#Designed by pain (2)
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all i have left
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#fushiguro megumi#itadori yuuji#yuuji#megumi#hhhhhhhhh why angsty mood im hurting my me :((((((#go from megumi angst 2 dumb outfits then HARD pivot back 2 angst#u dont understand th clench in my heart i get drawing th sukuna scars on megumi i genuinely hate it so much#theyre such a Part of yuuji's design tht drawing them on megumi feels so viscerally wrong n it just hammers home that nothing is alright#had to listen 2 the cutesiest music possible while drawing this 2 keep myself sane#miku miku beam th pain away :)#real talk tho like. im really not one to b terribly emotionally affected by my own art. or to draw from my Own emotional state at all rly#i tend 2 keep myself pretty distant#but theres smth abt this one man this one pulls at th kokoro :(#suffering from success ig :/#created an emotionally poignant piece n it hurt. 0/10 wld not recommend. am going back to drawing boys shirtless >:c#gna draw something else so i stop feeling genuine human emotion
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Magic jail for the first years
#twisted wonderland#riddle rosehearts#twst riddle#ace trappola#twst ace#deuce spade#twst deuce#trey clover#twst trey#cater diamond#twst cater#why is in the official game cater mentioned before trey this drives me insane#why did they not keep the number order omg#why why why 1 2 4 3 no this is like seeing a crooked painting on a wall and you can't fix it because you're idk in a musemum#design wise riddle is my fav from heartslabyul#but character wise I'd say I prefer the chronically online internally tired and a bit sad but slaying one#working on the diasomnia boys tomorrow aaaaaadfsjzqb thank god they have little to no white on their uniforms#it's a bit of a pain do add on a png drawing somehow idk how to explain it
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Learning how to use Womp, here's a very simple pigeon
#3d modelling is painful this took over 2 hours and I felt angry the whole time#my art#i have an idea for some sticker designs but it involves learning to 3d model#womp3d
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Chewtoy (Patreon)
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Fellplates#Gaster#Papyrus#Sans#Squeeze him - he makes a squeaky toy noise#Everyone needs to bite Gaster! He doesn't yield like flesh so it probably doesn't even hurt right? Yeahhhh he'll be fiiiine#There is something very funny to me about him just sitting there and taking it tho lol - feeds into his martyr play ♪#As if I don't already have a favourite martyr hmmm don't worry about it lol#What was he even doing why is he just letting 2-P bite him lol#Socialization? That's not a good thing to just let him do! He's still got a young mind! Boundaries are important#He does offer a way out - hehe ♫ - but he doesn't enforce it! You're setting them up for failure#Hehehehe#The bone gift was fun to doodle hehe ♪ He leaves it with him and it goes completely untouched while his arm is covered in teeth-marks pfft#Even with Papyrus a bit more unruly I still like to imagine he acts mean in largely harmless ways haha#Like yeah he's being naughty and biting when he knows better and offered other options - Gaster. Gentle enforcement - but he's not Hurting#He's not using his entire bite force - probably lol or he's just got weak little baby bites (though those can be quite painful!)#Sans on the other hand would absolutely go 100% full power - and still only do 1HP lol what an unfortunate design quirk for him#If only he had a jaw he could open! He'd bite the heck outta Gaster! Alas#I do like to imagine Fellplates!Sans has just fast-tracked to classic's conclusion of ''You suck and I hate you. Die'' about Gaster lol#Even the possibility of not being mean to him is so alien! What do you /mean/ not hurt you?? Do you know who you're talking to??#He'll find another way to mess with him in good time haha
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so did you guys know theres this character called tristan vik disventure camp and
#disventure camp#disventure camp fanart#tristan vik#disventure camp tristan#ghostofsnails#my art#It would be SO tedious to post all of these separately but to be honest ive been dead for so long that i think its just funnier like this#like. yeah. just in case you guys have been wondering what i've been up to.#I have like 2 more i think but i'll give them their own post so i can explain them#ive never hyperfixated on a character like this in my entire life. usually a character hyperfix is super intense and lasts like 2ish weeks.#GUYS ITS BEEN 2+ MONTHS. AND I STILL CANT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR CARTOON GOTH NONBINARY SILLY PERSON#actually fuck you can i write an essay in tags about why i love them. this is tumblr. and whose even gonna read this anyways. fukit we ball#i followed dc kinda casually as a guilty pleasure for a while but i was instantly drawn to tristan when the designs for the s4 cast dropped#i was like You're telling me there's a GOTH who is UPBEAT and isnt designed like a flawless elf TWINK and is NONBINARY? ME FR????#LIKE OHH THE GOTH NB GETS TO LOOK A LITTLE WEIRD. THEY GET TO BE UNCONVENTIONAL. my aesthetic attraction to them goes crazy. vampire style.#i remember when they got revealed people redesigned them to look more generically pretty & it PAINED ME bc it missed the point SO. BADLY.#ik some people find them boring also & even tho i disagree i can see it if u dont rlly care abt alt stuff. but for me the fact theyre so#kind & upbeat & extroverted WHILE being a SUBCULTURAL GOTH is the draw bc while i do get a kick out of the exaggerated depressed goth#stereotype - its not exactly true to life and so seeing a character that looks and acts like me and real goths makes feel so seen and happy#they also capture my desire to have goth friends SO BADLY im projecting on them SO HARD. They are such top tier friend material you guys...#AND THEYRE A FASHION DESIGNER WHICH FEELS SO IN THEME WITH BEING GOTH THAT IT MAKES ME SO JOYOUS AND CRAZY.#its all so funny because im 100x more excited about getting good goth rep than nonbinary rep LMFAOOO but them being nb is SO important too#Not to mention their voice actor is FANTASTIC and elevates them SOOO MUCH. Also the amount the va is obsessed with them fed my obsession -#sooo insanely you guys.... i feed off of other peoples emotional attachments. AND THEIR ACTING FOR TRIS ADDS SO MUCH DEPTH TO THEIR#CHARACTER IF YOU LOOK FOR IT. I COULD LITERALLY WRITE ESSAYS ABOUT TRISTAN YOU GUYS. IM NOT INSANE.#god you guys this is the first time ive ever had a genuine “i feel seen” feeling from a fictional character I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE NOW.#i LOVE NONBINARY PEOPLE EXPRESSING THEMSELVES. I LOVE HOW QUEERNESS AND GOTH CULTURE INTERSECTS AND HOW THATS REPRESENTED IN TRISTAN#THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. AND I KNOW THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE. WHICH JUST MAKES THEM MEAN EVEN MORE TO ME. I LOVE LIFE.#its an endless feedback loop i fear. im trapped in it & loving every second. i will be drawing them until i am in my grave & maybe after.
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#IT WAS SO PAINFUL TO GET THE CAMERA#WORKING WHILE NOT GETTIN G HIT#worth it tho#love her design#no more heroes 2#desperate struggle#margaret moonlight#margaret#nmh2#nmh#no more heroes#my edits#my gifs#nmh edits#q
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I was thinking... It seems to me that you mostly like the post-canon character states of Jayce and Viktor? I think you like the more confident and self-aware post-trauma Jayce (when he is present) and the more insecure Viktor, or... As if he has an enormous guilt to overcome.
Will there ever be something more naive from you with their more naive, hopeful and yearning versions?
Coming home (but not to you)
(also, i do have something planned for after my medieval au if the hyperfixation is strong enough and the fandom doesn't tire me out)
update im adding to this because i cant stop thinking about it do people find my coming home jayce... confident? i was very much going for an 'i'm sorry for my migraines' and 'when I'm in the airport in the security I think I magically have a gun' kind of vibe KDLFJHSDkl
also said this in the tags but season 2 didn't even start coming out until chapter 11 the full thing wasn't out until chapter 12 so if they came off post canon inspired that is very unintentional DKJFHSLDFj
#DSKFJHSDFKLJDSF#i also think viktor has much layered insecurities throughout arcane he's not the cool suave guy the fanom pretends he is#but coming home is definetly not representative of them post canon as season 2 didnt come out until after chapter 10#jayce in coming home though boy oh boy that is naive jayce#granted at the end of coming home i think they become very different than who they are on the show#this is intentional#as i feel they learn to develop something very beautiful#i also definetly wrote them as a bit different and more innocent than themselves throughout#as i felt there were ways that the modern world would soften them a bit#so i am surprised to hear this#granted. jayce in coming home does have a big burden of guilt#but id still say i based them on their season 1 selves as i did not have season 2 to go on#idk does that make sense?#i guess you're right in the sense that the other 2 i wrote are post-canon states by design#but by word count alone DKFLJSD#idk though this jayce in my medieval au is more hardened primairly because he's a knight and has seen way more death (and caused it)#but he still has his moments#literally first chapter he tries to hold viktors hand while high on pain medicine and his mom has to tell him to stop#hes not gonna be like.#completely devoid of his yearning traits#in fact id say the yearning for jayce in this one is very very intense#very i want to swear my oaths to YOU kind of thing#idk in coming home i dont find present jayce self aware especially at the start#he BECOMEs self aware but id stay he starts out quite in denial/silly/immature#sorry if this was sassy KDJFHSDKLFj#i just thought huh wow no i very much wrote coming home before there was any post canon to speak of#also jayce in coming home was NOTTTTT supposed to be confident lmfao so if thats the common perception that is very on me#in this medieval AU viktor's deal is pretty different im focusing on different aspects of his character#even with the mass amount of guilt and grief he comes off very witty and confident on the surface and its only through jayce being#obeservational that those walls begin to crumble
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double feature. they are a pair do not separate them
bonus pyro with no mask:
pinkie pie core
#engie is also a pain to draw. damn you texas man#another reason why im posting these together is because theyre kinda boring….. theyre just my previous blu engie and pyro designs lol#red pyro sees unicorns and rainbows while blue pyro sees nightmares#smub art#tf2#team fortress 2#team fortress two#tf2 pyro#tf2 engineer#tf2 au#tf2 headcanons
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Someone please hit him with a shovel
Redraw of this old post of mine! Little over a 2 year difference! Please do not repost or remove watermark!
#my art!#warrior cats#warriors#art#wc#brambleclaw#bramblestar#thunderclan#imposter#ashfur wc#bramblestar wc#brambleclaw wc#warrior cats art#warrior cats designs#warrior cats fanart#wc art#erin hunter warriors#I smoked weed to help with some pain#and then sat down and drew this for 2 hrs straight without blinking#hello warrior cats community
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Loz fandom stop being angsty and give the daydreaming kids on big fun adventures with a cool glowing sword some actual whimsy and joy challenge
#It's like the happy media equals angsty fandom and vice versa but like. Video game series about the dreams and adventures of childhood with#A fandom full of angst and abandonment and depression and smut#It's why I don't really stay in the loz fandom long each time I circle back around#There's so much potential for good things and comfort and snuggly warmth and lightheartedness.#Like yeah messed up things happen in front of and to link but kids are resilient beasts and most importantly they fix it#He's literally wearing the Peter pan hat to invoke that sort of eternal wonder that's the DESIGN of the hat that's why it's so identifiable#Fanart captures it a lot. The gorgeous landscapes and quiet moments and dappled sunlight#But fics???? Oh lu fics are just full of miscommunication and resentment and sour interactions and pain and simmering anger#I prefer to read trusted authors because it's so wearing but the problem is you have to go out and find them lol#It's a very controversial belief of mine that every link enjoyed their adventure even if it was scary or sad and would not be averse to#Another. Oh the circumstances they might hate. But link has never been one to refuse the call#That's the POINT they stepped up when the adults couldn't it's their COURAGE that they'd be fastest to volunteer.#Unrelated but post game botk is adhd central you can do literally whatever you want and whatever pace and you just drift around getting#Distracted and teleporting all over and setting challenges and poking around every nook and cranny#Like botw I had over 300 koroks and 98% map completion. I maxed out hero's path twice over. Totk I've just been wandering around#Speed farming lynels like 17 different goals drifting from one to the other as I wish. Still missing the last 2 sage orbs NO idea where#There's like a million hinoxs now tf#loz#legend of zelda#lu#linked universe#ao3
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The start of a super long project that I probably not going to finish.
I have always been fascinated with the art on playing cards. I especially like the ones that have unique designs for each card, or a different character for each one. So, I decided to take a jab at it via Rayman. This is made under the guise of teensies making this for teensies, so teensies are going to be the main designs (sorry everyone, you can go home now).
This is also an excuse to practice in the Legends art style since I hate painting and this whole thing is basically painting so whoopieee.
Other versions/progress photos below cut:
I made alt versions for the soul purpose of not having to do it later
Also some other progress doodles cus this actually took me forever.
If this gets 52 notes I'll make more. Have a good one bros :)
#ubisoft please hire me for your illustrative work i'd be so good#jk im really bad at following art styles#the version of minimus with the huge ass hat is a jpeg i stole from the wiki lol#i think it's from rayman 2?? idk never played it#im deeming it a correlation outfit now *gets booed off stage*#this project is going to be such a pain ima keep pushing the notes mark w every new installment#rayman#teensy#teensies#teensie#the grand minimus#minimus#grand minimus#playing cards#playing card designs#king#illustration#rayman fanart#fanart#rayman origins#rayman legends#rayman 2#rayman revolution#katiekatdragon27
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one of my favorite things about Viktor’s fully deified Arcane form is the inclusion of his leg and chest braces even though he really shouldn’t need them any more. Like there’s this idea of the Hexcore as this living machine that can “heal” and “perfect” a body. And in its weird specific way, it does? I mean, Viktor isn’t dying any more and he can seemingly walk without crutches.
But there’s also this kind of beautiful implication that at a certain point, the Hexcore can’t exactly differentiate between the blood and bone human body and the metal augmentation. It’s interesting where the Arcane decided to draw the line between body and everything else.
His right leg and chest still have the skeleton of where braces used to be. It’s fascinating that the core seemed to understand the engineering design of Viktor’s body, but didn’t feel the need to remove the fingerprints of the disability existing there in the first place. Ofc it’s also possible that this form exists as a sort of collaboration between Viktor and the Arcane, so maybe it wasn’t the will of the core that left that imprint but instead a conscious (or subconscious) choice of Viktor. It’s such an incredibly intimate and human detail.
#Viktor#viktor arcane#arcane meta#augmentation mention for the real ones#this has probably been mentioned before but as a chronic pain haver and person with a right leg that wont work right#it’s one of my favorite design choices in the show#i like the way the body mends#arcane season 2#arcane theory
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He got a sweater WITH A DOG ON IT?! So happy and joyous
#just to inform you... I can draw N unless I can't. The way I do changes nearly all the time I need to make a design sheet for him or smth 😭#this is a doodle from 2 days ago didn't want to post it at first but honestly he is so cute looking here I need to share him with the world#don't be fooled by his sweet looks tho he will frikken murder you if he wants to. just you wait.#murder drones got me out of an artblock but did something to my artstyle too like what happened (what only drawing robots for 2 months#gay does to an artist) (NAH BUT WAIT TILL YOU SEE MY FIRST MD FANART it'll be funny) (it was of Uzi [ofc] and I got her design wrong on so#many levels remember to use more references than one render from the wiki kids)#okay time for the actual tags now#serial designation n#n murder drones#murder drones n#murder drones#my art#have a nice 24 hours and ONLY 24 hours. The rest of your hours shall be filled with misery and pain. /(serial designation) J
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That scene when Xie Lian slapped Qi Rong except it’s a western/cowboy AU and I spent over 35 hours animating it.
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Pls reblog this I spent so on it and destroyed my spine for it… ahahhhhh
#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#tgcf animation#heaven officials blessing#this fan animation#fan animation#animation#it is late in the night and I finally finished this#was gonna wait to post but decided not to#I’m unleashing it to the world#don’t tell my YouTube subs or my insta followers cause I’m making them wait#I love qi Rong too much it motivated me to make this#let me tell you Hua Cheng is a pain to animate hence why he is mostly still for like all of this#he punches qi Rong and folds his arms but otherwise does not move because boy is too detailed for that#and I simplified his design for this and it was still not enough#qi rongs ugly ass laugh is permanently in my head#tgcf book 2#tgcf season 2#heaven officials blessing au#heaven officials blessing season 2#tgcf au#tgcf western au#tgcf cowboy au#heaven officials blessing cowboy au#heaven officials blessing western au#hob#Hualian#Hua Cheng#Xie Lian#Qi Rong
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AAUUGGHH IM SO HAPPY WITH THIS(took me so long but we don't talk about how this has been a wip since early november) but ANYWAYS
they are just so <333 i will never let go of this ship and in my head they are a lovely couple under the mistletoe every december, they read stories together by the fire and drink hot chocolate together <<333
anyways, happy holidays everyone! christmas or whatever you celebrate and if you don't celebrate at all then i hope you have a good day/night!
#utmv#ink sans#nightmare sans#inkmare#ink x nightmare#undertale au#undertale#my wacky stuff#eldritch rambles#happy holidays!!!!! :DDD#also Inks blush is a pain in the ass to drw idk why i forget every time but GOD DAMN i spent like 2 hours trying to get it right/lh#matterafact everything about him too#nightmare is my simple king <3#i wanted to give him more design on his sweater but i didn't wanna spend anymore time on this than i already did#Ink would force him to wear one though#i think anyways
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ChuuAtsu cause I was in the mood. Cat x dog. You can do it Atsushi we believe in you!!
#Dazai sees it and feels agonizing physical pain#mine#myart#doodle tag#bungou stray dogs#chuuatsu#Nakahara chuuya#nakajima atsushi#ive drawn atsushi exactly 2 times and i love him slightly more now. peak character design#bsd atsushi#bsd chuuya
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