#GENUINELY WAS IN SHAMBLES
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so the scene where elzar gave avar her new diadem? yeah..........
#GENUINELY WAS IN SHAMBLES#CRIED A LOT ABOUT IT#stellan and elzar getting her first diadem made for her#and when elzar got this second one made..even though stellan isn't with them he's still a part of it bc there are three gems#for the three firebrands. their constellation of three#actually going to be sick#STELLAN IS SO PRESENT IN THEIR LIVES STILL AND I'M JUST-- 😭😭😭#elzar mann#avar kriss#elvar#firebrands#a constellation of three#temptation of the force spoilers#temptation of the force#thr spoilers#the high republic#mik reads the high republic
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i am in shambles
#mcyt#hermitcraft#hermitcraft s8#hermitcraft season 8#pearlescentmoon#pearlescentmoon fanart#season 8 is so much fun . i am in absolute shambles over pearl's pov it was so much fun#genuinely cried dhmu#boatem:((( /pos i miss them already#fruut salad
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anyone else get occasionally assaulted by thoughts of holmes and/or watson dying in sussex? like, maybe one day, when they are both very old, holmes wakes up to watson in his arms and he knows right away. he genuinely believed he would be the first to go. he steps downstairs and lights up a pipe. he stands there for a long time. he writes a few letters and sends them out. he walks around the house, observing everything. then he goes outside to sit near the bees. he listens to their soft humming and passes away in the sunshine.
or, one day, when they are both very old, watson comes back from the village to see holmes asleep in his chair. he knows right away. he genuinely believed he would be the first to go. he sobs and sobs and sobs. he writes letters by candlelight. then he writes more. he writes until he has nothing left to say. then he goes out and sits by the bees, who are all silent. he passes away under the moon.
#LISTEN#I KNOW#I HAVE A PROBLEM#genuinely feel like i should trigger warning this because the impulsive thoughts should be giving ME trigger warnings#trigger warning: death#trigger warning: maximum old man yaoi angst#i am very sorry#i just need to exorcise whatever demon this is#also#i love pain#in shambles#sherlock holmes#john watson#acd holmes#acd johnlock#sussex retirement
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i finally got an ipad :’D
#the owl house#toh#hunter toh#my art#myart#my bank account is in shambles but i do not regret this purchase#this thing feels genuinely incredible to work on like omg?#i feel like that gif of popular anime guy i do not know the name of taking the weights off#freedom!!!!!
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RAAAHHH !! happy birthday to THESE TWO LOSERS !!! 💥💥💥
also happy 12 year anniversary of gravity falls !!
also ALSO happy 1 year anniversary of me finishing the show! i can't believe that it's already been a year since i've watched the finale. it's CRAZY.
this show really means a lot to me. it holds a very special place in my heart. words can't describe the utter joy this show brings me.
here's an artistic rendition of me after the finale !! :
but seriously, i love this show so much. even if i do cry every time i rewatch the ending.
anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAVITY FALLS !! (and my favourite twins of all time)
#yapping#stanford pines#stanley pines#gravity falls#like seriously#i've only been in the fandom for only a YEAR?? WDYM??#i remember finishing the finale then wondering “hm when is stan and ford's birthday?” AND TURNS OUT IT WAS THE SAME DAY???#and it was ALSO the 11 year anniversary????#it was a crazy coincidence#anyways gravity falls is my favourite show ever i'm SOSOSO glad i watched it#and forced my 4 IRLs to watch it too#you know who you are 🫵#also YES that was my genuine reaction to the finale#i was in SHAMBLES
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I really need Gideon to know that Jeannemary said hi, please, the whole scene with teens death is so devastating, Gideon needs to know
#thinking about Harrow trying to tell that but she's saying it like 'the fourth cavalier says hello'#and Gideon doesn't know about the whole Harrow's haunted river theater so she doesn't take it as anything genuine#so Harrow continues with#'you absolute moron I'm not trying to talk down to you. Pent helped them trough the river. they're save..more or less'#if you wonder why I have so many posts with quotes recently i just been re reading the first two books#and I'm in shambles#the locked tomb#gideon the ninth#gideon the ninth spoilers#harrow the ninth#harrow the ninth spoilers
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Reconnecting with nature because what the hell was Act II
#i'm genuinely shaking#PEAK SERIES PEAK PAIN PEAK STORYTELLING PEAK PAIN PEAK ANIMATION PEAK AGONY PEAK EVERYTHING#isha arcane#im in shambles#arcane act 2#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane league of legends
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sorry im emotonal and going off of the other asks sent about machete and just i need to stress how beautiful it is to me that machete sees himself so undeserving of love and affection and feeling as if vasco's too good for him but despite all that he is so incredibly devoted to vasco and loving towards him (in his own way) but is so incredibly clear to anyone with eyes that just how in love he is with vasco. like it's not done out of a "oh god please never realize that you're too good for me here here let me overdo it with the affection" its done with the "i love you, and will always love you, no matter what happens to us or separates us, and i will give it to you as long as i am able, and if you ever leave, i won't be okay, but will still love you, and want you happy". like he doesn't use his own feelings of being undeserving taint his love or the way he loves for vasco, and it's so, so beautiful
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#;M;#oauhh#that's so sweet I'm in shambles and so glad to hear all of that#sometimes I worry about whether I'm communicating their chemistry correctly#it would be so easy for this sort of relationship to gain suffocating and possessive and overall just abusive tones#and even though you could argue it would be a source for juicy drama I just don't want that#Machete could selfishly exploit Vasco's care and altruism without giving anything in return#or worse let his paranoia and jealousy get the better of him and end up destroying them both because if he can't have Vasco no one can#and Vasco could leverage his influence over Machete to manipulate and use him because out of them two he's the more mentally stable one#and it would be easy to take advantage of Machete's vulnerability obedience and his trust that Vasco would never harm him#but I don't know maybe it's a bit tropey and idealistic but I really just want these dogs to be genuinely good for each other#they have so many things working against them already I don't wish to see them backstab each other as well#they have a bit of a 'us against the world' thing going on which I really like#they're not perfect there's issues they're trying to work on but the will to get through it together is there#and I want to make it seem like they wouldn't hesitate to prioritize the other one's happiness and wellbeing at their own expense#if it came to that#anwered#anonymous
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Was browsing through the wiki to get some reference and I've always found it interesting that Portrayals gave off the hint that Vertin captures their form's essence (through film most likely) and the descriptions of them are insight of the character from Vertin's perspective.
If we go by that logic...Schneider's Portrayal description ruins me.
#reverse 1999#verneider#vertin x schneider#i'm in constant shambles for these two#back when schneider was playable all vertin wants is to take her back to the orange orchard#her portrayal is the only one that refers to 'you' as if making a note to remind yourself#her profile is also the only one that doesn't inherently have it describe something about her personality or hobbies#it's a genuine opinion from the person writing the description like it's absolutely important that's what it should be written there
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etoiles who tries to be patient and tries to be kind and tries to help bad in his state of memory loss and confusion after purgatory, but still can’t help be suspicious of him. who works around how well he knows bad, because he knows bad is a liar, but he doesn’t say as much he just quietly puts in his own tests and precautions to gauge properly what level of fucked bad’s head is. who won’t stop reminding him of purgatory. does he remember the eggs? does he remember his home? does he remember how he slaughtered his friends ruthlessly over and over and over again? does he remember jaiden? charlie? does he remember how defenseless etoiles was when he stabbed him in the back? etoiles who knows how bad feels just by body language, who used to have the upmost respect and trust for his friend, his ally, his brother in arms - now holds him at arms length even at his most vulnerable.
something about etoiles asking what bad is hungry for, offering to fight (wanting to fight, now that the ground is even, now that he’s not defenseless, after bad had killed him when he was), and bad going “fight? why would I fight you, I thought we were friends?” and all etoiles can do is scoff. something about how even the most honorable and most patient have limits. something about how the consequences for bads actions - to himself and to others - are all finally compounding. how etoiles and bad’s relationship is forever changed by what happened in purgatory, and etoiles may still extend his hand to help him, give him strategies to remember things, but he’s doing so with a bitterness and a resentment.
things won’t be the same. things will never be the same. and the way etoiles can’t help bad without being sharp and angry about it proves this. because two weeks ago bad was family - and now, at bads worst, his most afflicted, most vulnerable, sure etoiles still offers help, and is more level headed than most about it, but he is in no means gentle or kind. he doesn’t want to help him. and that says everything.
#idk man. etoiles reaction not being ‘oh poor bad’ but being startled and then ‘oh of fucking course he’d just forget everything’ is telling#like we knew purgatory wasn’t gonna be forgotten. especially between red and bad specifically. but for it to show through etoiles first#to see etoiles genuinely bitter and resentful and taking no stock nor trust in what bad is saying or showing. yeah. Yeah#like. etoiles helping. he still cares a little. he’s not gonna leave bad to fend for himself he’s gonna help because that’s what he does he#helps#but it’s like. etoiles is saving him with a resentment because he knows bad wouldn’t do the same#(as far as he’s concerned at least. from what purgatory has shown him at least)#or not saving so much as helping to correct my phrasing a little bit jfjskfkrk#idk the fact that it’s etoiles out of everyone back so far. the fact that it’s etoiles and bads relationship that’s in shambles#out of all the friendships and mutual trust and respect and love#like. yeah. yeah. purgatory won’t just be forgotten. as much as bad has forgotten no one else will forget#mcyt#qsmp#q!etoiles#q!bbh#z speaks
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found an old screenshot of my first impressions of yuma
#i am in shambles do you know this#im so fucking broken#how could i play myself like that. the clown makeup is permanent#do yall know how much i genuinely hated his ass at first#like the mere sight of him pissed me off#im booboo the fool. im done for.#rain code#mdarc
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Abner seldom complained, neither of how Christopher lied of his species or name. He would do so occasionally when the hour was late and they had returned to Christopher's small and unfashionable apartment at Little Ryder-Street. Then, Abner would fly away from his jacket lapel (the sound of his wings so similar to the ones he had heard as a child), and land on the mirror, where he would walk around slowly.
Drawlight and Abner! (enlarge the pictures for actual image quality 😉)
For from dust we came by @miserablejester/pixelatedgeese. I am never not in shambles over these two.
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#jsamn#jsmn#jonathan strange & mr norrell#jonathan strange and mr norrell#drawlight#when I say I’m in shambles I do mean that I was feeling literally every emotion under the sun as I did this#he’s just a little guy#….. aghh#he didn’t deserve to die#we combine this with broken mirrors and self-hatred and Abner asking for forgiveness and I’m genuinely dead#anyways soo happy with this. it’s a very busy piece but I think(?) it’s decipherable#well that’s my single creative idea of the month done and dusted#my art#x
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Whatever happens
I know one thing for sure
Oliver and Ryan will absolutely
DESTROY
us with their acting
They'll pull every emotion out of us and hand them over on a golden platter
And I'm so excited for this
#Buddie#oliver stark#ryan guzman#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 abc#S7#Like I'm genuinely worried for us though#Cause this one scene already has us in shambles#Like with Ryan's subtle expression and those god damn eyes#And Oliver's voice breaks and hurt puppy face#Not also with their smiles and giggles and head ducking and all#Please#I can't wait for this
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no bc if you went and told my summer 2020 self who was in the good omens fandom pre-covid and got very deep into witcher during peak pandemic and got emotionally wrecked by The Mountain that now geraskier is like. not actually doing that bad and geralt called jaskier "jask" and genuinely and outwardly cares for his safety and it's actually ineffable husbands who are actually the ones in shambles right now she'd fucking hit you
#me now: 'yeah one of those couples is in shambles and the other is actually doing p good & has like. genuine outward care from both parties'#2020 me: 'yeah i know!!'#me now: '...its not who you think.'#mine#geraskier#ineffable husbands#good omens#the witcher
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EVERYTHING IS YOU.
#the substance#the substance 2024#coralie fargeat#demi moore#margaret qualley#my art#my stuff#graphic design#captain's log#last 50 minutes of this movie left me in shambles#genuinely one of the saddest movies ive witnessed !! we need to burn the beauty industry to the ground!!! what the fuck!!!!
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I swear the most hated enemy in this life is your best friend’s self-loathing
#genuinely so upset right now#other people telling me they don’t like themselves makes me kind of ill over how much i hate it#because NOOO YOURE GOOD YOURE HUMAN THERES NOTHING INHERENTLY WRONG INSIDE YOU I HATE YOUR THOUGHTS SO BAD#genuinely started crying because my best friend told me they think they’re ugly like i can’t do this#it’s so wrongggggg ughhhhhhhh#and then they’ll be all oh i hate being a bummer#like NOOO YOURE NOTTTTT#I LOVE YOU AND ANY EMOTION YOU GIVE ME#BECAUSE THEY COME FROM YOU AND I WELCOME THEM INTO MY LIFE AND PLEASEEEEE#i want to fixxxxx ittttttt but i know its not just magically fixable#so instead i gotta provide slow support over time and treasure everything they choose to share and come to me for help with#meanwhile my shit ass protective side is going haywire because WHAT THE FUCK THATS MY BEST FRIEND#genuinely in shamble any time i think about them being upset#like the world sucks so bad for that
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