#FUCKING SUCKS

[babygirl1841]

Literally me since January 23rd. I’ve drank my weight in Capri Suns and Arizona peach ice tea and the pain I’ve been in makes me want to scream. But it would hurt to scream, because it hurts to do anything and the pain is 24/7, so I just cry like the baby that I am and suffer, hoping for it to ease up.

Just make it stop.

I miss the amazing pain meds they gave me at the hospital right after the surgery. My god, no pain at all.

i need a capri sun and then i need to be shot

[notherpuppet]

All things considered, Tumblr is pretty good regarding minors DNI compared to other joints. Meanwhile on TikTok, I been blocking at least 5 accounts a day 💀

[ch3rrybite]

you want to tell them what’s wrong, but isn’t that just too much? you don’t want to seem needy. you don’t want to ask for too much. the thing is, you’ve learned how to read the spaces between words—how someone’s tone flattens, the shift in the way they look at you. you can feel the weight of a text that doesn’t come. you’ve lived this before.

don’t panic, don’t panic. you want to write: hey, are we okay? but doesn’t that just prove that you’re too much? you’re too clingy, too desperate. shouldn’t love feel steady? effortless? isn’t this exactly what ruins it every time?

but then: if it’s real, shouldn’t you be able to ask? shouldn’t they want to reassure you? wouldn’t someone who loves you want to say it’s okay, i’m here?

and yet, the little things pile up. they don’t laugh as much as they used to. their texts feel colder, shorter, more obligatory than excited. they stop bringing you into their world the way they used to. it’s just a little distance, you tell yourself. it’s fine. it’s fine. it’s fine.

except it’s not. you know the exact moment people start pulling away. it’s like your body keeps score, wired to anticipate abandonment. your stomach twists, your chest tightens, and suddenly you’re scrambling again. begging to be noticed, chosen, kept.

what a fucking joke. you’ve always prided yourself on being independent, on not needing anyone to fill your empty spaces, but here you are—panicked, waiting by your phone, second-guessing every word you’ve said. you’ve learned how to live alone, but god, you just want to be someone’s. you want someone to look at you and stay.

but here you are again, barking for scraps of love like a dog left out in the rain. like they’re the only shelter you’ve ever known. you wish you could be enough, just once. you wish you could be someone worth holding on to.

[misa-chan13]

My thought is why would you want to become president if you don't like most of the people you're governing like i understand why he is (no jail, money, scores to settle) but it seems dumb to want to be the leader of a country you don't even like the America he wants to lead doesn't exist and when it did he would have died really early of stupidity or one of his servants (really really thin use of that) killing his ass

imagine how much of a fucking horrible person you have to be that on the first day your elected into office the crisis calls of a Suicide Prevention Project Go Up 33%. The Trevor Project Received over 1,400 Call By Early Monday Afternoon. Most of those calls, if not all, are coming from children. Children scared of you and what you will do. Imagine how much power and how horrible you have to be to do that.

[drops-of-universe]

You know when you wish you could ask for extra love but you can’t

[cis-chan]

Crazy work that I lost my only IRL friend that lives in my city because I refuse to officiate her random spontaneous wedding to a guy she'd known for a month after already having officiated her first wedding which ended in divorce 3 months later 💀

[rexxdjarin]

I am once again sad

sorry that this is the place I always come to for that but it’s the safest most anonymous place online for me

I’m sad because of dating or rather the lack-thereof

I’m 28 years old. Almost 29.

I’ve never had a boyfriend. I’ve never had a single person like me, truly like me back. I’ve never had another person care about me because they liked me for me.

All I’ve ever had is men who use me for sex and that’s it. I constantly attract only the kinds of men im not attracted to physically or like compatibility wise.

And every year it’s getting worse. My self esteem is so low because I don’t know what other conclusion to draw from my circumstances other than that men either no longer find me attractive physically OR that something about my personality is unattractive.

I’m tired of getting advice about waiting until my time comes. I’ve waited ten fucking years. Nothing has ever changed or gotten better. If anything it’s progressively gotten worse.

And it’s so hard because I am now the only single friend in my friend group. Pretty soon I might not even have a friend group to go to. Because you know what happens when all the couples hangout - there’s never a reason to include the single people anymore.

When I go out, no one talks to me. No one approaches me. And honestly I never even see anyone worth approaching myself either. I don’t know what to do anymore.

I just feel like im going to be lonely forever.

I wish this wasn’t how things were for me. I wish it could be easier. I wish the right kind of men would notice I exist.

I wish I didn’t feel like there’s no one who will ever care about me.

I’m really tired of wanting this at all when it’s clearly not something that’s ever going to be a reality for me.

[aheartofdawn]

[royakahoshiart]

today i had a presentation on Japan as a country. I had to do history and I was in group with assholes but it's okay I guess

I do my oart and yeasterday i stress about it so much that I end up studying all night

Whenni go to school I'm insanely tired and can't remember a lot so I wash my face and go to class. Before the presentation I open the thing to remember some stuff.

For context, I did 7 slides in total with all the eras and periods of Japan.

But when I look, there's only 1! They deleted all my slides and wrote a boring and superficial slide about ww2, which only was "USA bombed Hiroshima" THAT WAS IT.

I Was the only one that studied, triy and do something and the only one that knew what they were saying. I hate school.

[woowzaaa]

wolfstar art bc im stuck on dead gay wizards

the quality was all dandy until procreate decided to ruin my life so now itll never look as good as it did yk 😍

[skinreflectsthesun]

Being a mom just means when my kid is sick he wakes up like 4 times in one night and I get shit sleep, and then as soon as he’s feeling better I get sick with what he had because I was getting shit sleep and barely taking care of myself

[reeltreble]

let’s just all watch barbie today to rid ourselves of the toxicity of jo koy and the golden globes

[obsessingoverl]

Overhearing my bestie talk about her ED and recovery while she doesn't know my issues with food

[honeypleasejustkillme]

cptsd and bpd is so stupid, i need an off button or manual to silence my brain

[mxliv-oftheendless]

\m/

[getsuuna]

KNY Fandom try not to spread misinformation and get some media literacy challenge extremely difficult 90% people failed!!!

I lose faith in this Fandom in each passing day istg, might be one of the worst Fandoms I've been in so far, yet I've been fixed for years so I can't detach myself from it.