#DONT DO THIS TO ME ILL SOB
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hold on conversation for the wall but i never thought of shaak and jango being anything outside of what they are. cant be together, will always yearn to be together but cannot, also if they did have kids they would look weird right?
RIGHT?
Or would the Hera and Kannan physics work on them and would the clones either have really BLUE hair or white? Or red? or is this only the case with twi’lek? I need answers can they make kids or not
#i dont like weird half human half alien babies#im sorry they look strange#DOES THAT MAKE ME A BAD PERSON??#i just cant do Jango’s genes like that Tem gave us TOO MUCH TO WORK WITH#why is this even a question#ik im talking to the wall at this point#star wars#jango fett#shaak ti#auxxrat yap#omg wait what if they had cute little face marks#LITTLE TINY HORNS IN LITTLE TINY CURLY HAIR ILL CRY#DONT DO THIS TO ME ILL SOB
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Marvel Meow (2021), Nao Fuji | Professor X and Magneto
Bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus leshnerr#snap scans#i dont scan ever please forgive me for. Everything jvAE:KJ i tried my best to match the purple as how it looks in person#i love the purple used for this whole comic .. its really nice#all the comics have different colors its neat yall should check it out if youre able. its a lovely silly collection#BUT GIRL PLEAAAASSSEE IM CRYING#as a part of my Visiting My Family For The Weekend trip my bro and i went to the store#and i told him about the wolverine cat comic and the whole collection and he found it while we were browsing ....#naturally i got it. because i love the idea of cats being heinous freaks ESPECIALLY to my faves#this all did happen because of a cat. btw. phoenix possessed one while scott and jean were baking a cake#which had everyone trying to catch it. leading to. this. jWLRAKJAWRLKJKJ#this is 1000% has 'we'll be back by 8PM please keep the house clean' vibes i'm sobbing LIKE WHERE ARE THEY RETURNING FROM#also can i just say ... i love it when american comic book characters get the manga treatment#idk i just love it ... i esp love how wolverine's drawn in these comics but. this aint about him#i just wanted to gush about my favorite old people LIKE PLEASE CHARLES IS GOING TO HAVE A STROKE I SEE IT#the fact they still got that goofy lil 'welcome back charles and erik' banner im going to be sick. theyre the whole mansions dads#anyway i have an assignment to do. because my prof hates me Who The Fuck Makes An Assignment due At 12:59AM#bye bye hpoefully ill be back with my own doodles ajvlekjla
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I WISH ARO HEADCANONS WERE MORE POPULAR IN FANDOMS
#THERES LIKE. BARELY ANY.#IF I GET LUCKY ILL SEE AN ACE HEADCANON#BUT VERY RARELY DO I SEE ARO HEADCANONS#SOBBING#stiff talk#my favorite thing is thinking about how many characters i see as aromantic but then i go to the fandom tag or to that characters tag and#everyone is shipping them and theres like 2 posts total about that character being ace and 1 post about them being aroace#man im just a bit sad about all this dont mind me#yea yea i know the whole “if you wanna see something make it yourself” thing but see heres the thing: im tired#i just wanna be able to go through a tag and see people share similar ideas and headcanons without me having to make all the work myself#and i bet theres plenty other people who feel the same#and even if there is a character thats like. somewhat aroace coded in some way people still find a way to go “but then they fall in love”#and like yea have fun or whatever but i just idk it just feels very lonely sometimes yknow#miss the times when i didnt think about this so much#cuz now that im older and know that IM aspec its like. oh. i wanna see more characters like me! but theres like basically none#SORRY FOR THE RANT LMFAO#ignore this im just feeling silly
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“Now… Shall we share a dance?”
[SR] Sinner's Garb Yuhua is here!!! For @beneathsakurashade's fan event~
I. I lowkey think I MASSIVELY misinterpreted the event's rules but--- But------ If I was wrong just pretend it's an alternate universe where he got this role 🔥🔥🔥🔥 (School has fried my brain I am so sorry) I also just came up with the name for the card on my own so I'm also sorry about that OTL I'm really taking too many creative liberties
Anyway um you can tell I've fixated on Evillious Chronicles before so. Yeah!!! UI-less card and voicelines are continued under the cut as per usual <3
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Summon: A tale of seven sinners and their punishments… Sounds interesting.
Groovification: — LOCKED —
Set to Home Screen: The stage is set, and the actors are in place~
Home Transition 1: “I haven’t yet told you that I love you…” ♪ Isn’t that tragic? All these sinners met pretty ironic endings.
Home Transition 2: I heard that there’s going to be a party after the musical. I might not go, though; parties aren’t always my… thing. …but they did promise refreshments…
Home Transition 3: The best actors are the ones who understand their characters. Like, hating your past self so much that you’d erase any trace of it… I get that feeling a little.
Home, after login: “Seven flowers dance and sin is now released / I cover the ugliness of my true self as I continue to drown in lust…” ♪
Home Transition (Groovification): — LOCKED —
Tap Home 1: Isn’t this role better for taller people? I lose any enchanting aura I could have had when you realize I’m short… Well, at least these boots have heels.
Tap Home 2: Any performer worth their salt should be able to prevent personal feelings from interfering too much with their performance… in theory. *sigh*…
Tap Home 3: According to the duke’s story, the vessel of lust is a sword. I actually dabbled in swordplay for a year, so I’m not totally out of my element.
Tap Home 4: If I had to assign myself a deadly sin, I don’t think it would be lust. But I guess that’s what makes this musical so fun—exploring the narratives of people who did give in and sell their souls.
Tap Home 5: Aren’t you afraid of what might happen if you look into “my” eyes for too long? Haha~
Tap Home (Groovification): — LOCKED —
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#my art#twst oc#yuusona#SevenSins&Punishments#I DONT KNOW WHY HE LOOKS SO BAD IN THIS CARD orz#i think if i try to change it any more ill go insane#but the fit kinda ate 🔥🔥#i might actually do a groovy for this eventually but no promises. sob#btw i realized i think they fixed the tagging issue but ill still format my taglist like this#bc it's easier for me to remember it this way#okay. im gonna stop here and go to sleep#posting and then eepy
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man can i say i love the creepypasta fandom on here. in my experience on tumblr posting it then and now its been nothing but warm and welcoming and so helpful. i love it, everyone so nice and its fun indulging in old media to making it something new and more creative.. i love it love you guys <3 you all are invited to my slenderman mansion sleepover
#text post#chitter chatter#i KNOW im not the like “og” but it does make me :'] when i see people say like “omg i used to follow u for this” and its creepypasta#like.. u want me to cry thats so nice idk what to say im a little guy#im thinking about creepypasta and my exp on here. everyone so fun T_T im glad u all enjoy it still even if im here and there#SOB sob ill never stop enjoying creepypasta#idc if i dont get as much as i did before. as long as 1 person enjoys it. thats all i need. i wanna do more on here doe.. one day prommy
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i change my mind abt wanting the sticklers involved in any lore relevant schemes can they just login together and have a fun even one singular time time . no war or betrayal just running around the tunnels full invis or skmething :')
#lifesteal#the sticklers#all i want in life is a happy jumperwho roshambo and rekrap2#keep the bfb and spawn war away from them 🙅♂️🙅♂️🙅♂️🙅♂️#i have regrets#rewatching ros s4 and vis last vid has me likd#shaking crying sobbing#betrayal and friendship and loneliness is a common theme for jumper and ro. huh.#rek please fix them#keep their asses AWAY from the lore#its like 4 am and i will be very sad if the sticklers are ever seperated#come as a set. who have only been seen together AS a set one singular timd#regardless of this please dont seperate them :(#that reminds me i need to yap abt how what happened w vi is most definitely a big part of jumpers loyalty this season#why she insists she will NEVER betray them no matter what happens. why she is so deeply attached to rek and ro.#why she continues to always ALWAYS consider ro and to do whatever she can to ensure he has everything he needs#and that hes taken care of as her and reks teammate regardless of how IA he is. bc he is still HER teammate. rek and ro are /HER/ people.#i might do that now if i dont mimimii#LOL#roshambogames#jumperwho#rekrap2#actyally no i lied i can see how jumbled my typing is#ill yap later maybe probablu hopefully#after sleeping
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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us
#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left#and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them#and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up#today keekki was being himself#then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it#and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those#but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew#i laid on the floor next to him#then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news#at this point i was about to call the vet anyways#and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate#so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch#crying with keekki in my arms#i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down#when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic#anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing#anyways. this fucking sucks#i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight#its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms#i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone#it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses#as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him#its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything#and that was my last moikka keekki#i hope he felt how loved he was#my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me#idk man im going to stop rambling now
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ive gone to school a few fimes even when i Really Dont Want to :] the power of glorp cheer ...
#by 'really dont want to' i mean i was sobbing crying hyperventilating putting on my coat one of these times#BUT I DID IT!!!!#one of those times is today tho today was more like... 7.5/10 didnt want to go so could be worse#feeling p good about tomorow#i dont think ill be able to do the whole week which sucks but!! 2 week break starting next week:)#glorpcheer motivates me rlly well i just feel so supported when i see him
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If you leave me I am going to kill myself I say clutching to the legs of hit DND podcast JRWI because I got momentarily hyperfixated on something else just a little more than it
#tears streaming down my face#screaming sobbing throwing up#PLSASE DONT LEAVE ME IM SORRY I WAS UNFAITHFUL#PLEAAASE#IF I LOSE YOU I DONT KNOW WHAT ILL DO WITH MY LIFE#PLSASE#IM SORRY ITLL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN I PROMISE#ILL BE BETTER#< all said to previously mentioned DND podcast#because I’ve been drawing Ciel Phantomhive more than PD while in class#moomins yapping<3#jrwi pd#jrwi#prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders#just roll with it#jrwi show
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i love old queers and queer history too much for this fucking ending
you ever sob so hard that your teeth and skin vibrate?... yeah. that....
#im deciding to watch this in theatres if i can manage it#at least ill only be interrupting other people by just sobbing instead of squealing#i feel like thats more tollerable and acceptable#fucks sake#that fucking ending#i dont fully get how people are so confused by it- the broad strokes seemed pretty obvious to me#god.#watch Queer.#if youre okay with weird drug trips- gay sex and a tiny bit of throwing up then watch it if you can#fuckkkkk#i need to be a person now#idk how tf im gonna do that#but a bitch can try#i love old queens <3#🪲#queer#queer 2024#queer film#queer movie#drew starkey#daniel craig
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they should have kissed.
#wueueuewaaaaaa…#BANGER QUEST LIKE HELLO I SOBBED SO MUCH IN THE LAST TWO PARTS LIKE OURGH#SHOREKEEPER 😭😭😭#the only canon love interest for rover in MY eyes like. they were so...#THEYRE SO !!!#cries.#also when rover told the tethys system “she has feelings. you're just a cold machine.” in retaliation to it saying shorekeeper isnt human#i lmao'd outloud like YEAH !!! GET ITS ASS ROVER !!!!#AND ALSO “an apathetic supercomputer can't be our saviour.” LIKE YEA FUCK EM UP 🗣️🗣️#AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE OSTS LIKE THAT MADE ME SOB EVEN HARDER#kuro at it again with the cinematics in literal general dialogue scenes like its so alive and !!#haha.... im gonna have puffy eyes when i wake up with how much ive cried....#camellya ur companion mission will be done tmrw... and then ill do the main patch event......#shorekeeper.... when u rerun... as long as its not with zani or brandt and that i have enough funds... i will get u.....
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E:P2, well done! I think that's my favorite one, and fastest lap as well
FA:Yep! I think this one is the best one yet, but we will win one race soon, we are getting closer. Well done guys!!
#before gifing i needed to post this because it is very important to me#like this got me crying enough but his interview after Aahahhhjhhhhh maybe ill cut that up a bit bcs i liked a lot of moments#WIN SOON!!!! WIN SOON!!!!!!#i dont wanna be hasty but godddd i am hopeful again#hes got the light back in his eyes sob sob sob#he went to summer break and somehow came back even better#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#fa14#2023 dutch gp#2023 dutch grand prix#we do a little bit of f1
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thought o this a million yrs ago but now im haunted by it AGAIN!!! is there a shipname for shiloh and gabe yet. u gotta answer quicj before this bomb in my neck goes off
#AN ATTACK DOG AND A PURSE DOG WHAT MORE DO U WAAANT#it all started when gabe was threatening shiloh n the lil guy is like ‘wait are u hurt? are u okay? i can help u#and gabr short circuiting and falling back on what he does best:#bein an annoying and hostile LOSER!!! i love himmm#well NOW imagine; ive locked them ina room and gabe has significantly less things 2 stab ppl with#and now they gotta talk abt their feelings. or whatever. i think shiloh could crack him open#like a lobsterrrrrrrrr#GABE JUST HAS SO MUCH GOOD N TRAGIC MEAT UNDER THAT SHELL#if gabe<3<emizel is the hurt then gabe<3shilo is da comfort#ooooooh baybe i love da comforrrrrttr#AS FOR SHIP NAMES… first thought was carrionbird#maybe they could be PeopleVultures. like that one king gizzard song#ojayokay now imagine. shilohs aroace asfuck ofc ofcofc#now imagine gabe wants him soooo bad and it pisses him off#bc why da hell does he gotta be feeling things and such for this wimpy lil prince boy#i love onesided ships wweeeeeee!!! i gotta go to work in 20minuts HELP!!!! HELP MEEE!!!!!#i dont wanna goooo i wanna draw gabe sobbing stupid style while shilo pats his back#theyre havin tea together (the tea is blood)#if some1 else draws these together for me then ill draw u somethin#i will owe u my life. i will love u forever
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How long can I endure this?
I can endure this forever, of course. For all of eternity if I have to. I can do it because I'm me.
AND WHAT IF IM SOBBING ON MY ROOF
#chuuya#chuuya youre a symbol for mentally ill eldest offspring everywhere#im sobbing?????#that line just????#it gutted me#i think i have my next tattoo tbh#god yeah#i dont want to endure it i shouldnt have to but i will and i will do it forever because im me and i can do it anyway#AHHHHHHHH#ASAGIRI IM IN YOUR FUCKING WALLS#pulling out the floorboards im#stormbringer#bsd stormbringer
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byeeee
#me literally thia afternoon discarding anime and posting about how i wish i had never gotten into it and how no one should watch anime but#really it was just about me slipping on seperating the fictional horrors from my actual horrors so watchong yuji claw at the ground#wasnt a “off gege ur horrible” it wS more of a#“i cant breathe im going to die i cant handle this life this is too much there is too much pain i wish i never put this visual in my mind”#and “genuinely i cant stop sobbing im so fucked up by this i remember reality now this is not good for me im going to fucking break”#but then i went back to “damn rhere are some good paralells i can make from this” and then saving the parallels in my to do list#so#shoutout mental illness#but really shoutout the terrifying ordeal of exostence and feelings i cant wait for my brain to get back to the usual compartmentalizing#and by compartmentalizing i mean detaching from reality bc i wont lie its great and it works and it does get better you just#have to get better at actively disociating. like fr practice stepping away from your feelings and accepting that nothing matter except what#u want to matter. and only let things that dont hurt matter.#once u get good at that its smooth sailing#❤️#mind over matter and manifest away ur mental illness#a.k.a. dont think just blank out the present until a treat shows up and then when that treat is done exit back into the blankness#fr im still alive bc of this srs theres nothing wrong with erasing the bad stuff#repression gets a bad hype bc ppl always confuse it with shit that will “come back to get u later lol thats only if ur not good enough at it#ive had minimal problems bc of this so far i rarely get triggered like that yuji thing came and went#forget everything until you want to absorb things that u want to absorb. repress if it keeps u alive. actually repress is a bad word for it#i feel “delete it” works better bc u shouldnt push it down#just delete it#teru mikami style#proof that light yagami did nothing wrong#gremlin hours#no. motivation quotes and life advice hours
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ohh javieran … javieran post kieran’s death .., javier is a poor lonesome cowboy in america a long way from home with no more sweetheart to sit and talk with him ooohhh can anyone hear me ….
#someone on tiktok found poor lonesome cowboy in an old archival-esque book of cowboy and campfire songs and as soon as i saw this i gasped#ummm burst into tears actually ! thanks ! i’m so sad !#poor lonesome coyotito who parted from his city and who has no sweetheart to sit and talk with him ☹️#they make me miserable#i was just gonna put this in my drafts but i already have 15 drafts and i fear if i continue to put ideas in my drafts “for later’’ i will#never make another post again … so instead of setting myself up for disappointment i’m just gonna start posting like i do on twt#which is where i post every unfiltered thought i have :)#it’s MY blog and I get to make useless textposts constantly because i know im incapable of making any actual content atm#i’m hoping to draw something based off of this some day though :( i’m already having ideas#usually i sit in my mind palace and tinker with my au where kieran lives but unfortunately sometimes i must face reality and think about#javier’s loss and heartbreak in canon <//3#i need to rewatch kieran’s death cutscene and see where javier is and what he does because i’ll have to write his initial#response to grief depending on that :/#whether he’s frozen in disbelief or actively involved in the retrieval of kieran’s body (if he’s even around at all)#javier isn’t really the type to scream and sob out in pain in the moment but i do think that when he finally had a moment to himself (likely#all the way in chapter six considering how chaotic everything gets and how he’s involved in like … everything following that) (which also re#minds me that he literally goes and gets tortured in guarma immediately after losing his lover. i have to kill myslf. anyway.)#i think it probably hits him like a train and he begins to hack and throw up like the weight of grief is literally crushing his organs from#the inside out 😕 javier escuella the lover that you are sets you up for such devastating heartbreak im so sorry#idek how much i want to tag this. maybe ill pull a moss and start using my own tags for characters#rdr2#image#hero's talking to himself again#hero’s kieran#hero’s javier#hero’s javieran#just so i dont have to clog up tags 💛#i will tag#javieran#as normal though
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