#personal log

[grannie-nasty]

Getting my hair washed and blown out so I can feel human again

[leehallfae]

guys … the king is turning everyone in vaugarde into gingerbread … we have to stop him !!!!

[twakiju2]

*sighs and unfollows another artist whose art i love*

[kiran-wears-science-blues]

Dal gets some family 💜

finally, someone at the Soong family reunion who won't be played by Brent Spiner

[gettingvetted]

I took this picture today on my phone while walking my favorite trail in a nearby park.

[greatgatsbyhateblog]

the h in hog stands for homosexual. i am so normal abt this for actually

[tortoise-teapot]

[ariesize]

kaladin and his massive wet brown eyes getting the ending they deserved. i dreamed of these days.

[failedaugment]

I’m a fuckin quilter now. I have stitched these quilt squares in the past few days and I have been pretty much enjoying it

[thestellarcartographer]

Deck Zero

Long thought a myth by most experienced Starfleet officers, Deck Zero is said by crew on the lower decks to be a liminal space, occupying a unique pocket of subspace on every ship capable of generating a warp field. The deck will not appear on any blueprints, and if you're unfortunate enough to find your way there, you may never be able to get out. The Department of Stellar Cartography have been organising expeditions trying to find and study the elusive phenomena. This recording is from one such expedition.

[alex-guerin]

I haaaaaaaate that I remember a House/Wilson video from yeeeeeeeeeears ago on YouTube, but can't find it. Whoever made the video did an amazing job splicing dialog to make it sound like Wilson and House were talking and made it sound like they'd had sex and Wilson said, "It wasn't just a one-night stand." And I'm pretty sure this same video had Wilson's little, "I met somebody. They made me feel...funny. Good. And I didn't want to give that feeling up" speech in it, too.

YouTube's search filters are beyond useless. And the video is at LEAST 17 years old (probably closer to 18 or 19), so that doesn't help at all.

There's also another one that has clips from Dead Poet's Society spliced in with it to like, imply Wilson is Neil Perry.

Fuck I wish I had saved those vids back then. I did at least track down the ones set to "Must Be Love", "Something to Talk About" and "If You Were Gay" and saved those.

[leehallfae]

[floodnetworks]

[floret-affini-research]

RESEARCH LOG 009

RESEARCHER M. Florez

AUDIO FILE DETECTED, LOADING TRANSCRIPT...

"There, it's on. I don't understand why you wish for our final correspondence to be recorded in this way, but once we finish here, I am departing."

Thank you for respecting one last wish my little researcher.

"Not yours, so stop saying that already. Anyway, what is it you wanna say?"

Well, I just wish to tell you how wonderful it has been to have you here in my lovely home. You've been so very kind to my dear Marianna, and you have truly brought a wonderful joy to us both.

"Th-thanks I guess. I will admit, it has not been unpleasant to be here, as I know you have done your best to both provide information for my research and allow me comforts while I have been here. However, I hope you do understand why I must take my leave."

I'm afraid I still don't quite understand. I truly do feel that I could make you feel wonderful and comfortable here.

"W-well, you did a decent job. But I cannot ignore the fact that you hid information from me regarding biorhythms. Important information."

Would it really have changed so much if I had told you?

"Of course it would! I wouldn't have stayed so long if I knew the risks I know now. It's dangerous for my research."

But wouldn't that mean you would have learned so much less? If I had told you on the first day of your arrival about the biorhythms, you probably would have left immediately and not learned anything significant about the Affini.

"W-well-! I-I probably would've still learned something or other..."

But you would not know nearly as much.

"...I guess."

And besides, I'm not the only one who's withholding important information from you~

"...what're you talking about? This better now be another trick you have to brainwash me!"

Oh ho no no, it's that you're hiding something from yourself~

"N-no I'm not!"

Oh? Would you like to put that to the test?

"H-how would you even know huh?! Just gonna ask me random things and trust my word?!"

Well, there is one way~ You see, one of the xenodrugs we are able to produce causes sophonts to be unable to lie to anyone, even themselves~

"I-I am not letting you inject me ever again!"

Please? This will truly be my final request for you~ I'll only ask one question to you under the effects of the Class-D's and then you are free to leave~

"...th-that's all I have to do and then you'll let me go?"

Of course, and I shall promise to keep my word~

"...fine, just hurry up with it..."

Perfect~ Now just hold still and let it course through you, it will only take a few seconds~"

"...can you just hurry up please? I must leave as soon as possible."

Of course, just a question first~ Now, tell me, do you have to leave at all?~

"Of course not, I'd much rather stay here for the rest of my days continuing my research with Marianna and Mistre- W-wait, what?"

Oh? Go ahead, continue speaking~ You look so cute and flustered~

"Y-y-you can't m-make me! I-I am a terran who wants to be a good pe- I-I mean I am not an indepe- W-what is happening!?"

That would be the Class-D's in your system~ I told you, they don't allow you to lie~

"H-how dare you!? This is exactly what I wante- I-I can just let myself speak freely without having to thi- J-just stop!"

Hmm, I think I'll go ahead an allow you to speak as you wish again, but only if you answer one more little question~

"...what is it?"

Do you want to stay here with me~

"..."

Well?~

"...yes..."

Yes what?~

"...yes Mistress..."

Good girl~

"...T-terminate audio recording..."

[twakiju2]

people I thought were my friends stop being antisemitic challenge

[kiran-wears-science-blues]

a revelation in the light of day you can't choose what stays and what fades away and I'd do anything to make you stay tell me what you want me to say

(another one for the lapidot playlist illustrations!)