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mimiyanna · 11 days ago

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Big things coming soon? Maybe? Possibly? Could be clickbait? Hm.....

#I WANT TO START STREAMING AGAIN #BUT I'M SO SCARED #AND MY PERFECTIONIST TENDENCIES ARE KICKING MY ASS #I CAN'T STREAM UNTIL IT'S ALL SET UP AND READY AND PERFECT #'oh just do it anyway'#NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAAAAND #It's so hard to do #🥺🥺🥺#Even when I do think 'I should just do it right now. Go live without anything prepared just. Do it.'#I still don't do it #Because like #'Oh well I wanna play my favorite game Funny Fantasy for 18 hours instead :3'#It is 100% a self-discipline issue #Because I could always either play FF on stream (not happening)#Or I could just. I don't know. Play less of it?#Maybe hit like. An hour or two a day?#And spend the rest of the weekend actually working towards my goals?#But I have a disease.#And it's called 'You're never going to be able to make this work unless it's perfect so why even try'#And it eats at me.#Anyway I NEED to quit my job.#So I better get a support net set up quick huh?#I know quitting your job and THEN starting streaming as a career is NOT viable hskdfljh #So.#I have to stream while I still DO have the job #Until I've got a community who I can rely on.#But GOD is it hard #Screaming and yelling into the void

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orangejuicetastesgood · 4 months ago

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My feeling when I’ve gotten into IWTV (interview with the vampire) but I can’t share my thoughts because my girlfriend follows me and she seemed interested in watching it.

#iwtv #interview with the vampire #I’m trying my best #but god is it hard

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awkwardandeccentric · 1 year ago

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Me: “No one is ontologically evil and everyone deserves compassion and empathy.”

*some weirdo conservatives:* “If you’re poor how about you get off your ASS and stop going to STARBUCKS and get rid of your INTERNET and sell your CHILDREN?? YOU STUPID BITCH.”

Me: “…Except these people.”

#conservative logic #conservative #I’m kidding but only a little #I have to consciously remind myselves that no one is just evil #but god is it hard

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astriiformes · 7 months ago

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Really says something about the dire state of offerings for men interested in sewing their own clothes that even searching things like "interesting men's clothing patterns" brings up articles with links to four or five whole websites that primarily offer admittedly nice but practically identical patterns for making button-ups and work pants and maybe a varsity/bomber jacket if you're lucky.

(Branching out into historical costuming for everyday wear is like your one shot at variation, and even then, the ratio of men's to women's patterns on every website is frustrating to say the least.)

Patternmakers as a trans man I am begging you. Give me a little more to work with here.

#can you tell i have been browsing patterns today #anyways after i make some progress on jonathan i'm going to buy some loud weird prints and at least jazz up a pants pattern #i want to have clothes that i like but god is it hard if you lean masc and also like fun

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hyperbali · 1 month ago

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Dragon Age: The Veilguard - Outfit Coords by @desertedinurban

#desertedinurban #fashion #dragon age #dragon age the veilguard #neve gallus #lucanis dellamorte #bellara lutare #taash #davrin #lace harding #emmrich volkarin #the tumblr isn't updated much so i sent to check the insta and HHHHHHHHH #god these are so good #i love character outfit coords so much #closet cosplay #went* not sent #dragon age veilguard

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hattersarts · 4 months ago

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:I

#wicked #god i know their performances are gonna go hard #elphaba thropp #galinda upland #wicked movie #saw the leak of a clip of this song and godamm im in trouble

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questionablehuman444 · 5 months ago

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guess who watched 4 hours of Parkour Civilization!!!

(I will never leave my roots behind and it haunts my every waking moment)

(I'm so sorry to anyone who looks at my blog, it's a mess right now <3)

#parkour civilization #my art <3 #please send help #i cant go back #i cant go back to the days of the minecraft hyperfixation #but god is it hard #the storyline is so compelling #if i go down i'm taking someone with me #probably my irl friend #i'm so sorry

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fraternum-momentum · 4 months ago

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give me your complete and unwavering devotion.

#cant have a vampsona without some religious imagery #i love the dynamic of a god and a devotee #a servant completely and utterly devoted to her god and yet a god is nothing without its worshippers #still has that power imbalance yet that necessity of being together #yummiii #also i hope the three wise monkeys reference was clear !!!#its basically telling her to turn a blind eye on others. telling her to avoid having evil thoughts i.e. not being devoted etc #idk does that make sense ??? eh whatever thought it was p cool #𓆩♱𓆪 #my art #tw blood #hints of cannibalism if you squint hard enough

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meonlyred · 4 months ago

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22 years later and the Crows are still cringing over Zevran. Truly the man of all time.

#Dragon Age #DA:V #DAV Spoilers #Lace Harding #Lucanis Dellamorte #Zevran #God I love the Crows in this game #“We can never show our face in Ferelden again. Our Crows might get seduced by a Dog Lord again!”

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hinamie · 6 months ago

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10 years later

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itafushi #itafushikugi #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh #u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel #this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj #specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art #anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard #i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same #especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat #but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door #maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons #also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things #new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier #god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs #i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work

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v0idwraith · 3 months ago

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quite frankly idgaf what Luigi Mangione’s politics are, he actually did something to make a change and that’s more than most people can say

#heyyyyy fbi this is totally a joke i’m not on his side what noooooooo #edit: good god y’all can’t read between the lines. he did something to TRY and make a change #which is more than y’all complaining have ever done. is that better. is that more clearly spelled out for you.#also i’m not a fan of this whole ‘oh nothing changed nothing’s ever gonna change so why bother’ attitude #we can’t get complacent just because making change is hard. we have to keep trying #even if it fails over and over we have to keep trying #luigi mangione #united healthcare #brian thompson #us politics #also yeah obviously innocent until proven guilty. sentiment is the same either way

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lalalychee · 6 months ago

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closer than you know

i've been working on this painting for over 3 months and i am exhausted 💀 so excited to be done with it. i'm really proud of it though!! it's definitely the most detailed painting i've done in quite some time.

(please be sure to zoom in to see all the little details i worked so hard on!)

#god i hope this posts this time #fourth attempt jfc #my art #art #self portrait #painting #no ai art #human artist #reaper #corpse paint #photorealism #not a photograph #idk what else to tag this with but pls reblog #i worked so so hard on this painting

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stil-lindigo · 2 years ago

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hobie motherfuckin' brown!!!!!!

#i am so normal about hobie brown (lie)#what the hell has this movie done to me #i have taken art drugs #cant. stop. drawing him. oh my god #its hard to tell but the webbing behind him spells out his name #my anticapitalist king. im sorry but i /will/ be purchasing a poster of you #hobie brown #spiderverse #across the spiderverse #spiderman #spiderman across the spiderverse #stillindigo art

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whalesharkstho · 2 months ago

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pros and cons of scaring the shit out of ur big ass truck bf

(made a sort of part 2)

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squeakadeeks · 1 year ago

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i get that pushing harder/blowing your nose actively makes a congested nose worse via increasing sinus pressure but not for me though. if i just keep blasting it will work and my nose will clear up for me. this is how im reaching heaven through violence.

#im trying so hard to be a good noodle and not nose blast but GOD it is so hard

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deltabyss · 10 months ago

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I bet sour lemons are alien to him in the land of sweets 🍋

Also have silly bonus from aggie :]c

Max Jax? Max Jax.

#poor Gummigoo LOL #lineless artstyle is hard oh my god #but I nailed it 😎#one of friends who was in aggie was sobbing of laughter at Max Jax LMAOOO #so I'm posting Max Jax here as well for sillies <3 #tadc #the amazing digital circus #tadc jax #jax #tadc gummigoo #gummigoo #tadc fanart #lemon #bashzzey arts

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