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~ and if I can dissolve I do ~
(hanahaki au below the cut)
AU where Peeta develops the hanahaki disease during Catching Fire and the only people that understand the significance of it are Mrs Everdeen and Haymitch, both of which he swears to secrecy since he's going to die in the arena anyway. Snow also recognises the symptoms (rumour has it he underwent surgery shortly after his time in D12) when Peeta is unable to hide it from the cameras during the Quell. The flowers are removed as part of the hijacking process, but whether it was successful or not is uncertain - dandelions are a stubborn weed after all, and their roots grow deep.
#i think hanahaki is a nice fit for peeta's character#although it's pretty obvious how much he cares for katniss#his own feelings and desires take a backseat unless he can exploit them for her survival#his existence is very much 'keep her safe give her what she needs don't ask for anything you don't deserve it you're not worthy of love'#and it all keeps building inside him during the victory tour until he just#vomits flowers everywhere#and then probably feels bad for making a mess#lyrics are from nine lives by odie leigh#the hunger games#peeta mellark#everlark#fanart#mcbaart
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#tv: star trek: deep space nine#ds9edit#trekedit#poor odo#he's been looking for his people for so long#and when he finds them they end up being the show's big bad#i love this moment though#of kira taking his hand an reassuring him that he's not alone#that she's right next to him and cares for him#that she knows he's in pain but he's doing the right thing#it's so beautiful#i want to know you the way you really are#things i made
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Publius toddler era antics vs Pompeio adult era antics
ngl this is actually a subplot Iāve been working on and refuse to let go of, but I also realized that last month that if I wanted to do a sequel with the next generation of politicians, I had to introduce them ahead of time, so itās truly become a small storm of Antics That Are Happening All The Time around Crassoās house
#in an earlier draft Pompeyo met Crassoās kids (itās complicated) when Crasso gave him a ride to the other side of#this island and they stopped at Crassoās house for lunch#in the most current draft (less complicated) Pompeyo has previously met Marcus and Publius is a later addition to the cast#hence the toddler antics. Pompeyo showing up at 1am with 3 surprise kids was the temporary band aid had slapped onto#the story altho I think Iāve worked it out (Pompeyo is taking care of them because their parents died and thereās no one else)#Sometimes the vibe is like the baby arc of tale of the nine tailed 1938. but itās also very much about. trauma#multitudes! we all contain multitudes#bad governance the series
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sometimes i think about that moment of dana talking about the cast's music taste and it makes me quite disappointed because i feel she got it completely wrong and missed the potential of what hunter would listen to. sorry but linkin park feels so basic??? hunter feels like he would like obscure shit. AND AS SOMEONE WHO LISTENS TO METAL LIKE BROO i have like opinions. also WHAT do you mean luz listens to kpop. i completely fucking disagree sorry. j-rock is more like it if anything or indie pop/rock. it does not fit with her at all. kpop feels to mainstream?? and besides she likes anime right? dont you think shed want to listen to anime openings and like all sorts of things having to do with the culture. j-rock fucks. i dont listen to MUCH of it because i havent found much but like she doesnt seem like shed listen to that dana why would you say that :(. ive been constructing her taste in my mind for YEARS and you say the wrong thing. BOO. hottest take ever and you arent cooking. your burning it.
#sorry im blabbering but i was listening to music today and thinking about it#i could like drop some albums i think hunter would fw if anyone cares#HE WOULD FUCK WITH HEAD LIKE A HOLE BY NINE INCH NAILS OKAY HEAR ME OUT#āid rather die than give you control/bow down before the one you serve/your going to get what you deserve... HEAD LIKE A HOLE!!! BLACK AS-ā#it just makes me disappointed???? like that was such a hot take from her and i just like got bothered abt it#YEAH i can see him liking linkin park#and yeah i hc āfaintā by lp to be HIS song and meteora to be his favorite but COME on#give him the taste that doesnt feel mainstream and known. everyone knows the crawling in my skin meme.#say he listens to modern life is war or hail the sun or system of a down like come on man linkin park feels too obvious#is it obvious that music hcs are my favorite things to talk and speculate abt??
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What if I was insane again about the first thing Alpha Grim Sonic hearing when Nine creates him is his purposeāthat he is Nine's friend?
Friendship as a concept in Prime is handled interestingly among its main characters. As Sonic (who thinks he knows a lot about friendship) comes to deepen his understanding of what it means to have a home/be home, I think it's safe to say his definition of friendship develops along with it. Compare this to Nine, who's learned everything he knows about "friendship" and personal relationships in general through his relationship with Sonic (at least, after his childhood of bullying).
So of course I think about Nine, who never wants to be hurt again, yet can no longer bear feeling alone (not after feeling that sense of companionship and belonging with someone else), which results in him creating a warped version of friendship for himself (one where he is surrounded by people, but people who only do whatever he wants, who have no opinions and thoughts of their own, who can't backstab him). And so I think about Alpha Grim Sonic, who is the very first robot Nine creates under this idea of frienship and companionship.
Nine is his master, and Alpha Grim Sonic is his protector, his bodyguard, his weapon
But he's also his friend.
Alpha Grim Sonic doesnāt talk back (can't even if he wanted to), but his purpose has always been clear to him: be Nine's friend. That's what he was created to be.
So I imagine Alpha Grim Sonic performing his purpose to the T at first under Nine's framework. He's Nine's friend, so he does whatever Nine commands, he never talks back or challenges authority, he protects Nine at all cost. And then, perhaps unbeknownst to Nine, he begins to shift ever so gradually. Sure, he's never insubordinate, he never offers up opinions, he still can't speak, but the lines of devotion begin to blur.
Is it in his code? Is out of a real sense of feeling?
Alpha Grim Sonic does not understand friendship, no matter whether it believes it does or not. But it's ironic to me if, despite being created under Nine's warped idea of it, the robot slowly grows their own soul, witnesses other displays of frienship and care, and drifts outside the bounds of that idea (a carefully crafted painting begins to leak out of its frame, expanding the masterpiece). They protect Nine, they do only what he commands, and yet they hate to see Nine in pain, they wish to bring Nine comfort (and so it feels good to him when Nine commands him to do such things that might bring his master comfort).
Does this make any sense? To believe that friendship means to hold one person on a pedestal, to protect them, to only listen to them, to never talk back, to never have opinions, and yet, despite believing what your creator tells you of friendship with them (your very purpose in this existence), to slowly fall further into those feelings that true care and love for another person brings, to wish to comfort someone the way one might describe a true friend would, despite not realizing any of this.
#sonic prime#alpha grim sonic#miles nine prower#nine the fox#crystalbond#crystalbondshipping#sonic the hedgehog#sonine if you squint#i just be ramblin#Why did I tag the ship tag?#Well if you've seen my earlier posts this introspection and journey of Alpha Grim Sonic's naturally leads him to struggle with what it mean#to feel emotion and be alive and to care for other people#Beyond grappling with whether any of this is even possible#they don't understand what it means to have friends or to love aside from what has been told to them#I don't think Alpha Grim will ever fully sus out the exact nature of his feelings for Nineā which would naturally grow over time in my eyes#But whether friendship or romance or in between or something else or all of it#The love Alpha Grim has is meant to become real#On the surface it's hard to see that he's changed#partially because he can't speak but partially because of people's preconceived notions of what robots are capable of#but below the surfaceā that original concept of devotion to one's master ingrained into their code and that idea of friendship etched into#its memory banks#these have grown outside the bounds of strict parameters#the robot is learning and yet growing naturally#And so devotion is both code and out of a genuine care for his very first friendā his master#he wants Nine to be happy because he feels this deep inside (the idea of Nine being happy makes them feel good)#He still would never dream of going against Nine's wishes#Nine created a robot to serve him#And the robot grows not only to serveā but to love#He takes his original purposeābeing Nine's friendāto his logical conclusion despite being created under a warped idea of frienship#au ramblings
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Fitz's mental health getting progressively worse with each series is definitely something to behold
#go to therapy!#writing your thoughts down and burning them doesn't count!#bee is basically taking care of him at this point and she's only nine#fool's assassin spoilers#fitzchivalry farseer#bee farseer#fitz i love you but you are a mess#rote#realm of the elderings#realm of the elderlings spoilers
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Sejak 4 (spoilers!)
Is there anything sexier than selling your soul to steal the throne?
#sejak#sejak spoilers#captivating the king spoilers#spoilers#there we go hopefully that works!#my commentary#the way i was in fucking raptures#nice virtuous prince: boring! prince who sees his only path to live that also involves him finally claiming the power#that a teeny tiny deep-down part of him has probably wanted this whole time#and saying fuck it i'm doing it i'm taking it i don't care who i have to sacrifice: perfection itself!#i have said before that i love a usurper so as you can imagine i was on cloud nine this whole ep
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reworked version
#it's raining today so i need to pass the time somehow#lee rang#totnt#tale of the nine tailed#lee yeon#ki yuri#gu shin ju#nam ji ah#kim su oh#the way he takes care of yuri and suoh being testament of how yeon raised him.....#giving tough love but in a way they really can see thru#physical touch becoming their love language once he feels comfortable enough to accept it#his frienemy-ship with jiah!!! so important to me
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that's a nice, big number, isn't it? i can probably start posting this now, right?
#augh#because the problem is that the first chunk is the vibe i want to set#but i worry people will show up for the lesbians and then be disappointed with 12k of amy/11/rory slapstick meet ugly#and then another 8k of fun and funky queerplatonic donna/shaun+10 polyamory about loving your partner even when he occasionally#gets into fistfights with his terrible possible cannibal of an ex#and not being his mother or his keeper and so not falling into overworn tropes of getting angry at him but instead taking care of him#also maybe the next bit will be about rose who does secret agent things and had a baby with nine who ran away to join the vso when he found#out she was pregnant#so ten ans donna and shaun take care of baby mia when she's away on missions#which is still not the lesbians#who have so much lore hinted at in that first part#oof gonna sleep on it#doctor who
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Seeing art of kiryu and ichiban always makes my heart break one thousand times over and over again and i cant even say why
#Yakuza loveblog#like its not even that they have the same voice actor its like. ... like especially art where kiryu is taking care of ichiban or like acting#like kiryu is nine years older than ichiban thats not very much and ichi is also an old man#but like its ... like you know ... can you adopt a grown ass man#like i think kiryu has gone a little bit crazy and needs to help or protect someone like he needs someone to keep him tethered and interact#with him every day like how nishikiyama used to#did they change the way tags look on mobile again im killing (remembers that suicide jokes are bad for my psyche) you#like i just love seeing him hanging out with ichiban because thats as close to a fresh start as he can get#like he cant get close to daigo or majima and sure as hell not haruka and the rest of the kids at morning glory but like. hes hanging out#with ichi now hes part of his little friendgroup in y8 too and hes with ichi in hawaii its just so cute ...#and i see that people ship them and thats crazy to me like i usually have some sort of opinion on a ship so i think its amazing that seeing#kiryu and ichiban make out and have sex literally has no effect on me#like i dont personally ship it but seeing them together is cute ...#kiryu saw him naked on that beach <3 but so did everyone else#always thinking about how lonely kiryu is and how much of that is his fault#like at some point i think he will never change and thats fine thats the man i fell in love with and he sucks also
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It's really ironic that Eight was made as a direct contrast to the feeling of helplessness and powerlessness that Ciphers (particularly Nine with having their free will stolen unable to even ask for help) experience but his character has grown so much in that protector role that he misses that helplessness-- especially that of being an infant. Misses being weak and small an half-blind and relying on his parents for warmth and safety. He can't cry for his mother, or be surrounded on all sides by someone or something that would fight for him, tooth and nail. When you grow your fangs, you can never return to being so young-- you are the protector now and it is your duty to fight.
#swtor#ooc#echani females call the males their 'protectors' despite the females outnumbering males 1 to 8#and despite lore stating it is a matriarchal society so females would have little need to be protected if not the other way around#so I hc that Protector as a societal role is much like the role of the eldest sibling#an unnecessary pressure to take the most responsibility for your family put them first and fulfill your filial piety amongst other duties#to win honor and show you have the capacity to protect and care to the highest standard for everyone#but it can be difficult bearing the brunt of the burden and it is a mindset that follows many echani into their lives elsewhere#the need to provide yet endure it.#no voice to cry suffering.mp3#at some point you achieve a certain level of strength where none can compare and as a result none can protect you#in particular. I saw how much his Nine self wished anybody could be there to help/save him#and that was where Eight stemmed it is his role
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i am Thinking about nine and his hair, how his relationship with it and autonomy, and with caring for himself through it--and lack of such--are so much of a direct response to the type of abuse he went through from sandor, and to escaping from it, and how it is a near perfect foil to five's relationship with his hair and augh AUGH chews on a table it's so interesting and i could write so much about it, i really really wish they had kept NL!nine for that alone
#lorien legacies#LL number nine#LL number five#like honestly if everything else about what they did with nine's character and arc hadn't been Like That#him wearing his hair in a ponytail after the war while keeping it long would have been SUCH a wonderful character moment#an understated symbol of how far he's come#way before his imprisonment he wasn't just keeping his hair long to spite sandor because it was one of the few outlets for control he had#he wasn't taking /care/ of it#he talks about it being a 'tangled thatch' he couldn't get a brush through#(which like there sure is some Loaded Language there depending on his hair type lol š but given that i'm p sure he's meant to be white)#(and is not mentioned to have kinky/curly hair i'm assuming they probably intended it to be a texture where not being able to get a brush#through it is not a Good Thing)#having it in a ponytail at the end indicates that he's keeping it long and also /taking care of it./ making his body a place to Live In#it's not one of the ways in which he's shown to self-harm to get some measure of control and autonomy back from sandor anymore#and i could go on for So Long about how rey forcing five to have long matted uncut poorly cared for hair that feels miserable#and five rejecting both him and his control by Shaving All of It Off /and/ doing so for his own comfort#and because it expresses his presentation in a way that he likes; are foils to this#but ahhh AHHHHH it drives me FERAL i want to explore it so much from nine's end and i wish the writers had done it themselves#NL!nine#LL tag#dyn: lost boys#dyn: i was always the better liar#abuse cw#self-harm cw
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Since that sports rpf breaking the containment post is making the roundsā¦ does a fencing fandom exist on tumblr I REALLY need to know because every time I search it up here itās either picturesque houses with wooden fencing or fanart of fence the comicā¦
I fenced recreationally for about 5 years, and because that was done rather unwillingly, I never actually got into the sport (as in I didnāt watch it whatsoever which is bad I know). However now that Iāll never be the one on the piste again itās becoming increasingly compelling to meā¦
#the sport is filled with the Narratives that I love. the teammate-rival. a duel of strategy. the etiquette. how fucking FAST it is#the blade being an extension of yourself. taking care of it. the raw exhilaration of a victory (all those mask off Getty pics. god)#lifting yourself to glory nine minutes at a time. letting nine minutes and 14m of space decide your career.#also last year I watched a kvariety episode ft. the Korean menās sabre team who had just won gold in the Olympics. their story is amazing#em speaks#additionally I will not name names but I used to know a guy who was good enough to be a part of team [redacted]#but he was tragically juuust not good enough to make it to the biggest competitions and the fact that he was poor didnāt help#I still think about him every so often. I hope heās doing well he was the greatest he deserved the world#what tags do i put#fencing#foil#sabre#epee
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so my manager told me i need to start going into the office three days a week
#becca.txt#i told him i didn't want to and he straight up said he didn't either but the company is adamant on three days a week for everyone#no permanent exceptions are being given out#it doesn't make sense for me as a video and site editor to be in an office full of sales people working a nine to five#thank god i have a really nice manager who's flexible on arrival and departure times - as long as i deliver my stuff he doesn't really care#but he did say to keep in mind what everyone else may say because it might give a bad perception if i leave early all the time#i don't even know what to do my commute to work is ass#a bus and two trains from where i live but it is what it is i guess#i'll have made three years at this job in august and i've only been to the office twice - on two consecutive days so pretty much just once#and my manager's the only one on my team working out of that office everyone else is working out of our boston office#so i won't have any friends#update on that coworker - she was fired and given a very nice severance package#i understand her frustrations but the more time i spent correcting her work the more i understood my manager's side too#it was a messy situation all around but she's a lot happier now that she's gone#well anyway yeah i don't know what i'm going to do in an office for like six or seven hours a day#nobody at my job knows how little time it takes me to do my job - like if i work two hours a day that's a lot#the work i do is important but it certainly does not take me a lot of time to do - it took the last person doing this ages#but i have the power#so it doesn't take long#i don't know what i'm gonna do when my manager realizes he's paying me to take naps and dick around on the internet all day#return to office won't start until may 1 so i have a little time to sort everything out#wish me luck y'all
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Reader who gets pregnant off of a one night stand with some soldier during armed forces day, showing your appreciation for his service a little too well.
You had a support system, friends who joked about you having way too much fun, hence your predicament, others already offering to buy things for the baby and your parents who couldn't be happier to meet their grandchild.
But what about the father?
Well, it's not exactly like you could track him down. Fuck, you didn't even know the man's name, only how he made you feel, his filthy words strumming in your ear, big hands tight around your waist, hips slamming away in a desperate chase.
Let's forget how you leg-locked him.
When your daughter was born, everything changed, and time slowed down. She was a quiet baby, barely crying or having any outbursts like a normal child would but outspoken in her own little way. That chunky thing came out of the womb with a glare. Brown eyes staring down anyone and everyone but you.
That's something she definitely got from her father. You vividly remember how his umber eyes watching you from across the bar. He was like an eagle waiting for the perfect moment to strike his prey. A perfect soldier.
So, you named your daughter Adira in memory of his strength. That's one thing he could have.
Adira loved to be by your side. Her chubby cheeks pressed into the nook of your neck, holding you close with strength of a thousand babies. Your clingy little thing was a koala, always by her mommy's side, never straying far no matter how curious she got. When she learned to walk, her favorite thing became to hug your leg, especially while in stores. She hated people, wearing a tiny scowl whenever customers passed by tucking herself closer to you.
Maybe it was a good thing her father wasn't around. Having to compete for her first words would've been a bloodbath.
You spent two years in bliss. The fact that you were a single mother an afterthought to raising what you considered a blessing.
With Adira's second Christmas coming up, you wanted to do something special. She loved trains and found them absolutely amusing, often mimicking the honk as she ran around your apartment. Thankfully, there was a train ride for kids around the park during this time of year.
Here, you stood in line, bundled up to the nines. Big poofy coat, warm gloves, and fuzzy boots. As the crowd moved, Adira clung close, arms wrapped around your leg, glowering at any passerby with an annoyed look on her rosy cheeks.
That one was new. Maybe something else she got from her father.
The two of you took steps in tow, keeping Adira close and comfortable as the train came into view. Her expression shifted, excitement palpable. "Twain!" She squealed, jumping up and down.
Before you could respond to Adira's childlike joy, a man bumped into you by accident, nearly stumbling over his own feet. He turns to look at you, blue eyes meeting yours, but you were too focused on the weird ass Mohawk on his head.
People wore still those?
"Sorry bout that lass." The man starts to apologize, a Scottish accent lacing his voice.
That breaks your stare, laughing awkwardly to mask your wandering gaze. "Oh no, it's fine. You should be careful. you might slip on ice."
He nods, giving you a kind smile. The Scottish man starts to leave, but the look your kid was giving him sent shivers down his spine.
Little Adira was giving him a fierce stare down from behind your leg before ultimately cutting her eyes at him as if he were merely a nuisance.
"Next in line! Mctavish!"
The man doesn't stay after that. You assume that it was him they were calling with the way he hurried off. Hope he doesn't fall, seemed like a nice guy.
Soap can't help but do a double take when be gets to the front. The little rascal was wearing his Lieutenants face, hawk eyeing anyone who dared got to close. It was like looking in a mirror.
He nudged Gaz, making a gesture to look back without making it obvious. "See the lass and her bairn in line?"
Gaz gives him a raised brow, looking back for a second before turning around. "There's a lot of kids with their mother's, Johnny."
Soap glances back, double checking to make sure you were still in line. āThe lass with the wee oneāsheās got the same wicked look as Lt. You cannae miss her.ā
Gaz rolls his eyes but humors Soap by looking once more, his eyes scanning the crowd until they land on a little girl already mean-mugging him from a distance. He swiftly turns around, blinking in surprise, trying to comprehend what he saw. "Uh..."
Soap only nods in agreement. That was Ghost's face, on a kid no less. He wastes no time, elbowing Roach and getting him to look back as well, leaving the other Sergeant in the same shock as Gaz. "That is not a face a kid should have."
"Agreed." Gaz added, shuddering at the thought.
"Where's the cap?" Soap asks, the train ride no longer feeling like fun now that heās discovered the jackpot.
"Market place with Lt. for cigs," Gaz knowingly remarked, remembering that Price had run out on their way here.
"Well, let's go show them a Christmas miracle," Soap shot up from his seat all too eagerly.
The sergeants just got their Christmas present.
#simon ghost riley x reader#simon ghost riley#simon riley#simon ghost riley x you#simon ghost x reader#simon riley x reader#sunshine-sunni
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#i hate september#it's like my body knows when the calendar ticks over#and it's time for my yearly moping#nine years this year#i just drove across town for fries and a milkshake partially just to keep driving longer#didn't finish them and feel like puking now#god it's been like a third of my life without him#i just wanna call him and talk to him#it's so crushing#if live to forty what will that feel like? half of my life without him? how much of him will i still remember?#even at fifty he would cry about his granny sometimes#but she died when he was thirty#he only made it to fifty-two#i wonder if sixty loomed at him#if the concept of half of a life without her scared him the way it scares me#i'm still so mad at him for not taking better care of himself#i should've had so much longer#and the worst part is? i totally get it#it costs so fucking much in this country to be seen for anything#i've personally put off checking up on worrying symptoms before because the times i have had them checked on it was nothing#and i owed a whole bunch of money after#currently sobbing in my car in the parking lot of my apartment complex at 3 am trying not to wake the neighbors#i have been trying so hard not just to find joy where i can#but to make my own joy because i found so little to be had#but here we are. here we are.#3 am. car. sobbing.#it's so tempting when i feel like this to get in the car and drive and drive and just keep going and never come back#i drive off into a sunset and transcend time and space
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