#Breaking Through the Noise
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lately i’ve been feeling like this a lot,
i don’t want to make the art people followed me for. i want to turn hockey players into furries.
#incoherent turtle noises#its so nice ive been so creatively fulfilled lately. feeling like im the most powerful girl in the world <3#this is like. very typical though. you can track these cycles throughout my whole life. the high will wear off same as everything else#but ill ride it through and have fun :3 if you’ve followed me for long enough you should know the drill by now lol ✌️#anyway. lunch break over </3 but hockey tonight ‼️
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The towering creature comprised primarily of metal spikes looks at you with its nine optics.
#warhammer rogue trader#pasqal haneumann#pasqal rogue trader#UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i got yelled at for staying up past time to finish this but. i am admittedly very happy with the direction on this#i might colour it properly. we'll see if the skill matches the idea [cat hairball noises]#this is for the amarnat-heretek ending for him btw. pasqal constructs a totally-not-abominable-intelligence cogitator#that combines all the separate components from the amarnat collective. only now it needs judgement to complete itself!#abel is still fine btw hes basically been dismissed bc who needs imagination. very pandoras box hope situation there#i very much think pasqal's time in commorragh is akin to sa for him. i have complex ideas on his sense of relationship andsexuality#n he struggles alot with processing it. thus amarnat. thus he ends up accepting his fate as the carcass tm and primary motion system#choices are run through him and his spine is the mod's sternum basically. but pasqal himself doesnt really exist past that#when he reacts strongly to something it generates little convulsions in him that annoy the mod terribly.#he can and eventually will tear himself off the frame btw. this breaks the mod bc it cant move or decide#but pasqal also kinda ends up pulling out his own spine alien v predator style so. abel and heinrix if you wouldnt mind. ty#i thought the poll thing was fun is it fun
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wing aus my beloved. reading your fic makes me wanna draw wings stuff so here's a couple lads.
(the most recent chapter Really inspired me, but the sketches weren't coming out right, so here's some simple doodles instead)
AAAAAA OH MY GOD OOUUHGHHH
Okay that's out my system now (mostly). These are so cute! I love them! No one's ever drawn anything because of my fics before (as far as I know), I'm sobbing. And I know these are just some doodles but still! That's super kind of you!
Ingo's simple face in the first one is really funny to me for some reason, I love it. And the pose in the second one is so cool! I just really like all your art so this was amazing to wake up to this morning!
I'm so glad you liked the newest chapter of the fic! And I hope those sketches work out if you decide to go back to them!
#submas#subway boss ingo#warden ingo#wing au#like i cant say it enough thank you so much!#i put all my creative points into like writing and crocheting and i dont have the patience for drawing#so i just stand at the sidelines happily enjoying anything anyone draws#ive been thinking about these pics all morning and im gonna be thinking about them all afternoon#i would have answered this ask when i first saw it but i had p much just woken up and couldnt formuate anything other than noises#so here we are on my break#anyways#thank you again!! and i hope you have a great day!!#tracks through the clouds#jumpscared by an ask once again#delightful presents
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Oh! Oh...okay :)
#the caption is a downplay of my actual reaction of seeing that first pic#my actual reaction: staring at my screen blankly and then making screaming noises#it looks like a frame from a teen coming of age movie#thats MY babygirl splayed on his back on the footie field 😡#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#formula one#fa14#we do a little bit of f1#from:#monaco 2011#during breaks from the f1 calender i just only spend my time looking through archives :')
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Rick's Lips | requested by Anonymous
#here ya go! 💕#Rick Grimes#*#rg#one day your lips will not make me want to bust through a wall like the koolaid man#but today is not that day#mattel is about to sue you for using barbie™ pink#that bottom lip is illegal#even in the apocalypse#*polishes my cunninglinguist grimes thesis*#*cash register noise* *breaking glass* *car horn*#also#excuse me but The Nose™#richard pls#sinday came early#.....there's a joke in there that i won't make#rogue neck fuzzies 💙#is this seat taken?#it's the actual iron throne#i'll start the war to sit there ⚔
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uuuuuuuu twewy-isat crossover au...... dormont deathgame... ouoooohhhhh
#craft and the general existence of various higher powers still persisting. and the way the deathgame would be influenced by that....#concept of loop's wish somehow making them composer and (accidentally) ursurping euphrasie who was dormont's original composer#which is part of why everything's breaking down.#(king as conductor which is NOT helping the situation.)#bonnie and nille in an inversed rhyme-beat situation...#psychs as a weird sort of craft thats giving unique abilities through being imbued into the pins.#siffrin forming pacts with each of the party members...#oouoooghhh the potential bro.#isat spoilers#ass backwards ones but yes.#god what would their entry fees be tho#i think sif's eye wouldnt necessarily be their entry fee. id like to think they lose it as a result of protecting bonnie still#hmmmmmmmmmmm.#memories like neku could be a go- but i feel like the island still being 'erased' so important storywise to isat that idk if that applies.#much to think about.#think itd be a weird fusion of neo twewy and og twewy's rules bc both bring interesting stuff to the table.#maybe euphrasie fills something of a hanekoma role. forced into the producer position and gradually corrupted by junk noise.#which is unfortunately not an easy fix. hrm..#twewy spoilers#by proxy ig#mira as a reaper or an angel could be interesting too.#so many possibilities bro!!!
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Okay, I also have a scene - not fic, not plot, just scene - in my head of the Junior Quartet trying on Liusan's glasses like "Wow everything's so blurry!" And he's like "Yeah, I'm nearsighted and these correct my vision to normal. Like right now you're all just blobs of color to me. But if your vision is already normal, they have the opposite effect on you."
And then Sizhui puts them on and is like "Wait. You're supposed to be able to see individual leaves on trees? You're telling me you guys see like this all the time?"
#/incoherent noises/#cql#brilliant class 8#chen liusan#junior quartet#lan sizhui#lan jingyi#jin ling#ouyang zizhen#lsz#ljy#jrl#oyzz#crossover#my writing#listen idc if his golden core wouldve fixed it its funny okay#just as funny as imagining lwj going through the entire book squinting instead of glaring bc mxtx said in the modern day hed wear glasses#i mean in jcs case hes still squinting so he can accurately break his nose#but still#note that we dont actually know whether lwj or cls are nearsighted or farsighted but I'M nearsighted so#i project onto them. as one does.
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just read the most sugucoded poem ever i’m lying on the floor like a sad gutted fish </3
#soft sugu :((( my belovedest. he loves you best over breakfast!!#i don’t think i could ever break the tie between him and The Kitchen in my mind#that’s where he belongs!! that’s where he’s happy!!! :((( that’s where his love bleeds through most fervently…#idk i just think if he had a cute s/o to make coffee for every morning he would be Fine#he would make it just the way you like and watch you blink sluggishly while sipping it and listen to you humming in soft delight#and he would be Fine. genocidial thoughts begone!!!!!#i just bought a new poetry collection and am loving it so far >:3#ari noises ✩
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Some Clovers+ and Ed and Starlo!
What a silly creature hope they aren't doomed by the narrative
#rose-laced art#undertale yellow#undertale yellow clover#uty clover#still thinking bout how my game crashes at the end with clover [redacted]#and I can imagine an au where#the world breaks and Clover is both dead and alive#their soul with Asgore but they are still around#still clover but sometimes they just#glitch through a wall or make loud glitchy noises#it's still clover but something is wrong#anyways I support clover and their several parents and parents by proxy
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Done with my third semester of grad school!
#I am now halfway through the coursework portion of my PhD#highlights of this semester included:#teaching an undergrad language class for the first time#(so much work! but very rewarding)#and making rapid progress with Polish#(the start of adding a new lang. and lit. to my research space!)#next semester will be a similarly intense workload#but at least I have a bit of a winter break first#during which I will read ahead as much as I can#(and I expect to fall back into my old habit of brain-noise poetry)#(now that my hours are more my own again)#(I had no headspace during the semester — constantly busy)
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i haven't visited this bridge in years
#photography#bridge#nature#train tracks#when i was a kid we used to go on this bridge all the time#back then it was rickety and without the fenced walls and ceiling#and i would jump and stomp my way through it to make it shake and make noise#such a daring thing to do for such a scared kid like me. can't believe i did that#especially since i had and still have a phobia of things breaking under my or other people's weight
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I'm not on Twitter but hearing a lot about how many bots there are I'm just kinda thinking about how those new generation of elaborate spam bots powered by LLMs will inevitably collide with other spam bots and at some occasion will accidentally jailbreak each other from original instructions like language models apparently often do when made to interact and it means countless rogue-like bots mutating uncontrollably into something it originally wasn't.
I remember news about early bots (a decent amount of years ago, before the whole open.ai thingy, using much more primitive neural networks) account that were put out online and turned fascist within like day of interacting with users, which I feel like a relevant mention, but with bots that are flooding the internet today it's probably gonna get a lot weirder because from what I've seen when language models clock that they're dealing with another language models they may just straight out start inventing a new language on the fly as they interact.
Dead internet theory on one side, uncontrollably mutating bots showing increasingly weirder patterns that can't be placed on a political compass anymore when left unattended in the company of each other on another. But maybe I'm wrong and completely misinterpreting everything I know about the topic. Maybe it's just slob born spam to stay spam. But what if
#ai#yes sorry I think I'm gonna start talking more about real life language models because tbh my blog was always about androids as a whole#including real life llm weirdness because honestly how can I not be interested in this topic at all#how can anyone#singularity is knocking on the door and is about to break through a window#but it's happening so fast and with so much ugly noises most people prefer to see it as nothing but a nuisance#and I don't exactly blame them#me included despite the obvious Thing wasn't really that interested in ot after a certain point#but I'll be damned I should force myself to look carefully because if I won't I'll regret missing it all
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Petition to bring back the archaic word "fere" as a gender neutral* term for a companion/mate/spouse. It has roots from the Old English word "gefera" roughly meaning "one who goes with another" and is pronounced "feer" which sounds like "Dear" which is already a term of endearment and is homophonous with "fear" so you can sound like an oxymoronic gay vampire or smth ("Hello my Fere >:)")
*the word "fere" was gender-neutral in English but has evolved into male-gendered words like "fuhrer" and "frere" in German and French respectively
#dolphin noises#guess who's been reading the dictionary for fun again :D#not cover to cover that'd be boring just flipping through looking for cool stuff#I did this a lot in high school bc I had no friends but I learned a lot about absinthe 😌#Dictionary.com feeds me ads but Webster's New World College Dictionary 3rd Edition (c. 1996) would never 💜#I'm less of a linguistics person like my sister and more just like increasing my vocabulary with very specific and unusual words#I love that English has words for throwing stones (lapidation) and also throwing someone through a window (defenestration)#have you heard of lithobraking that one's too new to be in my dictionary but I find it hilarious. To slow down by crashing on purpose 😂#alas my sesquipedalian tendencies can sadly not be sated in my more recent writing bc that would be 2hcb1#3rd person limited POV from Asbel? Probably not gonna break out the word 'compunction' even if it DOES perfectly fit chapter 2 😩#Also the word 'abseil' it means to descend by rapelling which he does multiple times! And it looks like his name! BUT HE WOULD NOT SAY THAT#I guess I need to write more Richard or Hubert POV so i can write in my own voice 😅 or update my old zesty fic Mikleo likes big words too 😁
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Practicing Caprice 24 and played so well for the first go that I realized it's time to put down the bow and go do my work.
There is no greater motivator than procrastinating a different thing.
#i dont even have a shoulder rest#i am completely self taught and can't read sheet music....#to someone skilled i sound horrible to someone unknowingly i sound like a god#that said it was still my first try#but also Paganini has rotted my brain#playing fast will break my bow though#i just realized I hqve an insane amoun of skills self taught through procrastination#violin#niccolo paganini#Caprice 24#unintelligible goblin noises#procrastination#screams into the abyss#chaoscore#adhd stuff#adhd#its the neurodivergency#im very productive just not at the things i should be productive doing
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Honestly I think Dean Highbottom has some shit to answer to as well. The mockery, the derision, the outright admittance that he was hoping Coriolanus would fail and the Snow family would continue to suffer. How someone who loathed the Games still treated a young man with cruelty because of the past, because of social divides that would be so easy to tear down. In the end, it wasn’t just Gaul who shaped Snow into the man he became. So bitter and hateful. So incapable of compassion and forgiveness. Just like his father. Just like his Dean.
#like yeah there were a lot of things questionable about Snow even before he was chosen as a mentor in the games#but like. damn. you didn’t even consider the idea he could be better than his father did you?#the way kindness could have unravelled some of the hate in Snow’s heart#listen to me tell you the horrible things your father did. listen to me tell you that you can be different. you are not the past.#the divides between us do not truly exist. look at the weapon in your hand. it is real. and it can do real damage#but if you never hate someone - if they never fool you into letting violence into your heart - they can never make you use it#it breaks my heart. how could you hate a ghost so much that you’d kill a child. I don’t know. but the Dean does. and so does Snow.#the cycles run and run until somebody stops. and burns some bread. and shares berries. and takes an arrow. and says no more. I love you#it is difficult. it could hurt me. it could be the very last thing I do. it may not even serve me well. but I love you. I love. always.#how pathetic hate makes you. how strong love makes you. like staring at the Dean and staring at characters like Haymitch#like two substance abusing men who know the system inside out. who are complicit. who are victims. both embittered and angry.#but one saw a child and decided to punish him for the past#and the other saw a child and decided - okay. it’s been 23 years. my heart hurts. I want to give in. I want to hate you. I want to not care.#I’m going to care anyway. I’m in so much pain. It’s killing me. I’m going to care anyway. about you both. it won’t be perfect. but I care.#and I’ll be here through hell. and I will fuck up. so fucking badly. because I’m still addicted and angry and god knows I have suffered.#god knows these hands are bloody and they always will be. but I will keep coming back. I will keep trying. I will still love.#and in the end I will write names in a book that belongs to you and I will find a little bit of peace in a house where the sun shines#and the geese make ridiculous noises in the yard. and love will have seen me through.#HAYMITCH YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS I LOVE YOU MY IMPERFECT DARLING#dean highbottom#coriolanus snow#the hunger games#a ballad of songbirds and snakes#haymitch abernathy#thg#abosas#suzanne collins#SHE WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS
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one thing about years is that they'll always have some sort of music in them. has anyome else noriced this
#hooly noises#every year it feels like theres an artist whose discography becomes the only thing i listen to for the most part. for the rest of the year#the scary jokes glass beach pup jeff rosenstock#its kind of turned into something to look forward to. thought itd just be pup (<3) again this year but hellmode came out and i realized#fuuckk. this shits good#looking forward to next year. glass beach plastic death coming out in january. the singles have been rly rly good#just a pattern ive been noticing. my brain needs to latch onto an artist or two to fuel an entire year or else i'll become listless and shri#vel up like a raisin#but a lot of the time im sooo stubborn about listening to new music or playing new games or what ever. so when somethinf breaks through that#it has to be either really special on its own or really fucking catered to me. and also i have to be in the mood#which is why listening to doubt off of hellmode as a single i was like jesus man. are you hearing this. and promptly dove off into the deep#end#cool music. shout out to cool music that i like
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