#DEPSITE BEING
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NEW FIC!!
Basically, Donnie and Leo both realize they both like Usagi, so they turn it into a friendly competition, whoever gets Usagi to like them back is the winner!!!
ITS A LOVE ARROW. I HATE WHEN PEOPLE CALL SITUATIONS LIKE THIS A LOVE TRIANGLE. ITS A LOVE ARROW!!!!!!
I also hate how stuff like this goes, I hate how people in love arrows treat the person who both the others like as a prize and not human, I promise Usagi is NOT going to be treated like that.
Both the bros genuinely like Usagi, the competition is just because they’re both extremely competitive and are unwilling to sacrifice their own feelings but also want their sibling to be happy.
I’ll tryyyy to update weekly, although my schedule is quite busy at the moment and I am also updating another fic at a similar schedule!
#leosagi#donsagi#usatello#katana shipping#love arrow#leosagi fanfic#Donsagi fanfic#rottmnt fanfiction#tmnt fanfiction#fanfiction#fanfic#fluff fanfic#love triangle#IT ISNT A LOVE TRIANGLE#BUT IM PUTTING THE TAG CUS#ALOTTA THE STUFF#UNDER LOVE TRIANGLE#FITS THE DESCRIPTION#DEPSITE BEING#HORRIBLY WRONG#friendly competition
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I love Spirit Hunter: Death Mark's approach to the amnesia trope and the question of "If you can't remember who you were, are you even the same person?"
A lot of narratives play around with the weight of that, only to turn around and say "Of course you're the same, who else would you be?" The character gets their memories back and they're suddenly exactly as they were before, maybe with a life lesson along the way.
But Death Mark doesn't. Without all the knowledge and experiences of Masamune Kujou, Yashiki is fundamentally a kinder and less apathetic person, without any sort of prompting. Even when confronting dangerous spirits out to kill him, he takes the time to learn their stories and show them some small form of kindness. He listens to the recording of who he used to be, and he can't reconcile the callousness that Masamune had towards the deaths caused by his mistake with the way he feels about them, to the point where he doesn't even go back to using the identity that he's worked so hard to remember. Even when the game gives you the option to forgive Masamune, the options are still "It had to be done" and "I can't forgive him" because Kazuo Yashiki and Masamune Kujou are not the same.
And I think that's a way more interesting take than the protagonist just reverting back into the same person they were despite all the experiences we saw them go through.
#I also think its interesting that depsite being a gorey horror game involving some of the worst sides of humanity imaginable#its also at its core about kindness#however morally questionable it may seem#spirit hunter#spirit hunter: death mark#death mark#kazuo yashiki#amnesia trope
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happy birthday to my hyune. hyunjin who wrote a poem about stay’s eyes and how they shine brighter than any stars. hyunjin who paints old couples because he believes love should be eternal. hyunjin who needs to be chased off the stage by staff because he wants to greet stays longer. hyunjin who always reassures stays that they have a long time left together. hyunjin who reads poetry before bed. hyunjin who writes about love so beautifully as if he is the embodiment of it. hyunjin who says he wants to remain strong as to not hurt stays. hyunjin who says you need to practice with your 200% to show 100%. hyunjin who loves reading books. hyunjin who always tells stays to eat well. hyunjin who wears his heart on his sleeve. hyunjin who started a stay counseling center to listen to stay’s problems. hyunjin who wrote if love is everything, then there is nothing left for me. hyunjin who trained really hard because he refused to be just a pretty face. hyunjin who said that he loves easily, gets hurt easily, regrets easily then repeats the process because isn’t that what life is about. hyunjin who said that the wounds caused by humans are also healed by humans. hyunjin who remains hopeful and loving despite it all. hyunjin who eats with his eyes closed. hyunjin who loves going to art museums. hyunjin who said that there isnt a team that loves each other as much as skz does. hyunjin who said that there should always be a Stray kids before his name. hyunjin who loves so freely and who i love. you grew up so well my hyune 💓 please be happy forever.
#SINCE IT’S OFFICIALLY MIDNIGHT IN KOREA 💗💓💞💕���💞💓💗#words can’t describe how much love i have for hyunjin :’)#the purest sweetest most loving angel in existence and who deserves nothing but happiness for the rest of his life#i hope love finds him wherever he goes#i hope that even on his darkest nights he finds reasons to smile all over again#i love him I LOVE YOUUUU HYUNJIN#happy birthday to you thank you for existing and for choosing to be so kind depsite the harshness of our world#thank you for having such a beautiful soul#thank you for being so full of love it reminded me of how gentle and fulfilling love should be#aaaaaah my second hyune birthday 🥹 TO MANY MANY MORE#let’s stay together for a long time#im so happy i get to love you in this lifetime
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How do we think a Clint and Loki reunion would go?
#any version of loki#(because i like to ignore series loki depsite that being cannon and the most likely loki to interact with him again)#i just dont like the series#anti larry#anti lokius#anti loki series#anti loki show#KEEPING IN MIND#he technically kinds sorta killed kate bishops dad#who dies in the nyc invasion#so she would definitely blame him#loki#loki laufeyson#loki laufeychild#loki laufeydottir#marvel#loki of asgard#loki odinson#loki god of mischief#loki of jotunheim
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litany of the martyrs (click for better resolution!)
#at some point i wanted to make an illustration for each character but in retrospect maybe each is multiple song-coded..#drew the sketch for a quincy thing after a chat with a mutual reminded me this song existed dfsghjkl and then spent weeks rendering this#quincy cynthius martin#adamandi#i'm finally done with this! the saints especially were joys to paint and the halo a menace.... this has been the most ambitious one so far.#but it also took quite long because i only worked on it <engages with quincy> when mentally okay to deal with the themes. i'm not religious#but i do identify with the irrational(?ish) guilt + family legacy + academic achievement + disregard for self. also more complex thoughts#about love [but depsite quincent being a large part of quincy's character this piece deals with mostly the Rest of it. so another time..]#anyways! in the original sketch- the saints had heads bent towards quincy so the halo spikes pointed at him. but this worked better! halos#of the saints implying/creating one for quincy was a concept from the start though. in the show they don't touch him directly here but#differences in mediums i think- i don't have time in an image to craft a narrative so everything has to be happening. also artistic liberty#misc inspiration for this includes stained glass windows. i might have maybe misinterpreted the saint costume but i think i logic-ed it out#as the cloth part following a nun's habit w the hood. and then halo above. the material is also more transparent originally but i had. um.#too much fun painting fabric folds.. if you look closely you can see the basis of faces though behind the cloth; but only the vague shapes#because smth obscurity + inhumanness// cassian is the only one i gave a mouth though. that stems from melliot's post about the saints and#st cassian as spokesperson (<- did research teehee!) that's also how i found out which costume = which saint. speaking of which.#left to right: 'st lucy take my hand' // 'st lawrence give me strength' (presses quincy forward; but hand on shoulder connotates guidance)#/'st cassian help me smile' (quincy's mouth is btwn a grimace and a smile; tilts up at side. also no direct touch bc added insidiousness.)#//'st jude [...] i hope your causes burn' (jude's hand is in two places to show movement- nearing the flame and then snatching back; burnt)#other notes: at the midst of the flame the core is shaped like a human heart /the saints and their wax are all melting like the candle for#fun visual effect and also this way they are even less tangible <real>. perks of painting as a medium i guess. // also insp from icarus?#wax and burning imagery; looking at the halo and rays as parallel to sun that burns. too close to the sun; melting; hurting; hurtling //#candles at bottom are a nod to the frankly gorgeous set// also the entire composition kind of stems from the lyric <what use is a candle if#both ends aren't burning>; the two sides between the concepts of catholic guilt and academic perfection that spur quincy#the halo above (saints and guilt; litanyofthemartyrs) and the 'halo' below (academic papers; insp from choreo for perfect at school)#the papers were originally supposed to be more glowy. but i like the idea of it now being a reflection of how quincy's priorities shift#also of note is that <candle> in centre = quincy; w burning candle + aforementioned heart in flame -> most human; idea of love + passion#last thoughts: kneeling + hands close tgt = prayer //wax dripping onto the red As make an effect that looks like blood. because i like#hiding that within the adamandi pieces :OO continuity!! // i've run out of tags but yeah! had fun with this one! every so often i go a#little insane in making art and the final result astounds even me. ngl i'm quite proud of this one. pretty colours <3333
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Because I’ve seen it said so many times to suggest BuckTommy are not compatible. Tommy not dressing up and Buck being a bit down trodden and annoyed about it was the point and part of the reason why Tommy turning up at the end like he did worked!
He put himself out above and beyond by the end because he promised he would- Buck didn’t expect him to because we haven’t really seen anyone romantically do that before for him. But Tommy did, he arrived after a hellish 18 hour shift, tired and dirty but he made Evan a promise that he would be his date and he showed up! Something much more important than the fact he wore a Henley to the Bachelor party.
And that’s why he calls him a beast, that’s why he’s giddy and can’t stop smiling and why he kisses him like he does in almost gratitude and lust at everything.
(Also worth stating from Buck’s side I think his arc in the ep was about letting go and not needing everything to be ‘perfect’ too. The letting go happens when he parties. Then after he sees his sister and friends wedding not turn out how it planned but to them it was still perfect. His bf arrived late but it was perfect and he didn’t come out in the ‘perfect’ , planned, dance together at a wedding way but he came out in the most Buck way possible- the perfect way for him).
#bucktommy#also like no one else wore 80s outfits than Buck and Eddie anyway lol#and Tommy turned up on stand by and depsite being tired wouldve clearly stayed for Buck if he hadn’t got a call#like hate the ship all you want but if you’re writing subtextual metas about how incompatible they are cuz of this#then at least don’t ignore something that says the opposite#and don’t tag it in our tag when you do either thanks#Leah rambles#Leah’s a moody bitch today
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saying this in a normal and not serious way. but i think my local library has a vendetta against me (in any context outside of being a patron)
#personal#like. trying to get an entry level job and never hearing back#(or being insta rejected if i try to follow up) depsite#a friend of mine getting a job there w/ similar experience#and then i applied for a gallery show. Got in. dropped off my work#and then i was completely snubbed? like not in the main show#not in the 'community submissions' part. even when i asked#if they got my work (they did. and said it would be installed). like what the hell man#like idk man 😭 they just dont like my vibe i think#it is what it is. but also it feels ridiculous. but also none of this is actually true#necessarily. but it feels that way. anyways#if i get my masters in library science im deadass gonna have to move to a new city or something 😭#sigh. maybe museum round 2 will be successful 🙏#courtney job search update once more..
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Shirahama’s masterclass panel at barcelona confirming a bunch of my conjectures
#i knew her art wha artstyle reminded me of#urasawa’s#two of my favorite mangakas#love tracing the influences of artists and their evolution#her assistants saying her backgrounds are getting more complex are being real#binged wha in a like a week and you can really tell just how much it’s improved which is crazy bc vol 1 is amazing#speaking of vol 1#it was cool to hear confirmation that the initial style was in line with western comics#when i first read vol 1 it felt more like i was reading a western graphic novel bc of the artstyle#as the silver eve arc went on the backgrounds became more complex and the characters looked more like manga stylized#like around vol 9 is where i felt the urasawa influence#also bc there is a fuck tonne of people to draw for silver eve#it’s no longer coco’s life in the countryside valleys#but coco’s bizzare adventure in a crowded city during a disaster setting#lowkey prefer the more recent style depsite my love for the vol 1 artstyle#like i mourn for vol 1 qifrey too leon belmont looking wizard (positive)#but#like vol 8 coustas looks more like his age#all the kids in general look more like their age which i appreciate#the minitures also improved imo#wha#rambles#bookmark#witch hat atelier
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No but i completely unintentionally made b!elevens size a metaphor for his greed and detachment from others. Like i just did it because haha tall men hot the naraals are tall but like
He literally cannot live in regular society or interact with it without imposing himself there. Has to have everything prepared for him in advance or custom made. Cant be in regular vehicles cant be in restaurants cant go through most DOORS ?? He probably only stays at his own hive or at his work place which he probably made fitting for him or at events where they have to accommodate him in advance. He is completely detached from other trolls as people and only really uses them to get more things. Money, sex, fame, ego-boosts etc. None of it really makes him happy more than momentarily because he has no purpose in life. He always "wants" more like it'll make any difference but it never does because he just. Does not care.
At the end of the day he's just playing out a role like everyone else on Beforus. He needs more money to appear successful on his own terms, needs more cullees to appear caring, needs his descendants to succeed to appear capable... Really he's just alive because he "has to" be. He's playing a part, and he hasn't been enthusiastic about it for a very long time.
#Different kind of doom with this one#Instead of a dramatic sudden tragic end that was always bound to happen instead its a slow and painful bleeding out. Metaphorically i mean#talk#eileil naraal#beforus!au#Am i crazy or did this hit different while writing#Anyways. Highbloods taking up more space in society depsite there being less of them. Remember that?
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#yttd maple#ask 2 tag#ive been having a very hard time with my art lately (then again art has always been tough)#so this was drawn as a stress relief + freedom to do what i wanted to draw with no rules or limitaitons or references#and i decided maple bc well depsite her being on myblogf i havent drawn her mcuh havi#sorry my wife#it isnt as a vent or anything just a concept#but at least i got some art finished#im glad for that#its just been everyutiome i open up firelaappca i do a stroke nad some things here and there#but then it just ends up with me despising my style my limited skills and the fact i cant reach what i want#which obv isnt healthy i love art#but ah. ive ranted abt it enough#i swearill terry to develop a healthier midnset soon <3#for now take !#gogogo
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thinking about rick admitting to only helping with the war because he wanted bp to respect him. and not realising the irony in admitting this and how it loses him that very respect
#WORST FUMBLE IN HISTORY.#birdrick#ok but genuinely. bp must REALLY care for rick to trust him still after like. EVERYTHING#i think they were close enough that bp can understand ricks motivation for doing things better than rick himself at times#(eg: rick not telling him abt his daughter)#so while bp may not agree with rick on a lot of things he still gets and respects Why rick does stuff#and same like vice versa#bp was able to put aside his hurt to tell rick to call him if he needs#and rick was able to root for bp at the wedding despite clearly hurting#etc etc#i think bp would have a good grasp on how rick could come to see everything as pointless#depsite not knowing abt the portal gun EXPLICITLY.#just as rick would have an understanding of why tammy and birddaughter mattered so much to bp#but i think rick gets wrapped up in himself a lot#him making like. the exact same mistake after reviving bp as at bloodridge is.. crushing#he just forgets. or like it doesnt occur to him in the moment that people might not want the same things as him#but ohhh man. it hurts so bad#rick doesnt hold any grudges toward bp it seems. like as much as he throws insults around all he ever does is try to support bp#like even w bloodridge it seems more that his avoidance was due to being embarrassed of what he did#BUT. memory rick thinking bp is the asshole. implying again bp thought at least for a while that rick rlly hated him for it#but yet they still consider each other their closest friend. and both love each other and would drop everything to help each other#fuck my life man. seriously#wtf was i talking abt. i forget im just rambling npw#ohhh they make me explode.
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2009 Run out there introducing the antagonistic force of the city being the deeply woven corruption existent in every facet of local government including the law enforcement and mayor and then just.. tackled exclusively the criminals said people were paying to do shit. The potential..
#and then EWAF went further on record to show that even at federal level the law is only enforced until it becomes a burden to the gov#noir posting#spiderman noir#spidernoir#blogcat: transmissions#still on my bullshit#was reading through some 1930s terms and the bulk overlap between terms for cops and terms for PIs is. massive. listen I am#I am desperately clinging to him being an anti-authority force depsite genre convention#because all of the original run was THIS it just didn't take it much further
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LITTLE GUY. I'M SOBBING.
#he's so tiny in these flashbacks...... crying bc no one came to his bday party...... poor little guy :^(#love that we get to see Lionel being a good dad at points bc it helps explain why Lex clings to him so much depsite everything#toby.txt#🚘🏙
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screw whatever else i've said; the most important thing you can do in this lifetime is watch tv
#i started king the land the other day and OH MY GOODNESS#i did not expect to like it this much i am having so many thoughts#i am only in the middle of episode six#last night i went to bed in between episodes 3 and 4 and i was like. i am so ready to go right to beddy bye shut my tired little eyes#and i slept for 7 straight hours. that was like 10:30 PM to 5:30 AM exactly#i NEVER sleep like that#it was like i had been possessed by the god of longed-for and timely slumber#do you know how hard it is for me to go to bed or wake up that early?#depsite the fact i do it on a regular basis for work it is NOT natural to me#going to bed stresses me out and it takes a lot more work than it ends up being worth aldsfkaf#which is to say i practice good habits but bc of my anxiety it ends up not being very restful#i constantly wake up during the night etc.#tales from diana#a good tv show will put me to bed like magic. that's what im betting on. do your thing tv show!#by the end of episode 6 i better feel like a sleep fairy has cast me under her spell like i did last night#wouldnt that be great!#anyway i wish you all a good night's sleep. goodnight zzzzz
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Yknow, its really hard to discuss tumblrs recent decisions, because 90% of the posts discussing them are either factually inaccurate or show a lack of understanding about like, the reality of running a website (or both. Often both.)
But also tumblr continues to make decisions that Are completely insane and could not in any world actually contribute to increased revenue. So like. Theres no winning.
#tumblr#and some of those are like#clearly being forced from the top down#laughed my ass off when i saw cyle say “im not discussing the recent change to the app please message wip and support”#depsite usually trying to put a positive spin on new developments#like#even cyle gave up on trying to justify it 😂
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Listening to What The World Needs (the only song I've heard from Ride The Cyclone) but imagining a Hazbin animatic where it's Vox telling Alastor why the people at the hotel suck and he really should just work with him and the Vees instead
#dont know much about Ocean but she and Vox seem to have some similarities#like how i love them both depsite them being absolute pieces of shit#hazbin hotel#alastor#vox#the vees#rtc
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