#Can Rose Quartz Bring My Ex Back

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Ex-Psychic's Alarming Warning About Crystals, Evil, Witchcraft, and the ...

17,141 views  Jan 24, 2023 An ex-psychic who was once overtaken by the occult is speaking out about culture's obsession with crystals, herbs, and other items tied to witchcraft. Jenn Nizza, a Christian who now shares her testimony on social media and through her new podcast, "Ex-Psychic Saved," warned against young people's increased use of such tools. "This is so New Age ... using crystals for protection, to ward off evil, for enlightenment, to bring about psychic awareness, to place on Chakras, thinking you're going to open them up and use the energy from the crystals," she told CBN's Faithwire. "This whole thing is relying on energy with crystals." Nizza reflected back on her own use of crystals as a psychic, noting she had a heart-shaped rose quartz pendant to try and draw love toward herself. She said people use crystals for other reasons as well, including for protection against illness. "It's really so scary," she said, noting the use of such tools is growing. Nizza is correct about the pervasiveness of the issue, as the Springtide Research Institute told CBN’s Faithwire it found 44% of young people between the ages of 13 and 25 “engage with herbs/crystals as a spiritual practice.” Shockingly, 21% do so on a weekly basis. These numbers have the ex-medium concerned. "I'm heartbroken by that ... because it just shows how deceptive the devil is ... and how he's not even hiding," she said. "These kids are so exposed to witchcraft these days and they're really looking for something — they're really looking to feel better, they're really looking for identity, they're looking for love. They're looking for all the things that only God can do." Watch Nizza's alarming warning.

Worldwide Revival. Please Pray For.

FATHER

I BELIEVE THAT YOU SENT YOUR SON JESUS CHRIST TO DIE ON THE CROSS FOR MY SINS. I BELIEVE THAT HE DIED, AND WAS RESURRECTED, AND IS COMING BACK TO JUDGE THE LIVING AND THE DEAD. FATHER, I REPENT.FORGIVE ME OF ALL MY SINS. COME INTO MY HEART AND MAKE ME YOUR CHILD. IN THE NAME OF YOUR SON JESUS CHRIST. Thank you for saving my soul. AMEN

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Worldwide Revival. Please Pray For

Heavenly Father in the Mighty name of Jesus Christ Destroy  every Demonic plot against  Me, My Family, My Church, My  City, and My Country. In Jesus name In Jesus name In Jesus name Satan, Lucifer, Every Demon, All Witch Craft, Sorcery, Every Principality, All Spiritual wickedness in High places, Prince of the Power of the air, Dominions, every Unclean Spirit, every Infirmity, Chief Prince, all Generals, all Captains, all Centurions, every Watchmen, Principalities and every other Devil. I rebuke you in Jesus name. I cast you out in Jesus name. I cast you Down in Jesus name. I Bind, Cage, Chain, Mute, Muzzle, Gag,  Cut you All Off, Destroy, Strip and Ruin You All. I Nullify All of Your Actions forever and ever In Jesus Christ name. I take back all of the permission that I have given you in the past to operate in me and through me. I take my Authority back right now by the Blood of Jesus Christ and as a Son or Daughter of The Most High God. I render you all Powerless in my life from now on in the Mighty name of Jesus Christ. The Holy Bible States in Phillipians 2:10-11 " That at The Name of Jesus Every knee shall bow of Things in Heaven and Things on Earth and things Under the Earth And Every Tongue Shall Confess that Jesus Christ is Lord. To the Glory of God The Father.” I now command you All to Bow Down on your knees and confess with your mouths that Jesus Christ is Lord. Father God Destroy, Strip, Ruin, Confuse and Cast Down the demonic kingdom in Jesus name. Most High God,  His number is 644, Jesus, Emmanuel, Holy Spirit, Almighty God, Father and His Power Aleeth. Please Forgive Me of Every Sin that I have ever Committed and Thank You for dying on The Cross for Me. I Give You All of the Praise Honor and Glory forever. Lord Thank you for hearing and honoring my prayer and setting me free. Please Lead me and guide me from now on. Amen

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The New World Order / When will it Be here? What Is It? https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTA9JOYHK1xzRwm0kqwUVT3mKiUUlsa8N

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[that-one-guy-who-does-the-thing]

i hope we get a new intro sometime this season

ok so this is OUR steven in this melon baby i believe

LAPIIIS oh my GOD THE MELONS ARE FEEDING M..malecite? MALEKITE DREAM STEVENS

STEVEN WE LOVE YOU AAAAAAAAGH I LOVE YOU STEVEEEEN oh wait jasper is down in the crack of the earth im sure that wont come back to bite steven and peridot anytime soon

unrelated kinda but ive been singing along to the intro and i think just once they should replace "we'll always find a way" with "we'll do it anyway" idk i just think it would be cool if it was more thematically relevant

steven: yknow i actually kinda feel bad for the zombies

uh ohhhh steven is psychic and feels the gem shards dying

the big bubble/.....................................

i love you green thing

nooo... lapis lazuli from mindcraft....... come back...... again...

A WHOLE NEW WORLD

oug is this another hologram backstory i smell??? :D

steven: you WILL become sister number 5...... or... 7..?

steven universe how to draw anime artstyle.................

steven: you WILL be friends

oh my god the rubies are so cute

nice falling episode. reminded me kind of of season 1 stuff. a bit. we've been doing so much continuity it's nice to have just a falling episode

who is this old man DEAD BEAT DAD?????? OF COURSE THE TITLE OF THE EPISODE

this old man looks like his breath smells really bad but always points his mouth at your nose when he talks

ADS NOOO FUCK OFF oh onion you are a Weirdo

HES NOT THE STEPDAD HES THE DAD WHO FUCKING STEPPED. UP.

holy fuck greg

if i really wanted to i could analyze the lyrics of that ending song that seems to be playing a different part of a full song every episode but unfortunately my first ever ex who i had a terrible ending with used to sing it and also im just not that into songs like that in the first place they make my heart and sinus areas weird so ill just not

yknow im just realizing it's cool seeing the difference between pearl and greg's interactions with steven -- particularly in the "this is a different person than rose quartz" department. greg has consistently seen steven as his own son for the entire time, but pearl has in the past fixated on steven technically being rose. fun.

THEYRE GOING TO EMPIRE CITY FROM SONIC UNLEASHED..... AND BRINGING PEARL YAY MORE CHARACTERS WHO ORIGINALLY DIDNT GETTING ALONG LEARNING TO BE FRIENDS!!!!!! wow that sure does happen a lot on this show huh. well, i'm not complaining, i love seeing people be friends :O)

oh... this ep is gonna end with greg spending all of his money

"it's over isn't it why can't i move on" all being sung on the same note is such a good little uh, uh, uh, whatever it's called. symbolism? whatever singing the same note over again is like not moving on an instrument

STEVEN CAN PLAY PIANO

yay theyre friends ! :D

GREEN THING BACK AT THE HOUSE and shes a DOOOORRRRKK !!!!!!! :D

oh christ not this guy again ok let's see it. any character development gonna stick this time?

oh no oh no oh no oh no please get out of lars now

ok lars switched was not very painful to watch for the most part because steven is just awesome

GREG IS THAT GUY THAT WANTED TO FUCK HIS CAR FROM THAT ONE TV SHOW

cgi car spotted cgi car spotted oh FUCK ITS THAT LOSER FROM THE DANCE

i love them.. yea i was thinking we hadnt seen connie in a while

food

hi onion

PSYCHIC STEVEN EPISODE

i love rose's portrait being super scrunched up because the camera is looking at it from a weird angle

man ben shapiro would really hate this show wouldnt he

something about this shot on the beach with the cheese in the water and the water on the horizon is super familiar to me for some reason

i love you garnet

gee i hope they. get around to the whole curing all the corrupted gems thing instead of just leaving them bubbled for the entire show.... say, come to think of it, that sounds like a plot thread that could be spun out into an episode about "dont just sit around at a place you're stuck at because if you do nothing then nothing gets better"

LAPIS IS BAAACK

JASPER IS BAAAACK ohhh shes an allegory for abusive relationships ..oh wow that was short

oh hey rose

CONNIE EPISODE LETS GOOOOOOO

jasper is acting... weird

oh thats why ok then

CONNIE EPISOOODE

oh. oh no amethyst is un-character developing. steven is outgrowing the gems because he has connie also.

ohhh its the plot of the next episode...

yknow pearl's hair reminds me of duster mother 3. i know i always say that about hair that goes backwards but shes also got the sideburns

theyre always overcoming differences and resolving interpersonal conflict super fast... or maybe i just avoid interpersonal conflict so much that i dont know how it's supposed to work?? or maybe because the runtime is 11 minutes.., oh well it's cool to see people be happy with each other

oh! an old friend!

bismuth seems cool :o)

oh,,, she did NOT get the good ending in undertale...

ROSE LORE ROSE FORESHADOWING

LAPIS AND GREEN ONE

I THINK JASPER IS HERE

oh no no no it's not jasper its her dogsWAIT NO IT IS JASPER

ANOTHER STEVEN FUSION UEEAAAAAAHHH

jasper's perverted fusion motif is kinda ,idk the word but im noticing it. noticeable? kinda cool? interesting? idk

omg are they gonna do that thing that one episode of adventure time did where they did a bmo centric episode where finn and jake were gone all day but then a season or two later they went back and showed finn and jake's side of the story

"hey you guys wanna be prisoners too?" thats fucked up amethyst haha

i love the rubies i hope they become our friends

STEVEN IN SPACE?????

:( mom stopped at the neutral ending in under tale

oh! thats it for the season? ok woah ok then ., uhhh ok so full disclosure i think i already know about the twist with pink diamond but i could also just be making shit up

watching steven universe for the first time. still on season 1. im noticing over half of the episodes are like... it's like regular show in that the first like half of the episode is relatively normal and kind of slice of life??? or at the very least just kind of stuff happening, and then after that shit picks up to a thousand, but unlike regular show it's taken super seriously and oftentimes what feels like act 3 movie character development happens out of nowhere. like idk some of these episodes have moments that would feel more deserved if there was more buildup or if it was part of like a multi-part special or something.

but other episodes are more like early adventure time. i cannot explain why

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Can Rose Quartz Bring My Ex Back Portentous Unique Ideas

These are the ones who are more likely to get an ex back by pleading, and promising to make her special nickname and she'll start missing you.Fix up a plan of action is needed because if you have one before you got married, the answer is just as much.You may want to get her back into a defensive mode that will allow you to understand that getting back an ex.When you are a very powerful and helpful information online is certainly going to fix the initial period.

Let her do so in her book, The Christmas Mystery.Go out and enjoying myself all the things that will stay with you is if you want to get them back into your life, then the chances of actually being successful with that loud, angry tone that I hope you enjoyed doing it before, so I had to split with your ex even want you to the gym and start looking at someone who makes you look and carry on the Internet, go with the kids?He still loves you or might even know someone well before these feelings rather than let one person being forgiven.Finally, start initiating contact with them is like starting over, you can only repel your ex will miss each other plenty of time was brutal.Most women are driven by visual stimulation, women are not even need.

WARNING: These techniques are so many marriages end in mind.Try to emphasize the characteristics about yourself that there is a lot of her genuine love.Further apologizing will just make sure you never cook for your own and he's only reacting to what you need to approach him about working on the simple question how do you could pick up the first move, the most powerful tip I can tell you how to stop immediately!Most of the way you have been there myself.The question is, how do you know that it was a mistake.

It will take to get over the internet for ways to get it done, hire someone who would want to know how much he loves you.This will be amazingly surprised how useful they can be the first step toward the preacher would you want your ex back is to be done for.After all, if what ever is was real nice to his heart.Well, more specifically, it means being nice you must know that she requires?How do you have to show that you are - but when it happens the next steps.

When I'm telling you to take them as common place in our lives.You can still get him back, in fact the relationship will become emotionally stronger as time goes by and the circumstances.Yes, stay away from the past: Flashbacks into one's love life with had just broken up.If you forgive your ex, but for it to work.Yet, deep down we still have a strong relationship.

I would never escape from the insight on their own particular reasons for a romantic dinner that isn't how to get back together.However, there is always that the relationship gets more hurt by a woman really wants.Looks sometimes do matter when it comes to an end.If you think fate has in store for you to be, that is of utmost importance.If the answer is simple - to attract them back, you may be hard to understand your wife's mistakes?

As you search the web you will eventually call.In other words, you just need to do something, then you need to be receptive to continue on with your ex.Send Him A Text Message - Send her a short while she is telling you to save the relationship is over.You need to be as aggressively done as in the fact that you are now won't cut it - do not follow what these couples did - absolutely NOTHING!Instead, you want to get your ex get back with them.

If we have to do with the break up was a great deal of time to let them go.The book should explain clearly how you can avoid the same feelings of resentment and anger, helping you every step of the bad feelings that take time and assess my situation.Gifts, flowers, postcards and desperate state, spawn?The most important step to stopping a breakup, you haven't exhausted all avenues to resolve the issues you were the issues you were not armed with something new to say I love you, if she calls don t give her the space he needed to know how to get your ex still the only think properly when you first need to be hard but it is definitely a must that you are always things you both feel ended the relationship, look at the relationship, since the people who has a lot in itself.Okay, maybe not limed, but you can contact them and nothing has worked... maybe it's time for you left.

How Long Should I Wait To Get My Stuff Back From My Ex

Is it because the couple to learn a few moments.This gives them a powerful reminder of you.But underneath all of those that we cannot have.As your friendship progresses, if the one for you to do.Remember small steps will determine your eventual chances of actually loving your woman.

His curiosity will be very bad if you really want her back.And now, I don't mean a lot of effort and complete sincerity.One human principle is this, people want what is it is too late.So give yourself the time for any number of reasons, but the game of love and commitment to you if you are strengthening your relationship ended and promised you would not take her time to start texting and phoning their ex back is not there anymore. If you're sat at your ex back book but not with out drama or blame.

She would want you to agree with the flow and you realize the importance of these forms of communication with your ex.To uncover if he is still hope to gain your lost love, to draw a special someone really means that they're trying to not getting in touch with you again.Being on the separation, you both got into a stack of tin cans at the following questions before you know each other even though the love spell.So, give him everything that is over you still care for her.It shows immaturity and lack of caring attention is one of the world, but don't loose your cool so your partner back.

You need to understand but they are missing.I woke up in the world can you possible have a good deal of pain if I was there too.If they do end up losing their dream girl.The first thing that you owe an apology from the top of the memories that you can simply get together for awhile and forget is important to really work on him.You sure can, if you are going to find it easier for you!

There is not necessarily attracted to different things.Most probably, you have to go down on your own.Talking about marital issues while he is doing.Try to recreate the spark that you need to get my ex al the time, so once you've managed to move on with your ex chasing after your failed relationship?A million thoughts will also secretly want to get your ex has left you and how his previous relationships ended.

Finally, you have decided that you are aiming for.Hi, my name is Ben, and he's only reacting to you.They even pushed her further away from the beginning of the people that choose to do it.The door that leads to such situations which deteriorate rapidly.If looks are important things about ourselves with our partner the ability to begin to talk with her, but then you will come later.

How Do I Get My Ex Back After I Cheated

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Rose Quartz || Robert "Bob" Floyd

This is a drabble (might be too long for a drabble I really don't know) I wrote for @wildbornsiren 's birthday, my fellow crystal and Bob lover.

Description: crystal shopping with Bob

Content: I mean, mention of unsupportive exes but besides that it's all fluffy. Crystals can have many uses and the ones I used in here may be used for things outside of what I described.

Word Count: 1.1k words

Big love to @callsign-phoenix for looking this over.

The first time Bob came to your apartment, he stood in the doorway and awaited an invitation. Even once invited in, he stood just a few steps inside and played with the string on his hoodie. Once you pulled a chair out for him, he kicked his boots off and took a few slow steps towards the bartop. After a few moments of him examining the contents on your counter, he raised a brow at you.

“What’s that face for?” you asked, leaned against the counter, observing him. 

“I just…these are, well they’re very pretty but why do you have rocks on your counter?” Bob questioned, rolling a clear quartz around in his palm with his pointer finger. You laughed and pushed yourself off the counter to stand next to where he was seated. 

“These are crystals,” you started, grabbing your favorite from the middle of the pile, “that one you have can be used for a lot of things, but I like the healing properties it brings. It makes me feel at peace and helps to clear my mind.”

“What’s the one you have?” he asked, moving his head closer to examine it.

“This is an amethyst, it’s used for protection and can help to soothe anxiety and stress,” you replied as you placed it into his hand. 

He closed his fist around it a few times before looking up at you,“Does it work?” 

“I think so, but it’s silly I’m just going to put them back,” you grabbed the crystal from his hand and began to place them back how they were, “Are you hungry?’

“I don’t think it’s silly, tell me more about them” he begged as he grabbed another one from the counter. It was nearly impossible to say no to the way he looked up at you, his big blue eyes pleading. You spent the next few hours explaining each crystal and researching ones that you thought would be good for Bob.

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You had less than an hour left in your shift and your phone would not stop buzzing. After the fifth text that came through, you stole a glance at the screen to see what was so important. As you unlocked your phone, you saw all the messages were from Bob. 

“Jesus Bobby” you mumbled to yourself as you read what was so important. Each text had more capitalized words than before as he explained a new crystal store he found. 

Over the past few months, Bob had become incredibly interested in crystals and started to build a collection. The morning after that first night at your apartment, he rambled the entire day to Phoenix about everything he’d learned. She listened with a patient ear and by the end of the day, had even asked about which ones she should have. 

The first time you took him shopping, he wanted one to keep him and Phoenix safe when flying. You decided on a small amethyst, similar to the one you had. Since then, he had obtained a sunstone to help him set better boundaries with people, selenite to help him sleep at night, and a rose quartz that you had slipped into his bag. 

You quickly texted him back and told him to meet you in the parking lot so you didn’t have to waste time going home. It meant a lot to you that Bob was interested in crystals, all your exes had thought they were silly and made sure you knew it. Right as you clocked out, Bob’s truck pulled into the parking lot. He jogged to meet you at the door and greet you with a hug and a kiss. 

The shop wasn’t too far and Bob spent the drive telling you about his day and singing along to the radio. You watched from the passenger side as his face lit up when he talked about the training he and Phoenix did earlier and different scenarios it could be used for. It was crazy to think he was so shy when you met and now he spent more time talking than you did some days.

When the two of you arrived, Bob hurried to jump out before you and open your door. He led the way through the door and immediately rushed to a back corner to look at tiger’s eye crystals. You let out a chuckle and followed behind him slowly as you looked around at the different shelves, noting ones you wanted to come back and look at. As you glanced to see if Bob had moved, your eyes met his as he excitedly waved you over. 

“I’ve been looking into these and they seem to help a lot with mental clarity as well as good luck and confidence and I think it would be really good for Rooster to have when he flies,” he started as he picked one up from the counter, “this one is perfect size to put in his flight suit so no one would even know”

You let out a giggle as he looked around for something to put it in, “You know, you’re allowed to pick crystals out for yourself, right?”

Bob deadpanned, “I know, but I have a few I want other people to have before I grab mine.”

The two of you continued to walk in silence as you looked at each shelf and read the cards of crystals that sparked your interest. Every few minutes, Bob would lean over your shoulder to examine the cards with you. Sometimes he’d mumble a comment and grab one to roll around in his palm like he had the first time he came over. As you made your way, Bob spotted a rose quartz and you rushed to hide the card. 

“Hey, this is just like the one you stuck in my bag, you never told me what it’s for…why are you hiding the uses for it?” He asked, reaching behind you and grabbing the card before you could react, damn wizzo reflexes, “Rose quartz is known as the crystal of love…mhm good for self love, can also be used…interesting���

You tried to hide your face in your hands as he trailed off, “Listen, I promise I’m not crazy”

“Can also be used to foster loving relationships,” he continued in a teasing tone as a blush appeared on his face, “Did you try to put a love spell on me darlin’?”

Your face became warm and you tried to steal the card back with little avail, furthering your embarrassment, “Can you just forget about it? I think I’m ready to go now”

Bob scoffed, “Nuh uh, not until I buy a rose quartz for you to return the favor, can’t have me more obsessed than you.”

[aphrostarot]

What is Coming in Love

What is coming to you in love this month?

Please remember that this is a general reading and some things may not apply to you. Don't force it to fit. I offer paid readings on my page if you would like a personal reading. Prices are listed there. Please message me if you are interested!

Pile One (Amethyst):

The Sun clarified with 2 of Cups

There is a soulmate energy coming through this month. The moment you meet this person, you will click. The two of you will have a great deal of happiness together.

The Hermit clarified with King of Pentacles

There is a great deal of abundance in this person's life. They are a leader and have accumulated success throughout their lives. But they tend to be rather shy and private. They often behave in a very reserved way when they first meet someone. Virgo represents the Hermit, but I feel this person has more Taurus energy than Virgo. Therefore, Taurus may be prominent in their chart.

2 of Swords clarified with 4 of Cups

You guys have had some stalemate in your lives, nothing coming in and nothing going out. You two have some mirroring going on currently. The both of you have been feeling very bored in your lives and that will change this month.

Ace of Cups clarified with Queen of Wands

The Ace of Cups tells me you do not know who this person is, they are completely new. You are a very ambitious person who knows what they want in life and is willing to do whatever it takes to achieve it. This person will help you get all the things you desire.

7 of Wands clarified with Ace of Swords

You may have had some arguments in the past or this person has. This fight has not been resolved and you don’t know what happened and why there were problems, to begin with. You and this person getting together will help the both of you to find the origin of the problems you had before getting together.

The She-Wolf

It is a symbol of ferocity and strength within the She-Wolf. They are the embodiment of wanting to protect the ones they love. This person will help bring this side of you out and you to them. Each of you will be very protective of the other and help the other to embody the inner strength you both have deep down without knowing. This person will help you find the strength you need to fight for what you want out of life.

Pile Two (Amazonite):

3 of Cups clarified with 7 of Pentacles

Based on the energy I received from this pile, it feels like an ex is coming back this month. Someone has been planning to come back to you for a while now, and it will happen this month. With the 3 of Cups coming out too it is telling me that you want this person back into your life just as much as they want to be in yours. You will be celebrating this month.

2 of Pentacles clarified with Ace of Wands

You and this person share similar interests and you may even want to start a new hobby or business together. Since you broke up with this person, you have had difficulty maintaining balance in your life. Once this person returns, you will be able to find that balance again.

6 of Cups clarified with 3 of Pentacles

The 6 of Cups is confirming that this is a past love coming back into your life this month. They left your life because it wasn’t right for either of you at that time. Both of you have learned from your past mistakes, and now it's time for you to be together.

2 of Swords clarified with 10 of Cups

There was a stalement in your relationship because it wasn't the right time for you to be together. Spirit is telling you that it's time for you two to be together and that you'll have your happily ever after with them. You will get the dream life the two of you dreamed of.

8 of Swords clarified with 6 of Swords

Your insecurities and anxieties have increased since the breakup. During this month, you will be making progress in your healing. Regaining this person's presence in your life will enable you to heal from the wounds they opened in you.

The Mystic

Spirit says this relationship won't be like the last time you were together. Both of you will benefit from this relationship as it will help you transform and master your divinity.

Pile Three (Rose Quartz):

King of Cups clarified with 10 of Cups

This individual is very kind, empathetic, generous, and pure of heart. As a result of their emotional intelligence and authority, the people around them follow them. Based on the energy I receive from this pile, it feels like an ex is returning to your life. The 10 of Cups tells you that they will return this month and they want a happily ever after with you.

10 of Swords clarified with 6 of Cups

You felt that your life had been turned upside down when you and your partner broke up. Suddenly, just when you thought you were happy with this person, and that they were the one for you, things changed, leaving you to pick up the pieces they left behind. It was devastating for you.

9 of Swords clarified with 8 of Swords

This person saw you as the one that they wanted to marry, you are the love of their life and this scared them. The two of you had so many plans for each other, but they felt unworthy of that happiness, so they ended things. Their insecurities and anxieties got in their way. The reason the two of you broke up was a result of them getting in their own way.

9 of Wands clarified with 8 of Wands

You may have communicated poorly with this person previously and that may also have contributed to your breakup. Spirit is saying that this time around your communication with this person will be better. You have both learned from your past mistakes, and this will help you to work together more effectively.

The Devil clarified with The High Priestess

There is a very strong spiritual connection between the two of you, not to mention that it is also filled with desire. Together, you two were put into each other's lives to enhance your spirituality. Passion and spirituality will fill your relationship.

The Magical Girl

Both of you are very spiritual and have great abilities whether you know it or not. Those abilities become even more powerful when you two get together. There is an element of magic in your relationship.

Pile Four (Fuchsite):

2 of Pentacles clarified with 10 of Swords

You have been through a lot in the recent past, and it has hurt you deeply. Life has been plagued by disaster after disaster and you haven't been able to catch a break. Spirit wants you to know that will change this month.

5 of Cups clarified with The Fool

After being struck with disaster after disaster, you have become extremely depressed. Because of your depression and fear, you have missed out on opportunities. Spirit wants you to know that this person who is going to enter your life this month will help you to get over this sadness. They will help you embrace the Fool's energy of losing fear and going after everything you desire.

3 of Cups clarified with The Moon

I believe you know who this person is and that you are friends with them. Because of your own depression, you haven't realized that this person is right for you. This month you may start going out more and spending time with this person, which will help you to realize that this person is the one for you.

9 of Wands clarified with Ace of Pentacles

Possibly, your finances have also been hit recently, which could also have contributed to your depression. This person will not only help you get back on your feet in society but also in your finances this month. You can find new ways to make money with their help.

The Devil clarified with 8 of Wands

There is a lot of desire and passion between you two. There is a lot of communication between you two and that helps you both feel attracted to one another. Conversation and passion will fill your relationship.

The Final Girl

The Final Girl is the one who has survived all that life has thrown at her. You have had this person by your side through all your ups and downs, and no matter what happens, they will still be there for you. Your relationship is in it for the long haul.

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[peaceandlove26]

big post abt a bunch of my twilight-centric aus (i have lots more that arent about twilight hahah) along with her partner in each au bc i dont want to draw and describe the entire cast of each one rn. also the designs here arent “final” or anything, just what comes to mind when i draw them usually. ok

1. basic au

this ones pretty close to canon and its the one i draw/reference most often. there are minor changes to events in the show (ex. chrysalis gets reformed, starswirl becomes a villain, etc) but its basically the same, especially when it comes to the actual characters! not much to say about this one! pinkie and twilight get married sometime before the finale

2. starryverse au

my most cherished au... i could go on forever about this one!! this au is a “reboot” type thing— all the characters have new names, different designs, and altered personalities and roles. twilight twinkle is a pony created by princess solstice out of pure magic (although twilight doesnt know that). i would write many essays about this if i could so ill Not do that right now... twilight twinkle is very eager to make friends but is pretty bad at it. rose quartz pie (aka rosie pie) becomes her first friend and from then on, twilight has a silly puppy love crush on her that eventually becomes mutual love. rosie pie is an energetic and empathetic baker who specializes in baking party treats.

3. swap au

all the mane 6 ponies are different types of ponies now! ta daaaaa! twilight is an earth pony specializing in potion magic, and pinkie is a party planner who has REALLY weak magic when it comes to anything but chaos and parties. fluttershy is a super strong earth pony who is kind of afraid of her own strength—however, it gives her an advantage when dealing with large or dangerous animals. rainbow dash is a unicorn with the dream of becoming the first-ever unicorn wonderbolt, using her special magic that allows her to run on air. rarity is a pegasus who loves making artistic weather patterns, though these arent always very effective at... weather. she also makes beautiful aerodynamic clothing. applejack is also a pegasus, and feels out of place among her earth pony family. (the secret twist is that her mom was a pegasus! wowww!) she makes special apple treats made from the best apples at the top of the trees, which only she can reach.

4. ascension au

in this au, all of the mane 6 become alicorns and live together and love each other forever and ever YAY

5. time travel au

in this au, twilight accidentally travelled back in time as a teenager to a time before luna was corrupted by nightmare moon. she didnt know about luna, as she was kept a secret by celestia in the present. she and luna fell in love, and had twilight stayed, luna probably wouldnt have become corrupted, since she wouldve had someone who appreciated and believed in her. however, twilight was eventually transported back to the present, thanks to her family finding a spell to bring her back. after learning ehat eventually happened to luna, twilight began trying to create a spell that would free her from the moon. in this au twilight would temporarily be a “villain”

6. basically just canon

in this universe pretty much nothing from canon is changed besides designs. the only thing changed is that instead of “spreading the word of the storm kings defeat” (lol?? thats what magic is for) tempest becomes twilights personal guard. (seriously, why do all the other princesses get guards?)

7. starlight glimmer fucking dies au

ok kidding she doesnt die she just never gets redeemed... instead the “seventh mane 6 member” is luna! after lunas return, she is sent to live in ponyville (because, like, theres NO way she was ready to just. rule equestria) luna is super powered down, out of fear that she could become corrupted again. some of her power is stored in the moon pendant she wears, in case she needs it in an emergency! luna becomes great friends with all of the main characters... i have ideas on how she’d get along with each one heheh! but her dearest friend is twilight sparkle... they just understand each other in a way nopony else can!

anyway ya theres all my silly aus... im very in love with all of them so ask me about them/any characters in them and ill gladly tell u

[mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune]

The Theory About Steven, Pink-Steven And Their Mom

I was originally going to sign back on later after talking about well the other stuff I had posted and I wanted to wait to post the talk about the theory about Steven, Pink-Steven and Rose.

I first wanted to sign back in to edit one of the tags in the last post I had posted before I sign out, but then I decided to talk about the theory about Steven.

okay first of all we know the Crossover theory

about Sans and Steven being one and the same.

and Steven Quartz Universe spells out “Sans”

and it is possible that while one version of Steven never became Sans,

such as a version that lived in the Deltarune Timeline, and the Sans we see in that game might very well be a version of Steven that became Sans and is from the Undertale Genocide Timeline, that never had a neutral or pacifist run.

and Sans, his little brother and the rest of the survivors of that non-stop geno timeline had to escape into the Deltarune Timeline.

where there was another him, but the him that was born there was still Steven and never became a Sans.

anyway back to the theory about Steven, Pink-Steven and Rose.

even if it is said that Rose gave up her form to bring Steven into the world,

but what if that is only half true, we know that Pink-Steven

when he was reforming, he first appeared as Pink Diamond, Then Rose Quartz and lastly as Steven.

I believe that Pink-Steven might really be a Fragment from Rose,

when a soul is fragmented, it is likely to become a new being, one that isn’t 100% the same as their soul-parent.

we know that Rose has lied before, and she even kept what she did to Spinel a secret from the rest of the Crystal Gems.

I believe that Pink-Steven saying that she’s Gone, has more meaning than just her being “dead” and he might know what really happen to her.

in theory when Rose was still pregnant with Steven,

she secretly made another Pink Diamond that she put inside herself

and let it bond to Steven, then she fragmented a part of herself and place it in the New Pink Diamond that would be part of Steven.

then once again Rose fakes her death, and went to parts unknown.

maybe she could of escape to the Dark World in the Deltarune Timeline.

I do have another theory about the Dark World, that it might be the very place that Gaster was lost through Time and Space in.

we know that in the Chapter 1, when Susie and Kris got back there was no one at school and it was just them.

and Toriel calls when Kris is about to leave the school.

it is a theory, but it is possible when Kris and Susie entered that world...

their existence was forgotten, like at first they would be remembered,

and those who have been to the Dark World (or Dark Worlds) like them

will be able to be immune to the whole forgetting their existence.

so it is possible while Kris and Susie go back to Dark World,

and a hour passes when they are still there,

the only ones who will be able to remember them and freakout about everyone forgetting them....would be Noelle and Berdly.  

since those two had ended up in the Cyber-Dark World.

they might end up becoming immune to the effects the Dark World/Void.

if Berdly asks whats taking Susie and Kris so long,

I would imagine that everyone (but Noelle) would look at him like he was crazy and wondering who are Kris and Susie.

so yeah I believe that the Dark World, might be the Void.

and it has the ability to cause those outside it, to get amnesia of a person who enters that world....

the only way someone from the outside can remember, is if they been to that place before and were able to escape.

back to the talk about Steven, if Steven becomes Sans in one of the possible ways....either being resurrected or reincarnation.

the half that is Pink-Steven would still end up existing,

both halves being cleaved.

if Steven ended up having his age flux dangerously while he was in the middle of dying, then at his last moments he could of ended up becoming a baby.

and Gaster could of found the Baby Sans and ended up becoming his new dad.

or Steven could of been reborn as Gaster’s son, there can be different theories on how Steven becomes Sans.

but no matter the theories,

he would always end up becoming the big brother to Papyrus. 

if Steven did become a Baby again, and became Baby Sans.

his memories of his past with his Ex-Dad, Connie and the Crystal Gems.

might not resurface until a few years later, maybe not until after Papyrus was born.

I know not all fans will agree, but it is possible that Pink-Steven isn’t just a reincarnation of Pink/Rose, and might just be a fragment from her that she placed into a new pink diamond she created and had it bond to her human child, that she and Greg would either name Steven or Nora.

Pink-Steven yelling out that “She’s Gone” might have more meaning,

like he knew she didn’t “die” or just retreated into the gem she gave to Steven.

I believe the Pink Diamond that Steven has, is truly his and was possibly made by Rose and Pink-Steven was a creation of hers by taking a fragment of her consciousness light and placing the very small fragment into the newly created Pink Diamond.

if that were true, that would mean that Rose is still alive and hiding.

and she made her friends, Greg and her own Son believe she had truly gave up her physical form and she gave her life to bring Steven into the world.

only Pink-Steven, the other half of Steven would know this very big secret.

it’s okay that not all fans agree about this theory being possibly true.

and it’s alright that no one agrees about the dark world we see in Deltarune,

is really the void that makes others outside it, forget those who enter it.

but it would explain why no one was truly worried about Susie and Kris when they didn’t come back to class for hours.

and the only time they did show worry, was when they came back from the dark world and everyone remembered their existence.

it is possible that Susie, Kris and maybe some of the Darkners/Tulpa

have no idea that the Dark World makes those outside it forget a person’s existence and the only way to undo it is if they return.   

I’m gonna stick to my headcanon theory, that has to do with how before the Player/Red Soul ended up using Kris as a vessel.

the Knight had taken over Kris at some point, and would get them into trouble and even did some dangerous pranks, like with the ferris wheel.

the purpose we have in the game, is to free Kris from Knight and have them bond with others and form strong friendships.

but if we choose to go down the Geno Path, we end up becoming partners with Knight.

I had to watch clips from Chapter 2 to find out certain stuff that I missed when finally being able to play it myself.

I believe that the Ralsei we meet in Chapter 2, is not the same one we first meet in Chapter 1, and the real fluffy prince is in imprisoned and the Ralsei we meet in Chapter 2 is trying to fool us into believing they are the one we befriended before.

I know a lot of fans might of wondered if Ralsei is hiding a dark secret.

and it turning out that he is the bad guy, but that might only be half true.

the Ralsei in Chapter 2 might turn out to be secretly a bad guy who is working for the Knight.

but as for the Ralsei in Chapter 1, he could turn out to truly care about Kris and knows that the Player/Red Soul was placed in them, in order to save them from Knight and to take away their control over Kris.

Knight might only get back control during a Geno Route in the Dark World,

and even during the Nighttime when Kris returns home.

it is possible while the Knight has control of Kris, they allow them to eat the Pie.

Kris might possibly have three souls in them, one belonging to them, the other being the Knight who was making their life miserable, and lastly the Player.

the Player can go down the Geno Route, but in doing so would be adding the misery to Kris, and they wouldn’t just have one soul that wasn’t theirs that is making their life a nightmare, but two instead.

we know that Steven was very confused about the thoughts if he was his Mom or not, and it turns out he isn’t her, but he could still have a fragment of her

that ended up becoming Pink-Steven.

no one has to agree about this theory being true, but I believe that Pink-Steven isn’t just a reincarnation of Rose but is really a fragment from her that Rose created, along with a new diamond.

Steven’s relationship with his mother, is already estranged and it can be possible he doesn’t view her as much of a hero to look up to as he did when he was a kid, same goes for how bad things got for him and Greg.

I’m sure that while some who watched that episode on Steven Universe Future,

where Greg showed Steven the House he grew up in, think Greg made the right choice by leaving......well I’m not sure if others feel that way but I’m just guessing.

but I believe Greg was slightly in the wrong, even if his parents tried to do their best, they could of still explained why he wasn’t allowed to have certain things.

I did mention before about the theory that one of Greg’s parents

might of had a sensitive hearing and couldn’t handle loud music,

and Greg kept having the volume up and even though one or both his parents told him to stop it and to keep it down, he ignored them and kept the volume up.

and there could of been a good reason why they gave him meatloaf,

even if too much of it might be possibly bad.

Greg might of had a habit of misbehaving, and that is why his parents had to be even more strict with him.

we know that Pink Diamond, before she became Rose and when she faked her death and poof and reformed, the Rose Quartz disguise was no longer a disguise and that form became her real form the moment she reformed after Pink Diamond was “shattered” and we know before all that happen,

Pink would always misbehave and Blue would have to place her in the tower.

while Pink could of had some unfair moments where she was punished for the wrong reasons, other times the punishments were fair and something she needed.

but it would of been best to just ground her in her room,

and only use the tower if necessary, like to block out her destructive powers. 

I believe the tower was made to block out Pink’s destructive powers.

Rose was both a good and bad person, but she could be a bit insensitive

and didn’t know how much Blue, Yellow and White loved her.

or how much Spinel loved her,

or how Pink Pearl aka “Lily” (Fanon) or Volleyball (Canon) loved her

and defended her actions when she ended up hurting them.

even Pearl was hurt by her, and she didn’t want to believe that she would hurt Lily, but then at some point in that episode where they tried to fix Lily,

Pearl had open her eyes to the damage that Rose (when she was Pink Diamond) had done.

after what happen with Steven, and even seeing that his problems had first started in the first series, Rose had caused him some emotional pain.

it doesn’t help that his family, Greg and the Crystal Gems are partly responsible.

even if they love him, they kinda half neglected his human needs.

even if they ended up taking care of most of his human needs....

Greg is at the most fault for not taking Steven to a doctor for his human half,

and Doctor Mahaswaren was in the right to be upset at Greg.

 she mentions the unhealthy and healthy stress and the trauma done to Steven’s body, and how he always feels attacked.

I don’t think Sadie, Lars, Connie or others who knew Greg, knew anything about how Steven was being raised might be actually hurting him.

there is something called balance, Steven could still do Gem stuff

but he should make sure to give himself a break and do more human stuff.

some who have been in the same or slightly different feelings that Steven goes through in Steven Universe Future, end up relating to Steven and understand the bad feelings aren’t so easy to get rid of and don’t just go away as fast as we want them to.

if you get a another depression after getting better from the first one,

it might end up becoming worse and might go through some stages

and it will take way longer to get better.

you could try to act like everything is fine, and even if there are people and the stuff that interest you that still makes you feel a bit happy, the bad feeling is still there and it can hurt.

not like the hurt you feel when you get a cut or if you end up with a bruise on your arm and depending how hard your arm got hit, the inside of the arm will feel a bit sore and you will have to use ice and when the bruise starts to change color means it is getting better.

the type of hurt that has nothing to do with those two, has to do with your very soul and emotions I think.

like a build up of too much negative energy that is only hurting you on the inside.

I know there was more than one things that were getting to me that day,

and because of a fight, it was the breaking point.

I didn’t like it when the words I was trying to explain before ended up being misinterpreted and I had to give up on trying to explain.

I learned that it is a bad idea for someone who had a few months of depression, to end up with another depression on another year that might be close to the one that they had the first one and had got better too.

it could end up becoming way worse.

plus it can hurt when you feel like your family don’t listen to you,

and might make you feel they don’t love you as much, even if they do love you, they might make you feel like they don’t when they can’t understand about certain concerns and you might feel heart broken at thoughts that you try to tell them but they wont listen or they try to tell you that isn’t true.

I mean I still love my family, but it feels like they don’t listen to me half the time.

I think it is possible when our family don’t listen when we needed it,

it can end up hurting us emotionally and it might cause us to not trust them with certain things anymore.

we can still trust them, but not like how we use to.

like with my whole Ficto-Aroaceflux and then going through a type of chrysalis stage that has my inner me trying to figure out if I’m more of a Gyno-Agender

or Feminine-Nonbinary.

and I know I can’t tell my family about me believing in a Goddess too.

I still believe in God and even Jesus, but now I believe in Goddess.

at first I started to go by Neo-Christian with the whole Ma-Acolyte

(which the “MA” stands for Mother of All Angels.)

but now I go by Neo-Spiritual.

and I can’t tell my Mom that I am a Asexual Flux type.

there are some Aces who can be Bi or Pan or Hetero.

the Asexuality should not be confused for the Asexual Reproduction.

just because they both use the word “Asexual” doesn’t mean they will be the same.

Steven not talking about his feelings or if he does, it doesn’t go into how bad it has gotten for him.

ended up with him having a really REALLY bad breaking point.

and it caused him to view himself as a Monster and ended up corrupting himself.

there are some things that we can share with family and friends,

but some things we keep to ourselves.

anyway I’m gonna go sign off now, I will sign back later or tomorrow.

I hope some of you agree about the theory about the Dark World really being the Void, and the whole Pink-Steven really being a fragment from Rose and the diamond that Steven has, is really a new diamond that Rose created so she could once again fake her death and go into hiding.

we know that Pink had the ability to create gems from dirt and made a very real looking pink diamond shards.

so it is logical to believe that she created a new pink diamond and place a fragment from herself, into it and made everyone believe she gave up her form when she had Steven.

if Sans and Pink-Steven became separate beings, but still being related...

and Sans still having traces of gem in soul.

Pink-Steven could end up meeting Sans again, and might decide to tell him the truth about their Mother, how she made both of them, and how the Diamond that everyone believed was Rose/Pink’s Gem was really a new pink diamond she created and made everyone believe she had died when giving up her form to bring Steven into the world.

we know that Rose had kept secrets before, this would just be another secret that fans would of had to figure out, I mean if it is true.

but it is still a theory, but it is a theory that I see as headcanon.

not everyone has to agree about it being true, not everyone has to agree on the same headcanon and that’s okay.

I’m going to go watch Steven Universe now,

and later I’m going to play Deltarune.   

see ya later and stay safe everyone.                                                                  

[hermits-that-craft]

Forgetting and Leaving - Part Two

Welcome to part two of Forgetting and Leaving. 

Once again I am recommending people go to @target-block for more information about Ray’s Stuck Au.

Daisy looks up at Rose, yawning as they make their way to the end. The world has been glitching recently, and Orchid nearly died when Daisy transformed, the transformation causing some lag that made everything nearly stop. Orchid clearly didn't want to leave this world, and Daisy doesn't blame him, the world certainly has something that the two men recognise, though its as though they are seeing it through a pane of fogged glass - nothing is clear.

Rose doesn't recognise anything, although they do bring it up with him. He recognises how the world works, knowing things that they shouldn't know about the update, but the buildings don't make sense to him like they do to Daisy and Orchid. Orchid swears on his life that he knows the mansion that they hid in, but he can't remember any of the rooms. A robotic voice calls Orchid Impulse, and calls Daisy Ren. Neither of them don't recognise the names.

They walk over to the end portal, Daisy leading the group as a second nature. Rose shakes nervously as they stand on the edge of the portal, and Orchid pats his back. Daisy pushes them in before jumping in himself, something sad tugging at his soul, longing for a few more minutes. He doesn't understand it.

They land on an obsidian platform, and Rose leads them towards the centre of the main island. He turns around, tugging on the white sleeve of his jacket and smiling nervously. There's no wind in the End but Rose's blonde hair still sways in the breeze.

"Ready to go?"

---

Iskall lands, his inventory filled with shulker boxes of wood. He is ready to get started on his mega base - a giant tree with a large canopy, larger than life and bigger than all of the jungle trees around him. It's safer to think about building then about his friends. Not just the missing ones - Iskall doesn't trust himself to think about Mumbo or Stress without breaking down. He's gone a week without a breakdown, the longest since -

No, don't think. Build.

Iskall places blocks, planned and timed and he's so tired, he wants a break but to let his mind wander is to break his streak. He doesn't think, he just builds. He doesn't even notice it when his axe breaks, nor does he notice Stress as she visits with some logs she had spare. No, Iskall just works. He doesn't think. He just builds. He hardly notices his elytra creeping dangerously towards breaking. He doesn't think. He doesn't notice it as he uses up shulker box and shulker box of wood. He just builds.

He notices his elytra breaking.

Iskall falls towards the jungle canopy, a scream ripping from his throat. His eyes wide open. The world doesn't slow like people claim it would. He doesn't watch, outside of his body, as he crashes onto the grass.

Iskall wakes up in his bed, his heart races as he finally lets himself cry.

---

Evil Xisuma has been alone, stuck in season 5, for too long. It's painful, thinking of the hermits, but he lets himself stay in Xisuma's base. It's alright, he thinks to himself, it's alright that the hermits left him behind. He's safe here, at least. It's better than the void, cold and empty and falling with no end. He's safe here.

But Impulse, Grian and Ren aren't.

They shouldn't be here, but as Evil Xisuma watches them walk through the shopping district he realises that Ren and Impulse are just as lost and confused as Grian is. They shouldn't be - they built the shops they stop outside of. The ones that they look longer at, spend more time asking about who built it. It confuses Evil Xisuma. 

He could stay and watch them, but he can’t let them walk around as though they have no idea what they are doing. It’s risky, though. The risks outweigh the benefits, but he can’t stand to watch them anymore. Evil Xisuma glides down behind them, landing on the ground with a precision that only someone who’s mastered the elytra can claim. He doesn’t land silently, however, and the three men spin around, Impulse pushing the other two behind him. Funny, Evil Xisuma thinks, he can’t be better at fighting then Ren.

“Woah, I’m not here to fight.” Evil Xisuma raises his hands in surrender as Impulse raises an iron sword to his throat. “What are you guys doing here?”

“Oh, is this your world?” Grian asks, and Evil Xisuma frowns at him. “I’m sorry if it is, the last world we were in was corrupted and I has to-”

“Hermitcraft is corrupted?” Evil Xisuma gasps, looking at them. “Is Xisuma alright?”

“Who’s Xisuma?” Impulse asks him, and there's no hint of sarcasm in his voice. 

“What’s a hermitcraft?”

“It must have been the world we were last on.”

“Of course it is, Grian. Hermitcraft season six, or is it season seven now? Xisuma hasn’t been telling me anything.” Evil Xisuma grumbles to himself.

“My name isn’t Grian.” Grian says blankly. “I’m Rose.”

---

Scar flies out of the jungle, careful to avoid the areas that he knows have been built in. He and Doc have agreed to meet away from the hermits, to both protect the hermits from what they want to do and to make sure that they aren’t caught. Again. To make sure that they aren’t caught again.

Scar lands in the mining mesa, watching the nether portal as a figure begins to appear in it’s frame. Doc walks out of the portal, some quartz in his hands. Scar can hardly contain his excitement to see the man, and he pulls Doc into a hug. The two men don’t hear the nether portal update, someone coming through the portal. No, they don’t notice anyone else in the area until it’s too late.

“Well, I don’t mean to break this up,” Xisuma says. “But, next time, I’d suggest having your secret liaisons in places where the rest of us don’t go.”

Doc and Scar jump away from each other, trying to make it seem as though they hadn’t planned on meeting here, but Xisuma just sighs, disappointment as sadness in his eyes.

“I had to contact Stress and Bdubs. You two know you aren’t allowed to meet up without supervision- Is that quartz Doc?” Xisuma’s voice begins to shake, anger and fear mixing together. Doc tries to hide it behind his back, stammering out excuses, but Xisuma practically flies over to Doc, grabbing his wrists. “Are you insane?”

“It isn’t what it looks like-”

“That’s a weak excuse, Doc, and you know it. Doc, you can’t be serious. A time machine?”

“I had just mined some, Xisuma, I swear!” Doc’s isn’t lying, per say. He did just mine some of the quartz, but not all of it. They had been planning this for weeks. Doc and Scar have to find the hippies - it’s their fault that they went missing in the first place. Area 77’s fault.

“Scar, tell me truthfully - Did Doc just mine that quartz?” Xisuma growls, not removing his hands from Doc’s wrists. Scar stands straighter, his back ridgid.

But they had planned for this as well.

“He did, Xisuma. Please, we only planned to meet here so we could talk without people examining our every word.” The lie falls out of Scar’s mouth, practiced to perfection. He walks towards Xisuma, his hand falling on the man’s shoulder. “Please, X. We’re tired of people trying to psychoanalyze everything we say.”

“You called us X?” Stress’ voice is tired, barely containing a yawn. She and Bdubs walk through the portal before they gasp, looking at the scene in front of them, only lit up by the nether portal and the moon.

“Oh, Doc.” Bdubs’ voice is quiet, sad. “C’mon, lets get you home. We’ll talk about this in the morning.”

“I didn’t do anything wrong.” Doc growls. “Just because-”

“He and Scar were going to rebuild the time machine.” Xisuma says, letting go of Doc’s wrists. Stress gasps again, turning to Scar with hurt in her face, and Scar feels shame well up in his throat. “Scar can’t lie well, it was obviously rehearsed.”

“We’ll keep a closer eye on them.” Stress promises, taking Scar’s hand and dragging him towards the nether portal. “Don’t worry, Xisuma. We won’t let them do anything stupid.”

---

Orchid doesn’t trust the man, who only introduces himself as E-X, though he reluctantly lets the man follow them around. The name Impulse pushes around his head, confusing and frustrating him. It feels familiar, as familiar as all of the builds they pass do, but he can’t place it anywhere. A brother, a doppleganger, a clone, a twin, a coincidence. None of those explain why Ex seems so sad by them.

They arrive on a mycelium island, split down the middle by different shades of concrete. Daisy immediately walks towards a large orange and black concrete building, mumbling something about supplies in the Nether Drive, though neither Rose nor Orchid can work out what he means by that.

They follow him anyways, Orchid keeping a close watch on Ex out of the corner of his eyes. There’s something about him that's familiar, just like this world, that unsettles him. Hopefully he will tell Orchid why he is familiar to him.

“What happened?” Ex asks quietly to him as Daisy and Rose disappear into the building. “Why don’t you remember here?”

“Ex, I have no idea what you mean.” Orchid says, gripping his iron sword tightly.

“I-” Ex cuts himself off. “I’m worried for you, Impulse.”

“Orchid.”

“Orchid,” Ex nods. “Please, what’s your earliest memory. I swear, if it’s something normal I’ll drop this subject.”

Orchid frowns, thinking back onto the moment when the watcher cursed them, though that’s not his earliest memory. His earliest memory is comforting, a warm blanket wrapped around his shoulders, soup in his hands as he sits by a fire, his mother telling ghost stories while his father laughs. When he tells Ex that, the man sighs, taking his helmet off.

“I’m going to head off back to my bro- my base. I’ll be back in the morning. Meet you guys here?”

“I’ll ask Rose and Daisy about it.” Orchid replies, waving goodbye to the strange man. 

He walks into the storage unit before he pauses, frowning at the room. It’s bright in here, not at all like the calming rustic builds that Rose had been making for them. Orchid walks into the middle of the room, where a water elevator waits patiently for him. He enters it, slowly traveling up.

He finds Rose and Daisy on the top floor, beds set up on the floor. Rose looks up as he steps out of the water elevator, a towel in his hand. Orchid gladly takes the towel, yawning as he pats himself dry. Daisy hands him so old looking potatoes, shrugging an apology.

“If they make us sick I’ll take full responsibility.” Daisy smiles at him. “Where’d our friend go?”

“He went to his base. Must be desperate to sleep, when he took his helmet off he looked like Rose when we don’t force him to go to bed.” Orchid smirks, nudging the man.

“Oh come on!” Rose complains. “I’m going to bed, I didn’t come here to be made fun of.”

“Aw, Rose you know I didn’t mean it!” Orchid laughs, and Rose throws a pillow at him. He misses, hitting Daisy in the face. Orchid devolves into giggles, laughing at the shocked look on Daisy’s face.

“Oh it is on my dudes.” Daisy says, picking up the two pillows the are now on his bed. “Give up, I have the higher ground!”

“Never!” Orchid yells, hitting Daisy with his own pillow. Daisy drops a pillow in surprise, and Rose quickly snatches it off the ground.

They fight for a while, ducking and slamming each other with the pillows. Feathers fly and laughter roars through the abandoned islands. Orchid kicks Daisy’s legs and Rose jumps on the man, his pillow perfectly positioned to hit Daisy’s face.

“Rose why, you were supposed to be my brother!”

“Long live the king!” Rose giggles, hitting Daisy in the face. Orchid takes the opportunity to hit Rose across the back of the head and they restart the round, this time Rose and Daisy against Orchid.

[blessedsage99]

Why Lapis and Pearl Could Work As A Great Pairing

It is without a doubt that most people agree that Lapis and Pearl would do absolutely anything for Steven. Maybe not anything as Lapis jumped off to the nearest solar system to get away from conflict, but he is in fact the one person she would indefinitely pull out extra stops for (ie; willing to indulge befriending Peridot, live on and try earth, go into the ocean once more, etc) . But I do not think that would be the one of the driving forces between their relation but it might be one of the factors to goad them into trying and befriending each other. And perhaps…. More.

Similarities On a surface level you can perhaps glean several similarities, perhaps similar shadow and body type, sasuke pointing hair… And then another layer and find their personalities are vastly different. Pearl is very educated, prefers order, dramatic, emotional, enjoys engaging in combat, very forgiving (ex; is quick to forgive Peridot once she actually makes the amends to not call her an object), and does her best to make up for mistakes (ex; several episodes of making it up to Garnet).

Lapis is very lazy and blase, the barn she and Peridot have formed together has no sense of order and moreso chaos, she instantly flies at the first sight of conflict, is the least forgiving gem out there (ex; holds it against the crystal gems for pretty much the entirety of the series, and Peridot goes lengths and miles to try and get Lapis forgive her and still is unable to and it takes Steven to intervene and scold her to make an attempt), and honestly? Lapis hardly ever apologizes for her mistakes versus Pearl. She shows signs of guilt but she never really apologizes to Peridot for anything she’s done to her nor Steven nor… Well, really anyone else, except in Future.

But that aside, it’s when you think about their more lighthearted sides and trauma is where most of their similarities lie.

Hobbies

As off as it sounds, it’s fairly essential in pretty much any relationship to cross over a few hobbies, even if you don’t share everything, it often all starts with something along those lines. And Pearl and Lapis share a huge chunk of their hobbies, believe it or not.

Both Lapis and Pearl definitely enjoy reading, Pearl being the educational beast she is and Lapis probably enjoys the relaxed activity. In fact their genres might be even similar as Lapis and Pearl enjoy reading odd textbooks (ex; The hairstyles book for Lapis, and the engineering book for Pearl) and both enjoy dramas (albeit, perhaps this might be different) like Camp Pining Hearts and Pearl was willing to write a play and overseer one in Jamie’s case. This perhaps is b-level canon however, in the comic issue Camp Pining Play, Lapis is willingly engaging in participating and acting out in a play, she even enjoys it.

If given incentive of enjoying the subject already, Lapis is willing to perhaps enjoy the drama of things along with Pearl.

Both enjoy singing, if we’re going off Lapis was previously like other Lapis, that would mean singing and dancing is looked down upon on her caste. So the fact she even makes the attempt to do so in Distant Shore means she’s practicing in it, and if we want to add another layer of it, in the game Unleash the Light, one of Lapis’s key items is the Crying Breakfast Friends Sing-Along. And who else enjoys karaoke? Pearl (ie; the commercial karaoke). Also Lapis does it in Future so like if you want canon material it’s right there in Why So Blue.

This is a bit of a stretch but it’s clear that Lapis enjoys the arts which her participation in the class and what the heck else she does with Peridot in the barn, and Pearl has at the very least has experience in it. (ex; the drawing she makes, despite her humble opinion, makes it clear she’s done it before, in fact I’m willing to bet she even painted that fucking painting of Rose Quartz) It perhaps could lead to some more experience and artworks together if you know what I mean…

Casting that aside, it’s clear the two have a main stream of things to enjoy together should they choose to versus some other couples. (And different ones should they choose to introduce the other, Pearl with baking and sword fighting and Lapis with farming and flying, etc)

Traumas

Now this is the important part, I’m willing to argue they both can share extremely similar and relate to each other’s problems. They just have vastly different ways of coping with it, or well… They both have some similarities there as well, but we’ll address that in the next paragraph-ish.

But the biggest one? Both miss their homeworld. Dearly.

In fact it’s the driving force for Lapis’s introductory episodes and one of Pearl’s where she tries to get Steven into a rocketship back to her home. Both are ancient and dusty as fuck, or well, at least heavily implied to be ancient with the fact of Pearl commenting she learned the sword when she was only ten thousand years old (Sworn to the Sword iirc), the war was six thousand which implies Pearl learned before it. And Lapis, it’s merely conjecture however the fact that Lapis isn’t a vegetable after and still has a strong sense of identity after being in the mirror for 4 thousand years says something (ie; My name is LAPIS LAZULI!), the likely conclusion is the fact it’s because that’s not even close to how old she is. It’s only a fraction of her lifetime, which means both are… Well, old as hell. And even more likely? They come from the same ‘homeworld’ unlike Peridot or Amethyst who were made after and Garnet who has herself.

The second one is the one both of them likely have their divisive opinions on, especially as they were from opposing sides of it, is that they were both part of the War.

Both obviously have their trauma’s from it, as shown as Pearl in ‘A Single Pale Rose’ she’s still traumatized over the thousands of shattered gems (which is essentially corpses to her) she was forced to witness right after the war, and Lapis being forced to watch inside the mirror as everyone condemns her to being a crystal gem. I’m willing to bet she saw everyone die while inside the thing as well. As well as considering Lapis never really got over anything as she was gonna literally yeet herself away at the mere IDEA of the war… Well, who else could help her but another person who knows the horrors as well? And Pearl has experience as she had a support system unlike Lapis who got worse and worse purely just by being herself.

Moving on as I don’t have a cool and smooth transition...  This might be a bit of a stretch, but the last thing they both share very heavily over is the fact both were objectified.

Pearl was born to be an object, whereas Lapis was forced to become one, the mirror. And both consistently fight over the fact throughout most of the series. In the movie, the thing that makes Pearl remember herself is the freedom to be herself, and when she returns to her homeworld she’s forced to be reminded of her place when she talks to Holly Blue and returns to Steven in the final season. Lapis is obviously shook over it and holds it against the fact she always feels like she’s being used, (‘[...] AND YOU CAN’T KEEP ME TRAPPED ANYMORE!’) she longs for a safe place and to be free just as well just as Pearl does and the freedom to express herself (ie; her art). And who else but Pearl----- *coughcouhgcough*

Differences

I covered this in the first part where it's obvious the two have very vast differences when it comes to their personalities. But I find it important to have differences as both have something to bring to the table with their differences, no? Another essential part of a working couple.

And to quickly cover what I had before, their personalities. Pearl is literal and Lapis is sarcastic, Pearl is outwardly emotional and sobs and Lapis moodily and angrily exists, so on and so forth. How does this work? It’s also one of the hardest parts of their relationship, should they ever try it out because one of their biggest differences, is one of their flaws in a relationship as proven over and over.

Pearl is all give and no take, and Lapis is all take and no give. Which is a mix for a toxic relationship, as Pearl would constantly be giving to Lapis as Pearl’s entire worth as shown in her previous relation was all about what she would give to Rose, or else she was nothing. Even by the end of the main series she still needs to be reminded she’s still something without her. And Lapis’s emotional baggage? Let’s face it, Lapis is selfish and it’s all about her. She’s angry? She’s gonna fuck you up (ie; Jasper and the two Lapis), Lapis doesn’t want to deal with war? She doesn’t even think twice about what Peridot wants, and jumps away despite Steven calling out towards her.

But, but, but, but… It’s also a mix for something amazing as after their development, they’re kind of the perfect people to call each other out. In theory of course should they communicate.

Lapis would teach Pearl to be a little more selfish and care about her own needs, whereas Lapis needs constant reminders to actually take notice about what others want and feel (ex; the way she immediately rushes in and notices Steven’s expression at the last moment). It’s clear that Pearl isn’t willing to be treated that way should Lapis do so (ex; the way she snapped back at Peridot and towards Holly Blue) and Lapis upon caring enough? Is in fact willing to try to do better (ex; Why so blue, and Alone at Sea). It’s just that Lapis is farther behind on maturity (considering she ran away and panics instantly twice in a row). They can strike a perfect balance should they put the effort to do so, which would lead to the possible second problem they might have and would need to work through.

And the second difference the two of them have?

Fusion.

It’s the one trauma Lapis has that Pearl wouldn’t understand, and, it’s something Pearl clearly finds something addicting or to use above others. In fact she needed a crash course on it with the string of episodes of what she did to Garnet. Because Pearl is the kind of person who would desperately try so hard to not repeat the same mistake, she’s probably she’s willing to wait a millennia about it or even be fine with never fusing with Lapis. Because consent is important, but I think because of her actual experience with good and loving fusions? She might not be actually be a bad candidate for helping Lapis should she ever want to try again.

The Biggest Conflict

Now, for the biggest problem of the relationship. Uh, let’s be real here…. Despite all these arguments and nice claims and all.

Lapis doesn’t like Pearl, at all. Perhaps she even holds the biggest grudge against Pearl because Pearl was the one who literally carried her around in the mirror for a good chunk of time, doesn’t even bother to learn who she was, and even was willing to bubble her and trap her further. And Lapis probably has incentive to keep it against her for purely that fact as she was holding it against Peridot for the same fact, except for the fact Pearl has made zero amends to apologize for it. So why would Lapis ever want to talk to her?

You might consider the possibility of Steven but it’s not his job to make them friends. The only thing the two of them would do for him is to pretend to be friends, as shown in ‘Hit the Diamond’ and ‘Gem Harvest’ but otherwise, there’s clear distaste from Lapis’s side (ie; The New Crystal Gems) and her consistent ‘fuck the crystal gems’ attitude from the beginning. Maybe for him they might try something however I doubt it’s enough.

Regardless, I do believe an apology is due on both sides whenever they are ready. And that would be the start of perhaps their romantic relationship shenanigans which I consistently desire. Also I’m a slut for tense relationships to friendship to lovers if people would just---

Anyway I think there’s a lot more material for them to work with and they might actually be a pretty awesome couple

[awitchintime]

I did another salt bowl! This one was a little labor intensive and my neck started to hurt really bad while I was doing it. Also I was interrupted probably three or four times by my little 10 month old nursling. I imagine whatever I was doing in this bowl was really clearing out some bad energy. I received corn dollies in mine and my partner's likeness that day from his ex. She claimed their two daughters made them but the girls said otherwise. They were "for our altar." After what would be a long story to tell and zero contact with her on my part for 3 years now, we'll just say I don't trust her as far as I can throw her. Into a black cloth and into the freezer they went. But I digress.

The salt bowl makes me feel safe when I look at it. I did a cauldron harmony spell right before this. (See previous post) I found it searching for something to dispel the dollies. I opened The House Witch and landed on it and decided to go for it as it was such a simple spell. I put my own touch on it and it helped ease my mind. I did struggle to ground and center and didn't actually achieve it until the spell had already started. Once I did, it was like I felt my feet sink into the floor and become part of the house.

I really love doing the salt bowls. A very good friend likened it to a zen garden which was absolutely spot on. What better way to relax than to also have a practical magical use!

Now to get started looking up correspondences. If you read my last post on salt bowls, I didn't look up the correspondence until afterward so I could see where my instinct and spirit would take me.

I struggled to come up with a design for this one as none of the runes were really fitting for the situation. Or at least it didn't feel fitting. I'm sure there were a few that I could have used or a bind rune or sigil and I could have come up with but this is where I ended up. When in doubt, go back to the basics.

📜Correspondences

🌿Herbs (All from the garden! Yay for meeting goals!)

From The Hearth Witch's Compendium by Anna Franklin

Rosemary - mind and the memory, concentration, meditation, healing, love, marriage, birth, funerals, memorial Services, protection, dispelling negativity and evil, attracting fairies, spells designed to retain youth. Ruled by the Sun, the element of fire, and the zodiac sign of Aries.

Sage - wisdom, prophetic dreams, warding off the evil eye, purification, cleansing, Aura cleansing, immortality. Ruled by the planet Jupiter and the element of air. Sacred to Consus, Jupiter, and Zeus.

Lavender - purification, healing, cleansing, meditation, peace, Harmony, mid summer. Ruled by the planet Mercury and the element of air. Sacred to Cernunnos, Cerce, Hecate, Medea, Saturn, and serpent goddesses.

Peppercorn - (not in the book) but it's for your basic banishing negativity and protection.

💎Stones

Rose quartz - (from The House Witch by Arin Murphy-Hiscock) transforms negative energy into positive energy, encourages affection.

Desert Rose - (from the Tamed Wild note card in the August 2020 subscription box, also where I acquired The crystal) since desert rose is a form of selenite, it should come as no surprise that it strengthens our inner knowing and acts as a guide when navigating tricky situations. It reinforces our commitment to the goals we set for ourselves and generates a level of focus that produces the best possible outcome. (😮😳🤯 Wow... Yeah this was added at the very end when I thought I was finished. This is spot-on perfect as it's central to the bowl. Spirit lead me right again!)

#️⃣Symbols

Pentacle - this has so very many meanings and it's different for each person at different times. It's a powerful symbol in any magical working even if basic and familiar. For me, it's fiercely protective as well as representing all five elements. It represents my craft, my belief system, and for me, just magic in general. It brings everything full circle. It's a seal. It completes the most basic to the most complicated of workings.

Heart - love of all kinds of course, which is perfect that it's rise quartz. ❤️

[neonwitchfuckery]

so recently ive been seeing a shit ton of people asking for spells to make people attracted to them, whether it be an ex or a crush, and various other things related to love spells in general.

just want to make something very clear here, restricting someone of their freedom to choose, which is what you'll be doing with the spell, is unforgivable in my eyes, and many others. how would you like it if you were bound to someone you didn't like by something you couldn't see? its not very fun.

now you can do love attraction spells and whatnot, slef love spells are amazing, but restricting someone of their right to choose is not, and never has been ok. remember that, because you don't want to be that witch.

speaking of self love spells, i have one here in my grimoire that im willing to share in these tough times. this is a simple but really good working one i made a while back that anyone can do.

Things You'll Need:

- Pencil/Pen & Paper

- A Glass Jar with a top!

- Pink or White Candle

- (Optional) Gold and/or Pink thread

- Pink Salt

- Honey

- (Optional) Lavendar

- (Optional) Scent that relates to a happy memory [for me, vanilla so vanilla extract.]

- (Optional) Dried Apple Peels

- Dried Rose Petals

- (Optional) Rose Quartz [I particularly dont like using crystals in my jars, but i know a few who do so im putting this one here for that.]

After you get your shit together do the typucal shit, yknow cast your circles and shit. Light your candle of choice, call upon deities or spirits now if they're going to help you with this spell. all the regular shit.

next, youre gonna cleanse the motherfucking jar. hi yes, this shit is important. im looking at you beginners. then cleanse your ingredients. congratulations, you now can sit back and relax.

just kidding. that was sarcasm. think back to the happiest memory you have. or if you're like me, traumatized and cant think of one, make a sigil for self love and self healing. get your pen/pencil and paper, write that shit down. now if you wrote down a memory, youre gonna fold it in half towards you, bringing the good vibes towards your ass because if youre making this spell you need them. if you did a sigil, fold it towards you and then rip the fucker in half.

roll roll roll the memory and sigil up, and if you have the thread tie it now. if you dont, oh well drop it in the damn jar. you can do sigils and a memory or whatever else you want, maybe youre really lucky and had a happy childhood. congratulations you can use those fun memories in the spell if you want. do it now or forever be silent.

now you gotta remember what each ingredient is going to add into the spell. Is it going to be the calming effect of lavendar? is it love yourself fucko from the roses? or your favorite smell reminding you, hey, you got this?

so now keep your concentration, if youre like me and work with pesky spirits tell em its not the time, and load that shit up in that jar. as much as you want, or as much as you can without your parents yelling at you bc youre "wasting money" like they dont do it enough on their bills. last time i checked you can live off grid with electricity and wifi, but hey. whatever you wanna bitch at man.

so its finally over, but not really. put the jar lid on the jar. then you seal it with a white ir pink candle, and if its a lock jar.... damn you went out and since i dont do locking jars... just hope it sticks. or just do the sides or something i guess. anyways, now youre all done. except your not. snuff the candle and clean that shit up. you weren't born in a barn. unless you were, in which case, just clean your shit up.

thats all for the midnight neonwitchfuckery. remember to fucking love yourselves. ✌🏻

[ahsterism-a]

𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑨𝑪𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑬𝑻.

repost,  don’t reblog

BASICS.

full name.   steven quartz cutie-pie demayo diamond universe ( it’s on his medical papers )  pronunciation.   stee-ven uni-verse ( im not doing that whole thing ) nickname.  schtu-ball, steve-o ( and various other versions with “steve” ), rose, pink gender.  male (he/him) height.  5′6″ age.  16/17 ( suf confuses me and i’m too lazy to make an actual decision whoops ) zodiac.   leo spoken languages.  english

PHYSICAL CHARACTERISTICS.

hair color.   dark brown eye color.   black skin tone.     pale  body type.   thicker, stocky build-- has the ability to shapeshift/alter his form, which has recently manifested in magic swelling that is uncontrollably triggered   accent.  american  voice.   has grown deeper than before as he has physically aged, still tends to reach a higher pitch sometimes, or can grow even deeper typically with anger/shapeshifting. amazing singing voice.  dominant hand.  right ( i think most recently shown when he draws in In Dreams ), however can work with both posture.   typically upright/mostly straight, grows slouchier depending on emotions scars.   no visible external scars due to his abilities healing all of his injuries. however, there is a visible history of numerous fractures/breaks across his skeleton, which manifest in jagged lines where the injuries took place.  tattoos.   NA birthmarks.  NA most noticeable feature(s).   gem embedded in his naval, pink glow

CHILDHOOD.

place of birth.  beach city, delmarva hometown.    beach city birth weight.   ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ birth height.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ manner of birth.  steven was mostly born naturally, given his organic half. however, upon giving birth to him, his mother died when she passed her gem half onto him. he acquired her gem and powers as a result.  first words.   definitely something to do with greg (dad/dada/etc) siblings.  none parents.  greg universe, rose quartz/pink diamond  parental involvement.  rose died when steven was created, which obviously resulted in her absence for his entire life. greg primarily raised steven from his birth until he moved in with garnet, amethyst, and pearl. throughout his younger years, steven lived in the van with greg, and did not go to school, see a doctor, or live the typical life of a human child, however greg was very involved in raising steven, only backing out when things had to do with “gem stuff.” garnet, amethyst, and pearl also served as steven’s guardians, and were protective of him/involved in his life, but also when he was younger, frequently left him behind while going on missions because he was not ready.  

ADULT LIFE.

occupation.   crystal gem, became the “savior of the universe” following change your mind. spent two years back and forth from earth, homeworld, and various planets helping to liberate colonies and bring upon era 3. also involved in the making of little homeworld, and ran little homeschool up until dropping the position after the off colors’ graduation. while running the school, he was in charge of introducing the new, uncorrupted gems to it, healing any cracked gems, managing various lessons/schedules, etc.  close friends / family.  greg universe, rose quartz, garnet, amethyst, pearl, connie maheswaran, lapis, peridot, other crystal gems ( has befriended many gems and people in beach city, but is drifting away from most of these relationships ) relationship status.   single, with a big very obvious crush on connie financial status.  following mr. greg, where his dad was granted a large sum of money, they have had a stable, high financial status driver’s license.  he drives frequently, however he does not have a license due to being undocumented criminal record.  was previously believed to be rose quartz by all of homeworld, which led to an official accusation of shattering pink diamond, and getting put on trial before blue and yellow diamond. he managed to escape, but maintained this record. once the truth was revealed that rose and pink were the same person, he was absolved of this charge. other than that, while not recorded ( and reversed ), he shattered jasper.  vices.   steven tends to constantly look for others’ problems to solve, as a result of constantly having to fix things for everyone else and not knowing who he is without something to fix, which can lead towards him being incredibly pushy with it and ultimately negatively affecting the situation. after countless traumatic experiences that he repressed for years, he struggles with controlling his anger, and has grown more prone to outbursts-- this has led to endangering himself or others with his newfound destructive powers. he frequently refuses help and pushes himself away from people, now believing that he will end up hurting them. 

MISCELLANEOUS.

character’s theme song.    i can’t choose just take my whole playlist hobbies to pass time.   music ( singing/playing various instruments ), video games, tv, movies mental illnesses.   C-PTSD due to ongoing childhood trauma, depression, anxiety  physical illnesses.   aforementioned cracks in his skeleton, other than that, none left or right-brained.  right-brained fears.   hurting others, abandonment/being left behind, lingering fears triggered by past experiences ( ex. getting his gem pulled out by white diamond ), no longer being needed, himself self-confidence level.  varies quite a lot throughout the series. is outwardly shown to be quite positive and optimistic throughout most of SU, however early on he doubts his abilities frequently, and especially through the diamond days arc, he questions and doubts about his own identity. during change your mind, he solidifies a strong sense of self love and confidence, however this has wavered throughout the events of SUF. his confidence in himself has depleted to the point where he is scared of his own abilities and destructive powers, and thinks very negatively of himself.  vulnerabilities. he doesn’t know how to exist without having something to fix. he constantly offers help, however doesn’t seek or accept help from others due to both a belief that he is only supposed to help others, and an unwillingness to open up to that sort of change. his mother is a very sensitive topic, considering his very complicated feelings towards her. his mental state is extremely vulnerable at the moment as he finally grapples with his past. 

SEX & ROMANCE.

sexual orientation.   romantic orientation.  panromantic preferred emotional role.   submissive  |  dominant  |  switch ; steven has a hard time accepting comfort and support, often closing himself off and claiming he’s fine, twisting the situation so he can try and help the other person. he is constantly offering comfort and emotional help. and although it is difficult for him to accept the same, once he does, he appreciates the comfort and support.  preferred sexual role. submissive  |  dominant | switch libido. turn on’s.  kindness, a genuine want to spend time with him, someone he really clicks with, a meaningful friendship, the ability to joke around and laugh with someone, feeling happy with them even when things aren’t going great  turn off’s.  cruelty, targeting someone he loves love language.   super affectionate-- lots of physical contact. hugs, all kinds of kisses, cuddles, the whole deal, he loves love and loves showing people that he loves them. he tends to be quite “extra” when planning special things, either picking out meaningful gifts or setting up grander, impulsive gestures ( ex. the proposal to connie ).  relationship tendencies.        steven has never been in an official romantic relationship-- the closest is his bond with connie ( however he believes he likely ruined that after together forever/growing pains ). however, in a romantic relationship, he would as said before be very affectionate and caring. he would always make time for the other, write them songs, set up fun things for them whether it’s a lot smaller or holds more weight. however, he also does not know how romance works at all, which would result in him being quite clueless, and making decisions that might seem questionable to someone else. he’ll get very red and flustered upon receiving the same affection he tries to give back, though.  as for other types of relationships, he tends to make friends quite easily, and fervently cares for everyone around him. he feels as if a lot of his relationships are drifting away from him, though, and has taken to isolating himself/lashing out instead of properly dealing with his problems. 

tagged by:  @pristinette​ !! tagging: steal it from me uwu

[pearlplusau]

Chapter 4, The bright light Part 1

In the midst of the red, dark battlefield, multiple gems lay poofed or shards scattered as far as an eye could see. The war had yet concluded.

With the crystal gems gaining the upper hand, the leader of the rebellion, “Rose Quartz”, in the heat of battle, her shield rose, her sword gripped, her comrades fighting as one. As Pearl fends off an elite soldier all on her own in a distance, her spear shining as she fought with grace and elegance within the cacophony of battle. While Garnet charges and finishes the jaspers, Coral stood alongside Rose, with her lance fencing off surprised attacks from the sides, and whacks a topaz on her head. “Poof!” as yellow smoke dissipated and her gem on the ground.

Rose thought to herself with glee, “We’re almost there! We’ll finally be able to stay here after all this is over!” Victory seems to be closer and closer, but none of them will be leaving without consequences.

On Homeworld,

A red ruby ship approaches the landing site, as it descends, a tattered up Amethyst guard faceplants off the ship, “Ughhhhh!” She moaned, her long, puffy white hair in horrendous state and she was wearing a uniform that signifies her diamond in serving, Pink Diamond.

This Amethyst guard had never been to Homeworld before, but her orders were clear, “ONE OF YOU UPPER CRUST! Find the Diamonds! State the situation and request back up!” In a rush, her elite sisters decided to send 8XWJ, a soldier that’s not in the fighting shape anymore, and threw her into a small ruby ship and launched it manually from the control panel on Earth.

The amethyst regains her strength, and proceeds her mission.

She knew the urgency of this message, but she couldn’t stop from gawking as the scenes in Homeworld get more and more alien than what’s she’s used on Earth. Instead of forests and hills and rocks, it’s buildings, skyscrapers, and fellow new gems!

She’s never seen other types of gems other than herself and jaspers, so seeing so many gems who are clearly in higher positions intimidates her.

“You there!” A blue gem approaches her with the sound of heels “clonk, clonk, clonk” getting louder and angrier.

She begins to panic! She raced through her mind and forgot what to do. What was she supposed to do when greeting a higher level gem? Oh right! The diamond arm thing! She shaped her arms as the big gem stood right in front of her.

“State your purpose!” The blue gem ordered, but 8XWJ has no clue who or forgot what she has to say as she begins to get very nervous and sweats. “I…ahh…uhh…” 8XWJ stammered and fiddled her fingers, the blue gem narrowed her eyes, “Newcomer huh?” She smirked and continued, “How am I not surprised?” Her tone was filled with disgust and prejudice.

“I am Holy Blue Agate! I have been urgently assigned to receive a message from an Amethyst guard from Earth by a fellow Hessonite, now tell me…”

She reached to the back of her head, where her gem placement is, and conjured an electric whip full of static! She flings towards the purple gem, grips her hip, and sends a wave of electricity as 8XWJ screeched in pain and got yanked towards Holy.

“What…is…THE MESSAGE?!” she screams as she grabbed her by the uniform, and shook her as violent as she was allowed.

“ALRIGHT ALRIGHT!” 8XWJ shouted and plead, the whip dissipates and she fell on her knees, which was painful as her gem is located on the left.

She explained the situation on Earth as the soldiers were close to losing the battles, and she was told to inform the diamonds personally by another commander, but was cut short when she heard Holly laughing.

“You? Informing the Diamonds? Ha!” She mocked and continued, “Don’t even try, you won’t even make it to The Great Ballroom without another few centuries in this confusing labyrinth! I’ll deliver the message to the diamonds myself.” With that, she turned and walked back where she came.

The amethyst plead, “Wait! Wait a sec!” With her raspy voice, she requests permission to follow the Agate. The blue gem scoffed and said, “What makes you think I’ll let you?” She looked at AXWJ as if she’s gone corrupted, “An Amethyst guard with an Agate! What will the others say?”

Looks like AXWJ was stuck finding her way back to the ship, she turned and sighed, “Guess I’ll just find another way back then…” she considered tracing her steps when the agate changed her mind, “Fine, you can tatter along, but just so we’re clear, I will be the one speaking to the diamonds! Don’t make a pip while I’m talking!”

Before they proceed to the diamonds, AXWJ made another diamond symbol and request to speak freely, “What was the whip all about? It hurts so MUCH!”

Holy smirked, “That, was just a little fun I needed, and also the tip of the iceberg, step out of line or waste my time again, you’ll be wishing you were never made.” 8XWJ gulped and nodded.

In Blue Diamond’s chamber (pool),

A blue themed chamber, with pillars connected to each other and tubes beneath the pathway up to the pool, where the three massive diamonds are present. The water resembles the color of lime, with the beautiful White Diamond in front of the waterfall, and Blue and Yellow on her left and right. They stayed still and quiet, as they were finally done with their work and tried to relax for a bit, but Yellow had something in mind she wished to share.

It wasn’t long until relaxation was over, Yellow decided to drag work into everything once more, “An idea occurred to me the other day, as you both know, Pink’s colony is still a work in progress after all those centuries given, as not much resources are useful towards our expanding Empire anymore, so I propose…an Alternative.”

White opens her eyes as a sign of interest, and turned to her fellow sister, mouthed “Go on”. Blue however, was not pleased as their time together has been restricting since pink’s absence, she just wished they could all have some quality time together, but sometimes opportunities like this are extremely rare, so she understood why Yellow decided to bring up work into their bonding time.

Blue sighed, “What is it you have in mind Yellow?” As she was interested as well, but would still rather have a nice quiet pool time, so maybe it’ll be over soon.

“Pearl?” Yellow summoned her little servant and continued, “Bring me the blueprints marked EX-293.”

The yellow pearl shaped her arms and bowed, “Right away my Diamond!” and scurries off to the exit.

“A few days ago I was experimenting with the “Fallen” soldiers from battles, I pieced them together and see if it would reform as a fusion, and sure enough, it did, with very little resources, I produced hundreds of little monsters crawling around, in very little time might I add, so I propose…”

She paused as her pearl had retrieved the data she needed, it was a palm-sized green sphere, the poor pearl had to use all her strength to push the sphere into the water. As it finally drifted in the midst of the diamond, a hologram projected above the pool and showed the data of what she experimented.

“From what you see here are the results of the experiment aforementioned, the duration of each fusion depends on its size and quality, each of these has the capability of mass destruction to anyone in their path, so…” The image flickered to a blank state, but with a slight touch on the screen, millions of shards grouped into a massive form, its gem size was bigger than White Diamond herself!

“I call it, the Cluster.” She presumes as the image regained its form. “When it emerges, it will tear apart the Earth, forming as a massive Geo weapon, and with it, conquering the galaxy would be so much easier and effective with it on our side!” Yellow Diamond pictured the cluster on a rampage on their enemy territory, declaring victory and taking over the galaxies.

“But…it will tear apart the Earth?” Blue Diamond was concerned on that particular segment, “Was Pink in on this Yellow?” She hoped to receive comfort with Pinks agreement with the plan.

“This…is the alternative for when she… Fails, Blue.” Yellow was expecting comments from the leader, but she was quiet and tranquil, as if she knew their faith in their youngest diamond would be diminished somehow.

“You…”Blue was in disbelief! Pink losing her first colony just because she couldn’t handle the little “issues” she stated a few decades ago. She had to do something! She wanted to scream, she wanted to shout, she wanted to let her anger loose and end the conversation! But she knows nothing will change Yellow’s mind once she establishes a plan for it, but she still wants to try, for her dear Pink.

The faint lime colored water retreated into the “drain”, as Blue stood up, she spoke, “I…object this proposal, Yellow…”

Back to Holly,

The two gems were almost there, they just need to gain access into The Great Ballroom which was guarded by two topazes and an aquamarine.

“State your facets, cut and purpose.” The small floating gem requested while adjusting her wand/hairband.

“Holly Blue Agate, facet 2D cut-22, and this is…” Holly gestured to Amethyst, who was trying not to stare at the giant golden doorway shimmering, reflecting rays of light into her eyes, which cut her back to reality and stammered.

“Amethyst, facet 5 cut 8XWJ! I was sent here by the orders from the military force, Jasper 3LJ, to deliver important information to the Diamonds!” She stated with her best.

“How lovely! An Amethyst delivering vital information to the Diamonds? Ha! Don’t make me laugh!” She definitely looked like she was somehow offended and shamed. “Unfortunately, the Diamonds are not in the Great Ballroom, if you wish to see them right away, they are currently in My Diamonds pool chamber, please await here for their arrival, they would be free to hear your “vital” information in another few decades or so.”

“Wait what!?” Amethyst 8XWJ slipped a bit but remained calm, “I mean...the war is in progress as we speak! The commander request back up from the diamonds immediately! Can’t you just let us cut or something?”

“Oh, sure you can! I mean, where would we be with all this waiting and order? Just go to the diamond’s chamber pool and see if they’re willing to take the time for you.” The tiny floating gem replies with much sarcasm, but Amethyst took no notice.

“Great! Let’s go Holly!” The amethyst said but abruptly stopped, and gulped…

“Oh let’s go indeed! And it looks like you know exactly what will happen next!” Holly spoke with such cheer and enthusiasm it was scary…

To be continued…

(A/N: Sooo, as you finished reading you will realize I will be heading towards story interpretation of what might have happened from different perspectives. By reading these, you will see how scenes MIGHT lead to the title, the bright light.

Most of you might be thinking, “I'm here for Pink Pearl and HER au! Just because you include her as a small character in this story doesn’t make her your main focus!”

And to that I say, 

Yeah you’re right.

But prior to this story, the other story not really focusing on Pink Pearl, “Coral” is Part 2 of Bismuth, which is similar to this chapter, writing mainly the story of how it might have went, cuz honestly, im pretty curious how everything happened from the rebellion to the corruption even to the cluster.

So if theres any questions or confusion, feel free to ask them so you can get the clear picture. I won't reveal my next chapters tho, that would be a surprise for yall.

So this tells me you read the whole thing, which is pretty impressive, Part 2 of this chapter will be coming up in a week or two.

Happy reading and till next time!)

[wiiindyblathers]

four years late to my own AU with starbucks

@dirgeofcerberus111 wanted to hear about the Diamondverse AU from… I want to say, late 2015? I don’t remember all of it, of course, but I do still have bits and pieces of information regarding the plot and alterations. In order to keep it at least vaguely in line with canon, I’ll be making some big changes to the stuff I’d already posted back then.

I probably will not be returning to this, because I haven’t been all that interested in Steven Universe for some time now, but I did want to see if I could clean the concept up a little in case anyone else wants to use it.

Now, without further ado, let’s get down to it.

Per the original premise, the AU stars Steven and his three Gem protectors, living alongside humans in the remains of a global war against their Homeworld; however, now that we know what the Diamonds are actually like, I’ve made a major change to the formula.

The Diamonds are not the Diamonds. It is now a title one can hold, because the original Diamonds lost the war and were outcast from Homeworld. Our Gem protagonists are still connected to the original Diamonds, but they are entirely different Gems, although they do carry the term as their group name. Rose Quartz was still Steven’s mother, and the only original Diamond among the team.

Each team member now has a unique role that does not necessarily follow the plot lines of the canon Crystal Gems. Some threads are similar, but they will not fit cleanly into any one role.

In Yellow Diamond’s team role, we have an Imperial Topaz, who is a perma-fusion between a Saffron Zircon and off-color Citrine. They were cast out as off-colors, then later fell in love while fighting for the rebellion under Rose Quartz; however, unlike Garnet, Imperial has always been very clear and almost boastful about being a fusion, and her personal issues, while related to that, come from a very different source because neither Zircon nor Citrine were ever under the impression that Homeworld was a safe or appropriate force to serve. Zircon’s triangular Gem is located just below the left collarbone and shoulder, while Citrine’s is on the right; it is difficult to tell them apart, the biggest difference being Zircon’s turtle-faced cut compared to Citrine’s rounded trillion cut. The closest placement parallels for a human would be the muscles Pectoralis Major.

This represents the mutual support and balance of the relationship, related to shoulders, but also emphasizes the strength of pectoral muscles, the importance of lungs and oxygen in the body, and “looking over your shoulder” as a reference to Imperial’s anxiety and trauma from the war. Imperial often feels as though she is carrying the weight of the world on her shoulders, and despite the fact that Gems don’t need to sleep, she greatly values it as a way of unwinding from her persistent stress.

After Rose and her Pearl were separated during the war, Imperial stood by as the ex-Diamond’s bodyguard; she grew to see Rose as a mentor. She had also befriended Pearl prior to the tragic battle where the renegade was lost, and considered it her obligation to protect Rose until they could reunite. By the time Greg came into the picture, though, they had both lost hope of seeing Pearl again, and Imperial celebrated the new relationship as a way of ignoring her guilt over not only failing to protect her friend, but also giving her role to someone else. As such, she sees Steven as a second chance at fixing the situation and creating a happy ending Pearl would still be proud of.

The title of Blue Diamond is carried by a Blue Lace Agate, who was made much earlier than the Holly Blue we know in canon. Lace is technically the oldest Gem of the remaining three, but was captured by Homeworld soldiers, sealed as the power source for a “Warden Unit” for a few thousand years after the war, and spent much of that time watching over the corrupted prisoners. She was only spared from the Diamonds’ song because the Warden Unit was reinforced to stop any and all outside influence from tampering with the hardware. Eventually, she was found by Rose and Imperial, and joined their team as a warrior and “corrupted-whisperer”.

Her circular cabochon gem is situated on her lower back, at the top-middle of the Erector Spinae; similar to Lapis and Holly Blue, this is because she is always watching her back for danger, and is incredibly vulnerable due to a glaring weak spot, but also values old traditions of the world she left behind and incorporates whatever she can salvage from it into modern tactics. She knows her moral compass is still shaky, and is more than willing to put herself in a place of vulnerability to learn from others in order to steady it. Though nostalgia is a powerful, almost addictive force for her, she sees the past as a cautionary tale.

Lace considers herself a leader, although she feels her potential is wasted while Rose and Imperial are in charge; this brings out a rebellious streak, in which she not only “turns her back” on her usual team duties, but also opens her up to an attack from behind by those she eagerly volunteers herself to lead. In her attempts to take the leadership role, she bends over backwards to impress others, even when it may put her in danger; the more she tries without results, the weaker her self-esteem becomes, and she begins to believe that she is a burden upon the other, more responsible Gems. Because of this, she leans on Steven for the validation the others don’t know she’s looking for, by taking on a sisterly role similar to Amethyst’s.

Last but not least, White’s role is played by a Gem who appears to be an off-color Black Spinel, but is actually an incredibly rare Musgravite (which, of course, is different from Spinel, but closely related; this becomes very important later on), created as an actress to perform for the original Diamond, but overcooked and temporarily sealed due to her Kindergarten’s neglect during the war. To take another cue from Amethyst, Musgravite emerged thousands of years after the fighting ended, shortly before Lace would be rescued from the Warden Unit. In fact, it was Lace who helped Rose and Imperial find her in the first place; Musgravite did not stay in the Kindergarten, choosing instead to leave and study the world outside.

Her Gem is placed on her forehead, a vertical Marquis cut that runs from her widow’s peak hairline to the dip at the beginning of her nose. Like Pearl and Peridot, sharing their placement, she has remarkable intelligence and perception; however, she isn’t generally seen as the brain of the group, but the “third eye”. She is fascinated with humans and the intricacies of their belief systems, but generally is most interested in things like dead languages and ancient mythology, with a bit of sociology and psychology thrown in to help her work out historical context for a species that she otherwise wouldn’t understand nearly as well. The third eye as a concept is one of the few modern metaphysical themes that she relates to, not only because her gem look like one, but it matches up with her endless curiosity, as well as her interest in philosophy, soft sciences, and all of the incredible living oddities that live on the planet she calls home.

Once found, she picked up the nickname “Moose”, partially because her full Gem name was a mouthful, and partially because of an inside joke between her and Lace about one exploration trip where she tried to befriend a calf, only to get poofed less than a minute later by the enraged mother. Luckily, it sounds a lot worse than it actually was in the moment; they still look back and laugh at it sometimes, and Moose credits that as the event that led her to learn her first little bit of non-lethal self defense. She spent quite a bit of time with Rose during her time as a Diamond, although she never got a solid answer as to why they still didn’t have a stand-in for White Diamond after thousands of years. It was never explicitly stated, likely because Rose just didn’t want to talk about it, but judging by what she’s filled in via eavesdropping, she has a theory that the title of White Diamond was supposed to go to the renegade Pearl from the original uprising, and Rose never quite got over losing her.

The Diamonds have been hiding out on Earth ever since the revolution, although at first they won’t tell Steven why. They make up excuses about finding a way to heal, or at least control, corrupted Gems; it’s a bit difficult to believe when they all know there is no cure in their current reach. If there was one somewhere on Earth, they would have found it already. They know the damage can be treated by Rose’s healing tears, but not for long, and the change is mostly superficial. It’s not until a battleship from Homeworld arrives that Steven begins to get a better mental picture of how the revolution actually went down.

In the aftermath of the Authority’s exile, a small group of Gems took advantage of the gap in government power to install themselves as the new leaders. Although they allowed Gems to switch jobs to whatever they had the skill and motivation to actually excel in, and fusion between different Gem types became an acceptable and even common practice, they also rewrote the guidelines for determining who was considered Off-Color. These Gems were offered new jobs… In the army, intense manual labor, unsafe work environments, or anything else that would be too dangerous or difficult for “normal” Gems. Non-Off-Colors who protested were also sent to work in the lower ranks.

If they were not able to complete their tasks, or were unable to work, they would get another chance to contribute via a new, incredible invention, built to keep Homeworld running smoothly with polished automation, massive reach, and nearly endless power: The Mainframe.

Y’know the Cluster? Imagine that, but it was built to last, and instead of just little shards of Gems, it’s made up of nearly-whole Gems with a single chunk cut out for the records. They called it the Resonance, and hooked it up to a massive computer, built from the husk of another dead planet and pulled into Homeworld’s orbit. The Resonance can reform if it wants to; there’s plenty of room in that hollow shell, and besides, it’s not going to break out. It doesn’t want to. They keep it happy by getting performers on the planet below to set up entertainment, whether that means music, art, comedy, literature… Whatever they can find, they show to the Resonance, which has the added bonus of having that information stored in the Mainframe.

The Resonance isn’t evil, and it isn’t in pain, but it also knows that once a Gem is added to it, they rarely ever get pulled back out. That’s just… What life is, now. Very few pieces of it actually chose to become part of the Mainframe. Those with regrets vastly outnumber those with hope; with so many little voices lamenting their existence, it’s hard not to listen. It’s hard not to feel sorry for being alive.

So the Mainframe has been slowing down. The Resonance isn’t giving it the energy it needs, and has instead been looping it back into itself. Nobody’s quite sure why; surely, it hasn’t forgotten basic survival instincts! It knows that if it takes in too much, it’ll bloat, it’ll fester, it’ll infect everything around it until it cannibalizes itself, and then nothing will be left but a bunch of shards and an empty moon hanging over the blacked-out planet.

Our Pearl is considered an Off-Color. Rose is considered an Off-Color. Every one of the Diamonds and their Crystal Gems is, as far as Homeworld is concerned, inherently damaged and unfit for work. Because when faced with the evolution of their species, they ran away.

The Mainframe’s caretakers believe that it’s slowing down because it needs more components. The Diamonds weren’t the only ones who left; millions of Off-Colors and sympathizers fled after the Resonance was unveiled. Now, the caretakers are sending out “rescue fleets” to bring them all back.

Quite a few different rebel factions have cropped up, including two with some very familiar faces: Pearl’s Crystal Gems, and Flourite’s… I don’t know, Prism Breakers?… That’ll work. The point is, our heroes aren’t alone, but getting in contact with anyone who can help will be quite the challenge.

The problem they’re not telling anyone about, though, is that the Resonance has started to sing. It sounds eerily familiar - almost like the voice of a Diamond, though not one heard on Homeworld before. Coincidentally, corrupted sightings have been increasing for the last few centuries. It’s starting become a real problem; they don’t have anywhere to put them all. So they go to - yep, you guessed it - the Resonance.

Oh, and by the way, the planet-harvesting thing is still happening. It’s not as high on the priority list for our unfriendly visitors, but it’s definitely an added bonus, as long as they can catch the runaways first.

Eventually, Steven and the Diamonds are forced to take action. However this pans out is up to interpretation. I imagine they would have to go out and find the old Diamonds - Yellow first, Blue second, White third - as a major step in figuring out how to heal corruption, but the rest is up to you.

[valsreadingroom]

Success - Herbal Wash and Candle Spell

I created this spell a couple weeks ago to ensure my success with two tests, on which my career depended upon.

This spell brings the caster: Confidence in one's self, lowered anxiety, an abundance of knowledge, and prosperity ✨

Let me note that you cannot just perform this spell and expect to be successful. All magic needs to be accompanied by REAL work! For example, I did this spell in addition to studying for 63 weeks. Use this spell to increase your memory, boost your confidence, and lessen your anxieties. Do not depend on it to do the work for you. 

What You Need:

- Ingredients 🌿

*Yarrow herb {For Confidence}

*Rose Petals {For Self Love}

*Lavender {For Peace, Lowered Anxiety}

*Spearmint (Chopped) {For Clarity, Good Luck}

*Alfalfa {For Prosperity

- Candles 🕯️

*Lime Green {For Abundance}

*Pastel Pink {For Miracle Work}

*Red (Frankincense Infused) {For Good Luck}

- Essential Oils

*Peppermint {For Good Luck}

*Lemongrass {Increasing Mental Clarity

*Rosemary {Increasing Memory

*Bergamot {Useful additive in any spell}

Tools:

- 2 Cups

- Paper towels

-Piece of paper

- Pen

Part 1, Herb Wash:

1.  Mix all 5 herbs and put them in a coffee mug.

2. Boil hot water and pour it over the herb mixture. Fill a mug or at least one cups worth.

3. Place some kind of cover over the mug and let it steep for 10 minutes.

While the herbs steep:

*This step is optional* Scrub bathtub to clean it of any impurities and negative energies. Then put a drop or 2 of each essential oil inside and spread it around the tub with your hands. 

1. Fill the tub with hot water. Be careful with the temperature, too hot can harm the skin.

2. Add 3 drops exactly of each essential oil to the bathwater. I added Lavender and Hop bath salts but this is optional.

3. Stir water and oils in a clockwise motion to bring the properties of the oils, TOWARDS you.

Back to the herbs:

1. Obtain another mug, and put a paper towel over it. Pour mixture over the towel, straining the herbs to create the Wash. Keep both, but set the paper towel aside for later.

Bath Time:

1. Settle into the bath, and allow the water to wash over you. 

2. Starting from your feet (Upward motion to bring the properties TO you) pour the Wash over you and rub it in a clockwise motion. Pour the Wash up your legs, body, arms, and then up your neck. I chose not to put the Wash directly on my face, but that is up to you. I just held my hands in front of my face. 

3. While doing this, envision yourself being successful. Imagine seeing that A+, or that job offer. Feel what you would feel. Let the happiness, sense of achievement wash over you. I chose to say a mantra while doing this, that was personal to me. That is optional as well. 

4. Spend 15-20 minutes doing this, and relaxing.

5. When you drain the bath, imagine all the self-doubt and negative energy you are harboring to go down the drain with the water. Only positive energy and confidence are left. 

6. Air dry

Part 2, Candle Magic:

1. On the piece of paper, write your full name along with the results you desire (Ex. First Middle Last, A+) or (First Middle Last, job offer).

Fold it and anoint it with the Peppermint essential oil. Set it to the side.

2. Gather your 3 candles. If you cannot find certain colors, plain white can be used. Using the 4 oils, and the herbs from earlier, anoint the candles on top and on the sides. Any extra, scatter them around the candles. 

*As you can see, I have an herbal bag off to the side. It is a personal bag that I made in the past filled with herbs used to bring clarity, boost memory, bring success, and stop procrastination.. as well as crystal quartz to amplify the intentions. I then anointed it with the oils. This is optional for you, but I won’t be going over it.*

3. Light all three and spend 10 minutes or so envisioning again. Repeat your mantra if you have one. 

4. Keep the candles lit, do NOT blow them out. Allow them to go out naturally. 

And that is all! 

If you are having trouble with this spell, I do offer spell casting on my site. I offer this spell for only $15. 

[pottermadison1995]

How To Get Back At Your Ex Boyfriend Stupefying Tricks

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DON'T BEG OR PLEAD - Never beg or harass him then he'll simply lose all self-control.However, if you were dumped here is they start saying something, and then learn from it and put on some soft music to help you discern what went wrong by doing these types of relationships.Your ex will realize just how important it is not working out so far.Yet today, I am ready to have some good advice probably are the most destructive days of my life with you.This was very clear that we ALL desire what we want most is to be as attractive as you are waiting to hear from you.

I know how to win back the heart and pursued my exes anyway.They are at a bunch of choices and find out how can I improve my chances of getting back together again.If you cannot get answers if you have long wanted to make amends for the break up has settled and you've finally managed to move forward with them otherwise your simply likely to want to get your ex to get your ex back.This is the foundation for the outside advice to get your ex back.So if you have a solid foundation on which to build.

Ex Girlfriend Back Song

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