#bipolar af

[mariposas8494]

It’s a gd park now 🤦🏻‍♀️🤣

[shes-always-bleh]

-Crack Cocaine

[always-me-meha]

Whose awake!?!?+? Message me !!!!!!!!

[ovrmymind]

I want mutuals ahaha but don't think anyone can tolerate me 😆

[ilysweetleaf]

i'm bipolar muy my parents don't believe me

[bipolarsun]

Bittersweet...

As you may know, or if you do not, I have bipolar ii disorder. In the past, I have struggled with ideation/planning. 

During this time last year, I was struggling - as I have almost every November excluding this year!! - anyways, I got home from work the night before and stayed up and did not sleep. I was miserable, and I remember wanting to be dead... While I do not remember what my plan was, I remember feeling very out of place during Thanksgiving lunch with my family, it was.... overwhelming, to say the least. 

This year, I am celebrating myself. I am proud of myself for not taking the latter action of “you know what”. I am proud of myself for choosing life, for deciding to get out of bed and spend time with my family without making it about me because of how I was feeling - yes, I probably should have told at least one loved one- I even went to work that evening and had a great shift. 

With that being said, I plan to listen to my “attempt song”

 - that’s a story for another time side note I can listen to it and instead of thinking of death, the song now makes me very happy. - have a beer and give myself a pat on the back. 

I also want to give a shout-out to anyone who has experienced ideation, planning, and attempts. I hope you all are doing well, if you are not reach out to me, a loved one, or the hotline 988. Keep going for those of us who could not be here today. To the ones we have lost may you rest in peace. 

Lastly, I could not have made these improvements or gone on this journey without God...so kudos to him for staying by my side and keeping me safe. 

[always-me-meha]

Lmfaooooo

[asadgirlwithaprettymind]

Facebook meme lol but really I look sleep deprived 24/7 even with me napping everyday lol

[ninoochat]

im so glad mickey has a bigger role because all his lines are gold lmao

"Must really clear your mind watching a sunrise after a night of gargling old man balls"

asdfghjkl MICKEY BE NICE TO YOUR BOYFRIEND HES DOING HIS BEST

[festivalfoxes]

'man its crazy how people think laios is the most evil man alive just for really intensely engaging his special interest' in the latter half of the 2010s there was ongoing Discourse about newt geiszler pacificrim's interest in kaiju being a disgusting and insensitive thing that, since kaiju are ~basically~ weapons of mass destruction, makes him A Creepy War Fandom Guy who loves human suffering (this was before pac rim2, which is bad, but is not relevant here for other reasons beside it being the Worst. also, there were no statements on whether the guys in the military hierarchy of nuclear-powered punch robots were also Creepy War Fan Guys.) never mind that he is actively yk working against the kaiju, and his pursuit of knowledge of them does in fact majorly directly contribute to saving the world. obviously newt and laios are different characters in different contexts, but presumably .1% or less of the people involved in newt discourse personally knew or were someone victimized by a kaiju so yeah it's actually really easy for me to imagine a bunch of in-world dm people thinking laios is gross and horrifying and dangerous for being interested in monsters. if he wasn't the fandom's Precious Autistic Mascot people here would be saying that about him already. give it a few years and they'll forget the autism and start talking about how shipping labru is bad because laios as a disturbingly socially inept White Man who won't shut up about monsters would be traumatizing for kabru to exist near

[mariposas8494]

Literally me all the time…😴

[shes-always-bleh]

Agh the urge not to post naughty gifs hurts lololol

[always-me-meha]

Yenno, I hope some people run into my blog.

See the toxicity, the struggles and so on..

I hope they learn not to make the same mistakes I did. I hope what they read helps them if they're stuck in a similar situation, that they're not alone.

This is all raw and straight from my fucked up mind and life haha.

[ovrmymind]

Maybe I do make my bipolar diagnosis my whole personality or possibly MAYBE my bipolar IS my personality as a whole. Being I have like 24 versions of myself stuffed inside me with every emotion or delusion I ever have.

Because honestly ..... I never know what version of me is going to come out 🙇‍♀️

Still tightening the screws a bit. Since the toilet seat fell from space onto my head. #2020

[graveyarrdshift]

i think i hauve autism

[2024skin]

It's fucked up that the sober population straight up ignores how a huge portion of addicts have chronic illnesses