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windcarvedlyre · 8 days ago

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The more I try to analyse Komaeda the more apparent it becomes that he's a hypocrite about everything. Ever. All the time. Cognitive dissonance all the way down.

#and i love him for it #danganronpa #komaeda #.txt #like looking over ch1's trial again it suddenly stood out that he keeps saying #he wants 'proof' hope can overcome any despair. he 'wants to see' that 'light'. repeatedly.#cry-stars and i were discussing that and feel like if you look at his hope complex through a religionlike lens #it's almost like he's a christian facing a chance to physically meet jesus lol #like he's openly implying he hasn't had proof of his views until now #and that makes sense because noone actually handed him a manual of eg. how his luck works growing up #he made up that model himself

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beatcroc · 2 years ago

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there's no way the bathroom at peppino's pizza is actually that big but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ . hey ummm anyway.... i care them...... anyway there's a lil ramble on my take on fake pep's like psyche or whatever in tags on the og post if ur into that kinda thing :y

hey! it's a series! fake peppino world tour: [noise] [noisette] [peppino]<- u are here [gustavo] [gerome] [noisette again]

#ramble after realtags yeag. shoutout to serrangelic btw suggesting the silhouettes thing bc i would have Died otherwise #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #gustavo and brick #arting #pizzaposting #so anyway i think fake peppino has like. a general awareness that he is supposed to Be Peppino and that he was Made to do that #and likewise he does generally try to...do that. the thing he does NOT realize is hes like really goddamn bad at it #not to be mean but like...c'mon. they are pretty distinctly different kinds of guys even beyond the physiology yknow.#he's neither on-brand nor fooling anyone dsjdsjjkgfsd. BUT!#since the rest of the cast generally likes him [at least as I play it] he thinks hes doing just fine #he's like 'oh they r happy with me so i must be getting a good grade in being peppino :)'#so getting told that 'yeah you actually really suck at that but that was never the reason people liked you'#and told that by og model peppino no less--yknow THE guy he's supposed to be living up to #who's already a bit intimidating for that and who ALSO totally wrecked him TWICE in the tower #making him acutely familiar with just how formidable the guy is and how much there IS to live up to....#it's a Moment for sure. not really a sad or hurt one though. just... contemplative.#thinking abt people liking him for being the guy he's already naturally been being even though that guy is Not Peppino #i don't think he's gonna be super broken up about realizing he has a bad grade in peppino given everything else hes got now #nor do i really think he cares enough to go like reinvent himself or whatever after the fact #he seems to b pretty clearly having fun with it already so i think he just keeps doing that #and in some cases he still has the pre-installed peppino traits/instincts like to cooka da pizza. and that's fine #is this projection. yes. but if youve been following me awhile you know most of my character writing is ghdhfdgf #gonna kinda expand on all this in the gerome one which is...one after next. itll be a bit but man.#anyway peppino will never admit to anyone and especially not himself that he's gotten a little attached to the guy. hee hoo #pep tends to be kinda surly but he certainly has his ways of showing he cares. all of which are on display here #''that thing is not my son'' says man currently watching thing's antics with the 'bemused dad' arms crossed pose. yeah ok buddy.#gus is totally onto him already but hes not gonna say anything.#if u read all this ur prize is not having to go decode fp's rot13. his lines are ''meant to be you...?'' and ''wrong question.''

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multiiocular-mushroom · 6 months ago

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francis madoka magica crozier

(the witch designs are here and also posted separately with some lore under the tag 'the soul gem passage')

#the terror #puella magi madoka magica #obligatory magical girl au sketchdump #digital art #krita #francis crozier #harry goodsir #james fitzjames #john bridgens #cornelius hickey #also jopson would be SO homura coded that i cannot even handle drawing that someone please help me out with it #everyone is plagued by white magical beasts big and small x2. now with kyubey in the mix #you'd think finding the passage would be easier with their powers - and yet -#anyway sir john held back on becoming an mg until he was desperate to make a break for it #his wish was for the passage to be found - but he did not specify it would be him who'd find it #so he died long before that eventually happened #also no cat ears here if you see them that's just a diadem or another headpiece sorry #thinking about if hickey made his deal after the flogging #again in a bad state and with bad phrasing - just something like 'i wish to get out of here'#and then his ears perked up when they left the ships and he jumped at the chance to get everyone together because he thought he WOULD #get himself and all his boyfriends out.#well. they did leave crozier's camp #anyway i'm probably not gonna draw more of these so if anyone wants to join in i'd like to see some takes on their witch forms!#also yeah. crozier's shoulder pieces ARE modelled after tricorn hats #both bc he lost the other two captains and had to bear the responsibility for the expedition on his shoulders #and because i just wanted to use a symbol of power in a silly way as some mg outfits do #and yes jfj has a cprset and yes i was thinking of orpheus while drawing bridgens #and goodsir in a beret just felt right lol #also made hickey's clothes less open than the others' bc reasons #the soul gem passage

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dykedvonte · 1 month ago

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I hate the stretch lines in the front of Curly's uniform because that means the devs rushed to make a model in like a month or so and thought "They gotta at least know he has huge knockers, gotta know he's got back pain." Cause like what is the thematic importance of his tits having overhang?

What responsibility is that representing? Breast reduction? It shows an inherent greed in his character due to the excess and heshouldletmeholdone and that he clearly is blinded cause if he tries to look down his damn ladder all he's seeing is his own cleavage.

#this is my curly slander post ig #disclaimer i need you to understand i see all fictional men i like as like butches Curly is no exception #but like they didnt need to add that many polygons to his chest like its unnessary and honestly a little mean he already has so many things #to handle and you expect him to hold those boys up like that just aint right this is like something so stupid but i know you can tell im #having strong feelings about it cause like what was the point why did they survive the fucking crash it has to be a injoke at this point #with the devs it shouldnt make me this mad im turning into a misandrist but only towards large chested men #mouthwashing #curly mouthwashing #shitpost #suggestive #ig because this is just about his chest but like also they made him objectively pretty for no reason like yeah like ideal man and work ig #but they went over the extra mile like i have a right to be mad they did that much for a model we see canonically for like two seconds its #crazy actually how little we see of curly pre crash because we also lose his physical movements to help characterize him the way we see #body language with the other characters and how it gives way to their struggles and personalities and sentiments in certain moments #like all he does and how he emotes is stifled by the fact we always play as him until the last moments where he takes over to try and save #the ship and crew and even right before that the scene is so wrought with tension we cant tell what that look he gave Jimmy meant due to #the limitations of the models and how stiff Curly is like was it fear acceptance denial we dont know enought about how he acts himself #to tell and then everything else is charaterized by what Jimmy had done to where we dont really just get to see Curly as himself like Anya #and Swansea and Daisuke we have no idea how theyd act in a regular moment outside of a few glimpses and even then it is them doing #their jobs like grrrr we hate an unreliable narrator but also its the fact jimmy clearly does not interact with them or try to outside of #his position as copilot and then captain harkening back to the entire capitlist view of utility and how he views all of them as useless eve #Curly which fandom tangent the fandom also tends to do to Curly as they base every trait on what they think he failed to do as Captain #between Jimmy and Anya when the QnAs kinda make him out to be a rather open and willing person but still someone who isnt like a push over #just thinking of QnA three where it mentions hes very open to trying new things and you need to be an open minded person to open urself up #to failure like that and ig this is just the weird view that Curly needs to learn that or that theres redemption he needs personality wise #verses healing and learning from trauma like idk its the idea that people assume he did abosultely nothing when the games points out direct #and throught parallels he was taking actions its just wasnt enough and an over focus on absolute inaction vs ineffective methods used to #tackle the issues and themes the game grapples with plus wanting someone to take the blame and have to make it up to Anya even tho #i think it would mean nothing from Curly because she saw his efforts and would be disappointed it wasnt enough but the idea she would #disregard the attempts or not acknoweldge Jimmy as the epicenter compared ot Curly is weird and too focused on someone

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vaguely-concerned · 1 year ago

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Thinking about the symbolic weight of smoking in the TLT universe that comes to the fore in The Unwanted Guest -- the way it moves through from person to person: Pyrrha smoked, and Augustine wanted to impress her in all her stone cold fox MILF James Bond glory (and tbf who wouldn't) so he started too. and even though as far as he knows she's been gone for a myriad and is never coming back, he keeps the habit. Ianthe sees something in the hollowed-out Faberge eggshell of Augustine that resonates with her, all that gilded eloquent emptiness and disdain through the ages, so she picked it up from him to try to emulate it. She picked it up so hard that Palamedes -- the exact spiritual antithesis of the 'smoking! on a space station! what a powermove' ennui Ianthe so admired -- spontaneously unnerded enough to even known how to, simply from a sort of contact contamination of the soul.

G1deon and Augustine sharing a jittery smoke after their near-Harrow experience during soup night, and it's the closest thing to any real sense of brotherhood that remains between them. Pyrrha going ten thousand years dying both literally and for a smoke (and then Camilla sold her fucking cigarettes (for a third of what they were worth, probably Pyrrha's own good, and also more importantly grocery money). what an entirely haunted time to be alive etc.). Augustine and Mercy trading a cigarette back and forth in the middle of their collusion over the love and murder of god.

An act of small and measured self-destruction in the name of something a little bit like connection when you're stuck somewhere in yourself where love itself dares not or cannot tread (ritualized, transmissible)..........

#the unwanted guest #the unwanted guest spoilers #the locked tomb #ianthe tridentarius #augustine the first #pyrrha dve #palamedes sextus #this series is going to make me lose my mind completely one day (affectionate)#the locked tomb meta #the fact that ianthe seems to have had some genuine admiration for augustine makes my head spin. of course though.#of course she sees the person who looks the most like he's successfully made himself impervious to the world #utterly untouchable and impossible to hurt because he isn't even really there #and she believes it! even after seeing the john mercy augustine mess at the end! because it's such a seductive idea #when you've stuck yourself in an inevitable ocean of pain to think you could make yourself numb enough that it doesn't matter #it's the emotional equivalent of 'oh there's water all around? well I just won't breathe in then. easy lmao get on my level'#she holds on to that thing from him even when it's been proved to be both impossible and ultimately untrue even in him #because uh. oh I'm about to be kind of sad for ianthe what the fuck is going on. he might actually have been the closest thing #to parental and especially paternal affection she's ever known. certainly known enough to try to model herself after #IMAGINE how fucked up the nine houses must be when augustine the first registers for anyone as a model of psychological survival #ianthe do you really want to be yourself completely so much that you're willing to be nothing. I mean yeah probably but. oh my god #gaining nothing at the cost of everything

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aromanticasterisms · 1 month ago

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getting to the bottom of the new area and going oh 1. ajaw was telling the truth about what (he thinks) he was 2. so that's why he looks like that 3. did kinich go to ochkanatlan to meet him or was he set up somewhere else

#personal stuff #thorn plays genshin #I MEAN. I PRESUME??#otherwise it's just a coincidence that he's named Divine Rulership and mentioned by name. maybe he named himself that but c'mon #anyway head in hands oh my god. lore.#automatons modeled after dragons....yeah.... like the humans made automatons modeled after humans. wouldn't dragons do the same #cannot believe we just. killed them. no questions asked. they had 30 years to go we couldn't have like. asked them some questions first.#but anyway yeah presumably the land of seven flames was pretty big? not Just ochkanatlan. so ajaw Could have been elsewhere #were they in different places? or was ochkanatlan pretty much it. hm #anyway haha. what the fuck were those holy sovereign's notes huh #''she showed me all there was to know about the ancient empire:#''that ladder that climbed up to the firmament. those weapons converted from (...); those cannons that could tear (...) to pieces;#''those (...) that fell from the three moons; the research about (...) and wishes...''#HELLO? HELLOOO??#IS ANYBODY THERE.#[we knew most of this stuff already but hearing it CONFIRMED like this is making me insane]#the divine ladder [hinted at in the spiral abyss description] climbing up to the firmament [false sky]#those weapons [gnoses perhaps?] converted from [third descender's corpse if so]#are ''the cannons'' referring to the same thing? or does celestia have. oh fuck sentence canceled. the nails???#the research about something and wishes [visions]. but what was the other thing. hmm #ALSO WHAT FELL FROM THE THREE [destroyed] MOONS. WHAT DON'T WE KNOW. HELLO.#also i initially took her ''as a long lived species memory is a curse'' to mean like. mara. or erosion #which might be the case but also like. storage space. memory. on a computer...

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the-valiant-valkyrie · 4 months ago

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unironically indigo park encompasses everything i stand for in an indie game. or just a video game in general, even. don't @ me if you don't fw indigo park.

#guy who sees a very poorly constructed video game who gives himself a week to not only remake the game-#-but to COMPLETELY learn HOW to make a game- INCLUDING MODELING AND CODING- from scratch #and who does it BETTER than the original guys who had all the time in the world #then he ended up enjoying it and wanted to make his own project so he could create something that wasn't restrained by copyright #and so got a bunch of his FRIENDS TOGETHER and made a BANGER demo-#-that felt completely original despite using several tropes of the admittedly oversaturated indie horror genre market #THEN went on kickstarter and completely POPPED OFF??#its so awesome. ily video games #ily video games fueled by passion and friendship. peace and love.

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weirdbabs · 6 months ago

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#thinking about how gwen said that her life's work hasn't ended until it ends up the next generations burden. and how rick and mina took up #that burden. but neither of them can handle it alone and its spilled onto the next generation. how rick modeled himself (seemingly) after #june but was upset with how she left and decided to start his own club where he could be there for the kids and not leave them. but is #isolating himself and abandoning them. and how isabel. who has (seemingly) modeled herself after rick. has decided to take the role as #leader and wants to avoid the mistakes he made. bc hes proven that he wont/cant be there for them #paranatural #to be hurt and swear to do better and end up hurting others in new/worse ways. that is part of the inherent tragedy that is richard spender

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zeb-z · 1 year ago

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“Even if it’s not my fault, it’s still my accident, it’s still my mess. It’s still something that - exists, because I do” oh. and he just doesn’t know another way to help, either, because all his life has been screwing up without helpful direction in order to meet impossible standards, and so there is no other way than to bleed himself dry. for the cause, for a friend in need, for anyone he doesn’t know. especially for the problems that he himself creates, because to him his pure existence has always been the problem, because the elders were fucked as hell and traumatized him to no end - so even causing problems is a sin. a single mistake is a sin. it always has been. and it’s rough trying to learn anything other than that mindset - but Jay and Chip won’t let him struggle alone.

and it’s like - that’s what comes with being raised the way he was. punished for imperfection, but there’s no guidebook, no definition of perfect. and so perfect is never good enough anyway. it’s a trap and there is no winning, so there’s nothing else to do but take the blame and bear it, and internalize it. and it makes actual failure and actual mistakes that much more painful. of course responsibility needs to be taken for your actions - but when you’ve been taking responsibility for everything, up to and including the literal fate of the world, all of your life, every outcome is your fault. and guilt only builds, and resentment only festers. of course he hates the elders for how they treated him. of course he hates himself.

he’s grabbing his own destiny and making his own choices - but the thing about making your own choices is that there are so many of them. there’s no destiny to blame anymore. and all you can do is the best you can. and it’s not always going to be good enough. he’s learned plenty about failure, but with Jay and Chip around, maybe he’ll learn about second chances, and self forgiveness. maybe he’ll learn that accidents aren’t always met with extremes. and that he’s not the only one left to deal with a mess if he slips up and breaks something.

#after their talk and their big spar part 2 and everything I’m choosing to hope for the up and up #I just. I dunno. again. y’all ever think about how he never lays on hands to heal himself? because I do #I’m calling it what it is tw for the tags here but #passive suicidality. and it’s scary and tough to deal with especially under these conditions he’s under and it’s like #he’s someone who can be seen as bigger than life almost a moral role model. a hero of sorts. and still he thinks he’ll never be good enough #abuse will do that to a mf #but like. idk jay shot him and he forgave her. and chip can be a downright bastard and he still cares for him. as much as his own #morals and nature have rubbed off on the other captains they’ve also rubbed off on him. I mean sarcasm? pranks?#chip is valuing others more and more. and so maybe gillion will value himself more and more. yknow?#after every mistake he’s made and the others have made they’re still crew. family. and ain’t that somethin?#I dunno. taking responsibility isn’t just bleeding yourself out as retribution. there has to be a balance. and for gillion (and chip tbh)#that’s difficult. and something I am hoping they will continue improving on #idk. I have many thoughts without full articulation I’m just kinda spinning them all in my brain yknow #jrwi riptide 86 #jrwi #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #character analysis #z speaks

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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day seven i desperately need to know where the original of this cap is from cause my blind ass aint seein it in game

#ishin spoilers #spoilers #snap chats #//shaking screen// WHAT SCENE WAS THIS #joon-gi and zhao's promo scenes i could easily find in game #but this one ???? cannot #ive played ishin twice now and the only scenes katsu shows up in this aint there #his introduction scene is an in-game cutscene and that's the only place where this scene could be considering the background #and then his only other scene is where hes being Evil with takechi #and i KNOW this wasnt a shot made specifically for the trailer. I Think #because the og katsu /seemed/ to have a similar sccene ???#at least im finding caps using the old katsu model that have the same BG and posing #i look not only stupid but also insane but i just need to know #i need to know where this pretty as hell shot is from if it wasnt strictly made for trailer/demonstration purposes #..brb he's still pretty im so caught up in wantin to find the og i almost forgot how pretty he is #i also almost forgot how this frog becoems aoki in Y7 jesus christ he really did game end himself to become a nerd

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leadersguilt · 1 year ago

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jean is 100% the kind of person who will walk you back to the dorms simply because it's late at night and you're scared to walk alone.

#out of.#he's a gentleman .#he'd also stay up if someone asked him to if they felt worried. would always stand between you and someone else if they made you uncomfy #hes quick enough to make the attention go to himself if he has to #found out theres gonna be a what is it eren jean faced model released soon ... do u know what im buying next

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lemongogo · 11 months ago

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AYLIN AND ISOBEL?

#congrats women #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #<idk if anyone used that tag or cares but jic #ok but like . finished act 2 (i think.i havent actually made my way towards bg yet)#and it was sooo gorgeous like the shots w … whats his name . myrkul .ohhh i fucked up the spelling #omg no thats right ok. myrkuls form was cool and i loveddd the green haze . the size scaling etc etc #but is it just me or was tha ketheric thorm plotline kinda boring😧#maybe borings a harsh word bc i LOVEEE the act 2 set up with the last light inn and the gauntlet of shar and the the thorm baddies minus #ketheric but i feel like his intro / purpose was SOOO cool only for it to fall kind of flat #maybe i overlevelled ? or maybe i skipped some viabke cutscenes but i meet #jaheira outside of the towers .. make my way 2 the top ..hit ketheric like two times and hes like (illithid arm) and then u see him again #after orin and gortash and bros jst ready 2 accept defeat and kills himself #actually ok . thats one me that ones on me bc i did one of the dialogues w a persuasion check so maybe #there was a fight btwn that i couldve had instead of him just falling back & dying #burt like .. thts it huh… i wish we got more story there u_u or something .. i rly enjoy immortality charas #when it comes 2 mortal injuries . and his intro . yah ok i alr said that #AND JK SIMMONS VOICING HIMM??R U INSAAAANEEEE #his model looked soo good in that ghoulish lighting too #but yah i think i also made the error of saving moonrise until the very end #so save for a few standard interactions w z’hrell or the normal guys over there i was like ohh ok . well . maybe i couldve done more #but idk im like 100+ hrs into this so i doubt its an exploration issue ykwim😭 maybe true good playthrough isnt as rewarding as like durge #or whatever #OKK!!OK . anyways all that 2 say i am still having a lot of fun #xcept for the one save i had where i accidentslly killed mizora in the flayer pod and had 2 watch wyll be deleted frkm my party #POOPED MY PPANTSSSSS .he also died during the myrkul fight but thts ok.revived 🫶 and happy 🫶 w backstory and all🫶#but yah. aylin being like oh can u excuse us im going 2 have sex w my girlfriend now #love wins👍#edit ok im reading ppls experiences on reddit and is this bc of the hidden floorboard letter😭😭😭😭😭#like does that fasttrack the whole boss battle😭😭😭

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sanddornn-archived · 1 year ago

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☁︎⋅ *shrivels up like a dry plum* I hate drawing Akshan's clothes why can't he wear less

#♍︎ ⦅ At last. Rest. ⦆⠀⠀/ ooc .#dont get me started on the absolver who tf designed that shit #I mean dont get me wrong I fucking love it I love everything about it and that Akshan most likely *made it up himself*-ish #It is just SUCH a pain in the ass to draw #The paths I take for this man... Impossible #I redownloaded wild rift just so I can have a turnaround 3d model #Why does he look so cunty he is basically undressing me with his looks help #Since we are talking about him already: There is not one reference of him where he looks consistent #He either looks like fresh 20 or mid 30s #no inbetween #whatever guys whatever #I'm cooking

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utopiasbrood · 2 years ago

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Your name is AUSTIN DEARGE and you’re here to BREAK THE CYCLE.

RUST BLOOD X DERSE DREAMER X ROUGE OF TIME.

#AUSTIN DEARGE #FANTROLL #HOMESTUCK OC #Yes!! Baby boy...I've been working on this between everything else and I'm so glad to finally get it done!!! He deserves it <3 #Austin's been my little man since 2013-4ish so he's coming up on his 10th birthday pretty soon! I'm not sure how much story I'll share here #bc im shy but he at least deserves this <3 The sprites are a little off model but my old friend made them for me so I don't care <3 #MUSE INTRO SHEET #Austin is the name he picked from himself once he met the humans

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artekai · 1 year ago

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Thinking about that inevitable moment when Aloy has learned just enough about Zero Dawn that it starts sinking in that Kai's story about having been made by machines is not only plausible, but might be what happened to her too

#ramble #oc: artekai #oc tag #i wonder if she starts suspecting it earlier on in this AU since the idea has been placed on her mind before sylen/s brought it up #i also think this is the moment when kai starts to question if being made by machines is such a good thing #because he sees how much it fucks aloy up and it gets him thinking #it begs the question. right? if artekai was made to be like banuka/i then WHO was aloy made to model...?#but he can still tell himself it means they were destined to save the world together. for a little while

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abedallahmusallam · 2 months ago

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Emergency: Help Abedallah and his family to Evacuate From GAZA WAR

✅️Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #276 )✅️

https://gofund.me/c358a1a5

Dear Humanity,

Please read this as if I'm a member of your family. maybe your brother, son or a friend and as if my family who's under death now is yours.

My name is Abedallah, a fresh graduate who wants to be a doctor like his role model, his father.

A student who was supposed to start his university and achieve the dreams he worked for but found himself losing the city he's living in, his house and losing any hope of a better future with it.

And after a alot of studying in Tawjihi ( The final level at high school before joining university), the war had another plan.

The story started since childhood, when every one I have knowen called me doctor.

This continued till I reach to the final grade at my school grade 12 (Tawjihi).

In this time, I felt that everything should be real, I can do it, I started to study

and work hard from begining to end, no sleep, no rest, all these things to achieve my goal and make my dream a real one.

The hard year has finished, then two week of fear waiting.

After this, the result came, it’s 99.4, I ranked the third in my country.

Since the war on Gaza strip started, we struggled alot, when we were at home at the beginning of the war the Israeli occupation bombed many houses around us, then we were displaced to Rafah because of fear and at the first day suddenly we heard the sound of many blasts,cracking glass and screaming women and children, they blew up a residential square near us.

After two months, I returned to khanyonis, but not to our home.

I live in tent becuse the israeli occupation burned my house completely, nothing left.

I feel that I lost and continue to lose every thing, this war made my dreams, hopes, my beloved things and my beautiful house burned and disappeared.

The single wish for me at this time is waking up from this nightmare and everything goes back to what it was.

Help your brother to get out of this disaster, rebuild his house and complete his education and realise his dream of becoming a doctor.

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