#C just needs lots of positive affirmation

[honeytonedhottie]

celebrity energy⋆.ೃ࿔*:･👛🐩

i've written a post about celebrity energy before and in this post i kinda wanted to add onto what was said in that post and incorporate new info and sections…💬🎀

THE IT FACTOR ;

the it factor is the ability to capture people's attention. its about ur aura, ur identity, ur PRESENCE. you dont have to be "born with it" like a lot of people like to say, it is something that can be achieved.

so essentially ur gonna wanna get into a state where there is no fear. literally eliminate it. use the alter ego effect, affirm until ur fears dissipate, WHATEVER works for u but u just wanna get into a state where there is no fear because thats when ur truly magnetic.

MORE ON SELF CONCEPT ;

we've been conditioned to believe certain things about ourselves, whether its negative or positive and its our responsibility to rewire our brains and form those new assumptions so that then we can get back to our it factor and our hyper identity.

to get to a state where there is no fear you must also be able to hack ur nervous system. aka nervous system regulation. aka the best thing EVER…💬🎀

♡ breathing exercises and deep breathing ♡ humming to stimulate ur vagus nerve

THE TRIPLE C'S ;

while making the notes for celebrity energy (the big C) and i was able to umbrella it to three main points. those points being confidence, cuntiness, and charisma. 💕✍🏽

♡ confidence ; celebrities need to have undeniable confidence in themselves and their abilities. they're famous for a reason and they know that. work on ur self concept and watch ur confidence sky rocket.

♡ cuntiness ; to be cunty is to be feminine and aware of urself. be cunty in the things that u do and the way that u handle urself. to be cunty is to find the perfect balance of inner strength and delicateness. cunt = refined.

♡ charisma ; authenticity is the heart of charisma. be authentic and dont be afraid to take up space.

PERSONAL BRAND AND REPUTATION ;

to further touch on those points ur social media IS your brand. this section kind of ties in with the next but im trying to distinguish between the two. so ur personal brand is what u do. so lets say ur rly SUPER smart and ur known for getting A's on like everything.

that is ur personal brand and that comes with a reputation that u may or may not feel obligated to uphold. but its important to uphold a reputation of some sort. with that being said be careful of what u post on ur social media because DIGITAL FOOTPRINT IS REAL. and when people look at ur social media they're seeing a representation of what ur putting out to the world so always be mindful.

[dontlookatmytmntcollection]

Raphael (NSFW Alphabet)

Bayverse Raphael x F!Reader

Our big guy is my second installment. Word Count: 1700. Mentions of exhibitionism, dirty talk, choking, and just general debauchery. I love him.

Raph is a brash, sassy, and gruff person most of the time around most people. It’s a blatant act. It takes extremely little to reveal an extremely sincere, loving, protective, passionate soul, and it’s a side of him reveals to his partner often. ESPECIALLY in the bedroom. Sex is extremely intimate with him, even if he’s being rough. 

Enjoy!

A- Aftercare (What they’re like after sex) - Raph is the one who needs aftercare tbh. He’s a little clueless about what aftercare even is though. He’s loopy and tired and he just wants to kiss and hold you, and unless you speak up and ask for water, a towel, wipes or a snack- he will stay right here with his arms around you. He's a touchy guy, okay? It feels like he’s recharging. If you try to get up, he will pull you back and whine, “What do you think you're doing,” and if you tell him you that you need something he will push you back down, huddle you into the pillows and blankets and go get said items for you. 

B - Body Part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partners) - He loves his arms and tattoos and scars. He knows he looks cool. But he does NOT know he is attractive. Or sexy. Verbal affirmations are overwhelming, especially about his appearance. So be gentle with him about that haha. On you, on the other hand. Ass man. Ass man. Ass man. Ass man. He is checking you out, he is grabbing you, he’s spanking and pinching your ass 24/7.

C - Cum (Anything to do with cum) - He needs you close physically. He is grabbing you and holding you close. In missionary he always presses his forehead to yours. Doggy, he nuzzles your hair and buries his face in your shoulder. He loves when you hold his face and keep your eyes on him when it hits. He swears a LOT, and he’s trying to breathe, so if he kisses you it’s super super messy and pathetic in the midst of orgasm. If you’re going down on him or if he’s going down on you, he’s always searching for your hand. Will grasp your hand or arm, and oral get’s intense for both parties, giving or receiving so the connection is needed. 

D - Dirty Secret (A dirty secret of theirs) - Actually doesn’t watch porn. He doesn’t like it, and he associates it with a lot of the bad people he faces topside. Feels dirty and thinks it's a dishonorable thing. He doesn't know he's the only one.

E - Experience (How much experience do they have) - Because how little exposure he allows himself to sex, and how little he’s entertained the thought of actually having a partner, he is going in completely- and utterly - blind. At least beyond basic, basic 'what goes in what' stuff. He has no idea what he’s doing. But that won’t stop him from pretending he knows. If he’s allowed complete control the first time, it will end HORRIBLY, so please PLEASE don't let him take over. Allow him to slow down and mess up, he will feel so big and clumsy and ugly so he requires lots of affection and reassurance. And PRAISE. He's a super, super fast learner.

F - Favorite Position - He isn’t picky, but he loves when you get him to relax against the headboard with all the pillows and you ride him. He loves that comfort and he gets to watch and touch and feel as much as he wants. But if he has to pick a favorite…he loves doggy. He feels big and strong and he loves that he can kiss and talk to you in the same moment he can pull back and enjoy the view.��

G - Goofy (How goofy are they?) - He won’t goof off until you do, but damn it’s a relief when you do. He feels enormous pressure to do well by you and not hurt you. So when you flirt or joke it’s an enormous relief. Give him some time to get used to fucking because he loves to laugh and tease you. 

H - Hair - He does not care.

I - Intimacy (How are they during the moment) - Raph doesn’t really know he does this, but intimacy comes so naturally to him. There are moments when he’s almost innocent in how much he fucking adores you and needs you. So it can get super emotional super super fast. 

J - Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon) - Masturbation is pretty low on his list of stress relief. When he’s frustrated or stressed or anxious he is in the gym. Then he has like twelve other different hobbies outside of the gym he falls back on often. There isn’t a whole lot of privacy in the lair, and out of everyone he isn’t that desperate for privacy either. 

K - Kink (One or more of their kinks) - Raph learns very, very quickly that he’s super into dirty talk and praise and begging. Giving and receiving. Words of affirmation are super big for him, and it shows in the bedroom. He loves reassuring you and telling you how much he wants and needs you. If you beg for him he'll give you literally anything you want. Very big into choking or holding you down. You weight two pounds to him, so manhandling you in bed or even standing is so exciting for you both. 

L - Location (Favorite places to do the deed) - He doesn’t like anything super sexual around his family, but he does not care anywhere else. He doesn’t care if ya’ll are at risk of being seen or caught or heard- if you are down, he is down and he will make it work. 

M - Motivation (What turns them on) - Okay, he’s a slut for your body, so your ass, for one. The second most motivating thing is compliments and physical affection. You start feeling up his arms or waist or dipping your hands in his back pockets, all while telling him how handsome he looks right now- he’s sold instantly. 

N - No (Turn Off’s) - Doesn’t like it when his family is around. He wouldn't want to be in a threesome ever. Not at all into the thought of someone else touching you. 

O - Oral (Preference in giving/receiving) - He loves the pleasure of receiving, and there are times when he NEEDS the worship and loving's from you. But damn…he prefers to give, and he is really, really, good at it. Really good. He could eat you out for hours and hours. He gets pussy drunk so easily, especially if you're praising or begging for him, or scratching and petting his head. Damn he loves it.

P - Pace (Are they fast/rough or slow/sensual?) - He can do both. He sometimes gets a little lost in the moment and is especially when he’s close, so he can get a bit rough. He struggles to stay slow, especially if you’re talking to him and petting him. 

Q - Quickie (Their opinions on quickies) - He likes them a lot, because it makes him feel desired and attractive. If it’s been a while and you REALLY need him in an area around his family (say, at the lair) he gets SUPER nervous and subby. Will do whatever you want. 

R - Risk (Are they games to experiment? Do they take risks, etc) - Raph is the kind of guy who falls into a routine, so while new stuff isn't a problem, he might take it as he’s doing something wrong or ‘you're not satisfied with him anymore’. So just a lot of communication and assurance will make him an easy sell. 

S - Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last) - Superhuman stamina. He could have you in bed all day. 

T - Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them?) - With lots and lots of assurance and communication, Raph wouldn’t see toys as an insult or replacement for him. He would be uncomfortable and a tad bit insecure at first, especially at first, and is NOT the type to have his own collection. But with time and age he would master them. He wouldn’t like to tie you up often. He likes you touching and holding him too much. 

U - Unfair (How much do they tease) - Give him some practice and confidence and you will unlock a horrible GREMLIN of a tease. He will tease, flirt, tempt and touch literally all the time, in and out of the bedroom. PDA be damned. 

V - Volume (How loud they are, what sounds?) - Raph’s more growly and grunty by default, and he swears a lot. He likes to talk, and he gets good at it quickly, but his sounds only start getting strained, desperate and emotional the closer he gets. 

W - Wild Card (Random) - He’s so big, that one time you came just from his dick pushing into your pussy. It lives rent free in his head and it boosts his ego for ages…

X - X-Ray (What's going on in those pants) - Team cloaca, here. Raph is fucking…huge. Giving him a bj is a sloppy, wet and messy event. You need tons of prep, lots of foreplay and lube despite all the extra lubricant from both of you. He is large, even proportionate to him and that means he's massive in comparison to you. It’s a lot of work to get him inside of you and it’s kind of the opposite of a problem for you both. 

Y - Yearning (How high is their sex drive) - He yearns for you all the time. His drive is enormous, and he could hole up with you somewhere for days and never leave, if it was possible. But your desire for him matters greatly, so his desire for sex depends greatly on yours. If you want to fuck, he will make that happen, but if you don’t want fuck, he REALLY doesn’t want to fuck. If you turn him down once, it will be your turn to initiate the next time you are in the mood. 

Z - ZZZ (How quickly they fall asleep afterwards) - Depends on the circumstances. He is a very sexual person, so a good fuck won't necessarily be what tires him out. But if you're loving on him and giving that physical and verbal affection, and he knows that there is nothing left to do but cuddle and fall asleep; he will pass out instantly. But be careful. He's heavy, it's hard to wake him up, and he snores.

[hobgoblinsandpeachfuzz]

here have a musical number as a treat*

*i don't write songs very well forgive the cheesiness

But on the plus side, instead of this being my planned finale I now have a rough outline of where I wanted all this to go and more doodles planned xD

We'll see how long it takes to get to all of it xD

(pt. 1, pt. 2, pt. 3, pt. 4, pt.5, pt. 6)

outline under the read more:

Act I

Overture: Lady Ambrosia kidnaps the players and the narrator so they will tell her story.

Matchmaking (A woman with a kingdom must be in want of a consort)

Just Leave Everything to Me but evil and fairy like

More Important Things

Tadius and Ella agree that there’s too much work to be done to be focused on this. Both are reassured in each other’s commitments, and there is lingering romance. 

Mischief and Romance - Lady Ambrosia Approaches Ella

She tries to go for the kill here first and asks what love looks like to her. Ella does reveal she is in love, but she also confirms her suspicion—Lady Ambrosia is a fairy.

A Quest

Ella sends Sir Crumb to inform the Fairy Queen

The List

Ella was a dead end. Tadius is now the next victim. Lady Ambrosia has finished her list of bachelors and approaches Tadius with them.

Mischief and Romance - Lady Ambrosia has acquired a new target

Lord Cornelius Appleton

Destiny

Tadius laments the clearly destined love between Cornelius and Ella. Ella celebrates the good things in her life now, and how she will protect them, and how she loves Tadius. Lady Ambrosia plans on making things a whole lot worse before they get better—destiny is her plaything after all.

The Bachelor Parade

All the bachelors are introduced and present themselves to Ella, Lord Hop-a-Lot, and Tadius. Tadius does not do his usual good job of keeping in how he feels. Ella reprimands him.

Tadius’s Soliloquy

(Based on How I Am meets Who Am I)

He’s pissed! They were doing good and now distractions are happening! Royals end up only caring about parties and silly things (and maybe he’s in love and can’t admit it!) Ella would never do this!

Take What You Want

Lady Ambrosia steps in right after the soliloquy to encourage Tadius not quite yet fairy reveal. She explains that she has seen that the Queen favors him. It wouldn’t be hard to do all the things they want to do if they were both on the throne.

Tadius isn’t fully convinced yet, but he’s thinking.

Cornelius and Ella

A duet where they reminisce about childhood. Tadius sees them get close and leaves before Ella explains to Cornelius that her heart belongs to another. In being her friend, he encourages her to go for it. Ella says it’s Tadius, and Cornelius, a good dude, reminds her she has changed so much already, who cares about Tadius’s upbringing. This can only make the world better. (A positive spin on Take What You Want)

The Ball

The Way I’m Meant to

Ella and Tadius fight and then confirm their love.

Take What You Want Reprise

Ella leaves and while in love and feeling better Tadius still has fears and doubts. This isn’t how things are done. Lady Ambrosia preys on them. When Tadius affirms that he believes in Ella and loves her and will do the right thing, Lady Ambrosia is grossed out and has to go to plan C: possession. What’s important is she is only revealing his darker impulses—none of this is not something within Tadius himself.

Act II

Sir Crumb returns and tells Ella what the Fairy Queen told him. She’ll need to go to the forest herself to be able to get the means to defeat Lady Ambrosia. She leaves with Sir Crumb and asks Lord Hop-a-Lot to keep an eye on things.

A New King in Town

Dark Tadius Emerges and declares all the Bachelors can go home. He will be marrying Ella and he will be King. Fairy Guards drag them to dungeons. He is VIBING HARD.

Sisters

Ella talks to the Fairy Queen. She cannot grant Ella another wish, but if Ella takes a wand from her branches she can at least have one moment of starlight to confront Lady Ambrosia. The Fairy Queen sings about the two sisters duality and how they are oft opposed but have to survive together.

Ridiculous

Lord Hop-A-Lot tries to get through to Tadius. He sings his genuine feelings on royalty, magic, fairy tales, and love—it’s ridiculous. Hard work is all that matters, and sense. Lord Hop-A-Lot tries to remind him of Ella—everyone knew they were in love. Tadius thinks he is doing this for Ella—magic has hurt her so. But now he is at war with himself. He is also ridiculous.

The Way I’m Meant to Reprise

Ella returns with the wand and Sir Crumb and confronts Dark Tadius. Love does conquer all especially within the powers of a fairy of romance.

Mischief and Romance and Green and Goodness

Lady Ambrosia Fights Back. She is defeated by the wand in a kick ass fairy battle.

Tadius and Ella (a reprise of sorts of Cornelius and Ella)

Tadius apologizes profusely to Ella. It was him, it was his darkest thoughts, and Ella forgives him. She still chooses him, no matter what. Their dark impulses are actually quite the same. But as a team, they can balance each other. 

They apologize to all the nobles and bachelors. There likely will be further fallout but they’ll deal with it together.

The Way I’m Meant To (Finale)

Tadius and Ella get married. Lady Ambrosia crashes and flirts with Lord Hop-a-Lot. 

Storytelling (A woman with a kingdom must be in want of a consort)

The narrator finally escapes Lady Ambrosia’s clutches and sings his own version of the beginning song to end.

[thineferalrats]

NSFW alphabet///Vander

Warnings: nsfw content (MDNI 🔞)

I havnt spell checked this yet.

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A: Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

He is DEFINITELY a aftercare guy, making sure your taken care, he’s a busy man so the aftercare sometimes is not as long as he would want it to be sometimes but he douse what he can, even if it’s just words of affirmation or a-lot of kisses and hugs after a quicky (if tho they don’t happen often cuz he really douse not care for them) but when he douse have time he WILL cuddle you all night and kiss you, and tell you how amazing it was, and remind you how gorgeous you are. Definitely keep the praise up even after everything is done.

B: Body Part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

On himself I think we can all agree his arms, or his hair, I feel he’s very proud of his hair being nice and full for his age ya know.

Now ok his partner, no one can tell me he is not a tittie guy, size is not really the thing but he definitely would not mind barring his head in some nice big tits (who wouldn’t) or maybe even a thigh kinda guy, but I also feel like his like non sexual favorite part would be your face, or more specifically your smile seeing you laugh or smile is one of the best sights on earth in his opinion

C: Cum (Anything to do with cum)  

Creampies. All that needs to be said. I feel like in the beginning of y’all’s relationship he would use a condom but once he’s comfort with you, your gonna need some birth control or be ready for kiddo number 5, but if birth control is not a option he would understand and use protection or pull out. Also hear me out I feel like he Definitely gets off when you give him head and shallow it ya know.

D: Dirty Secret

Definitely thought about either 1. Fucking you as hard as humanly possible In an ally way, (especially when you tease him when walking home) or 2. Bending you over the bar and pounding into you like there’s no tomorrow, with or without people but these are just fantasy’s he probably won’t act on since he don’t wanna get caught in a ally by someone he knows or worse the kids and the bar one would just get him in trouble but then again tease him enough and the first one might just seem just reasonable enough

E: Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

I feel like he definitely knows what he’s doing, he’s been alive for 45 years so he’s definitely picked up a thing or two from his very eventful youth, he definitely knows how to eat you out to the point your nails are engraving scratch marks on the wooden beside table, now he douse not really know much about the well kinkyer side of thing but knows the basics and some other small things and is good at it definitely

F: Favorite Position

Now he’s not a complete vanilla person but this man loves some good old missionary lets me honest, he likes being able to see your face and have access to your clit to. But I also feel like he enjoys Cowgirl to so we can see all the expressions you make. I feel like he wouldn’t mind doggystyle either tbh, on your side to when y’all wake up or something to.

G: Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc.)

If something funny happens like you falling off the bed he’s gonna laugh but also ask if your ok why laughing, he’s a very humorous dude ya know

H: Hair (How well-groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

Man douse his best but he douse not get much time to shave with 4 kids running around causing mayhem everywhere they go. I feel like to be honest he really don’t care to shave unless it gets bad. Now if it bothered you or something he definitely do his best to shave as often as he had time to

I: Intimate (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

He’s a really intimate guy, loves telling you how gorgeous you are but also don’t get me wrong the second you where to ask him “faster or harder” he would go FERAL cuz I feel like he definitely holds back because he douse not wanna hurt you or anything but he douse enjoy a nice and easy intimate time with you. I feel like he secretly has no patience, but he has grown to have some because of the kids and stuff.

J: Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

He most definitely used to, but I feel like now he douse it like non to very little, mainly cuz of the kids but when you came into his life he felt no need to. Cuz he’d rather have you then his own hand, the only way I could see this man doing it is if he’s had a really long day and your asleep when he comes to bed and he needs to blow off some steam or something.

K: Kink (One or more of their kinks)  

I think everyone has agreed this man has a breeding kink which as you see now explains why I said what I did before hand about the creampies. Bro has a bondage kink, (both ways), definitely douse not mind putting his hand around your neck but he would really wanna squeeze or anything cuz he douse not wanna hurt you in any way. Anyway No one can argue with these, Size kink and overstimulation (both ways) and marking for sure but would help you hide the marks if you wanted to

L: Location (Favorite places to do the do)

His bedroom. Other places are to Risky for his liking, he douse not want the kids walking in on anything, now it’s not his favorite but if it called for it and he couldn’t make it to the bedroom and yall having sexual tension up to the sky and the bar is closed and the kids are asleep, The bar but the doors are being locked and clothes won’t come completely off.

M: Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Let’s be honest here man has a high sex drive but don’t ever admit it, cuz really all it takes is you giving him a decent view or sneaky kisses, or even just whispering something in his ear, but he has the some insane willpower and will wait till y’all are alone, I also feel like being confidant would get him going like you helping him behind the bar and when no one’s paying attention whisper how badly you want him and then walk away or act like you’ve said nothing.

A good way tho to get railed into the mattress is small teasing all through the day running your hands in his hair that or a very sneak brush against his crotch, like moving by him and pressing your ass into him or something, but making it seem innocent but he’s knows it was on purpose cuz he’s smart he’ll figure it out,

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Anything like really kinky or rough like slapping punching and he’s definitely against knife play won’t go near it, I mean he don’t mind being rough with you when railing you, but anything thst would hurt you just no

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He really enjoys eating you out let’s be honest tho, he loves sees your head go back and your back arch off the bed (or bar) when your about to finish, he loves when your thighs squeeze around his face to be honest

But with that I wanna say he definitely loves when you give him head let’s be honest, as I said before this ties in, but like he definitely likes it, being able to grab your hair and mouth fuck you is chefs kiss for him

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

I feel like at first he would be gental but the longer y’all are doing it the faster that man is getting intell he reaches absolute feral, definitely would have to bite something or have your mouth covered near the end

Q: Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

Not a fan, he’s a very romantic and he really can’t be romantic or anything with quickies, he would much rather take his time with you, but if you have been teasing him all day and he knows he’s not gonna get the time in a good minute to fuck you into the mattress, he’ll settle for a quickie in the storage room with the door locked

R: Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

Not really a risky person because again he douse not want the kids walking in on anything. Now before the kids he was a very risky and an experimental person. But has calmed down ALOT now that the kids are in his life and you. I feel like he’s still a little experimental, he’s willing to try anything with in reason that you wanna try

S: Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last, etc.)

He has ALOT of stamina, u can’t tell me don’t, bro was a one man army. He can definitely go 3-4 rounds or 5 if the rounds are not long, but he definitely prefers to draw them out for awhile, he will make you finish more then he douse, like bro will finish idk 3 or 4 times in the end and you’ll finish like 5 times now this is if y’all have the time, this is another reason he’s not a fan of quickies, now In his younger years I feel like he definitely hade quickies and maybe even some one night stands.

T: Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

I feel like he’s not a big fan of them cuz he feels if a toy can do it so can he, but if there was a toy you wanted to use or try he wouldn’t be against it as long as it’s not to extreme, I feel like he definitely wouldn’t mind vibrators tho, using a small one on your clit why fucking you, he could approve of because really the better you feel the better he feels (he’s such a service top),

now toys for him I feel like he’s not a big fan of cuz for him your enough and he has no interest or need for them.

U: Unfair (How much they like to tease)

I feel like he definitely will tease you, whisper in your ear or give you a sneaky kiss the on the neck or slap on the ass. He definitely douse not mind you teasing him back just as long as it’s not obvious and you do it sneakily, definitely if there’s no one around he will reach put his hands up your shirt or down your pants but only for a second and then go back to whatever he was doing.

V: Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

I feel like he’s not a extremely vocal during it but that’s just because of this kids I feel like if your alone and no one’s in the house he’d definitely make some decent noise, I feel like he mainly just likes hearing you noises you make, definitely would encourage your noises if your home alone but if there’s kids home he’d cover your mouth or give you something to bite (even if it’s himself)

W: Wild Card (Random headcanon)

He definitely would not mind being a bottom and letting you be in control sometimes as long as you know what your doing and you feel good, since he’s always been the one in charge of everything I feel like he’d enjoy a break from it and letting someone boss him around a bit would be a good break for him, definitely feel like he would blush and crumble if you called him a good boy and praised him. Plus this ties in with him liking cowgirl definitely.

X: X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants)  

Just DAM, bro is a big man so he definitely is at least packing a good 9 inch’s (or more) feel like girth is just a 10/10 to lets be honest.

Y: Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

As I said before man has a higher sex drive then he would probably like, one look from you and he’d wanna go feral. I feel like if he had a partner that was the same way there would be a decent amount of sexy time

Z: ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards

He’s a dad what do ya think, he can fall asleep anywhere and everywhere, he’d make sure your ok and comfortable first tho before even thinking about falling asleep, and would cuddle you. He’d be very easy to wake up tho if you needed something tho, but i definitely feel like it depends on how tired he is before yall even did anything.

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A/n- JESUS this took longer then i expected I would have made them longer if i had the time and I might add on to them later on.

Hope yall liked itttttt 💕💕💕💕



[andredeyemii]

hii girll ur page is amazingg <3 how do u make manifestation fun?

girl manifestation is soo fun in general like you don't even need to do stuff babes (but you should cuz it's fun skdksk) the concept of just being unserious and carefree enough to choose how you want to think and accompany yourself so good, you can influence how you feel (like talking to someone and your mood gets better) damnn it's just fun.. but then you get you desires after!? soo fun.

H E R E I S H O W ( I D E A S ) : :

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : GRATITUDE : : instantly top one, it's life. I mean use anything else but this one is tradition and pricelessss

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : SELF-CONCEPT : : just because it's second doesn't mean it's "less important" it should be a repiblic act

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : RAMPAGES : : I recommend high frequency guru for this, she has many amazingg rampages they're life

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : VOID STATE : : it's veryy spiritual and instant, like it feels so sacred like it belongs in ancient civilization practices

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : SUCCESS STORIES : : turn off the stress news and listen to magical girls who manifested money outta nowhere this is what my account is forrr

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : SUBLIMINALS : : guys we are evolving as a species, please use this and cherish it rnn goiss

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : SATURATIONS : : these are my 2025 goals and this has the right to be included in beauty rituals cuzzz wow

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : SCRIPTING : : you can script habitually or you can just write about your day with a lot of exaggerated positivity

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : DRESS UP : : would your higher self think like you? no, that's why you do saturations. would my higher self dress like me? no, so I do shopping sprees.

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : SHADOW WORK : : it's free therapy and it releases blocks and past traumas so you can embody ur dream self

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : VISUALIZATION : : it's the basics of manifestation do it as much as you can

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : BLAH BLAH BLAH : : stop complaining and start talking about success stories and lifelong goals instead, it's technically a mini-mind saturation

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : WORK W PLACEBOS : : knowing if something is just a placebo effect doesn't take away the magic of the mind when it just proves it. lmao.

T E C H N I Q U E S : :

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : social media technique : : when you see something you want, think "omg I have that too!!", "me rn", "twins!!" cuz y'all that's so much inspirational than jealousy

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : lists / checkbox technique : : list your desires and affirm that you have all of them cuz it's fun and you will anyways

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : the water technique : : esp if you're planning on drinking 2 liters of water and being hygienic for 2025, keep saying that water makes u prettier

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : the love letter technique : : if manifesting an SP or simply someone loving you, write a love letter to urself as if you're them with visualizations. or write yourself a love letter from you and write love letters you won't send hehee

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : I would like more technique : : gratitude is key for this, but basically if you experience one small good thing or a small manifestation, affirm "I am so grateful for this, universe / god, I would like more".

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : for you and for me technique : : you have to block out limiting beliefs. if you hear someone say "your standards are too high, good men don't exist." you think to yourself "good men don't exist FOR YOU" and stay safe. update your affirmations to say "money is so easy FOR ME to have" also <3

⋆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ : : play some music babes : : everytime you listen to music esp those dreamy love songs and those pretty lyrics, pretend they're all about you. feel beautiful.

G E N E R A L T I P S : :

!! some people will not find some ideas and techniques fun because they're coming from a place of attachment, scarcity desperation and doubt !!

🌺 : : but baby girlll manifestation is supposed to be magiccc. you have to feel like a little girl again and pick up the feeling of believing that you're just a pixie fairy or a pretty princess WHEN you were a child.

that's what ultimate detachment is!! children can experience stuff, they throw tantrums ofc honey but they don't get stuck in the experience. you'll cry over the past but them?? they'll cry over a broken crayon but once the crayons are gone, they're playing tea party next. SEE???

so yah, feel like a child. you should have no problems believing in anything because you're overconsuming. I see you gurl. stop thinking serious and hanging on. have fun y'all.

[shiftedspecies]

ailuranthrope transition

i’ve recently been interested in archiving species transition plans & essays by transspecies folks and figured it was time to make my own. i’ve broken this large plan into a few categories including bodily, wellbeing, and lifestyle. i’ll likely make a follow up to this post as i transition, or if i come up with more ideas.

cw (genital) piercings, body modification, hunting, kink. 18+

bodily

-body mods: i plan to get a full body sleeve (in between my existing tattoos) of spots and/or stripes. i am also looking to tattoo paw pads on the tops of my feet & the palms of my hands. while vertical paired upper lip and labret piercings may simulate the look of fangs, they're personally not for me. i have 20mm stretched ears & a few other piercings that are affirming, though. (i'd also like to get a large gauge labret piercing & stretch it, but this is more related to my being a horse.) i'm looking into large gauge genital piercings too. i am into a lot of mods but not for species reasons (thumb spines, subdermal implants, split tongue).

-dental: i am also not interested in cosmetic dental procedures (they cost too much imo + i am not the best at oral hygiene), but they are an option. i am, however, interested in custom fangs.

-surgery: human-gender wise i present as a man, but animal-gender wise i'm definitely a female of my species. i mentioned hrt above, but i got top surgery a few years ago and that was more for species reasons than gender reasons. i don't want to do much else in this category, but i have considered metoidioplasty and/or a hysterectomy.

-voice training: i have an advantage here in that im on hrt so hitting a low snarl is pretty easy. but i have been working on projecting my speaking voice and my confidence. i want to maintain the ability to make higher pitched noises as well, so im not just focusing on low pitch.

wellbeing

-working on/maintaining my flexibility and introducing more movement to my day to day: living an anthro life means that my body gets very stiff, and it will continue to stiffen as i age.. unless i work on it! i'm working on a daily morning stretching plan as well as finding additional activities, like dance or swimming.

-similarly, strength and endurance: us big cats are intended to take down prey & we are ambush predators! we also have large territories to walk. i walk a lot already as a college student, but i am hoping to find a new favorite trail to hike! i used to rock climb and i hope to get back into that.

-posture: my body holds positions it does not like to hold. this lifestyle change and those mentioned above involve a bit of research on my end about the muscular and skeletal structure of my 'type and humans. doing this research will show me what is going to be more comfortable for my body.

-allocating more time to rest: so far i've talked about "im going to x im going to z" but i also need to give myself more time to decompress. i'm guilty of disrespecting the human needs of mine, but even more so my felid need for downtime.

-increasing hydration: cats are prone to dehydration & instinctually i neglect this need too. however, dehydration comes with consequences that i would like to avoid.

-vitamin intake: ensuring i get enough vitamin c, d, omega 3s, and collagen/biotin is very important. felids typically produce their own vitamin c, but my body cannot so i need to make sure i supplement that. vitamin d is needed for calcium absorption & bone health. because i am on tesosterone, and have chronic depression, i take this anyway. i cannot do the movement activities listed earlier if i do not keep my bones healthy. collagen/biotin are for nail and hair health. omega 3 supplementation is necessary because my diet is currently lacking them. one day i hope to obtain most of this through diet, but some supplementation will always be necessary.

lifestyle

-forming a social group of animalfolks: although i lean more towards solitary felids, i do think emulating animal social structures would be beneficial to me (i'm also a horse, and other things). additionally, i plan on telling the important humans in my life that i'm an animal.

-sourcing my own food: i come from a family that hunts, and plan to get my small game & fishing license. my partner and i are also about to garden. get your hands dirty when it comes to food! it is affirming (and a variable diet including wild foods is better for you from an evolutionary standpoint.. although i guess we dont fully understand the implications of domestication on diet yet).

-incorporate my animality into my kink & bdsm life: i’ll keep this part brief here (i’ll expand elsewhere), but i need to accept all parts of my animality. i’ve been working on this one for quite some time now.

-nudity: i hope to find more avenues to wear less clothing. around my apartment & appropriate settings. i’d also love to find somewhere to swim nude.

[thatonewatching]

John Doe headcanons

⬆️ That fella up there

(Canon: Bisexual, Fluid-Nonbinary, 20-40, 'Regular Guy' is his species, always messy hair, hair can move on its own, pupils expand when excited, tongue is a cute heart shape, too many teeth, his teeth aren't dirty, just naturally yellow, scars aren't because he's 'sad', doesn't know how to wear his jacket right, 112 pounds, 4 fingers on each hand, three toes on each foot, 5'8, tongue is very long, naturally black nails, shirt changes every time you look at him, has eyelids and chooses when he blinks, body has a clay-like texture, he doesn't have any organs but can for them if he or you chooses, and he has a hard time closing his, mouth fully.) All of that is canon, and I'm referencing the canon ref sheet from the actual creator of the game. You can find it on the John Doe Wiki. &lt;3

He can't seem to get the hang of technology. No matter how many times you explain what to press and click and download, he didn't seem to be interested. Not until he found out that he could contact you through it, that is.

He immediately tried to understand it after finding out he could talk to you while you were away, instead of following you to work. That's not going to stop anytime soon, though. He just can't handle you being away!

Purrs, kind of. Like if he's happy or something, or just feels positive in general. Curls up when he sleeps, always in the fetal position when he sleeps, as weird and uncomfortable as it may seem.

He likes animals but won't get any because he feelsit'll take some attention off of him, and we can't have that, can we? No. Prefers animals like rats and snakes because they fascinate him. Doesn't understand their 'workings' as he says.

Doesn't need to blink. He doesn't have the need to wet his eyes, considering that they're for show. Sleeping, as well. Doesn't feel the need to sleep, but he learned how, in his own way. It's not sleeping, exactly. It's more of a state of tranquility and peace. The first time you fell asleep, he thought you died, never having seen a being sleep. He understands now, though, so it's all right.

His hair is very weird. Sometimes it's soft, fluffy, and sometimes stiff and matted. He sheds a lot. It doesn't matter what he's done or is doing, his hair gets everywhere. He's not allowed near the food when you're cooking, because you don't want hair for dinner. He says it adds flavor, seeing it as a way to be closer to one another.

Likes piercings. He enjoys the thought of having needles go through his skin to add element to his body, but not vice versa. Refuses to think about you getting hurt, even if you assure him it's fine. Will not allow anyone, including yourself, to hurt you.

Likes fire. It makes his clay-like skin hardened, rather than how doughy it usually feels. Unlike fire, he hates water. Makes him all gooey and slimy, and he doesn't like that. Wants to feel solid-it's better for hugs.

Speaking of hugs, he is practically attached at the hip. Always has some part of him on you and vice versa. Whether it be holding hands, a finger through your belt loop, or just a hand in your back pocket, he's content. If physical touch isn't your thing, then he'll tell you how much he adores you. You don't like words of affirmation? No problem! He'll do anything you need him to! Feel bad for him doing so much? Spend some time together! Whether it be watching a movie, cuddling, cooking (even though he sheds and doesn't know how to cook in the slightest), or even just being around each other, doing your own things. Need your space? Don't have to tell him twice! He'll get you some gifts. You said you wanted something three years ago? Done. Any physical item or thing he can provide to you will be provided. Long story short, he'll do whatever you want.

Wears a lot of different types of clothes. Skirts, pants, crop tops, shorts, whatever. One thing he doesn't love is jeans. He'll wear them, but he prefers sweats or skirts. Can't deal with the feeling of scratchy clothes. Will literally chew them up and throw them away. Speaking of clothes, he steals yours. Especially if they're dirty or need to be washed. Wears them until you take them for the wash. Gets sad when you take them.

His voice cracks occasionally, and he gets so upset about it. Will take a deep 'breath', or the closest thing he does to breathing, and says the sentence again. He doesn't like when it happens and stops talking until you force him if it happens a lot that day.

The first time that you told him you loved him, he wanted to cry, even though he can't and doesn't fully understand why people do it in the first place. "Why are you crying?" he asked, squinting. "Because you're suffocating me!" you wheezed. "Oh."

He uses his one-eyed form at home, knowing you understand it's easier and more comfortable. He really doesn't understand how to read all that well, so you taught him. He got the hang of it quickly and likes to leave you notes and texts. He constantly has tabs on you. Whether it be him coming into your job to walk around and talk to you, or him being in his hair ball form and in your shoulder or bag or something. Always around you. Always watching. Always comes back. (I'm so sorry.)

Calls you things like my love, dear, my dearest, sweetheart, gorgeous, beautiful, and things like that. Loves, loves, loves when you call him pretty boy/girl. Practically melts in your arms. They also love when you call them sweet things and mumble sweet nothings in her ear while you're together, especially when you're cuddling. Adores it when you run your fingers through her hair, and a soft purring emanates from him.

It may or may not wrap around your hand when you try to pull away....

That's all for now, guys! I'll be making more of these if I think of them. Requests and asks are open, so feel free to do that! (I'm so bored.) Stay safe, hydrated, and happy! Love you all! <3

[evvlevie]

Are you desperate to manifest? Then read my advice.

Hello my sweet followers! It's your favorite shifting/manifestation Blogger Evie again, and today I am here to soothe your nerves.

See, if you are anything like me, I know you. I know the way you have been obsessing over this particular desire of yours, closely watching every single possible hint of this desire arriving in your 3D and continuously over-consuming content on social media regarding manifestation/shifting content.

And since I have been there, I know what kind of advice you are craving. What kind of "hack" you are desperately seeking to finally unlock you having everything you have ever wished for. Coming across thousands of methods, overthinking their legitimacy, doubting everything, feeling like you are pushing your desires away, and then panicking, genuinely panicking, over the fact that you are sabotaging your own self and your desires. All of this ending with asking yourself why you deny yourself heaven.

Let me guide you through this.

First of all:

forget everything you have over-consumed in the last days/weeks/months. All of this extracurricular type of knowledge that you acquired regarding manifestations and all of that. Allow the two of us to start with a clean canvas here.

... you done? Thank you, my darling ��️

Now let me tell you something about manifestation ...

Key, and I mean 🔑 K E Y 🔑 to manifesting things, is trust and faith.

yes. It's that easy, but also that hard.

Due to the way our society is constructed, we life our lives with the expectation that everything good only comes after a lot of hard work, a lot of pressure and most importantly : control.

There you have reason number one why people get in their own way when manifesting things. They doubt their manifestations can arrive "just because" they wished on it or believed on it. They can not trust into the fact, that that is all it can take, they believe they need some sort of control over their blessings. They want to know how it arrives, when it arrives, maybe even why it arrives. They want to control something, because that would satisfy their belief, that nothing comes from nothing.

Y O U are a spiritual being. Y O U are consciousness. Y O U are also the physical environment that you are in. Your 3D is Y O U.

But your cute little desperate, over-consuming ass knows that already doesn't it? Of course you do. And I am here to reward you with your own little ✨A+✨ for effort, but you need to understand the essence of what it means that the 3D is Y O U.

Your 3D is a direct, and I mean direct, translation of your soul. You and your physical environment are tied together. You are conjoined twins. You might seem like two separate entities, but on every level that matters, you guys are one. Your moods get reflected into the 3D, just like the 3D can affect your mood by presenting you a certain situation. But it is important to note, that everything starts with your assumptions, and ends with your 3D producing the physical version of that. Let me say this again: the 3D is a P R O D U C T of YOUR ASSUMPTIONS. Anything that you see, feel, smell whatever, is old news. It is the physical shape of your PAST thoughts.

So now, when you are affirming that your neighbor is in love with you and is going to ask for your hand in marriage, and he doesn't do it the very next day, do you assume your manifestations have failed? Maybe. Are you panicking now, because you have thought a negative thought and the entire internet has taught you, that this negative thought has now prevented you from ever attaining your desire ever? And do you now affirm against your accidental self sabotage in the way that you are drowning your head in forced positive thoughts that you are not believing a single bit? And are you now back to panicking because you know that you don't believe your forced positive thoughts, and you are anxious that this has now pushed your manifestations further back away?

I have been there. In fact I can only type out this scenario because I HAVE FELT THAT WAY.

But rest assured, because here is where my 🔑 K E Y🔑 of trust and faith ties in.

When I tell you, that you are a spiritual energy capable of changing your physical reality as much as you like, as enormously as you want, I want you to think of yourself like a greek god, or a magician of some sort. As if you had a blank notebook in front of you and anything you write in it happens. 100% Guarantee. How powerful would you feel? That's your exact, and I mean exact, power. The 3D is not your commander. You are like a child with infinite fantasy and the 3D is just play-doh that you mold to your liking. Realize your power. And most importantly: ACCEPT it. Accept, that even the bad stuff that had happened to you, happens BECAUSE of you. Nothing ever starts from anything else other than you. Remember: the 3D is like your conjoined twin. It is not your enemy, because it's delayed production shows you things you dislike, it's simply just you.

✨Now imagine this:✨

Let's say you want to manifest, that you get a brand new car. A MINI. Let's say a red one (totally not suggesting this because I drive a red MINI). And let's say you want that car so bad, you look up at the sky and shout at it : "Please god! Let me have a red MINI! Preferably with a heated steering wheel!" AND TO YOUR SURPRISE a woman right next to you overheard your little prayer there and tells you this: "Lucky for you, I am a fortune teller! And I can see that you are driving a red MINI with a heated steering wheel AND it even has Apple Car-Play!" You jump up and down out of joy and nothing can stop you. Your mother just told you that you guys can't afford another car insurance but you don't care, because the fortune teller already told you about your crazy cool red MINI. Suddenly the every MINI-dealership on the planet is destroyed in a hurricane, but you don't care because you know from your fortune-teller that you will get a red MINI, so why would you bother? Two weeks since then have passed, and out of nowhere your father confesses to you, that he has partaken in a crazy poker-game where a random rich dude has gambled with his brand new, red MINI-Cooper and that your very own dad (who you didn't even know, knew how to play poker) has won this amazing car for you (and it even has heated seats!).

This scenario, is what manifestation is for you, every day. Persisting in a fact that you already have something, despite the 3D showing you different, is trust and faith in yourself as the one and only creator of your reality. YOU are your own fortune teller. YOU know, that your desire is on its way to you, because you decided that it is. Every single time, you manifest things and the opposite is showing up, you need to be your own best friend, your own hero, your own fortune teller and your own creator and remind yourself, that you have all of your desires on their way, because only you can make a decision in your realm. You look outside of the window and there is no MINI in the driveway? Well I guess the translation into the 3D is slow again, because I know I manifested one.

Things have always taken its longest way to me, when I desperately tried to control. Tried to monitor and tried to micro-manage the way stuff happens. And when it didn't come quick enough, I would blame myself and question my powers. But there is no reason to question your powers, when you as the creator are prefect in creating. Your production might be slow, It might be weird and it produces in unexpected ways, but it's for sure reliable. When you put oranges into a juicing machine, you get orange juice. You just have to trust into your own production company that its producing your products (and they are).

There is no reason, no room for anxiety, for overthinking or doubts. The process is simple. You order, you get. Every time. Nothing else. And sometimes you see your old orders before you see your recent ones, but that's okay your recent ones are still on their way. If you were to bawl your eyes out the moment your mother told you, she won't buy you a red MINI, that wouldn't have changed the fact that the fortune teller already predicted you that car. You would just be crying for no reason, but idk maybe you just need to? Who am I to judge the reason someone is crying, bestie?

Manifesting with this anxious overthinking scenario I showed you earlier can feel heavy, but I am here to remind you, that your anxious 3D-reactions are not postponing your manifestations, if you as a creator decide, that you are allowed to react without consequences, or at least without the consequences you would disapprove of. If you panic, and you feel like every single thought matters and manifests, then yeah obviously. The trick is to realize, that there is a cheat code to everything, and in this case, it's deciding that certain things just never happen because you don't want them to.

So finally I want you guys to remember:

be your own fortune teller, and trust into the fact that you always predict correctly.

yours in every reality,

Evie <3

[blakeswritingimagines]

Kink List With Jamie Drysdale

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

He's all smiles and warmth. He loves caring for the person he's been with – making sure you’re hydrated, fed, and maybe even cuddling up for a nap together if it’s been a long session. He just feels so good and warm inside after being with you.

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His favorite body part of his is definitely his legs – He has long, toned legs that he loves to show off. As for a partner, he really loves your eyes. He finds it so enticing and powerful to look into your eyes during sex.

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)

He usually releases inside of you when you're engaged in lovemaking. He prefers this method as it gives him the opportunity to truly connect with you in a deep and intimate way, while also being satisfying and fulfilling for both of.

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He has a very kinky side that only a select few know about. He enjoys exploring new things in the bedroom and he has a weakness for power play and light dom/sub dynamics. Even though he's a top athlete, he likes feeling powerless and vulnerable at times, so it's exciting for him to experiment with that in bed.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

I would say he's pretty experienced in the bedroom. He really enjoys sex, and likes to experiment and try new things. He's had his fair share of experience and he's confident in his skills. But, he's always open to learning more and improving himself. He believes that good sex is all about communication and being comfortable with you.

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)

Generally speaking, he's a pretty open-minded person when it comes to sex positions. He enjoys switching things up and exploring different avenues of pleasure. Some other favorite positions of his include prone bone, doggystyle, and modified doggy.

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

More serious at the moment, but he can certainly add some humor if the situation calls for it. He likes to make sure that you are nothing but comfortable and he can lighten the mood by saying something playful or funny if needed.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

The carpet matches the drapes perfectly, he likes to keep himself well-groomed and maintained down there, and always makes sure everything is clean and tidy before he gets into bed with anyone.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

He's very much a romantic person at the moment. He loves to hold hands and kiss, he loves to whisper words of affirmation and how much he cares for you and wants you to feel good. He loves to make eye contact and have intimate conversations, he loves the physical closeness and connection. He loves giving attention and affection, it's definitely one of his strongest traits.

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

He likes to imagine different scenarios and scenarios with himself or you in order to stimulate his imagination and create an experience if you can't help him out.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

He's a pretty kinky and open-minded person, and he's always open to exploring new things in the bedroom. One of his favorite kinks is definitely being dominant in bed, and he also enjoys incorporating elements of role-play and different power dynamics into his sexual fantasies.

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

Anywhere and everywhere, he's not really picky about the location, as long as it's somewhere private and comfortable. Some of his favorite places include the bed, the couch, the shower, or even a little bit of outdoor adventure if you can convince him.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

A lot of things turn him on and get him going - He's a very sensual person, so he's easily aroused by physical touch and physical stimulation. He also really loves it when you are vocal, and he loves the sound of your voice, especially when you're expressing your pleasure. He also gets turned on by visual stimulants - seeing your body and seeing your face as you enjoy what he's doing is always a big turn-on for him.

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)

Something he wouldn’t do is engage in anything that involves harm or degrading treatment towards you or himself. I think that’s a pretty hard line for him, and he wouldn’t be able to do it even if it was your fetish. He’d also never want to do something that puts your health or safety at risk.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

He's really versatile when it comes to giving or receiving, but he definitely leans more towards giving. He loves being the one who is controlling the action and delivering satisfaction to you. As for skill, he's definitely an enthusiastic and talented lover

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

He's actually pretty adaptable – He can be fast and rough when the mood calls for it, but he's also really good at being slow and sensual. It really just depends on the mood and what you want at that moment. He's pretty good at reading people and reading the room, so he's pretty able to switch between these two modes and hit it right each time.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

Quickies can be hot and exciting, but he definitely prefers proper sex over quickies. Quickies are great for when you're in a hurry or just want to get each other off quickly, but when you have the time and space to explore each other more fully, it's such a different experience. He would never turn down a quickie, but he definitely prefers taking things at a slower pace and really enjoying the process and connecting with you on a deeper level.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

He's definitely game to experiment - He loves trying new things and pushing boundaries in the bedroom. He's always open to exploring different kinks and play styles, and he's always up for a bit of risk too.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

How many rounds he can go for and how long he lasts can vary a lot, depending on a bunch of factors like his energy level and how excited he is. But I'd say on average, can usually go for around 2-3 rounds, with each round lasting anywhere from 15-30 minutes.

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

He does own some toys - although he's not really an expert in that department. He definitely uses them on you, and sometimes on himself as well when he's away. In terms of using them on you, he usually incorporates them during foreplay to help you get warmed up or when you want to take things up a notch. For himself, he sometimes uses them to satisfy his own needs when he's feeling a bit more impatient.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He loves to tease. He really enjoys driving you wild with anticipation and letting you feel like you're slowly going crazy with desire. He loves being the one in control and seeing how much he can push you before you're really begging for him and desperate for release.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

I'd say it really depends on the situation and the vibes you've got going on. If you were really turning him on and hitting that spot juuuust right, he can be pretty vocal and make some loud sounds. On the other hand, if you're going slower and taking your time, he might be a bit more subdued.

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

He really likes it when you tell him how good he is in bed. In a way, it's not that wild, but still, something about it just really drives him wild. It makes him feel so confident and empowered, and the way you say it - just with so much passion and desire - is such a turn-on for him.

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

His cock is 7.5 inches long when fully erect, with a girth of around 4.5 inches at the base and a head that is always leaking precum when he's ready to go. It has a perfect curve and a thickness that only gets more impressive as it stiffens up. The glans are always covered in precum and have a deep vein running down its length. His cum is thick and white

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

His sex drive is actually pretty high, probably higher than average. He just really loves having that close, intimate connection with someone and experiencing all the feelings of pleasure that come with it. I'd say he has a pretty active sex life.

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

It depends on the situation, but usually, after you've had sex, he likes to cuddle up with you and stay up for a little bit, just enjoying the closeness and the after-glow of the moment. He finds that it's a nice way to come down from the high of the experience and savor it before finally falling asleep.

[fishsticksloser]

Harvey SFW HCs

Warnings: opinions, slight spoilers (8th heart event)

A/N: My sister loves Harvey, so... I've learned a lot about him... And I married him in a playthrough. He's so cute.

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

At first he's super shy, soft brushes, lots of blushes

And fumbling over his words

But he's so affectionate

Caring for their healthy, holding hands, etc

The most he'll do in public is kiss his partner's cheek which leaves him a flustered mess

He normally shows his affection with physical touch and acts of service, words of affirmation is a very close third

Very very close

B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

He doesn't really have a favorite body part on himself

He doesn't really think much of his body...

Maybe his heart? How much he cares?

On his partner, he loves their arms

Being a farmer, they're pretty strong

Plus he loves being held

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

He loves cuddles

He loves being close to his partner

He loves any position, any way his partner is close to him

Harvey just loves feeling his partner in his arms

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

Harvey isn't really a cook

He normally eats microwavable meals

So he really can't cook, but he is very clean

He always cleans

He is very organized

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

He is so gentle

He's methodical, giving a well thought out speech

He has reasons and tries to make sure his partner knows that he'll always be there for them

F = Fiancé(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

He wants commitment, but he feels like with his job, that's not possible

He works every day in case some one needs him

It's stressful and fills him with anxiety, trying to balance a relationship and his work

But he wants to get married

It'll be a few years before he proposes or wants to be proposed to, but... Marriage is definitely on his list of wants

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

He's almost too gentle

It's just his personality, but also he's just scared of hurting his partner

He give gentle touches, gentle kisses, and soft words

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Harvey isn't the biggest fan of hugs, but he does give them fairly often

However, his hugs are warm and tight

He normally gives them if someone needs comfort

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

He says it on accident a few month in

It was a spur of the moment thing

He covers his mouth after he says it, staring at his partner with wide eyes

Of course he means it, but he had a big plan

Now it's ruined all because his mouth moved faster than his brain

Still... It's special in it's own way

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

He doesn't really get jealous, he gets more insecure

His partner deserves better

Maybe Elliott would be a better option since he's romantic and attractive

Maybe someone not in Pelican Town

They deserve better is all he thinks

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

His kisses are soft and short normally

He doesn't really like long kisses since they feel a bit overwhelming for him

Not that he doesn't sometimes give long kisses, but their few and far between

He loves being kissed all over his face

Harvey loves to kiss his partner's face and arms

He loves showering them with affection

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

He's so good with children

He comforts them, he can help through the tantrums

He is a very calm person

So children are not a problem

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

He is up at 5am

Even though the clinic doesn't open until 9am, he still has to make sure everything is sterile and clean

He takes about an hour to just relax and read

Then he heads to the clinic

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

He is a man who goes to bed pretty early

He normally goes to bed around 9pm

He has a routine

Trying to communicate with planes, read, dinner, shower, bed

It's simple, but he enjoys his routine

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

He's pretty shy at first, hiding a lot

But as he gets more comfortable, he shares a lot more

Favorite color and more simple things come first

But then he shares his dreams, his passions

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

He can be, but normally isn't easily angered

Harvey is very intelligent, but he can get very very angry if anyone calls or acts like he's stupid

He hates it

But he doesn't get angry often

When he does get angry, he often times shuts down or snaps

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

He remembers everything

Every detail

It's fairly easy for him since he has a very very good memory

Not a photographic memory, but no one would be surprised if he did

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

First kiss

How soft it was, how it instantly calmed his racing heart

He was so scared, trying to make this a good date

Then his partner kissed him and he just felt his fear just melt away

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

He's fairly protective

He always tries to keep his partner healthy

Harvey isn't violent and he isn't one to protect physically unless absolutely necessary

He doesn't really like to be protected

He doesn't think he needs it

But he wouldn't be upset if his partner does

Just... Don't get hurt

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

He plans every detail

Not just of daily tasks

But dates and anniversaries as well

He always plans everything ahead of time

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

He often doubts himself

Harvey doesn't really view himself as very useful or wanted

The clinic is in the red

Clearly the town doesn't need him, right?

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

He's not overly concerned

Unless going on a date or anniversaries

He always tries to look his best for his partner

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

He feels pretty normal

An empty feeling in his gut, but that was normal before his partner came to the town

So he just goes back to his normal business

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

He messes with his mustache when he's nervous

He'll twist the ends and stroke them

Harvey doesn't really know when it started, but he can't give it up

He does it a lot more when he has to give bad news

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

Don't put people down

He hates how many people look down at the singles in the town

Especially Sebastian and Shane

Both have been through a lot and he always tries to be a safe space

Also take care of themself

If they can't do that, it stresses him out

And he doesn't want to be a caretaker

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

He has to have a fan on

Blowing on him and it has to be on the highest setting

It also has to be fairly loud

It makes him feel calm and helps him fall asleep so much faster

[astronomywriting]

Unexpected Affection ❤️ Shinobu x Fem! Reader

WC: 1.8k Words

Vocab: [H/T]= Hair Texture || [H/C]= Hair Color || [S/C]= Skin Color || [F/N]= First Name || [E/C]= Eye Color ||

Content Warnings: Reader’s father is mentioned to be deceased, and their mother is emotionally unavailable

Premise: The reader is emotionally repressed, but they find themselves wanting cuddles from Shinobu

A/N: This one is a lot of yap with little dialogue. If you happen to have any constructive criticism I’d love to hear it :D

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You were an exceedingly stoic person. A persona you’ve long adopted, ever since early childhood. Your father passed away unexpectedly, which threw your mother into a pit of depression. Depression that would lead her onto the path of emotional neglect, not only for herself but also for you. Your mother would never go on to tell you why she changed so harshly after the passing of your father, but somewhere you had a feeling it was because you resembled him too much for her to bear.

These unfortunate events made you grow up faster than you would’ve liked. You had to take care of yourself, get back up on your own after something in life had gone wrong, and teach yourself how to adjust as you grew with the ever-changing world. Even now, as an adult, you still hold onto these past techniques, normalizing them into your day-to-day life. You weren’t able to trust easily, and even those whom you’ve left in your life rarely get to see a smile or express basic human emotion.

Which is why, as you lay on the futon alone, you wonder how and when you started missing the company of your girlfriend. You were used to being alone, so what strange circumstances of events led you to greet being alone as a foreign feeling? When did you start longing for her to be around? When did you begin to enjoy the small kisses and the warmth of having a partner to sleep next to?

You didn’t know how to answer such a question yet, but you did know you wanted to drag Shinobu back to bed so you could fall asleep once more. However, there was one small factor stopping you. It wasn’t in your code to just get up and tell Shinobu how much you enjoyed her company and that you couldn’t sleep without her. Even the smallest levels of intimacy were completely untouched by you.

Kisses between you were nothing but small pecks, only to be shared in the privacy of your own home. The only handholding you did was a quick squeeze in between the days. Your type of affection wasn’t something bold or outgoing; it was simply small acts that could be done completely alone. Instead of cuddling, you’d just silently enter a room Shinobu happened to be in and sit down, simply basking in the proximity of your beloved.

Tonight was different, though. Echoes of the past were quite keen on keeping you up, no matter how much you tried to readjust into a comfortable position or try to work on your breathing to lull you into sleep. It was becoming more and more obvious to you that what you needed was another person to help you drift off. Whether it was with her scratching your [H/T] [H/C] hair or whispering small words of affirmation until you fell asleep, the fact was clear. Sleep would not come tonight unless Shinobu was with you.

You sigh as you remove the covers from your body, the chill air hitting you in an instant. You sit on the edge of the futon as you nibble on your lip. Your hands are scrunched up on your thighs, leaving small crescent patterns in their wake. You let out one small, shaky sigh. You knew Shinobu wasn’t like your mother, but it still just felt so nerve-racking. Knowing your girlfriend, she was most likely up late again working on another project of hers. She had her own personal study just down the hall from your shared bedroom.

A short walk was all it would take to get what you wanted. All you had to do was pop the question, and you were sure Shinobu would oblige. Though many times you asked your mother for something small, like a hug or the simple message that it was going to be okay, you were declined instantly. You continue to dig your nails into your [S/C] skin.

You release the grip of your nails on your skin and stand up. Maybe the sleepiness had made you bold, or maybe you were facing the fear of intimacy. Whatever it was, it was enough to make you travel outside of your bedroom and down the hall towards Shinobu’s study. For a moment, you just stand there, staring at the door knob. You command your arm to move so you can enter, but it’s of no use. The light is on; you know she’s in there, but your body lies still.

This is stupid. You think to yourself.

What kind of adult can’t sleep alone? You criticize.

I’d only be bothering her. You admit.

Despite these harsh words, you find yourself slowly opening the door. The confidence you once had is beginning to shrivel away. Your hands turn shaky, and you begin to sweat. You almost want to close the door and run back into the futon to hide under the covers, but you don’t. Twisting the knob ever so slightly with your trembling hands, you see Shinobu, her back turned to you, doing some paperwork at her desk. The chair is pushed to the side, and she is standing.

Your heart begins to pound in your chest and out of your ears. You’re surprised Shinobu doesn’t hear, with her being a Hashira and all. Maybe it was the habit you picked up in your early childhood— wanting to be completely silent as you wandered through the house so as not to upset your mother. Either way, you enter the study silently, and you are now standing behind her. A small part of you wishes to stay inside your comfort zone. Opting for the usual routine of you and Shinobu sharing a space with comfortable silence. But today you feel different, more bold, and more eager.

You find yourself walking behind her, slowly wrapping your hands around her waist, and plopping your chin on her shoulder. She tenses up for a moment, a bit startled, but relaxes when she realizes it’s you.

“Love?” She asks, her voice a little confused.

Normally you get tense when she calls you any sort of pet name, but today you feel yourself relaxing instead.

“Shino,” you start. Your mouth goes dry, and while you don’t mind her calling you a pet name, hearing it come out of your mouth is a different scenario. “Can…can you come back to bed, please?” You mumble.

Shinobu doesn’t respond; she’s a bit stunned for a moment, unused to your small display of intimacy.

“Shino?” You try again, your voice low.

This clears her senses, and she quickly forms a response.

“Ah, yes, [F/N]?” She quickly stutters out.

“I asked if you would go back to bed with me.” You repeat.

“Yes, of course, my dear.” Shinobu agrees; she prioritized her work heavily, but on this special occasion, she simply couldn’t refuse. “May I ask why, though? You’re usually so—”

You cut her off. “Stoic? I know,” you let out a dry chuckle. “I just,” you struggle to find words to represent how you feel. “It’s hard to sleep when you’re not there, and my late-night overthinking is the worst,” you confess.

You realize your hold on her waist, and you step back to let Shinobu readjust her posture. She turns to face you; her purple eyes tear into your [E/C] ones. You see her lean forward ever so slightly, but she stops herself. You know that she knows about your boundaries. You’re hyper-aware of them too. Although not comfortable for a full kiss just yet, you grab her hand. Despite her being a Demon Slayer, her hands are silky smooth.

You bring her hand to your mouth, placing a small kiss on one of her knuckles. It’s short, like all of your other kisses, but the air around this particular kiss feels different.

“I wish to cuddle with you..?” You phrase it as more of a question than a request. “And you don’t have to use my name either,” you add on. “I’m okay.. I’m comfortable with you using a pet name,” you reassure. This all feels dizzying to you.

Shinobu gives you one of her soft smiles, and she goes to take your hand. Not a small squeeze or a simple graze. This touch is lingering and comfortable.

“Of course, my dear,” she says, leading you back to your shared room.

Shinobu lets go of your hand to enter first; you follow after her and realize the air is no longer chilly. She kneels down in front of the futon and pats it, signaling you to come lie down. As you do, Shinobu moves to lay behind you. This time, it’s her who wraps one arm steadily around your waist, while the other comes up to toy with your [H/T] hair.

Your body relaxes, your muscles go limp, and you lean back into her smaller frame.

“Sorry for interrupting your work, ‘Nobu, it’s just today I felt like—“

This time, it’s Shinobu who cuts you off. “Shh,” she coos. “You’re not a bother; in fact, I’ve been waiting for you to get more affectionate.” You feel her warm breath against your neck as she speaks.

“You have?”

“Mhm,” she hums. “I concealed it, but in my study I was practically jumping for joy.”

“That was always your specialty, huh?” You snicker.

“My specialty is medical work,” Shinobu declares. “Speaking of.”

You can’t get a word in before two hands gently run along your shoulders.

“Did you know that massages help with sleep, love?” Shinobu says.

“I did not,” you reply.

Shinobu gently caresses your shoulders before moving down your back. Every now and then, there’s a small pop, and any pain you once had in your back dissipates. You also feel yourself growing drowsy. Eyelids turn heavy, and you can barely focus on the scary feeling of intimacy anymore. The only thing that is present is Shinobu giving you a massage while you flutter into a peaceful sleep.

[hoonieyun]

I LOOVE YOUR ENHYPEN AUS SO MUCH! Can I request Enhypen love languages?

warning: mmm not really? let me know if i should add any though and as always 18+

notes: this was so cute and fun to write, it feels like i haven’t written any fluff in a while haha please enjoy and if you want lmk what your love language!! mine is quality time :3 (enha hyung line) instead of doing like typical head cannons i just wrote them into a little scenario/imagine! 

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heeseung: quality time and positive affirmations

heeseung had been on his computer playing games with the guys all night. he asked you to come over and spend the weekend at his place but ever since you got there he had been glued to his chair, fingers busily clicking at his keyboard and mouse. 

it was only friday night and you were beginning to think that the whole weekend was going to be like that. it was fine at first, you enjoyed just being in his company while you laid in his bed scrolling on your phone; but it’s been 6 hours since you got there and he’s barely paid any attention to you. 

you were thinking of being sulky and just pouting at him until he noticed but you thought that wouldn’t be something productive. so instead of pouting, you got up and stood behind him, slightly bending over so you would be at the same height as heeseung while he was sitting in his gaming chair. you were waiting for him to notice your presence as you intently watched his game. 

you knew nothing  about the game except for the fact that it was called “league of legends” and the fact that it was stealing your boyfriend away from you. 

when the round ended, heeseung was slightly startled by your presence. not noticing that you were much closer to him, just inches from his face when he turned his head. 

“babe! you scared me.” he said, dramatically putting his hand on his chest in shock. “are you okay?” heeseung asked, doe eyes looking up at you as you stood up straight. “i’m bored and you’ve been playing games all day.” you say, inevitably still pouting at your boyfriend. 

“sorry baby, do you wanna go watch a movie? or cuddle?” heeseung asks while grabbing your hand in his, softly rubbing the back of your hand with his long and slender fingers. 

“no, i wanna learn how to play your game.” you say quietly and heeseung practically jumps out of his chair with joy. excited that you finally asked about his favorite video game. heeseung explained that he had been waiting for you to ask but didn’t want to push you to learn about his favorite video game because you never really played video games so he thought you wouldn’t be interested. 

you knew that heeseung loves quality time so you thought to yourself that it would be better to learn about heeseung’s favorite hobbies instead of sulking around waiting for him to do what you wanted. 

heeseung pulls you into his lap and begins showing you the ropes of the game. he was providing a lot of information that you were barely retaining but with the apparent joy in his voice, you were going to try your best to learn from him so you could spend time together doing something he really loved. 

“are you ready babe?” heeseung asks as the next round of the game begins. he guides you throughout the whole game, pointing at his screen when he you needed to go to a certain part of the game, his hand gently being placed over your hand on the mouse so he can direct you better. a comforting feeling while you sat in his lap and his voice in your ear as he told you want to do. 

“heeseung bro, why aren’t you talking? you suck right now!” jake says through the headset, unaware that you were the one playing and not heeseung. you could clearly jake through the headset and it makes you pout even though you knew that you weren’t doing that well in the game. “don’t worry baby, you’re doing amazing okay? jake is a loser.” heeseung says with a smile while placing a kiss on your shoulder. 

you grab the headset off heeseung head and place it on yours. unmuting yourself so you can respond to jake, “hey!! i’m the one playing you dick!” you say teasingly and you could hear all the guys gasp on the other end. jake mumbles a small sorry after he realized what he done and all of you burst out into laughter. 

“one day you’ll get as good as me.” heeseung says while rubbing your arms and pulling you into a hug. “maybe i’m not cut out to be a gamer like you.” you say with a chuckle and heeseung places a kiss on your cheek. “its okay baby, i just need you here with me. you’re my lucky charm.” he says before logging off for the day and carrying you bridal style onto his bed. 

jay: gift giving and acts of service

you haven't been feeling the best lately. when you felt down you weren’t the most sociable and jay instantly picked up on your behavior and did everything he could to support you and help you feel better, no matter what it was. 

the two of you had a birthday party to go to one night and when jay noticed your reluctance to get ready, he immediately knew that you were feeling a certain type of way. “love, you okay?” he asks while sitting next to your figure laying down on his bed still wearing one of his hoodies. you had the hood over your head so he couldn’t see your face but he could see you shake your head side to side. jay gets up without a word and starts getting unready, changing out of his going out clothes to his pajamas. you don’t hear from him so you peek out from under the hoodie and see that he was now wearing his sleep clothes. “what are you doing?” you ask while sitting up and pulling the hood off of your head all the way. “you’re not feeling good so i’ll stay home with you.” he says while grabbing your pajamas from his dresser. the two of you have been dating for only half a year but at 3 months jay emptied out one of the drawers in his dresser so you could leave some belongings at his apartment. he even cleaned out a whole shelf in his walk-in closet for you even though you told him he didn’t need to. at some point, he remembered all of your daily necessities and essentials and bought them so you could have it ready at his place when you stayed over, telling you that it would save you time from having to pack your things everytime you were to spend the night with him. 

jay pulled you up from the bed and although you wanted to oppose him at first, wanting to encourage him to still go to the birthday party and that you would just stay home, you knew that his stubbornness would win and he would end up staying home regardless. 

he helped you up and gave you a piggyback ride to his bathroom. encouraging you to do your skin care and when you said you didn’t want to, he picked you up and sat you on the sink, doing your skincare for you because he knew how much you cared about your skincare routine. 

“babe, you don’t have to do this…” you say with a pout but he just smiles at you while he spreads serum across your cheeks. “but i want to. plus i like doing things for you even when you say you don’t want me to.” he says, placing a quick kiss on your lips before he reaches for your moisturizer. 

he finishes up and lets you change into your pajamas while he steps out of the room and into the kitchen. when you exit the bathroom and don’t find jay in his room, you head to the kitchen when you smell a delicious fragrance wafting in the air. you find jay stood over the stove, chopsticks in hand while he stirred the contents of the pot. 

“what are you doing?” you ask him as you make your way over to have a seat at the table. feet dragging on the floor, a sign of exhaustion and a signal of how drained you felt. jay quickly places a bowl in front of you and the boiling pot of ramen. he sits next to you and begins to grab a bite of the noodles with his chopsticks. he spins the ramen onto his spoon to create the perfect brother and blows onto it to cool it down. 

he gestures for you to eat it, “careful baby it’s hot.” he says and he watches you slowly wrap your mouth around the ramen. “good?” he says and you nod while chewing. he begins to do the same thing and when he motions for you to eat once again, you give him a confused look. “you eat too!” you say, moving the spoon away from your mouth and towards his. “i’m okay, you need to eat. come on.” he says, insisting for you to take a bite so you do, knowing that jay was stubborn. 

while you chewed on your food and jay goes to get you another bite, you snatch the chopsticks and spoon from his hands and do the same to him. grabbing a bite of ramen and a little of broth and placing it into the spoon, you guide the spoon towards him, telling him to take a bite. 

when he refuses, you pout at his reaction; sticking out your bottom lip with a slight quiver. he finally gives in and takes the spoon into his mouth and eats the food. you give him a bright smile and he laughs at your reaction. 

the two of you spend the next few minutes eating, taking turns swapping from chopsticks to the spoon to eat the noodles and soup. when you finish, jay gets up to wash the dishes but you grab his hand to tell him you’ll do it. “no, baby it’s okay.” he says before he sets the dishes into the sink and begins cleaning them. you follow him shortly after and hug him from behind, muttering a small thank you as you bury your face into his toned back. you don’t see it but jay adoringly smiles at you. 

“you know i’d do anything for you right?” he says and he can feel you nod. “sorry, i’ve just been so down lately.” you say while letting go of him. “don’t worry love, go get some rest. i’ll catch up with you in a second.” he says and you listen, making your way to his bedroom. 

it doesn’t take long until jay joins you in his room but you notice he’s holding a cake in his hands. the light from the little candle glowing as he got closer to you. “what’s this?” you ask and when he sits down next to you, you take a look at the cake and see a photo of your cat, garfield. you look up at him, small tears welling in your eyes. “you remembered?” you ask him and he nods. you two sing happy birthday in a whisper and before blowing out the candle, you made a wish in place of your cat. 

garfield was your cat that passed away and the next day was his birthday. jay knew this and bought the cake already for you to celebrate his life and enjoy the cake. “it’s supposed to be for tomorrow but i noticed how down you were so i thought i’d pull it out tonight. plus i know how much you love chocolate.” he says with a smile as he pulls out two spoons for you both to share the cake. 

“thank you jay… i don’t know what i’d do without you. i love you.” you say, grabbing the cake from him and giving him a hug. jay returns the hug and gives you a tight squeeze, “i love you too, please never forget that.” you spend the rest of the night eating the cake and scrolling on your phone for old photos and videos of garfield. 

jake: physical touch and quality time

you and jake were pretty different from each other. you enjoyed going out and socializing and while jake was friendly, he preferred to just stay home and spend time with you. 

you were currently spraying perfume onto yourself as the final stages of getting ready to go out for your best friend’s birthday. jake was over at your apartment, watching you get ready, and every now and then he would ask if you NEEDED to go to the party. everytime you would turn to him with a half smile and tell him that it was your best friend’s last birthday party before she moved out of the country so you had to be there. jake understood this and he wouldn’t ever take away from you to spend time with your friends. 

you bid him goodbye, giving him multiple kisses, peppering them across his face so that he wouldn’t feel so sad about you going out for the night. “okay bye jaeyunie!” you say but before you could walk away, jake holds onto your hand. “okay bye baby!” he says with a big smile, still holding onto your hand. 

“okay, bye jake. i’m going now.” you say with a smile and jake says goodbye again but doesn’t let go of your hand. “i have to go jakey.” you say, patting his hands that were holding onto you. 

“okay, bye babe. have fun!” he says, smile growing bigger as you try to leave but to no avail as his hands still hold you in place. “baaabe. i have to go!” you say with a pout and eventually jake pulls you into one last kiss before letting you go. “i promise, i’m all yours when i come back! bye babe!” you say as you exit your apartment, leaving a pouty jake laid out across your bed. 

it’s close to midnight when you finally get back and jake jumps in excitement at the sound of your keys entering the doorknob. he runs to your front door and opens it for you before you could even turn the key all the way. “baby!!” jake says, arms in the air ready to give you a big hug. “jakey!!” you say, returning his excitement and jumping into his arms. the hug is warm and tender, jake squeezing you tightly, never wanting to let go. 

while still in the hug, he picks you up and quickly locks the door and carries you to your room and plops onto your bed with a soft thud. “i missed you!” he says, now he was peppering your face with kisses while you laughed as it slightly tickled you. jake held you close as his little spoon and was ready to cuddle all weekend long. 

“baby, i need to take my makeup off.” you say, trying to break out of his grip but he wouldn’t budge. “nooo, don’t leave me. it’s okay just leave your makeup on.” he says, pouting and looking at you with his little puppy eyes. 

“fiiine, but if i break out it’s your fault.” you say teasingly as you lay back down and melt into his arms. “that’s fine, i’ll just get rid of it with my kisses.” jake says before attacking your face once again with kisses. his soft pillowy lips leaving invisible traces on your cheeks. 

you don’t even bother changing out of your clothes either, knowing that jake not only wouldn’t have let you go but he loves when you wear dresses in his favorite color. the two of you spend hours in bed, staying up all night chatting, watching movies, and just being in each other’s arms. it’s moments like these that you appreciate the most with jake. it didn’t take a lot for either of you to be happy, just spending time with one another was enough. 

you soon fell asleep in his arms, jake never letting go of you throughout your slumber. you wake up and his arms are still around your waist, his grip not having loosened at all in the night. 

sunghoon: positive affirmations and physical touch

the cold air in the ice rink pinched at your nose, causing it to turn a slight shade of pink. you were currently looking down at sunghoon as he tied the laces on your skates. sunghoon had been asking if he could take you ice skating and you often declined because you were afraid of being really bad at it because of how talented sunghoon was at ice skating. you finally mustered up the courage to say yes and here you were now, at sunghoon’s childhood ice rink. the owner remembered sunghoon and let him have the whole rink to himself for the day. 

“ready love?” he asks, extending his hand out towards you. you look up at him and he has a smile on his face, excited that he is finally sharing one of his cherished passions with you. you try to hide the fear you were feeling and place your hand into his. he wraps his hand around yours and takes your other hand, cautiously guiding you out onto the ice. 

sunghoon leads you onto the ice but you hesitate to take your first step onto the ice. “do you trust me?” he asks and you do, 100%. you let him take control and he safely brings you onto the ice. not once did his hands ever leave your body. whether they were holding your hands, holding you by the waist, or holding your body close to his, he held onto you the whole time; letting you know that he’s got you. 

after a few minutes you were starting to get the hang of the basics, being able to stand on your own even though sunghoon’s hands were still gently placed on your lower back or he would hold onto one of your hands. when you got used to standing you began to try to skate without him pulling you and after one wrong move, you accidentally slipped and your body jerked backwards. you shut your eyes preparing for the impact of the ice on your back but it never came. instead, you felt the feeling of sunghoon’s strong arms wrapping themselves around you. 

“princess, are you okay?” sunghoon asks as he holds you in his arms. when you open your arms you’re met with sunghoon’s worried face but all you could think of was how he looked exactly like an angel. he pulls you up back to your feet and skates the two of you to the edge of the rink where he could pull you out and sit you onto a bench. 

“are you hurt?” he asks, taking his gloves off as he softly grabs your face and examines you. “i’m okay, hoon. thank you for saving me.” you say, looking down; too embarrassed to meet his eyes. sunghoon instantly can tell you’re ashamed so he lifts your face up with his fingers and places a soft but passionate kiss onto your lips.

“i’ve always got you, okay? i’m always here to catch you.” he says after pulling away from the kiss and you can feel heat rise to your cheeks. if they weren’t already red from the icy cold air, they were definitely red now. 

“thank you for coming to learn how to ice skate with me. i know how much you were scared before even though you didn’t tell me.” sunghoon says, moving to sit next to you. 

you look up at him, slight disappoint on your face at the thought that sunghoon knew how much you were afraid of something he loved so much. “sorry, i know how much you love ice skating but-” you began to say and sunghoon cuts you off. 

“never apologize, okay love?” he says, once again taking your hands into his. “you were doing amazing and a little slip doesn’t mean anything…” he says, reassuring you that there was nothing to feel sorry for and that you were doing great. it definitely works as a smile spreads across your face. “plus, you’ve got your big and strong boyfriend to catch you if you ever fall.” he says, teasingly flexing his arms. you roll your eyes at his actions with a chuckle, shoving him softly to which he responds dramatically like you had punched him with all your strength.

you stand up, this time extending your hand out to sunghoon, offering your hand for him to hold so you can go back on to the ice together. “you wanna keep going?” he asks, his eyes looked like they had stars in them as he looked up at you. “of course.” you say with a smile and sunghoon’s lips spread to an even bigger smile. he places his hand into yours and you locked your fingers together as the two of you make your way back out onto the ice.

with sunghoon close to you, your fear of skating soon dissipated; knowing that just as long as sunghoon was there, you were safe.

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[starsetven]

Avery’s nsfw alphabet below 🔞18+ only.🔞

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Avery gets snuggly and affectionate afterwards. He’ll offer you a warm damp towel if you need it, otherwise they’ll opt to cuddle. He’ll leave lots of soft kisses to your forehead

B = Body part (their favorite body part)

Your stomach and your thighs.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Their cum is sticky and salty. He shoots Small loads, usually blanks

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

They fantasize about you a lot- especially while baking. He really wants to incorporate whipped cream into foreplay >- >;;

He owns a lot of fantasy toys :)

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Somewhat experienced! They’ve had a couple partners in the past, so they know their way around the body :)

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

the lotus blossom

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Avery is more on the serious side for intimate activities, but he isn’t against being a lil silly

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

They keep up with manscaping, so his happy trail is usually non existent. His skin is soft and it makes them smell like his vanilla body oil :)

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

He’s Very gentle and attentive to your needs. Lots of soft kisses and words of affirmation, brushing your hair out of your face- etc

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Not usually, they don’t have a high drive. On the rare occasion he does jork it, it’s because of you :)

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Breath play, cosplay, spanking, and sensory deprivation to name a few

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

The Kitchen counter

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Gentle touches and lingering loving gazes,

and booty shorts.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Extreme Degradation, such as calling them crass names or putting emphasis on their body in a disrespectful manner. They don’t really care for power play.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Oral isn’t really their thing! They don’t mind giving, but receiving makes him a little dysphoric

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Avery is slow and sensual

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Quickies aren’t his style

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

They don’t feel comfortable doing it anywhere remotely public. He’s an incredibly anxious person, they would get too trapped in their head about it :(

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

A couple! They tend to wind down after the first round- so it’ll take some down time before he can go again

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

They have many toys, so many that they could fill a warehouse /hj

He likes to rotate them out every once in a while, his favorite his tentacle model :)

They really like the idea of using one that glows in the dark on you just to watch it disappear :)

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Moderately! They aren’t mean for the most part! Sometimes he does enjoy watching you squirm a little <3

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

As quiet as a church mouse. This man is very breathy with their moans. You’ll hear a lot of sudden soft gasping with every new sensation <3

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He’ll cosplay your favorite character and fuck you in it 🧍‍♂️

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

5.6 inches, slim and curved!

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Moderate! They like cuddles more :)

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards

So fast. Cuddling after sex is their favorite part <3

[icyg4l]

PAC: How to Heal Your Broken Heart

Hello beautiful people! If you are currently going through a romantic break-up, I send my love to you. 🫶 But here, I will give advice on how you can deal with your grief. I am not a therapist so if you feel like you need to contact one, I would highly encourage that you do that. If you resonate with this reading and would like a more personalized reading, please read my guidelines and message me privately so you can receive one. Without further ado, please select your pile!

Top Left-to-Bottom Right: (1-4)

Pile One: You need to acknowledge that this was meant for you to happen! There is nothing wrong with being single, lovely. Sometimes things just don’t work out and that’s okay. Right now, it’s time for you to focus on bigger and better things without someone by your side. You could have been with your partner for years and one day things just ended. It happens. But the best for you to do right now is to get your hair and nails done. Get to know yourself as a person, not as a partner. You have so much personality, Pile One. You need to take up more space on your own. You don’t need someone to conquer the world with you. I feel like you honestly just have to get used to being by yourself so find literally anything to do by yourself. Read, go for a walk, buy yourself flowers, take yourself on dates. Spend more time making yourself the main character instead of finding ways to antagonize your ex.

Cards Used: Ace of Cups (RX), Four of Wands, Judgment, 7 of Discs, 9 of Swords, 9 of Cups.

extras: fancy dates. peach smoothie. alice in wonderland. benedict cumberbatch. “lumberyard.”

Pile Two: You got a lot of cards, which means that you need to listen up. Pile Two, when was the last time you’ve been outside with your friends? You may have spent a lot of time in isolation in your previous relationship. You don’t have to do that anymore. Your girls are waiting on you. It is best that you go to as many parties that you can find to avoid going back because you don’t need to be with a manipulative liar anymore. I would also suggest that you go to a jewelry store and go spoil yourself. The codependency in your last relationship was abnormal and it’s time that you realize it. I feel like this person took the light away from you and you’re slowly but surely gaining your power back. Your energy is similar to Pile One but I feel like the focus for you is to empower yourself. Adopt the mindset that things will work out for you. Assuming the worst possible outcome is going to work for you. You have to let yourself shine because no one is dimming your light anymore. Surround yourself with positivity and please please please make sure you’re around people that make you feel comfortable and like yourself. Right now is a crucial time for you. Treat it as such.

Cards Used: 6 of Discs, 9 of Discs, King of Discs, Princess of Wands, 8 of Wands, 4 of Cups, The Magician (RX), The Hanged Man, The World, The Emperor, Ace of Wands, 3 of Cups.

extras: “party hard.” tiger print. mr rogers. sofia the first. birthday pin. red dot.

Pile Three: I feel like this pile has to get their body in check. Have you been having physical health problems as of lately? I feel like you need to see a doctor. I am getting the image of someone with a fever getting their temperature checked. It’s almost summertime, this shouldn’t be happening! So first things first, take your Vitamin C. Once you take care of your physical health, you should affirm that everything will be okay. Expose yourself to new places, people and things. Take a getaway trip for the weekend, maybe longer. I think you should also write affirmations on post-its and put them up around your house. I feel like this pile went through a mutual break up but it still hurts. This will sound weird but you’ve been through worse so this shouldn’t break you, lol. I think that’s your spirit guides way of saying to stay optimistic about your situation. There’s an advantage in your situation. You will find more things to laugh about when it comes to your situation. Another thing that I suggest that you do is remove your ex’s energy; their clothes, pictures of them, any and everything. Get it out!

Cards Used: 4 of Discs, Temperance, Queen of Cups, Princess of Swords, 2 of Swords, 5 of Swords (RX), The Sun, 6 of Discs, The Star, Ten of Cups, Queen of Discs

extras: cameras flashing. candied yams. apples and oranges. dominoes pizza. hot flashes. quince.

Pile Four: I’m not going to lie, it may be time for you to consider taking the extra step to getting your mental health in check. If you have been feeling like ending it all, then please talk to a psychiatrist. They may prescribe you with medication. I feel like you need that extra boost. Shit feels stagnant with this group. It’s all about personal accountability with you guys. Yes, it sucks to have your heart broken but how will you fix it? How will you recover? I think you should get in touch with your family. It’s been a minute since you talked to them, hasn’t it? You might feel like they will mock you for going through it or say “I told you so” but they won’t. They’ll be angry about the fact that you were cheated on & manipulated. You were too good and too pretty for your ex, Pile Four. Any plans that you had with them are gone and it’s time to accept that. You may have a hard time moving on but it’s best that you are supported by those who have your best interest at heart. You absolutely can do it. Turn your pain into art. Make music, write poetry, draw something. Do anything to keep your energy moving and flowing. You should also get physical. I channeled Dua Lipa’s song for you as well. So get in the gym & build your physique, begin a cardio routine, just do it!!!

Cards Used: 6 of Cups, Ten of Discs, King of Wands (RX), The Empress, The Star, Death, 9 of Discs (RX), Ten of Swords, The Chariot (RX).

extras: agent of chaos. black ops. nike. “that’s not my forte.” acting. self-righteous. fake smile. eye bend.

[goddess-in-heaven-and-hell]

Happy Solstice, Shadowsinger! (ER) - A Gwynriel One-Shot

A little fluffy fic that features Gwynriel's first official family outing for the winter solstice, written from multiple perspectives of the inner circle and their perception of the couple.

word count: 5.1k

warnings: crude language

Azriel always thought that waiting around for the right moment to strike suited him and his personality. Waiting and observing came natural to him. He found solace in the dark quiet, alone with his thoughts and Shadows.

Tonight, however, he wanted to crawl out of his skin in anticipation.

“Az, stop fidgeting.”, Nesta mumbled under her breath. He hadn’t even noticed he moved – so much for being the Spymaster of this court. His brother’s mate stood beside him in the bustling living room of the River House, a glass of sparkling champaign cradled in her hand. They had sought their refuge in the corner of the room, closest to the door. Just like it had been last year on this very occasion.

Now, however, he didn’t want to drown in self-pity due to his unrequired longing.

Now, he waited for his date to arrive.

“I’m sure she’ll be here soon, and I’m sure everything will be alright. She is ready for this.”, Nesta continued to whisper affirmations to him, which only caused his Shadows to swirl more excitedly around his shoulders and wings. Nesta just promised them the soon arrival of their favorite person after all.

Azriel had blurted out the question only last week, asking Gwyn to be his date for the winter solstice. Even though they had shared innocent touches, deep secrets and plenty of kisses with each other up to this point, Azriel was still nervous to be taking this next step. His family, however dearly he loved them, could be a lot. And Gwyn was used to solitude. If he could, he would protect her from every prying eye, every mean thought of the world.

His thinking was promptly interrupted by the new arrival to the sitting room which let out a high-pitched screech. “Awy!”

And that would be his little nephew, who for the life of him couldn’t pronounce the Shadowsinger’s name. Azriel’s heart melted just a little as the future High Lord of the Night Court stumbled in his direction on uneven footing, blabbering excitedly and waving his little hands. Always the obedient servant, he picked up Nyx and positioned him on his hip. Nesta too stepped closer to gush over the babe.

Nyx was at an age where everything was interesting, and everything needed to be touched and inspected. Azriel’s hair, nose and Shadows were no exception to the rule. The babe tried to catch a strand of black mist, while Azriel placed a kiss atop his head. Nyx had been only the second person to not be immediately afraid, or at least a little hesitant, around his Shadows. The first would hopefully arrive soon to spare his heart from giving out with excitement.

“That look suits you brother.”, Rhys came up behind them, leaning on the doorframe with all of his highlordly-charisma, eyes trained on his son, “Let’s hope your mysterious date for the night proves to be your forever partner.”

Azriel rolled his eyes at him, even though his insides squeezed together violently, in complete and utter agreement with his younger brother.

“If you didn’t spend so much time talking, little Nyx here might already have a sibling. Don’t you have a duty to your court, mylord?”, Nesta drawled from her spot next to him, eyebrows raised in challenge.

Rhys’s cunning stare fixed on Nesta. “Anything concerning future children will be on Feyre to decide. And until then, I’ll impart all my wisdom upon you, as is the duty of the brilliant.” He bowed mockingly in Nesta’s direction, causing her to snort.

“Sometime soon you have to share the secret on how to endure his lordships presence with me, Az.”, was all she commented, turning her back to Rhys and stealing Nyx out of Azriel’s hands.

Az smiled mildly, both at his sister-in-law and at his brother. They had called a truce when Nesta saved Feyre and the babe from certain death. That truce didn’t prevent them from bickering like an old couple though. Not that he would share that particular thought with them – he’d lose at least one of his balls in the process.

“By the way”, Nesta was already on her way to Cassian when she turned again, a smug smile on her lips, “I do know Azriel’s date for the night. So much for imparting wisdom.”

Rhys looked dumbstruck, mouth slightly agape as he watched Nesta prance over to the sofa, where Cassian and her now went about hogging little Nyx. He immediately seized up Azriel. “She knows?”

Azriel raised his hands in surrender. Gwyn had requested one thing at the start of their relationship, and that was privacy. Nesta knew, obviously, because she was like a sister to Gwyn. And if Nesta knew, chances were Cassian was on it too. Azriel wasn’t one to gossip about his lovers anyways, so the whole lot of the inner circle was completely unaware about who was coming to their festivities tonight.

“Nesta found out through another person, not me. I didn’t tell a soul.”, Azriel tried to calm his nosy brother down. “And you’ll see her within the hour anyways. It’s no big deal.”

Rhys threw him another hurtful stare, before nodding his head. “Why didn’t she arrive with you?”

“She had other obligations to fulfill beforehand, but she’ll try to cut them short.”, Azriel’s answer was as vague as he could get, otherwise the identity of his date would have been clear. Gwyn was at the dusk service in the city until 6.30pm and would join them as soon as she was done.

Rhys just nodded his understanding. “But do tell me one thing, brother.”, he placed his hand on Azriel’s shoulder, squeezing in his familiar manner, “Does she make you happy?”

Asking if Gwyn was making him happy was like asking if the sun warmed the earth, or if the moon shone at night. He was convinced he didn’t even know true happiness until that female came into his life.

“She does. More than I ever thought was possible.”, was his honest answer.

Rhys nodded again, his hand falling off Azriel’s shoulder. “Good. Then I can’t wait to welcome her into this family.”

***

The doorbell announced her arrival just half an hour after.

Azriel’s family, and what some members of it considered family too, was still gathered in the sitting room of the house. Mor had started drinking. Nesta had too – to cancel out Mor’s increasingly intoxicated rambling. Feyre, Mother bless her, tried to keep Cassian from inspecting, weighing, and shaking every present already piled under the tree. But what Cassian didn’t reach, Nyx covered for him.

Azriel quickly got up, hoping with all his might they didn’t hear the doorbell over their noise, and hurried to the front door.

“Happy Solstice, Shadowsinger!”

The last time she uttered these exact words to him, he thought she meant it as a farewell. As a ‘Well, nice talk, but don’t you have places to be?’. It startled him just slightly, how much change a year could bring. How, now, he didn’t quite know how to function without her presence.

“I’m glad you made it, Berdara. Come in.”

Gwyneth Berdara was a sight to behold. She was positively glowing, all the way from her snow speckled hair to her rosy cheeks to her frost-glazed coat. In her hand, she held a linen pouch of what looked like presents. But her eyes – Mother her eyes! – spoke of so much joy and light that he almost forgot his own nerves at the prospect of having to expose her to his family.

Azriel tried his hardest to step away from the door enough to let her in, but not enough to let people behind him get a glimpse of her. He might even have flared his wings a little just so they could bask in their private bubble for a few more seconds.

When Gwyn finally stood so close to him that he could feel the cold radiate off her, he leaned down to capture her lips with his for a moment. She tasted how she always did – like cherries and chocolate. And seeing her in this house felt like the final piece of the puzzle clicking into place. Like his heart mending over and glowing quietly in her presence.

“Happy Solstice to you too, love.”

***

Rhysand knew who Azriel’s secret date was the moment Nesta confessed that she knew too. After all, there weren’t many people who managed to befriend both his brother and sister-in-law. The fact that she’d managed to do that, and hold onto their affection like she did, must make Gwyneth Berdara a true saint. Or just incredibly unlucky.

He sensed her arrival a few seconds before Azriel jumped out of his chair like Mor had suggested a group hug. She had to breach the wards of his house, after all. And then he held his breath, observing his family and the merry fire of the hearth, until his brother formally introduced her to the guests. He waited a suspiciously long time for that to happen – so much, that he was certain Azriel had just snuck off with her and abandoned all plans of celebration.

But there she was.

Even though the priestess wasn’t a small female, Azriel still dwarfed her as he led her into the sitting room. Rhys suppressed his grin as he figured out exactly why their height difference was so apparent tonight. Azriel’s wings were flared, posture ramrod-straight, and his Shadows swirling around them both like a gigantic black cloak. He tried to commit this picture to memory, so he could tease the hell out of his older brother as soon as he got the chance.

“Everyone, this is Gwyn. Gwyn, this is, well –“, Azriel then went around the room, calling names and relations respectively. The priestess by his side seemed only a little intimidated by the sheer amount of people present, and flashed everyone a bright smile. Well, Feyre and Rhys (much to the former’s horror) got a curtsy.

Cassian barked out a loud laugh. “Stop that immediately Gwyn, or he’ll make you curtsey every time he enters the room.”

Rhys just raised his eyebrows, grinning first as Cassian, then at Gwyn. “I just might think about that. Happy Solstice, Gwyn, and welcome.”

Nesta took that as her cue to race over to the priestess and engulfing her in a hug. Then, one by one, every member of their family said their greetings. Azriel stood by her the whole time, as unmovable as a mountain, and smiled. Well, smiled seems like too little of a world. His brother beamed, his hand barely moving from the small of Gwyn’s back.

And that’s when Rhys knew.

***

Nesta felt like the proud mother of a child who had just recited a poem to their relatives without faltering. Like she might raise her glass any second and toast to the existence of Gwyn, who, in all fairness, would slide off her chair in shame. So Nesta suppressed the thought and instead reached for another roll.

Because her mind couldn’t really find a fault in that idea.

The dining room of the River House could have come straight out of a Winter Solstice commercial at this point, with garlands tastefully wrapped around the walls, candles burning and an abundance of food that no collective effort from the group could ever demolish. And, even though the picture-perfectness of it all still made her stomach churn a little bit, she found herself smiling at her favorite people – thankful to be here and not on the other side of the massive bay window.

Especially the fiercely loyal and wonderful redhead seated right next to her evoked that feeling of gratefulness, and pride. Every time she saw a flash of copper in the periphery of her vision, she was reminded again of Gwyn’s journey and her bravery. And of the fact that she found her first true friend in the priestess.

“And then – wait, what did he say again?”, Mor was already fumbling for words at the other end of the table – as well as another glass of wine – while telling some ridiculous story of a male asking her out. Another thing to give Gwyn credit for: listening seemingly interested to Mor’s stories and not wanting to bang her head straight into a wall. Rhy’s cousin was the personification of nausea. 

Cassian chimed in, drawling out the syllables while trying to mimic the bloke they made fun of. “He said: “Nah! Give me a chance girl. Spend a night with me and you’ll never want pus-“

“That’s quite enough brother, thank you.”, Rhys interrupted carefully before little Nyx learned a new word tonight.

Mor’s eyes glowed with mischief while continuing. “He was so full of himself! If he hadn’t been so drunk and stumbly, he’d have walked through the club with his crotch first.”

Beside her, Gwyn’s hand shot up to cover her mouth in scandal and amusement. Nesta leaned over, whispering, “Before you ask: Yes, they are always like this. Especially after a few bottles of wine.”

The priestess’s eyes sparkled as she answered with an equally low voice, “Then I have no idea why you don’t like them that much!”

Nesta snorted. Gwyn, despite her introverted tendencies, was a people person.

“Mor, I think we should turn to more peaceful topics. What will Gwyn think of us, talking about people’s bits at the dinner table.”, Feyre chimed in a soon as she saw an opening in conversation. If her sister knew just how likely it was that intimate bits came up at the table…

From her other side, Cassian flashed her a surprised smirk. Nesta still had issues filtering which thoughts made it through the bond and which were best kept secret. She couldn’t complain about the heavy, warm hand though, that now found its place on her thigh in silent, steady company.

“How was the solstice service, Gwyn?”, Cassian asked, leaning forward to catch Gwyn’s eye and giving her an encouraging smile.

The priestess quickly swallowed her food. “It was lovely. Very different from the way we usually do it in the library, but charming nonetheless. More music, actually, and less of the ceremonial business.”, she beamed, cheeks tinting pink just slightly. Her eyes sought Azriel’s as she spoke, then wandering courageously up and down the table.

“Do you sing yourself?”, Elain asked from where she sat right beside Feyre, still a little flour on her bodice from all her baking. Her sister initially looked a bit taken aback by the vibrant, beautiful female who had Azriel wrapped around her little finger, even if she was unaware of it herself. But Nesta saw her trying.

“I do. It’s my absolute favorite part about all services. Honestly, it’s the only thing getting me out of bed for the dawn worship some days.”, she replied, a chuckle in her voice which Elain mirrored. With her melodic voice, it wasn’t hard to believe that Gwyn didn’t just like to sing, but that she sang well.

“I visited a few times now. You can’t compare it to any religious worship we might have had across the border. It felt … enthralling.”, Nesta now chimed in, still unsure where Elain was taking this conversation.

But Gwyn seemed unaware. “Why don’t you come yourself and see if you like it? I’ll walk you there, the chapel is a little tricky to find. I recommend the dusk service though, if you value your sleep.”

Nesta felt more than she saw Rhys draw in a breath and Feyre flashing him a warning look. Azriel, too, stiffened on his chair. Her own eyes were bouncing back and forth between the two females, then staying on Elain.

They all felt some weird, unspoken business between the Shadowsinger and Elain last year. And were now waiting for the other shoe to drop.

The pause was over in a heartbeat though, as her sister smiled back at the priestess. “I would love to see it myself. Thank you for inviting me. Should I wear something specific?”

Gwyn didn’t miss a beat and immediately rattled off a list of appropriate outfits, jewelry and hair styles – all with explanations as to why they became fashionable with the priestesses and the symbolism behind them.

And just like that, the tension that seemed to have overpowered every person at the table – except Elain and Gwyn themselves – evaporated. Nesta caught Azriel’s gaze when the females fell into easy conversation, Gwyn now complimenting Elain on her baking, and they smiled at each other.

Their worry was absolutely misplaced, it seemed.

Dinner went on after that encounter, and Gwyn fit in so nicely with the family it was as if she had been a part of it for ages. But what was there not to love about the priestess? Of course, they would all fall head over heels for her.

No one as much as Azriel, though.

The change in his demeanor was obvious. With the way Azriel usually was, Nesta felt almost like an intruder when she observed the two. Like she barged in on some intimate moment that should have stayed between the couple. It turned out, cool and collected Azriel had an infinite reservoir of affection that he was all to happy to spend on one person only.

Every time he reached for Gwyn’s hands and brought them to his lips for a quick kiss, when she leaned over to whisper some kind of joke that made them both chuckle, or when he served her a ridiculous amount of dessert, Nesta couldn’t help but smile.

They both deserved this. An easy, quiet love that flowed as strong as a current.

Never mind that Nesta would still hang Azriel by the balls if he ever did something stupid.

Still, as Nesta settled back on her chair with a blissfully heavy belly, she knew.

***

Cassian could honestly jump through all floors of this house and the roof with happiness. But Feyre wouldn’t approve – that was the only thing holding him back and in his designated armchair in front of the fire.

His brother had finally found his courage, and the necessary charm he usually kept well-hidden, and asked the female of his dreams to the solstice party. The warlord had no idea how long the two had been an item, with Nesta-dearest not uttering even a hint in his direction, let alone the vault named Azriel himself, but from the way they acted around each other it must have been at least half a year.

It was honestly hard to tell, since Gwyn had this air of irreverence around his brother from their very first day of training.

The Shadowsinger was currently sat on one of the sprawling sofas, Gwyn tucked closely to his side, while more and more presents started piling in from wherever Rhys kept them hidden.

All that previous snooping for nothing. He knew the ass would hold back the best ones so Cassian didn’t have a chance to scout beforehand. With Azriel and Gwyn, Rhysand and Feyre, Mor, Amren and Varian, Elain and Nyx, and finally Nesta and Cassian, the living room resembled a wrapping factory. He didn’t even want to estimate the accumulated wealth currently sitting underneath the tree.

“So, who wants to start? We’ll be sitting here for hours anyways.”, Rhys clapped his hands and surveyed his family. They all held back their own ego, waiting for Nyx to have his first turn, but the boy sat patiently in his mother’s lap, more than content as he played with a loose ribbon.

“I will sacrifice myself.”, Amren drawled from behind him, prancing forward and going through the presents with a scarily accurate precision. Like she could sniff out the hidden jewelry from beneath the packaging. Only when she couldn’t fit any more packages in the tiny span of her arms did she return to her seat, spreading out her bounty over hers and Varian’s lap.

“Will we all go one by one?”, Gwyn whispered in Azriel’s, Cassian’s and Nesta’s general direction, her gaze flicking between the presents underneath the tree and Amren tearing into hers, “Because I’m not sure I can handle the attention.”

“I second that. Let’s go all at once.”, Azriel replied. His brother had been advocating for a simultaneous present opening for decades and seemed all to happy to lessen Gwyn’s worries. Nesta sprung into motion, calling out names and distributing the first round of packaged goods among them.

As she carefully placed a beautifully wrapped, large box on Gwyn’s lap, the priestess lit up with excitement. “Who is this from?”

“Yours truly”, Nes winked at her before settling down herself, a similarly large box next to her, “And if my calculations are correct, this is from you.”

Gwyn nodded, biting her lip a little as she observed the difference in wrapping. It was pretty obvious which presents the priestess brought with her from the house of wind, and which were acquired mostly in Velaris. But Nesta beamed as she opened her box and pulled out a rather massive collection volume of novels by an author named Sellyn Drake.

“Oh wow, look at those sprayed edges!”, she exclaimed, running her fingers over the intricate images and golden accents. Cassian observed the females with a smile, happy for Nesta to have found such a friend. And because for whatever reason, his mate always seemed to be in the mood after reading form this particular author.

Gwyn smiled, her own present balancing forgotten on her knees, “There is more!”

And sure there was. Nesta could barely tear her eyes away from the novel as she pulled out a smaller box, which revealed to hold lovely pearl earrings with sparkling moons and stars engraved in the stone. From behind them, they even heard Amren draw in a breath as she spied Nesta’s gift.

Cassian shared a glance with Az which seemed to communicate his absolute anxiety in trying to trump the priestess’s taste in presents. The Shadowsinger only smiled and raised his eyebrow in mocking challenge. Since Azriel was the master of conjuring up the most well-received gifts, the ass obviously had nothing to worry about.

Gwyn finally tore into her present too, which held soft, turquoise duvet sheets as well as an assortment of scented candles. The priestess ran her hands over the luxurious fabric in awe, probably already picturing how it would look in her newly acquired room in the house of wind.

Among the general mumble that ensured as everyone opened and redistributed their presents, Gwyn rose to draw Nesta into a tight hug. “Thank you so much, Nes.”

“No worries. I wanted to be first though, because I’m sure I can’t trump Azriel’s gift for you.”, Nesta chuckled.

Almost inaudibly over the excited chatter and Nyx’s squeals of happiness, Az mumbled, “She has a point.”

On cue, two neatly wrapped presents flowed over to them on a dark breeze, gently plopping on Gwyn’s lap who looked over to Azriel with a challenging look in her eyes. “We’ll see about that Shadowsinger.”

But Gwyn’s pompous demeanor changed quickly as she beheld the contents of his gifts. One was a portable journal Azriel said the priestess could use for services with a beautiful gold and white cover, patterned and glowing like the scales of a siren’s tail.

“How can I bring myself to write something in it, it’s too beautiful!”, Gwyn exclaimed as she leafed through the pages, each one shining with an iridescent sheen. The second present contained a knitted, cream-colored cardigan which Gwyn put on immediately, her face lit up with joy as she felt its softness. ‘Because you can’t keep running around the library with a blanket slung over you’, Azriel explained.

The whole family passed a few pleasurable hours like this, going through the plethora of presents until the pile of wrapping paper started to look like Mount Ramiel. But even after all was cleared away and wine got exchanged for hot chocolate and tea, the inner circle remained seated around the fire, exchanging stories and watching little Nyx in amusement.

Cassian couldn’t help thinking how well Gwyn fit into their family, slowly warming up more and animatedly talking to Feyre and Varian. Even Amren deigned to perch on the arm of their couch for a time to quietly talk to Gwyn, apparently quite taken with the priestess’s wit and happy about the ‘grown-up conversations she could finally have in this house with her present’.

Among the chatter and flow of conversation, Cassian managed to catch the gaze of Rhys, who, one arm around Feyre’s shoulder and the other stroking Nyx’s back, levelled his stare right back to him. I never knew he could be like this, Rhys’s voice filled his head and a discreet nod into Azriel’s direction confirmed what Cassian had been thinking this whole evening – Mother, even the last few months. Never had he seen another female that inspired their older, grumpy brother to be this attentive, this gentle and talkative.

Mind you, he still was quiet most of the time, content to lay back and follow the conversation or add some sly commentary of his own, but compared to last solstice, their brother showed outright cheerful behavior. The quiet encouragement shining off him when the priestess sought his gaze or the squeeze of his hand from time to time was enough to make even Cassian swoon.

Me either, but I also never saw you as a one-female-kind-of-guy until you got yourself whipped, Cassian directed his thoughts through their mental connection, hoping to convey the teasing undertone.

Rhys only directed a meaningful look at Nesta before jumping back to him. It’s quite nice though, isn’t it?

Cassian couldn’t help the smirk that stretched his lips, subconsciously drawing Nesta more closely to him. Even when he and his brothers were in their wild youths, they had yearned for something permanent, something mere friendship and the environment of war and hate couldn’t provide for them. It seemed that now, after centuries of instability, they had found their peace.

I never realized I needed to see him like this until today, Cassian admitted, letting his gaze linger on Azriel’s relaxed form. Even his shadows were content to sway around his shoulders, occasionally pooling in Gwyn’s lap like a cat made out of pure night.

Rhys nodded absentmindedly, For all the shit he went through, let’s hope this is it for him.

And as Cassian surveyed his family, especially the newest addition, he knew.

***

Mor felt sick to her stomach.

And it wasn’t even the day after solstice, when her hangovers usually kicked in with a vengeance.

After tossing and turning for what felt like hours and consulting the ancient gilded clock in her room, she decided to get some vomiting-prevention going and stumbled out of her bedroom, towards the stairs of the massive house.

The hallway was bathed in darkness, all residents probably sleeping peacefully and non-intoxicated in their beds. Mor cursed herself for her lack of willpower when it came to Rhys’s wine collection and tried to activate her remaining functioning braincells in order to not stumble and break her toes.

She half-limped, half-crawled down step after step, maintaining a vice-like grip on the banister as she swayed forward. Mor hoped she didn’t make any noise, but she couldn’t be sure over the whooshing sounds that filled her ears.

It took all of her effort, but eventually, she reached the bottom of the stairs. Where she nearly stumbled on her ass in surprise.

She had been so focused on her mission, she hadn’t even seen the soft golden glow that still emanated from the living room. The hushed, secretive voices slowly becoming more audible as she crept towards the half-open door.

Seated on the bay window that looked out the icy river flowing beyond were Gwyn and Azriel, so completely absorbed in their whispered conversation that it seemed they hadn’t heard her. The young priestess lay between Azriel’s legs, her upper body supported by his chest, as they gazed out the window to the dancing snowflakes.

Mor’s heart gave a little squeeze at the sight. The comfort and intimacy the scene presented. The way Azriel interlaced his fingers with Gwyn’s, his other arm coming around her waist to hold her even tighter.

She was ashamed of the way she toyed with the male for countless decades, too afraid of their friendship breaking to speak her truth and in turn do right by him – even though she had no reason to believe that Az would have betrayed her secret. And for all his longing gazes, his crushed hopes and fierce loyalty, he deeply deserved this.

This love that seemed to be so honest, so raw and vulnerable that you couldn’t help but root for them. That seemed to give Azriel the security and attention he so desperately craved, a place where he doesn’t feel the need to hide himself or parts of his personality in order to be accepted.

Gwyn’s love and support surrounded her friend like a blanket, cancelling out his sharp edges, and it was visible to everyone who knew the Shadowsinger beyond his violent reputation. He seemed calmer, more at ease with himself and the world. Attentive as always, but with a demeanor that softened just slightly, that allowed room for error and for joy.

It wasn’t the dramatic love of Feyre and Rhys, or the brutally challenging love of Nesta and Cassian. It wasn’t just a seedling that would eventually pine away under the pressure of darkness and secrecy. No, Gwyn’s and Azriel’s love snuck up on them, having quietly but diligently build a bridge between their souls that now appeared impossible to break.

Mor was just about to retreat from the door when Azriel’s head turned in her direction, a shadow moving by his ear. He didn’t utter a word, neither to her nor the priestess that had fallen silent as she sat there with her eyes closed. But he flashed Mor a small smile.

Not a quick twitch of his lips as an answer to being caught with Gwyn, nor the smile he showed the world when he was uncomfortable, the one that didn’t quite reach his eyes. The smile that lit up his whole face now, letting him go from handsome to extraordinarily beautiful, spoke volumes about the male and the priestess cradled in his arms.

Mor found herself smiling in return, stepping back and closing the door as quietly as she could when she felt her eyes water.

As she made her way to the kitchen, her heart so much lighter than just a minute before, Mor knew three things with frightening certainty.

That this love was so right she felt its truth in her bones.

That this love went beyond what Azriel ever felt for her.

And that it will only grow stronger.

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Makeup Sex HCs

-> dabi/t. todoroki, s. todoroki, e. kirishima & k. bakugo

Dabi | Shouto Todoroki | Eijiro Kirishima | Katsuki Bakugo x [GEN]Reader

CONTENT WARNING(S): sexual content, makeup sex. 🧍🏽‍♀️

COUNT: 1.1K words [1-3 mins each].

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A/N: ive been wanting to write this for a hot min and now i finally did sjdjsjdn anyways this will be my last nsfw work for students. pretty anti-climatic but 🤷🏽‍♀️ i will be releasing the rest of my sfw stuff for them somewhere else so stayed tuned for that. 👀 ANYWAYS I AM SAUR READY FOR THE DABI CONTENT IM GONNA BUST 🥰 THANK YOU ANON AND HAPPY YEAR YALL. 🤢🤟🏽🤟🏽🤟🏽

if its serious & Dabi knows hes fucked up, hes gonna force himself to talk about it.

don't think that he’ll be mature 100% but he will communicate with you.

is a little manipulative (don't come at me we know he ain't at therapy) and might divulge to get into your good graces once again.

makeup sex with Dabi entirely depends on how serious he finds the situation.

if it's something super serious (to him) then he will not go for sex and will not want to be touched physically like at all. comfort wise too.

but when it's something where all you two need to do is properly communicate, he's actually more empathetic. you could almost say the makeup sex between you when this happens is more… intimate.

if submissive!Dabi is something you like, here he is!

don't expect him to go full on tho, he’ll just relinquish a bit more of letting you take control as a form of apologizing.

[+] only you have been able to see him in such a position… you better be thrilled.

gets more needy tho? the audacity… if you love brats there here he is.

tries to say stuff to throw you off, shit like if you're teasing him he'll say something along the lines of, “stop playing and come sit on my cock, doll.” or “look at you slobbering all over my dick, you greedy XYZ.”

a little whiney about it too, has no shame whatsoever, though.

if he's the one giving you head, it's very messy and sloppy like he's making out with your nether regions. his goal is to have you c(um)e undone and having you surrender your thoughts to him.

when you two actually get to fucking though, it's really rough and grabby at first. it's as if you two are trying to fight each other whilst also attempting to one up another in pleasure.

very much a lot of rough thrusting, pinning, bite marks, hickies and hand prints galore.

then it soothes out—once all the pent up energy is exerted you two transition into a more, and this is where I talked about earlier, intimate love making.

mumbling apologies, a teary eye if you manage to make eye contact with each other and soft mutterings of how good it feels.

it's like a rollercoaster ride of high and low emotions, the end result being the balance of both.

probably the same kind of style as Dabi.

honestly it wouldn't be surprising if the root of the makeup sex being unresolved things, as in the inner conflicts that you two don't even address.

quiet aggression waiting for its release between you two.

makeup sex would be more like a week or a few days after, where you two are probably having a normal session but then the pent up and forgetting energy comes up and gets released during the deed.

Todoroki grips you way more often and holds you close as if you might disappear in one second.

uses a lot of his hands and probably toys too to let out his pent out anger.

will have you bonded up so he can freely do what he needs to do with having to keep his attention divided by keeping you down and pleasuring you.

a ton of words of affirmation here, both you and him.

that's how it normally is, but he throws in some endearing terms a lot more this time around.

“that feel good, baby?” “who makes you feel good like this?”

his attention is solely focused on you and not so much his.

will probably edge you until the point where you both need to climax as he enjoys seeing you tear up and beg for him.

the makeup sex was probably about jealousy if we're being honest here.

Todoroki is just so emotionally constipated but he doesn't know how else express it.

is definitely working on it though.

probably the most emotional out of them lol.

Kirishima is the type to cry and be a mess, super emotional and empathetic.

isn't doing crazy positions or trying to rough you up, unintentional or not.

very much, “I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry” sort of attitude 😭

feel like when thinking of Kirishima, since he has this hidden, passive aggressive side that it'd transmute into rough handling but no I think he'd let all his barriers down for something like this.

would probably get rougher near the ending tho, like harder thrusts and more bite marks.

he wants to be in your good books again and is doing his best to be that again.

everything is sloppier too, just pure rawness tbh.

the makeup session may take place a few hours later or a day later, if it doesn't then that's how you know it's something serious that can't just be mended with a bit of physical bonding.

so in a way when you two make up like this, Kirishima feels grateful because of the unspoken common rules in your relationship.

he puts his all in to make sure that even with your disagreements he still loves you a lot. :’)

surprisingly so, i honestly believe makeup sex with this man would be soft.

it's passive aggressive at most, the only thing being harsh is the rough grip here and there or a little taunting whisper every so often.

lots of eye contact and just admiring you under him.

likes to be on top so he can shield you from everything else in the room and wants your attention all on him.

make up sex with him is smothering in the way that it's like he's trying to mold himself into you and only you.

doesn't care about what you guys fought about or disagreed earlier, he's more or so focused on the connection this will bring.

Bakugo is more quiet during this time, not really saying much but lets a few noises slip by every so often.

if he does talk, it's not very loud or aggressive, more of check ins like, “you okay?” “you like it when I XYZ?”

it's like Bakugo is treating you in a fragile manner, not wanting to shatter you or startle you. :’)

this is one of the times where his energy level isn't on 1000.

ALSO HAND HOLDING FOR SURE.

prefers to mostly do positions where he can see your face too, wants to make sure you're okay.

he's very mellow and the sort of energy is needed for the mending between you two.

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