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arthursfuckinghat · 4 months ago

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Thinking about the tragedy of the corrupted father and the abandoned sons.

Arthur watched the man he thought of as a father crumble like the dying embers of a campfire, each spark a piece of trust just lost to the wind.

And it gnawed at him, the man who once gave him purpose had led him into shadows, leaving him to face the embrace of death alone.

Dutch turned his back on Arthur, and then turned his back again to John.

The weight of love, trust, and loss all rolled into one painful spiral. The cycle carried on.

#it gnaws at me because they were once young boys who were taken in and raised by a kind man and his partner they were their fathers #for over twenty years #and suddenly their father figure starts to crumble before them their father figures casts them aside their father leaves them to die #there's no love like the one of a bad father #dutch? you used to take them fishing. you used to read with them. you used to teach them. what happened to that? the unconditional love?#god it kills me #mick squeaks #mick thinks #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #john marston #dutch van der linde #hosea matthews #red dead redemption community #red dead redemption 2 spoilers #oh arthur

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75screamingtoads · 4 months ago

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"I wonder if I should quit my job" - a man who literally just started sobbing from relief and joy when he remembered he doesn't work tomorrow

#the unholy system #retail worker #god it kills me #i hate retail #plus chronic pain is a bitch #i am so tired #i literally had a break down at work yesterday #this job is making me unwell lmao

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avinox · 8 months ago

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The worst part about abuse is when they act like you brought it on yourself. "With that attitude", "You're too proud to forgive your father", "Oh, so we're all terrible and you never did anything, right?" So it's all my fault then?

It drives me insane I swear, it's like whatever happens is worth getting angry about except when it happens inside the family, then we lose the perspective

#and i still hesitated to type abuse because I'm not sure if it's a normal thing and I'm exaggerating. even after all that happened #and i need outside people to tell me if what i told them was normal because I don't believe myself anymore #it all cycles back to I'm a bad person and this wouldn't happen if I weren't a bad person #god it kills me #but I'm still not going to forgive my father for strangling me

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putridpride · 9 months ago

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every once in a while, I get that one John Mulaney quote stuck in my head. "I uSeD tO sMoKe cRaaaaaCk"

#god it kills me #m.

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nigelgraz · 2 months ago

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Fabric study :)🤍

#art #my art #almost killed me but it was worth it at the end god bless #digital art #study #fabric study #fashion

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noelledeltarune · 1 year ago

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EVERY SINGLE DAY there are MILLIONS of characters in their late 20s who get falsely accused of being father figures to teenagers when in reality the description of "weird older cousin" or "step-sibling that moved out before you were born" is 1000000x more apt

#talk tag #IT KILLS ME. REIGEN IS NOT MOB'S DAD. HE HAS A DAD. INGO IS NOT AKARI'S DAD. PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #(not even necessarily to say that ingo is in his late 20s but still)#(even if he was a 30-40-50 year old no matter how old he is no fucking teenager is gonna call some guy they met as a 15 year old ''dad'')#GAI IS NOT A FATHER FIGURE TO ROCK LEE HE WAS LIKE 13 WHEN HE WAS BORN! PLEASE!!!!!!!!#one time i saw that a person wrote a fic where mario was like a father figure to luigi.#they are TWIN BROTHERS.#not what this about but idk where else i can say anything about this.#just horrible #also sometimes someone is just An Older Friend like no familial relationship just a friend or acquaintance who is a lot older than you

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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trick or treat!

#my art #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #maki zenin #yuta okkotsu #inumaki toge #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #u could argue that the spoilers r hidden by the costumes but idw take my chances #i havent posted art in a billion years i feel like a fraud and i am going to get a bad grade in tumblr dot com #so i am posting these early idc anymore #i still have probably one more halloween draws i plan on posting but im cracking i want these out of my drafts Now #these KILLED ME #i miss drawing fast i miss it so badddddd #dont get me wrong the costume design ws so fun i loved it but god did it take ages #but on the bright side. yuuji in a toga.#on another bright side. little devil nobara n cowgirl maki #on yet anotHER bright side. eldritch horror pandachu #these costumes eat if i do say so myself ghjsdfkgjf undead inuokko makes me so happy also they r so cute #not to mention megumi in his gay little hat god i made itfs so obnoxiously flirty in this #remember when i said the timeskip art ws the least heterosexual group photo i've ever drawn i take it back #theyre disgusting . save nobara episode 356325746732 #anyway happy 10 days early halloween <3 #i will try to not take a whole week to finish the last piece(s)

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fantastic-nonsense · 1 year ago

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#god: rosalynn you've lived such a long and wonderful life #what would you like me to send to your beloved husband to let him know you're being taken care of? a bird? a rainbow? a random sunbeam?#rosalynn: kill henry kissinger. he'll know I asked. :))))#jimmy carter #rosalynn carter #henry kissinger #us politics #world politics

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soapbbox · 8 days ago

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A Quintesson attack leaves Megatron in need of repairs.

Let’s pretend this takes place early where Megatron isn’t incredibly paranoid about back stabbing (Starscream) yet

#transformers #maccadam #transformers one #megatron #soundwave #starscream #shockwave #d-16 #tf one #I didn’t draw it out but megs is super conflicted abt taking his cog out #for obvious reasons #maybe he respects/trusts/looks up to the high guard since they’re #the high guard #after megs leaves they’re like wait. why were they having such small bots mining #one fall and that tiny frame can get dented and oh god he’s just a kid what the hell #reason to kill sentinel number 37 #anyways they’re sillies fun time to me #unrelated but FUCK tumblr decreasing quality of large pictures I was wondering why my older posts were so blurry

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theghostleeapparition · 2 months ago

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More of them because y'all seemed to like em

Blep war

Squish

#epic the musical #greek mythology #greek myth art #the odyssey #greek gods #art #digital art #hermes #telemachus #telemachus of ithaca #hermes god #messenger god #school is killing me #send help

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doctorsiren · 3 months ago

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Day 13 of Sirentober / Doctober

Epic / Love

They make me ill

Available as a print on my Etsy Shop

#doctorsiren #the odyssey #epic the musical #odysseus of ithaca #penelope of ithaca #odypen #greek mythology #digital art #my art #procreate #sirentober #sirentober 2024 #doctober #doctober 2024 #ody’s arms gave me so much trouble I wanted to kill him ☹️#foop told me that Penelope is apparently is the daughter of a naiad so I have her slightly pointed ears 😁#since I give the gods and such bigger pointed ears for the silly

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mipexch · 1 year ago

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I WAS MADE FOR YOU // YOU WERE MADE FOR ME

#ultrakill #earthmover #1000-THR #v1 #violence layer #god. they mean so much to me #what the FUCK is up with the violence layer #theres so much shit. its so good. ohhhmyyy gggggg #their dynamic is insane to me. i cant just make one piece #gen art #object loving object...#weapon4weapon.........#take this comic as you will though #it is meant to be taken both seriously and thematically while also having that. little sprinkle of oh. doomed yaoi/yuri. you get it #by 'i have never wanted anything more' it was mainly to describe v1s instict to take the earthmover down and kill it-#but it can mean whatever you want it to mean

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trickstersaint · 3 months ago

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i want to introduce you all to a project that is very close to my heart... or lack of one. anyway. for anyone who has ever wanted to play a poem. i'd like you to meet aromanticism

(link opens itch.io - she'll run on html in your browser! please be nice to her!)