#GIVE ME EPISODE FIVE RIGHT NOW
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excuse me what the hell was episode four
#masters of the air#the cliff hanger??#THE CLIFF HANGER.#WHAT#I CANT#I WILL CRY#GIVE ME EPISODE FIVE RIGHT NOW#BUCK PLEADE#buck x bucky#gale buck cleven#john bucky egan
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staff still hasn't given me polls, what should i do?
đȘđȘđȘđȘđȘđȘđȘđȘđȘđȘ their moms 69%
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grace image os i get to look at her
#edit: edited the og post to what i want but to set the record straight i edited to the post to be mathematically correct right after the#first person pointed it out which was like ten mins after i posted the og post. now fuck offf !!!!! the rest of the tags r from the og post#for some reason i feel very immature making your mom jokes about tumblr staff. which i shldnt !!#bc they suck nd they still havent given me polls. but i ig i feel imature bc it a your mom joke đ but still i tihnk its kinda funny#EDIT: edited the post to what i want bc yall were getting annoying . but to set the record straight i edited to post to be mathematically#also its *mum* not mom okay i am NOT !! an american . but if i say mum everyone will j be like 'omg british' like i dont know i am#anyway. i want polls please. give me the rigght to force my mutuals chose between the most inane things#also i tihnk it wld b cool for the cs weekly blog. like w each episode#i cld do a poll of like. out of five stars what do u think of this ep#and it wld b a cool thing of which eps r ppls faves#also i cld have like. whose ur fave in team red whos ur fave in acme etc#id prob just have to go with vile faculty bc theres more than 10 ppl in vile. and ppl wld kill me if i didnt include nel the ell or whoever#it wld b fun !!!#oh btw csweekly thats i thing i want to start. prob on uhhh the 11th of feb ill post abt it more but its basically#a tag/blog for watching cs one ep a time watching one ep every saturday#ya !! :3#flappy rambles#inaccessible#ask to tag#(<- idk. just in case)
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#tw vent i guess??#came here just to post smth that i'm most probably gonna delete later then leave#but aughhhh last week has been SO bad i really really needed to get it off my chest#had the final boss of a sick victorian child episode for like two weeks AND tons of college stuff to do-#-AND a test on a subject that i'm horrible at (and that i'm gonna fail fs)#AND i was supposed to get a septum which is something that i'd been looking forward to for literal YEARS#but upon telling my parents about it (cause they're kinda strict and ig they would like to know) i changed my mind#cause my mom took it SO personally.... like it was HER face not mine?đ€š but hey!#and although i had the decency to at the very least let her know that i was getting a piercing (which wasn't necessary for me to do but-#-i did it anyway out of consideration for her)#she has the fucking SPINE to tell me how i could do whatever the fuck i wanted if i cared more about getting it than about her opinion-#-but she would always think it was disgusting and that i had no right to get angry at her if she didn't look me in the face or#wanted to walk or be with me cause it'd make her embarrassed to be with me in public if i had that shit on my face.#and it hurts a lot not just bc of the fuckass piercing. but bc my parents (esp my mom) always react like this whenever i make a little-#-change on my appearanceor cut my hair or buy oversized clothes or whateverand like#if she's gonna be soooo hurt when i get a tiny piece of metal on my face. how is she gonna react when i tell her i want to get tattoos.#start taking hormones. change my name. get top and bottom surgery. be completely changed physically.#is she gonna die is the world gonna end. is she just going to stop talking to me forever.#because a piercing is not just a decoration. to me right now it's an extension of the changes i want to undergo on my body.#it's a step forward to looking the way i want too look#so a rejection to any change i do on my body feels like an indirect rejection to be being trans. and the fact that they're unaware of#just how deep their rejection cuts (bc i'm not out) makes me even angrier at them.#and upon the realization that if i ever came out to my mom (and the rest of my family too tbh) she would react *exactly* like this.#well. i did not take that very well.#wasn't very demure of her to say all that. not very mindful not very cutesy :/#also been sh-ing more bc if this and ughhh what a shit week. hope this one's better#also. i decided i'm still gonna get a septum this year. don't know when but fuck all that. it's gonna bother them all the same#no matter what time of the year i get it done. or if i do it in a year or two or five. so who gives a shit.#anyway. gonna delete later probably#đ
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jo the second he finds out masato's a little zesty
#not rgg#but if we try it can be#things kiryu would say if rgg allowed slurs#gona start a collection i got that kiryu You're Transgender? pic an now this#snap chats#i just needed an excuse to talk about this episode because HELP ME i didnt think this would be a theme in my fishermen jdrama#quick aside but its related the end theme for this show has literally no right to be so good oh my god.....#i'm gonna start episode 7 of First Penguin tomorrow probably since im gonna hang with my bro the rest of the night#but this episode (ep 6) is giving me a stroke#so for context. or just a lil background. tsutsumi's character in this is an old fisherman named hiro#and he's the most wish-washy bastard i ever seen in my life sometimes i want to strangle him#it's really funny though because he'll be so aggressive towards one thing but then the next after a lil convincing he's just Yeah Ok#funniest shit. anyways. Context Time#like ten minutes before this scene in the same episode he finds out his son's gay#WHICH. HAD ME IN A CHOKEHOLD CAUSE I DIDNT THINK THAT WOULD BE A THING#but anyway As Expected he has a fit over it because My Son This Is A Fisher Village Everyone Gonna Bully Your Ass#but then he talks with the female lead Iwasaki My Queen for like. five minutes and is pretty much over it a day later#and THEN THIS happens Another day later and. im sorry it had me laughing i dont know why#LIKE AGAIN IT'S BECAUSE HE'S SO WISHY WASHY BUT ALSO HE JUST STRAIGHT SOCKS A GUY#cause mate was saying slurs and all. his anti-homophobia arc we love to see it dude said Im No Longer Homophobic#ok bye we have pink pineapple and i wanna eat the pink fruit
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Hey. So this. Is kind of sudden but just hypothetically. hypothetically ml mutuals and blorbos from my notes if I dropped watching ml will you. stop interacting
#N rambles#So uh. I just. The recent episode. I am kind of very Very Conflicted about it#And I am obviously going to wait and see how this all plays out but Hypothetically if it becomes something I dislike#I'd just stop watching it#And this show is so special to me this si literally my first fandom and#It has actually impacted my life a lot and I've grown so much#So it makes me miserable to see it failing but what makes me even sadder#is losing all the people who made this fandom experience so amazing#And I don't want such a big change but I am just. Thinking#If I stop going here will I have to give up all this interaction#I am so sorry this is so weird#I don't know. Just thinking#Maybe I'll wait till five to six more episodes are out and then watch them#I would probably not mind spoilers though#but. yeah#I obviously am not considering it right NOW but if such a. Thing happens#I don't want eveyrthing to be too quiet around here lol
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i dont get what b s d does to people
#ill admit it the characters are good but ive officially dropped the series three episodes into season five because#holy shit#this plot fuckin sucks#i think my enjoyment had been steadily decreasing with each subsequent season#i just cant bring myself to give a shit about action and everything is just oooohh the problem is MAGIC and they fixed it with MAGIC#sorry im really bad with fantasy too#ranpo you deserved a better series#side tangent im so fucking mad i wanted a copy of the black lizard by edogawa ranpo and the cover i wanted just happened to be a bs d tie i#(let me live it was cute and hardly recognizable as a tie in)#but it went in between printings RIGHT as i put in my order so it was listed as out of print#so i got a different cover#but now theyre stocking it again im so maddddddd
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The amount of times Seth said âShut up, Richard,â in just one episode is hilarious. And yeah, Richie done be crazy. But that doesnât mean what he sees isnât potentially real. Also, was the lady at the beginning already a vampire or whatever or was she just a regular human before she was thrown in the pit with the snakes?
#I binge watched the first five episodes a few years back before I decided the gore was to much for me#but I have now come back to it#also I dont say this lightly but seth gecko is hot af#poor ranger guy (I feel bad I donât remember his name)#I hope he get âem#but also not#like I hope he kinda gets revenge but I donât want either of the geckos to die#because I love seth#and I love Richie#the guy is just unhinged#also I thought seth was supposed to be the younger one?#but heâs very much giving exasperated older sibling vibes#anyway yeah I was going to watch either this hemlock grove or b99#three very different shows I know#and I figured Iâd watch the pilot of the first two before deciding which one to watch#but nope they have my attention#s watches from dusk till dawn#one thing I find really intriguing about this show is like#Seth and Richie are brothers and they love each other and itâs them against the world#but also if I remember right#(which tbh is questionable I when I originally watched the first season I had already been up for 24 hours)#then richie kinda goes off the rails#and like#the conflict with this person is family but they are also crossing to many lines and seeing how seth will respond to that is interesting#not that heâs necessarily a pinnacle of good morals though#also is Richie the same guy from the kings man movies or is it just the glasses?
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I'm being so fucking normal about Miraculous s5, like, the most normal you've ever seen, definitely did not scream myself hoarse over it, definitely haven't been watching one specific scene on repeat for hours, definitely totally super 100% the most normal content-enjoyer
#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#I don't give a FUCK about the bad writing and the weird animation and the two seasons of filler right now#like honestly seasons four and five are all that matter to me right now#especially season five#especially the latest four episodes#I am fed I am living I am Totally Fucking Fine#(vae was not normal nor was e fine. ve was losing his ever-loving mind over this goddamn show)
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While I loved that interaction, that is all we got about something that could be taken as two of the most important (alive) people in Gojo's life mentioning him, thinking of him with fondness, or coming anywhere close to mourning him.
Then we got two pages of resolution of whatever emotional turmoil these two have going on
#And I do love the Megumi and Shoko scene! I do love it! But come on!!!#When I say Gege Akutami is introducing a lot of whatever characters to give them an ending#and then doing nothing in comparison with the main cast I mean this kind of stuff#I get there's five episodes left and a lot of things and characters he wants to give closure to but precisely#There's just five chapters left. When Nanami died there was that short yet heavy scene between Ijichiâ Shoko and Gojo#in which they mused there was only the three of them left anymore. There's nothing of the sort for Shoko or Ijichi now at the very end#The closest thing we've gotten is that one moment between Megumi and Shoko I just posted#And these dynamics are heavy and they imply very important characters pertaining to the main cast#Yet there's two pages of these two. Not to talk about the rushing of arcs that's been happening in these two last chapters#But if there's going to be truly a second part I think not entirely closed narrative arcs is not as terrible#But not closing 'emotional' arcs? That feels more clumsy to me. I don't think carrying 'emotional' arcs to a second part is as easy#The emotiveness and weight of the dynamics belong to this story. The author could extend on the second part more on idk#Megumi dealing with the loss of Tsumiki or Shoko with loneliness or whatever. For instance#But the very moment of grieving over Tsumiki or Gojo with everything they've been right after their loss with everything their loss means?#It belongs to this story alone. Just like the moment of dealing with Nanami's recent decease belonged to that moment/this story#And I feel the author is not giving at all the main characters almost any time to breath that for now. And idk. It's sad#And it's awkward writing I think. The absence so noticeable#And I feel it's something that can't be as easily done or added or developed later or on another story/part#So the numerous panels of much more secondary characters rushing narrative and emotional arcs for and with them feels to me a weird choice#All while Yuuji just made an offhand comment about Choso. All while Shoko had barely nothing at all. Ijichi and Todo had nothing#The Kamo boy had one panel. Nor Yuta nor Megumi nor Yuuji made any comment about Gojo#Perhaps we could admit those letters and that faint smile of Megumi as closure enough. But it's so weird#The panel proportion between main characters and very secondary characters and what they're being used for. It's weirdly distributed I think#It feels awkward and anticlimactic in a bad way#And it's very much a very clear example of what I meant every time I said JJK had the potential to be amazing and it's just mid haha#*sigh* it is what it is I guess#I don't want a second part at all tbh I hope they're not going with that#I talk too much#JJK spoilers
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WARNING: DOCTOR WHO SPOILERS EXPLAINING REGENERATION SHENANIGANS
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okay so I was kind of not on board with the concept of bi-regeneration, mainly because of how it seemed like all of the Sad and the Trauma that the Doctor had undergone got kind of handwaved away? i'm all for ncuti's Doctor being sort of a fresh start/jumping on point for new viewers, but i didn't get how that could work if like, literally 40 minutes ago he was David Tennant being a sad wet puppy dog of a man
however, after rewatching it, i've realized what i think happened there, and it goes all the way back to something introduced with the 4th doctor's regeneration that was never explained: the Watcher
^this spooky guy
so, for those that don't know (or haven't seen every episode of a show that is over half a century old), the Fourth Doctor regenerates at the end of a story called Logopolis (he falls off a satellite dish, but that's not important right now). all throughout the episode, this weird figure, The Watcher, stands off in the distance, and even intervenes slightly by saving the Fourth Doctor's companion. there's not much given in the way of an explanation until the Fourth Doctor regenerates, saying "it's the end. but the moment has been prepared for..."
the watcher walks up, and gets absorbed in a super rad 1980's digital effect (never change doctor who), while his companion just gives us the not-super-helpful-for-lore statement "He was the Doctor all the time!"
then, in a crossfade, the Doctor goes from Four to weird-powder-man to Five
canonically, the Watcher is explained as a future version of the doctor that comes about in sort of a weird overlapping thing with the doctor's timeline, it's very wibbly-wobbly timey-wimey.
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SO what does this have to do with biregeneration and satisfying character arcs/moving on from trauma?
Well, remember, Fifteen said this, about Time Lords doing rehab out of order:
so, here's the thing: Fifteen is the Doctor AFTER Fourteen (duh, I know?) But to be clear...Fourteen lives out an entire lifetime with Donna and family, gets to a ripe old age, and then, when his lifetime of healing is over, he gets yeeted back through his own timestream just to zoot himself out of David Tennant's chest.
Remember, his first words to Fourteen (after popping out of his chest) are "So good to see you! So good!", not the RTD classic "what?". He greets himself like he's almost expecting this, he then says "does anyone want to tell me what the hell is going on here?" which only makes sense if he's coming from a different point in his own timestream (remember, when two doctors interact, memory gets really weird, 10 and the War Doctor don't remember the events of Day of the Doctor until they live through them as 11).
SO TO BE CLEAR: Ncuti Gatwa is playing the Doctor AFTER he has spent years healing from his traumas. His Doctor is fine because Fourteen takes the time to rest and work on himself.
tl;dr: I didn't like biregeneration at first because I thought it looked like this:
In actuality, it looks more like this:
#doctor who#fourteenth doctor#fifteenth doctor#the giggle#dw#dw spoilers#dw 60th#tenthree#the doctor
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chemical override (2)
Ewan Mitchell x actress!reader
a/n : aaand I just couldn't let this storyline go. Typical. Best to read part one before this one :)
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The reader and Ewan have gotten a lot closer since the press tour for season two, but neither one has made a move. The reader is spotted with another costar, giving rise to rumours of romance.
The press tour came and went like a fever dream. From Paris to New York to London, everyone had been highly anticipating your upcoming show.
Albeit you had a minor role, it all seemed like everything you could ever wish for.
A blossoming career. Lifelong friends made from your peers. The overwhelming support from audiences.
Only two episodes have since been released to the public, and already your character has become a fan-favourite.
Sadly, you and Ewan only had that one press day together, after which you were paired with other cast members. That didn't stop the onslaught of comments under your interviews with him, fans stating how good you looked together. Speculating whether there was something going on between you two.
You are good friends, but that's all.
He calls you often, mostly in the evenings after you're both finished with work. He sticks close to you during premiere after-parties. Now and again, you would catch him looking at you from across the room.
But... well... that's all there is to that.
Maybe he's just being nice. Maybe he only sees you as a good friend, and this is just how he is. With his effortless charm and cheeky remarks that can be mistaken as flirting, you think that maybe you're reading too much into it all.
"Ewan likes you, you know," Phia looks at you over her shoulder, as she does her makeup in front of your dresser.
The cast is having a private get-together in Fabien's apartment for a night, and yourself and Phia decide to prep together, her own place only being five minutes away from yours.
"He's just being nice," you shake your head at her observation, as you sift through your closet looking for a top.
"He's not that nice to everyone," Phia laughs. "Trust me, that lad fancies you and it's plain as day. Ask anyone, I mean, Tom even pointed it out the other day."
"And Ewan was there with you guys?"
"Uh-huh," Phia swivels her chair around, all done, nodding at you, "Poor sod just about turned red as a beet."
"What did he say?" you ask, not even bothering to hide your curiosity. Phia's got your back, after all.
"Well..." Phia glanced away, weighing just how much she is at liberty to say. Ewan's her friend just as much as you are, and she doesn't know how deep she can meddle in this.
"How bad is it?"
"Nothing bad, promise," Phia walks over, then takes over the task of sorting through your closet, "He likes you. A lot. But it seems like he's apprehensive about jumping into a relationship right now."
You plop down on your bed in a huff, "I guess that makes sense."
"Chin up, darling," Phia turns around, arms folded behind her, concealing her chosen top for you. "You're both rising stars, with great careers ahead of you. If you're going to commit to each other, you're gonna have to do it right."
You smile, because you can't help it, the high from landing your dream career not yet subsiding.
"And," Phia continues, "even if he's too chicken to make a move, that doesn't mean you can't torture him with this." She grins, presenting a green satin top, the material weightless and shimmering.
"This? Are you sure?" It was definitely revealing, and it would have your back exposed, only tied together by two strings.
"Ewan loves green," she hands it to you, and you hold it up with concern etched in your features.
"I guess I could wear this," you mumble.
"Oh, you will wear it," Phia smirks, pushing you over to your bathroom so you can get changed.
Already wearing your trusty pair of bootcut jeans, you shimmy into the slinky top, calling out to Phia so she can assist with securing the strings at your back.
"You look absolutely gorgeous," she beams at you in your bathroom mirror. "Ewan is going to melt at the sight of you, doll."
"Huh," you say, checking yourself out in the reflection. "Okay then, I think we're ready - "
Your phone rings, cutting you off. Phia beats you to it, and her face is scandalous when she raises your phone up like it's precious evidence.
Ewan's name flashes bright on the screen.
"Oh, look who it is!" Phia practically sings, "Lover boy."
"Give me that," you demand, reaching for your phone, but Phia quickly sidesteps you and presses the screen to answer the call.
You gasp, and the both of you struggle to keep down an incoming fit of giggles. Phia then clicks on the speaker mode, and Ewan can be heard saying your name, his tone a bit confused.
"Are you there?" Ewan asks.
"Yeah, I'm here," you take the phone, waving to Phia so she doesn't make a fuss.
"Hmm," he says. "I hope I'll be seeing you tonight. The party won't be as good without you."
"Well, Phia and I just finished getting ready," you glance at her, and she makes a kissy face at you.
"Hello, Mr. Whipped," she playfully cuts in with this greeting, effectively letting Ewan know he's on speaker.
You hear Ewan snort on the other end, before he says, "Hello to you too, Phi."
"We should be heading out in 15 minutes, and we'll be there on time," you let him know.
"Okay, I suppose I'll see you guys there," he replies.
"Okay." A beat of silence passes, and Phia just shrugs at you.
"I, uh - " he finally speaks up again, but hesitates.
"Yeah?"
He clears his throat, having decided on saying, "Nevermind. See you soon, darling."
The line cuts off. You slowly let your hand fall to the side, sighing at how it abruptly ended. Shaking off your worries, you look at Phia once more, and she already has her line all prepared. "See you soon, darling," she recites in a low voice, imitating Ewan.
"Oh, shush," you shove her playfully, and she shoves you right back.
"I can't wait to see you, darling," she continues teasing you, laughing, and you can't help but blush and smile, finding her endearing.
"Well, let's go," she says, picking up her things, "your darling boy of Derby awaits."
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Fabien greets you at the door with that perfect smile of his, arms outstretched to pull you and Phia into a hug.
"Welcome, welcome," he greets, leading you into his apartment, where most of the cast is already assembled, including Ewan.
You happily exchange pleasantries with everyone. Chatting with Emma and Olivia. Profusely thanking Matt when he gushes over your outfit. Catching up with Harry and Bethany. All the while sensing that Ewan watches you from somewhere in the room.
You're eventually directed by Tom to the corner table where Ewan and Phia share a loveseat, drinks in hand.
"I'll get you a drink," Tom kindly declares, heading to the kitchen.
"Thanks, Tom," you say. You sit next to Phia, leaving her between yourself and Ewan. You finally say to him, "Hey, you. How are you doing? Got here early?"
Ewan's jaw clenches and loosens, and you catch his eyes quickly drift down to rake over your figure. When he meets your eyes again, his pupils are considerably dilated.
The boy just shamelessly checked you out.
"Ewan," you hear Phia say, elbowing Ewan from beside him. "She just asked you a question, be polite." She wags her eyebrows at you, mouthing the words lover boy.
Ewan hears that, astute as he is, and it snaps him out of whatever haze he seemed to be stuck in.
He shakes his head at himself, offering a smile to you. "I got here just before you guys," he answers. His voice lowers when he adds, "You look really good, darling."
You smile in return. "Thanks. So do you."
Phia beams at the exchange, then makes some excuse of having to catch up with the others. The look she gives you before sliding off the seat reveals that she just wanted to give her two lovebirds some privacy.
"So," Ewan inches closer to you, his arm outstretched on the back of the seat, "how did the script turn out?"
"It was better than expected," you say. He refers to a script you told him about a week ago, for a potential project which will shoot in Atlanta in the fall. "I'm supposed to meet with the director pretty soon to discuss it further, but I think it might be the right fit."
"That's amazing," he expresses sincerely. "Rian Johnson's a brilliant director and they would be lucky to have you as their lead."
"Thanks, Ewan! Yeah, I'm really excited for it, it's a lot different from House of the Dragon, but I'm all in for the challenge, you know."
"Is it a drama film, or thriller, or - "
"Oh, it's a rom-com, actually."
"Oh," he nods, leaning back a little, like that needed a bit of processing. "And you'll have a romantic co-lead..."
"That's right, and - " you confirm.
He smirks, like he just thought of something amusing. "Well, maybe I could - "
But you finish your statement then, " - I think Jacob Elordi has just been selected as my partner in the film."
His face scrunches in apparent distaste, "Has he now?"
"Mhmm." You note the switches in his expression, how his face fell when you mentioned your upcoming co-star. He can't have something against Jacob; they already did a film together and it seemed like it went well on set.
That thing nags at you, that little spring of vanity and desire creating warmth in your stomach. That Ewan might be jealous.
Which is ridiculous, given your shared line of work. Besides, you were not together. What could he possibly be jealous over?
"You've worked with him, right? What's he like?" you continue the topic, keeping watch for the minutiae of his reactions.
"He's... he's a good actor, I guess. Dedicated and all that. Pleasant on set." His answer is curt, not giving away any details, tone flat like he's disinterested.
"Riiight," you nod slowly, smiling impishly at him to get him to lighten up, "I'm sure he'll be just as pleasant on our set then. Good to know."
He catches the look you're giving him, causing the corner of his lips to pull in a soft crooked smile. "Hmm, be that as it may... I think I'll do a much better job as your love interest, don't you?"
"Oh, will you now?" you lean forward, and he does the same.
"Yeah, didn't you hear?" he whispers conspiratorially, like there's a secret to be shared. "According to the internet, we have a lot of chemistry. Practically oozing with it, based on some comments I read."
"You've been lurking on comments? You? The last crusader against all social media?" you joke, fully knowing that he keeps a few shadow accounts just to keep up with how his work is being received by the public.
"Sure," he shrugs his shouders dramatically, " that, and also to stalk your page, of course."
"Oh, of course," you quip, "I wouldn't expect anything less."
You share another laugh, feeling light all over, and even lighter when his fingertips brush against your arm for a few seconds. Goosebumps erupt on your skin, and you sneakily rub your arms to cover the effect he had on you.
Tom reappears from the side, handing you a drink as promised, "What are you kids giggling about over here?"
"Nothing," you share, "just that Ewan is planning to join Instagram."
"A damn miracle, that!" Tom exclaims, lightly punching Ewan in the shoulder.
"Yeah, yeah," Ewan looks at you warmly, playing along, "you can be in charge of keeping my account running."
"Tough job. All those fan messages I'll have to answer."
"Yeah, you'll have to quit your day job," Tom adds jokingly. "It was fun while it lasted. The industry will miss you."
You feel a pressure by your shoulders, and notice that it's Ewan's arm snug behind you on the seat. In the midst of conversation, he must have drawn even closer. You glance down briefly and see his knees touching yours.
You nervously take a huge gulp of your drink. There is no hiding the effect he has on you now.
"Don't you two look cute?" Tom comments, then he stands right in front of the loveseat and puts his phone up. Before you can say anything, a clicking sound makes it clear that he has taken a photo of you and Ewan.
"Awww, I ship it," Tom gushes afterward as he looks at the photo. He then reaches over and passes his phone to you.
The image betrays what the both of you are probably struggling to hide - it's there, clear as day. The attraction, the tension, the chemistry. Ewan practically has his arm around you, looking at you intensely with the inscrutable spark in his eyes. His teeth lightly clamping down on his lip in desire.
There's a subtle scrunch between your eyebrows as you return Ewan's look, a result of trying to maintain composure when he is so close. But your posture is relaxed, almost cozying right up against him, showing just how comfortable you feel around him.
As Tom just said, you ship it.
If only.
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Two weeks after the party at Fabien's, the main cast members of House of the Dragon are engaged in an additional round of promo work. Season two is at its peak, and the media is just clamoring to get more from the cast.
Some are booked for photoshoots, others for interviews.
While a minor character in the show, they also wanted you to take part in engaging with the press, but you are already busy with your upcoming film with Jacob. You're currently out in LA, doing rehearsals in preparation for the actual shoot.
Ewan is yet again lounging in a hotel suite, about to do an interview with Vanity Fair.
He sends you a text, in response to your complaint about a difficult scene.
You had shared, It's a pretty dramatic scene. What if I can't cry on command?
He easily texts back, You can do it, darling. Trust me, you're one of the most talented young actors I know.
- Thanks, Ewan. Good luck with your interview!
- Thank you, good luck with rehearsal. I miss --
Ewan pauses typing. I miss you, he aches to send. He does miss you so much. Why can't he just commit to it?
He ends up sending, I'll see you soon, in its place.
He knows he wants to do everything with you. Take you out on dates. Sweep you off your feet. Travel to wherever you will be filming just to see you. Confess how much he wants you.
Why can't he? It's terrifying to him, being with someone, in danger of falling in love - truly falling in love - with a fellow actor, and that relationship exposed to much public scrutiny.
He's always been a private person, so will he be able to handle all of that? Acting is his first love, and he's devoted to the craft. If he succumbs to his desire for you, will that cause him to go off track?
What if the relationship is not well-received? He is aware of how passionate fans can be. What if they cruelly decide to make you the object of their ire as a result? He can't possibly put you through that.
But... but fuck it.
The Aemond in him turns proud and defiant. Why can't he? Why shouldn't he?
He types another message in a second, then clicks send.
And I miss you.
His publicist walks over to him, giving him a few last-minute instructions. In a few minutes, the room is all composed and the interview is ready to begin.
The line of questioning has almost become routine-like for him, a far cry from when he first started giving shorter interviews for previous projects.
The answers flow from him smoothly, stemming from his care for Aemond and the show.
Near the end of the interview, he is asked about the remaining normalcy of his life. Surely it has all changed ever since he landed the show?
"Well, I try to go back to my hometown as much as possible. Just, you know, spending time where I grew up really helps maintain a sense of normal, for me," he responds. "It keeps my feet planted on the ground, that is, when I'm not on dragonback flying high up in the clouds."
The interviewer promptly laughs at his last remark, then asks, "What's next for you? Your fans are just eagerly awaiting your next project. Maybe a film like your new costar? Everyone is excited for her film with Jacob Elordi."
Ewan can't hide the way he perks up at the mention of you, never mind how Jacob is included too. "Ah, yes, well there are some things down the line for me. More than anything, I want to choose a project that I am passionate about, with a story and a character that is rich and complex. Whichever that is, I guess you'll find out soon!"
"Yes, yes, we will!"
"And about her project, I mean, I'm just so proud of her. We've become really close and I think she's a fantastic actress and person. She's going to smash it in this film, that's for sure."
The interviewer nods enthusiastically, smirking as he adds, "Apparently a bit of romance on the cards for her as well!"
"You mean in the movie?" Ewan replies, half-smiling in confusion. But he spies his publicist gesturing to the interviewer from behind the camera, a signal that private affairs are off-limits.
After a final question, the interview wraps up.
His publicist grumbles to him afterward, as they prepare to leave the room. "It was clear that no private questions are allowed. Sorry about that, Ewan."
"It's alright, that was... well, what was he on about? Did he mean romance between the two of us?"
"I believe he's talking about Jacob and her. They were spotted out in LA today. The interviewer probably just wanted you to spill some dirt on your costar."
Ewan frowns, "What do mean they were spotted?"
His publicist appears surprised at his question, and his obvious interest. "They've been papped walking arm in arm in LA. Seemed pretty close, not that it's any of that interviewer's business."
As they walk out of the hotel, Ewan can't help but do an immediate Google search of your name, and sure enough, the headlines about your walk with Jacob are abound.
He can't pinpoint how he feels as he sees the photos, the statuesque Jacob with his arm around you as you beam up at him. He notices that his grip on his phone has tightened, so he turns it off quickly and shoves it in his pocket.
Whatever this is, and how it makes him feel, he doesn't like it. He doesn't like it one bit.
His phone vibrates from his pocket, but he ignores it.
So he doesn't yet see your reply.
I miss you too.
đ next chapter
Ewaaaan! Make a move, my guy!
As much as we'd like to see them make declarations of love or get into the passion quick, I wanted to make it as realistic as possible. How would two young actors begin dating? Reader, kudos to you for keeping it cool as a cucumber thus far - it's up to Ewan to make the big move.
Part three may be the last. What'll they be? Just friends? PR relationship? Notorious fling? Or new celebrity power couple?
MASSIVE thanks for all the lovely feedback for part one! đ
Update: if you wish to be tagged in part three, let me know in the comments đ
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February 14, 2025Â
The screen is dark as the newest episode of Drive To Survive plays.Â
The title read âThe Rookie.â It was finally time for the episode that everyone had been waiting for since the 2024 season ended.Â
The opening scene starts with multiple flashes of cameras. If people watched the 2023 season, they would know exactly what circuit it was. The Elvis impersonators would give it away as well.Â
Standing in a circle was the current world champion, two Ferrari drivers, and the Papaya duo. They smiled forced smirks for the cameras. Yet, they dropped them once they realized the cameras were not pointing to them. The Netflix camera filmed them all turning to face the front. Most of the drivers had confused looks.Â
âI didnât know Checo was a Cars fan,â the microphone picked up the words from the red clad Spaniard.Â
Max smirked, the camera zooming in on the Dutchman.Â
âHeâs not.âÂ
The camera angle changes to the back of a young woman, blond hair bouncing with every step. A red scarf flowed behind her, white body suit sparkling under the flashes of all the cameras.Â
The screen flashed the title before a producer chair was put in a spotlight. The camera angle switched to a back view as a driver walked around and sat in the chair. Their face is completely nonvisible from the camera angle, but people know who it is.Â
The lights dim before brightening, and the camera angle is back on the chair with the driver. Blond hair reflects the lighting, as well as a nice smile. The episode clapper is in her hands. Â
âPlease state your name and team for the camera.âÂ
The woman in the chair took a breath.Â
âMy name is Y/n L/n and I drive for the Italian team, Scuderia Ferrari.âÂ
She clapped the black and white box. A loud beep sounded in the studio as the camera crew started to laugh. The girl in the chair started giggling as well, before acting serious again.Â
âYeah, that was a lie. I drive for the best, the Honda RBPT Oracle Red Bull Racing Formula 1 team. Red doesnât look the best on me. I prefer navy.âÂ
She smiles, trying not to laugh once more.Â
The camera quickly cuts to black and then fades into a clip, that looks similar to a home video. A young girl is smiling for the camera, tiniest helmet in her hand. Â
âHow old were you when you started karting?â a voice sounded over the video.Â
The blond cocked her head in thought. She smiled at the nostalgia that was running through her mind.Â
âI was five.âÂ
The same little girl was now in a kart, doing donuts on a driveway.Â
âMy parents had gotten me a kart as a present. They had been talking about starting me as soon as possible. I mean, I had toy cars before for practice. My first one was a bright pink Barbie car and I got that when I was 3.âÂ
The clip changes to a different scene. This time, it was of a karting circuit. Multiple kids were aiming for the first place spot, but a singular pink kart was going around the outside, taking it from them. Â
âI remember my first time winning. It was 2008, a few months after I got my kart. All the boys there looked at me weird when I showed up with my hot pink helmet.âÂ
âWhere you scared?â the interviewer leaned in, awaiting the answer.Â
âOf the boys? Not one bit. They should have been more scared of me.âÂ
It was now a black screen, but multiple voices shouted over it.Â
âY/n L/n wins her first feature karting race.Â
âThat is another win for the female karter!Â
âY/n L/n wins the European Division for karting in 2010!Â
âL/n takes the 2012 Italian Karting Division Championship!âÂ
âKarting will always be a part of me.âÂ
âWho kept you going?âÂ
The girl gave a sad smile to the camera as she looked down at her hands. She knew she had given them permission to talk about the subject. She just didnât know that theyâd go right off the bat.Â
âMy godfather, Lorenzo.âÂ
The screen changed to a clip of the small girl running to a taller man. The man was knelt down in the grass, arms open wide to catch the running girl. A gentle smile was on his face as he looked at the trophy in the childâs arms: almost too big for her to carry on her own.Â
âI believe that without him, I wouldnât be in this chair. I owe it all to him.âÂ
The scene changes once again, to multiple clips of an F4 and F3 car crossing the finish line.Â
âY/n L/n wins her first F4 race of the season!Â
âIs she going to take home the championship today? Yes she does! Y/n L/n is the 2018 Formula 4 Champion!
âIt is a new year and we are seeing a lot of new rookies in Formula 3. Hold on, is that Y/n L/n? Ah it is! So glad to see the girl here today especially after last year!Â
One of the regulars on the show, Will Buxton, was now in the seat.Â
âWhat are your thoughts on L/nâs rise in Formula 3?âÂ
Will leaned in, getting focused.Â
âYou have to have such a good foundation in your family and close friends, to be supported, to be good like that. Because without good support, a driver cannot be a good driver.âÂ
âL/n is across the line to take home her first F3 race win. We were seeing her looking a bit down earlier, so I hope this brings her spirits up because she is making history today.âÂ
âSo, I was disowned right before that race that I won in F3.â The blond shrugged. âI really never had any good support other than like three people. At the time, two of them were just staff too.âÂ
She giggled at the revelation, knowing what Buxton had said beforehand.Â
âAnother win for L/n, making her the 2019 Formula 3 champion. Ladies and gentlemen, you do not want to miss watching this racer ever again.âÂ
Somber music now plays in the background.Â
âHow nervous were you when you made the jump from the Formula 3 division to Formula 2.âÂ
The girl gave a nervous scoff. âI was terrified.â
Clips of pictures filled the screen.Â
âI had just lost the only person in the world who I know still cared for me.âÂ
âHeir to the Alessandrino Fortune Has DiedâÂ
âFormer Italian Karting Champion Lorenzo Alessandrino Has Passed AwayâÂ
âLorenzo Alessandrino, 2001 Formula 2 Champion, Is DeadâÂ
âY/n L/n Makes Motor Sport History as the First Woman To Start in Formula 2âÂ
âL/n Takes the Formula 2 Feature RaceâÂ
âY/n L/n, History Maker: First Female To Win a Formula 2 RaceâÂ
The headlines fade into a video of the podium. A 25-year-old Max Verstappen is visible, holding the 1st place trophy. He is seen watching the 17-year-old Y/n L/n shed some tears during her national anthem, while pointing to the sky when it finished. He gingerly stepped out and handed it to her when cued. She graciously took it from his hands and offered him a wide smile. Max stepped back, watching the young girl openly cry in front of thousands. On the inside, he wished he had that strength.Â
âI could tell something was off that day.âÂ
A new driver was in the chair. Male, blond, and in the same team uniform as the female was. Anybody whoâs anybody knew exactly who that was.Â
He sucked in a breath. âObviously, I didnât know her or what she had been through at the time. Now knowing, I wish I had given her a hug.âÂ
Max let out a chuckle as he reminisced on that day.Â
The screen flashed and the woman was back in the chair.
âI knew who he was. Everyone knew who he was.â Her hands waved around. âMax Verstappen, probably one of the greatest drivers to grace the grid. No one just skips most of F3 and all of F2. You have to be great. And that was Max.âÂ
âWas he your favorite driver on the grid at that time?âÂ
She let out a snort. âOh gosh no.âÂ
Everyone in the studio laughed.Â
The scene changed to you sitting next to Charles at one of the debriefs in Las Vegas. You had no clue why they put you there, because last you knew, you werenât driving. However, they had said something about wanting the pole sitter and you (who had done the fastest lap in FP1) to talk for a bit.Â
Your cheeks were a bit heated as you were truly sitting next to your hero. Charles could only smirk at your very shy nature next to him. He watched you rattle off about some part of the car and the balance.Â
The Monegasque cut in.Â
âSee, this is why she is perfect to be Maxâs teammate. They could talk all day.âÂ
Everyone around them laughed, along with you who gave some quiet giggles. You rolled your eyes.Â
âLetâs not talk about the fact that you have your own âLeclerifyingâ hmmm?âÂ
The girl smirked at the camera. âThere was a certain McLaren driver that always tried to get the attention of a select Spaniard. If Lando was obsessed with Carlos. I was obsessed with the other Ferrari driver. I tried to get his attention on Twitter, er, well now X a couple of times. It was still Twitter when I was using it.âÂ
âOf course I noticed her tweets.âÂ
A new driver was now in the seat once again. This time, he wore the iconic Rosso Corsa team polo. Â
Charles smiled as he looked down at the multiple rings on his finger. His hand came up to his neck to fidget with a certain necklace. His smile grew as he thought on the memories.Â
âI thought it was sweet. A young driver was trying to keep up with the big leagues. Iâm pretty sure I responded a couple of times. And Sebastian had put in a good word for her.â
âSebastian?â
Charlesâs eyes widened as he smirked.Â
âVettel. Heâs known her for longer than anyone here has.â Â
The scene changed again.Â
The girl was back as she clapped her hands.
âCharles made my day whenever he responded. To me it was probably like if Harry Styles responded to a fangirlâs tweet or Instagram. I always hoped that Iâd make it to Formula 1 and could maybe drive beside him.â
âWe were told that you know retired driver Sebastian Vettel.âÂ
The blond smirked, not nervous but confident.Â
âYeah, I know him. He was really good friends with my godfather.âÂ
She leans forwards and fixes her shorts.Â
âItâs kind of how Max was close to the Schumacher family. Lorenzo worked with Seb multiple times in the very early 2000âs when Seb was still in karting. I want to say probably even before I was born as well. He was a little bit older than Seb, more like a mentor. I was able to catch up with Sebastian around 2020 and I got to meet a few more people.â
âPeople such as?â they prodded.Â
âKimi, Nico, Mark. Iâm pretty sure I met Lewis like once though when I was pretty young. Like probably around 2015. I got to watch a couple of Formula 1 races with them in 2020.â Â
The camera cuts to a man wearing the Mercedes logo on his polo. His braids are kept nicely as he smiles at the camera. They hand him a picture of you and him in 2015. His eyes are wide as he keeps looking at the photo and then to the camera.Â
âThis was her?â Lewis questioned, letting out a small laugh. His eyes squint as he tries to get a closer look in the dark room.Â
The scene changes once again, the female driver back in the seat.
âWere you nervous that you might not have made it? To Formula 1 after what happened in 2020?âÂ
The blond looked down at her hands.Â
âThere were a few years where I was convinced that I wouldnât.â Â
The screen fades to more headlines.Â
âY/n L/n enters a second year of Formula 2 with PREMAâÂ
âThe Future for F2âs Only Female Driver is UncertainâÂ
âL/n Is Out of the Last F2 Race of the SeasonâÂ
âPREMA Drops L/n for Her F2 Final Season?âÂ
A clip of a meeting of some sorts flashed on the screen. You were looking quite down as you picked at the end of a table as someone read off a paper. You didnât even want to pay attention as they were nailing the final nail into the coffin.
âPrema Racing has decided to let go of driver number 89, Y/n L/n. After the 2022 season, she will no longer race for or have any affiliations with Prema and will be replaced by Ollie Bearman.âÂ
You spoke up. âBut I have a contract until the end of 2023.âÂ
The representative glared at you, before looking back at the page and kept reading. âSince driver 89 has underperformed in the past 2 years, Prema has decided to break contract. Compensation will be sent at a later time.âÂ
Vito had silently grasped your shoulder to offer you some comfort, but the hurt had already been done. You were going into a season for the first time since F4, you didnât have a secured future in the sport.Â
Ollie was sitting on the other side, watching you sadly as they basically read your death sentence. The camera zoomed in on you playing with a pen. If one were to look closely, they could see tears streaming down your cheeks.Â
Will was back in the seat.Â
âA driver without a contract or team cannot drive.âÂ
The scene changes back to the driver.Â
âI mean. I had other options. On the side I was talking to Sebastian and even Nico. I was trying to keep my eyes open for something, anything. Except, it turned out that I didnât need to.âÂ
More headlines flashed. Â
âDAMS To Sign Both Leclerc and L/n for 2023âÂ
âY/n L/n Wins First Two Races of the 2023 Formula 2 SeasonâÂ
âL/n Wins Her Third Race with Teammate Arthur Leclerc Behind HerâÂ
âY/n L/n Makes History Once Again: First Female To Win Formula 2 ChampionshipâÂ
âY/n L/n: Youngest Driver To Win F2 ChampionshipâÂ
The girl is back in the chair, the spotlight on her.Â
âI didnât know that Iâd get the championship my final year. I was skeptical. I really thought that I wouldnât be able to, since it was my final year, I had been dropped, and I had a new teammate. But I had a really good teammate and a better team. They really put everything into me being the best driver.âÂ
âWhat did you think would happen after everything was over? You had won the championship with 1 race to spare.âÂ
The girl swallowed before speaking. âObviously, I thought I didnât have many options. At the time, it seemed as though every door was closed. I kept talking to my manager about it, and every time he said he would come back empty handed. I even talked to him that morning, and he just had a sad smile on his face.â She paused. âI knew that even though I could be the champion, I had nowhere to go after that.âÂ
The person in the chair changed.Â
âSo, that was all a lie,â Vito spoke to the camera, a smile on his face.Â
The scene had changed. Vito Accardi, Y/n L/nâs manager, was seated in a chair. It looked like he was stressing over his laptop. Stella, L/nâs  race engineer at the time of 2023, was seated across from him. He was silently tapping a pen on the table as he looked over the words on the screen. Â
âToo many junk emails?â she teased, settling into her chair.Â
The male shook his head.Â
The screen showed multiple contracts up at once, lines upon lines were highlighted. The headers at the top of each contract showed very recognizable logos.Â
He smirked as he looked directly at the camera. âI couldnât tell her anything until I knew that there was something for certain.âÂ
âHow many teams wanted her?âÂ
âAll of them.âÂ
The scene changed to a past driverâs get-together: one that no one had seen before. The group consisted of Max Verstappen, Charles Leclerc, Lando Norris, Lewis Hamilton, Fernando Alonso, Daniel Ricciardo. An odd group, but they were just waiting around (or hiding on a Wednesday).Â
Charles was looking down at his phone, while Max was watching him closely. The Monegasqueâs fingers were typing at a lightning speed.Â
Lando was the one to point it out.Â
âWhatâs got you in a tizzy?â the Briton asked, pulling Charles out of whatever fog he was in. He quickly turned his phone off.Â
âFerrari is wanting to sign someone else, but wouldnât be able to do so until 2025. Except her manager insists on a seat for 2024.âÂ
Lewis had his interest piqued. âIt is Y/n L/n?âÂ
âYeah. My brother has put in great words for her, along with Sebastian. Pierre also says that Alpine is thinking of options too.  Sheâs,â he huffed, âvery good. Almost a little too good.â Â
The other Mercedes driver took a sip of his drink. âToto was just talking to me about that, but he said the same thing. There arenât any seats available until 2025. But he wants her.âÂ
Lando rolled his eyes. âSo weâve all gotten the talk about how all the team principals want to sign her. Even McLaren is speaking about how to get her a seat somewhere. Testing driver or something like that.âÂ
The older Spaniard spoke up. âIt would be foolish not to. She has generational talent. Stroll is looking at her as well.âÂ
âSo are we. Except there arenât any seats,â an Aussie added.Â
Max was quietly reading almost every article he could get his hands on about her. In the back of his mind, he knew that Checo was going to retire after this year (especially after what happened at Mexico). He quickly sent one to Christian, only getting a thumbs up.Â
Daniel bumped Max. âYouâve been quiet over there. What are your thoughts on the potential rookie?âÂ
The Dutchman looked up. âWhat rookie?â
The scene changed back to the Italian man.Â
âIâve been her manager for years. I knew exactly what she needed at that moment. Sure, I could have told her, but I knew she wanted to race in 2024 and not wait. Iâm not her manager for nothing.âÂ
âHow did you get in touch with Red Bullâs Christian Horner.âÂ
The man adjusted in the chair. âWell, even though she wasnât on their junior team, the actual brand Red Bull was one of her sponsors in karting.âÂ
The scene changes once again, this time the Team Principal of the currently reining team was now in the seat.Â
âVito had gotten in contact with me when she first started F2,â the older Briton said. âBut we wanted to see what would happen. We took a chance at Max, way back then. But this was a bit different.âÂ
The interviewer asked, âBecause she was a girl?âÂ
Christian shook his head.Â
âBecause she was 16 at the start: younger than Max was by two years. Sure, she turned 17 at the end of the season due to a later birthday in October. But, we took a step back to see what she could do, especially now that they changed the age rules after Max. She was dropped by PREMA, and we almost took the chance then to maybe bring her in as a development driver. But, Vito was adamant about her wanting a championship. She wanted records broken, and she did.âÂ
âHow did everything go down? Before she knew.âÂ
He smiled.
âI called him right after I got the article from Max. Youngest to win an F2 Championship and a female on top of that.âÂ
âWas everything pretty smooth sailing?âÂ
He shook his head. âI was advised not to sign her, but I was told ânoâ for Max and you see where that got me. I wasnât going to let her go to a team that wouldnât let her shine.âÂ
The scene changes to the RB19 being driven out at the mock track for training. The girlâs white helmet was a stark contrast against the deep navy of the car. The camera panned to the mock pit wall. Multiple people pressed buttons as they watched you take lap after lap.Â
A much older man just looked on with pinched eyebrows, not really interested in seeing what the girl had to offer.
After the final testing times had been clocked, he stood up and slammed his papers on a table, before he left the pits. Christian smirked as he watched him stalk off. He knew he made the right call for the second time.Â
âHow did it feel being in the seat for the first time?âÂ
The girl, back in the seat, responded, âIt felt surreal.âÂ
She kept talking as the screen faded into clips of the car.Â
The aerial view watched as the car look several laps: getting close ups and shots of the car going around the corners. Â
âI went from having the door slammed into my face to the door being blown to bits.âÂ
âDid Vito ever tell you that he was talking to multiple people at once?âÂ
She looked at the camera. âHe did. But he knew what I needed. Thatâs why heâs been my manager since 2018.âÂ
The scene changes to multiple flashing cameras as the girl walked into the paddock for the first time in Vegas. The cameras followed as she straight up walked to the group of older guys, introduced herself, and followed Max as he walked away. The rest of the guys watched her animatedly talk to the man who hated every second of the Las Vegas Grand Prix.Â
âThe beginning of your season was filled with a lot of highs,âÂ
The screen flashes to multiple clips of you raising trophies, especially highlighting your podium in Bahrain.Â
âAnd lows.âÂ
The femaleâs eyebrows raised. âNo kidding.âÂ
The scene changes to your car flipping in Suzuka before panning to peopleâs reactions. Many people immediately stood up. Others put their hands over their mouths. Many stayed sitting, frozen in shock over what they just saw.Â
The screen fades to black, but radio messages can be heard.Â
âKid, you have to answer me.âÂ
âTell me youâre ok. You need to respond.âÂ
âI canât lose you too.âÂ
Charles was back in the chair. Tears could be seen in his lash line as he exhaled a shaky breath. He closed his eyes, trying to get over his emotions.Â
âA crash like that doesnât happen every day. It was awful, just waiting to hear back from her. Really took me back to 2014. Reminded me of Jules. On the same track. Rain. I donât think I would have finished the season if she hadnât made it.âÂ
The scene changes to multiple marshals standing around the car, trying to get to you. Except, you were trapped. They didnât want to start cutting, just in case there was a fuel leak. They did not need for the car to catch fire. Â
âI remember watching Lewis just turn around,â George said, now that he was in the seat. âHe kept shaking his head and muttering. I couldnât stop crying.âÂ
âY/n is a driver who was shy at the beginning, but then got more comfortable with you as time passed. She became precious to everyone on the grid.â Oscar offered a smile, but it fell short as he remembered Suzuka.Â
âThere hadnât-â Lewis began, but cut short. He swallowed before he kept going. âThere hadnât been a crash like that since 2014. And the last time it happened, he didnât make it. I was honestly preparing myself for the worst.âÂ
Max shrugged his shoulders, trying to be nonchalant. Yet, anyone could see that his hands were shaking just a bit, his fingers picking at his skin.Â
âShe just wouldnât answer. And then they got Arthur Leclerc on the radio, thinking that he could get to her. Even then, she didnât respond for what felt like hours. We were all waiting, on the pit lane, just hoping that sheâd start talking soon.âÂ
âWhat did it feel like for you in the car?âÂ
The female was back in the seat.Â
âAll I really remember was seeing the sky and the grass as I rolled, and then nothing. I had totally blacked out. When I was coming to, I just remember hearing so much through the radio, I didnât know what to make of it. I think I laughed as I answered. I was just happy to be alive.âÂ
âWe know that was your first DNF. Thankfully the second wasnât as bad.âÂ
âNo kidding,â she laughed. âMy car just doesnât have very good balance.âÂ
âYouâve had lots of podiums. Which one was the most fulfilling?âÂ
The girl looked up in thought. Her eyes narrowed, truly going over her options. She didnât want to have to talk about certain matters, but she didnât want it to be brought up later.Â
She answered, âImola.âÂ
âWhat was so special or daunting because of it?âÂ
The blond harshly inhaled, before smirking a bit. âWell, lot of people knew how it ended.âÂ
The scene changes to multiple police cars around the paddock. The camera barely caught a glimpse of two people being let away in handcuff before panning over to the group of drivers. The lens zoomed in on your face, a big bruise forming by your eye. Max was standing protectively near you as Christian was still yelling at the people in the car. The other drivers can be seen hovering around the scene.Â
Max gulped before he sighed.Â
âI knew it was bad, but not this bad. Iâm just glad that I had gotten to her in time.âÂ
The female stretched. âExcept I got a trophy out of it, so, I wasnât too sad.âÂ
The scene changes to the next race, where most of the drivers were waiting for the parade. They could tell that someone was missing. Except, right when Lando was about to bring it up, you walked in. Sunglasses were on your eyes, trying to hide the ugly yellow and purple blotch on your face. Except, it didnât do too much to actually hide it.Â
âAfternoon,â you said, sipping on a drink that you brought. Your fingers took off your glasses, multiple drivers wincing. âItâs not that bad.âÂ
Lando rolled his eyes before muttering, âThey shouldnât have been allowed back in.âÂ
Max handed you an icepack, which you grabbed immediately. Logan brought you into a side hug and let you rest against him. Â
The Dutchman let everyone know that you had finally gotten your restraining order approved. Smiles adorned the rest of the driversâ faces at the news.Â
An older Aussie was now in the seat.Â
âI wasnât there when she met everyone. But I watched Max let her follow him, in Vegas. It was cute, âcause Iâve never seen Max act like that before. But sheâ s been a good teammate to him. Not trying to be rude, but Iâm also putting myself down when I say this: she has been the best teammate that Max has ever had.âÂ
The scene changes to you and Max in a car on the way to a race. The two of you are seated next to each other and phones are in your hands. A sudden gasp from you has you reaching over to Max, your hand smacking his chest.Â
The Dutchman winces. âWhat?âÂ
âTaylor Swift broke up with Travis Kelce. Fernando has his chance.âÂ
Viewers would have thought that Max would seem uninterested, but his eyes widened and he was suddenly leaning over, trying to get a good look at your phone.Â
âYouâre lying.âÂ
âNo Iâm not. See?â You just handed your phone over and Max was instantly enthralled with the device, fingers scrolling quickly.Â
âItâs definitely like they have a competitive sibling relationship.âÂ
Max watched as you were talking to Oscar, the afternoon after you hit his car. Max smirked as he walked past and bumped you on purpose. Your head whipped around, trying to find who did that. Once you saw Maxâs shoulders shake as he walked away, it was over. You quickly said goodbye to Oscar before running up to Max.Â
What he did not expect was for you to jump on his back, almost sending him face first into cement. He stumbled but his arms were quick to grab your legs. Your giggles were loud next to his ear, but Max guessed that heâd let you stay.Â
âI know for a fact that itâs been good to see Max a bit more carefree. Y/n really brings out the good in him. She really does that to everyone though.âÂ
Rain was pouring down in Brazil, due to a hurricane in the area. The race had been canceled and Max was just chilling in the garage. His eyes caught your figure walking out into the downpour. He watched as you just stood there, getting drenched. That was until you started dancing to no music at all.Â
Max got up from his seat and walked over to a manager.Â
âMay I?â he asked, the manager nodding his head.Â
He plugged his phone into a jack and clicked on a specific playlist that the two of you had made together. Normally, it would be playing while the two of you warmed up to get ready in the car. But now it was playing as you continued to dance.Â
Max quickly joined you and bumped you with his hip. The cameras caught you looking up at your older teammate, whose body was quickly getting drenched. Before long, the two of you were dancing in the rain.Â
And very possibly, the other drivers joined in too.Â
âShe really cares for him. It was like they met and clicked right away.âÂ
Clips of you and Max filled the screen. Walking together in the paddock, signing things for fans, doing stupid things for media day, congratulating each other after races.Â
It showed you checking on him after a DNF, wanting a legitimate answer if he was okay or not. Once Max gave the thumbs up and Mitch told you that he was, the cameras in your car showed how your body visibly relaxed after know that he was ok.Â
âSure, theyâve had their troubles.âÂ
The scene changes to Max passing you in Monaco.Â
Your voice was heard over the scene. âWhat an asshole.â
The scene changed to you not letting Max pass and him hitting the back of your RB20 in Belgium.Â
âThat was a rookie mistake.âÂ
The viewers knew that they had deliberately cut a certain action out of the scene, but it was something that they were actually thankful that Netflix cut.Â
âBut they always apologize and get back to it. I think thatâs how she got her first win. She needed to know that they could truly work as a team.âÂ
The scene showed you and Max giving each other a big hug in The Netherlands after Max won the Dutch Grand Prix.Â
The scene changes once more.Â
âHow was it? Winning in the city of red.âÂ
âWords cannot express.âÂ
The screen showed you walking in on that fateful morning, bright orange car in the background. You waved to the crowds, who seemed to get louder with your attention. Your smile brightly shone as you kept walking, only stopping momentarily for a few autographs and pictures.Â
âY/n L/n On Pole in Monza â Youngest Pole Sitter in F1 Historyâ
âThere she goes! Y/n L/n has won the 2024 Italian Grand Prix. She was starving, but now sheâs been satiated. The youngest pole sitter and turned that into a win.â Â
âY/n L/n â First Female To Ever Win a Formula 1 Grand PrixâÂ
"Y/n L/n Hailed as 'The Long Awaited' by Italian Fans"
The camera pans to the girl standing on the nose of her car, hands stretched up reaching for the sky. Max, who had DNF earlier, came over. She grasped him tightly, legs around his waist. Christian was behind them, joining in the celebrations. Soon, the entirety of the crew got over the barrier and flooded the area. The two Ferrari drivers, in a respectable P2 and P3, watched as the female driver was almost covered by people. If it wasnât them, then they were glad it was her.Â
The blond returned back to the seat.Â
âLet me tell you, the after party was probably my favorite part of the weekend. Well, besides the winning part.âÂ
âAfter Monza, how did the rest of the season go.âÂ
âWell, I did go on to win 3 more races.â The girl smirked.Â
Clips of the number 89 car crossing the finish line cover the screen.Â
âY/n L/n takes her second win of the season after Monza in Mexico!Â
It showed you waving to the crowds of Mexico, flag draped over your shoulders with a sombrero on your head..Â
âA homecoming of sorts, Y/n L/n wins a third race under the lights of Las Vegas!Â
Your fists were clenched as you shook them while your knees were bent. The while Elvis suit kind of glowed against the night sky.Â
âL/n wins her fourth race of the season in Abu Dhabi. Ending a perfect rookie year on a high!âÂ
The crowds watch you get on your hands and knees before your car. Your hands outstretched in almost a mock bow to the machine.Â
The scenes show the you hoisting up three more trophies, all while pointing to the sky after each one. Â
The interviewer looked down at their questions, before glancing back up at the girl.Â
âWhat was your worst race? One that you didnât DNF.âÂ
The girl didnât even hesitate. âQatar.âÂ
âWhy is that?âÂ
She shrugged. âI thought it would be cooler.âÂ
The screen goes black, but then changes to a very busy scene. People could see medical personelle holding onto a driver by their arms. Their legs all but dragged along the concrete. Lights flashed around as they brought her to a makeshift cot. Her helmet was ripped off along with the cloth under it. You gasped as you tried to catch your breath. Your cheeks were red and your hair matted with sweat.Â
âI need an IV and cooling towels now!âÂ
âHer blood pressure is dropping, sheâs going to pass out again.âÂ
âHey, you need to stay awake. Do not close your eyes.âÂ
âHer breath is more shallow, she needs to cool down. Get buckets of ice and water.âÂ
It changes to a podium, but only two drivers are present. It was supposed to be a Papaya sandwich after Oscar had gotten his first actual race win. They looked worried and barely stayed for the celebrations.Â
The cameras followed as the orange drivers as they ran to the Red Bull garage once the podium was finished. They expected to see you still unconscious, since that was the last they heard before the podium. Yet, they were surprised to see you upright and smiley. An IV was connected to your arm, but you were awake.Â
Oscar ran, before wrapping his arms around you.Â
âDo not do that again. I canât believe that you kept racing.âÂ
You smiled up at him and Lando.Â
âWhat can I say? Iâm indestructible.âÂ
âSheâs impressive.â A German voices his opinion now that heâs in the seats. âI donât wish to say it, but Iâm glad sheâs at the different team. I donât know if we would have been able to give her the car that she needed.âÂ
The interviewer looks a Toto for a moment, before continuing. âYou think sheâll leave Red Bull at some point in her career?âÂ
The Mercedes Team Principal shakes his head. âNo. Sheâs going to stay until she retires. Iâm sure of it. But who am I to talk about staying with a team forever.âÂ
The scene changes to you and Max, both casually hanging out. You sighed as you looked down at your phone. Max quirked an eyebrow, but stayed silent, giving you the go ahead to spill.Â
âTheyâre asking again if Iâm going to be staying past 2026.â Your arms waved around before you huffed and they fell at your sides.Â
The Dutchman rolled his eyes. âAre you wanting to stay past that?âÂ
You grinned at the older driver. âCanât go anywhere when I have the best here.âÂ
The scene changes to the blond female Red Bull racer, back in the chair once again.
âDo you think youâll ever move teams?âÂ
She shook her head. âNo, I donât think I will. It seems that every racerâs dream is to drive for the team in red, but not mine. Iâve always wanted to just race for the team that will get me places, and I think that Red Bull can stay on top for many years to come.âÂ
The interviewer continued. âWhat do you think youâll do after Formula 1.âÂ
She smirked.Â
âAfter, I want to collect. Iâm thinking the triple crown. Probably go to endurance racing and then 1 year of Indy. I know Iâll be able to do it.âÂ
âIf you could have your dream team for Le Mans, who would it be?âÂ
âEither Leclerc in addition to Max. I donât think I could be anyone elseâs teammate ever.âÂ
Clips of Charles, Arthur, Y/n, and Max showed on the screen. They might look like an odd bunch, but they worked somehow. Arthur had been promoted at the end of 2024 to actually drive for Porsche in the 2025 Qatar endurance race. Late in the editing, they were able to sneak in a clip of the four of you celebrating after he podiumed. Â
âSo, we heard that you and Max were able to sign new contracts at the end of 2024. How long are the both of you going to stay.âÂ
The girl thought for a moment, trying to think of how to word it correctly.Â
âWell, we both have kind of open ended contracts like Charles signed in early 2024. Christian said that heâll do his best to keep us there, but we arenât bound. I plan to stay for a while and so does Max if they keep giving us good cars that can still dominate.âÂ
âDo you plan to break any more records? You sure had a lot in the past season as well as early years.âÂ
âHow many do I have?â she asked.Â
The interviewer counted. âFive.âÂ
She smirked for the final time for the episode. âFive? Thatâs hardly enough. Letâs make it interesting and get 6.â Â
Everyone in the room laughed at her joke.Â
The screen cut to black and the episode ended. Yet when the female racer retired, they went back and added one more thing.Â
âY/n L/n went on to be the most decorated racer of all time. She ended up breaking 22 records in the duration of her entire motorsport career, that no one has been able to touch since.âÂ
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This Halloween, I have but one message to give you.
One I'm morally obligated to give you.
If you're like me, and didn't grow up with it?
Holy crap you need to watch Courage The Cowardly Dog right this second. Now.
I'm maybe five episodes in⊠the art direction and atmosphere is just staggering. It's like midcentury Looney Tunes drenched in surreal, liminal dream logic paranoia. An absolute joy.
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Miscalculation
AN: I don't write nearly enough for Felix. Luckily, that SKZCode lab episode planted this idea in my head, and it's taken a viciously hold on me. Also, just to be super clear, despite Reader being a year old experiment, she's very much an adult. She came into the world that way. Also also, I edited this while sleepy so, hopefully it's coherent lol.
Synopsis: Your first heat hits you unexpectedly and violently one day. Thankfully, your favourite person pays you a visit in an attempt to comfort you through it. However, you both severely underestimate just how much your heat affects you. Especially around him.
General tags and warnings: Lee Felix x Fem! Reader, Scientist! Felix, Cat hybrid! Reader, lots of unethical research, Reader is an experiment, Felix tries his best to humanise Reader, doesn't really apply here but, since Reader is an experiment and Felix is a scientist there is the potential for a power imbalance, Reader is in heat, Reader is manipulative and maybe in love with Felix and not much plot.
Smut tags and warnings: heavy dubcon, mentions of masturbation and exploration of sexuality, virgin! Reader, kind of sort of fingering (f. receiving), humping/grinding, over the clothes touching, scent kink of sorts, clothes being ripped, nipple play (m. receiving), Reader takes charge a lot throughout this, little to no foreplay for Reader and a very unrealistic first time, piv sex without a condom, marking and clawing (m. receiving), biting (m. receiving), one mention of blood, possessiveness from Reader, dirty talk, praise and creampie.
Word count: 3.8k.
I will block you if you are a minor and/or have no easily visible indication of your age on your blog if you interact with me in any way.
Everything burns.Â
Your blankets are a crumpled mess on your floor because you're certain you'll shred them into pieces with your claws if they so much as touch your overheated body right now. The persistent buzz of the air conditioner brings you no comfort. Sweat dots your forehead and you'd take off the oversized shirt that clings to your body within an instant if Doctor Bang, red faced and avoiding your frustrated gaze, hadn't insisted on some sense of propriety. Aren't these men supposed to be doctors? Trained medical professionals? Have they never seen a naked body before? He's lucky that he's the only one out of the three older men that you can somewhat stomach because if Doctor Lee or Doctor Seo had suggested you cover yourself, you would have hissed and clawed at them.Â
A frustrated noise builds from the back of your throat when you can feel your sheets starting to grow damp underneath you. You've already had to change them five times in the past two days and, you feel like you're losing your mind. Actually, you just might be. Worse than the burning that emanates through your entire body and the non-stop sweat that clings to your skin no matter how many ice-cold showers you take, is the perpetual ache between your thighs. You're not stupid. This lab may be all that you've known for the entire year of your life but, you have basic instincts and common sense. Coupled with all of the sessions you're forced to sit through with Doctor Bang in an attempt to understand you and aid you in understanding yourself, you're more than aware you're aroused right now. Or âwetâ as Doctor Lee and Doctor Seo put it, much to the dismay of the older of the three.Â
You just don't understand why.Â
In the rare moments that you've wondered about your sexuality and sex in these sterile walls, it's rarely gone beyond a few curious pokes and prods at yourself. It's mostly been a neutral experience and you didn't derive much pleasure out of it. You're sure your limited knowledge and experience on the matter has hindered your ability to enjoy masturbation much but, it's not as though the four men will just give you the material or knowledge to help pleasure yourself. You're not even sure you care all that much.
Except for when you do. Thinking back to quiet nights where the silence and loneliness of the lab was too much for your mind to handle and masturbation crossed it as a hope for distraction. A brief escape from the life you've been forced to endure. So, you tried it. Flashes of a kind smile and blonde hair making your stomach twist in a way that wasn't unpleasant, just unfamiliar. Full lips and memories of a deep voice causing arousal to trickle onto your inexperienced fingers. You'd even managed to make yourself orgasm once. It was one of the few sincerely pleasant moments you've had.Â
The rest centred around him too.Â
ââshe's deep in heat right now, Lix.â You recognise the voice as that of Doctor Bang. Your ears twitch atop your head in interest at the conversation he's having with the only doctor you've grown fond of. You're always grateful for your hearing abilities in moments like these.Â
âWe can't just keep her in the dark,â Felix argues and your heart hammers loudly in your chest. Electricity zipping through you just at the sound of his voice and the knowledge that he's just beyond your bedroom door. The throbbing between your thighs worsens.Â
âI know,â Doctor Bang sighs, âbut, we won't be getting a shipment of suppressants until three days from now. We're just going to have to wait it out.âÂ
âWe?â Comes Felix's incredulous reply, âWe're not the ones suffering right now. I went to visit her last night Chris,â your eyes widen at the confession, âShe was burning up and covered in sweat and, she's only had to deal with two days of it. You know it's not fair to her.âÂ
âWhat do you want us to do, Felix?â The older man argues, his voice heavy with frustration.Â
âTreat her like a fucking person,â the younger man argues just as frustrated, âTell her what's going on. We know she's incredibly smart. Maybe she has some biological way to make herself feel better that we haven't thought about or explored.âÂ
Silence stretches between the two for a few, long moments.Â
âI don't think that's a good idea,â comes Doctor Bang's resigned reply, âLook Lix, I know that you care about her and the two of you have always been close. Too close for what could be considered appropriate,â you snort at that. Now he cares about ethics and what's appropriate? How funny. âBut, Minho, Changbin and I care about her too. She's not just some experiment to us,â you find that hard to believe, âWe just know when it's appropriate to step back and keep our distance. This is one of those times. We're going to try and help her through it as best as we can but, we're going to wait for the suppressants then feed them to her. That's it. End of discussion.â The sounds of footsteps echoing through the hallway are all that accompany his words.Â
Well, at least you finally know what's wrong with you. You're in heat. Something they've apparently known you're capable of experiencing and have been suppressing since you gained consciousness. The fact that they're so blasĂ© about letting you suffer in your room and wait days until you're able to find any kind of reprieve boils your blood in a way that has nothing to do with your biology. Yeah, so much for caring about you. You haven't even seen Doctor Seo and Doctor Lee since your symptoms first started. You don't even notice your claws prodding in your anger. You should have attempted to escape on those rare trips Felix had taken you outside of the lab. Consequences be damned. At least you'd have a shot at a normal life. You should have never let his warm eyes and compassion keep you coming back to this hellhole.Â
Your furious, internal tirade is interrupted by your door sliding open. You don't have to turn around to know that it's Felix. His scent always betrays him before anything else. The familiar mix of bamboo and vanilla hit your senses. However, unlike the other times you'd bask in his scent, now it worsens the thundering of your heart and you notice the slick between your thighs increasing.Â
âHey,â he says gently, shutting the door behind him. All you can think to do is stare at your wall wide eyed as his scent grows closer with every step he takes towards your bed. Saliva begins to pool in your mouth just at the smell of him and the soft timber of his voice adds to the pit forming in your stomach. Your hands desperately grabbing at your arms in an attempt to calm you down. It's just Felix. Â
âI just wanted to check up on you,â he adds when his greeting is met with silence. You have to fight extremely hard to not let your tail move wildly and to keep your claws retracted when he sits down on the edge of your bed. Fuck. He's so close now and his scent is overwhelming. The smell that used to bring you comfort now puts you on edge. A feeling that you've only felt sparks of now sets your entire body alight and the ache between your thighs starts to become unbearable. He needs to leave before your heat causes you to do something very, very stupid.Â
âI know you've been struggling a lot lately,â the apologetic tone to his voice melts your heart and your impulses yell at you to crawl into his lap and nuzzle at him until he no longer sounds upset, âI'm sorry. We should have told you this when it started but, you're in heat. That's what's causing you to feel this way,â he explains, as though you hadn't overheard (more like intentionally listened in on) his conversation with Doctor Bang.Â
âI know you're probably mad at us, at me,â you want to tell him no, you could never be mad at him but, you're afraid that if you speak now, you'll say something you can't take back, âI'm truly sorry. The suppressants will be here in a few days. Till then though, I'm here for you,â he says softly, laying a hand gently on your arm in what you assume is an act of comfort but, it has the complete opposite effect.Â
Your blood turns molten in your veins and the fog that's been on the edges of your mind swallows it whole. All you can think about is getting your hands on him. Touching him. Feeling him. Mating with him. You've never felt more animal than human.Â
One of the major perks of being a cat hybrid, you've come to learn, is your quick movements. Before Felix can process it, you're sitting up and pressed to his side within an instant. The confusion and concern on his handsome face is so endearing. He's so cute. You just want to devour him.Â
âFelix,â your voice sounds near unrecognisable to even your own ears, âI want you to help me with my heat,â you practically purr into his shoulder. Grasping his arm and delighting in the pretty flush that spreads across his face. The ache of your canines extending doesn't bother you in the slightest. Your mind focused on nothing else but, the man that's been your lifeline for the past year.Â
âIâI um I caâcan't do that,â he explains, his voice sounding strained. His attempt to pull his arm away proves to be futile. Not that he was trying particularly hard anyway. âBut, Lix,â you whine, pushing your body closer to his, your breasts pressing against his arm, âDidn't you say you'd help me?âÂ
The way he attempts to stammer out a reply just makes him so much cuter to you. Nothing but, instinct driving you to press yourself even closer to him. Delighting in the shudder you feel run through his body when your breath hits his exposed neck. âDon't you want to help me, Felix?â You ask with a desperate edge to your hoarse voice, one of your hands travelling down the span of his lab coat until you reach his soft hand. Moving it until it's between your slick covered, inner thighs, âIt hurts, Lix.âÂ
Felix, for his part, looks absolutely shell-shocked. Warm, panicked brown eyes staring at you unblinkingly but, he doesn't move his hand. Not even when your own is no longer holding it. Your body moves on its own. Hips chasing the brush that his fingers offer. Your lashes fluttering at the pleasure courses through you. You feel so sensitive, even his barely there touch is enough to cause you to gush further onto his fingers.Â
And Felix watches it all. Watches the way you clumsily try to hump his fingers. Watches the minute expressions of relief and desire and frustration that all cross your beautiful face. Watches the way your canines sink into your bottom lip. Feels the way your sharp claws dig into his lap coat. He doesn't miss a thing.Â
Impulse and maybe a fraction of ration desire push you to tug on his button up shirt and kiss him. You're moving completely on what feels natural and what you've seen a couple of movies he's watched with you. It takes him a second to kiss you back. Tentatively following the movements of your lips and guiding you in more comfortable and enjoyable directions. You swallow his stuttered groan greedily when your tongue invades his mouth. Searching for more of him to explore. To taste. To burn into your memory.Â
As nice as it feels to kiss him like you've thought about far too many times in the silence of your room and, use his fingers and hand to help satiate the persistent ache that sits in the pit of your stomach, it still all isn't enough. Not even close. This time, you moan into his mouth when one of your hands snakes its way down the front of his body until it comes to rest on his lap. A particularly painful throb coming from the apex of your thighs when you feel how hard he is beneath your touch.Â
âSo you do want this just as much as I do,â you sigh dreamily against his lips, sparks of desire shooting through your entire body with every palm of your hand over his clothed cock. All of his adorable, little noises making your walls clench. You don't think you've ever felt pain like this in your entire, short life. Saliva pools in your mouth as his scent wafts to you. Much heavier and headier than earlier. Beneath the anxiety and fear, the arousal makes its presence known clear as day.Â
âWâWait, Iââ Whatever he was going to say is cut short by you shoving him onto your bed. His wide eyes, pupils blown out and completely swallowing his irises, meeting your lidded ones as he watches you straddle his slender hips. You've always thought he was a good-looking man but, he looks even better like this, underneath you.Â
Your eyes practically roll into the back of your head when you press down on him. Your drenched folds coming in contact with the evident bulge in his dress pants. Resting your palms on his stomach, you start to move. Chasing the friction against your clit desperately. Not caring all about the mess you're making of his pants. Your eyes focused on watching the way he tries very, very hard not to lose himself in the way you grind against him. His hands clenching and unclenching at his sides as he lays there and let's you use him.Â
Fuck. What a cutie.Â
His eyes shoot to your face when you use your claws to rip his blue button up open. While the colour looks absolutely lovely on him, you much prefer the sight of his bare chest. Your tongue running over your teeth at all the skin that you now have access to.Â
âHeâHey, I think we should calm dâdown a bit andââ Felix tries to interject, the drop in octave of his voice doesn't go unnoticed by you. You disregard his words easily. Leaning down to shut him up with your mouth while your hands busy themselves with exploring his chest. Your canines nipping his bottom lip when he gasps into you while you trace his nipples with your claws. Sensitive too. Perfect.Â
âWhy stop when I can feel how hard you are for me, Lixie?â You whisper against his full lips, fingers tracing random patterns into his nipples. His hips jutting up to meet your drenched core every time you touch him a little too harshly or drag yourself along his entire length.Â
âDon't you want to just give in?â You ask, meeting his blown out eyes as your hands move their way along his lithe body until they reach his belt buckle.Â
âIâIââ he stutters out when you sit back up so you can gain a better view of his frustrating belt. He must see you preparing to rip his pants off too because he stops you immediately, âIâIt's okay, I got um it,â he quickly responds. You shift down him a little to provide him with space to unbuckle his belt. Fortunately, he doesn't take too long. You're sure your impatience is rolling off of you in waves.Â
Much to your surprise given how bashful he's been, he tugs his pants and boxers down in one go. His hard, pre-cum covered cock slapping against his stomach in his rush, his eyes pointedly looking at everywhere but, you.Â
It's one thing to feel him, it's a whole different matter entirely to have his cock right there, ready for the taking. And take, you do. It's adorable how red his face is and the way he sneaks glances at you shyly when you shift back up his body until your dripping pussy is hovering over his twitching cock. Your shirt sticks to your damp body uncomfortably and, the reminder that you're still wearing it is an unwelcome one. So, you simply tug it off. Exposing yourself freely and readily to his shy eyes.Â
Not that he's all that shy when you're bare for him to fully drink in. Bruised lips parting as he watches you grasp his cock with an impatient hand and align it with your dripping hole. He doesn't stop you when you begin to sink down onto him. Strained whimpers falling from his pretty mouth with every inch you eagerly swallow. The stretch only stings a little. The sensation of his scorching cock dragging along your walls more than makes up for it. It's your turn to moan once he's fully sheathed inside of you. Your clumsy attempts with your fingers don't hold a candle to this.Â
The way Felix chokes on your name when you start to move will forever be etched into your memory. The pleasure clear as day on his face spurs you along with the desire to feel him inside of you for as long as you can. To make love with him in this awful place that only he gave any semblance of meaning to. To mate with him.Â
You lose yourself in the way his cock feels easily. Fluttering lashes threatening to shut every time he hits a spot inside of you that makes your pace falter and your claws dig into his soft stomach. The faint, pink lines that decorate his skin cause you to preen. They look gorgeous on his skin. They look like they belong there. Like they were meant to be there. Based on the way his hooded eyes switch from watching the expressions your face morphs into, the way your breasts bounce with every movement on his cock and the way you swallow as much of him as you can, you don't think he minds or cares all that much.Â
Your skin grows impossibly hotter when his hands touch you. He's careful. Watching for any discomfort but, there's none to be found. If anything, you revel in the gentle hold his hands take of your hips. Not controlling your movements but just enjoying touching you while you bounce on his cock.Â
You might actually love him.Â
The thought prompts you to lean down and smash your lips to his once more. The metallic tang of blood lets you know that you nipped him too hard but he doesn't care all that much. Letting you take everything you need from him right now while he lets you. You can feel the way he throbs inside of you. He tries to stop himself but, you notice the way his hips sometimes jerk up to meet you, to move with you. And the knowledge that, on some level, he wants you just as much as you want him sends you into overdrive.Â
His sharp inhale echoes through your room when you sink your canines into his neck. The punctures aren't deep but, they're more than enough to satisfy you. You're not sure why or how you knew to do that but, instinct has been your driving force all night and you're going to continue to trust it.Â
âWe're mated now,â you sigh, thumbing his flushed cheek.Â
He just looks up at you for a moment, attempting to digest your words before responding, âMateâMated?âÂ
âMmm,â you hum in confirmation, purring when you notice the way his twitches like crazy inside of you, âYou're my mate now, and I'm yours,â you explain breathlessly. A tension you're barely familiar with building in the pit of your gut that you chase.Â
âBut we fuck can'tââ his sentence is cut off by the drawn out moans from the depths of his chest, his eyes rolling into the back of his head when you pick up your pace. He looks so attractive like this. A bruise already forming on his neck and his chest littered with faint marks from your claws. He's gorgeous.Â
âI'm ah clâclose,â he gasps out, his glazed eyes meeting yours and his hands desperately gripping your hips, âYou need to shit stâstop,â he manages to stutter out. You think it's amusing that he thinks you're going to stop now. Especially when you're just about to get what you want. Leaning down to his ear, you whisper, âWhy, Lixie? You look so cute like this. Why would I ever want to stop?â You smile when you hear the way he whimpers and his cock pulses harder inside of you, âDon't you want to cum inside me?â His hold on you grows tighter, âI want you to. I want you to cum inside me until it's spilling out of me,â you emphasise your point by intentionally clenching around him, âFor days.âÂ
That's all it takes for him to break. His cock throbbing as he shoots his cum into the deepest part of you. A mix of his whimpers and strangled moans of your name tickle your ears as his cum fills your eagerly awaiting pussy. Your tail swishes in glee and your ears twitch in happiness. Your own orgasm creeping up on you when you feel the last of his cum spill into you. Truly, the late nights alone in your bed could never compare to this. To him. Your first orgasm could never hold a candle to this. Your entire body is riddled with quivers and shakes, your wetness gushing onto Felix's softening cock. Your thighs are sticky with cum and you're drenched in sweat but, you've never been more at peace.Â
For some time, your shared laboured breathing is the only sound in your room. Fondness bubbles up inside of you when you glance at his flushed, sweaty face. His golden hair sticking to his forehead while he takes some time to come back to himself. Your fingers move before you can even think about it. The fog retreating slightly while you play with his hair and enjoy the simple pleasure of watching him while your combined releases trickle out of you. Much to your displeasure. Â
You smile at him when he finally blinks his eyes open to meet yours. Your fingers ghosting over his mate mark as something primal and affectionate simmers in the pit of your stomach. He really is yours now. Your tail wraps around his leg without you even noticing.Â
The smile he gives you is small but, it's still one of his smiles and the way your heart hammers in your chest lets you know he really was meant to be your mate.Â
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Sam Winchester, Hero
-warnings// angst, fluff, SMUT, MENTION OF SA!!
-lil summery// kind of my spin on the pilot episode, based when Samâs in college, best friends to lovers trope
Sam x reader
Part 2
word count// 3330
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Your eyes burned as you continued to read the same line over and over, exhaustion threatening to take over your body any minute "hey you okay?" You looked towards the soft voice to see your best friend Sam, you nodded "yeah I'm just trying to finish this chapter I can't hand in another late assignment" you said stretching your limbs trying to wake yourself upÂ
Sam chuckled "it's after midnight, youâre gonna end up face down on your desk if you don't get to bed soon" you rolled your tired eyes playfully "Iâll be fine I'll just be another half hour then I'm done, you head on home, I'll be right behind you" Sam shook his head "not a chance this place isn't safe at night I'll wait for you" he said going to sit next to you "Sam sweetie, I'll be fine, our apartment is a ten minute walk at most, plus you know I can handle myself, I've kicked your ass plenty of times" you joked making him smileÂ
"Alright but I want you to knock on my door when your back home so I know your home safe, I'm giving you forty five minutes and if ur not home by then I'll be back here to haul your ass home" he said firmly, he was always the worrier, that's what you loved about him the most
"I promise, scouts honour" you promised him with the scouts symbol he chuckled as he moved toward the door "see you at home Y/N" he called as the doors closed leaving you alone in the library, You rubbed your tired red eyes and got back to work, your blinking getting slower until all you could see was darkness and a warm fuzzy feeling take over your body.
Almost an hour later you awoke with a start "oh son of a bitch!" You exclaimed quietly looking at your watch, in a panic you shoved your stuff in your bag quickly before running out the big mahogany doors and taking off in a speed walk down the dark campus towards you and Sam's apartment, hoping he hadn't left yet
You were moments away from sanctuary before you heard the sound of loud foot steps behind you, your heart plummeting to your stomach as you picked up your own pace, you were less than a minute away, the footsteps got closer and your heart was beating a hundred beats per minute
The person behind you grabbed your arm roughly turning you around to face a tall brute of a man, glaring at you his lips twisted in a dirty smile "where you heading beautiful?" He asked his grip on your arm tightening making you wince "none of your business now get your damn hand off me you jackass!" You exclaimed trying to pull your arm awayÂ
"Watch yourself now... the nicer you are to me the better I'll make you feel" the man said licking his greasy lips, your stomach turned and you regretted not leaving with Sam earlier.Â
Tears pricked at your eyes as you tried to fight him off "if you touch me I swear I'll-" you started to say before a loud laugh cut you off "you'll what baby? Look at me then look at you, who's got the upper hand here?" he mocked before a third voice interrupted himÂ
"I do!" The voice said and a fist was slamming against your attackers face knocking the brute out, screaming you turned to see your saviour as the tears streamed down you face, you saw Sam looking back at you concern written all over his face "c'mon let's go" he said quickly taking your bag from you and pulling you tightly to his side making your worries instantly vanish as you cuddled into himÂ
Sam unlocked the door with his free hand, never letting go of you, he locked the door instantly as soon as you stepped inside "are you okay? I knew I shouldn't have fucking left" Sam told you his voice cracking slightly as his hands cradled your face in them as his green eyes scanned for any visible injuries.
"I'm okay Sammy" you assured him but he shook his head, his shaggy hair bouncing as he did "I'm so sorry I didn't get there sooner, I shouldn't have left you by yourself it's not safe i-" "SAM!" You yelled cutting his rambling off, his eyes snapping down to meet yours "I'm okay, I promise, you got me before he could do anything" you promised him, brushing a stray strand of shaggy brown hair behind his ear
He closed his eyes tightly and sighed loudly, his shoulders remaining as tense as ever, he wrapped his strong arms tightly around you, holding you tightly to him
You rest your head against his hard chest, listening to his heart beating like crazy as he breathed in your scent "are you okay sweetie?" You questioned looking up at him
Sam nodded slowly "I'm doing everything I can right now to stop myself from killing that perverted bastard" Sam confessed, his voice low and serious, you chuckled quietly "Sammy your the sweetest guy I've ever met, you don't have killer instincts in you"Â
Sam swallowed thickly... little did you know who he really was, how many monsters he'd killed since he learned to walk "...yeah your probably right, come on let's get some sleep" Sam said changing the subject quickly
You stepped away from the his warm comforting embrace nodding your head, a quiet quiver threatening to leave your lips "night Sammy" you leaned up to kiss his cheek before retreating to your bedroom.
You shivered as you walked into your dark bedroom, you pulled on an oversized shirt kicked off your jeans before getting into you bed, your whole body shook as you lay, the events of the night finally setting in your head
You let the hot tears fall slowly down your face as you fell asleep.Â
You awoke a while later, you heart beating like crazy, your face stung as tears, new and fresh stuck to your cheeks, you tried catching your breath before making your way quickly to your bedroom door and down the hall to your best friends room
You knocked lightly on the door but there was no response other than the small snores on the other side, you questioned if you should just suck it up and go back to your own room but you knew you couldn't, not aloneÂ
Taking a deep shaky breath you opened the door tip toeing towards the sleeping giant, "Sammy?" You whispered in a strained voice, "...Y/N... w-what's going on? Everything okay?" Sam quickly shot up suddenly as though he was wide awake. You tried to control your breathing before replying "y-yeah I uh, I-" you struggled to get out before you broke completely, your whole body shaking as more tears streamed down your swollen face
Sam was instantly pulling you down to sit next to him on his bed, pulling your shaking body tightly into his warm embrace, his muscular arms wrapping around you waist as you lay your head in the crook of his neck, "hey it's okay just breath" he said gently trolling your hair from your face "what happened?" He asked quietly stroking your wet hair behind your earÂ
You took a deep shaky breath leaning into his touch "I- I just had a bad dream and I didn't want to be alone, can I stay with you, please?" You begged Sam, your heart racing like crazy, Sam's cheeks flushed a deep red as he nodded his head almost immediately "of course you can, you know you can always come to me no matter what" You smiled squeezing his hand tightly as a silent thank you.
Sam stayed in that position for another while longer, just holding you tightly to him as you slowly regained your breathing and the tears stopped rolling, "you ready to lay down?" Sam asked rubbing his hand up and down your cold arms nodding you move to his side, slowly lowering your self to rest against the cold unused pillow in Sam's bed, Sam turned to face you in the bed,
His hand once again reaching out for your own "I promise your safe here, I would never in a million years let anyone or anything hurt you" Sam assured you making your heart swell, "I know sweetie, your like my very own superhero" you told him making his lips pull into his familiar grin "night gorgeous" Sam said giving your small hand another light squeeze "night Sammy" you whispered back.
You lay there another few minutes just staring into the dark room, this was different than how you felt earlier in your own bed, you felt safe... you just couldn't trust your mind enough to sleep
You turned to your side to face Sam, his eyes already on you "I can't sleep" you whispered lowly to him your faces inches apart as Sam moved closer his arm moving to wrap around your waist as his green eyes stared into yours "it'll be okay, I'm right here next to you" Sam promised making you smile up at himÂ
Your hand cupped the side of Sam's face gently as you moved closer, just testing the waters, letting him have time to pull away if he wanted to, but he didn't.
Sam closed the small gap between your lips quickly capturing you lips with his, you let out a small gasp as your hand flew to grip the back of his neck lightly, his own gripping your waist pulling you as close as possible to him, you let out a quiet moan as Sam moved you to lay on your back, his body rolling to hover above youÂ
You wrapped you legs tightly around Sam's hips pulling him down so that his covered cock was pressing against your clothed clit, "oh god Sammy" you breathed out pulling his hair slightlyÂ
Sam moved his kisses down your neck causing your eyes to roll "Sam please" you begged tightening your legs around his hips, sam obeyed as he pulled back slightly to pull his grey shirt and off revealing his muscular chest, you ran your hand down from his toned chest down to his pyjama pants, you swallowed the thick lump of nerves in your throat "Y/N, we don't have to do this" Sam told you sensing your nervesÂ
You shook your head and smiled up at him "I want to do this, with you" you told him as you gently pulled him back down for a kiss, he smirked into the kiss, his hands moving to the hem of your oversized shirt you'd stolen from Sam many moons ago, he pulled the shirt off your body, revealing your bare breasts to him, he instantly grasped them in his warm hands
You let out a small moan of his name, arching your back from the bed "please touch me" you begged, sam chuckled and kissed his was down your chest taking each breast in his hot mouth before continuing his way down your stomach, he dragged your panties down off your legs, gasping at the cold air hitting your core you move to clench your thighs together
Sam's hands caught your thighs quickly, spreading them wider exposing you completely to him "you look so beautiful like this" Sam said his eyes a darker green, bordering a light brown, Sam blew cold air against your soaking pussy before diving in, you screamed in pleasure your hand rushing to gripe Sam's longer hair, "oh god Sammy! Please don't stop that feels so fucking good" you cried out as Sam sucked hour clit into his mouth and inserting his two long fingers inside your dripping hole "you taste fucking delicious Y/N I could stay between these legs all damn day if you let me" Sam said against your pussy, the vibrations of his deep voice and combination of his thrusting fingers causing your eyes to roll to the back of your head "I'm so close Sammy please!" You screamed in pleasure slamming your head back against the pillow behind you as Sam sped up his movements, all that could be heard in the room was heavy breaths and the sounds of Sam's mouth and fingers working you toward your orgasm
You cried out in ecstasy, Sam's long fingers curled inside of you hitting your g-spot repeatedly his lips wrapping around your clit stimulating you completely, you screamed Sam's name as the coil snapped, your orgasm came crashing towards you causing your body to shake slightly, sam carried you through it, not stopping until you gently pushed him away from you, you legs around his shoulders shaking "that was the hottest fucking thing in the world, I've never had a guy do that to me before" you breathed out, still trying to catch your breath
Sam chuckled giving you lips a small kiss "well you have only dated jackasses who clearly have no idea how to please their girls, if I had it my way I'd have you tied to the bed with me down there all damn night" Sam confessed making your heart pound, you looked at him threw half lidded eyes a smirk playing on your lips "I'm not opposed to getting tied up sometime" you said making sam groan loudly as you pulled him into another deep kiss, your hand snuck it's way into his pants and wrapped around his hard cock, you started to move your hand in an up and down motion before Sam quickly grabbed your wrist stopping you
Your eyes snapped to his in a panic and your heart raced in panic, "What's wrong?" You questioned quickly and Sam smiled "nothing it's just⊠I'd rather be inside you gorgeous" Sam told you and he kicked the rest of his pants off leaving his big hard cock on full display making your mouth water "do you have a condom?" You struggled to ask as your mouth was suddenly dry
Sam nodded, hovering over your bare body to reach into his nightstand, he quickly pulled out a familiar foil package, he ripped it open quickly with his teeth and rolled it onto his erect member "are you sure your okay with this?" Sam, ever the gentleman asked you, his hands ran up and down your waist in a comforting way making you smile "of course I am Sammy" you confessed wrapping your legs tightly around his hips and pulling him down to you so he was chest to chest to you
Sam leaned down to capture your lips in a sensual kiss, not rushed or hard like the other kisses, you felt him place his covered tip at your entrance, your pussy clenching in desperation to feel him inside you,
Your moan caught in your throat as Sam pushed his way inside you, filling you up, inch by inch
Sam sucked in a harsh breath, his lips moving to attach to your neck "god Y/N your so fucking tight, can already feel you squeezing me" he groaned out hotly against your neck, you giggled softly as your hands ran up Sam's muscled back, he began to move his hips slowly to rest the waters, there was a slight pain but nothing could take away from the pleasure of having Sam so close to you like this "faster Sammy please" you told him arching against him to allow him to push inside you deeper, Sam obeyed and grabbed your thighs, he pushed them up so you knees were against your chest, your calves hanging over his broad shoulders
Sam pulled his hips almost all the way back before slamming back inside you making you scream in pleasure
He continued to slam his cock deep inside you at a fast pace, hitting your G-spot with every thrust his pelvic bone pressing against you swollen clit adding just the right amount of pleasure "yes!" You screamed dragging your nails down Sam's back as white hot pleasure clouded your vision, you knew your orgasm was fast approaching as the coil in your stomach tightened "cum with me baby" you moaned out, Sam quickened his movements feeling his own orgasm crash against him, he moved his hand down to rub your clit quickly causing the band in your stomach to snap, you screamed Sam's name as your juices came flowing out of you, down Sam's thighs as Sam groaned feeling the condom fill with his hot seedÂ
Sam continued to thrust a few more times slowly to calm you both downs, whimpering when he pulled out you gave him a gentle kiss on his now swollen lips "that was amazing" you said once you pulled away causing Sam to chuckle, he threw the used condom in his trash can "yeah that was the best sex I've ever had" Sam confessed making your heart race and your cheeks turn pink when you giggled âyeah me tooâ
Sam pushed a stray hair behind your ear, his eyes staring into your own with intensity âI really like you Y/N, your my best friend.. I mean I know we just crossed the line of just friends but I want you, I mean, I want this, not just sex.. I mean I want you.. all of youâ Sam confessed before kissing you quickly to solidify his wordsÂ
Your heart pounded against your chest as you listened to Samâs confession, âI want that to Sammyâ you said placing your hands on either side of his face, leaning in to peck his kiss swollen lips a couple of times until the smiles on both your lips made it impossible to keep going âso how about tomorrow after your last class we head down the Chinese place for dinner and we can rent a movie to take back home?â Sam asked you nervously âIâd love thatâ you told him before going to the bathroom to get ready for bed again, this time in the safe protective arms of your boyfriend.
A couple of hours later you awoke to voices in the kitchen, panic rose in your chest before you turned to wake Sam, surprised when all that was in his spot was cold sheets, you furrowed you brows before getting up, you quickly pulled on your over side shirt and panties before stalking towards the kitchen where your boyfriend and another man were talking âsam?â You called for him making his head snap towards you âY/N hey what you doing out of bed?â Sam questioned placing his hand on your armÂ
You opened your mouth to answer before the other man moved towards you a big flirty smile graced his lips âwow you are so far out of my brothers leagueâ the man said making sam roll his eyes âoh your Dean! Samâs told me a lot about youâ you said making him chuckle âall good I hopeâ he said before turning his attention back to your boyfriend before staring at you again âlisten sweetheart, I gotta talk to your boyfriend here about some family business would you mind giving us a minute?â He asked trying to be as nice as possible âof course Iâll just-â you were cut off by Samâs big arm wrapping tightly around yours waist pulling you tightly to his side âno, anything you can say to me, you can say in front of Y/Nâ Sam told him his chest puffed out in angerÂ
Dean clapped his hands together in frustration âfine, dad hasnât been home in a couple daysâ Sam scoffed and rolled his eyes dramatically once again âyeah, heâll come stumbling back on in soon enough, just like he always does!â Sam said annoyed, his muscled arm around your waist tightening as Dean sighed lowlyÂ
 âalright, dads on a hunting trip, and he hasnât been home in a few daysâ.Â
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Kissing König on the forehead
Masterlist Kissing Ghost on the forehead Kissing Price on the forehead
TW: mentions of social anxiety
His life consists of you. Literally: you have become the measure of everything. There are no more 'Fridays' or 'Novembers' - there are days, weeks and months, until he sees you again. No more rooms in his house - there is a wall to which he pressed his back, giving you more space to pass by, when he first saw you. There is a stove where you burned your fingers, making his heart ache when he saw your tears for the first time. There is a window, by which he fell on his knees and frantically stroked and kissed your hands, after he heard your timid confession. Anything beautiful he witnessed, anything meaningful he heard or read, made sense, only when he thought, how would he share it with you.
König knows, It's too much, his eagerness to be by your side constantly, his hunger for your touch, his feelings - he is too much. And he is afraid, so terribly and utterly afraid, that one day you see it too and leave him. So he restrains himself, tries to be less vocal, clasps his hands around his elbows to not hug you every minute, he is around. König carefully plans every conversation, you two will have, when he is back from deployment. Sometimes these imaginary chats end good, other times - you yell at him, but what is even worse - you cry. Your tears, even ones, he imagines pain him so badly - he immediately takes out his phone and texts you.
"I am so sorry, Schatz."
He snaps back to reality only when he gets your worried answer. Of course, you get scared and want to know, what happened. So he has to come up with some excuse.
"I am sorry for not being right now with you. I know, it's evening back at home, and you are probably watching some show, and I remember, how you like cuddling, while doing it. I'm sorry for not being there."
König finally puts the phone away, hissing at himself for this episode.
When he finally returns, you refuse to wait for him at home and come straight to the station. He allows himself to squeeze you in his arms, but deep inside his head, König counts. "One-two-three-four-five-it's time to let her go, you can't just stand there and embarrass her with your tenderness in front of everyone. You are becoming too much once again."
You interrupt his inner tirade. "Let's go home, love."
An entrance door shuts behind his back, and he finally takes a deep breath in, feeling the familiar scents of your shared house. König hears some strange repeating noise, lowers his eyes and notices that you are immersed in the fight with a jamming zipper on your jacket. On the very next moment, he kneels before you, moves your hands away from the zipper and tries to figure it out himself. It takes him a while, because he is afraid to pull too hard, finally destroying the jacket. You look at him warmly and laugh softly. "König don't worry, I can handle it."
At that moment, zipper finally breaks. König frowns.
"You couldn't just mind your business, you idiot? Now she is going to finally see, how overwhelming you are, how you break everything, you care for, how you smother those, who you love. Is that what you wanted?" An angry voice inside his head shouts and silences everything around, including König himself. He doesn't feel his lips starting to tremble, forming some apologetic mumbling. He doesn't hear, when you try to reassure him.
So you take a quick step forward, and embrace him, pressing your lips against his forehead. Maybe that angry voice exists only in his head, but it's not the first time, you witness König tearing himself apart for no reason.
"You are overthinking again, love. But its going to be ok, I promise." Another kiss on his forehead.
"You are not overwhelming to be with, you are not annoying. No." By this time, you know all the terrifying things König's mind whispers and shouts to itself.
"No one is going to get tired and leave you. Especially not me." You kiss his closed eyes, not caring for remains of dark camouflage paint on his skin.
"You are overthinking, and it is ok, because it shows, that you really care. It's not your fault." You press your lips against his face, so that he not only hears, but also feels, what you are saying.
And that silents Königs anxiety and self-doubt. He suddenly feels tired, but endlessly loved. He finally comes back home, pulling you into a long and tight embrace, not counting seconds this time.
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