#DO YOU WANNA GO WITH HIM??????
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theborgqueen2 Ā· 7 days ago
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Not to be that guy but janeway and chakotay in that bedroom, her treating his wounds? Him on the floor in front of her, the lights on their faces? Her hair? And not to sound like a broken record but the way he looks at her??????????
"We're more than that."
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starry-bi-sky Ā· 6 months ago
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I am loudly pushing the batdad agenda i am loudly pushing theā€” DPxDC Prompt
ā€œWoah. You look like shit."
Granted, thatā€™s probably not the first thing Danny should be saying to the guy that just bit the curb, but in his defense; heā€™s not running on 100% right now either.
The man -- tall, towering, and broader than Danny is tall -- whips around on his heel, black frayed cape flaring out impressively. Danny would've whistled in appreciation, but he takes the time instead to wipe the back of his hand across his mouth, smearing the blood running from his nose across his cheek.
"Sorry." He blinks widely, not even flinching as the man with the horns zeroes in on him. "That was rude of me. I have a really bad brain-to-mouth filter; Sam says its what always gets me into trouble."
And she's not wrong either, per say. His smart mouth is what landed him in this situation -- with blood blossom extract running through his veins and cannibalizing the ectoplasm in his bloodstream. Thanks Vlad.
The man grunts at him; a short, curt "hm" that shouldn't make Danny smile, but he does because he's somewhat delirious and probably concussed. The man keeps some kind of distance, sinking towards the shadows of Gotham's alleyway like he dares to melt right into it.
If it's supposed to scare Danny, it doesn't work. Danny's never been afraid of the dark; he's always been able to hide himself in it. He blinks slowly at the mass of shadows.
"You look hurt." The shadows says, blurring together around the edges. Danny squints, and licks his lips to get the blood dripping down his chin off. Ugh, he hates the taste of blood.
"I am." He says, "My godfather poisoned me. M'dying." The agony of the blood blossom eating him from the inside out looped back around to numbing a while ago, so all he feels is half-awake and dazed.
"Hey," Danny stumbles forward towards the man, a bloodied hand reaching out to him. "You-- you're a hero, right? You're not attacking me; which is more than I can say for most costumed people I've met." Maybe it's a poor bar to judge someone at, but he's already established that Danny's not in his right mind.
The man makes no change in expression, but Danny realizes blearily that it's hard to tell with the shadows on his face. He stays still long enough for Danny to latch onto the cape -- stretchy, but almost soft under his fingers.
He looks up blearily into the whites of the man's eyes. "Can you help me? I don't-- I don't wanna die." Again. He doesn't wanna die again. He blinks slow and lizard-like. "I mean- I'll probably get to see mom and dad again, but I told them I'd at least try and make it to adulthood."
There's a clatter down the street, and Danny's ghost sense chills up his spine and leaves a bitter, ashy taste in his mouth. He immediately knows who it belongs to even before the deceptively gentle; "Daniel?" echoes down the way.
"Daniel? Quit your games, badger, Gotham is dangerous for children."
Danny's mouth pulls back, and blood spills against his tongue. "Please." He rasps, and grabs onto the shadow's cape with both hands. "Please. He's going to kill me. Please--"
"Daniel? Is that you?"
His lips part, dragging in air to plead with the darkness again. He doesn't need to, the whites of his eyes narrow, and the cape whirls around him before Danny can blink. Soon swaddled in shadows, the Night lifts him up, and steals him away.
#I AM LOUDLY PUSHING THE BATDAD AGENDA#anywaysā€” add ons are encouraged i wanna talk more dpxdc with folks i just cant find any aus i really like enough to engage with#which is nobody's fault and its why im making my own content in order to reach more people#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dpdc#dc x dp#dpxdc prompts#i took a ā€˜which batfam member are you (except its personal)ā€™ quiz a few days ago#and got bruce wayne. and then was promptly read to filth why im most like him and it rudely but accurately explained why im the most like#him. it also consequently explained to me why i like him so much. whenever i see him in his kindest form i see a mirror looking back#anyways lots of ā€˜danny rejecting bruce as a parentā€™ aus. may i present: bruce and danny finding family in each other aus. batdad aus pls.#dpxdc prompt#dcxdp#this prompt can take place at any point of Batkid accumulation but personally i was imagining this as before Bruce has any of his kids yet#eldest brother danny supremacy and also just that one on one bonding#danny being someone who was never afraid of the dark as a kid and even less so as he got older. taking solace in it as a ghost because you#cant hide in the dark when you glow. his enemies can't jump out at him. but he can jump out at them. how can he be afraid of the dark when#the dark is where the stars like to live? there's a comfort in the shadows. there might be something hiding in it. but he's hiding in it to#blood blossoms eat ghosts headcanon#wasn't sure where i was gonna go with this at the beginning and then i caught steam.#batman casually kidnaps an orphan upon kid's request. also the kid was Actively Dying Of Poison. What was he gonna do?? NOT help him?#mister 'keeps candy in his utility belt specifically for scared children'??? no way.
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egophiliac Ā· 2 months ago
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time for skeleman
with the lack of any other info yet, all I can focus on are those Charles Lloyd-looking sunglasses. they are absolutely sending me. I feel like we're gonna fall through a tree or whatever and this stitched-up boney gentleman is gonna pop out from behind a gravestone and start serenading us with some smooth jazz on the saxophone.
or should I say...the saxoBONE???????
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itseghost Ā· 5 months ago
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they are talking shit (or flirting?)
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fabuloustrash05 Ā· 7 months ago
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"When I was a young man, I fell in love with a woman-"
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"Oh, hey, is it that late?"
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"Sit."
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This is such a funny father and son moment between these two, and I love it way too much.
Not only with Raph trying to get out of hearing a story from his dad that he's not interesting in/in the mood to hear, but also immediately wanting out the second he realizes it's about his dad's love life.
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999999999inadream Ā· 1 year ago
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toby fox needs to add like a bit of narration in deltarune abt kris like "they themmed they/themily down the stheirs" cus i cant go on seeing them constantly get he/himmed in yt comment sections
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fisherrprince Ā· 29 days ago
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Instead of writing a fanfic like a normal person this oneshot turned into two separate, contextless things,
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#sorry itā€™s how my brain works (sometimes can only see things in terms of tv scene-)#tumblr exclusive video fancyā€¦#dcmk#my art#(quietly coughing and spluttering) OK alright I can feel the creative brain explosion slowing down. geez#coughs.#nyways. weird that there hasnā€™t really been a main case where poison is involved in a certain way#If I watch my own scribbled boards for too long im gonna get too embarrassed to post. Send post#Subarus hair is still infuriating by the way like take that off your normal hair is easier. The beanie is easier#you like Have to have the side corners on this haircut or it doesnā€™t look right#anyways. shiho ptsd moments I think she kind of gets irritated that shinichi doesnā€™t react the same so when he does she gets like#weirded out and vindicated and a little protective. Like woah wait. Love that you understand me rn donā€™t like that you feel bad I am goingā€¦#toā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦. ssssssssssit here about itā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦.. uhhhh. do you want. a rubix cube to get your mind off it#I donā€™t want to talk about my feelings I just want you to get it. you donā€™t wanna talk about your feelings either which isā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦. Hmmmmmm#I like her. love of my life miyano shiho#masumi sera#conan edogawa#ai haibara#akai shuichi#let conan swear. HE SWEARS A LOT BUT LET HIM SWEAR IN ENGLISH I KNOW HE KNOWS THEM#man needs his emotional support akai family they like him#rigorous trials to being approved by the akai matriarch but everyone else likes him already and have already picked him up multiple times#and shuichi would let him swear
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bacchuschucklefuck Ā· 5 months ago
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doing chibi is a good design exercise bc it forces u to think on shapes n essential details, essentially thumbnailing ur designs. its also a terrible design exercise bc it ends up looking cute no matter what
#dimension 20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#very specifically class swap bard!riz#fh class quangle#mm. I may need tags for all the asides Ive been doing lmao#riz's canon design is so coherent and thematically clean that I genuinely struggle to keep up...#bard!riz's whole thing is working out his identity through abject fear so it kiiiinda makes sense that hes got a different thing going#on every year I guess? like lmao the directive I go into each of these designs with changes vastly#freshman bard!riz has to look extremely nonthreatening. and also make you wanna pick him up and chuck him at a wall#annoyingly inoffensive. slides off your memory pretty much immediately. a void of an experience#crucially Does Not Show Teeth While Smiling#sophomore year bard!riz I have been keeping the like. cameraman direction for#I want him to be swimming in clothes a little bit... he kinda lands at like. 80s/90s shlocky horror protag too which I do like#bc what is season 2 to riz if not a horror story lmao#junior year bard!riz I want to be somewhere between clark kent and tintin#the journalist aesthetics is not so clear and easy to build as the detective or spy aesthetics...#but also I just. really like boy journalist lmao this is the BD blood speaking again#and! I actually do draw his hair differently than in my canon junior year riz stuff. its a bit shorter here so it doesn't#obscure as much of his face#its so funny actually going from drawing canon stuff to class swap esp. with riz bc he's smiling SO much here#and it's 100% trained like its crucial for u guys to know he is equally if not more fucked up as a bard#barely anybody can wrangle him in canon it's already been mostly him keeping himself on track. imagine if he actually learned how to act#mmm. I think these designs are still gonna soft change as I draw them. thats fine we have fun#drawing sophomore year bard!riz for those comiclets was fun as hell. I think on this factor alone I call it a success lol
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vwoop-prince Ā· 3 months ago
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YJ S3 Dick, still in the midst of his fever dream, hides underneath the 'souvenir' instead of behind some boxes, and accidentally opens the airlock trying to take care of the Parademons. The others get it to close... but not before Nightwing is thrown into space.
There, he stares at the ship holding his friends and mentors. There, he wishes more than anything that he can, somehow, survive. There, he tries to live, if only so his family don't have to bury him like Jason.
There, Nightwing dies, wanting to save everyone, even with the cold seeping into his bones far too quickly for a regular section of space.
Then, Dick opens his eyes to... Earth? There's a little house, and grass, and trees, but there's a bubble of green over it all. Outside of that green was an entire castle, one that looked like it should have far more support beams than it does for even a hope that it stays standing.
And the sky was swirling shades of that same green. It makes him think of Lazarus.
"Well, that's something you don't see every day." He whips his head behind him, a bit too fast for Earth's atmosphere, but it doesn't hurt him. Past the bubble of green was a blue-skinned adult in purple robes, the insides of a grandfather-clock fitted inside their torso, and a black staff with a stopwatch on its top. Beside them was a man with snow white hair, glowing green eyes, a crown of frozen fire dancing above his head, and the most galaxy-like cloak Dick's ever seen clasped to his shoulders. He's wearing... a hazmat suit? Maybe? The twinkling stars and odd lighting of wherever he is were giving him a bit of a headache.
But in front of those two, within this bubble, was...
"DICK!" Wally shouted with unrestrained glee, a blur overtaking his spot for barely a heartbeat before Dick's stuck in a crushing hug that he reciprocates once his brain stops feeling like its melting.
He doesn't know how long it took for them to calm down, but the man with the crown spoke up after a time, as Wally was still wiping their faces free of tears. "Welcome to the Infinite Realms, Nightwing." Dick barely even registered that he was still wearing his suit, but now it felt suffocating. "I suppose you're the one Clockwork was holding out for; There shouldn't've been enough Ectoplasm around you to form a Ghost, and your physical body's still in space. I can see why you like this one, though, Clockie," he states flippantly, turning to his companion. Almost like he didn't expect Dick to pay too close attention to what he was saying.
"Either way, there's two options for you." The man didn't let Dick swallow his tears and question anything. Dick's not sure if he's grateful or not. "First: Stay in the Realms permanently. You'll see Kid Flash whenever you want and learn to be a Ghost with the denizens of the Realms. Maybe find your parents."
"But..." Dick pulls away from Wally, keeping him at arms length, eyes flitting between them. The two outside the bubble were distinctly... ghost-like, so the mentions of 'Ghosts' make sense. But Wally looked... alive. A bit pale, a bit thin... but alive. Dick can't see any of his own skin to see if it was blue or tinted that way, but the Nightwing symbol on his chest kept flickering between its own blue and this 'Realms' green. "But--What about the others? What about you? Why can't you come home?" The last two, he focuses on Wally, because now he can feel a heartbeat beneath his gloves. Wally's alive. He's alive.
His friend just shrugs. "Something about their portals not fit for the living? I'm meant to wait for someone to figure out a permanent portal, but they won't tell me how long that'll take." Wally glares at the... 'Ghosts'? There was a heat to it, but it also seemed like this was a well-worn argument.
"The permanent portal was always an 'if', Wallace West. And that is entirely dependent on if Richard Grayson takes the second option," the clock Ghost--Clockwork?--speaks up. But instead of the adult Dick was expecting, there was an elderly Ghost in their place. Still with the time motif. Was that... more literal than Dick took it?
"Yes, the second option..." The crowned man glares daggers at Clockwork. The temperature dips below comfortable. Dick tries to blink the spaceship and stars out of his sight, withdrawing his arms from Wally to try and warm himself. Tries to remember he's not in space. "The second option is that you return to your body... changed. You'll be able to protect Earth better, stay with your alive family, save the Lost Ones... for a price."
Dick doesn't know if he should ignore the plural in 'Lost Ones'. He doesn't know if he's reading too much into how, in this Realm, apparently only his parents were able to be found. Where's Jason? He doesn't dare hope, but...
"What's the price?"
The man smiles and a ring of blue forms around his waist. It splits in two and travels up and down his body, replacing the cloak and whatever clothes he was actually wearing with a NASA shirt, worn jeans, and red sneakers actually duct taped together. The blue tint to his otherwise tan skin fades completely. His hair turns black. His eyes turn blue.
He was like a taller, slightly slimmer, way hotter version of Bruce.
The man walks through the bubble, but doesn't disturb the grass beneath his feet. "You become the Ghost King's vassal." Dick flinches away and almost hides behind Wally. "Not my idea! But, well... it is either this, or your permanent death."
"What does becoming a vassal do to him?" Wally asks, gently trying to stop Dick from breaking his ribs with how tightly he was hugging himself. Does he even have ribs?
"He gains my powers. Ice, electricity, invisibility, intangibility, flight... He becomes a Halfa. He becomes what I was, in life. Just... needing to make offerings to me, now and then. Something like that, at least. I give him powers, he gives me a chunk of, I don't know, chocolate once a week. Like a warlock."
Wally keeps talking to the man, keeps getting information that he knows he should pay attention to, but something in his chest screams to accept this deal, and he can't focus on anything else.
Nightwing can protect. He can return to life and go back to BlĆ¼dhaven, be the Vigilante they need. He can visit Gotham every now and then, help with cases and stop criminals from harming others. He can see his brother. He can see his friends. He can eat Alfred's cookies, and have little get-togethers with Babs and the Team--hell, he can argue with Bruce.
And all he has to do is... give an offering to this guy? The Ghost King? Every once in a while?
"There's no other price?" The King turns his attention to Dick. His eyes had shifted to a blue-green that almost hypnotize him. The green swirls, the blue forms and melts like snowflakes, and he can't look away.
He takes another step forward and Wally steps to the side. There was familiarity between them. Wally deferred to him. Dick can't quite tell why. Though, with how Wally hasn't once looked at Clockwork, maybe it's because he's... grounded? Are all speedsters in trouble with, what, the Ghost of Time? That... actually makes perfect sense.
"I'll be honest, Nightwing: You've impressed me." The weight behind the King's words lifts the ones that've been on his shoulders since he was nine. "You remind me of myself. Maybe, if I wasn't a Halfa... If I had a mentor... I could've been like you.
"Despite Clockwork's insistence over the years that I get back in touch with the living, I've held off. When he eventually suggested that I help create another Halfa, I locked him in his tower for twenty years. I didn't want anyone to go through what I had. But, now... I see that you won't. You can't. Even if you hide this deal--our shared powers... You'll still have people by your side. Strong people. Smart people. You can already handle yourself. And I'd love to see what you can do--who you can save--with my help."
There was maybe two inches between their faces when the King finishes speaking. Dick roves his eyes across the other's face, trying to find the common and familiar ticks that show lies and deceit and manipulation. All he finds is sincerity and genuine care.
Wally plays with his fingers from the corner of his eye, gaze hopeful as he looks between the two of them. Wally, who was alive and breathing and able to leave if he accepts. Eventually. Somehow.
Dick Grayson sends a quiet apology to his parents and hopes they will forgive him for being a little bit selfish.
"I accept."
He flings his eyes open. Above him, domino mask too wobbly to be properly secured anymore, was Robin crying and begging him to wake up. His hands were sloppily placed over his heart. Batman was trying to drag him away, the firm set of his jaw screaming grief.
Nightwing gasps once he registers his lungs burning.
There's a large cacophony of noise, multiple bright suits and people hounding over him, and the distinct artificial taste of slightly-too-much oxygen that the ship with the Parademons had. That he flew out of and died. He was still too cold.
Someone moves their arm beneath his knees and shoulder and Dick passes out.
(Dick 'Nightwing' Grayson dies in space. Ghost King Danny Phantom likes this too-human Hero. They split their souls in half, take one piece of the others, and all they know is that Phantom is now Nightwing's Patron Deity. Danny uses ice, for electricity killed him. Dick uses electricity, for ice killed him. They are opposites, and yet so incredibly similar. Clockwork was looking forward to when Danny starts putting off his paperwork to hang out with his new 'friend'.)
#i dont think ive seen something like this yet but its been stuck in my mind for like ten months#also i dont see enough death defying so this was like heavily implying that#ive imagined dick just. not telling anyone what happened. even when his powers get a little out of control. he just. like. makes a bowl#of cereal and leaving it on the counter and just saying 'for the. uh. ghost king? lil help?' and thats how danny first shows up again#eventually dick really does wonder bout the lazarus and gets to ra's. sees that one new assassin. ghost sense goes off. hes never had THAT#happen before. confusion. the assassin HESITATES to attack him. oh. oh fuck. jay? oh fuck the dude flinched. GET RA'S OUT HERE NOW DAMNIT#WHATVE YOU DONE TO JAY??? I DONT WANNA HEAR IT. *pulls a tim and explodes something*. JASON WE'RE GOING. just full on grabs the guy and#gets back on the plane. theyre going to blud#at some point in time constantine meets nightwing. takes one look at him. turns around. fucks RIGHT off. tries to never be near him again#1 thats a HALFA hes gonna try and get john in the realms bc o all the soul contracts. 2 hes DRENCHED in 'do not touch belongs to ghost king#and he does NOT FUCK with the ghost king. 3 is that? THE GHOST KING'S RING ON HIS FINGER???#turns out danny gave him that after a particularly good offering that they dont realize counted as courtship. oopsies#dp x dc#dpxdc#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#dp x dc au#dick grayson#danny fenton#nightwing#death defying ship#halfa dick grayson#dc x dp#dc x dp prompt#dc x dp crossover#vwoopis posts
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sugarpasteltmnt Ā· 4 months ago
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"Acolyte" Michelangelo has joined the group chat
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THANK U AGAIN TO @anixolt for accepting this commission request!!! Looks like 'Dino'-tello has unexpected company šŸ‘€
Hailing from his own alternate reality, "Acolyte" Mikey & his brothers had a very different childhood than the mad Dogs we all know and love. Set in a feudal Japan-esque world, Mikey and his brothers were raised under the Ninja Tribunal in a remote temple as future protectors of humanity...
However, fate was unkind to the lackadaisical Michelangelo who doubted the legend of the foretold 'Krang Invasion'-- let alone it happening much sooner than anticipated.
[link to twitter thread]
More lore below! (but heed the content warnings!!)
CW: implied family death, implied child abuse
Inspired by the 2003 "Acolyte" Arc, Mikey and his brothers were given to the Ninja Tribunal as children to raise as warriors on account of being gifted with mystic abilities; something very rare and unheard of in their universe.
Mikey was the most mystically inclined of his brothers. Because of this, he doesn't take training very seriously. He's also the oldest brother in his universe, but takes that role very, very seriously.
Splinter was their "father"... however, he was the one who gave them to the Ninja Tribunal. And they weren't exactly 'lenient' with children. Not when their purpose was to become warriors to defend the world. Because of this, Mikey hates Splinter. With every fiber in his body.
But despite their upbringing, Mikey was fun and kind.
But homie cannot cook to save his life
However, due to events during the invasion... Mikey is the last man standing. On the whole planet.
And he Snaps
With elevated powers and grief, Mikey traverses the heavens to hunt Krang and their settlements.
He uses dried Krang blood as his mask, having lost his in battle (and Krang blood dries orange when oxidized)
He dots his yellow spots with a drop of Krang blood to mirror Krang eyes. Using mystic abilities, the faux eyes can move and "look" around too. Terrifying.
However, due to classic Hamato shenanigansā€” 'Acolyte' Mikey may find himself drawn to a very, very different place than a Krang settlement šŸ‘€šŸ‘€šŸ‘€
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s0fter-sin Ā· 5 months ago
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vampire au where they can only drink the blood type they were before they were turned. other blood has an almost poisonous effect, burning them from within like acid and drinking too much of it can kill them
in the old days, before the knowledge of blood types, it made humans they could feed on absolutely precious. they're kept safe, pampered and doted on; a vampireā€™s most prized possession
attacking another vampire's human is seen as the highest insult; not only is it a slight against them, it also carries the implication of "i want you to starve"
it's also used as the cruelest of punishments; starving a vampire for months, until they're feral with hunger just for their torturer to throw in a random human, watching them desperately suck down poison, their instincts begging them to keep drinking even as it kills them
ghost is one of the few who survived it; thrown in a pit so deep, he saw stars in the middle of the day, left with nothing but the dried bodies of the humans roba drained without care, others with their throats slit, blood he can't drink spilled out around them
a taunt of the one thing he needs but will never get
but ghost hasn't survived this long just to give up here
he refuses to die in this stinking, rotted pit
ghost is a force of nature as he descends over roba's manor; killing any who wander into his path until the halls run red. until he gets his hands on roba and tells him a secret:
vampires can feed on the blood of any vampire, regardless of blood type
it becomes a legend in vampire high society; if you starve another, you'd best make sure they actually die
otherwise you might end up piled in a dining room, the vampire you left for dead lounging on a throne of corpses with his fangs lodged in your throat
ghost decimates roba's empire, burning it to the ground until no one dares to speak his name in fear of incurring his wrath. it's incredibly taboo for a vampire to feed off another but ghost's too powerful for anyone to challenge him and the other vampires are too scared to try. scared of what he's willing to do, the lengths he'll go to; not that they'll ever admit it
soap is the first human he ever brings to court; delicately bathed in the finest silks and jewels, his throat always bare so he can show off ghost's ownership, his bite framed in lace
he's not like the delicate waifs the other vampires show off; he doesn't cling to his master, demure and submissive. he shows off his teeth as often as any vampire, fully willing to rip out the throats of any who insult him or ghost
a feral master needs a just as feral pet
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saint-end Ā· 1 year ago
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some more dankovsky
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yuwuta Ā· 5 months ago
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JJK OLYMPICS OHHH YOURE A GENIUS
head spinning w sooooooo many athlete aus rnā€¦..Ā 
satoru honestly isnā€™t half as cocky as the media makes him out to be but he could be because you bring up world champion menā€™s freestyle swim times and itā€™s his name on the scoreboard ten times before someone else shows up. heā€™s faster than himself by fifteen seconds all around, heā€™s earned a bit of cockiness. mentioned in the last post that whenever heā€™s at a competition and he finishes a race, he looks at the camera and signs a little infinity sign and then blows a kiss to you. some bitter old coach always calls him out on it, and gets him fined for unsportsmanlike conduct, and heā€™s happy to pay the fees if it means getting a message home to you, but eventually you two come up with a new code; and at his next race, he places gold, turns to the camera, crosses his middle finger over his pointer finger and smiles. when heā€™s in his post-race interview, he makes sure to explain that he does it for you with the widest smile on his face.
megumi nepotism baby but not in the same sport. toji was a multi gold medalist back in his heyday for shooting, so itā€™s not really a surprise to anybody that megumi has scary good aim, but he takes to archery instead of shooting. actually the idea of megumi being an emo little kid and throwing rocks at a tree when his dad pissed him off his hilarious, and even funnier is toji watching him, slightly amused and a little scared because megumi is maybe six and hitting the exact same spot every single time. he grows to be very blase about itā€”itā€™s more of a release/hobby for him that he happens to be really good at, and well, now good enough to earn a few olympic medals. megumi is not a fan of having his dad ruffle his hair on international television after heā€™s won, but he supposes it canā€™t be helped.
i donā€™t know where to put yuutaā€¦. tennisā€¦. temptingā€¦.. him in his little white shortsā€¦. little grunts after he servesā€¦. criesā€¦.. a complete 180 in his personality when heā€™s playing vs doing anything else. so charming and sweet and kinda shy when heā€™s being interviewed, and the second he steps on the court his eyes are so cold itā€™s scaryā€¦. need himā€¦ extremely nerdy about his rackets, and shoes, and clothes, and rambles to you about aerodynamics and posture and torque whenever you ask him to teach you, and you always have to shutup him up with a kiss and remind him that yeah you sort of want to learn to play tennis for him, but mostly you came bc he looks hot doing it. once he got asked in an interview if he ever thinks about you while heā€™s playing and his response was very concise, ā€œno, never. it would be a big distraction,ā€ and did not realize the implications of his heavily televised words.Ā 
alsoā€¦. not to make this post 40% yuuta but we could pull from canon a bit and make his sport fencing. he doesnā€™t excel because heā€™s the strongest, itā€™s because heā€™s learned to treat the sword as an extension of himself and a good strategistā€¦ also because i like the image of him pulling the helmet/mask off and shaking his hair outā€¦ā€¦ā€¦..
donā€™t even know where to put yuujiā€¦. volleyball? basketball? track and field??? the irony of him easily being the most athletic but canonically does not want to play sports šŸ˜­ but i can see him playing a sport because someone scouts him and it turns out to be a way to make steady money to support himself and his grandpa :( by the time heā€™s qualified and made it to the olympics, wasuke is doing much better (thanks to yuuji having landed some preemptive sponsorships and being able to afford better medical care), but not so well enough that he can travel across the world to watch yuuji play. wasuke tells you that you should travel and be with yuuji, but yuuji is so touched by the idea that you would stay with his grandpa and be by his side when heā€™s away :(( he wins gold, of course, and he doesnā€™t even wait until the closing ceremonyā€”which, heā€™d mentioned in all of his interviews, so nobody can be too upset. heā€™s on record saying, ā€œiā€™m excited to play, but iā€™m even happier to be going home. my girlfriend and my grandpa are watching me and i miss them!ā€ several timesā€” heā€™s on the first flight home with flowers, and tears in his eyes. puts his gold medal on his grandpaā€™s neck as a thank you, and spends probably thirty minutes straight hugging you and kissing you and honestly donā€™t put it past him to propose now that heā€™s got nike ambassador moneyĀ 
nanami started judo as a way to relieve the stress of his overbearing job, and someone at the gym/training center notices he seems to be a natural despite being a beginner. he starts to draw a crowd, which annoys him at first because the point of judo was discipline and release from having to deal with too many people at his office job, but nanami supposes he canā€™t be too mad when you introduce yourself as a talent scout and offer him professional training. thereā€™s irony in him accepting your offer, because it was definitely not based in professionalism at allā€¦ quitting his job as a salaryman to become a professional athlete in his mid-twenties was not on his bingo chart, but if it means he will have met you, then so be it. youā€™re with him all the way, through his training, competitions, world championships, qualifiers, all the way until heā€™s on the podium. youā€™re the first to congratulate him, but he interjects by telling you heā€™s quitting. you ask him whyā€”he just won at the olympics for crying out loud, but nanami just shakes his head, puts down his flowers and his medal so his hands are free to hold your face and tell you, ā€œit would be unethical to kiss my manager, so i am quitting.ā€ (later, when everything is said and done, and you two are cuddling, you mention to him that he could just hire a new manager, and not quit his new career, to which he blushes because yeahā€¦ thatā€™s probably more rational, but rational was not in his train of thought at the time)
#anonymous#nanami kento.......................................... god#also yuuji :((((( just a kid who wanted to do something nice for his grandpa I will CRY#immediate proposal when he gets home to you who does he think he is? yuuta?#speaking of yuuta he's like the best player his age and he's always asked to attend events or parties or whatever#and he's always like ah no thank you I am going home to my girlfriend#every fucking interview it's like yeah I love tennis but I love my girlfriend more for supporting and encouraging me#my girlfriend my girlfriend my girlfriend#one day he actually seems Excited to be doing his press conference and a journalist picks up on it to which yuuta happily raises his hand#and lets everyone know that he's now engaged. and very very grateful for his wife#he does the same shit a few years later like randomly during a press conference he's like#'I am kinda nervous. my baby didn't sleep well last night so I was up with him pretty late' and everyone's like BABY?#and yuutas like yeah! he's almost 14 months now do u wanna see him!#let me stop bringing kids into this bc w/ satoru and kento I could go on for hours....#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jujutsu kaisen smut#gojo x reader#gojo smut#yuuta x reader#yuuji x reader#megumi x reader#nanami kento x reader#once u asked megumi what he thinks about when he's practicing and he's so deadpan as he reloads and arrow#and right before he lets it go he's like 'ur ex boyfriend' and then hits the target dead in the center LMFAO#olympics au
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gabe-lovebot Ā· 8 months ago
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councilor 3D model
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i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up to bring him to life. he's yours now. do whatever you want with him
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please credit me if you make something using the model (or even ping/link me to it, i would love to see what you made!)
currently available as a .blend, .fbx and an SFM port.
#hello councilnation i'm finally releasing him to the wild#have fun playing toys with him#ultrakill#councilor#councilor ultrakill#3d stuff#obviously with the councilor having just 1 full body image of him means that some stuff i had to improvise on#so you get to enjoy my headcanons on how he looks#(like obviously the wings & halo)#(but also the chestplate design)#but did you know that the councilor's canon design has subtle engravings on his forearm armor pieces?#i only barely noticed them when painting textures and i was floored#i had to add them#to the sfm anon and whoever else wants to use this for sfm stuff-#i did my best with a port for sfm and i'm quite proud of the result#but please be aware i have never used it before so if you find that something doesn't work as it should please please let me know!!#gonna pour my heart out in tags as always so close your eyes if you don't wanna see me being sentimental but#i'm not kidding when i say i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up for this#i have meddled with blender before but never actually came close to finishing a project#and i don't know how i did it and how i kept going#(i do know) (it was my friend encouraging me every time i showed him progress)#this was like 1 entire month in the making#but i'm so fucking proud of this and how it turned out and people's tags in my act 2 render genuinely were such a huge confidence boost#so thank you guys for liking it <3#i'm still very much thinking of doing a version with just his bloodied head#but it might take a while because i want a break and i want to play warframe
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flowercrowngods Ā· 10 months ago
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who did this to you. part 3
šŸ¤šŸŒ· read part 1 here | read part 2 here pre-s4, steve whump, protective (but scared) eddie. now with robin!
The number rings in his head, echoing off the inside of his skull and sinking lower and lower until his heart strings join the symphony that leaves him shaking as the memory of Harringtonā€™s slurred voice is drowned out by the dial tone that feels harrowingly like a flatline right now.Ā 
Said Iā€™ll go blind. Or deaf. Or justā€¦ die.
Eddie doesnā€™t really feel like his body belongs to him anymore, or like thereā€™s anything left inside him other than panic and fear and that stupid, stupid shaking that he canā€™t suppress even as he bites his knuckles. Hard.Ā 
The pain helps a little not to startle too much when the dial tone stops and a female voice begins speaking to him. Still he almost drops the phone, cursing under his breath as he pulls his hair to collect himself and get his voice to work.Ā 
ā€œHā€” Hi, hello, Mrs Buckley? This is, uh. I. Iā€™m. A friend of Robinā€™s, could you, uhā€”ā€œĀ 
ā€œOh, of course, dear,ā€ the woman says, and Eddie feels his eyes beginning to prick with how nice she sounds even through the phone.Ā 
Does she know Steve, too? Would she worry if she knew? Would she curse Eddie for not taking him to the hospital right away? Would she blame him if anything happened?Ā 
ā€œIā€™m sorry? What did you say your name was?ā€ she asks, repeating herself by the sound of it.Ā 
He blanks, for a whole five seconds, before he spots a note stuck to the fridge saying Donā€™t forget to eat, Eddie :-)
ā€œEddie,ā€ he croaks. ā€œUh, Eddie Munson.ā€
ā€œAlright, Eddie Munson, Iā€™ll see if I can grab Robin for you. You have a good day, dear, yes?ā€Ā 
No. ā€œThanks.ā€Ā 
The hand clenched in his hair pulls tighter and tighter until the tears fall and he can pretend itā€™s from pain and not fromā€” whatever the fuck is happening.Ā 
He waits, phone pressed to his ear with a kind of desperation heā€™s never really felt, and never wants to feel again. He doesnā€™t even know what to tell Robin; what to say. Itā€™s not like they ever hang out or have anything to say to each other, so why would sheā€”Ā 
ā€œMunson?ā€ Robinā€™s voice appears on the other end, a little too loud for Eddieā€™s certain state, and he does drop the phone this time, scrambling to catch it and only making the situation worse as it dangles by his knees.Ā 
He drops to the floor, pulling his knees to his chest and reaching for the phone again.Ā 
ā€œHi.ā€Ā 
ā€œWhat do you want? Howā€™d you even get this number? I swear, if youā€”ā€œĀ 
ā€œItā€™s Blue. I mean, Steve. Harrington.ā€Ā 
That shuts her right up, and Eddie clenches his eyes shut for a moment, hoping to keep the tremor out of his voice if only he takes a moment to breathe.Ā 
The moment stretches. And Robinā€™s voice is wary and quiet when she speaks again.Ā 
ā€œWhat about Steve.ā€Ā 
Eddie rubs his face, leaving more dirt and grime to fill the tear tracks, and clenches his fist before his mouth.Ā 
ā€œEddie,ā€ Robin demands, dangerous now. Nothing left of the rambling, bubbling mess he knows her to be on the school hallways. ā€œWhat. About. Steve.ā€Ā 
ā€œHeā€¦ Heā€™s hurt.ā€Ā 
Thereā€™s a bit of a commotion on the other end, before Robin declares, ā€œIā€™m coming over. You tell me everything.ā€Ā 
ā€œYouā€” I mean, heā€™s in the hospital with my uncle, soā€”ā€œĀ 
ā€œI am. Coming. Over,ā€ she says, enunciating every word as though she were making a threat. Maybe she is. But the certainty in her voice helps a little, anchors him the same way that Wayneā€™s calmness did. ā€œAnd you tell me everything.ā€Ā 
Eddie finds himself nodding along, knowing intuitively that there is nothing that could stop her now. Knowing that he doesnā€™t want to stop her.Ā 
ā€œā€˜Kay.ā€ Itā€™s a pathetic little sound, all choked up and tiny. She doesnā€™t comment on it.Ā 
One second he hears her determined exhale, the next sheā€™s hung up on him and Eddie is greeted by the flatline again. He lets out a shuddering breath and leans his head back against the wall.Ā 
Breathing is hard again, but itā€™s all he has to do now, all thatā€™s left to do, so he focuses. Inhale. Hold. Exhale. Hold. His lungs are burning and thereā€™s something wrong about the way he pulls in air and keeps it there, desperately latching onto it until the very last second, his exhales more of a gasping cough than calm and controlled.Ā 
It takes a while. Longer than it should. But with Harringtonā€™s blood still on his hands, with his heartbeat in his ears so loud he canā€™t even hear the words Wayne used to say about breathing in through the mouth or the nose orā€¦ or something, heā€”Ā 
Heā€™s fine. Heā€™s home. Wayneā€™s got Blue, and Buckley is on her way, andā€¦ Heā€™s fine.Ā 
People donā€™t just die.Ā 
They donā€™t.Ā 
Heā€™s fine.Ā 
Eventually, Eddie manages to breathe steadily, the air no longer shuddering and his hands no longer shaking. Itā€™s stupid, really, being so worked up over someone he doesnā€™t even really know. Sure, everyone knows Steve fucking Harrington, and everyone sees Steve fucking Harrington ā€” whether they want it or not. He has a way of drawing eyes toward him even if all he does is walk the halls with his dorky smile and that stupidly charming swagger heā€™s got going on. Always matching his shoes to his outfit.
Eddie can relate.
Always reaching out to touch the person heā€™s talking to; clapping their back or shoulder, lightly shoving them in jest, ruffling their hair or chasing them through the halls, moving and holding himself like teenage angst canā€™t reach him. Like he belongs wherever he goes. Like heā€™s so, so comfortable in his own skin. Like the clothes he wears arenā€™t armour but just a part of him; a means of self-expression.Ā 
Again, Eddie can relate. He can relate to all of this.Ā 
Itā€™s almost like the two of them arenā€™t so different after all. Just going about it differently.Ā 
And now heā€™sā€¦ Bleeding. Slurring his speech. Wheezing his breath. And Eddie feels protective. Eddie feels responsible. Like he should be there, like he should get to know more about him. About Steve. About Blue.Ā 
But he canā€™t. And he wonā€™t. So he gets up with a groan that expresses his frustration and the need to make a sound, to fight the oppressive silence that only encourages his thoughts to run in obsessive little circles, and he hangs up the phone thatā€™s been dangling beside him all this time.Ā 
He needs a smoke.Ā 
He needs a smoke and a blunt and a drink and for this day to be over and for time to revert and to leave him out of whatever business he stumbled into by opening the door to the boathouse and, apparently, Steve Harringtonā€™s life.Ā 
But unfortunately, the universe doesnā€™t seem to care about what he needs, because just as he steps outside and goes to light his cig, he catches sight of a harried looking Robin Buckley, standing on the pedals of her bike as she kicks them, her hair blowing in the wind to reveal a frown between her brows. A wave of unease overcomes Eddie, an unease he canā€™t really place. Maybe itā€™s the set of her jaw, or the tension in her shoulders, or maybe itā€™s the worry and anger she exudes.Ā 
It never occurred to him before that Robin Buckley might not be a person youā€™d want to set off. And not because of her uncontrollable rambles.Ā 
ā€œMunson!ā€ she calls over, carelessly dropping her bike in the driveway and stalking toward him.Ā 
Almost as if summoning a shield, Eddie does light the cigarette. Pretends like the smoke can protect him.Ā 
She doesnā€™t stop at the foot of the steps, though, climbs them in two leaps and gets all up in his space with that unwavering look of determination ā€” so unwavering, in fact, that it almost looks like wrath. Cold. Eddie wants to shrink away from it, not at all daring to wonder what could make her look like that upon hearing that Steveā€™s hurt.Ā 
I donā€™t wanna die, Munson. I neverā€¦ I didnā€™t. With the monsters or the torture.
But those are the words of a semi-conscious teenage boy beat to a pulp, they canā€™tā€” Thereā€™s no way. Eddie misheard him, or Steve was talking about some kind of inside joke, using the wrong terminology with the wrong guy. It happens. It happens when youā€™re out of it, really! The shit heā€™s said when he was shot up, canned up, all strung out and high as a kiteā€¦ Heā€™d be talking of monsters, too, and mean some benign shit.Ā 
But the way Harrington looked, none of that was benign. The bruising all over his face, the blood still dripping from the wound by his temple or his nose, the way he held himself, breath rattling in his lungs, orā€”Ā 
ā€œHey!ā€ Buckley demands his attention, giving him a light shove; just enough to catch his attention, really, and just what he needed to snap out of it. Still the smoke hits his lungs wrong and he coughs up a lung, further cementing his role of the pathetic little guy today.Ā 
ā€œHey,ā€ he says lamely, his voice still croaking as he crushes the half-smoked cigarette under his boot. ā€œSorry.ā€ He doesnā€™t know for what. But it feels appropriate.Ā 
She shakes her head, rolling her eyes at him as she crosses her arms in front of her chest.Ā 
ā€œTell me,ā€ she says at last, and even though there is a tremor in her voice, she sounds nothing short of demanding. ā€œI want the whole story, and I want it now.ā€Ā 
And so he does. He tells her everything, bidding her inside because he needs the relative safety of the trailer even though the air in here is stuffy and still faintly smells blue. He pours them both some coffee and some tea, because asking what she wants doesnā€™t feel right in the middle of telling her how he found her supposed best friend beat to shit in the boathouse he went to to forget about the world for a while.Ā 
She stills as she listens to him, staring ahead into the middle distance somewhere beneath the floor and the walls, her hands wrapped around the steaming mug of coffee. Eddie stumbles over his words a lot, unsettled by her stillness, her lack of reaction. She doesnā€™t even react to his fuck-ups. People usually do.
He wants to ask. Where are you right now? What have you seen? Whatā€™s on your mind? What the fuck is happening?
But he doesnā€™t ask, instead he tells her more about Steve. About how he seemed to forget where he was. About the pain he was in. About the smiles nonetheless. The way he reassured Eddie.Ā 
That one finally gets a choked little huff from her, somewhere between a sob and a laugh.Ā 
ā€œYeah, that sounds like him alright. Heā€™s such a dingus.ā€Ā 
There is so much affection in her voice as she says it that Eddie canā€™t help but smile into his mug.Ā 
ā€œDingus?ā€ he asks, hoping for some lightness, hoping to keep it.Ā 
But the light fades, and her eyes get distant again. Eddie wants to kick himself.Ā 
ā€œJust a stupid little nickname. An insult, really.ā€
ā€œOh.ā€ He doesnā€™t know what to do with that. If he should ask more or if he should say that he has a feeling Steve might appreciate stupid little nicknames. Especially if theyā€™re unique. Especially if theyā€™re for him. But what right does he have to say that now? What knowledge does he have about Steve Harrington that Robin doesnā€™t?Ā 
So he bites his tongue and drinks his coffee, cursing the silence that falls over them as Robin mirrors him, albeit slow and stilted, like she doesnā€™t know what to do either. Or where to put her limbs.Ā 
ā€œWayneā€™s got him now. I took him here, after the boathouse, because I didnā€™t know what to do. He said he didnā€™t want the hospital, said thereā€™sā€¦ā€ He trails off.Ā 
Robin looks at him, her eyes wary but alert. ā€œSaid thereā€™s what?ā€Ā 
Itā€™s stupid. Donā€™t say it.Ā 
ā€œEddie?ā€Ā 
With a sigh, he puts his mug on the counter and stuffs his hands into his pockets. ā€œHe said thereā€™s monsters. In the hospital, I mean. He said that.ā€
Instead of scoffing or at least frowning, Robin clenches her jaw and nods imperceptibly, her eyes going distant again. Eddie blinks, the urge to just fucking ask overcoming him again, but with every passing second he realises that he doesnā€™t actually want to ask. He doesnā€™t want to know, let alone find out.Ā 
He justā€¦ He just wants to go to bed. Forget any of this ever happened. But he canā€™t do that, so he continues.Ā 
ā€œBrought him here and Wayne took one look at him and convinced him he needed a doctor. And, Jesus H Christ, he was right. Iā€™ve neverā€¦ I mean, those things donā€™t happen,ā€ he urges, balling his hands into fists even in the confined space of his pockets. ā€œRight? I meanā€¦ Shit, man.ā€ He bumps his shoe into the kitchen counter; gently, so as not to startle Buckley out of her fugue like state.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™d be surprised,ā€ she rasps, staring into the middle distance again and slowly sinking to the floor. There is a tremor in her shoulders now, barely noticeable, but Eddie knows where to look. Without really thinking about it, he grabs two of his hoodies heā€™d haphazardly thrown over the kitchen chairs this morning while deciding on his outfit and realising that it was altogether too warm for long sleeves today. But now, right here in this kitchen, the air tinged with blue, theyā€™re both freezing.Ā 
Because fear and worry will take all the warmth right from inside of you and leave you freezing even on the hottest day of the year.Ā 
She barely looks at him when he holds out his all-black Iron Maiden hoodie to her, freshly washed and all that, but she takes it nonetheless, immediately pulling it on. Itā€™s way too large on her, her hands not showing through the sleeves, her balled fists safe and warm inside the fabric. It would make him smile if only it didnā€™t highlight her stillness, her faraway stare, and the years he has on her. Sheā€™s, what, two years younger than him? Three?Ā 
It seems surreal. Everything, everything does.Ā 
Robin Buckley in his home, sitting on his kitchen floor, swallowed by a hoodie that is a size too large even for him, but it was the last one they had in the store and he doesnā€™t mind oversized clothes, can just cut them shorter when the need arises or layer them or declare them comfort sweaters for when he wants to just have his hands not slip through the sleeves on some days. And now Robin is wearing his comfort hoodie because her best friend was bleeding in his car earlier and then on his couch and now in his uncleā€™s car, and they never even talk, but he knows that Robinā€™s favourite colour is blue, but not morning hour blue because that makes her sad; only deep, dark blues.Ā 
Her favourite colour. Her favourite person.Ā 
Itā€™s so fucking surreal.Ā 
He drops down beside her, leaving enough space between them so neither of them feels caged, and mirrors her position: knees to his chest, chin on his forearms. Staring ahead.Ā 
And silence reigns.Ā 
ā€œYour uncle,ā€ she says at last, finally breaking the silence thatā€™s been grating on Eddieā€™s nerves and looking at him, really looking as she rests her cheek on her forearms crossed over her knees. ā€œTell me about him.ā€Ā 
There is a gentleness to her voice now despite how hoarse it is. Maybe sheā€™s just tired, too. And scared. At least the shivering has stopped.Ā 
Still Eddie frowns, confused as to why she should be breaking the silence to ask about Wayne when everything today has been about Harrington. About Steve. About deep and dark blues.Ā 
ā€œUncle Wayne?ā€ he asks. ā€œWhy?ā€
ā€œBecause,ā€ she begins, and sighs deeply, works to get the air back in her lungs. Eddie wants to reach out, but instead he just clenches his fingers a little deeper into the fabric of his hoodie. ā€œMy best friend is hurt very badly and the only person with him is your uncle, and I need to know that heā€™s in good hands. Or I swear to whatever god you may or may not believe in, and granted, itā€™s probably the latter, but still I swear Iā€™ll give into my arsonist tendencies and burn down this city, starting with your trailer if you donā€™t tell me that your uncle is a good man who will do anything in his power to make sure that boy gets the help and care he needs. And deserves.ā€Ā 
Her jaw is set and her bottom lip trembles, but it doesnā€™t take away from the absolute sincerity in her threat.Ā 
ā€œSo, please,ā€ she continues, her voice breaking just a little bit. ā€œTell me. Tell me about your uncle.ā€Ā 
Tell me about your favourite person.Ā 
Eddie swallows, and mirrors her position once more, so she can see his eyes and know heā€™s sincere. Because heā€™s learned something about eyes today, about how much in the world can change if only you have a pair of eyes to look into.Ā 
And he nods, looking for somewhere to start. ā€œHeā€™s the best man I know. Heā€™s the best man youā€™ll ever meet.ā€
She clings to his eyes. Searches them for the truth, beseeching them not to lie. He lets her.Ā 
ā€œTook me in when I was ten, because my dadā€™s a fuck-up and my momā€™s a goner. Took me in again when I was twelve after I ran away. Makes me breakfast and I pretends the dinner I make him is more than edible.ā€ He smiles a little, because how could he not? ā€œHeā€™s my uncle, but still heā€™s the best parent anyone could wish for. Writes those little notes that he sticks to the fridge, yā€™know, the one with the smiley face? Tells me to eat, because I forget sometimes. I tell him to drink water, because he forgets. First few years, heā€™d read to me. And the manā€™s a shit reader, has some kind of disability I think, and at some point I learned that he wasnā€™t reading at all. He was telling me stories all the time, conning me into thinking that the books were magic, and that every time Iā€™d try to read the book for myself, the story would change.ā€Ā 
Thereā€™s a lump in his throat now, and his eyes sting again. But Robin doesnā€™t seem to fare any better than him if her wavering smile is any indication.Ā 
ā€œThereā€™s no one,ā€ Eddie continues, ā€œwho will make you believe in magic quite like uncle Wayne. Or in good things. And dā€™you wanna know what he told Blue when he said he was scared of going to the hospital?ā€Ā 
Sniffling, Robin shakes her head.Ā 
ā€œHe said, Okay. Then we do it scared. And all of that after he justā€¦ with that patience he has, told him everything that was gonna happen. And that heā€™d be there with him through it all. That he knew the doc and wouldnā€™t let anyone else near him, and that thereā€™s no need to be scared at all.ā€Ā 
He sighs, breathes, stills. Swallows, before looking back at Robin.Ā 
ā€œSo, if thereā€™s one person whoā€™ll make sure that boy gets the help and care he needs and deservesā€¦ā€Ā 
ā€œItā€™s uncle Wayne,ā€ Robin finishes his sentence, her voice still hoarse, but Eddie likes to think itā€™s for a different reason now.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s uncle Wayne,ā€ Eddie says, nodding along as he does.Ā 
There is something like understanding in Robinā€™s eyes now, and Eddie hopes itā€™s enough. Enough to calm the spiking of her nerves, enough to settle the coil of freezing nausea that must reside in the pit of her stomach, enough to let the next breath she takes feel a little more like itā€™s supposed to be there.Ā 
He wants to say something more, wants to reach out and reassure her that everything will be okay, but he canā€™t know that. He doesnā€™t feel like itā€™s entirely true, let alone appropriate right now.Ā 
Thereā€™s something in Robinā€™s eyes, in the way she holds herself, like sheā€™s waiting for the other shoe to drop. Like she accepts his words at face value but doesnā€™t really believe them. Like sheā€™ll only rest when sheā€™s got her best friend back in her arms and hears the story ā€” the whole story ā€” from him.Ā 
And Eddie doesnā€™t fault her, because the thing is, he doesnā€™t know what happened. Steve said that Hagan came at him, but thatā€™s really all he got out of him before he started talking about death and shit, and Eddie really didnā€™t want to ask any more questions then.Ā 
So they sit there for a while, the silence oppressive and unwelcome, clumsy and awkward; Robinā€™s mouth opening and closing a lot, like she wants to ask questions but doesnā€™t dare to ask them ā€” and Eddie doesnā€™t know if heā€™s glad about it or not. Doesnā€™t know if he wants to hear the kind of questions asked with that kind of stare.Ā 
It is only after a long while, when Robinā€™s shoulders start shaking again and she buries deeper into the hoodie and her own spiralling thoughts, that Eddie breaks the silence again, replaying in his head the last moment between him and Steve.Ā 
ā€œHeā€™s not gonna break,ā€ he tells her, aiming for gentle and reassuring.Ā 
What he doesnā€™t expect is the minute flinch, the jolt shooting through her body and the pained expression it leaves her with. What he doesnā€™t expect is what she says next.Ā 
ā€œYou know,ā€ she begins, her voice as far away as her eyes, and itā€™s like she doesnā€™t even know sheā€™s speaking. ā€œSometimes I wish he would.ā€Ā 
What?
Eddie blinks, swallowing hard.
ā€œJust for, just for a break. Just so he can rest. Let the rest take over for a while.ā€Ā 
Thatā€¦ He doesnā€™tā€” What the hell does that even mean?Ā 
ā€œLike maybe then the world wouldā€¦ snap back.ā€ She snaps her fingers, just once. This time itā€™s Eddie who flinches. ā€œAnd everything bad would disappear. But it wonā€™t. And he wonā€™t.ā€ She swallows. Then quietly, almost inaudible, ā€œHe wonā€™t break.ā€Ā 
And the way she says itā€¦ It was reassuring before. And now it feels like a burden. A curse.Ā 
Who the fuck are you, Steve Harrington? And you, Robin Buckley.Ā 
Eddie shudders, knowing he doesnā€™t want the answer to that anymore. He doesnā€™t want the questions either. So he buries his face in his hands, closes his eyes, and breathes. The adrenaline has worn off by now, the repeated panicking that added fuse to the fire has ceased now, leaving him worn out and strung out, tired and exhausted. He pulls up the hood, burrowing into the warmth.Ā 
And then he stills. His usually twitching, fumbling, fiddling body falling entirely still beside Buckley.Ā 
Itā€™s like time stops for a while there, even though Eddie knows that itā€™s dragging ever on and on. Heā€™s inclined to let it, though. Heā€™s too tired, too exhausted to really care about what time may or may not be doing.Ā 
ā€œWhyā€™d you call me?ā€Ā 
It takes a while for Eddie to realise that Robinā€™s spoken again, asked him a question out loud, the cadence of it different to the endless circles of questions Eddieā€™s got stuck in his head since the early afternoon tinged in blue against crimson.Ā 
He lifts his head, tucking his hands underneath his chin, and looks over at Buckley. Her hair is dishevelled now, her mascara smudged and crusty. Her lipstick is almost all gone, with the way he sees her biting and chewing on her lips.Ā 
ā€œIā€¦ It seemed like the right thing to do, yā€™know? He kept repeating your number. In the car, it was likeā€¦ Sounds dramatic, but it was like his lifeline, almost. Repeated it so often it kinda got stuck.ā€ He shrugs. ā€œSeemed important, too.ā€
Robin frowns; a careful little thing. ā€œHowā€™d you know it was me?ā€
ā€œWell, he just talked about you. Yā€™know. Tell me about your favourite person, I told him, because thatā€™s the thing you gotta do to keep people, like, talking to you. Not shit about what day it is, or what. Just, yā€™know. Let them talk about things they like. Things theyā€™ll wanna tell you about. ā€™Nā€™ he talked about you.ā€Ā 
Sheā€™s quiet for a while, letting his words sink in. And Eddie wonders if she knew. That sheā€™s his favourite person. If he ever told her. If maybe he took that from him now. Itā€™s a stupid thing to worry about, really; the boy was bloodied and bruised on his couch just an hour ago, there are worse things at hand for Eddie to worry about. But now he wonders if he just spilled some sort of secret. Some sort of love confession.Ā 
ā€œDid you, I meanā€¦ Are you guys, like, dating? Did I just steal his moment?ā€Ā 
Robin huffs, but itā€™s more like a smile that needs a little more space in the room, a little more air to really bloom. Itā€™s fond. She shakes her head, her eyes far away again, but closer somehow.Ā 
ā€œNah,ā€ she says, and the smile is in her voice, too. Eddie kind of likes her voice like that. ā€œWeā€™re platonic. Which is something Iā€™d never thought Iā€™d say. Not about Steve Harrington, yā€™know?ā€Ā 
And the way she drags out his nameā€¦ Eddie can relate. Like it means something, but like what it means is nowhere close to reality. Nowhere close to what it really means. Nowhere close to Blue.Ā 
Robin sighs, the sound more gentle than it should be, and leans her head against the cabinet behind her. ā€œWe worked together over summer break. Scoops Ahoy.ā€ Her voice does a funny thing, and her eyes glaze over as she pauses. Eddie waits, his lips tipped up into a little smile, too; to match hers.Ā 
ā€œWhat, the ice cream parlour?ā€Ā 
Robin hums, her smile widening at what Eddie guesses must be memories of chaos and ridiculousness. ā€œI wanted to hate him,ā€ she continues. ā€œBut try as I might, he wouldnā€™t let me. Or, he did. He did let me. Just, it turns out, thereā€™s no use hating Steve Harrington, not when heā€™s soā€¦ So endlessly genuine. Thereā€™s nothing to hate, yā€™know? And then heā€¦ā€Ā 
She stops, her mouth clicking shut as her eyes tear up a little. The Starcourt fire. Eddie remembers the news, remembers the self-satisfied smirk when heā€™d heard about it, remembers sticking it to the Man and to capitalism and to the idea of malls over supporting your friendly neighbourhood businesses.Ā 
Guilt and shame overcome him as he realises that they must have been in there when it happened.Ā 
ā€œHe saved your life?ā€Ā 
Robinā€™s eyes snap toward him, wide and caught, and Eddie raises his hands in placation.Ā 
ā€œIn the fire? Were you there?ā€Ā 
ā€œYā€”yeah.ā€ She swallows hard, avoiding his eyes. ā€œThe fire. He saved me. Yeah.ā€Ā 
Eddie nods, deciding to drop that topic right there; to lay it on the ground as gently as he can and cover it with bright red colours so he never steps on it ever again.Ā 
ā€œHe must be your favourite person, too, then, hm?ā€ he steers the conversation back away into safer waters.Ā 
ā€œHe is,ā€ she says, sure and genuine and true. ā€œItā€™s just. I donā€™t think Iā€™ve ever been anyoneā€™s favourite. He has a lot of people who care about him, you know? A lot of people he cares about. Even more numbers memorised in that stupidly smart head of his.ā€ She huffs again, burrowing deeper into Eddieā€™s hoodie, pulling the sleeves over her hands some more. ā€œItā€™s stupid, to be so hung up on this. Is it stupid?ā€Ā 
ā€œI donā€™t think it is,ā€ Eddie says, scooting a little closer to Robin. ā€œLike, I donā€™t even know that boy, right? But even I know that heā€™s got some ways to shift your focus or something. Give you a silver lining, or something to take the pain away even when heā€™s the one whoā€¦ I donā€™t know, thatā€™s probably stupid, too.ā€Ā 
ā€œNah,ā€ Robin says, scooting closer to him, too, until their sides are pressed together and she can lay her head on his shoulder. ā€œItā€™s not stupid. Youā€™re right; thatā€™s Steve for you. ā€™S just who he is.ā€Ā 
It is, isnā€™t it?Ā 
Youā€™re so blue, Stevie.Ā 
Sheā€™ll say something corny when, when you ask her, jusā€™ to fuck with you. Sunset gold or rose, jusā€™ to mess withā€¦ But is blue.
Blue. ā€˜S nice.Ā 
Yeah. Yeah, he is.Ā 
Eddie lets his thoughts roam the endless possibilities and realities that is Steve Harrington, the depths he hides ā€” or wonā€™t hide, maybe, if you know how to ask. Where to look.Ā 
Maybe heā€™ll find out, one of these days. Not about the terrible things that leave him scared of the hospital, not about the horrible things that have him speaking of death and dying like heā€™s accepted them as a possibility a long time ago.Ā 
He swallows hard and shakes off these thoughts, because things like that just. They donā€™t happen. They donā€™t happen to blue-smiled boys who trust you to be kind even when theyā€™re beaten straight to hell. And they sure as hell donā€™t happen when uncle Wayneā€™s around.Ā 
Nothing bad has ever happened when uncle Wayne was around.Ā 
And he wants to tell Robin, wants to make that promise. But part of him canā€™t bear the thought of being wrong. So he keeps his mouth shut and just sits with her, their heads as heavy as their hearts as they wait.Ā 
The sun is long gone when the phone above him rings again, spooking and startling them out of their timeless existence.Ā 
ā€œYeah?ā€ he answers, his heart hammering in his chest. ā€œWayne?ā€Ā 
ā€œHey, Ed,ā€ Wayneā€™s voice comes through the phone like a melody. Calm and steady. Robin is scooting closer, and Eddie shifts the phone to accommodate her so they can both listen. Somehow, they ended up holding hands ā€” and holding on hard. ā€œWeā€™re coming home now.ā€Ā 
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