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I just recalled a random memory this morning from when I was in scouts. I had a friend who’s mom was a devout catholic, but we were good friends through scouts. One year my friend wanted to give me a gift for Chanukah so their mom took us to Toys R Us together so I could pick out what I wanted. The mom handed my friend cash at the register so my friend could say they bought it and they paid a little extra for wrapping.
As we were leaving the mom said that I couldn’t open it until Christmas.
But my friend specifically said they were giving it to me for Chanukah. Chanukah that year was a week or two before Christmas (I don’t remember exactly) and the mom said that if I opened it before Christmas “Jesus would know”. I cannot stress enough that my friend wanted it to be a CHANUKAH present.
I’m dropped off at home and my friends mom tells my parents that I can’t open my present until Christmas, meanwhile my friend is in the back seat frustrated and almost shouting “Mom [Renkon] is Jewish!”
My dad just nods and says he understands. He’ll make sure I don’t open it until “the appropriate time”.
First night of Chanukah rolls around and my dad hands me the present and tells me to open it but don’t say anything to my friend until he has a chance to talk to their mother.
So I get to enjoy my toy FOR CHANUKAH like my friend intended.
Anyway, Christmas come and goes. Then new years, then on January 3rd my dad calls the mom and asks “what day does your holiday fall on this year? [Renkon] would like to open their present.”
#jumblr#chanukah#hannukah#please don’t make me tag all the spellings of this damn holiday#funny story#growing up#growing up Jewish#growing up Jewish in a Christian society#it was a GameBoy Advanced by the way
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old farts
a request from @justashortinsomniac
#falsettos#fanart#musical theatre#broadway#christian borle#marvin gardens#marvin#marvin falsettos#marvin fanart#whizzer brown#whizzer#whizzvin#whizzer fanart#marvin x whizzer#whizzer falsettos#they grow old together in my mind
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so much of adora’s inner conflict in s5 being that she wants so deeply to live and just be with catra (& how that’s when she’s at her happiest and most at peace even when everything is at it’s peak with horde prime) but she thinks she’s not allowed to want that; if she cares about catra and the planet she needs to die for them not be happy and let herself be loved. she can’t even voice it aloud, not even when they’re at the heart she just comforts catra but shows it through action, letting catra stay with her, an ounce of ‘selfishness’ because she yearns for catra’s comfort and presence. adora’s arc is so intertwined with lesbianism in our world; repression and ‘duty’ being impounded into us to the point where it feels like you shouldn’t even be thinking about another option.
#just midnight thoughts ya know#adora my repressed lesbian princess#catradora#adora#she ra#spop#like this has definitely been said but like why not say it again idk#like you can never get enough of talking about catradora and their metaphors for lesbianism when growing up with organized christianity or#even just like. growing up as a young lesbian and that typical socialization
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seeing gay porn featuring someone, especially a bottom, with a noticeable cross/otherwise christian tattoo does something to me that's not initially or even necessarily sexual, but i suddenly become much more invested in their performance and apparent feelings and moans
#i wonder: how old is that tattoo? why'd you get it? how does it feel on you? how'd you get here?#i honestly do this with most tattoos i see in porn. there are a few blogs kicking around that specifically post cropped tattoos from pornos#and those are among my favorite things to see collected#i've met too many cis gay tops who are still “dl” or out but performing that same cisheteronormative swing while being christian#for me to be *as* intrigued if a cis gay top is the one with these tattoos- but the feelings & questions do come up regardless#hence just leaving it at “especially”#i didn't even grow up with much of the usual xtian abuse but it was all enough for my heart to drop a little at the sight of it#“not all christians and some of them are queer” i know i know which is why i wonder. also sometimes they're just goth which is awesome#anyway
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Grow in Christ 🌻🌱🕊️✞
But grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. To him be the glory both now and to the day of eternity. Amen. 2 Peter 3:18 🌱🌟✞
#christian photo#christian photography#2 Peter 3:18#Bible#Bible Verse#Word of God#Scripture#christian#christian girl#flower#nature#growth#south african christian#christian photographer#words#Grow in grace#Glory be to Christ#christian tumblr#faith in jesus#Jesus#God#Jesus Christ#christian blog#christianity#✝️umblr#chrumblr#Holy Spirit#Your love is enough#christian living#Thank You Holy Spirit 🕊️🌱✞
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no promise of heaven will make me march with my final breath I deny the church
#seeing a band from the bible belt write a song about growing up in a christian environment#and ultimately distancing yourself from it as you get older and recognize the hypocrisy and corruption within the church#means so much to me#idek where to start w this video#the colors#the grainy film#the southern gothic vibes#one thing about knocked loose is they're gonna make some capital-A Art baby#blinding faith#knocked loose#K//L#you won't go before you're supposed to#hxc
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The more I try to analyse Komaeda the more apparent it becomes that he's a hypocrite about everything. Ever. All the time. Cognitive dissonance all the way down.
#and i love him for it#danganronpa#komaeda#.txt#like looking over ch1's trial again it suddenly stood out that he keeps saying#he wants 'proof' hope can overcome any despair. he 'wants to see' that 'light'. repeatedly.#cry-stars and i were discussing that and feel like if you look at his hope complex through a religionlike lens#it's almost like he's a christian facing a chance to physically meet jesus lol#like he's openly implying he hasn't had proof of his views until now#and that makes sense because noone actually handed him a manual of eg. how his luck works growing up#he made up that model himself
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my most autistic trait is probably that, as someone raised by christian nationalists, I cannot STAND the cheap flimsy potshots antitheists fire at christianity. you guys are Doing It Wrong. you dont even know about the council of nicaea OR christianity's long history of antisemitism. get off the stage you're embarrassing yourself.
#morgans magical musings#cultural christianity#ex christian#text#“dae invisible sky fairy” grow up oh my GOD#jesus wasnt even a historical person! everything you know about how this religion was formed is FROM CHRISTIANS and therefore full of BS!!!#theres so much material there but no. we gotta say the old testament (aka jewish) god was a warmongering bastard. ROLLS EYES.#“the bibles only mention of abortion is how to preform one” if you seriously think this is a valid argument you have never met a christian#in your entire life. get off the stage!!!
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The whole transandrophobia discussion thing is weird bc it feels like it's a bunch of poc and jewish trans people being like "here are my experiences of how specifically being MASCULINE had affected me, and the discrimination and violence I experienced based on that. And here is how that relates to me being a racial/ethnic minority"
And then a few loud white trans people going "ohhh you wanna be oppressed so bad you *slur*. This is why there aren't any poc in your movement it's because REAL poc understand intersectionality"
#hot take white culturally christian or athiest leftests do not properly interpret white jewish ppl#like as a poc i and other poc understand that white jewish ppl often get racial privilege#but a) not always b) they experience oppression based off of their ethnicity#idk from my perspective it seems like white goyim either see jewish ppl as 'the disgusting exotic enemy' or 'basically WASPS but they#wanna feel special'#with no nuance. no recognition#look maybe this next part is bc i didnt grow up with jewish ppl and therefore didnt know until I was 18/19 that jewish ppl can count as#white. but like. idk how to say this. i dont wanna speak over white jewish ppl. but like.#jewish ppl that have obvious jewish features (whether Ashkenazi facial features OR they dont have those but wear eg kippahs)#arent like. white. idk pls correct me if this is antisemitic or incorrect or something.#but like. light skinned =/= white obviously.#i just struggle to see how my bestfriend with her lovely dark eyes and curls and nice nose counts as 'white' when ppl call her the k slur#across the street. ykwim?#like white doesnt mean light skinned. it means 'part of the in-group of white ppl'#like my ex who is white and jewish? yeah hes white. if he didnt wear his necklace then goyim wouldnt know. you know#like obvs he still experiences ethnic oppression but he doesnt experience racial oppression#but other ppl with more prominent eg ashkenazi (im singling them out bc most jewish ppl here are ash.) like i dont GET how they have racial#privilege.
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you guys wouldn't fucking believe this but growing up mormon has negative consequences
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chappell roan goes on a podcast with some other lesbians and talks about how she wishes she could enjoy casual sex but it makes her anxious and acknowledges that a lot of it feels like it stems from internalized christian guilt/homophobia and she literally discusses with the host abt how casual sex and flings are romanticized and unrealistic anyways and also about how its hard to say “is this coming from stuff i can unlearn/grow past or is this just who i am?” but she offhandedly says “i hate being, like…. demisexual” in a way thats very clearly the closest word to be shorthand for her experience more than an actual part of her identity and so now all the comments look like this
#the last one is pretty crazy considering she is openly saying this is something that comes from internalized christian guilt like#sure ig if youre happy with yourself fine but part of the problem with this being turned into an identity is the pushback against those-#who know its because of trauma and want to grow past it#and i mean thats not even mentioning how this is generally a very normal variation in the human experience.
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#twisted wonderland#rollo flamme#twst rollo#not really an actual background but hey still better than nothing#a kid came up to me as I was drawing this looked at the drawing and asked if I was a christian lmao#understandable question tbh#so I brought a projector and showed my already made 500 slides powerpoint abt rollo/J#tumblr kinda killed the quality of the art but oh well#slightly growing dissatisfied of it ahh... :)
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#ex christian#ex religious#socialism#apparently#growing up religious#christianity#leaving religion#wtf#woke up thinking about this
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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.
#Robin processes emotions on main#I WANT to get good at socializing#I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present#now I'm always shutting down and running away#literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room#I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How#I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself#also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good#ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her#so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with#—how to deal with it#BIG SIGH#I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever#but it's so hard bro#and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity#and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents#how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out#in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just#send me encouraging words#that would help#<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn
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There's always some random stranger on the internet that understands exactly how to explain something better than you ever could yourself
#healing#ex christian#deconstruction#atheist#raised by narcissists#writing#thoughts#narcissistic parents#toxic family#toxic parents#parentification#growing up too fast#i dont belong to my parents#you dont own me#you fucking suck#oldest daughter#oldest child
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#complicatedconstellation#artists on tumblr#healing#mental health#small artist#writers on tumblr#psychology#artwork#spilled ink#writing#spilled poem#poets on tumblr#digital art#original art#typography#typewriter#aesthetic#grunge#unrequited love#unrequitedfox#supkarlee#personal#quotes#motivating quotes#moving forward#moving on#grow#empower#empoweredwomen#christian blog
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