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I guess little post for Sammy's (late) bday? :,]
Little doodle of my silly guy, plus I needed to change his color pallete because I was getting sick of him looking like an eggplant lol.
#Exams will be the death of me#i haven't drew him in so long jeez#sorry Sammy fans for no more drawing of him#im trying to change my art style a bit and concentrate on anatomy/ face studies lol#eyy im back#Working as a character designer for a game ma friend is making >:]#So ive got no more time lol#batim#bendy and the ink machine#sammy lawrence#batdr#bendy and the dark revival#sammy lawrence fanart#ink demon
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Damian: "Red Hood has a pretty severe concussion. What do I do?"
Tim: "Extraction's still ten minutes out, just keep him talking."
Damian, urgently pressing the comm: "I don't want to talk to him, he's even more insufferable than usual."
Jason, lying on the ground, eyes closed: "That's funny Junior, because head trauma's the only thing that makes you bearable."
Damian, to Tim: "I'm leaving. It won't be the first time we've had a closed casket."
Tim, groaning disgustedly: "Robin--ugh, seriously, just stay there and keep him awake."
Damian, seething even more when he sees Jason's smirk: "Fine."
Jason, cracking open one eye: "Aww, are you concerned about me?"
Damian: "Shut up. The only thing I'm concerned about is our family's reputation after your public wipeout on that stupid motorcycle."
Jason:
Damian: "Are you still awake?" *kicks him* "Todd?"
Jason, grinning: "You said our family."
Damian, furious: "I didn't. You've lost more brain cells than you could afford."
Jason: "Wait 'till Tim hears, I think he'll want a group hug. Bruce is probably going to get emotionally constipated. Dickie would probably cry--"
Damian, panicking as he hears the Batmobile get closer: "Stop. Do not tell him--"
Jason: "You better erase every single fucking video of me crashing then."
Damian: "You have a deal."
#very crappy textpost#made in between exams#and with a migraine that's making me tempted to scoop my eyes out of my skull#jason todd#damian wayne#batbros#This is how I picture them bonding#reluctantly#barely#I'm not warning for death mentions because at this point Jason's name in the tags is as good as one#tim drake#batman#batfamily#dc comics#I'm always torn whether I want Jason to want anything to do with them versus them sort of being family lol#bruce wayne
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I’m so late to this but i started watching ofmd and jim has stolen my whole heart 🍊
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)
#my art#artists on tumblr#art#fanart#digital art#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd jim#jim jimenez#vico ortiz#jim can stab me actually#i know the jim/oranges art has been done a billion times but that's because it's a lovely take so here's mine#this was overall a super fun piece to work on#especially during finals week...#im actually insane for starting a painting during exams#but we don't talk about that#what we do talk about: this entire show oh my god#currently on s2 and the part where jim says life used to mean something??? and later when archie tells them it's just life??#tore my bleeding heart out!!! peeled it like an orange!#there's also just so much unapologetic queer joy in this show and i love it
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Request to draw them as little babies when they first entered Wammy's house please please please
short and quickly drawn comic with babies NMM❕happy wednesday✨
#excuse me if i made any typo or mistake 😭#i have exams tomorrow so its a quick draw#death note#mello death note#mihael keehl#mello#near death note#nate river#near#mail jeevas#matt death note#matt#wammys house#wammys boys#nearlymellodramattic
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masqueradeeeee is finally done omfg
#WOOOO ANOTHER ONE#planning to do the entire musical after my exams are over#also also THANKYOUSMM for the attention on my other big post (it made me so so happy)#phantom of the opera#art#digital artist#poto#erik poto#art wip#christine daae#phanart#the phantom of the opera#masqurade#red death#raoul de chagny#artists on tumblr
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couple of mello + near doodles
#death note#mello#mihael keehl#near#nate river#meronia#bright colors#eyestrain#been having fun w colors recently :3#these are the product of me really really really not wanting to do some discussion boards#like i don’t even hate discussion boards but something about them has been filling me with dread i’d rather just do exams tbh#i'm like dragging myself through the rest of this semester but it's different from last semester last semester i was losing my mind#this semester i've been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night and go outside bc it's not freezing but also i'm just so fucking done#with school i've been here too long i'm tired but i'm always tired and will always be tired it's tragic honestly i think i'd be more cool#with school if i weren't living how i am rn w my family but eh i don't have the money to move out so it's whatever and it doesn't really#help that i know i'll have to get at least a master's to really do anything in my field and the though of doing more of this makes#me so tired i think i might take a gap year after i get my bachelors this fall idk#anyways enjoy my doodles or don't if you don't want to i'm not the boss of you
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What is love if not him? What is life without him? He is your sole lover and husband. You couldn't abandon him, not here.
Even when he was calling out to you to leave, to run and take cover. You didn't move. You kept pressure on his wound.
He wouldn't die. He couldn't die. You would change your religion for this man. You had ran away and eloped with him against your family's will. You weren't leaving him now.
Not when he was bleeding out in your arms. He was dying. You both knew that.
Your tears flowed as quick as his blood poured. No, he wouldn't die alone, and he wasn't going to be the only one to die.
In life and death.
The end for Ghost. The start for a pair of ghosts.
#blurb#blurb of what? of something that will never be created :)#LMAO get it? because they both become ghosts#and Ghost is dead...#haha#anywho do you like it :blink blink:#i could be doing an exam project but i was like omg the randos sorta like my writing so im like inspo#call of duty#simon ghost riley#cod#cod mw2#character death#ghost simon riley#simon riley#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#simon ghost x reader#ghost mw2#ghost cod#ghost x reader#simon ghost x you#simon ghost riley x reader#xreader#x gn reader#synthe4u writing#synthe4u#IDC IF I GET LIKES BY BOTS AT LEAST THE BOTS CARE ABT ME :sob sob:#i could put “The birth of a new pair of ghosts” but it sound a lil weird#i am weird i will admit#help me pls i cant no more
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Why do people keep saying Snape should be over Lily by now?
I really don't get it. Especially when I think about myself. I lost two of my grandparents when I was 8/10 and even though I'm already in my 20s I'm still not over this loss and I don't think I will ever. Their deaths also does impact my life in some ways like (trying not to get too personal, but) it has negatively impacted my relationship with death, I can't talk about them because I don't know how to handle this grieve... There are nights when I just start crying because I miss them so much, even now writing this already makes me tear up.
Some people might now say “This is different, they were your family, and you were only a child.” but even though I would agree to some extent it's probably not in the way they mean it.
Let me explain with one of my two examples: My grandpa (who died when I was 10) and I were pretty close. From what I remember and have been told he was wonderful with us kids or like my mother once put it: when we were at my “other grandfathers” house we still usually hung around our parents but when we were at my grandpas house we literally forgot that our parents existed. Even though I don't have many memories of him left, I simply remember feeling happy when he was around.
But still, I think this relationship was less important to me than Sev's relationship to Lily was to him. You have to remember that he came from an abusive and neglectful home and probably didn't have any (real) friends before meeting Lily and also later in life. I on the other hand had a pretty loving family, and even the not so good relationships (like with my other grandfather) were still better than Sev's relationship with his father and probably mother too.
So of course it's different.
On the one side you have me, whose relationship with her grandfather is one of many loving ones (yes, it might be the strongest, but that doesn't really change anything).
On the other side you have this boy who has never really received/felt love before, and now he meets this girl, and she makes him feel love(d). I'm not going to argue about what kind of love either of them felt for the other, but I'm pretty sure Sev never gave or got more love to/from anyone ever.
And while loosing my grandparents at such a young age was definitely bad, I could imagine that losing them later in life would be just as bad, maybe even worse. Because having more time with them would obviously be amazing, but at the same time could also make loosing them even worse. So the age difference between me and Sev really doesn't make that much of a difference also considering Snily had a similar amount of time together before their “breakup”.
And this leads me to another difference between Sev and me. Two, actually.
First his friendship with Lilx ended and really not on good terms. Even though I think both are partly at fault here it was Sev calling her a mudblood that ultimately ended it. And he tried to apologize, but Lily didn't accept it. And no matter how you feel about her decision, I think if she had accepted, even if they still hadn't become (good) friends again, it would have made it easier for Sev. I think it would give him some peace of mind and the feeling of her still loving him to some extent.
While the last year of my grandpa's life was let's say complicated, and I didn't meet him as often as usual (a bit similar to Snily) I wouldn't say our relationship was strained especially when you compare it to Snily (I don't want to go into more detail and I also don't remember much of this time).
And the other difference is that Sev is at least partly at fault for Lily's death. Which obviously makes it harder for him to move on, even more so after they ended on a bad note.
I wasn't at fault for my grandpas death and also couldn't have saved him (funny thing is now I have knowledge that maybe could). Yes, the complicated situation of his last year might make his loss a bit harder, but not much.
To conclude, I totally do not understand why people don't understand why Sev can't get over Lily (and her death). Not only was she the only light in his life, the only thing that was ever good about his life, but it was also his fault that first he lost her and later she died.
#severus snape#lily evans#harry potter#snily#severus x lily#i've been thinking about this for so long#and finally needed to get it off my chest#i wrote this instead of learning for my exams#and sleeping#i mean am i the only one who feels that way?#the only one who feels so deeply about someone who is long gone?#i also feel similarly about fictional characters who have died#so maybe i am crazy...#but don't even get me started on the fact that Sirius (and Remus) not being over James and his death is never a problem for these people#might delete later
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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DID THEY REALLY JUST END THE SEASON LIKE THAT. XVHJGHKGJFTYUHIOHUGKFJXSUDFYGKAULHAGFYAGUOYIHALGUSHIJÇOSHLIJOHLIJKGBHILGKJUHIOGKUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#dw liveblogging#dw#doctor who#dw s14#15th doctor#empire of death#my posts#v rambles#like. BRO??????#i have an exam in a few hours. how do you expect me to function like this
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I swear to god I'm in love with The Rehabilitation of Death jfjdkfjfjfj
SO READ IT
Also the person who wrote it is @/bamsara ← not actually tagging cuz I don't wanna bother
The fic's on AO3 :D
#cotl#cult of the lamb#the rehabilitation of death#idk if i should tag that since its not really fan art#← i only have 2 exams left so i'll try to muster something this sunday hopefully#:)#anyways so#just got through the drunk gods chapter lmao#also i sacrificed sleep to read this and im happy#← words of one who will soon regret this decision#it is 2 am in the morning help me i cannot sleep i have an exam today its psychology ahhhhhhhh
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Wtf did Dimitri mean "molecular instability". Was Claire's body dipping in and out of the blast? Did warm breezes feel like fire on her skin? Did the cold night air smell like smoke? Did the sunrise look like the flash of an explosion? Did she feel her body turning to ash, only to realize she was still alive?
I... I need to lie down.
#yes it's almost 2am yes i'm insane#Claire Foley body horror is very real to me imagine your own cells trying to drag you back to your violent death#this is why she needed more screentime btw what the Hell am I supposed to do with this unexplored potential#yk what yk what I gave Flora depth now it's Claire's turn#im gonna write a oneshot about this when im done with exams (<-Owl has said this about a lot of things)#claire foley#professor layton#professor layton spoilers#pl spoilers#unwound future#professor layton and the unwound future
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god bless i’m introverted and stay inside as much as possible because the few times i do go out there’s some major side quests going on
#and don’t even get me started on the summers i have spent in morocco#did i really go on vacation to morocco if i didnt almost die??#i genuinely think this all started when i was a few hours old#i’m my mom’s first child and she believed babies couldn’t be fed on their first day on earth????#i almost died and my aunt had to give my mom a reality check 😭😭😭#from there on the side quests and near death experiences just keep finding me#jk its not THAT bad#but even my friends are like how do u barely go out and have a more eventful life than us#ntm i had my oral exam today w 2 teachers and one of them tried to set me up with the other?????#BROOO ??? do not make me kms in front of you now
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GOOOOD dammit this is not helping me rn UGHHHH i miss them so fucking much
#this specific scene will b the death of me I wish skk editors would stop using it for a transition yall getting me all excited for nothing 😔#bsd#bungou stray dogs#dazai osamu#kunikida doppo#kunidazai#kndz#kunizai#kunikidazai#dazai’s entrance exam
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I have so much, SO MUCH stuff to do this is actually not funny anymore.
#???#the amount of work#I HAVE TWO TESTS TOMORROW#TWO TESTS ON FRIDAY#ive got classes from 8 am to 8 pm???#how the fuck does that work#when will I study#when will i eat#when will i live love laugh#I HAVE TERM EXAMS IN DECEMBER AND I SUCK AT EVERYTHINGGGG#I fucked up midterms#i can't fuck up this too#the sheer amount of backlogs#wtf is physics?#and chemistry?#and calculas??#oh my fucking god school is going to be the death of me#lol I'm a medical aspirant btw#funny how j can't even tackle my school work#fucking useless#okay bye done#gotta sleep cause school#😭#personal#ira rants#ira rambles#ira is fucking dead guys#levi wya#come get your girl
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Bruce Wayne's parents' deaths from Batman 1989 to the live actions that followed. Common recurring theme: they're leaving a movie/play via alley. Common repeating motifs include: the pearls (purity, loyalty, innocence), the gun, Martha usually holds/shields Bruce, and the fact that Thomas dies first, usually after moving in front of his wife and kid.
Batman (1989) - Starts off at a weird angle looking up at the Waynes (establishing their place in the city?), and above them are gold-yellow rays (lights) but they walk into the darkness. Everyone moves in a very stage-directed, telegraphed way, and the whole scene has a choral, atmospheric feel through lighting and sound. Something follows, seen in blurry shadowed figures. Bruce notices something wrong first, and his parents stop and turn due to him doing so. At first we don't see the killer, but one of his accomplices smiles and tears off Martha's necklace. Then Thomas reacts and the necklace breaks and popcorn goes tumbling down. Garbled, ominous dialogue. For this one, both popcorn and pearls go tumbling down, and we very clearly see the killer's face (grotesquely smiling by the way), and the camera lingers on him and his near-killing of Bruce too before he's interrupted. We see the killer, and then Bruce, and the killer talks to him. This is a night that didn't go as planned, for anyone.
Batman Begins (2005) - We're at the family's level, the alley is seedy from the start (dark and derelict), yet the Waynes are unbothered, their focus entirely on their son. We hear sounds, this is an actively unfolding scene and less of a memory. There's a focus on the family's interactions, but we see the killer this time too (but briefly). This is a much slower scene that builds up to the confrontation and then speeds up with the killings. Thomas is alive long enough to comfort his kid. Bruce silently cries over them, and now it gets choral and atmospheric. This one truly feels like a robbery gone wrong, just a twitchy guy ruining a night that had no indications of this happening at all.
Batman v Superman (2016) - We start from above and descend down through the camera to the Waynes, this is another darker lit scene. Similarly, the Waynes are carefree, however this scene relies more heavily on visuals and music. Interspersed with scenes of running, the gun comes into focus, Thomas goes. There's detail in focused sounds, like clenching of leather, clattering pearls, the bullet casing bouncing. Underwater, memory-esque feel to this one as Martha's pearls go, and we catch a glimpse of the killer. So far this is the one most personal to them, and less interested in the pearls, which are snapped deliberately. We catch a glimpse of the killer. It's the slow happening over seconds, and the location/setting makes it intimate and closed off, as it's a memory with a few defined details but much is lost. You get the feel that the why doesn't matter at all with this one (an important part of the movie as a whole).
Joker (2019) - In this one, the Waynes are fleeing the theatre (quite brightly lit), at odds with their burning city, and a clown sees them and follows. The Waynes enter a dark alley (momentarily separated from the chaos), this is the first in which they're forced into danger, and the clown names them before shooting Thomas. Martha's pearls are snapped after she's shot, and this becomes the most random, yet specific killing of the Waynes, with robbery barely even a motive. Bruce stands between the carnage, blood on his face.
Gotham (2014) - The camera pans up from the killer's perspective, slowly rising up from behind him to the happy, unaware family. They tense up when the killer draws a weapon. This one has the least music, emphasizing the dialogue between Thomas and the killer. There's the inclusion of a third person (our inclusion is most obvious in this one, the rest are vignettes or memories pretty clearly aside from Joker). The music slowly does emerge and it's entirely creepy/dreadful. This killer makes a vocal demand for the necklace. The pearls break while being handed over, they're not torn away. Lots of emphasis on Bruce. Thomas dies first, then Martha, and now the killer turns his weapon on Bruce, who's still standing amongst bounding pearls. He's in danger somehow most in this one. We see the killer's eyes intently before the robber runs past Bruce into the street. Bruce reacts, shaking his parents and bloodying his hands.
#So#I instead of working on my exams#decided to do this instead:#a study in batman's parents' deaths#I've actually wanted to do this for so long lmao#might make a longer post about this#let me know if I missed one#Gotham#batman v superman#batman#bruce wayne#thomas wayne#martha wayne#joker#batman begins#filming decisions
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