#Delusional behavior

[randommothxd]

New art :D

Random art + story

Incase you can't read my sh1t handwriting: when school started,I firmly believed that one of my classmates was an angel sent down by God to make sure I was being good and to see if I was going to heaven.why did I belive this?she was tall and nice

I actually really wish I had a deeper meaning for this bizarre belief but idk I was (and still am) dumb 0_0

Incase you can't read what's on my sona's binder: you should watch human centipede,it's a kids show

Don't actually,don't watch human centipede with a kid.its a VERY adult show/srs

After I remade my fursona,I've been wanting to draw it more/srs/silly

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[crmsnmth]

False Memories

I have vivid memories of things that never happened. Things I fully believed were true and it turns out my brain's just really broken and my delusions were just the start of the spiral that was coming Did I deserve the break that why? I don't know, you'll have to ask your god what her fucking problem is lately

I'm angry all the time, not knowing what part of my past is real and what details are just made up filler written in by brain that can't decide if it's happy or sad I adore myself I fucking hate myself And they have the nerve to ask me why I'm so tired all the time

I've got mental gymnastics going at all times

I try to swallow it down as I pick and choose the lost and found box in the very corner of my mind And there's so much stuff that people left behind I could start a thrift store on my frontal cortex

Everything's free if your homeless it's not stealing this way

[chanelmonamour]

delusional girl problems

[yepperoniro]

Yandere Senjuro Rengoku Gemstone Prompts.

[Romatic! Aged Up AU!]

Art not mine...

Alexandrite- what brings the yandere the most joy?

It depends on if it's their earlier days Pre-Kyojuro's death or post. If it is before his death, Senjuro's favorite thing was to spend his time watching you train, eat, and goof off with him and/or his big brother. His favorite thing is your smile. If it is post Mugen Train Arc... His favorite thing is you playing along with his delusions. Aka, call him Kyojuro, tell him you're proud that he gave up on being a Demon Slayer so he could spend time with his wife and father. Never ever ever bring up the reality that he isn't Kyojuro and Kyojuro is dead, Ever.

Angelite- how calm is the yandere and what aggravates them?

Senjuro is a worshiper type yandere and very calm due to this.

However, after Kyojuro Dies he spirls down into a slew of delusions. He changes from your calm and very manageable yandere to an overly protective and possessive yandere solely due to his delusions. As everyone is trying to yank him from his created happy world.

In this happy little fantasy world he created. He is Kyojuro, and he fell in love with his tsugoku Y/N. However after realizing that while they're in the Demon Slayer Corp they couldn't be together the two of them decided to retire early get married and begin there own family while watching over his alcoholic father. Where is Senjuro in his own little delusions? Good question! Bringing up Senjuro usually will cause him to spiral into aggression and confusion.

Aventurine- does the yandere's plans run smoothly or are there obstacles that get in the way?

Hahaha hahaha yeah no. His entire plan was completely uprooted and completely altered/removed once Kyojuro died. His whole plan was to watch from the side-lines as his brother, whom he put on this god level pedestal, marry and have children with a woman he also put on that same level of pedestal. So once his brother died, his psych was afraid of losing two gods instead of just one. It began with him being consciously aware that he wasn't actually Kyojuro and only acting like him to keep you from leaving him. But it delved deeper. Until where it is now...

Black Tourmaline- does the yandere want to protect darling or harm them?

Senjuro wants more than anything to protect you but he knows he isn't going to be able to with him not being able to do Flame Breathing nor wield a sword like his brother could. 'Kyojuro' is the same wanting to protect you from everything in the world. But the difference is that 'Kyojuro' is strong enough to do so. [How is this possible physically? Well it was inside him all along. The real Kyojuro would almost be proud.] 'Kyojuro' isn't above corporal punishments. Keep bring up Senjuro or keep trying to pull him from his delusions and expect to be bent over his lap and spanked with his belt.

Blue Lace Agate- how truthful is the yandere?

To a man who doesn't even know where the real world begins and his fantasies end I don't know if he is able to be truthful. Simply because he doesn't know what is truthful. However 'Kyojuro' will always tell you how he feels about every little microscopic thing. The scary bits of his identity crisis is that he swears up and down to having memories he physically can't have [because the didnt exist]. Such as remembering when his mother went through Kankagari and she had problems with bloody noeses.

Carnelian- how does the yandere deal with their darlings strong will?

Which ones is stronger his delusions or her will? If it's the later he might not know what to do and go to his father for advice. Who honestly has no idea what his son is talking about and blow him off. He might try to reach out to the 'other' Hashira's for advice but none of them humor the crazy ramblings of the young man. After no one offering him advice he might whip out his hidden trump card drugs. When 'Kyojuro' was Senjuro he took care of any wounds his brother would get as well as taking care of his own. He also took multiple months of Kakushi/EMT training courses. In a drugged out state Y/N definitely won't put up as much of a fight about 'Kyojuro''s presence.

Charoite- how does the yandere learn more about darling?

Senjuro just asks. "Y/N, I am going to begin cooking lunch for you and brother what is your favorite foods?" "Hey, Y/N, What Is your favorite color? I'm just curious is all... no reason!" "Y/N-san, do you have any siblings? I'm just curious I'm sorry!"

The worst part of it is that before Kyojuro's Death he was very blind to his brothers strangeness/noesiness. "Senjuro is annoying you with questions you say? I apologize my brother is a naturally curious boy I'm sure he ment no harm."

How does 'Kyojuro' know so much about you? "A husband should know his wife like the back of his hand." Honsetly he doesn't even know...

Chrysoprase- how does the yandere deal with heartbreak?

He is delusional! De-lu-sion-allll!!! You can't reject him because your rejection won't sink in, and he will probably spank you for attempts to reject his reality. "A wife shouldn't speak like that to her husband." If you run away from him... he'll blanket burrito and scream for hours until his vocal cords are destroyed. Then he'll hit the bottle... but he is doinging because in his delusional reality, you were killed by a demon... he would say he is ashamed he a former Hashira allowed a Demon to take his darling wife from him. So no, he isn't going back to being Senjuro just because you're gone... if he saw you after he had already come to the conclusion you were dead. He would just start screaming and holding his head as he was trying to contemplate how this would have happened. He would either come to the conclusion that you are a ghost and he had to join you in the afterlife. Or the conclusion that you are a Demon, he would report it to the Slayer Corps, then commit Seppuku because as a hashira, he let his wife become a demon. who wouldn't even come out to investigate because they see Senjuro as the boy who cried wolf. If you got sick and died... and he watched you die he would just like the other scenario to become an alcoholic. If you two have children... you might notice that he is reliving his life through his son...

Diamond- what does the yandere want from their ideal darling?

Her Obedience. Her Love. Her Loyalty. Her Devotion. Her Smile.

Emerald- how does the yandere show their love?

His love language is physical affection and verbal affection. He also is big into gift giving but he doesn't have the former Hashira pension that his father has or brother would have. He doesn't really question why he doesn't have the money he thinks he should have because he assumes that due to his early retirement dequalified him for it.

Garnet- what is the yandere's ideal future with darling?

He wants the American Dream. He believes he is a retired hero who deserves an obedience and beautiful loving wife and two children.

Kunzite- is the yandere's motivations love, lust or something else?

Love and Delusions.

Lapis Lazuli- is the yandere controling or manipulative?

He is as controlling as one would expect from a man from the 1912/1920's. He doesn't mean to be manipulative... he's too Delusional for that...

Moonstone- are there things that the yandere will hide from darling at all costs?

So... don't judge him, but... when Kyojuro first died, Senjuro began eating and feeding you his ashes... also, the gem in your wedding ring is actually him.... oh, and that glass Olisbos he uses on you when you're being sexually punished. Yeah, that's actually.... /he even made a tasteless joke about it. While spanking you he puts the Olisbos in your womanhood while saying, "No no no y/n Kyojuro isn't gone. Actually he's closer to you than he's ever been."

Opal- what makes the yandere tick?

Calling him Senjuro. Telling him he isn't Kyojuro. That Kyojuro is gone. You don't love him. He'd get angry and spank you.

Sapphire- does the yandere believe that they are the one that darling should praise or do the believe that darling deserves theirs?

Senjuro is a worshiper. But 'Kyojuro' wants to be praised not worshipped. But like head pats and snuggles. He wants you to thank him for giving up his position as Hashira to br with you.

Rhodonite- does the yandere want kids and would they force darling into having them?

Absolutely! At least Two. Would upsettedly settle with one but wants two or more. As for force... that's complicated. Because it is the 1912/1920's. And common idea is that a wife is the property of her husband. So yeah he does force himself on you but no he doesn't see it as a bad thing because it's what wife's do for their husband's. Also he is naming his son Senjuro. No matter if you give birth to a Male or a Female...

Unakite- does the yandere have a point of no return or will they eventually realize how dire the consequences of their actions?

See the heartbroken response.

[albinofetus]

"No, it's not. He's real! Get him, Hobbes!"

[caballitoo]

on kitchen floor kicking my feet in the air holding my phone to my chest and smiling

[neonpaperlanterns]

Addicted to this Chapter Three

Chapter Three: Not everything but Something

[Part One] [Part Two]

Felix is not patient, he never has been and after this he never will be again. But he knows that if he goes back to Charlie’s office now she will shut him out completely. So he waited and it fucking sucked. 

Did he linger in the area?

Yes.

Was he tempted to do something that would warrant a visit that she couldn't refuse? 

Yes, very much so.

But he didn’t, he was good and just stuck to some light watching. It was interesting to see how she acted when she didn’t think he was present. Or anyone for that matter. He wouldn’t say she was relaxed then again no one around here was at ease. If she was anyone else he wouldn’t care but he wanted to see her relaxed. Wanted to see her with an actual smile on her face. Wanted to see her smiling at him specifically. 

And only him. 

Felix wanted to be the reason she was happy. He needed her to feel joy when she looked at him. When she thought about him. He should be her happiness. 

Though clearly he was going about it wrong. Not sure how that happened but it did. So he needed to play the game a bit differently. He would do what he did with Kimball. Let Charlie see some of that “soft interior” Vanessa was so sure he had. It was tedious but effective. He would dare to bare his soul and if that for some unholy reason didn’t work he wasn’t sure what he would do.

He wasn’t against hurting Charlie. If all else failed he could always resort to what he knew best. But he didn’t think he would have to go that far. If she was heartless then he wouldn’t be dealing with all of this right now.

No, she cared. It was obvious she cared and he just needed to nudge her in the right direction. She would care about him without any of that annoying professionalism in the way. He would be more than just another patient. 

So Felix gave her three days. 

It was a shitty three days but for once he thought being patient might actually be a bit critical here. 

“What are you doing here?” Her greeting wasn’t much of a greeting. He knew she wouldn't be happy to see him. Still didn’t actually like seeing it though. Why did this have to be so hard? Why couldn’t she have just fallen in line like everyone else? Yet if she did act as he had expected would he be this invested?

Did it matter?

It didn’t.

Felix let out a sigh. It was heavy and he let his hands shake ever so slightly as he took off his helmet. He wouldn’t look at her as he set it down on her desk. His fingers tracing along the grooves. 

“I wanted to say I was sorry.” His voice came out thick and warbled like he was going to cry. Casting a glance at Charlie he noticed her frowning. She looked uncomfortable. Good, he wanted to make her squirm.

“You don’t-” He cut her off with a wave.

“No I do.” He swallowed around the nonexistent lump in his throat. “I was bothering you and I should have taken the hint but…” He trailed off.

“But?” Wonderful she was curious and looking at him oh so very concerned. 

“It’s nothing. I don’t have an excuse for my behavior.” He turned away from her acting as if he was going to leave. But a hand reached out and grabbed his elbow. She was tugging him back. The frown deepened on her face.

“No, if something is wrong you should tell me.” Her voice had changed. It wasn’t clipped and cold, oh she was worried. It was written all over her face. Her expression looked so vulnerable. She wanted to help him. 

He loved it.

Turning he removed her hand from his arm but didn’t let go. She didn’t pull away as he carefully interlocked his fingers with hers. His thumb traced along the faint scar lines running along the side of her hand. She was looking at him like he meant something to her. She wanted to help him, comfort him. Take away the pain she sees etched across his face. 

Felix let out a shaky sigh.

“It’s just…” He turned away again, letting her hand slowly fall from his. The noise she made was cute and it was just adorable how she reached for him. That desire to alleviate his sorrow was simply palpable.

“It’s just what?” Charlie implored, keeping him close as her wide eyes overflowed with concern.

“This war has taken so much from everyone.” He kept his eyes downcast. “And I don’t know, I guess I was lonely.” He dragged his hand down his face. “I just wanted a friend and I thought-” He cut himself off, letting his voice come out choked. 

“Oh.” He heard her sigh as her grip tightened. Sneaking a glance he noticed she wasn’t looking at him. Her mouth was turned down and was that guilt he saw?

Yes, yes it was.

“Felix, I’m sorry.” He was over the moon with how his name sounded falling from her lips. So much better than when she had rudely kicked him out. This is how she should be speaking to him. 

“No, don’t apologize. I overstepped.” It was getting harder to sound remorseful. God he just wanted her to hurry up and say that everything was okay and that she would be his. He needed to hear her say she would do anything to make it up to him.

“I mean, yeah you did.” She was gnawing at her lower lip. He resisted the urge to scoff. ‘Excuse me?’ What did she just say? He admitted that he overstepped, she didn’t need to rub it in. But she was still holding onto him and that look of guilt hadn’t left. So he swallowed down the irritation. He was so close, he just knew he was. 

“But it’s alright or well it’s not but I forgive you.” She was speaking quickly, her fingers tapped against his wrist.

“And if you ever need to stop by for medical or non-medical care, my office is always open.” The faintest hint of a smile spread across her face. He blinked slowly. This is not what he expected. She wasn’t throwing himself at his feet and promising him the world. She wasn’t even telling him anything special. Her office was always open. It already was. 

“Thank you,” He paused, watching her face carefully. He wasn’t getting what he wanted but he should at least get one thing.

“Charlie.” That ghost of a smile turned into a real one. It was bright and it was all for him.

[disgustedlyscattereddd]

headphones aren't enough. i need the song to stab me in the chest

[silasea]

The ugliest people have the biggest egos

[miss-rum-hee]

No more punching Nazis, these people act just like them.

….

[yondiii]

SPENCER REID FIC RECS

i’ll sort them by category but prepare yourself this is gonna be a long ass list

im gonna keep updating with new fics regularly so stay tuned

thank you to all these authors for supplying these amazing fics and for feeding my fixation

ly all bbys tysm

pls like and reblog xxx

WIPS

out of convenience 2 - @qlossytbh

she blinded me with science - @whiskeyghoul

my mind turns you into folklore - @samuel-de-champagne-problems

SERIES

right kind of wrong - @incognit0slut

longing glances masterlist - @radioactiveinvisible

ANGST

the great gig in the sky - @mcntsee

chloe or sam or maria or marcus - @mariasont

don’t walk out - @railingsofsorrow

false god - @clementinegreye

doubt comes in - @/street-smarts00

FLUFF

isn’t she pretty daddy - @reiderwriter

take my breath away - @atlabeth

spencer babying reader - @/reiderwriter

nicknames - @pathologicalreid

sunflowers - @baubarbz

after getting hurt on a case - @womanmanipulator

strange perfections - @nereidprinc3ss

SMUT 18+

beyond the limit 2 - @incognit0slut

decoy (16+) - @violetrainbow412-blog

in the dead of night - @/nereidprinc3ss

whiny and spoiled - @/nereidprinc3ss

little angel - @/reiderwriter

HURT/COMFORT

clingy - @street-smarts00

growing pains - @killerlookz

from now on - @aperrywilliams

shouldn’t i want you? - @weird-is-life

OTHERS

stalker - @miley1442111

spencer comforts you (badass reader) - @luveline

don’t think i don’t like you - @/luveline

baby reid! baby reid! - @cowboyspence

so high school 2 - @bellasprettywords

curtain call - @rainydayathogwarts

pretty boy - @/atlabeth

the way i love you - @thegettingbyp2

more coming soon…..

[rey-jake-therapist]

The Sherlock fans managed to convince themselves it was possible the BBC would pretend to end the show and promote a fake series on its place, as an elaborate ploy to get viewers to tune in the following week to find canon Johnlock. Of course this didn't happen, but why did they think it could happen in the first place? It's absurd. The idea that a group of showrunners would deliberately hide the main romance they're trying to tell from the audience for four seasons, while pushing another couple just to fuck with viewers, is bizarre - that's just not how TV works.

Yes, yes, yes, this. Especially when said showrunners, writers and everybody involved repeated many times that it would never happen, and when they never have any clear sign that said characters are in love and are going to end up together. To be clear, a pink light in a scene, a passing mention to a queer writer and a song sung by a queer singer in the soundtrack are NOT "clear signs".

In addition to that, the encouragement to look at a series with the assumption that it's leading towards the desired ship, and working backwards to make everything that happens fit into this idea, is also harmful. It leads to a tunnel vision where other characters and plotlines simply cease to matter and what the characters actually say and do is replaced by the fanon interpretation of their actions.

Other characters= generally female characters.

Basically: if you need a 300 slide long document to convince people a love story is taking place, then it's not a very good love story.

👍

Not a Byler, but can you explain how “conspiracy shipping” promotes media illiteracy and is bad for fandom discourse? What’s wrong with people interpreting a show differently? Genuine q, not trying to be belligerent, just really curious

I mean you don't need to go too far to understand why - just look at the extreme, viscerally upset reaction so many shippers had when vol. 2 aired. I know I make fun and complain about them a lot, but some b*l*rs are very young, queer kids who have convinced themselves they are experiencing something unique and new with ST. They read the elaborate, far-reaching, pedantic meta the older fans write; mistakenly assume that just because something is well-written and very long, it must be correct; and then get their hopes up and their hearts broken when these hopes aren't met.

The media illiteracy comes from the way these theories, somewhat unintentionally, promote a very bizarre way to look at media and how it's written. The Sherlock fans managed to convince themselves it was possible the BBC would pretend to end the show and promote a fake series on its place, as an elaborate ploy to get viewers to tune in the following week to find canon Johnlock. Of course this didn't happen, but why did they think it could happen in the first place? It's absurd. The idea that a group of showrunners would deliberately hide the main romance they're trying to tell from the audience for four seasons, while pushing another couple just to fuck with viewers, is bizarre - that's just not how TV works.

In addition to that, the encouragement to look at a series with the assumption that it's leading towards the desired ship, and working backwards to make everything that happens fit into this idea, is also harmful. It leads to a tunnel vision where other characters and plotlines simply cease to matter and what the characters actually say and do is replaced by the fanon interpretation of their actions. Then when a new installment comes and these other narrative elements do matter, and characters don't behave in ways that are coherent with the (highly elaborate and insubstancial) view they have of them, they resent it. Because it's not coherent with the story they made up in their heads (i.e. B*l*r shippers being shocked and upset that Will isn't treated as a main character, when he hasn't gotten an actual storyline in ages; or being mad at Mike ignoring Will to focus on El, when that's been his consistent behaviour since they got together).

Going back to the "you just don't trick your audience to root for a different couple if your goal is to tell another story", I also want to add that even if that were the case, it would be pretty shitty storytelling. It shocks me that people don't realise that. Prior to vol. 2 airing, I saw a b*l*r on Reddit say that, because Mike saying "I love you" to El was so heavily foreshadowed, that meant it wouldn't happen, because it was too predictable and they were definitely going to subvert it. This is bad media literacy. As a rule, it is a good thing when the audience, at large, can tell what the characters' emotional turmoils are, and where their arcs are going. Basically: if you need a 300 slide long document to convince people a love story is taking place, then it's not a very good love story.

Finally, the poisoning of discourse comes from the (inevitable) disappointment that follows all this, and that, also inevitably, turns into vitriol. The word "queerbaiting" has lost all meaning because of how many times shippers use it to mean "my two favorite dudes didn't kiss". And that's not even getting into the accusations of homophobia and "bad writing" towards anyone involved in the property they're invested in. It makes actual discussion of the way the story uses its gay characters very difficult to have.

[albinofetus]

"Calvin, your parents don't believe. We have to kill them."

[nebulaedaniel]

i rly am so glad we all agree that phan lore is ours and dnp shouldnt know anything about it

[neonpaperlanterns]

I'm not mad

(A/n: So I'm really not into The Boys. I tried watching it and while I think it is good I didn't actually like it. But a friend of mine asked me to write a small thing about Homelander being a pathetic bastard and I was proud of it so this will be the only thing from The Boys I ever post.)

Homelander could count on one hand the amount of times he has been nervous. He could count on one hand the amount of times he felt dread. He could count on one hand the amount of times he felt lower than a human. There were men lesser than him that were still better than him.  

He hated it. 

Hated himself.

Hated that he ever let himself listen to Stormfront.

He watched as Lydia put her shoes by the door. Watched as she set her bag on the table. She had just gotten back from work. Her gaze found his and she smiled. It was tired but it seemed happy. He wanted to believe she was happy to be here. Happy to be with him. He bit the inside of his cheek as he smiled back.

She’s been home for five minutes.

Seven minutes.

Ten minutes.

Homelander hated himself. He was disgusting. Undeserving. 

“Lydia.” He called out, his tone hesitant and small. Things had been going so well. She moved in with him, he was going to be getting his son. Everything was going perfectly and yet he was disgusting. He ruined everything he touched.

“John, are you alright?” She was close to him. Her small hands resting on his shoulders. He let his eyes slip closed as he wrapped his arms around her waist. He buried his face in her stomach. She smelled like books and lavender. His grip tightened and her fingers were running through his hair.

She was so good to him. 

He loved her so much. 

He thinks she loves him too and maybe she will forgive him.

“I slept with Stormfront.” he spoke into her abdomen. The words were mumbled but from the way her hands stopped he knew she had heard. Her hands gently pushed at his shoulders but he didn’t want to let go. Didn’t want to face what he did.

“You slept with Stormfront?” her voice sounded flat. His shoulders hunched up to his ears and he nodded. 

“John.” Her tone was even. “Let go of me.” she didn’t sound mad and that made him feel a bit hopeful. She could still forgive him. Pulling back he looked up at her. Her expression was unreadable. Her heart beat steady as she looked down at him. 

“I’m so sorry Lydia.” he spoke softly as she moved away from him. His apology made her flinch but still she looked at him with a face he could not read. 

“Are… Are you mad at me?” He watched her lip twitch. A ghost of a sneer played across her face but it disappeared as soon as it came.

“No. I’m not mad at you.” she was walking away but his heart soared. She wasn’t mad at him. He fucked up but she wasn’t mad at him. She had forgiven him. He didn’t deserve Lydia, she was perfect. Above the rest. He loved her so much.

“That makes me happy. I love you.” he followed after, he waited for her to say she loved him back. But she didn’t. She never said it but her actions spoke so much louder than words. “I promise I’ll make it….” he trailed off as he saw her grabbing a bag. Clothes were being neatly folded and placed inside of it. 

He didn’t understand.

“Are you going somewhere?” he asked tentatively. She said nothing as she made her way to the bathroom. 

“Why are you leaving? Didn’t you say you weren’t mad at me?” he didn’t understand. Why was she packing when she wasn’t mad at him? She had forgiven him. Yes she hasn’t said she did but she wasn’t mad so she must have. 

“I’m not mad at you.” Lydia reiterated as she placed her toiletries in the bag. He was still confused and she just sighed. “I’m not mad. I’m just done with you.” Homelander felt his heart stall in his chest.

“What do you mean you’re done with me?” he felt his fists clench at his side, the leather of his gloves creaking. 

“I’m breaking up with you.” She tilted her head to the side and looked at him like he was stupid. And he must be because he could not understand what she was saying.

Lydia had forgiven him, right?

Yet clearly that wasn’t true. Panic seared through his veins as she walked past him. Her bag slung over her shoulder as she made for the front door. Running past her he plastered himself over the door. She looked unamused.

“Homelander move.” He was Homelander again? She hadn’t called him that in months. Why was he Homelander again? 

“No.” his voice came out weak. “You can’t leave. Please don’t leave.” he begged. She couldn’t leave, if she left then she would be gone forever. Her expression was flickering between anger, annoyance, and apathetic. 

“Well I’m not interested in looking at the face that begged me to move in. That begged me to build a family with him and his son. Then had the audacity to cheat on me with a woman he couldn’t stand a month ago.” she was pinching the bridge of her nose. “So move. Or get out. I don’t care. I just don’t want to see that face.” her hand aggressively gestured at his face. If he left and she stayed then at least he would know where she was. If she was here maybe they could work this out. Maybe she could forgive him. Love him.

“I’ll leave.” he said quietly. “I’ll get out.” he was nodding his head. Yes he would leave. Give her time. They could work this out.

“Okay then pack a bag and get out.” he felt like she was going to say more but held her tongue. Her arms crossed in front of chest as she moved towards the couch. She didn’t look at him as he went to get his things. Didn’t look at him as he cracked open the door. She was pointedly staring at the muted tv screen.

“I love you.” she didn’t react. “I’m sorry.” nothing, she did nothing. Feeling his heat clench in his chest he left. He would give her time. They could work this out. She would forgive him. Lydia never said it but he knew she loved him. Deep down she loved him. They could work through this.

He just knew they could.

[atopvisenyashill]

i don’t understand the recent “ned is an enabler of robert” thing. he hasn’t even been in the south for 15 years to enable robert’s bad behavior, that’s jon arryn. “oh the slapping scene” where ned is high off milk of the poppy and feverish from being injured by jaime?? what is he supposed to do in that situation, he’s barely even conscious. none of what people are calling enabling behavior is actually enabling behavior.