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This uhm may or may not be where “mock turty” came from in my subconscious…
how is it mario day and no one posted the essay
#I can’t believe I forgot about this#But my brain didn’t I guess#I’m so sorry I keep mentioning it#It just makes me laugh#I’m sorry#youre cool#fun with frog friends
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Actually it’s late and I need to be asleep HOWEVER I AM HAVING THOUGHTS about Rumbelle. I feel like we’ve all just collectively glossed over the fact that Rum and Belle were separated for 30 years. That’s a long time dude. And no-no-no- they weren’t just separated. He believed, fully, wholeheartedly believed, that she was dead. FOR THIRTY YEARS. He mourned her, he grieved for her, he kept his love for her locked away inside for all those days and nights. And then Belle, sweet, sweet Belle. She spends a bit of time adventuring and getting out there and good for her! I love that for her! She deserved that. And then she gets trapped. How long do you think she was in Regina’s castle, stuck there wondering, will she ever see him again? And then she is amnesiac for 28 years. Do you think, when she woke up from the curse, do you think she thought for a moment that she was dreaming- that she was still in that little cell, locked up and alone and thinking of the man she loved? Do you think she’d thought of him so often that when she woke from the curse and saw him there, that she thought he was just another dream? And then the mental fog lifted and she realised oh- oh- he looks… different. His curse has lifted- who lifted his curse? But does that matter? Does it even matter? Because she’s been holding her love for him inside for so long and she just has to let it out, she has to tell him no matter the consequences. She finally found her way back to him, she won’t let that go, and Rumple? Sweet, grieving Rumple, he hears her say that she loves him and it’s like oh. He can let himself believe it this time. Not many people are lucky enough to get a second chance but he not only has that, she’s essentially been bought back to life, it’s like she’s been reanimated and given another go at it. She was dead, not physically but in his eyes she was dead, and suddenly she’s not anymore- and she’s with him, alive and saying that she loves him. And it’s so true in her eyes and in her hands, in the way she touches him so gently, in how she’s not afraid to be with him. To be soft with him.
Ugh it’s just… 30 years, dude. 30 years. For some people that’s half a lifetime.
#also I know it’s 28 years on the curse but the time is kinda all over the place before it so I just rounded up to 30#it’s almost midnight and I’ve got a FULL day of uni tomorrow so this isn’t a good idea but I can’t sleep. I’ve got them on my brain#and this probably doesn’t make sense and I prolly didn’t get my point across very well but#30 years is heavy on the heart… you know?#anyway…. take that and run with it I guess#rumbelle#get rumple some therapy pls#rumbelle rambles#rumple ramblings#Rumplestiltskin#belle french#OUAT#once upon a time
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unmmmmm outfit concept or something
#the main thing qbout this is that i’ve been really wanting to design wrist guards for shadow#stil have no idea how to go about it#i wanted to make them look somewhere btwn real wrist guards and his boom gauntlets#I HAVE FINALLY DRAWN HIM ON SKATES THOUGH thats a win#these would be city skates or even rec skates ig. this outfit isn’t practical for aggressive skating#this is a fashion outfit not an activity outfit whatever whatever#i so wanted to give him a longer skirt but long skirts are not practical for skating whatsoever#so i settled for a shorter skirt but i think shadow would rock long skirts remind me to draw him in a long skirt sometime later#art is hard today this is mediocre and i didn’t draw it how i wanted to but it’s at least out kf my brain#ignore how i sketched the same exact thing thrice. well i guess it’s hardto ignore#uuuuuuuuuuuuuu whatever i’m sleeby i’ll hopefully revisit this someday later#doodles#shadow#action sport posting#my art#i GUESS. ppl seem to like it so it can go in my proper art tag. i guess.
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cut out the middleman and just draw reigen as the Wall of Flesh from terraria
yeah ok I’ll bite. Close enough welcome back wall of flesh!!!!!
#tw horror#tw body horror#tw gore#tw. Um. What the hell else#tw flesh#I GUESS??#btw the implication that mob did this isn’t intentional HE DIDNT GUYS DONT WORRY#Ok well do worry. Because Reigen is. Compromised. But mobs fine#probably.#idk. I’m tempted to “flesh” this idea out (BADUM-TSH)#Anyway.#mp100#cowardly draws#reigen arataka#mob psycho 100#arataka reigen#shigeo kageyama#kageyama shigeo#ask to tag#I used to watch terraria lets plays all the time as a kid bc I didn’t have the game#except now it’s too complicated for my little brain (guy who has 84 mods downloaded onto Minecraft currently)
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b/a for the boys’ anniversary edit :-)
#b and a#mostly just posting this to say hi#i didn’t mean to disappear again. it’s just#i have had A Week#literally the longest 10 days of my life#but um. it’s fine. i’m hoping things will maybe kind of go back to normal soon ish#i’d like to try & catch up on things & reply to people at some point#i just haven’t had the time nor the energy lately#but n e way….#i’m glad people seemed to like this edit#all the comments & tags on it were so sweet!!#ik i didn’t reply to them but i did read them!!#i had a lot of things i wanted to say about this edit but#i honestly can’t remember any of them now#my brain is just scrambled tbh#so. yea. that’s it i guess. hi.
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A while ago you posted a prompt about Jason getting drugged with something inappropriate warehouse that slows his heartbeat/pulse so his family thought he was dead again.
How would the Owl Song batfam react to that? 🦉
Dick would work through every single resuscitation measure and refuse to stop long after Tim tells him it’s useless. (Bruce can’t make that call. Bruce can’t. Not again… and that’s— that’s what Tim is for. Right? He’s just— not sure he can pull them back from the brink a second time. He wants to plead with Jason to wake up desperately. But someone has to keep it together. Someone has to— has to—…)
It’s Ethiopia 2.0. Only that Dick knows that this happened because he wasn’t paying attention to his owlet. AGAIN. But it’s okay this time. It’s okay. Because Dick is here. and he’s not leaving ever again. It’s fine. The casket’s just gotta be big enough to fit two this time.
#some hypotheticals#I should really go to sleep#(my brain: what if you didn’t tho)#((me: Kay more suffering for everyone that way I guess))#talon dick grayson#musings
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the enby moth of all time
someone put chemicals in the water that turned the bugs woke smh
#like i mean (((SPOILERS))) cordyceps doesn’t have a gender right#cough cough definitely didn’t draw this simply bc the Only way I can accept certain aspects of myself is to project it on my fav characters#my brain is like ‘look look look leif. imagine if leif was queer. if he is then you can be too’#alright. go off queen I guess. whatever works#I went through this exact process when I found out I was aroace just. lemme get it out of my system#agh agh agh I love leif#art#bug fables#bf leif#I like my bugs WOKE 🦅🦅🦅🦅🔥🔥🔥🔥
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sometimes commenting feels like watching the outro of an anime i need to do it to get my feelings in order and let them all out and process everything that happened before i feel emotionally stable enough to bookmark it
#this just happened actually i felt so empty and kind of sick inside just from what happened to the characters in a fic and it was a#wonderful fic but i felt like i was going stir crazy with everything that was happening inside my brain#so i commented about it!! and it made me feel much better since i could get out how the fic made me feel and how much i loved it#and the fact that my thoughts were actually out there made me feel much calmer i didn’t feel like i would lose them if they weren’t written#it was just a really nice feeling i guess#me :)#ao3
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0 thought 0 stakes 0 effort stanley doodles
#idk i just didn’t think too hard when i drew these lol#i guess my brain wanted ikemen stanley with sparkles and pose that makes 0 sense 😭#my art#stanley pines#gravity falls
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Another one - because I am not ready for season two in the slightest
#arcane#viktor arcane#jayce talis#jayce x viktor#im sorry you guys didn’t get to see the chocolate strawberry episode in season one#i guess they only played that one in my brain
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Faun loves these silly little hedgehogs, so naturally I had to give them designs that are easier for me to draw
These were actually super fun and I’m really pleased with them! :D
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#gijinka#i guess#eclipse drew a thing#didn’t notice the stray mark on Sonic’s arm until just now#*grits teeth* it’s fine. I’m fine.#Faun had to help me with Shadow’s outfit since I was never edgy in high school XD#I’m not joking about these being easier for me to draw btw#something about drawing the proportions of sth characters just kinda breaks my brain#anime boys make more sense to be XD
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i kind of knew in theory that all my hobbies involved my hands but i kind of just ignored it n was like oh well im sure id manage
top ten pics taken seconds before disaster
#tldr a lot of drawing + my dorm desk is Really Bad for my wrists and i didn’t realize has kind of fucked me up bad#i don’t do basically anything all week until it stops hurting and i draw a tiny bit and it goes back to hurting#i have literally nothing to do w myself bc brain doesn’t want to do anything but draw write or game and i Can’t Do Those Things#and even when my wrist stops hurting i have to basically exchange any time i’ve earned to do my classwork#leaving no time for myself and my own work unless i say fuck it and gamble more strain#i don’t want to say it’s depressing me bc it feels. pathetic? but as someone who Has to get ideas out lest they start rotting him#it’s… not great#on top of some irl frustrations it’s made for a kind of glum few weeks#oh well. back to laying on my side watching youtube i guess#sparks speaks#vent#? yeah i guess#“i’m not depressed” says the guy who wakes up feels his hand twinge and immediately almost starts crying#like. lame ass behavior but it’s not like it’s a choice#i just wish it didn’t make me so mean. i’ve started avoiding ppl cause i’ve been getting mad rlly easily#which is not helpinggggg
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ocd is weird bc I definitely still have it, I just got really good at identifying it and shutting it down. Like I was taking down a gross medical sticker on my wall that for some reason I stuck up there last year, and my brain was like “no don’t do it. You’ll die if you do that” so I put it back on and my brain was like “or…maybe life will get way better if you take if off. And if you leave it life will get worse. Want to make that choice” and I was like really stumped over it, then suddenly I was like ohhhhh ocd you tricky devil… and tore the sticker off. I go thru this exact experience about thrice a week.
#ocd#Just a peek into my twisted mind……#Jokes aside ik this probably still sounds weird and mentally ill#But trust me on this#It’s way better than it sounds#At least comparatively#Back in 2020 I literally didn’t piss for 2 days because I thought pissing would cause the world to end#Like me at 15 was legit contemplating suicide bc it got to a point where I couldn’t even move#Without being convinced it would end the world#So all I could do was just lay in bed and I couldn’t grab my phone either bc that would also end the world I guess#Couldn’t blink freely had to do like one blink two fast blinks one slow blink#Damn just remembering how much it tormented me before I got a handle on it is actually pissing me tf off Wtf#Fuck ocd I fucking hate ocd#I’m so glad I outsmarted it#Shit was easy too#Bc the way my ocd worked was it was just completely spontaneous#There were certain patterns especially w numbers (like I couldn’t interact w the numbers 6 or 4)#But for the most part it was just whatever my brain decided was bad in that exact moment#Which was why it got as bad as it did so quickly#But that was also why I was able to go “ok well if I obey any compulsion all my fears will come true”#And that WORKED#IT WORKED FUCKING PERFECTLY#SO FUCKING DUMB#who even needs therapy I’m fucking Mr. Mental health. Fuck uou#tw compulsions#tw ocd#tw sui mention#< sui mention is in tags
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Last Line Tag Game 🐝
Another plea dies on his tongue, caught behind his teeth where he swallows it back down. He gathers his sister in a fierce hug and promises himself he’ll find a way out for her. Promises that if he ever gets a second chance to save her, he won’t waste it.
tagged by the lovely and talented @tizniz @dangerpronebuddie @daffi-990 @spotsandsocks 💖
np tagging @stereopticons @elvensorceress @monsterrae1 @saybiwithme @thekristen999 @bi-buckrights mi amor @bidisasterevankinard @diazsdimples @loveyouanyway @jesuisici33 @steadfastsaturnsrings @hoodie-buck @lemonzestywrites @thewolvesof1998 @your-catfish-friend @diazheartsbuckley @theotherbuckley and anyone else who wants to 😘
#any guesses where this leads us?#hippo gets tagged#last line tag#fic: come close (let me be home) bridgerton#buddie wip#hippo writes#if i forgot to tag you no i didn’t#my brain is just rather done atm
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Well this is embarrassing. For everyone.
#including me tbh#they have to re-name the entire show!#like i’m not even at ‘we can’t have nice things’ about it i’m still at my first reaction which is lol#‘ok so the show will be better than ever but just quickly we have to rename ‘pinky and the brain’ just ‘the brain’ i guess#‘turner and hooch’ is now just ‘turner’ and there’s no dog now he’s just some guy but i’m sure i’ll be fine’#‘lois and clark’ is being re-branded as ‘clark kent: reporter!’ but this in no way changes the show!’#i mean before you get into the way they promoted this show as firmly in the paperback romance genre - i’m still stuck on it:#they have to RE-NAME the entire SHOWWWW#i guess that tweet that was like answering fundraising with ‘how much to ensure miss scarlet and the duke bang it out friend’#didn’t raise enough to keep martin on staff loooool#anyway pour one out for the production office having quite a week i’m sure#miss scarlet and the duke
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Happy 33rd Dan!
Hope it’s a good one x
#happy birthday dan#asked my brain to make Dan bday art and it just gave me this so I guess I’ll roll with it#I dithered over whether this was appropriate as bday art but I have nothing else and also I am who I am#maybe he’s basking in the sun or maybe his head is tipped back in pleasure who knows 👀#in unrelated news#this was originally a dnp piece but I didn’t like how Phil turned out#blonde hair is hard#phan#dan and phil#dnp#Dan 33#my art#original content by astra#d33
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