#Exams will be the death of me
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I guess little post for Sammy's (late) bday? :,]
Little doodle of my silly guy, plus I needed to change his color pallete because I was getting sick of him looking like an eggplant lol.
#Exams will be the death of me#i haven't drew him in so long jeez#sorry Sammy fans for no more drawing of him#im trying to change my art style a bit and concentrate on anatomy/ face studies lol#eyy im back#Working as a character designer for a game ma friend is making >:]#So ive got no more time lol#batim#bendy and the ink machine#sammy lawrence#batdr#bendy and the dark revival#sammy lawrence fanart#ink demon
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Damian: "Red Hood has a pretty severe concussion. What do I do?"
Tim: "Extraction's still ten minutes out, just keep him talking."
Damian, urgently pressing the comm: "I don't want to talk to him, he's even more insufferable than usual."
Jason, lying on the ground, eyes closed: "That's funny Junior, because head trauma's the only thing that makes you bearable."
Damian, to Tim: "I'm leaving. It won't be the first time we've had a closed casket."
Tim, groaning disgustedly: "Robin--ugh, seriously, just stay there and keep him awake."
Damian, seething even more when he sees Jason's smirk: "Fine."
Jason, cracking open one eye: "Aww, are you concerned about me?"
Damian: "Shut up. The only thing I'm concerned about is our family's reputation after your public wipeout on that stupid motorcycle."
Jason:
Damian: "Are you still awake?" *kicks him* "Todd?"
Jason, grinning: "You said our family."
Damian, furious: "I didn't. You've lost more brain cells than you could afford."
Jason: "Wait 'till Tim hears, I think he'll want a group hug. Bruce is probably going to get emotionally constipated. Dickie would probably cry--"
Damian, panicking as he hears the Batmobile get closer: "Stop. Do not tell him--"
Jason: "You better erase every single fucking video of me crashing then."
Damian: "You have a deal."
#very crappy textpost#made in between exams#and with a migraine that's making me tempted to scoop my eyes out of my skull#jason todd#damian wayne#batbros#This is how I picture them bonding#reluctantly#barely#I'm not warning for death mentions because at this point Jason's name in the tags is as good as one#tim drake#batman#batfamily#dc comics#I'm always torn whether I want Jason to want anything to do with them versus them sort of being family lol#bruce wayne
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Started this while watching the first few episodes of Joel’s limited life with friends a little while ago and finished it up when I saw that the bad boys won a life series alliance poll on twitter. I will miss them forever
#limited life#limited life smp#lim life#limited life bad boys#the bad boys#bad boys#grian#grian fanart#smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#joel smallishbeans#solidaritygaming#solidaritygaming fanart#jimmy solidarity#they really are like the outsiders if they were pathetic and in a Minecraft death game#no alliance in the series has ever messed me up as badly and im not sure any ever will. the funniest most tragic guys ever#my art#trafficblr#more wild life art coming soon. I’m in post-exam recovery and got a little too ambitious with it
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I’m so late to this but i started watching ofmd and jim has stolen my whole heart 🍊
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)
#my art#artists on tumblr#art#fanart#digital art#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd jim#jim jimenez#vico ortiz#jim can stab me actually#i know the jim/oranges art has been done a billion times but that's because it's a lovely take so here's mine#this was overall a super fun piece to work on#especially during finals week...#im actually insane for starting a painting during exams#but we don't talk about that#what we do talk about: this entire show oh my god#currently on s2 and the part where jim says life used to mean something??? and later when archie tells them it's just life??#tore my bleeding heart out!!! peeled it like an orange!#there's also just so much unapologetic queer joy in this show and i love it
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Request to draw them as little babies when they first entered Wammy's house please please please
short and quickly drawn comic with babies NMM❕happy wednesday✨
#excuse me if i made any typo or mistake 😭#i have exams tomorrow so its a quick draw#death note#mello death note#mihael keehl#mello#near death note#nate river#near#mail jeevas#matt death note#matt#wammys house#wammys boys#nearlymellodramattic
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masqueradeeeee is finally done omfg
#WOOOO ANOTHER ONE#planning to do the entire musical after my exams are over#also also THANKYOUSMM for the attention on my other big post (it made me so so happy)#phantom of the opera#art#digital artist#poto#erik poto#art wip#christine daae#phanart#the phantom of the opera#masqurade#red death#raoul de chagny#artists on tumblr
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couple of mello + near doodles
#death note#mello#mihael keehl#near#nate river#meronia#bright colors#eyestrain#been having fun w colors recently :3#these are the product of me really really really not wanting to do some discussion boards#like i don’t even hate discussion boards but something about them has been filling me with dread i’d rather just do exams tbh#i'm like dragging myself through the rest of this semester but it's different from last semester last semester i was losing my mind#this semester i've been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night and go outside bc it's not freezing but also i'm just so fucking done#with school i've been here too long i'm tired but i'm always tired and will always be tired it's tragic honestly i think i'd be more cool#with school if i weren't living how i am rn w my family but eh i don't have the money to move out so it's whatever and it doesn't really#help that i know i'll have to get at least a master's to really do anything in my field and the though of doing more of this makes#me so tired i think i might take a gap year after i get my bachelors this fall idk#anyways enjoy my doodles or don't if you don't want to i'm not the boss of you
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What is love if not him? What is life without him? He is your sole lover and husband. You couldn't abandon him, not here.
Even when he was calling out to you to leave, to run and take cover. You didn't move. You kept pressure on his wound.
He wouldn't die. He couldn't die. You would change your religion for this man. You had ran away and eloped with him against your family's will. You weren't leaving him now.
Not when he was bleeding out in your arms. He was dying. You both knew that.
Your tears flowed as quick as his blood poured. No, he wouldn't die alone, and he wasn't going to be the only one to die.
In life and death.
The end for Ghost. The start for a pair of ghosts.
#blurb#blurb of what? of something that will never be created :)#LMAO get it? because they both become ghosts#and Ghost is dead...#haha#anywho do you like it :blink blink:#i could be doing an exam project but i was like omg the randos sorta like my writing so im like inspo#call of duty#simon ghost riley#cod#cod mw2#character death#ghost simon riley#simon riley#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#simon ghost x reader#ghost mw2#ghost cod#ghost x reader#simon ghost x you#simon ghost riley x reader#xreader#x gn reader#synthe4u writing#synthe4u#IDC IF I GET LIKES BY BOTS AT LEAST THE BOTS CARE ABT ME :sob sob:#i could put “The birth of a new pair of ghosts” but it sound a lil weird#i am weird i will admit#help me pls i cant no more
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#haiiii thanks for the ask i hope you like it ^_^ !! perfect prompt ever tbh.. misa + apples are my two fav things in this world#EDIT: NOOOOOOO IM SORRY TUMBLR ATE THE ASK IM SO PISSED OFF 😭sorry anon omg#if you are seeing this on the dash rn im in the process of finishing my final exam of the term LOL. hope future me is clutching the grade#death note#my art#🍎
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oh my god I've been so stressed out lately I missed Hallows' birthday I am so sorry babygirl
#i lost some people really close to me like two days before and was recovering from a really physically taxing medical exam#so it just wasn't on my mind at the time and now I'm kinda really upset even though it's just a silly thing bc i was really excited about it#maybe i can still do something late for her but i can't believe i missed it when I've been looking forward to it for months#fuck#Hallows#vent#kinda a lil bit#death mention
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#Z.txt#how to get rid of my brain#how to study#how to study without procrastinating#how to stop procrastinating#how to not feel like doing a task is walking into my death#how to pass an exam#how to make others not hate me#how to stop feeling so anxious#how to answer others messages#how to not be the worst#vent
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And if I say Ace's death in the manga hits much harder then what
#i am not that fond of the anime in general#but there are scenes in the anime that do make me more emotional like I want to live and Merry's death#but the art direction in the anime for Ace's death is different from what we got in the manga#which I assume is the reason it doesn't hit me as hard?#the manga shows Ace's expressions a lot to make you understand how he feels at each moment#the anime seems to be avoiding them on purpose? I'm not exactly sure what purpose that is supposed to serve though#also the two panels showing his last expressions aren't done like that either#I'm nagging for no reason#I had an exam and I'm tirreeed but I can't go home yet#but I do wanna see of anyone else feels the same#lulu rambles#one piece#portgas d ace#portgas d. ace
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Sasha Samokhina + Farit Kozennikov, Vita nostra & Assassin of Reality
#sorry for the delusional post but damn. the main romance in book 2 was SO bland compared to whatever these two have got#mr Perfect Guy was basically a blank slate compared to farit ~incarnation of fear and death and decay or whatever the fuck he is~ kozenniko#....... which i realize is probably the point? sasha projects over him her idea of male companion#and normal human life. and it's implied farit ''manifested'' their meeting#btw the fact that he's a master manipulator and wants to use her for his purposes but he explicitly says he's fascinated by her#exactly because she cannot be controlled is 👌👌#if they don't get a scene a la ''fear me love me do as i say and i will be your slave'' in the next book i'll riot#(... just joking!)#i mean idek if farit will show up at all. wtf happened to him in the last pages? what did sasha do in her final exam?#vita nostra#sasha samokhina#farit kozennikov#misc books#val speaks
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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it's like undergrads don't even want their exams to be graded anymore
#diary#PUT YOUR NAME ON YOUR EXAMS !!!#AND make sure you know your student number when it's the only thing that goes on your scantron#and make an attempt to write legibly i know people don't hand write as much anymore but please GOD try#this cohort will be the death of me
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Why do people keep saying Snape should be over Lily by now?
I really don't get it. Especially when I think about myself. I lost two of my grandparents when I was 8/10 and even though I'm already in my 20s I'm still not over this loss and I don't think I will ever. Their deaths also does impact my life in some ways like (trying not to get too personal, but) it has negatively impacted my relationship with death, I can't talk about them because I don't know how to handle this grieve... There are nights when I just start crying because I miss them so much, even now writing this already makes me tear up.
Some people might now say “This is different, they were your family, and you were only a child.” but even though I would agree to some extent it's probably not in the way they mean it.
Let me explain with one of my two examples: My grandpa (who died when I was 10) and I were pretty close. From what I remember and have been told he was wonderful with us kids or like my mother once put it: when we were at my “other grandfathers” house we still usually hung around our parents but when we were at my grandpas house we literally forgot that our parents existed. Even though I don't have many memories of him left, I simply remember feeling happy when he was around.
But still, I think this relationship was less important to me than Sev's relationship to Lily was to him. You have to remember that he came from an abusive and neglectful home and probably didn't have any (real) friends before meeting Lily and also later in life. I on the other hand had a pretty loving family, and even the not so good relationships (like with my other grandfather) were still better than Sev's relationship with his father and probably mother too.
So of course it's different.
On the one side you have me, whose relationship with her grandfather is one of many loving ones (yes, it might be the strongest, but that doesn't really change anything).
On the other side you have this boy who has never really received/felt love before, and now he meets this girl, and she makes him feel love(d). I'm not going to argue about what kind of love either of them felt for the other, but I'm pretty sure Sev never gave or got more love to/from anyone ever.
And while loosing my grandparents at such a young age was definitely bad, I could imagine that losing them later in life would be just as bad, maybe even worse. Because having more time with them would obviously be amazing, but at the same time could also make loosing them even worse. So the age difference between me and Sev really doesn't make that much of a difference also considering Snily had a similar amount of time together before their “breakup”.
And this leads me to another difference between Sev and me. Two, actually.
First his friendship with Lilx ended and really not on good terms. Even though I think both are partly at fault here it was Sev calling her a mudblood that ultimately ended it. And he tried to apologize, but Lily didn't accept it. And no matter how you feel about her decision, I think if she had accepted, even if they still hadn't become (good) friends again, it would have made it easier for Sev. I think it would give him some peace of mind and the feeling of her still loving him to some extent.
While the last year of my grandpa's life was let's say complicated, and I didn't meet him as often as usual (a bit similar to Snily) I wouldn't say our relationship was strained especially when you compare it to Snily (I don't want to go into more detail and I also don't remember much of this time).
And the other difference is that Sev is at least partly at fault for Lily's death. Which obviously makes it harder for him to move on, even more so after they ended on a bad note.
I wasn't at fault for my grandpas death and also couldn't have saved him (funny thing is now I have knowledge that maybe could). Yes, the complicated situation of his last year might make his loss a bit harder, but not much.
To conclude, I totally do not understand why people don't understand why Sev can't get over Lily (and her death). Not only was she the only light in his life, the only thing that was ever good about his life, but it was also his fault that first he lost her and later she died.
#severus snape#lily evans#harry potter#snily#severus x lily#i've been thinking about this for so long#and finally needed to get it off my chest#i wrote this instead of learning for my exams#and sleeping#i mean am i the only one who feels that way?#the only one who feels so deeply about someone who is long gone?#i also feel similarly about fictional characters who have died#so maybe i am crazy...#but don't even get me started on the fact that Sirius (and Remus) not being over James and his death is never a problem for these people#might delete later
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