#God it kills me
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Thinking about the tragedy of the corrupted father and the abandoned sons.
Arthur watched the man he thought of as a father crumble like the dying embers of a campfire, each spark a piece of trust just lost to the wind.
And it gnawed at him, the man who once gave him purpose had led him into shadows, leaving him to face the embrace of death alone.
Dutch turned his back on Arthur, and then turned his back again to John.
The weight of love, trust, and loss all rolled into one painful spiral. The cycle carried on.
#it gnaws at me because they were once young boys who were taken in and raised by a kind man and his partner they were their fathers#for over twenty years#and suddenly their father figure starts to crumble before them their father figures casts them aside their father leaves them to die#there's no love like the one of a bad father#dutch? you used to take them fishing. you used to read with them. you used to teach them. what happened to that? the unconditional love?#god it kills me#mick squeaks#mick thinks#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#john marston#dutch van der linde#hosea matthews#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 spoilers#oh arthur
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"I wonder if I should quit my job" - a man who literally just started sobbing from relief and joy when he remembered he doesn't work tomorrow
#the unholy system#retail worker#god it kills me#i hate retail#plus chronic pain is a bitch#i am so tired#i literally had a break down at work yesterday#this job is making me unwell lmao
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The worst part about abuse is when they act like you brought it on yourself. "With that attitude", "You're too proud to forgive your father", "Oh, so we're all terrible and you never did anything, right?" So it's all my fault then?
It drives me insane I swear, it's like whatever happens is worth getting angry about except when it happens inside the family, then we lose the perspective
#and i still hesitated to type abuse because I'm not sure if it's a normal thing and I'm exaggerating. even after all that happened#and i need outside people to tell me if what i told them was normal because I don't believe myself anymore#it all cycles back to I'm a bad person and this wouldn't happen if I weren't a bad person#god it kills me#but I'm still not going to forgive my father for strangling me
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every once in a while, I get that one John Mulaney quote stuck in my head. "I uSeD tO sMoKe cRaaaaaCk"
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I think of the first episode of DS9 and I go absolutely feral. The use of aliens that don't experience linear time as part of an allegory for grief and how we experience it repeatedly throughout our lives and the Prophets using both locations and people as tone indicators and a way of using Sisko's own memories to understand humanity and Sisko being essentially kidnapped by these aliens but immediately responding with kindness and care in attempting to explain a nebulous concept, even sharing about things that he's passionate about or have caused him great pain in an effort to get through to them, with the simple phrase "I exist here" as an acknowledgement of the grief he still carries and how it still affects him to the present day OH MY GOD
#gif#GOD it kills me#and it's so so good#ugh#ds9 really said 'first ep is gonna go hard'#god I love sisko#i love this show
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EVERY SINGLE DAY there are MILLIONS of characters in their late 20s who get falsely accused of being father figures to teenagers when in reality the description of "weird older cousin" or "step-sibling that moved out before you were born" is 1000000x more apt
#talk tag#IT KILLS ME. REIGEN IS NOT MOB'S DAD. HE HAS A DAD. INGO IS NOT AKARI'S DAD. PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD CAN ANYONE HEAR ME#(not even necessarily to say that ingo is in his late 20s but still)#(even if he was a 30-40-50 year old no matter how old he is no fucking teenager is gonna call some guy they met as a 15 year old ''dad'')#GAI IS NOT A FATHER FIGURE TO ROCK LEE HE WAS LIKE 13 WHEN HE WAS BORN! PLEASE!!!!!!!!#one time i saw that a person wrote a fic where mario was like a father figure to luigi.#they are TWIN BROTHERS.#not what this about but idk where else i can say anything about this.#just horrible#also sometimes someone is just An Older Friend like no familial relationship just a friend or acquaintance who is a lot older than you
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trick or treat!
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#maki zenin#yuta okkotsu#inumaki toge#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#u could argue that the spoilers r hidden by the costumes but idw take my chances#i havent posted art in a billion years i feel like a fraud and i am going to get a bad grade in tumblr dot com#so i am posting these early idc anymore#i still have probably one more halloween draws i plan on posting but im cracking i want these out of my drafts Now#these KILLED ME#i miss drawing fast i miss it so badddddd#dont get me wrong the costume design ws so fun i loved it but god did it take ages#but on the bright side. yuuji in a toga.#on another bright side. little devil nobara n cowgirl maki#on yet anotHER bright side. eldritch horror pandachu#these costumes eat if i do say so myself ghjsdfkgjf undead inuokko makes me so happy also they r so cute#not to mention megumi in his gay little hat god i made itfs so obnoxiously flirty in this#remember when i said the timeskip art ws the least heterosexual group photo i've ever drawn i take it back#theyre disgusting . save nobara episode 356325746732#anyway happy 10 days early halloween <3#i will try to not take a whole week to finish the last piece(s)
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#god: rosalynn you've lived such a long and wonderful life#what would you like me to send to your beloved husband to let him know you're being taken care of? a bird? a rainbow? a random sunbeam?#rosalynn: kill henry kissinger. he'll know I asked. :))))#jimmy carter#rosalynn carter#henry kissinger#us politics#world politics
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Fabric study :)🤍
#art#my art#almost killed me but it was worth it at the end god bless#digital art#study#fabric study#fashion
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I WAS MADE FOR YOU // YOU WERE MADE FOR ME
#ultrakill#earthmover#1000-THR#v1#violence layer#god. they mean so much to me#what the FUCK is up with the violence layer#theres so much shit. its so good. ohhhmyyy gggggg#their dynamic is insane to me. i cant just make one piece#gen art#object loving object...#weapon4weapon.........#take this comic as you will though#it is meant to be taken both seriously and thematically while also having that. little sprinkle of oh. doomed yaoi/yuri. you get it#by 'i have never wanted anything more' it was mainly to describe v1s instict to take the earthmover down and kill it-#but it can mean whatever you want it to mean
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is this fucking SATIRE??????????????????????
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The Allegiance of the Ascended Vampire and the New God of Magic
#bloodweave#baldur's gate 3#bg3#gale x astarion#astarion x gale#gale dekarios#astarion ancunin#yes this is about astarion helping gale defeat mystra and take her place with the crown in exchange for gale helping him with the ritual#the ‘they can make each other worse’ part of their relationship turned to the max#I enjoy them being reluctantly soft for each other more but from time to time I just think about how powerful they could get together#toxic evil boyfriends. take love and twist it up until it’s unrecognisable#I like to think that astarion approached gale with that offer after realising no one else in camp is gonna help him#and that he can use gales own hunger for power which backfired when astarion actually became emotionally invested in gale#and after gale kept his word despite everyone’s concerns astarion changed his plan from not fullfilling his end of the bargain to actually#helping gale kill mystra (mostly so that gale could belong to him and him alone. and letting him take the place as a god bc having a god#at you beck and call is definitely appealing. especially one as eager to please as gale)#anyway what I want to say with this is please please please let me kill mystra i don’t even care if the weave gets destroyed again
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The real reason we’ll never get another Turtles Forever is because if these three met then they would absolutely destroy everything in their paths.
Also they’d verbally eradicate any villain’s self esteem in like 10 seconds.
#god I want a turtles forever 2 so badly#I’d kill to see this trio come about#I imagine them as that really catty group of girls that would just tear down everyone that crosses them#the frienemies relationship these three would have would give me life#tmnt#tmnt 2012#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#tmnt 2003#2012 raph#tmnt crossover#rise donnie#2003 mikey#2003 michelangelo#rise donatello#2003 tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#2012 raphael#raphael#tmnt donatello#donatello#michelangelo#mikey#raph#rottmnt donnie#donnie
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”Oh I’m not leaving”
(siblings)
#adioart#17776#17776 nine#17776 ten#17776 football#what football will look like in the future#pioneer 9#pioneer 10#siblings#goddddd this kills me every fucking time#the future of college football#possible eyestrain#but GOD I am proud of that starfield#i woulda kicked ass working for George Lucas in the eighties istg#10k
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my gf was looking through wesker's wiki page (as you do) and sent me this
and i lost my shit bc it just seems like they're looking at him like girls look at a weird bug
#this just in#im not putting this on the art blog it's not worth it lmao#but oh my god . imagine.#imagine being extrajudicially executed by Evil Johnson & Johnson and this is the last thing you see#two of your shithead genius students standing all fruity over ur dying body#i accidentally twinkified birkin but im not used to working on a rlly small scale like this so forgive me#plus he's in his 20s so i couldnt give him wrankles. im so sorry bill ive made you a twink#also wesker what's with the fit#do not need to dress up for a murder#BTW IMPORTANT IS THE PHRASING OF “PARTICIPATING IN THE ASSASSINATION”#they literally did NOTHING to help im not even sure why they were there#they sure as hell didn't kill the dude#resident evil#william birkin#albert wesker#james marcus
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together in death
#this art saved me i had such an awful art block#kinda feeling guilty i had to stop working on comms yesterday cuz i felt really burnt out from them )--)0#god. i know i drew this but like minas face? it kills me#why did i do that#persona 3#ryomina#minato arisato#ryoji mochizuki#fanart#persona#my art#spoilers
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