#Getting old stinks

[mjspenumbra]

and for those who may have been wondering…

…why I haven’t been able to write much this past month…

I’ve been fighting off a horrible sinus infection for over a month.

On the day I started antibiotics to finally knock it out, my hubby fractured his hand.

I just finished taking the antibiotics yesterday, and in five minutes, I start the prep for my colonoscopy tomorrow. I hate those things.

hopefully all will go well as they have in the past, but I’m a worry wart of Bruno proportions. Wish me luck!

[puppyeared]

Childhood

[black-and-yellow]

Punk rocker in training.

[autogeneity]

getting better earphones is like, "oh, I didn't know that song had those sounds!"

[boxheadpaint]

how do i start coming up w more interesting character designs like urs. they are sooooo cool and i try to make a character like that but it always comes out stinky

if it stinks thats great

[swordmaid]

having Thoughts about astarion currently and particularly abt him being undead as in I like the idea that he forgets to blink sometimes, and mimic breathing, and his skin is very pallid, his hair is a dull shade of white/grey and his red eyes looks kind of murky and there is no light in them. also like the idea that his face - even tho there’s wrinkles - looks too smooth, almost a mask, like hes very striking in an uncanny way, and if he keeps himself still he looks like a statue of some sort. and he paints colour on himself to look more alive but the pigments sits above his skin, not sinking in, and the only time that his complexion looks flushed and alive is when he’s feeding on something. most esp if he’s full and sated..! like for that brief moment his cheeks are flushed and he looks alive and thriving and panting and his eyes look more vibrant as if there’s life in there but then it disappears gradually. post canon astarion who’s no longer bound by cazador’s orders and who’s more or less free to eat whoever he wants looks more alive than bg3 spawn astarion (I think he is so malnourished in that era) and he has a slight colour on his cheeks bc he’s keeping himself fed but not enough to look fully alive, only just. think ascended astarion looks more alive than spawn though only bc I don’t think he’ll deny his whims and he’ll just eat whoever whenever while spawn has more restraint.

anyway I was also thinking of the possibility that spawn kind of drops that facade of a living creature, and he doesn’t bother putting on his pigments and makeup as much, and he uses less of his perfumes especially when he’s galavanting off to who knows where. maybe in settings if he’s visiting the city or meeting new people he’ll put his perfumes and makeup again - but sometimes he doesn’t, he doesn’t think he needs it. I also think about shri’iia liking his decay corpse smell hehe maybe she’ll find it familiar considering she grew up in the braeryn and there’s probably a corpse dumped in every gutter she’s like oh you smell like home 🥰

[jrueships]

something invokes the carnal rage in me when a grown man rages like a two-year old over a video game

[cctinsleybaxter]

Favorite band's new album that I've been looking forward to all year long was bad. 10 billion injured (me)

[rainbowpufflez]

More of this guy

[baptism-inblood]

me as a kid seeing that my strange addiction episode abt the carsexual guy: he. loves his car? wants to be in a relationship with it? huh. hm. lets the idea sit in the back of my head for 11 years.

me at 25 owning my own car and being an objectum/objectophile: ah. yeah. i get it now,

[darabeatha]

[tuesdayisfordancing]

I have bitten down hard and accepted that for some people the definition of “boundaries” wherein they exclusively describe your own behavior is helpful and even necessary. I just wish people who subscribed to that definition would also accept that for many other people the concept of a boundary as something that can be transgressed is helpful and even necessary.

[jewishbuckley]

"was there a reason you didn't cancel this" honestly I thought I had so no there wasn't a reason but also if clients are going to have Your personal number and reach out to You about canceling (when they Should be reaching out via email per our cancelation policy) then You should be canceling the appt anyway imo. all the other trainers cancel their appointments AND add their appointments to the system 🤪

[laindependencialuna1899]

damn they out here judging HS2??? like the new update??? why????

[jackdawsfavorite]

Dunno why finding out Andrew Callaghan has been credibly accused of serial sexual assault got to me so much but i had weird dreams about it and everything

[crplpunkklavier]

the actual hardest part of an adult relationship is when youre both professionals in fields that are meant to help people but cannot help each other, either due to logistics (my partner lives too far away to come and fix my pipes) or due to ethics (the american and german psychological associations are within their rights to send 1-5 assassins to my house if i provide counseling for my own partner)