#Complicated Illusions
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My understanding of evil, age 0-10: MY NAME IS SMOG SMOKESLY AND I RUN THE POLLUTION FACTORY, IT PRODUCES POLLUTION!!! MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
My understanding of evil, in my teens: You can't really boil things down to good and evil. People are complicated. Everyone is the hero of their own story, and someone who seems evil to you is actually doing their best from their own perspective. If you could walk a mile in their shoes, you'd understand. There is no such thing as evil.
My understanding of evil, in my twenties: Look, it's basically just tribalism. We are all necessarily thrust into competition with one another. There are always going to be winners and losers. Whining about evil is just being upset that you lost the game.
My understanding of evil, in my thirties: MY NAME IS SMOG SMOKESLY AND I RUN THE POLLUTION FACTORY, IT PRODUCES POLLUTION!!! MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
#one of the hardest pills to swallow growing up#was understanding that the world actually isn't that complicated#it really is just greed#power-lust#cruelty#and hate#that are ruining society#people are making the world worse out of spite#not because they get something out of it#but because they get off on seeing you lose something#evil really is uncomplicated and simple like a saturday morning cartoon#it has been all along#it only pretends to have nuance#because the illusion of complexity makes it marketable to new suckers
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NME | 17 aoƻt 2021
Manic Street Preachers : āOn sāest guidĆ©s dans lāoubliā Nicky Wire et James Dean Bradfield disent Ć Andrew Trendell comment leur rejet des dissensions a faƧonnĆ© leur glacial et personnel 14ĆØme album, The Ultra Vivid Lament. Continue reading Untitled
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#Augustus John#Blank Diary Entry#Complicated Illusions#Diapause#Don&039;t Let The Night Divide Us#Gwen John#Into The Waves Of Love#Julia Cumming#Manic Street Preachers#Manics#Mark Lanegan#NME#Orwellian#Quest For Ancient Colour#Still Snowing In Sapporo#The Secret He Had Missed#The Ultra Vivid Lament
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NME | 17 aoƻt 2021
Manic Street Preachers : āOn sāest guidĆ©s dans lāoubliā Nicky Wire et James Dean Bradfield disent Ć Andrew Trendell comment leur rejet des dissensions a faƧonnĆ© leur glacial et personnel 14ĆØme album, The Ultra Vivid Lament. Continue reading Untitled
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#Augustus John#Blank Diary Entry#Complicated Illusions#Diapause#Don&039;t Let The Night Divide Us#Gwen John#Into The Waves Of Love#Julia Cumming#Manic Street Preachers#Manics#Mark Lanegan#NME#Orwellian#Quest For Ancient Colour#Still Snowing In Sapporo#The Secret He Had Missed#The Ultra Vivid Lament
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in kpts, almost everyone in the mafia is trapped there. a good half of them clearly want out.
porsche vehemently doesn't even want in. he resists to the best of his ability, and even once he's in, he still dreams of that bar on the beach. chay would drop the mafia in a heartbeat, if he felt that it was possible. kim's already got one foot out the door. kinn wishes he could have even half of what kim has, but he's been thoroughly convinced he's never allowed to have it.
so despite all these characters who would love to be let loose, who would kill for a chance at true freedom ā would run off into the sunset and never look back ā it's interesting that the narrative gives the slightest promise of freedom to the two characters who didn't know it was possible, who never even thought to dream of it. vegas and pete do not understand the value of what they've been handed.
will they ever understand? will they ever see that freedom as a gift instead of a curse?
#the million dollar question#and the answer is massively complicated imo#it's gonna keep me up at night for the rest of my life š#it's an excellent choice on the narrative's part but it's also fascinating from korn's perspective#present the illusion of freedom to the one member of the family who would take it as punishment#kinnporsche#vegaspete
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I'm not a psychologist or a politician or anything approaching an expert about literally anything except a few specific video games but I feel like so many people wouldn't be agonizing over the moral implications of one (1) vote if we as the less-than-uppest-of-upper-crust had the ability to meaningfully affect change in ways other than 'spend money/do not spend money, vote for the red or blue tie'
#spitblaze says things#im aware its significantly more complicated. but i think this is whats driving a not insignificant amount of posting#biden has been doing a godawful job with foreign policy. i am under no illusion that trump will do better#you can still just THREATEN to withhold your vote. i get why some might not want to but its an option.#every presidential election since 2008 has been the most important election in american history. im tired.#idk man. i havent been super engrossed in politics since high school but ive never seen this much agonizing over whether or not#pwople should vote like. at all#personally im of the opinion that you should. its a good thing to do. but you should also exercise your power to put pressure on politician#and threatening to not vote for them is a pretty good way to do that#i gotta stop posting abour serious shit. but maybe id do it less if shit sucked less. so here we are#free palestine. if federal level politics is driving you insane then pay more attention to local level stuff. join a mutual aid org#and donate esims and food money to gaza. do things besides agonizing about november
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#double entendre#double meaning#optical illusion#dirty humor#dirty joke#dirty jokes#depraved#deviant#lust#desire#man love#match my freak#its complicated#intimate#affection#wrestling#wrasslin#irony
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i think to claim US citizens are privileged over those in the global south is almost always but not inherently true. whenever this subject comes up the first thing i think about is the fucking abysmal conditions on many reservations, of the fact that native people in this country still live under occupation, are citizens of their own nations but forced to be US citizens as well, under which they are gravely oppressed and their cultures and sovereignty threatened. one could argue that these are unique cases, if even willing to concede at all the extent of native oppression in this country. but to me, as a native, these individuals and experiences are not simply an afterthought. as i said, they come to my mind immediately. the fact that most people do not even consider them at all in these discussions only proves my point about how utterly fucking dire the oppression of this country's indigenous population is. we, especially those of us who struggle the most, are forgotten and erased constantly.
when some people are only US citizens by force, when they are among the indigenous population and live under occupation, i simply could not agree that these individuals benefit from that oppression. how could they? occupation is not a privilege. tell me, are you aware at all what the conditions are like on many reservations in this country? i'd also like to emphasize that native genocide is an ongoing project. it has not ended. it continues to this day.
#i'd like to add: that i can only speak for natives on this issue#and even then. i don't really. i am just one guy#i can't represent an entire group. no one can#at most i am more sensitive and tuned into this issue than many people and can bring attention to it as a result#because god knows no non-natives are going to#by and large i will not touch on intracommunity discussions not my own. that being said#if your response to black americans discussing their own issues and oppression is to complain about usamericans or westerners#then yes. that is fucking clearly antiblack and i see it a LOT from leftists on this site who are not black#like there is a problem in these spaces on this website and among many popular users in those circles#stay in your lanes.#another point i'd like to add: i am not including myself among natives who do not benefit from US citizenship#i am a mixed urban ndn who did not grow up on a rez or anything like that#i grew up poor but poor within the imperial core nonetheless#it is complicated as a mixed native. i feel resentment towards my forced US citizenship. towards colonialism and native genocide#but this post isn't really about me. it's about my native cousins who are far less fortune. and who nobody else speaks up for#not that i am under any illusion this post will reach much audience at all#i don't really want my shit spread on tumblr. so i know it won't#but it was on my mind so i needed to type it out.
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the 2010 film Centurion is deeply frustrating to me because it desperately wants to be about the Varian Disaster, every single beat in this movie would fit near-perfectly for the Varian Disaster, you could relocate this film temporally and geographically to Germania and not change literally anything except some of the names, and yet because Hollywood considers Britannia way sexier and more exotic than Germania it is set in Britain. this movie should be about the Varian Disaster! in every way but geographically including the drawback of the frontiers this movie is about the Varian Disaster! and yet. it is not about the Varian Disaster.
(the movie itself is fine. like, it's Agricola slander and Tacitus is rolling over in his grave, but my tolerance for historical inaccuracy is pretty high these days. don't go out of your way to watch it, but like, it's fine. if I had a nickel for every time Olga Kurylenko has played a Roman-hating British woman warrior I'd have two nickels, which is not a lot but it's weird it's happened twice etc.)
#hollywood desperately wants to do the varian disaster and they desperately want to do spartacus#but they don't ACTUALLY want to do the varian disaster and the true story of spartacus is depressing#which is why we keep getting stuff like this and gladiator (which wants to be spartacus)#not remakes of film spartacus but actual historical spartacus#minus the mass crucifixions#hollywood likes the whole 'rise up against roman imperialism!' thing but the problem is that historically none of that actually worked out#except the varian disaster. which they don't want to do because germania isn't sexy#bedlam watches movies#(I am going to watch boudica: queen of war but tomorrow because I can't do another one of these tonight)#I'd like to see hollywood tackle the fact that the roman army was the most powerful military technology that the world had ever seen#for a good few centuries. the problem is that that does not actually make a good story from a modern point of view due to. you know.#imperialism being bad.#(look I am a roman historian and MY WHOLE DEAL is roman imperialism. it wasn't great! I'm under no illusions here!)#I think that LITERALLY the only point you can actually pull that off for a modern 21st century audience#is the second punic war. which by the way would make an incredible television show.#(partially because rome's on her back foot through the whole war)#I think you could maybe do it for the year of the four emperors#but that has more complications due to like. the three other revolts rome had going on besides the civil war.#but the year of the four emperors would also make an incredible television series.#(I am BEGGING HBO to bring back rome as an anthology series. they won't do it but I'm begging.)#(I want to see jared harris play vespasian)
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i think a lot about how mohg and morgott's great runes are found together...
#elden ring#you may make your own meanings.#the note in mohg's that his rune resembles morgott's as well...#i don't agree that morgott didn't mention mohg in his cutscene because he doesn't consider him a traitor. i think it's more complicated.#but think about it. mohg is safe and far away. hidden behind every imaginable defense and very easy to simply miss#why would morgott tell you. āpillager emboldened by the flame of ambitionā. why would he let YOU know about his brother.#whether it's true or not. i think he knows exactly what you might do to mohg if you found him.#that and the like. illusion+ seal 2 layers guarding the frenzied flame. and the fell twins outside their divine tower...
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please enjoy this hot take my husband dropped on me at lunchtime today:
you know, the one thing Aizen never did was try to convince everyone that someone else had secret total hypnosis powers that they were hiding as something else. Like, "You all thought Captain Hitsugaya had ice powers, but he is, in fact, casting illusions on you as we speak." That would have been so on brand for him and also hilarious.
#hitsugaya would spend 29 hours working out a complicated mathematical proof to show that he does not have illusion powers#and no one would read it because he got thrown in muken 28 of those hours ago#aizen having a beef out for hitsugaya is so so funny to me#he's just a little guy who's doing his best to finish his expense reports he does not deserve this#i suppose aizen views him as the biggest threat to his plans but that's b/c the competition is like#byakuya out here trying to get his own lieutenant thrown in prison for incompetence#which honestly. if that's a crime then the gotei really needs to build a bigger muken
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Is gender even a thing anymore or like... we're done with that nonsense yeah?
#i mean????#right?#tate talks#gender#gender identity#gender is complicated#gender is an illusion#gender is a lie#gender isnt real#gender spectrum#enby things
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My most boomer opinion is that I hate that almost all daily online services require me to sign in with my smartphone. My smartphone is currently broken so I can't even sign into my bank account or my e-mail.
My second most boomer opinion is that I fucking hate that opening devices and replacing the battery so they can go on working for another few years is considered fucking illegal by most companies.
I don't consider doing everything online and/or with my smartphone convenient at all, because when it gets stolen or broken, you're basically handicapped. I don't want to have to make an account to find out where the mail service has delivered my package! I don't want to have to sign in with my e-mail to be able to open a locker at a concert hall! I don't want to have to get a new phone every two years! I don't want to have to go online to turn on my tv! I want off this ride!!!
#personal#fuck capitalism seriously#I'm so tired it's all so unnecessarily complicated#thinking a lot about nostalgia for retro/vintage/older technology lately and growing up in the 90s/2000s#It's just that it felt like we had a choice? Maybe it was an illusion but you could continue to do your banking on paper (like my grandpa)#or do it online or via smartphone. But now it feels like we're all being forced to live a certain way. And I hate it so much
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I hope I'm not just a gifmaker to you but also someone who made you think the two firefighter dudes were actually together for a while there.
#no seriously#how many people started watching the show based on edits with the illusion buddie was canon?#because i feel like if you watched the show based on edits#you probably thought they were together based on the sheer amount of content lol#i dont know because I didn't know much about the show before i started#which is a blessing i legit saw nothing coming#i knew of buddie but i was under the impression it was more subtext than it actually is#but since i watched after watching lone star with tarlos i was legit intrigued for a while there once things started happening with them#but yeah i don't know okay#i was just thinking about feeling deceived by gif sets and then being like#wait they're not canon?#it's a complicated feeling kspakapakpakaapa#thoughts thoughts thoughts
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Lumping sokkas actor in with actual native people is weird. That's a white man with no connection to his supposed ancestory and culture, the others are very open about it
I didnāt? I said even if you believe heās ndn (I donāt but I donāt want to also debate that on the post)-the colorism is still an issue. As heās whitewashing the character either way. The featurism still applies. The post was about the whitewashing of the indigenous cast he is the most egregious example.
#I donāt wanna be mean but?? reading comprehension.#he was cast under the illusion of being ndn (heās not) so the people who casted him are still colorist itās genuinely not complicated#asks#anon
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Gosh, I want to write soulmates so sickly.
Not that crap of love or meant to be. I don't want fate or any of its synonyms. I want to write about that bond you can't substitute with anyone else. When you separate/walk away, and years have passed only to find yourself dreaming about that person because it's the only symbol that could give meaning to your experiences, so you crave for them and wish to see them again, even though you know it'll be wrong person, wrong time one more time... but there won't ever be someone like them. Ugh, it's so annoying that one devil does not drive another out.
#moon mun#wishlist#I just want my muses suffering and confused as usual#but in a more complicated way because it's just the weight of their illusions against actual reality
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i am not used to novelty, and i don't think i ever will be; i am used to cold limbs, white eyes, sharp teeth, soft brown sepia, liquid in the taste, the taint is what now fills my blurry eyes, everyone is sclera when the pupils cry (everything is merciful and everything is soft and we are all marshmallow candy on the 31st of the new month expiry is an option not an option but the sell-by-date corroborates strange things whenever we can come across)
#random thoughts#and it's exactly that so sweet which ruins mold intoxication and i have a strange disorder that i diagnosed myself#these complications with your body become all the more concerning because the only way to fix it is to force beneath the mouth#when simple idea scares you that's when children start to cry#we call them names as they do not defend the one eternal self#leo lights a lion; the diem noctem is on fire#and the way we are perceived is an illusion of the wealth
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