#Bipolar Mood Swings
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xmybipolarmindx · 7 months ago
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Life Has Been Chaotic
It’s been a little while since I posted anything on My Bipolar Mind. I moved out of my mom and sisters’ house and got a room to rent with a private bathroom at the Hamilton Towers in my hometown. I pay $1000/month for rent or $500 bi-weekly. I believe I moved out sometime in the middle of March. I have been at the towers for almost a month already. When I first moved in, I had a roommate but we…
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plottwistedstory · 2 months ago
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Desto lauter die guten Tage, desto leiser die Schlechten.
-plottwistedstory
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revoltpark · 2 months ago
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sorry toxic Yaoi
Harder references🤕 had a hard time trying to find what represented their relationship but their relationship is hanging by a string
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mariposas8494 · 3 months ago
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It’s a gd park now 🤦🏻‍♀️🤣
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mintaikk · 1 month ago
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Anyone know if it's possible to have Bipolar Disorder, but your mood swings are internal? Like, you do have mood swings, but most of them are internal bcuz you've learned not to bother anyone over the years? Is that a thing or just a side effect of something, lol
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an4th3mas · 5 months ago
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guys can i be so honest
i’m so fucking hungry and the fact i wont let myself eat what i want drives me insane. at the end of the day i rly don’t like being like this!! and i want to cry sooo bad lol
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suffercerebral · 6 months ago
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me having gone to bed at 6 am every day for the past week and generally spiraling mentally while rotting in bed waking up this morning: a 4 mile hike in the heat is a really good idea right now, and while we're at it let's start like 3 art projects
#maybe my mom was onto something all these years telling me i'm bipolar#no i don't think i am but i do technically have a bpd diagnosis so like. mood swings up the fucking wazoo are not new#but i am not one to be like 'exercise will fix me'#i've also just come to terms recently with the fact that i didn't kill myself already so might as well start thinking of the long term#so not being in constant pain when im older is something im actually thinking of now#so like. gotta move more which i was doing during this semester! walking like 3 miles a day which didn't help brain but#it's gotta be good for you anyway even if i don't get the endorphins everyone says you get when working out#that's neverrrr been me bc also chronic illness w exercise intolerance#so it's like. wah i have a desire to move my body more and know it's beneficial#but chronic illness + mental illness + trying not to think about exercise in terms of weight loss bc i'm trying not to make that the goal#although certainly wouldn't be mad if that was the result but if i prioritize it over just overall health it's gonna make me obsessive#i'm saying a lot of words. i have no one to really talk to so i once again come to tumblr as a public diary#ANYWAY. trying to find balance with wanting to exercise for overall well-being but dealing with other factors like chronic illness#which has actually been under the most control it's been in years i barely even consider myself (physicslly) disabled these days#and also balancing the fact that while my disordered eating has never recovered and i still have extremely bad relationship with myself#im in a relatively better place with that. i'm not starving myself and im not going through binge/purge cycles#but my relationship with food and eating is still very much unhealthy#and i don't think that will ever really change bc it's so ingrained in the everything about me#i don't really know what i'm talking ahout anymore or what prompted this#i can't simply just say 'i'm gonna go for a hike today' and be normal about. always gotta psycho analyze myself#im in a very weird stage in my life where i feel like i have control over nothing and i barely even exist in my own body#im just like a cacophony of voices trapped inside a meat suit but im not in the drivers seat im stuffed in the trunk and tied up#and the guy driving is an old blind mind who should have lost his license his ass is NOT road safe!#so it's like i have all these ideas and desires and feelings and ahh!! but hey i'm locked up here let me out please#and also the state of the world. so bleak and hopeless and paralyzing that i've just kind of shut my feelings off so i'm rapidly switching#between numbness and overwhelming agony#what the fuck am i talking about
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wabirudenniskenji · 2 years ago
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it is kind of interesting to see that lucifer does have blatant favoritism towards satan in how he blames mc for satan turning people into dogs and gives other brothers harsher punishments for less than what satan does and yet STILL cannot parent for shit. like yeah he plays favorites but that doesnt mean hes good at it
also if i was one of the other brothers and i had been banished to hell after participating in a war and losing a sister only to find out my brother somehow had a child who spends a majority of his time causing destruction and when that destruction happens said brother turns to me and goes "why did you let this happen" i think id be as angry as satan is
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no-more-lies12 · 4 months ago
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Need Help With A Novel!
Hey! There's a character in my book who has bipolar ll, and since I do not have the disorder I was wondering if anyone here would like to help me make sure I'm writing her correctly? I want to be respectful and correct when I'm writing this story so I can spread more awareness about mental health, and id appreciate anyone who's willing to help! She's a 14 year old girl with bipolar ll and gets diagnosed in the first quarter of the story, any help would be amazing, dm if you're willing to help! ❤️❤️❤️
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xmybipolarmindx · 1 year ago
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November 20th, 2023
Photo by Eliott Reyna on Unsplash I can’t believe it’s been nearly a month since my last personal post. Time has just been flying by between school and work and trying to maintain my mental health. Today started week four of my current class (University 103: Student Success). It is 10:30 at night currently, and I just finished turning in two assignments I had that were overdue and I also got…
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toothyblowjob · 8 months ago
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i'm getting put on mood stabilizers bc i told my psychiatrist about how whenever i feel sad, my brain goes "hmmm have you considered killing yourself?" and i've kinda just accepted that even with 10+ years of therapy, that's just what my life is like, and it's my job to go "let's try something else" every single time for the rest of my life
and apparently that's NOT normal
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leofrith · 1 year ago
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yeaaaaah so i think i have pmdd
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plottwistedstory · 8 months ago
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„Du hast um dich herum eine Mauer aus Eis errichtet, du bist so kalt.“
-Eine Freundin zu mir
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mariposas8494 · 2 years ago
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Available every 10 minutes lol 😂
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socialistexan · 1 year ago
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Sometimes you're reason to stay alive is just so you can make it to Monday and watch Gandalf lick her graham cracker (it is her favorite activity, after all)
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midnitevintage · 10 months ago
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Characters I Headcanon have Bipolar disorder
(From the perspective of someone living with Bipolar 2)
**Disclaimer**
This is all meant to be in good fun and I’m no mental health expert; merely someone who has been through lots of therapy
Let’s Begin!
1. Rin Okumura from Blue Exorcist
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I’ve always related to Rin Okumura, especially during the time I was under the mistaken diagnosis of ADD. I was surprised to learn from this that a lot of symptoms of bipolar can look like ADD/ADHD at times.
For example, Rin is shown to be someone who is easily distracted or fixated on new topics. He also tends to sleep a lot which is confirmed in the manga by the fact that this boy sleeps 12 hours every night. And finally a major factor that clued me in is how easily he is swayed by his emotions which leads him to act impulsively.
Rin’s emotions tie him to his demonic half which in turn can cause a lot of inner turmoil for him. I’m sure anyone with bipolar can relate in feeling like their change to either a manic/hypomanic state can cause them to feel like a demon and out of control. But as is shown in the series, by practicing to focus on his emotions, Rin learns to lessen and control his symptoms.
2. Gangle from The Amazing Digital Circus
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I know I know, I’m lowkey pulling for stereotypes here with the tragedy and comedy masks. And on top of that this is a series with only a pilot so we hardly know anything concrete about her character. 😂
Everyone in the digital circus seems to play a role based off of their avatar given to them. As a being with two different masks, Gangle is very sensitive to the way in which she acts when her comedy mask is broken.
She tends to be very anxious and sensitive to the events that unfold around her both physically and mentally (she unravels from a mere bowling ball being thrown her way by Jax).
In some fandom interpretations of her character I’ve seen interesting depictions that also heavily give bipolar vibes like Gangle having an abstracted self tied to her ribbons or forcing on her comedy mask. I love Gangle and this pilot.
3. Captain SpaceBoy from Omori
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Oh poor Captain SpaceBoy. He’s so heavily influenced by any mood swings he experiences that he seems to take on an entirely new persona whether it be SpaceBoyfriend, Space-ExBoyfriend, SpaceHusband, or Space-ExHusband.
When you first meet his character, you can clearly see he is depressed as he refuses to leave his bed and throws away any special possessions that remind him of his heart ache. Later on he even goes as far as to isolate himself on top of a snowy mountain when the heartache returns to him again..
He is also easily consumed by a rage which seems similar to a manic/hypomanic state that leads him to fight the main cast of characters. Also when it comes to his special boss battle I find it interesting how you can only defeat him by fighting him in certain states of emotion.
4. Howl Jenkins Pendragon from Howl’s Moving Castle
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Howl is undeniably a drama Queen, but some of the ways in which he takes certain actions give me some bipolar vibes.
There is of course the infamous scene in which he throws a tantrum due to Sophie organizing his hair dye potions. He swings very quickly from being irritated and enraged to absolutely inconsolable and depressed. He even spends that next couple hours in bed after this scene.
Howl also tends to lead himself to danger as he appears to be in heightened states of euphoria when he pushes himself to the limit with his magic. He is also rather impulsive when it comes to the relationships he makes with others if we are going off of his book persona.
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But above all!! All these characters are shown to be good people who genuinely care about the feelings of others and try to do their best to help even when their own mental health is bringing them down.
Bipolar individuals are more than their disorder; we are all kind people ♥️
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And that’s all! Lemme know what you think :)
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