#Go back to University or die trying

[semena--mertvykh]

manifesto II

Quand j'ai démarché ma future cheffe, j'ai posé mes conditions : un poste juste pour une année, avant de reprendre l'Université. Elle a visiblement accueilli çà comme un caprice. Elle croit que je vais reprendre des études pour un an seulement.

Viendra un moment où je devrai lui expliquer que c'est reprendre le travail dans mon administration qui ne durera qu'un an. D'une manière générale, la reprise d'une activité professionnelle n'est pas une fin en soi, c'est juste un moyen de financer d'autres projets bien plus intéressants. Être archiviste, c'est sûr que c'est sympa - plus sympa que tout ce que j'ai fait jusqu'à présent comme bullshit jobs. Mais çà ne remplit pas une vie.

C'est comme de se mettre à la colle avec le premier mec random un peu mignon/un peu sympa pour réduire les coûts fixes, alors qu'on sait qu'on peut avoir un niveau d'engagement et d'intensité bien plus fort avec quelqu'un qui nous plaît vraiment. Je sais que certaines filles de mon milieu font ce choix, je respecte, mais moi je n'ai jamais pu m'y résigner. Et si cela signifie prendre perpète de célibat - ok, c'est le prix à payer.

=> ça doit être çà qu'on appelle une idiote, dans un monde de Nabilla malignes qui ont tout compris : la fille qui quitte la table en ayant RIEN ramassé.

Décidément, je n'aurais jamais pu être professeure d'Université ; ni l'argent, ni les honneurs, ni la réputation, ni le pouvoir, n'ont de prises sur moi.

Et contrairement à la croyance populaire, il est beaucoup plus difficile de se défaire de ce qu'on n'a jamais possédé.

Je peux être autre chose qu'archiviste, et si bosser à MacDo convient mieux aux horaires des cours : aucun état d'âme. Je n'en mourrais pas.

En revanche, étudier la musique, en écouter, écrire et réfléchir dessus : je ne suis pas sûre que je pourrai vivre sans.

C'est çà, la différence.

[bumblingbabooshka]

"Everything you went through was meaningless." [St Voyager S3 E7: 'Sacred Ground']

[natbplease]

hanahaki starting one-sided and becoming requited: whatever makes you happy

hanahaki mutual unrequited love where it’s just miscommunication: yeah sure okay

hanahaki as psychological horror/unintended coercion: HIIIIIIII 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 HEYYYYY. HIIIII 🤭🤭

[doctorbrown]

Imagine having a totally normal, linear timeline though and not experiencing various parts of your life out of order whilst having to avoid your temporal duplicate in the process.

[grannie-nasty]

I forget to take my ssri for two (2) days and suddenly I’m dying in the spirit realm in my dreams

[insignificantstrawberry]

I’m better than the astronauts from the I.S.S. horror movie on amazon prime because I didn’t NEED to be blasted up a billion centimetres into orbit and see the planet turn to know that borders aren’t real and governments won’t save you and we просто нужно помнить о том, что нужно держаться вместе.

[tardis--dreams]

*through gritted teeth* I just gotta do it and get through it i just gotta do it and get through it i just gotta do it and get th *starts crying*

[milkweedman]

I want to apologise in case you already tried it. But I've seen many people with ehler danlos say that shapewear helps. Do you think it's something you could use?

Ive tried pretty much every otc method of keeping my joints in place including shapewear, with the execption of like 1 or 2 that has slightly too many steps for me to muscle thru the executive dysfunction and do (ring splints -_-). I dont actually know if there is a way to keep my joints from subluxating or dislocating with almost every movement but if there is its gonna have to be like. Complete imobilization except in the direction that said joints are actually supposed to move.

[toytulini]

i made an oc thats at least nicknamed "Stupid" and im constantly thinking about what a power move that is tbh

[collectorcookie]

Coming to the realization that virtually all the problems snow and white face come from the fact that snow is an unstoppable force while white is an immovable object and they're trying to meet halfway which. Doesn't work.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

You don't understand how unhinged I feel trying to construct an ending for Bleach that I personally would enjoy while knowing Bleach does not deserve my time and also not remembering enough to actually make anything coherent. And yet here I am.

[captainsjack]

who wants a really depressing au where tenjack are dating and during elevens era jack gets taken by the weeping angels. the doctor spends two thousand years trying to find him only to accept that he can’t. and so she goes to the one place she knows she can see him again. she goes to the face of boe.

[david-watts]

it's a bit rich coming from me. so fucking useless that I haven't managed to do anything worse than leave words that appear on my arms when I get out of the shower and some cognitive decline in so many years of trying and threatening. but I genuinely believe it would be better for everyone involved if I weren't here

[earanie]

so.

[willgrahamscock]

Things that make me lose my mind: Poolverine edition:

"Are you ready to be calm?"

"Not all of you was asleep."

Logan telling Wade that he'll never save the universe and it cuts to Wade looking like he'd been hit by a truck and the pan back to Logan instantly regretting it and getting even angrier than he was + Wade taking it all silently.

Wade using his thighs and leg to smash Logan's head into the side of the car.

Leg over Logan's shoulder as he penetrates Wade + Wade arching up and taking it like a good boy.

"I take it back, the Honda Odyssey fucks hard. Too bad you don't, needle dick." (ok, BRAT.)

"Oh we're just getting started, bub." (ok brat tamer.)

Logan smiling with Wade's blood dripping into his mouth. (freak...)

That shot of Wade bricked up in the back seat.

The entire Honda Odyssey scene alright. It's called sex when you're gay.

"You're the one that I want" Playing as they're trying to maul each other by the way.

D: "You smell something?" W: Yeah, you. A lot of you." Right before the DP variants appear. (why do you know what Wade smells like hm? that's gay.)

A song about blowjobs playing as they fight all the DP variants. "I'm down on my knees, I wanna take you there???" and "I hear you call my name, and it feels like home" (gay.)

From "Did you just say you made an educated fucking wish?" to "Don't listen to him he's a liar." to "You didn't lie, you made an educated wish."

From "It's one of god's best jokes that you can't die" to breaking down the reinforced steel door to get to Wade.

Wade getting jealous when other people were ogling Logan shirtless and Logan actually listening to Wade and putting on a jacket.

"They called after me and I ignored them." To Wade calling Logan's name and taking a second before turning and going home with him.

The way Logan looks at Wade when he's being introduced to Blind Al. (I haven't seen him smile like this ever.)

[icannotgetoverbirds]

*suddenly stops worrying about everything*

...

what.

*worries about the fact that I'm not worrying about anything*