyway
Novaz writes some very nice fics, this one being my favorites of theirs. their Cinderella Kiss fic was the introduction of soushin for me so that's epic but i was actually still playing the game when i read it, i wasn't even on chapter 3 so i was real confused but still very cool
Vixpine is another really great author i used to be a big fan and now we are mutuals :D isn't that so cool i think that's cool!! vixpine is so awesome, this is my favorite fic by them but big angst warning like its crazy. fun fact this is actually the author that really got me into soushin so thank you vix o7
Mido_X is a real one, he writes a lot of soushin based on psych headcanons and give lots of ASPD midori fics which i always love its very real to me, i really love how they portray their relationship. also one of my mutuals!! and they participated in my soushin week!!!!! so he is very very awesome and cool. here is my favorite fic of his, 2/3 chapters are finished but i think its fun speculating what could happen next!
masadora only has 2 soushin fics but they are super good alright trust this one is my favorite of the two, its a nice long 26k word work and a little horror and unreliable narrator is so fun
OK my soushin fanfiction rant is over thank you for giving me an excuse to yap. soushin forever. peace out
#aw yeah#soushin#pixelrotting#txt#yttd#your turn to die#ask#ao3#there are more authors that do make good fics of them but they are more dubious than the ones i listed. classic soushinner ao3 things#so uhh no endorsement from me
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So I read Revenant because im a jadzia lover & you hyped it up & I really enjoyed it! (If only she was given a plotline with that much agency in the show ugh)
What other ds9 books have you read? Could you elaborate on why you liked the ones you liked if you haven't already? Looking for more recs!
IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKED REVENANT I fucking love Revenant so MUCH it should be required reading for every Jadzia fan its sooooooooooo fucking good
of the DS9 books ive read... A Stitch in Time, Vengeance, Warchild, Bloodletter, The Heart of the Warrior, and The Laertian Gamble. im also almost finished The Big Game. of those, I would highly recommend-
A Stitch in Time: I could say so much about this book, its definitely my fav of the ones ive read so far. an incredibly well-written history of Garak, written by Garak himself, what more could you ask for? this book is a must-read for all Garak fans. its beautiful, its heartbreaking, its fucking hilarious, some scenes are genuinely haunting, its just SUCH a good book
Vengeance: I am the #1 fan of this book ok. Vengeance is solidly written with some of the best character writing for the DS9 cast ive seen so far in the books ive read. the plot is good, the characters are great, pretty much everyone gets time to shine, and we get to explore some really good under-utilized dynamics while we're at it. also, fucking hilarious. laughed out loud so many times. this book reads like a really good 2 part episode, and I cannot recommend it enough
Warchild: want a good Julian story that lets him be angry and upset and cry? want to see Julian at peak defiance and rage? want to get a deep dive into Bajor post-Occupation that is heartbreaking and all too real and at times even hard to stomach? boy, do I have a book for you. this one isnt super highly rated which is a TRAGEDY cause I really enjoyed it
Bloodletter: lets hear it for a good KIRA CENTRIC STORY which has some INSANE stuff going on in it. I love Bloodletter its dark, its tense, its got some INSANE side quest stuff, and best of all its Kira centric and really dives into her and her psyche early on in the show. again, not a super highly rated book, but a really good read imo
those are the ones I would recommend of the ones ive read!! hope this is helpful in your search for more DS9 books to read <3
#star trek: ds9#Heart of the Warrior is ok imo and is good if you want a Worf and Kira centric story#Laertian Gamble is also very. ok. its Julian and Quark centric which is fun#but the writing style is BIZARRE and very jarring#I did enjoy both books but where I would reread the ones ive recommended#I would not reread those two
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a rant about neurological testing
so i told my psychiatrist that i was thinking of trying to get tested for autism (i'm sure i am autistic, did many many years of research to be sure, but was never formally diagnosed). and she said "oh i'd better put you on the wait list right now because it's super long, don't worry we'll have plenty of time to talk about it before you get the the front of the line".
fine ok. and i look up her company to see how they are on diagnosing adults and surprise they are very good for that, one of the few who does it a lot. so, great!
imagine my surprise when i am scheduled for an appointment with neurological testing within the month. i dont want to say no and not bea able to test later, so i guess i'm doing this? also weird: it's on zoom. and just one day?? i dont know maybe i'm confused about what this involves
anyway! my appointment was today. and apparently it was some sort of audition to see if i can move on to the next step. i had to explain to the tester (who wasnt even from the same org as my psych, he's from some other place...) why i was there and i wasnt sure what to say so i guessed as best i could. and he kept getting interrupted? like people kept coming in and talking to him? and he didnt mute himself or anything.
so i guess i passed the audition because he said he was going to have his office send me a link to an online evaluation and after he got the results from that he would see about having me come in for testing.
anyway! i got the link and sat down to do the assessment and it turns out it is 30 minutes of video games which i am SO BAD AT--i hit the wrong button a lot and double click when im supposed to single click so i will accidentally pick the same square twice or whatever and it hurts my hands and the games all beep and flash and its awful.
then it is time for questionaires and most of them are about "the child" and it warns me to take into account what is appropriate for the child at the child's age. and i assume they mean me but im not a kid so i guess they mean me WHEN i was a child but at what age? all the ages? so i guessed and i tried to average everything accross my ages and i had no one to ask and no way to write and clarify anything and then they asked all these drug questions but i dont do drugs and some of the questions were about what happened when i abused drugs and there was no option for not applicable so i just hit "no" but even though i think that was what i was supposed to do i still had a panic attack and the whole thing was the worst
and i have no idea if it will give anyone an accurate picture of anything and i am so stressed and upset now.
anyway. i am not going to do anything else today. since th test i have sat with some tea and read a book. i feel a bit better (so now i'm just mad, not panicky anymore). and i am going to make myself go for a walk this evening when it's not sunny. (it's too bright i can't handle it now)
i hope everyone else has a better day! if you also had a rough task today, i offer sympathetic internet hugs or a friendly cup of tea.
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ik you're getting a lot of asks for hcs lately but i cannot keep ace atsumu off my mind because of your posts, and also the whole ocd hc is super super interesting!! i hope im not bothering you with, like, sending in an other ask and everything, but maybe if you have the time you could drop some knowledge?
everyone is always welcome to send asks, you're never bothering me
let's see. some atsumu hcs I have 🤔
I like to hc him as ace to kinda combat the whole slut hc most of the fandom has, particularly the twitter fandom
but also I think it is interesting to explore asexuality in different characters, especially ones like atsumu or bokuto who a lot of the fandom tends to see as more sexual
I personally think that ace atsumu is ok with participating in certain sexual acts. penetrative sex is completely off the table, though. he likes giving blow jobs, but stops before the arrival part bc he doesn't want that in his mouth lmao. he tried it once and just thought it was gross.
if a partner was into bdsm things, I think he'd be open to trying those types of things
the first time I decided atsumu has ocd, it was only as a joke bc people typically make kiyoomi have ocd. but I also read a fic about atsumu having ocd and we recently covered ocd in my psych class, so it's become more of a serious hc for me.
I also see him as autistic. so there is some interlap in the symptoms he shows.
I think his obsessions tend to be aggressive and sexual in nature. meaning he has intrusive thoughts of doing something inappropriate and sexual to someone or harming someone. obviously these are super distressing to him.
his compulsions are usually counting something or repeating a behavior. like for example, he'll count the freckles on his hand to distract himself. I also think he frequently double checks to make sure he locks the doors, turned off the stove, etc before he leaves the house. sometimes this cuts into his routine, his internal schedule he has for himself, and then her gets upset when he's late to practice due to the compulsions.
this is kinda morbid, but I think his most frequent and most upsetting obsession is that he's going to hurt osamu. and he's had vivid detail with these intrusive thoughts and he calls osamu to apologize, if osamu doesn't answer the call for whatever reason, atsumu will text him 10 times.
I think he also has a few obsessions in regard to cleanliness and germs, but those only come up if he's particularly stressed
which will lead to excessive cleaning of his things and his areas
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Live reaction: Goosebumps (2023)
Spoilers below the cut
ok emo i hope he dies WAIT IS HE SUPPOSED TO BE RL STINE?? ding dong bitch DONT WALK OUTSIDE JESUS HAVE U NOT SEEN A FUCKING HORROR MOVIE??? mans gon die the doorbell ghost really be trolling LMAO THE CHANDELIER candles. ofc he has candles. sth gon burn HIS NAME IS HAROLD? LMAOOOOO i knew there was gonna be a fire. mans burned i love being right ooooooh pretty introoooo me likey NOT UNHOLY BY SAM SMITH PLEASE I THOUGHT THIS WAS A SHOW FOR LIKE 12+ NAUR Ayo AYO IS THAT HER???? OMG I LOVE THAT HER NOT THE BIKING ACCIDENT LMAOOOOO i love lucas already PLEASE NOT MORE UNHOLY I AM GIGGLING oooh its the same school as the guy who died harold isaiah is the jock lucas is the nerd/idiot margot is the girl thats not like the others NOT HER READING AT THE EVENT PLS HARRY STYLES WONT PICK U BESTIE PLS THE POOR GUY LEAVE HIM ALONE D: isabella seems like the girl who is actually chill and just wants to do her thing AYO SAM BE CUTE im in love with james i need james in my life james is me oh so jocks gf is an insta popular girl "im literally super nice" "so why am i being trolled?" maybe bc u called it being trolled jock who doesn't get good grades? i hope they get less...two dimensional like give the jock an actual problem maybe he has adhd or a learning disability so he focused on physical activity now who tf is glasses nathan bratt BEN HOLY SHIT U ARE FATHER PARENT ok so nathan is the lil nerdy weird adult the parents were grieving their kid wtf dude??? nathan has killer vibes hes gon die or at least get hurt HE GOT HURT LMAOOOOO yeah nah he deserved that ben tho? king. love him NOT THE BLOOD KEY LMAOOOOOO OH IS BEN JOCKS DAD? oh baby :( now he is too scared to tell them he won't be playing in the game bc there is no way he will be able to get that A THEYRE TALKING IN THAT IDIGAH LANGUAGE margot is not for me but she seems like a good friend to him ayo you know but hamilton seems like helpful dont help him cheat just help him study yeah nah thats so dumb yall deseve to fail trust me i can say it bc i used to cheat in this one class HOW OBVIOUS CAN U BE JESUS CHRIST okay so margot likes isaiah but he is dating allison so far im not as invested as i could be tbh not the murder hourse being the new place jesus this is so stupid all of you deserve to die all of you so fucking dumb like i get the rush of it. i've been in an abandoned psych clinic before a few years before it burnt down but this? idk besties, you should know this is dumb thor he is obviously thor he has a blonde wig and a hammer actual stupid people dont go to the basement please YES IT IS HAUNTED YES IT MAKES FOR A GOOD PARTY UNTIL EVERYONE DIES BESTIES so far i hate the main characters dont go down there dont go to the basement dont walk TO THE DOOR THAT MAGICALLY OPENED TO THE BASEMENT WHERE A DUDE DIED "i bet the fuse box is down there" - okay video game main character oh okay so allison knows she likes him and is insanely jealous girl why are you such a bitch to her?? she just didn't know to be late to parties wtf fuck them yes walk down the creepy stairs i hope u get hurt for being such an asshole cause wtf stop exploring and just find the fuse box ur not a video game there r no secrets to find good attempt at the jumpscare. unfortunately not random enough oh no the ghost door to the ghost basement closed how unexpected i'm so surprised wow this was so surprising omg hes fine he will walk up and scare you guys SEE i knew it SHAKE IT LIKE A POLAROID PICTURE
okay we finished the first half of the ep 2nd half reaction coming soon
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hiii i’m cheri 🏹 from dreamcrush this is gonna be so fun. can i get a matchup for genshin & hsr ?
20, they/he, nonbinary bi (ok with being matched with a guy or a girl), chaotic / true neutral, istj.
appearance: uh like 5’5-5’6, bleached white hair about shoulder length. pale with freckles in summer. i usually wear comfy clothes and dark / more masculine colors (black gray blue green). idc if my partner is taller or shorter than me.
my sense of self is pretty unstable but i’ll try to do my best here. im often praised for my charisma by my friends and my ability to make people like me. i’m really not great at talking to people though it causes me more anxiety than it’s worth usually. but i’m not really the type to get anxious and shrink away from things im moreso the type to make myself bigger to compensate. i’m good at getting along with people but at the same time i don’t really Like people a lot and tend to keep to myself more than anything. i can seem rude or standoffish but i’m just pretty blunt and straightforward about things. i have a tendency to seem more aggressive than i actually intend to be.
i’m not great at opening up about things unless it’s the people i’m closest to, like if i’m dating somebody. i don’t talk to friends about my problems a lot. i’m pretty logical and good at problem solving so a lot of people come to me for advice. i’m two years into studying for a psychology degree. i’m not super ambitious i don’t think and mostly just go with the flow and work to take care of the people i’m closest to.
i’d consider myself a “fixer” type so usually i go for characters or even people irl that struggle with different things, usually feel unloved to some capacity, because i want to show them love and care that they probably haven’t had before and make things better for them. i care about the people i love more than absolutely anything.
usually i go for girls that are cute and kind of anxious because i like taking care of people and making them feel safe. for guys i either like sweet “boy nextdoor” types or guys who are like . really messed in the head that i can take care of and be that special someone to them.
i hope this is ok i’ve never done this before !!!! you can message me if you had other questions or if i messed up on anything @heartsona
Your Genshin match is....Furina!
First of all, she's your type. She's nervous, she's cute, she's unstable and she needs help. When she falls she falls hard and does her best to make herself look worthy. That's why someone like you, who'd reassure her and show her real love would be so fitting.
Furina isn't easy to read. Just like you she doesn't open up easily. There's a high chance you'll open up before her! She likes how logical you are as you help her keep her head on her shoulders. She knows she can count on you and it makes her feel so happy to finally have a rock to rely on during her hardships. When you finally talk about your own problems she'd be so happy as it's a big step for you. She may not give the best solutions but she's the best support you could ask for.
Your couple is a rather cute one. Here you have one that's as cool as a cucumber and then the short one that's basically a ticking bomb with many layers. Seems dysfunctional but it actually works very well. Furina likes exploring Fontaine with you and doing all the things she couldn't do while she was an archon. You two are gonna have a lot of fun and just as she'd learn to heal you'll learn to love.
Your HSR match is....Blade!
The embodiment of honey I'm back from the psych ward. You really like your degree don't you? Do you like math? They also have a lot of problems...Anyways back to the main topic I choose Blade because he is your type. But also a real challenge cuz he wants to stay messed up.
Blade is difficult as he doesn't really strive to better himself. You'd have to leggit fistfight him for it. But once he finds someone he wants to settle with he'd calm down and accept to get some help. You'd be the only person he'll confide in so I hope you're ready.
Despite all of this, Blade does his best to be a loving boyfriend. He'd express it through actions like remembering your favorite things and being your personal bodyguard. He's always here to listen but he's not that good at comforting. It's a rather new situation for it and he feels guilty that you got a cursed being like him....yeah I hope you're a good fixer.
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Missed you too, mel 💗💗💗 Taking the time to finish everything was a good decision but it made my mind and me feel burn out for sure, really glad I'm over with it though. Getting my old but kind of new routine back feels great! And I have to say that I'm already really excited for the release of the changer, loved reading the teaser, I'm looking forward to reading the full story!!! I'm confused about this werewolves dating human girls for a ego thing? Like is it one of the problems in their (Strawberry Sunday 🍓) world. And I'm sure you did an awesome job again with your stories so I'm super excited for changer and it's sequel, did changer2 got a name? Did I miss anything while I was gone? Any updates on the stories?. And I'm glad that you are doing ok, hope that your new medications will turn out really good for you and hope you won't have any problems with it! And yeah, other than my high school studies everything went pretty good 👍🏻☺️ - 🌺
yeah, the concept was kind of touched on in abh, when reader got called a 'knotslut' in reference to human girls who only date werewolves for the uh....the difference between human men and werewolf men in bed. there's also gonna be the inverse, which is werewolf men who only date human women to get their egos stroked bc of that same difference
changer2 doesn't have an official title yet, you haven't missed much there! i've been futzing around with titling it cassiopeia after bears in trees' new song, which i've listened to on repeat a lot while writing it (and i think fits it really well) but i'm not sure yet. nothing's jumped out at me like changer by a.c.e did (not that im necessarily looking to use a song for it, usually just something will jump out at me to be the title, like a song/song lyrics, or excerpt from the fic itself, or whatever, but i've been drawing a blank and im almost 15k into it)
but i have been creeping towards the end of dr_magic2303 so i'm super psyched for that. i think it's gonna be a really fun one. just gotta finish literally the climax and resolution. like im in the home stretch here lol.
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for @ascreamintothevoid-blog, who replied "Re your au op…I’m listening " wrt "LET ME RAMBLE ABOUT MY KNIGHT!PETER WIZARD!ELIZABETH and FAE!NEAL AU LMAO"
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oHHHH boy so at the time of writing that response I was way more hyped up on the memory of that AU but after looking at the doc I'm a little overwhelmed at the sheer amount of planning I put into it bc (as I mentioned) it's been a while since I've dipped my toes into WC? I'll do my best to summarize lmao
(apparently i cANNOT do this when i look at the doc bc i psych myself out of thinking clearly so im doing this off the top of my head!!!! apologies, esp re: any "this was like this in canon WC right???" stuff im getting wrong).
Anyways, here we go:
🏰 GENERAL
For starters everyone's a lot younger than they are in the show? Like, Neal's a preteen and Peter and El are in their late teens, I think? This takes place in a kingdom and El (and technically Peter) live in farms outside the main city walls, but pretty much everyone else lives inside them? There's a thriving art community in the city bc 1. Canon ref and 2. I get to use my BFA be a nerd about art things for once
♞ KNIGHT!PETER
Peter? Obvi he's a medieval cop bc i don't make the rules 🤷 and I'm a sucker for cool suits of armor and knight!Peter on a horse, lol. 🏇Jones is his Squire iirc.
🧙 WIZARD!ELIZABETH
Ok so Elizabeth??? A la her dad being a psych(aitrist?), she's a mind wizard! 🧠 "She's an event planner in canon tho!!!" you say!!! Correct. However. She's SOOOOO good with people. She knows how to work them SO well. Hence. Mind wizard!!! Following in her dad's footsteps.
🧚FAE!NEAL
Fae!Neal! Small Baby. Has lived in the Fae Realm up until the start of the fic and escapes to the human realm via an arch-shaped gateway bc my mind is a hellscape operating solely off St. Louis puns, apparently. I had this paragraph I'm proud of where I describe how fucken COOL he looks as a fae but long story short? Since canon!Neal is a con artist, imitating everyone around him but rarely showing bits of his inner self? Mirror eyes🪞
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And that's about it??? This whole thing didn't have a set plot, but I was VIBING off the worldbuilding of it all, even if I'm super vague about it here, lol. Hope this was an okay response!
Peter Burke?
re: this
First impression
oh god. im such an ASSHOLE for saying this but like. I think my initial impression of him (knowing that WC was like, a crime investigation show) was, like, oh boy. Another deuteragonist who benefits from the extant power structure in a story whos like. not gonna understand any struggles the less privileged characters face.
Impression now
He's just! He's just some dude!!! He's stupid! I still think the above part is true but ALSO I have seen him and developed an attachment to him the same way one would a food they love but are deathly allergic to. I cannot let him go. I refuse to.
Favorite moment
hmmmm it's been SO long since i've watched WC outside of gifsets but based on memory alone, the scenes where he's playing off Neal. OH WAIT. Not to be a basic bitch but that whole mustache bit!!! that was *chef's kiss* incredible. OH. and that shit with El's dad??? Prime content
Idea for a story
LET ME RAMBLE ABOUT MY KNIGHT!PETER WIZARD!ELIZABETH and FAE!NEAL AU LMAO
Unpopular opinion
Maybe see "first impression"? Like i feel bad knowing that he is some people's Fandom Beloved lmao but I cannot 100 percent back Peter up on everything he does, personally. lol
Favorite relationship
Peter and El make me believe in true love OKAY BYEEEE lmao
Favorite headcanon
Uhhh shit. I think uhhh. I don't think I have any. It's been so loNG *sob emoji*
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the wonders a good psychiatrist appointment and a little bit of clean-up can work on the brain is amazing <3
#ok to reblog just dont be negative cause holy shit my rsd doesnt like that. anyways:#ive been Struggling the last few days/week#esp with like. how fast i write and how long it takes me to do things#and like forgetfulness and demotivation in general#but holy shit#asking for help actually works#i know this. i have known this for a while. but. every time im surprised#like???? i just???#asked??? and my mom helped me clean up the mess in my room that was depressing me???#and i told my psych that the meds were making me fuckin exhausted#and she was like 'well usually they create insomnia but ur probs the small portion of ppl#that it makes super tired so take it before bed instead for now'#and??? im really hoping it might work????#god. reach out when u need to guys cause the kindness of humanity comes through#even when u dont always expect it to#braindumps.txt
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haha weed go brrrrrrrr.//.
#.//.#ok guys i have to tell u this because its so funny to me lol#fully found actual empirical evidence that stopping smoking weed (and also a mental breakdown) is what made me bad at my job#i stopped smoking weed in july of 2020 rite and was having an mental breakdown for the proceeding like month then idk rest of that year#but today! we got new graphs at work that were built out to track out key performance indicators#and literally i would post the graph but it is confidential internal document#but like.. literally july and then more in august my stats just start TANKING lmao#i always thought my stats were just not that good and when they raised the kpis it showed more but nope i just looked back to 2019#and literally that is the same month my stats just DROP#and now that iv been smoking again my stats r trending up again over the last two months#i mean its early to call this month but like of the 1 shift ive had iv caught 100% of the fraud#so#like thats crazy#i deleted the post about how i thought it was funky how my friends remark about me smoking again cause its almost like their relieved#cause i think i was cooler and chiller and funnier and sexier as a stoner#so its funny that that is probably true but also so is that weed made me better at my actual job ha ha#still not going to smoke as much as i used to cause that was out of hand and out of pocket but my littel joints at teh end of my day rules#anyway <3 had a suprise meeting with my managers and it was actually chill cause im feeling good ha also maybe cause weed#im not gonna explain my own headcanon psych behind why i think weed is super good for me actually but trust me its thought out#anyway im on lunch so pretty picture blog time <3 hope u enjoy
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i had super low energy for a couple months but im finally back on tumblr~
#life stuff#not that my energy is much better per se#but i just had almost NO desire to look at social media oddly...#i was mostly drawing and listening to youtube. and going to some appts#quick life update: i cut my hair (and need to dye it again)#aaaand im going to a video game con on the other side of the country next weekend!!#(it's like a 2hr train ride and I found a cheap ticket but it gets me there a little... Early)#OH! and i do art therapy on wednesdays now. i think my psych thinks it'd be good for me to get out more and have a routine?? idk#but insurance pays for it so -shrugs- i get to paint or draw for 2 hrs (or play board games if anyone's interested) so its chill ig#also my psych is super nice and knowledgeable but she's also been sick all month (i hope she's ok) and i really need to talk to her about ch#*changing my meds. bc so far none of the anti-anxieties i've tried have done... anything????#no good effects and also no bad side effects??????#im literally so confused. im on max dose.#am i an alien or something ?
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I'm kinda back
#two weeks ago i attempted to kill myself and I was then i was in a psych ward until today#its.....strange. tbh i dont know how to feel#I should be happy but Im not. but at the same time im glad i didnt die#strange strange strange#while its strage. im gonna try and change my behaviour#this time i mean for real. no more death jokes or things like that#its a super small step i l know. but it doesnt mean its easy#i hope everyone was ok in these two weeks :-)#personal#suicide ment in tags
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